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Fuck you anonymous shithead
Seeing as you are directly referring my posts in your comments, you must be stalking my tumblr, so:
You’re incredibly fucked up and twisted actually, telling me to hang myself and that you want me dead and think that I don’t deserve to live because I like a ship that was canon in a TV show.
What the ever loving fuck is wrong with you.
You people are such whiny little freaks that really can’t live with the fact that in one Elseworld in the fucking multiverse had him marry a different woman. ONE! Fucking Christ. How small’s your brain. Other people are out there handling the fact that their faves have generally multiple love interests in canon. You have to deal with the fact that in one live action show, that you could just... not watch... and never think about again... he marries a different woman, and you completely lose your ability to act like normal human beings toward others.
Go read your precious comic books and shut the fuck up.
Your ship is canon in the comics, just go and read them. Literally, read them. Reread them. Read other comics where they’re canon. Then read fanfiction about them.
Learn how to filter your AO3 searches so you don’t have to see fics about the ships you don’t like. Stop actively seeking them out. Because this fic is nearly a year old, but you keep commenting on it.
Stop telling strangers on the internet to kill themselves because they like a ship you don’t like. Holy shit how can you possibly ever think that’s an okay thing to do, you messed up freak.
Over a ship. A ship that was canon in a show that ended years ago. In a properly tagged fic that you could have avoided if you just fucking filtered your search.
I need you to think about your actions again. You told someone to kill themselves over a fictional ship. You said you want them dead for liking a fictional ship. I need you to consider the reality of that statement.
What are you going to do if you send this kind of thing to someone who is genuinely in a fragile state of mind, who is genuinely suicidal already.
Someone who was so close already and being bombarded by one hateful message after the other from you will be the last push they need.
What are you going to do if you telling someone to kill themselves over a dumb ship war is actually going to result in them doing that?
#tw: suicide bait#Dear Anonymous Shitheads#though there is NOTHING dear about this#I have no humor for death threats and suicide bait#not as someone who spent enough time suicidal myself#what do people like you think you're doing#if you do this shit to someone#AO3#Hate Comments
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I’ve been a huge fan of Glass Scientists for… what’s it been like… 7 years? Something like that.. anyway I’m super happy to see it getting more recognition AND EVEN GETTING PUBLISHED??? I got volume 2 the other day and in reading the after words about Jasper I figured I HAD to draw him and talk about why he is SO important to me and why I’m so thankful he exists the way he does. There’s so much else I could say about this series and how much I adore it and how important it is to me but for here I’m just gonna focus on Jasper and why he is so incredibly important to me.
also please go read the glass scientists if you haven’t already it’s SO GOOD
It’s.. not something I talk a lot about but to anybody who pays attention to me on here, it’s probably pretty obvious that I’m trans. Or maybe not. My best friends didn’t know for like 2 years until I made a joke about taking my t shots lol.
When I first started reading glass scientists I didn’t know I was trans. And ultimately this isn’t really a story of how I found out, to be completely blunt it kinda just happened and I’m like yeah, I’m way more comfortable this way, this is just who I am.
After coming to terms with being trans, I found a lot of comfort in many of the characters in Glass Scientists. Over the years something really resonated with me more and more about Jasper.. I always appreciated how yeah, he’s a guy and he’s also soft! And sweet! And I know how much of a walking talking trans man stereotype I am but it felt so nice to see a male character acting and feeling the way I do, bad posture and all.
A few years later and the pages where Jasper talks about being trans drop and HOOH BOY
Everything in these few pages just felt so real and personal to me. Like I had lived this experience of coming out before, as it’s something I and many other trans folk have had to do over and over again. The way Jasper talks about his journey, the way Rachel sees him and the way that the story just continues on with Jasper just.. being who he is. Especially in a world with almost no transmasc representation in media???? This was MONUMENTAL for me. I didn’t really know it was possible to be so seen and so understood in a piece of media.
