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Guess what time it is?
Poll time!
(According to google you can only be in up to 100 servers without nitro and up to 200 with it)
#Owl Hoots#poll#polls#tumblr poll#tumblr polls#discord#discord server#I am personally in 12#three of those are permanent#maybe four
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i made a rough timeline for the clone^2 au, just for my own convenience sake when dating things. some things might be out of order from the episode date, and thats also for my convenience.
September 3rd: Danny, age 14, has the accident in the lab that turns him liminal
September 10th: Danny is discharged from the hospital and given two weeks leave from school
September 24th: his sick leave ends, and Danny returns to school
October 14th: Danny sneaks into his parents' basement and releases the ghosts they have trapped in cages. Official birth of the vigilante, Phantom
November 27th: Danny fights Pariah Dark, and wins
December 24th: the Ghost Writer torments Danny
February 12th: Danny's 15th birthday
March 3rd: its been six months since Danny's accident
March 7th: Danny fights his evil future self
May 8th: Danny meets Ellie [age 15] and they become twins
December 14th: Danny finds out from his parents that he's a clone
February 12th: Danny's 16th birthday
Early-Mid April: Danny meets Damian [age 6] :)
Mid-Late April: Damian runs off for the first time, damages Danny's hands the first time
May: Damian runs off two more times in the span of three weeks, he damages Danny's hands both times.
Early June: Damian runs off one more time, damages Danny's hands again, resulting in permanent nerve damage.
Mid-Late June: Damian finally gives up on the League coming to get him and joins the Fenton Family.
July: Damian finally coaxes Danny into letting him come along with him on patrol: Wraith is born.
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#this only focuses on the earlier parts of the au because those are most important imo. figuring out when danny's accident was. when he#became phantom. when he met damian. etc. is all pretty important stuff and helps me figure out ages beyond '10 year gap'#not super important stuff to much anyone else i think but its nice to have it written down as reference#i usually put danny's accident as happening at the beginning of the school year. tis convenient that way#me: hmmm when do i make danny find out he's a clone. beginning of the school year makes the most sense right???#me:....or.... i could ruin his christmas again :)#thought about increasing the amount of times damian runs off but... thats a LOT of time he's run off and i didnt want to go overboard#same thing with danny's hands. thought about hurting him more frequently but honestly taking a blade to the hand is already damaging enough#on its own. catch a blade with his hands four times would be enough to cause permanent nerve damage and also he would have learned his#lesson if it happened more frequently.#so damian runs off 4 times in the span of essentially 2 months#and four times danny catches his blade. three times he got cut. one time he needed stitches#anyways thats the timeline for now. made totally for convenience sake and no other reason#totally dont look at my google docs there’s nothing there but half forgotten wips and cfau master doc
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Dick, Tim and Alfred Spending Time Together (After Bruce’s “Death”)
It’s one of those moments where everything and nothing are happening at the same time. No words are said but none have to be. Everyone is in-tuned with each other, with the moment, and yet lost within themselves. When loved ones can seem like strangers but are more family to you than they could ever be.
Nightwing #151
#the 2009-11 bat family is a beautiful moment trapped in amber#i wish bruce stayed dead longer and then permanently passed the torch to Dick!Bats#the bat family has never felt more “messy found family” than they did in those three years#i sound like i’m reminiscing but i’m not; i was 6-8 at the time i just really like 2009-11 DC when legacy characters were in the limelight#peter tomasi#alfred pennyworth#dick grayson#tim drake#nightwing#batfam#bat family#bruce wayne (mentioned) :P
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do you ever just sit there thinking about your favorite ocs while violently shaking. god. clenches fist. They're So.
