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Hi rottmnt community so I wanna expose myself and embarrass myself and have people make fun of me for the rest of my life and existence online so here's a confession....
I may or may not have written a Leo x reader fanfiction that I have no idea whether or not I even wanna finish- Like I have the next potential chapter almost done but I have no motivation for it so- Idk if I consider this a discontinued fanfic or a fanfic put on a hiatus or nah. But let's say I despise it to my pure core. And to have people make fun of me, here is a link to it:
This will be fun-
It was mostly a guilty pleasure fanfic mostly because I have a crush on Leo (I'm a minor btw). And it all of a sudden became popular lmao
#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt leo#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise leonardo#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#fanfic#cringe fanfic#cringe#tmnt fandom#time to embarrass myself#cannon x reader#y/n#reader fanfics#leo x reader#leo x y/n#rottmnt x reader#okay good day-
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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"being trans is a choice" do you honestly think i would CHOOSE to get gender euphoria from wearing knee-length basketball shorts?? that's humiliating
#nonbinary#trans#transmasc#transmasculine#transgender#i look like adam sandler and feel like myself thats so embarrassing#thank god it's not exclusively basketball shorts though#i would look a fool all the time
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media: narcissists only get their supply from directly abusing everyone around them until everyone is manipulated and forced to see them as god.
my friend: i appreciate that you did this task for me. you are a good friend
me, grinning, blushing, twirling my hair, getting the supply: haha no problem man
#last npd post of the night because i'm lowkey getting embarrassed by myself now#no longer getting supply injections from admitting i have npd. as is the cycle or smth#oh off topic im listening to placebo. i love placebo a lot. go listen to placebo#theyre so good i wanna see them live#friend of mine has seen them 3 times and i am ssoooo jealous.#anyway. tags.#npd#actually npd#narcissistic personality disorder#npd memes#i guess?#ok goodnight
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DEAD BOY DETECTIVES (2024)
1.05 - The Case of the Two Dead Dragons
Or,
Edwin. I saw that.
#the second gif is more damning than the first one tbh#if the universe doesn’t let him smooch his homie even a little im going to have to start booing and jeering#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#george rexstrew#payneland#my gifs#I’m a thousand percent sure this exact gifset exists out there#multiple versions of it probably. bc come on. gestures at all of that.#but I don't think l've seen it myself and I don't have it on my blog so. sorry#also fun fact while this was in my drafts l'd initially captioned it 'dead boy detectives (2016)'#because it’s apparently 2016? do I think it’s 2016 currently?#not sure what kind of typo that was but brain did reboot on time! embarrassing
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baby fever induced doodles from the past days.. wall of text context under the cut that i wrote in reply to people on twitter. about the general premise and riza's feelings towards her oldest before roy came back
^ basic, lamely summed up premise. i hate words
^ riza's feelings about being a mom
#03!baby au#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#royai#nael hawkeye#haitham mustang#fma#fullmetal alchemist#forcing myself to post more shit doodles bc i dont want the image of being a tidy serious art account but being perceived is embarrassing#and i will be wanting to eat my own fist the whole time
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Why, hello there, Virgil. Long time no see!
#drawing#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#roman sanders#virgil sanders#janus sanders#remus sanders#creativitwins#platonic dukeceit#platonic prinxiety#ts roman#ts remus#ts janus#ts virgil#lbau#okay now that this is done RAMBLE TIME. THIS IS FROM MY HUMAN AU AGAIN :D#long story short‚ the dark sides were friends from ages 7 to 14-15 until virgil up and left without a word and pretended not to know them#i posted a relationship chart a while back with a before and an after. welcome to the before part!#they haven't seen each other in about 4-5 years‚ virgil is terrified of them‚ and roman is about to be very confused.#ignore how bad this looks i started it on MS Paint before i realised i actually wanted to do something good#also: thats more personal but im actually kinda proud of myself for posting something that even i see as a bit cringe#it's a college AU with a very cliché and dramatic re-meeting‚ it's almost embarrassing to post? but oh well#my head's been full of that AU in particular and i do want it to stay a daydream thing only but consider this a little treat for myself#also 1) remus' outfit is a bitch to color so cloak it is; 2) im giving roman Thomas' fashion style; 3) i really like how janus looks here
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he’s infiltrated my sketchbook too i’m not safe here anymore
#adventure time#atimers#ice king#simon petrikov#fionna and cake#I keep thinking to myself ‘man wonder how Ice King would react to forreals fionna and cake’ like we got a snippet of his reaction once#but the fact that SIMON is the one that does it is probably my favorite irony of the whole show#ngl im glad i binged a ton of adventure time beforehand I forgot how OBSESSED ice king was with fionna and cake#imagine singing about ur fionna crush in front of ur wife thats embarrassing DHDGSHDJS#spoilers#fionna and cake spoilers#at spoilers#adventure time spoilers#fan art#traditional art#line art#2023
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protect👍.