The real kicker was Rachel’s line about how Jasper must have been so uncomfortable. As someone who’s been lucky enough to have a lot of support, and a loving partner who has been nothing short of incredibly kind and patient and understanding, that line just. I dunno it makes me tear up a little (a lot) every time I read it. That understanding and acknowledgment in those few little words means the world to me.
I wanted to write this out and be a lil vulnerable here after reading how Sage was worried about their portrayal of Jasper. Idk if they’d ever see this, but I wanted to get it out there that as a trans man myself, Jasper is perfect. I’m so thankful that Jasper exists in the story as he does, and that so much love and care went into portraying him. I get the same feeling reading that scene with Rachel and Jasper as I’ve had being comforted by friends and family. It’s so personal and touching. Thank you for writing Jasper the way he is <3
#jasper kaylock#the glass scientists#glass scientists#tgs#my art#words with squeege#I’m so terrible with words dear lord#especially trying to be vulnerable and talk about feelings. I’m so bad at it.. I hope the message gets thru though 😭#jasper is so wonderful and I appreciate him so so so much#if nothing else is taken away from this just know that Jasper is a perfect boy who can do nothing wrong and he’s such perfect representation#and I feel so seen with him#and I’m very thankful jasper exists in the way he does in tgs :)#also once again if you haven’t read glass scientists PLEASE DO
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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l-o-v-e l-o-v-e
#library of ruina#i still have no idea what to tag as spoilers its like. about 35 hours in ill count it?..#library of ruina spoilers#yay <3 anyways. got to love town!! christ almightly.#j was TERRIFIED the first time fighting this fight. plus side heard mili I LOVE MILII downside the sheer panic in my body#i did it!! first attempt but dear goodness. oh my god. i understand why they decided to have the childish like singing for the-#key ingredient version. i listened to rhe songs years before playing i never got why they decided to go that direction fully. i get it now.#anyways fixed my decks LMFAOOOO . urban nightmare!! did tiphs ones too not bad. i love burn and wedge office was really good for knight#probablt was not supposed to do allat tiph stuff w urban plauge shit. felt pain in my body it was pretty funny though#back to love town. i wanted to keep itsemi messy? it normally is messy my artbut more purposeful this time w the crayonpen#didnt want to redo lineart so we arestuck with crunchy and harsh digital pen.everything else is self explanatory i think#put this badboy in queue probablyfurther by now#i wonder how terrifying it was for them. stuck in stasis inside the wtrain and in a place where nothing ever dies. only to go to the library#and to have loss finally a thing once more. especially with their seemingly regressed minds paired with people youve seen for years. to no#llonger have them by your side. ehghhhfhhg#restraining myself from rambling you get the idea
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rough draft for chapter 2 of my zelda comic has finally been COMPLETED! current page count is 68, but that can change as im going through, cutting and redoing panels and all
i will start (trying) to render the first pages soon (its been so long ...)
#ganondoodles talks#a large chunk of the later pages havent been proofread yet#i hope someone will give me some feedback before i get to those#no one has been answering for a long time now and i worry a little#i dont wanna demand anything of anyone though since they agreed to do it for basically nothing in return#idk what to do about it#would asking if anyone else wants to join be disrespectful?#this comic is very dear to me so it would have to be someone i know at least a little which is difficult#BC I AM SO BAD AT TALKING TO PEOPLE#AND at keeping in contact#so like ............. idk#maybe im just gonna go for it and if its wrong i guess its wrong xD
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we’re going villain mode team
#( I’ve been thinking so much about motivation. And nature vs nurture. )#( Which god… Me staring at Rionach and our Nesta/Rhys parallel soapbox. )#( Rhysand being half Illyrian but it’s his High Fae side that is brutal. )#( The side that’s Illyrian is his mother. Who was nothing if not warm and compassionate and kind. )#( His entire heart. Torn out of his chest when she was murdered. )#( That and the abuse suffered at the hands of his father — another point I’ll get to someday… )#( Because familial abuse is so complex. It’s not always physical. And it wasn’t in Rhys’ case with his dad. )#( Though his father was certainly capable of physical brutality re: Azriel. )#( Anyway. His mother and sister’s death + his childhood aren’t even the tip of the iceberg for why he is the way he is… )#( It’s that PLUS everything after. But I truly think the big turning point was When he became high lord himself. )#( That taste of true power after so long being so resentful of dear old dad… And then having it swiftly taken from him. Bc of Amarantha… )#( ANYWAY. Long winded as usual but. Villain Rhysand… )#( I think it also lends so much credit to the deterioration of his friend group. The lines drawn as soon as he’s in charge. )#( No longer as much a friend and brother as he is now their Leader… The bitterness in that. )#( Also Rhysand being so. Terribly self aware about all this and yet… )#( Anyway…..x3 )
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So... Link Click Bridon Arc.
