#throwing a gift away.
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Coming up with ideas for writing 💜💜💜
Actually writing ;-;
#rant#ToT#upside is i have solved some lore loopholes which. if u know me u know how rare i actually didnt alreayd have way too much worldbuilding#decided on. but finally nailed down a bit of worldbuilding i was foggy on.#also i am SO hype for magic to come into the story#downside: i have 40k words to write before i get to be writing that part ;-;#also? idk if yall are like this. but like whatever i Actually write always comes out significantly different than The Plan#like. fact: i have every single major scene in my summary to write.#reality: at least 70% of those scenes will likely be different than the summary once i actually write them out.#leading to possible new avenues ill utilize vause they work better/more theme cohesive/more in character#so like. i love my summary abd im clinging to it for dear life#but also terrified in the knowledge reality will be way more complex#like. i wrote this week what SHOULDVE been a simple scene#but upon actually making it. the characters chemistry was so AMPED up i feel i pretty much need Some relationship development in the scene#even tho i didnt plan that in my summary. but even if irs just AWARENESS OF LUST these bitches are dripping chemistry#also the scene turned out way fucking funnier than i planned. so like. to not fully utilize the comedic execution would be#throwing a gift away.#so im now stuck tryjng to Add Onto the intended summarized scene. since i didnt plan#to write 1 an almost kiss/desire to kiss 2 embarassment the likes of which only this dork couldve created for himself
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I needed to get this out of my system
#my art#digital drawing#doodles#ace attorney#ace attorney dual destinies#aa5#simon blackquill#bobby fulbright#blackbright#simon fucking hates this thing#8 years in prison and yet this is the worst experience so far#and I imagine that someone gifted it to bobby and he doesn't have a heart to throw him away#like simon would love too#anyway#*starts to play the blue badger's theme menacingly*
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Sight of a Star - Blue-ish Star Ryōshū and Don Quixote
#HERES HOW BLUE-ISH STAR BELIEVERS CAN STILL WIN I PROMISE#Rendering sucks but I do like how these look very much. I hate drawing armour. big fan of dramatic shadows however.#but! as for justifications:#B-iS is an abno regarding what one so desperately wants but cannot have - possibly connecting to Blue Star and the paradise-like place-#people wish to reach by throwing themselves into it. though what is offered by B-iS is a much less refined yet as tantalising#given the text of 'The irresistible allure is almost tearing you apart' and the less refined bit being implied by both design#[jagged edges of the actual blue shape and legs like dolls - both unlike BS' much rounder and more naturalistic design]#in short it's the manifestation of impossible dreams - for Don this is her quest for a just knighthood in the City of all places#and for Ryōshū [though idk her source] it is her final work of art - the Hell Screen#when approached one's body is 'pushed away' as if a manifestation of how it is unachievable. at least it is for them#'To be truly blue the one with the true blue must be left alone in one’s blueness.'#is what I interpret as: 'to truly dream the dreamer must be left to one's fantasies'#dreams by nature do not intersect well with reality. all their flaws will be shown and they will crack under the pressure of the real world#it is why the dream pushes them away. to preserve itself. also probably has something to do with how DQ also has void dream#and this abno gives pride boosts in its event. and I personally see pride as a sort of 'self assurance' or 'self above others' so to speak#as to chase ones dreams one must think themselves the exception. as the one that can persevere over the City#plus the HP damage and the various juxtapositions in the 'forward' option may be in reference to how dreams and reality don't mix.#harming those who chase them. though all the same the 'backwards' option shows that simply tossing them aside shall hurt in its own way#to think oneself 'impure' enough to give up on chasing it is all the same resignation on your uniqueness#as for the gift: the name is possibly to do with how lower stars seem easier to reach. and the effect of damage at minus SP....#going insane dream chasing?#but to take ones leave allows for it to be left behind without any further effects. you did not look at your dreams. acknowledge them at al#but are you better off like that? not dreaming? forgetting that brilliantly unfinished star?#but anyways I hope you liked my rambles. also this abno and everything related to Blue Star is so tastefully C flavoured that I love them#and fun fact! when I was first generally mapping sinners to unfightable/EGOless abnos I entirely forgot Ryōshū somehow. which led to this.#they don't have weapons they just kick real hard and it works well enough#limbus company#ryōshū lcb#don quixote lcb#🎠🚬
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More Tomarry doodles 😌✨️💚❤️
Au where Harry is constantly struggling bc of Tom's good looks and gestures of affection. He totally has a crush but really REALLY doesn't know how to deal with it.