#my art#dialtown#randy jade#phonegingi#im trying to teach myself to draw faster because it normally takes me a embarrassing amount of time
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ok everybody block dnp on all socials they have eyes everywhere. they know way too much. those omniscient fuckers are always watching. no one is safe.
like what do you MEAN you know about those stupid “real voice” compilations and people absolutely clowning about jumpcuts and smudged whiskers and what do you MEAN you’re aware of those 2009 phan theories people still debate to this day? what happened to “i don’t check my indirects” “i don’t go on the tags”?? i bet you’re lurking RIGHT NOW reading this very post. all men do is lie. can’t trust anyone 😤😪
#/j#dnp#dan and phil#pinof#phan#gamingmas 2023#yeet my deet#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#i didn’t participate in the phandom until they came out#i was an older phannie i started watching at age 16#so i knew better#so this feels like i’m being punished for something i didn’t do#and having always been mortified and embarrassed by the shit yall would say back in the day#my only respite was “ok maybe dnp didn’t see this”#no they’ve seen EVERYTHING#you’re past is coming back to haunt you but your past is also coming back to haunt me lmao#to be clear i am part of the problem simply for consuming phan/phandom media at the time and therefore giving those videos views#but i was always terrified of the phandom#like i didn’t even consider myself part of the phandom for my first 4 years as a phannie#i was a closet demon phannie lol#i started participating after they came out and we were all actual adults about it and super respectful#i was like we’re all old and gay now i love this for us#yeet my deenp#bog
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(ID in alt) I literally said I was gonna post this month's ago and then never had the wherewithal to describe it and so I didn't Lmao (said with pain). But since I'm thinking of opening my commissions I figured I should remind ppl that I. Yknow. Can draw.
Lots of Steph here (I had major art block making all of these and my brain worms for her kept me going) + some sprinkles of stephcass for Cass nation to enjoy!
#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#jason todd#(yes for the teddy bear. it counts)#batgirl#batgirls#mine#< keep forgetting to tag my art as that I'm terrible 😭#ANYHOW I'm slowly getting back into drawing again after my last ipad got nuked (cant think abt that or ill cry) and i finished uni#oh yeah j finished my first year of uni btw. i went to an Olivia Rodrigo concert like a week or 2 ago. I've been busy lol#but yeah it's looking like I've got a fun summer of bottom feeding ahead of me now that I've officially been told i got passed over for that#-comic job i applied for. lol. lmao even#it's fine honestly it was a pretty daunting prospect i just have to find a way to fill the time by myself now#I've plenty of comics to read so that's nice. got wayyy into mark waids DD run recently (mostly for Chris Samnee's art)#so that's been fun! i have my empowered omnibus (embarrassing and kept under my bed <3) i have TT year 1 i have huntress and WW#uhhh i got flash 1 minute war. lots of good stuff!#so hopefully i don't go. completely feral from lack of stimulation#also hopefully commissions will be a thing i can do#godddd there's many mkre things i want to draw. i got too enamoured w my own bad theory and now I've drawn tim!bats#but unfortunately now i only want to draw tim!bats being laughed at my the batfamily bc seriously tim?? really??#< it's literally probably not going to happen but I've invested myself in this terrible future for some reason#imagine damian trying to robin for tim!bats for 1 (one) night and the next morning he doesn't say anything he just moves to bludhaven#he can't take this shit#oh so many ideas...#ANYWAY. ues. finally art. now if you like it. consider commissioning me (in 2 to 3 business weeks <3)#(no pressure)
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Paddington (2014) — dir. Paul King // As we are (2024) — dir. Soze Yoon
#lmaaaaaaooooo#do i even tag this#😭😭😭#bystay#skz#stray kids#seungmin#kim seungmin#by01ino#paddington#I was rewatching the first paddington just before as we are came out#so /this/ happened#also I giffed this right away#but I was so tired that instead of saving it in my drafts#I posted it and then spent an embarrassing amount of time trying to figure out why it wasn't in my drafts#after realising I already posted it obviously I panicked and deleted it#and decided to deal with it another day#so here we are#what better day to post this than christmas#anyways this is my christmas present to myself#happy holidays! ❤️🎁✨️