*curls up on the floor and sobs pathetically*
#it talks!#guys I'm not okay#this is even more tragic than ALNST ivantill wtf#I was crying through the last few s2 episodes#then bridon Arc hit me right in the guts. Literal K.O.#link click... truly a hidden treasure#this is gonna be my blog topic for a while now lmfao get used to it#I need to change my banner dear Lord#I NEED TO DRAW THEM#ITS A PRIMAL NEED#seriously though I adore Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi#everything about them is so tragic... and yet— so perfect. Fragile and fragmented yet still whole#link click has changed my brain chemistry holy shit man#also I whipped up a mini prompt for them#literally woke up from my half asleep state to type it out as if my life depended on it#dunno if I'll post it tho#will prolly draw it if I get the time. It was mainly meant to be like a scene dialogue of Lu Guang speaking to Cheng Xiaoshi...#and a lot of scenes from s1 timeline#I have way too ambitious ideas for my still developing skills... I'm trying to balance it okay-#oh and of course. the classic yearning scene of the MC's thoughts being spoken while the soon to be dead love interest is happily smiling#that's my fav part. It comes at the end :D#okay I think that's it lmao please comment if you read this far I've no clue if people even read my posts half the time#link click#shiguang daili ren#tags mainly for sorting purposes and nothing else
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Janeway in 'Nothing Human' vs Tuvok in 'Resolutions' There's something here I know there is I can almost wrap my teeth around it.
#I can't watch Nothing Human bc the puppet really disconcerts me#but I cannot believe Janeway really came into B'Elanna's room after all that and the FIRST thing she says...her OPENER is#'Wow it smells awful in here~!'#DUDE....................TIME AND PLACE#HEHEHHE#C'MON MAN#B'Elanna: Is [putting it behind us] an order? / Janeway [normal!]: Yes.#'And what emotion is that?' C'MON MAN!!!!!!#Janeway & Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#Tuvok#I can see why she and Tuvok are friends#'I understand you're upset but fall in line'#You can be upset but not if effects your work#<- Something which would be fine on a regular ship but is very difficult on Voyager#I think Janeway's certain coldness or ruthlessness which can be aimed at either friend or foe is an interesting#aspect of her personality#Ex: She and B'Elanna COULD have feasibly had a more touching scene together to close out the episode but they don't#I don't know if I'm explaining myself well right now I'm a bit ill and more than a bit tired#Something about uhh maybe....people under their command vehemently and emotionally disagreeing with them/their decisions??#you can disagree with me but not if you don't follow me anyway#Voyager a ship full of contradictions#they have to all work together and they are all closer emotionally than any other starship due to their situation#but they are also still 'at work' and are expected to follow orders. It's like a 'casual' hierarchy but it's still a hierarchy#and you can't fall too far out of line bc you're someone dear to me#but you're also a valued cog in the machine#and even though you ARE valued you ARE still a cog in the machine#but you're also my dear friend. and all of these things are true at once.#all of that of course but also Janeway & Tuvok are displaying a very particular kind of shared leadership style in these moments#Janeway is obviously on the whole MUUUCH more charismatic and understanding than Tuvok but still - when push comes to shove...