He's seen either frowning or looking constipated whenever he's by Tom's side and people naturally mistake it as distate/hatred (which technically wouldn't have been wrong back in his old timeline).
In reality, Harry is so down bad for his past nemesis that he's always close to hyperventilating at the proximity between them. With Tom manoeuvring situations behind the scenes so that they can constantly be near each other/are partners in every class they're in, Harry has no chance to relax his heart at all and thus, suffers. It just so happens that his face, misleadingly, reflects that pain. Lmao.
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Probably my last doodle (of them?) for awhile bc I really need to finish my other wips and I have an upcoming bday project to work on hhhh. Like I'll still make time for them but right now? it's a challenge. /n
#doodles#fanart#tomarry#tomarry fanart#harry potter#harry james potter#tom riddle#harrypotterfanart#tom riddle fanart#hp fanart#peep abaraxas in the back looking shook af 😭#rbf Harry#he's just as gone for Tom okay#but the feeling is so intense that he ends up lashing out and becomes a brat insteadhfurkr#'throwing' away Tom's gifts and gestures of affection to his face#but secretly and gently hiding it away in his box of treasures when he's alone 🥺#no fr all those little trinkets from Tom? puts it all next to his invisibility cloak and photo album of his parents#yes the irony is hilarious i know. Harry knows but he dont care bc ITS A DIFFERENT REALITY LET HIM LIVE#tom buys all these gifts with abraxas' money btw
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Harry, presenting a bouquet to Tom: Here.
Tom, secretly pleased: You do realise I am allergic?
Harry, nodding: Yeah, that was the point.
#tomarry#tomarrymort#someone take the post button away from me#happy harrytine’s day#x and o to you all#harry is always trying to - well maybe not murder tom- but at least inconvenience him#sneeze all day because you know you can’t throw out harry’s gift tom#suffer
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HC that Dazai gives Chuuya his trash and is just like “a present for you!” and Chuuya keeps all of it even though it’s worthless. And it’s not really in a sweet way, like it is sweet but it’s more like Chuuya’s all "That stupid freak Dazai. What am I even supposed to do with this?? Why couldn’t he just get rid of it himself lousy piece of 🧻!! No I can't just toss it it’s a present I can’t throw away a gift!” And he’s fuming but still holding onto this random gum wrapper or smth alsnlaksak
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIERY OP COOL GUY W ABANDONMENT ISSUES MY BELOVED!!!!! 🧡#this has nothing to do with birthdays but there are presents involved?????#based off my friend who would give me random scraps of paper and bubble gum wrappers and receipts and say they were gifts as a joke#and I would keep them bc I felt bad throwing them away#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd hcs#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#soukoku#skk
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Rest in peace the Tommy Shelby fic I was reading, you were gone too soon
#as in my tumblr refreshed#and it went poof into the void#I’ve been looking for it for like two hours now#it was about reader giving Tommy birthday gifts and I only got as far as him throwing away his cake#if anyone knows which one it is let me know#tommy shelby#Tommy Shelby x reader
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i have this thought that andrew minyard would accidentally befriend a murder of crows if you even care
#and he’s always like “go away” “fuck off” but like one day he throws a piece of his burger at them to deter them#and they don’t stop coming back#they wait for him outside the court#they would bring him gifts and little shiny things#one day they bring him an earring and he starts wearing it#sooooo fucking ironic that andrew is the crow king and their enemies are the ravens LMFAOOOO#i might have to write a fic.#god fucking dammit#i have a paper due and i have to annotate two poems#but i can’t stop thinking about andrew and his fucking CROW POSSE#andrew minyard#aftg#tfc#the foxhole court#all for the game
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They’re perfect for each other honestly (Patreon)
#Doodles#Adventure Time#Fionna and Cake#Simon Petrikov#Golbetty#It's not exactly Petrigrof but like - it's not Not that either lol#I'm really really happy that the show acknowledges that Simon was selfish in his and Betty's relationship - it's Very Good#And at the same time in it's small way Beth does give the concession of ''I guess that wasn't exactly [his] fault''#They're both called out! Betty's obsession with Simon caused her own self-destruction - and she takes responsibility for it#Simon is still shafted with the consequences but it's not like Betty doesn't get her own consequences#This whole journey is just more consequences of both of their actions! Of what Betty modeled she was willing to give up!#And Simon loves her. He respects her. He was selfish and self-driven but that didn't stop her from taking root and inspiring him in return#Her being self-sacrificing and then in her own selfish way not letting Simon make the same mistakes as her I just hhhhh#They're so lovely ♥#It's a bit matronizing of her haha but she Wants with her entire essence - she always has <3#It's her turn to be selfish Simon has had his turn - she won't let him throw away her gift as much as he wants to#They're just both so beautifully flawed ahhhhh <3 <3#''We made our choices. We could've made better ones but...I don't have any regrets.''#It's about breaking the cycle! Of him rejecting making the same mistakes! It's beautiful ;;#Also all the halo imagery drives me nuts ♥ Angel bf and his cosmic goddess gf
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Sketched out two pages of a rough idea of Satya meeting Niran's parents when they were kids, knowing that I will probs never make it a final piece ehehehe...