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really cringe but i wanted to test out how to do an animatic again and the only clip i had was this one from pearl
i have not . touched anything moving in so long oh god
#this took like 30 mins dfjkdffd#the other 30 was searching up how the hell the animation timeline worked in csp again#this is definitely way more chibi...stylized than i would like but i also draw way too slow and im not going to do all that just for a test#sighhh#i need to learn how to animate for real this time#it was my promise to myself now that i bought a display tablet lmao#everyone here will be forced to come along the ride of me learning how to animate#yay!!!! totally not embarrassing whatsoever#my art#eydimvs#<- temporary tag until i find a better sounding one
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psst, hey, fellow selfshippers and lovers of fictional characters!! something i want to share and reassure folks on as a person who gets character crushes super easily: don't be embarrassed by whoever's making your brain light up 🥰💖 i see some lovely folks get really in their head about this. perhaps they've always crushed on a specific kind of character, so when they get one who's a little different, they feel like they can't talk about it. maybe they've touted themselves as having one crush and have been super dedicated that whole time, so feel like it's a betrayal somehow, or makes them less of whichever label (e.g., yume, selfshipper, etc.) they've identified with. i'm here to tell you that's all nonsense!! 💖 this is fandom. you're not an influencer and you don't need to keep up a specific 'brand'!! if you see a character who makes your heart all gushy, don't think up an imaginary critical audience who is going to yell at you for not fixating on the 'right' thing. life's too short to deny yourself happiness 🫂
#inspired by seeing too many of my dear friends posting anxiously about 'not showing their love enough' or falling for a new character 💖#i know i joke a lot of the time in a 'i'm so sorry for this one' or 'are you guys gonna throw tomatoes at me' kind of way#but seeing people be unabashed and excited about their fictional favourites - no matter how weird or obscure - is a joy!!!#so if you've been sitting and fretting because you can feel a crush building and don't know how to handle it:#just rush in head-first. don't think about how it will be perceived. your happiness is not clickbait 🔥#and you know - sometimes we like different characters because we want/need different things!!#i may tout myself as a villain/nerd enjoyer but that doesn't mean i'm only allowed to like those kinds of characters. same goes for you 😉#(going to try to hold true to this as there's a crush who'll get me in the next couple of months who WILL be embarrassing to admit)#(but who cares? isn't getting to yell about a character who makes our lives nicer a wonderful thing? 😭💖)#selfship#f/os#oc x canon#blorbos#yume#starleskatalks
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He frew up (ಠ~ಠ)
bro's back from that river again
#lawrence oleander#boyfriend to death 2#btd lawrence#btd fanart#fanart#the amount of time I spent grinding on this one is actually embarrassing#but for all the Lawrence enjoyers who just want to see him miserable#me#I forced myself to finish it
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09.23.24
this is so dumb
#i like to think that fan will observe how men around him act or talk or generally present themselves and mimic it#but people dont expect that from him so whenever he tries to people get confused#and then he gets all sad because he just wants to be MANLY and MASCULINE 💔💔💔#i also think that fan frequently tries to act like others in general but it throws people off and then hes all like#“fuck i embarrassed myself AGAIN i guess ill just KILL MYSELF”#(<- he wouldn’t say that. but he would think it)#im definitely not projecting all of my social insecurities onto him. i have nooo idea where youd get that from.#anyway tag time#ii fan#ii knife#inanimate insanity#fan ii#knife ii#ii
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