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Do you think as a little kid (like, 4) Eiffel ever wanted to be an astronaut? If so, do you think he remembers that while on the Hephaestus?
yes, probably! but i'm sure he wanted to be all kinds of things as a kid, and none of them lasted for long. i don't think it was like, a sincere, lastingly held childhood dream for him (not like it was for minkowski) so much as one of many fantasies. he likes space operas and space westerns; if anything, he wanted to be a space cowboy.
and i'm sure learning about real life space travel did not appeal to him. early deep space missions in the world of wolf 359 were probably like the equivalent of polar voyages. a lot of risk for really questionable results. even if fewer people statistically die now, eiffel wouldn't want to go to space for the same reason he wouldn't want to go to antarctica. you can't order takeout. he's a creature of comfort. on the hephaestus, i don't think he's thinking, "i used to want to be an astronaut, and here i am"; he's thinking, "i used to say 'what kind of moron would sign up for that'... and here i am."
#they blackmailed him into it.#not that he doesn't have the occasional moment of wonder#there are TWO instances in the script for the watchtower that mention eiffel being surprised by how moved he is#first when he sees the triple-star system#and then again when he finds out what the dear listeners want from humanity is music#and that kinda sticks with me. though the second one isn't even about space it's just... eiffel and music. anyway.#eiffel hates space. it's boring. it's uncomfortable. there's nothing out there. he could die at any moment.#earth is his best friend. he's dreaming of sunshine and a huge flat screen tv and gas station hot dogs.#thank you for asking!!#asks
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I never got too deep into enstars but there are days where I miss Mama 😔
#no one should ever be surprised that I main Boothill >:( /silly#yeehaw partner /jjjjjjjjj#i also like eichi for the aesthetic. he's like if you mix dain's face and ayato's mindset. actual warcriminal emperor-#and i think in terms of singing kaito slays 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I'm sorry.#actually in terms of songs in general imho it's valkyrie and akatsuki HAHAHAH#then idk i think i vibe with most undead songs though i wish there were like valentine eve's nightmare-#PERFECTLY-IMPERFECT 🔥🔥🔥🔥#fORBIDDEN RAIN- okay ill#stfu abt undead songs HAHAH#me typing these tags just slowly but surely reminds me I actually very much enjoy adonis' voice#in terms of trauma I think I got it most from Eden songs HAHAHAHHA the fricking apocalypse dance shit i forgot name but THAT#i love how i went “oh i like undead too but not as much i guess” and then proceeded to talk about undead songs more than akatsuki#and valkyrie HAHAHAHHA I'm a fricking liar#HEY HEY i mostly like valkyrie cuz shu's voice is mesmerizing- and every song in akatsuki slays because of their vocals even if I'm not th#e biggest fan of their genre leave me alone my biggest taste in men depends on their voice 😭😭😭😭😭#though in terms of friendship MaM/DoubleFace CrazyB and alkaloid for sure we'd be friends absolutely-#i played the music!! one not the original and nothing got me as hyped in the story as the fricking crazy roulette HAHAHAHA#GOT ME FEELIN LIKE I WAS IN THE CONCERT#never be a loooooSAAAAAUURRRRR *breakdances*#kiss of life is also mwah they're all my children. i know nothing on properly playing this game but i know i tried to main the christian guy#produce? forgot name but HIM I also love his voice and I have one of his priest card so he fricking dances with the priest uniform HAHAHAH#random confession: i don't have a 5 star mama card. orz.#anyways back to regular chaos in the tags omg aira i remember him what a mood and also the phantom oh frick forgot his name but i have his#sanrio card HAHAHHA 😭😭 i haven't leveled it up. i don't play this religiously-#the grind feels so overwhelming and i understand nothing I'm still on the work task 2 thing HAHHAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#most importantly i want to mention my redhead son i forgot his name but i love him very much my pretty son and his chaotic older bro i#support them both amen#as for fine. i don't really like most their songs that much...? okay this time I'm not lying like with Undead HAHAHAH I do vibe with#tempest nights for SURE absolute bop my dear blue haired clown is my fave fine member (as you can tell i love my loud girlies HAHAHHA)#most knight songs are bops and I like all the members- specially mister ensemble stRaws musiC (my other red haired son)
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Little Tally has been plodding around and she was trying to get into a box earlier and she later came up to me and stared at me expectantly then later tried to eat my plants again and just now she came up to sit next to me purring again and leaning into my pets
The medicine really is making her feel better I think. And it's really highlighting how bad she Has been feeling. Bc these are all very basic things, but she hasn't been doing it. Even up to her little walk, the plodding sounds of her footsteps... before today, she was moving so stiffly, an awkward little shamble, so I couldn't even really hear her when she got up (which was nowhere near as much as normal). Something as simple as hearing her drinking water is making me emotional. If she starts yowling tonight when I go to bed I really might just cry.