My HC is that they'd be a bit biased against her "humble beginnings" because they're from old money, but they'd start liking her for incredibly materialistic reasons that Niran would hesitate to ever express his feelings for Satya because he wants to love her the way he wants to, not based on his parents' whims and calculations.
Eventually, they'd be more genuine about caring for her that even when he hadn't seen her in 11 years, they've been keeping in contact with her. It'd get on his nerves the second he finds out they know the two of them have reunited recently
#symweaver#overwatch 2#overwatch#satya vaswani#niran pruksamanee#starlight dancing#rough sketch#art wip#Theyre so out of touch with normal everyday people it's embarrassing to him that theyre thinking of a political marriage already#He hates being the oldest son so much because it's the only reason they're so annoying about it#Not asking my best friend out because that's what my parents want me to do 400 IQ move#She has no idea they think she'd be a good match for Niran#Satya just thinks theyre nice albeit kinda pushy because they keep trying to give her gifts that she constantly has to decline#they want to throw a huge wedding for them but Niran is like I want to run away in the woods with Satya
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Geno’s “lack of production” this season, visualized:
#how is he supposed to get points when he does ‘my puck now’ and his wingers simply throw that gift away#they don’t appreciate him like i do#pens lb
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my left airpod watching me repeatedly dunk its dying whiny twin in a cup of crude oil before feeding it to my beautiful starving industrial cheese shredder
#danganronpa#the concept art busts are shaped like airpods to me#that neck is NOT supporting that skull...#anyway. fuck airpods. mine were a gift from 4 years ago and they're shite#the right one stopped working and the audio's all muted and fucked up#not throwing them away though yet since they still work. on occasion. sighs
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I hate the Staghorns so much. every time I do their questline to get that painting I think "oh surely it's not going to make me mad this time around" and YET
#they are genuinely terrible friends#when I get to the part where they just THROW AWAY Ravaedron's gift so callously I just AYTDFASHGFD I need to bite something#they then go back like 'oh nooo we only hated your gift you worked so hard on because we would miss you 🥺' like bitch WHAT#WHAT??? that is not how a sane person reacts to someone making you a personal gift with you in mind!!!!!!!!!#like 'ooh it didn't have the right ✨meaning✨ behind it' IT WAS MADE WITH LOVE. IT WAS MADE WITH YOU AND THE LAND YOU LOVE IN MIND#AND THIS LAND HOLDS SO MANY PAINFUL MEMORIES FOR HIM. MAKING THAT PAINTING MUST HAVE BEEN SO HARD FOR HIM#BUT HE DID IT ANYWAY FOR YOU#AND YOU THROW IT AWAY#I HATE THEM I HATE THEM SO MUCH#it would have made more sense to like. find the painting stowed away in their basement or something#like at least then they wouldn't look so cruel and cold. it would be more like they just didn't know what to do with it or something#they were literally just upset it didn't have their faces on it#it's just. seeing that painting thrown away never fails to make my blood boil. the Stanghorn's motivations are all over the place#they never make any sense and then they have the AUDACITY to (even after the end of the questline when they're supposedly not mad at him)#call Ravaedron 'thick headed' and 'unwise' and 'maddening'#they are awful characters. a pain to interact with and the 2nd worst written characters in the Angle (which is saying A LOT)#and the worst part is I *know* how to fix this questline! you just need to change how that first instance goes and a few other things#and then the Staghorns don't look so racist and awful and the conflict between them almost makes sense#I'd need to write a whole post about that but I don't want to because I don't want to think about this quest
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There’s this trend toward kind of villainizing self sacrifice going on and it’s honestly kinda baffling