#every time a song from their Joint Playlist comes on i go fucking feral#the betrayal the refusal to Let Go the haunting the persisting love the renunciation the resentment the abandonment the resignation#the overwhelming desire to do good vs the fear of admitting you were wrong vs the two people you love most tearing each other apart#AGHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IM SUDDENLY DEEP IN THE ORIGINAL SAUCE#five seconds i was Normal. scribbling welcome home#then One Of The Songs Came On and now im losing my fucking marbles#perceived betrayals leading to real betrayals....#going too far and now its too late you're Committed you cant go back#he came to you thinking he could make you understand and you could work together to make things Better#and instead you ripped his heart out and left it bleeding on the floor for everyone to see#THEY MAKE ME MORE INSANE THAN LITERALLY ANYTHING#absolutely unprompted#the oc Unwellness comes and goes in waves but its the only true constant obsession with my life#god those three... my dearest darling Trio.... how old are they turning this year?#is it year eight of having them? year nine?#one of the two is for sure how long ive had My Specialest Boy Light Of My Life The Reason I Am Still Alive#the other two came after... maybe only mere months after but he was the first and he is just. i love him so fucking much#he is so so personal to me. he has a permanent place carved out in my chest#he sleeps on my ribs <3#the other day i was reminiscing about his development over the years. his changes his different Versions#and fuck... he's really changed with me huh??#his past selves are echoes of my own self over the years#like he is Very different from me but at the same time. i created him with little pieces of myself sewn in#we hold the same views the same beliefs. im not him and hes not me but we're Kindred yk yk#i think i need to go listen to his playlist.... how long is it now... let me check... 15 hours 13 mins... 228 songs...#my gay 5'2 powerhouse of a guy. him <3#maybe 'them' too he's played fast and loose with gender over the years. holy shit wait#his development echoes mine... i characterized him as 'fucks with gender norms' long before i realized my own gender fuckery#god damn. i love him even more now. i didnt think that was possible. im going to cry. hes so important to me#he has been with me through my worst years... and will be with me through all the hard times to come <3
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Sister coming back to this side of the Atlantic fr three weeks near the end of this month all i can say is lol eww omg ewwww and also booo tomatoees
#i do not trust her and her motives and do not like the thought of her being back in the country and w my mom like. at all.#shes a manipulator. shes selfish. but also if my mom wants to invite her in thats a decision i cant forbid her from making.#i do not like this but also can not allow myself to be bothered by it. thank fuck itll only be three weeks#kinda sucks a lil bc i had planned a week off work AGES ago and was so happy id get to spend time w my mom then to celebrate#her own mom died of cancer aged 59 so the fact that shes beating that illness and making it to 60. idk. i wanted to celebrate w her.#but now my sister is like I WANNA BE THERE MY LIFE OVER HERE SUCKS IM COMING OVER so we all have to Adjust for that 🙄#like whatever....she can have three weeks and then fuck off again even mom said she doesnt want her back permanently she can have this much#ive lived through the highs and lows w my mom in the past several years and will have the following time after.#i am welcome here always. i will have plenty of time to share this momentous birthday christmas new year and all those moments in between.#obv i talk big now but know the nightmares will come soon enough. and that one week off work w no opportunity to come back home.....#idk might fuck off and book a holiday out of the country or smth. autumn cabin retreat. museum tour. wellness thing. any recommends fr nov?#like what places or activities would you recommend but also @other belgians welke middelen om last minute te boeken en er te geraken. idk!!
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so much blood on your hands you're gonna drown in it
#fallout 4#blookmallow art#really thinking about the fact that ruby despite everything despite how hard she tried is responsible for two genocides#or at least mass murders. three if you count open season in nukaworld.#i mean those were. raiders who hang dismembered corpses everywhere for decoration so i think that one was pretty thoroughly justified#but its not like it didn't hurt her. even then she tried.#even there she tried so so hard to find a way to get the raiders under control without violence#that was a big factor in my decision making in far harbor#i dont care that i have a permanently unfinished quest now. im not going to do mass murder again. i wont do it
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Some au antag doodles