I really hope this keeps up... she's got just one more day of meds, but maybe it'll be enough... I hope so...
#speculation nation#animal illness ment/#im never going to complain about her again. even if she poops in the drain again.#i love her so dearly and a week ago when i didnt know what was wrong besides the fact that she was in pain and wouldnt eat much...#i cried so hard. i was so scared. bc while she may be a little shithead at times shes so so dear to me.#ive had her for 3 years now... watched her turn from an excitable 1 year old to a chiller (but still mischievous) 4 year old...#shes my little chaos demon who shrugs off any inconvenience and just moves onto the next thing just like that.#so seeing her so stiff and lethargic... it just feels so *wrong*.#it really has been so upsetting. ive been trying to not think about it too much. focusing on making sure shes eating.#just doing what i can for her. but god i want my tally back.#shes still not eating as much as normal but shes been eating some and shes moving around more than she has been#and asking for attention instead of just laying on the couch doing nothing for hours and hours...#my tally gets BORED and she hasnt been. she didnt even cause chaos when we were at my sister's place. it felt so wrong.#so. we'll hope this is signs of an upturn. and that she'll keep on this trend.#and if she doesnt. well i have that appointment scheduled for blood tests on Thursday.#if she goes back to how she was before after im out of the meds then itll have been like 2 weeks of this#which is a long time for a cat to be sick with a cold. and so the blood tests would be necessary.#even though i know she hates it. she got mad at me this morning when i picked her up to bring her to her food#both bc i disturbed her and also bc i think there was a moment where she thought i was bringing her back to the box.#and she didnt eat much right then. so i waited a bit and then brought the food to her. and she ate more then.#and then her meds! which she had a dose yesterday but it didnt affect her as much as today's dose seems to have.#she may also have just been recovering from the stress of it + the fluids thing they gave her on her scruff.#she was a Very unhappy camper yesterday. but shes doing better today... and thats what matters...#so glad shes been asking for affection. i was scared she was legit mad at me. since i keep bringing her to weird places.#it's for her health though... she might not understand it but it's all for her sake...