#i think maybe because the concept of sacrifice mixed with the atmosphere of loss of personal dignity#in which people assume they are worthless and throw themselves away with sacrifice as an excuse#but you know what. if someone loves someone enough to sacrifice for them#they are not at the point of thinking of themselves any more#they are completely wrapped up in the other person#and saying they are WORTH it#i don’t think I’ve seen anyone legitimately try the self sacrifice move as a way of throwing themselves away#usually it’s something else#i kinda think it’s our fear of loss and suffering talking more#but idk#like one must sacrifice and one must grieve and suffer in hope! the sacrifice ISNT easier when you actually have to try it!!! but the grief#isn’t easy either!#that’s why you got Christ on the cross and his mom and best friend there#in the act of redemption#they were participating! they were THERE in the middle of it! it was in a way their sacrifice too as well as the greatest gift that could#ever be given them!#idk idk just some musings#sacrifice is different than being thrown away and very often sacrifice is not done as a means of throwing away#idk if you can if it comes down to it
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Pre-order start!
🏁Pre-order ends 4th of May 11am CET
🏁Items will ship in early June
#the valtteri charms were supposed to be ready but I received them and I'm not happy with the color so they'll be reprinted#my mom was like if you tell me the difference then i see it but if not i'd say they're ok#but nope they have to pass my insane perfectionism quality test and they failed so..#I may gift the b-grades without the chain to people who order one#i don't like throwing away stuff:(#shop tag
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the amount of effort that goes into figuring out what to cook and eat every day is RIDICULOUS. i used to think people were so weird and boring for eating the same thing every single day but it truly does make life so much easier
#and also it's nice to know exactly what your food is going to taste like before you eat it#like when i get unfamiliar takeout. half the time i'm like. oh.#i'm going to have to eat all of this. or be judged.#so i just do my best to suppress my gag reflex and Get Through It and then it makes me sick so what was even the point#i think my parents spoiled me. and the most annoying thing is they're significantly better at cooking now than when i was a child#so when i go over i eat three delicious home cooked meals + snacks and they're all different and amazingggg#and then i come back to texas and i am like. googling 'how to feed myself healthy vegetarian'#because I do NOT have the time or money or energy to cook three beautiful delicious meals Just For Me#i think this would be easier with a partner#this whole week i bought a fuckton of mediterranean groceries and i have been making and eating food!!#mediterranean is close enough to indian that i like it well enough#unfortunately for me. i am def going to have to learn how to cook indian food to get through life. because i cannot fucking eat american#i don't know HOW you guys do it i'm so spoiled#i'm assuming meat is this really amazing wonderful thing that just adds flavor to everything#(it is physically repulsive to me and the couple times ive accidentally tasted it it's bleh so i refuse to partake)#i think it's an acquired taste but it magically makes ur food better. that is my understanding of how meat works#cause american vegetarian food is the saddest fucking thing i've ever tasted#i still think about my coworker i was talking to about my food issues and he was like. 'do u understand that you have been given a gift#by having constant access to tasty food your entire life. i ate unseasoned green beans every day of my childhood. learn how to fucking cook#indian food already.' truly a horrific thing to hear. but i'm calling my parents more and going HOW TO COOK VEGETABLE? BEAN? PLEASE HELP??#and by god i am not going to turn into my coworker.#anyways we start with baby steps. lentils and rice it is next week .-. going to the indian store to buy pickles to make it more tolerable#and i have my cabinet full of spices already at least#i wish i was less pickyyy#sometimes lalita cooks indian food for me and i'm like wow. i love and appreciate u for feeding me. but this sure is south indian food#i don't understand How they use spices. it feels like they toss as much of as many bottles as they can into every dish#and it's. the taste is just OW OW OW and nothing else. where's the nuance. the flavor.#and i like it when things are spicy!! i can even eat things where the flavor is just Hot. but not when she cooks it.#she will like watch my face when i take a bite and then go 'if you don't like it i'm throwing away all my pots and running away'#which. honestly a fair reaction. the problem is that i am incapable of lying
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