#keese draws#eternal gales#decided to finally try my hand at drawing au fydd#and decided to also draw the two I’ve already designed#I kinda chickened out hard with this au fydd design but that’s mostly because I don’t know how I’d go about implementing the big thing I cut#I wanted to include a nod at my old tazian (the species I recycled for fydd) worldbuilding by giving him some rainbow ‘hair’#but I definitely am not capable of drawing my vision well enough for my standards rn so maybe one day I’ll go for it but not rn#but long story short in the original version of the species those who were more middling height would have strands of or even entirely#rainbow hair which was like 90% me bullshitting but I have thought of a retroactive excuse#long story short most tazians would either be super tiny or like stupid tall and more middling height ones were rare#but one thing I realized lately is that all my tall ones had white hair and all my short ones had black hair#so the retroactive excuse is that the rainbow is a transitional period that usually indicates young age but can sometimes be permanent if#they don’t end up becoming properly tall#and I wanted to nod at that concept with au fydd since he’s 15 and is what would be considered pretty middling height#but that would mean figuring out how I’d wanna go about coloring that and that would make me lose it#for context fydd’s hair is supposed to be a smidge feathery#and also I like to keep my characters having somewhat manageable color pallets#not that I’m particularly good at that but I try#oh also second biggest failure of this drawing I made it so I couldn’t draw his other eye rip#he’s missing his other eye due to basically completely destroying it in the process of blowing up his original universe#the other two aren’t missing any major design elements that I can think fo fortunately#these three are all favorites of mine amongst the au antags they’re so silly#and by that I mean one of them is a grown ass adult torturing teenagers and the other two are heavily traumatized teenagers that are#helping said grown ass adult torture teenagers#well only one of them is properly helping owl is just here to meet her crush#she genuinely did not think the others would get as far and go as hard as they did#au fydd was the first member of the squad au bloom recruited and he is easily the most loyal to her#he’s also the only one au bloom even mildly gives an actual shit abt#au fydd went through a Lot in his original universe and is very ‘let’s burn it all down’ with his approach to helping#owl also went through a lot but she came out the other end just desperately wanting to stop fighting
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one of these days i'll write something for this blog again. not soon. but one day
#too busy writing about imaginary characters raping each other and destroying each other from the outside in i'm afraid#no time for vaguely second-person bullshit without context#and no matter how hard i try i cannot come up with a way to make 'tumblr incest' at all measure up to 'enforced permanent life/vitality link#between two people who fucking hate each other and genuinely want the other dead'#or 'rapist asshole boss with mind control powers who is fucking anyone with a hole because he's mad about some shipment of supplies being#delayed by three weeks' and i know those aren't going anywhere on here anyway so i might as well not bother writing them in vaguely-#anonymous second person anyway and can instead allow the context to be more interesting#so sad. one day i'll get back to pure-g gore without the need for some sort of intensely frustrating permanent power dynamic behind it#till then....
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i’ve
been feeling sort of conflicted about my relationship / whether it should be going on but . i really wanted the space and support to sort those out on my own terms. silly me, forgot that i’m not white and i don’t get to live my life on my own terms . my parents essentially stated that if it goes on they’re cutting me off financially and like. yes ill be frank i love having money. and i know a more resourceful and harder working person than me could make it work on their own but i’m not that bitch. anyway i’m just pissed off that like, ok regardless of my own conflicted feelings having a relationship and knowing i’m not alone is currently the easiest part of my life and my parents are artificially introducing stress there knowing full and well that chronic stress has fucked my body up so bad that i’m now on a bunch of (decently expensive) medications (that are also always on back order) just to get through my day. i’m also pissed off that after years and years of trying and being humiliated by the system (tm) i decided to change my career goals a little and that’s not good enough for them because they want me to last minute apply to [redacted] around the rest of the world. like they want me to be in a place where i am constantly stressed + my expenses are so off the wall that i am financially dependent on them forever, when the plan i finally settled on could’ve freed me in the next few years with a lot less effort. anyway i hate that they’re too middle eastern to let me make my own decisions wrt my personal life but not middle eastern enough to like. arrange me a marriage so that i can fuck off and be someone else’s problem.