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KITSCHY SCREEN TIME LIMITING APPS ARE BACK ON THE MENU BOYS 🗣️‼️
#꒰💬꒱ ❝ Dear Diary… ❞#time for some fun facts with Joey!#I am not a Twitter veteran but something considerably worse#that being an Instagram veteran#having used Instagram for a good five years now I’ve had my complaints with the app but I can say that about any app#however! my main probelm with Instagram is how the algorithm works#not necessarily from a posting perspective though I could care less about how many clicks or likes a post of mine gets#see my problem here is Instagram’s algorithm is shit from a butt#if you tap on a reel/post long enough Instagram will automatically assume you want to see nothing BUT that#that also goes if you mark a post as ‘not interested’#which makes using the explore page uh. not very easy!#and since I don’t like constantly being jump scared with things I know will make me leave the app with a pit in my stomach#I’ve had to re-set up this screen time app so it makes me have a second thought before going through with opening it#it ain’t much but it’s honest work#that’s enough of me I! should go to bed sooner or later
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#i feel so fucked rn#like i just feel so alone#like whole heartedly alone#i actually feel more alone than b4 this sucks ass#ik hes not reading these so i can say whatever the hell i want#mainly that fig is a fucking asshole#and dear god i know im not important in this house but holy hell its never felt so blatant b4#like damn thats sure a way 2 make me feel fucking hated by someone i consider a friend#and i cant even feel comfortable around my god??? fuck you#like fuck your world and your hobbies all it ended up in was pain anyway#like yea real nice of u 2 just start fucking saying shit- especially shit YOU werent even apart of#WITHOUT ANY DAMN EXPLANATION??? like fuck me thanks for making me have 2 feel like i must plead my case 2 the court 2 not lose a friendship#while you say SO much about everyone ive ever loved or cared about- and say nothing about how youve hurt me- or they have or anyone has-#you werent apart of *most* of this if not any of some of it- like- the fuck is wrong with you??? that was my business and people you never#even fucking met you dickwad- you really just threw me under the bus entirely and for what?#well- ig for a new partner#god isnt it great having exe's who will gladly hurt me 2 high hell and talk about how horrible i am#truly i shouldnt let dominic anywhere near me the guys great and i do not want him 2 get worse as well#i know life's better without me and i wish i wasn't front stuck- the kids mean the damn world to me though and i wanna get better
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blade gunnblade !!!!!!!!
via eliza simpson:
There are no words for this true warrior. They kill me. MMM: went in for a post show hug. Me:"ow!" Asia: "oh sorry, that's my bullet necklace." 😳........ 😍
#blade gunnblade#asia kate dillon#kapow-i gogo#eliza simpson of [angel & others in the mysteries] & [the mother line story project] & [saw ak dillon in triptych yes we're jealous]#& [princess cloudberry in kapow-i gogo]#here we also see stephen stout in the 1st pic but going ''!! surely our dear cherished blade gunnblade's back. hair's long though hmm''#only to have that cleared up by the 3rd pic thank god =']#i guess at some point blade gunnblade has blue hair & i do love that for them#i believe they're in part 3 but i have all the less information about that plausible appearance#(and of course still no info on [asia perhaps doubling roles with the longer black haired wig & ultracorp jacket in that one pic?])#one thing that would be fascinating & fun is if part 3 blade has more of part 1 kapow-i's look. the bright blue hair#looks like pink lipstick. Pure Speculation but i know the like [this is reaction to You Know How Media Is] element discussed like#part 1 thinking most [sat. morning cartoons experience; the legend of] part 2 is like when these series get sequels or just some#ep or turning point that upends its own previous established conventions. Darker more Serious / Mature Themes etc#part 3 like well sequel to That which adds yet another layer of the same factor there lol#i'm not really that versed in All This Media directly b/c i'm not that versed in / familiar with much of any media directly but#i am also not completely at sea & also one thing i could think of is like. blade is our revenge vengeance tragic anti antagonist lmao#what if after that they get to lighten up in delightful contrast to the torment & tragedy. turn more optimistic moral support bestie etc#but like i said utter speculation based on ''oh this is a look they have?'' & comments on [comments on material commenting on itself] so#could be anything! or nothing! except that it's Something enough to have been photographed a couple of times. thank god#oh hang on also we can see that that's stephen stout's character in the pic of Wearing A Black Longer Haired Wig & Ultracorp Jacket#who's to say it isn't also: yes that's blade disguised or something. underneath they have this bright blue shorter wig & Blade Outfit lol#i would cheer for that. compelling#(also noting that it didn't preclude a doubling of roles instead but; that figure Is wearing blade's necklace. makes it easy to switch to#Blade Mode backstage; makes it easy to switch to Blade Mode onstage....)#which: noted! bullet necklace! makes sense lmao. sort of#also pic 2 ft. director kristin mccarthy parker fyi. and the typical blade hair length i.e. simply asia's own.#''😳........ 😍'' soooooo true ''MMM:'' standing for ''most memorable moment:'' and also sooooo true as well#blade gunnblade is everything to me. if they died in part 3 i'm blowing this whole building up. they have bright blue hair now
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editing hell omggg it’s AWFULL….I absolutely hate it and skip it as much as possible but the embarrassing fear of posting something with like. An obvious mistake kills me
sneak peak? 🙏
I'm sure there STILL will be mistakes even after the third edit, and yeah, absolutely, it's hell out here 😭. Like, the first edit? You're seeing things with fresh eyes and realising that hey, maybe the writing isn't that bad and it's actually worth something.