#i feel so alone like. who do i talk about all this to. my white bf who doesn’t understand any of it???#like i’ve . given up. i swear even the three people who have enough permanent occipital cortex damage to delude themselves into#thinking i’m attractive. my family gets themselves in the way. and those ppl don’t understand why i don’t just leave or whatever#i’m 26 years old and i haven’t earned the right to live a life for myself yet and i hate myself#i wish i’d been brave enough to just up and fuck off back when family was kinda poor#because now like. oh i like being able to afford things. and i can never repay my parents for the things ive needed their help with.#my posts
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redid my left second lobe that closed up in 8th grade, and got a third lobe/low cartilage on my right ear. didn’t do a third lobe on my left ear cause i don’t want to deal with too many piercings healing at once
#me#top of the world / bottom of the ocean#the first and second of hopefully many new piercings#i’ve also got three tattoos planned and i’m using those 2 week semi permanent ones to see if i like it before committing#pierced#redhead
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𝐇𝐏 𝐖𝐖𝐈 𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐒 | 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐫𝐦𝐬
Linus Sullivan, Eugene Lovell, Ralph Myers, Colm O’Shea - me Aiden Barlow, Ares Gaunt, Sydney Barlow - @gaygryffindorgal Kit Enfield, Patrick Simmons, Alexej Kavinsky - @potionboy3 Lunas Avery - @cursed-herbalist Joel Mayfair - @magicallymalted
#hp wwi era#hp ww1 era#linus sullivan#eugene lovell#ralph myers#aiden barlow#colm o’shea#kit enfield#ares gaunt#patrick simmons#lunas avery#joel mayfair#sydney barlow#alexej kavinsky#my aesthetic#my edit#other people’s ocs#i blame the west wing for this song… specifically the episode “two cathedrals”#okay so the first group consists of the muggles and the americans who fit those lyrics#the second group includes three who die but i think colm works in that group as he ends up with permanent injuries#group three was pretty much everyone left but i thought that sydney & alexej worked for those last lines#this isn’t currently all the soldiers but it fit evenly here
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yk i hadnt actually thought about it overly hard but its actually so fucked up that the special ed teacher assigned to me forced me to drop out. like. straight up told me to my face that she didnt want to see me. and that if i didnt drop out on my own she would make sure i got expelled.
#like what could i have possibly done to piss you off so bad. you didnt even see me in the first place bc you refused to work with me.#i was there for three weeks and you saw me twice girl. one of those times you just told me to be a big girl and walked away.#she had already begun trying to get me expelled before she forced me to drop out anyway#i had to drop a class week one because she was constantly talking me down to him (in front of my face)#ohh theta wont do this. theta wont do that. theta lied about this. theta was saying lies about you#like. we didnt get along. thats fine. however. i fucking asked to get reassigned because we clashed. and she refused to let me#like none of this had to happen. and now im permanently fucked even more than i was to begin with
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i just finished playing in stars and time the other day, and because everything has to come back to amphibia, im thinking about the calamity trio and timeloops.....
#isat spoilers in the tags#gonna ramble a bit in the tags but before i do that#isat is a really cool game that you should totally check out if its ur type of thing#and i wanna talk about spoilers#so consider this a warning#anyways. i keep thinking about specifically marcy and siffrin#the way that they both held on so tightly to their closest and only friends#how they were both so scared of losing those friends and the extremes they went to in order to make sure they wouldnt#but then also how all three of the calamity trio were so codependent towards each other at some point#how they all held so much fear - in some shape or form - of losing the others. of being left behind#like im very biased towards marcy so he's always gonna be my first thought#but also theres that one sasha timeloop fic that left a permanent dent in my brain#and theres all the sasha and siffrin parallels... how they both were so desperate for control#for some sense of agency. for security.#....i feel so bad about not adding something about anne#but. i'll be real. marcy and sasha are the main ones that are. in my brain. with this.#but uh. yeah#the isat brainworms. the amphibia brainworms. theyre plaguing me.#(i hope this doesnt show up in the main tags-)#j rambles#k.txt
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love when you get to be married to a f/o in a schrodinger's cat way.
#i don't really crave marriage irl#but within this perhaps i will do a little#love to bouce through the timeline but live with the knowledge that we choose to bind ourselves together in some permanent way eventually#also i realize that like out of the current active romantic f/os like only three of them don't have those kind of headcanons#love to know when that happened#nevertheless <3
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as the snot leaves my body so do my braincells
#lua talks#help ive had a runny nose for like three days now#idt its allergies but now idk#sorry for the visualization but its just the truth#also i keep feeling like i need to sneeze and then not sneezing#FOR THREE DAYS NOW#yk it feels like those would u rather games#would u rather constantly feel like u need to sneeze or permanently have a runny nose EXCEPT I HAVE BOTH AT THE SAME TIME
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animal hoarders are in the top ten scum of the earth
#relatives of mine just got three more puppies on top of their i believe 5 grown dogs#probably more because i haven't been inside their house in awhile.#they have like 5 that live permanently outside (now including three more puppies so 8 total)#and a few small dogs that stay permanently inside with no access outdoors to use the bathroom#plus the innumerable other 'exotic' pets they have lining every wall in tanks that are much too small and over crowded#i fucking hate these people#but i have to interact with them because i have to take my cousins to school#they deserve so much better#the kids and all of those animals#animal abuse mention#child abuse mention
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