Halfway through the second edit and I would rather be chewing on my table than whatever this is. And of course! A sneak peak just for you 🫵🫶
I contemplated including the part where they're eyefucking each other but have some Ghost being a bit fucked up in the head instead 🫡
#im sorry if the writing is a bit janky#im trying to fix it 😔#ALSO thank you for asking there is nothing more i like to do other than talk or complain about my writing lol#i did have a lot of fun writing ghosts pov though#this wip is near and dear to me#ask answered#talking about my wips
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*twirling my hair* do you like cassandra cain? if not, do u have a moment to hear about our lord and saviour cassandra cain?
CASSANDRA CAIN MY LOVE!!! She's definitely the batgirl I've read the most in terms of full issues, the first 30-ish issues of her solo by Kelly Puckett Scott Peterson and Damion Scott had me hooked and I binged them but fell off after Horrocks came on (nothing against him, he was just given an editorial mandate to make the book more romance focused and it turned me off because it felt so ooc for Cass to me lol. I do own some of the issues he wrote tho! I like the ones with art by Rick Leonardi). I'm not really caught up with modern comics (ish??) And I'm not reading anything dedicatedly but I hear she's in a new original book teaming up with a magic user? Neat! Good for her. I love her in the shadow of the batgirl graphic novel (IT'S SO GOOD)
#ramblings of a lunatic#asks#^ sorry had to be tistic about things for a minute#i loved damion scotts artwork for her solo series sm (especially the later moee stylized stuff even though i recognise how bonkers-#-the proportions are i can't help myself. i like women and i love stylised art like that)#his stuff was surprisingly influential on my own art. idk how much it shows these days but It's There#this hasn't mentioned anything about what i love about cass as a character but like. it's the same as most people who love her man#i love her self destructive dedication to redemption i love the guilt she's saddled with-#-and how it's juxtaposed with her committment to kindness and justice i love how she's the fucking best and she knows it#i love how the relationship between her and oracle was an intergenerational mentorship between two disabled women#and her gay ass bond with stephanie (who in all fairness may be my fav batgirl???-#-but I've also read wayyy less complete issues of her compared to cass due to the differences in how their respective series' are-#-formatted but like. what i have seen i tend to love. i love u stephanie)#but also dear god i do not wanna get reeled back in because nothing the industry ever does will please me the way the ideas in my head do#and I'm constantly at war with myself reading stuff#also it's just hard to get back in when you've been gone with a while it's all just very difficult#but i am rotating cass and stephanie in my brain like a microwave waiting for someone to explode#plenty of people smarter than me have already said this but cass should team up with jason and they should both seethe#he wants to kill. she keeps breaking his bones if he tries it. they're both brushing each others philosophies off bc of where they exist-#-on the batfamily ''kill/no kill'' binary even though they share similarities of wanting to be batman but Better#(jason via controlling crime and killing criminals and her with her ultimate dedication to the symbol and superior combat skills)#(also keep in mind i just watched utrh but haven't read a rhato comic in yonks. so if this is an outdated jason characterization+#-then whoopsie <3)#Jason's dedicated to pushing buttons and poking holes in batmans philosophy and cass is great at reading ppl-#-and sometimes in her series she then performs a limited psychoanalysis of them and tears them apart#(at least she did for shiva) I'd love to see her do that to jason. break him so i can tape his sad lil ass back together#this is getting away from me. anyway no need to proselytise. I'm a former alter boy round here
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