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2023 reads //Â twitter thread
My Dearest Darkest
sapphic YA paranormal
a girl whoâs suffered a recent tragedy transfers to an elite arts-focused girls boarding school
when she stumbles across something powerful in the tunnels under the school, and uncovers a history of deaths, she has to work together with the popular girl she got off on the wrong foot with to stop the horror being unleashed
lesbian MC
#My Dearest Darkest#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#this is also fine in general but not amazing writing#hholy headhopping up the wazoo. or possibly itâs just bad audiobook editing? thereâs 0 pause between POV or scene changes.#it definitely gets straight into the spookyâŚ..doesnât feel like thereâs any mystery or atmosphere#the writing is not amazing overall#though it picked up more towards the end#the fucking. side character and his taako from tv shirt lmao. *points* i know what you are#(what he is is a podcast listener yet also straight? missed opportunity...)#(unless I missed a mention of him being bi.....regardless; his place in that part of the narrative felt awkward lmao)#the author was definitely very influenced by certain fiction podcasts tho lmao there were. quite a few references
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Party (group) party (celebratory)! (Patreon)
#Doodles#Pokemon#Gyrados#Ninetales#Sableye#Ampharos#Banette#Politoed#Pikachu#The lot! Mostly my SoulSilver guys but a kind of general mishmash of nostalgia and aiming-fors#Even tho I played Yellow when I was quite a bit younger I never beat it or got particularly attached to my 'mon and ended up selling it#Mistake I know blame the folly of youth lol#So I really consider Soul Silver as my ''first'' game - though I beat X before SS pfft just can't make it simple eh!#But I got veryyy attached to my SSteam <3 It's fun to watch them grow in the photo album! Can see most of them as babies :D#I ended up with a Vulpix named Beauty since Ninetales is my favourite Pokemon <3 I knew she'd grow into a beauty! Thusly named#And a Magikarp that I thought would be ironically funny to name Beast because well - y'know lol#Did not even occur to me Once that they'd be Beauty and Beast haha - the reasoning is so strongly connected it just didn't register!#They're a fun duo :) Fire and Water Fish and Fox hehe <3 Cute lads!#Group of four was speculations about building a really ideal team for me - Mareep Line Obviously and Ninetales goes without saying#Sableye is another really obvious one lol I love Sableye so muuuuchhhh aghhh <3 <3#Banette wouldn't exactly fill in many gaps but I've always leaned more towards Ghost and Psychic types#The Politoed doodles were just for funsies tho lol I really can't decide on a Water type I like that I haven't already exhausted!#They're silly little frog guys which I do enjoy haha#Probably not my personal pick but I like them :)#The aforementioned Yellow playthrough had me with a Pikachu I named Sparks which I then wrote fanfic about haha#Baby's first fanfic and fanart were both Pokemon! I have no idea where it'd be now as it was in a notebook but I remember the gist at least#Thought it'd be nice to bring him back to visit <3#And then some silly ones for myself lol what's a good trainer pose!#I think they're all silly lol but I do like the middle one :D#I'd love a Pokeball shirt like that! All the Pokemon things pls and thank you!
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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man đđđ
#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2#like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit#anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion#and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it#dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG#because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO#dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it#i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer#but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide#but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place#because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back#(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out#killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio#dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually#like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am#but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do#yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific#all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right#should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty#dust sans#killer sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule rant#this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things#having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER
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ggghhg i hate vehiclessssssss ghghghhghhhhh [dies dies dies forever]
#just me hi#i'm going to get right back to it but i need to complain or i'll turn into a stale loaf of Bread lmao :3đ#so here it is. why's it gotta be so hard hhghfh#okay buildings suck i hate buildings. but also they don't make me want to immediately explode at the merest hint of actually drawing them#vehicles?? Vehicles ???? i am going to just. what if i just put everyone in magical cardboard boxes and did that huh. what is the point !!#i have to draw motorcyclessss and carssssss and i'm okay with bikes to a degree actually <3 and horsessssssss and truckssssssssssss#god forbid you pick an older model with like 20 articles on it cuz most of them are going to only have a side profile and 3/4s view of that#dang thing. which yea sounds manageable 'why is this a problem keeps' i cannot properly see the FRONT#i have to guess?? i have to Guess ???? my dearest wish i think i'm just going to live in the sewers. with the sewer creatures#GGHHHHHHHHHHHH#i am going to practice drawing this stupid thing that i'm going to use for like 7 panels MAX and then i'm going to commit a FOUL crime. lik#rearranging someone's usual playlist without them knowing so they're confused every time they listen to it afterwards#//okay enough of that. we're good hbfhsfh :3#i have done other things today ! i've actually made a rough timeline for pi.e so thaaaat's cool :D#that and found a cool artist to follow on pillowfort. i. forgor their user but they have cool art .w.#/also i'm past the halfway mark on this first chapter which is !!!#i don't want to jinx myself cuz i know i'm really good at that hfhsv - but i think i'll start storyboarding the next part if i can get a#couple more pages done :D#//also the cowboy au grows stronger everyday hhhgfshvbh#i kind of knew some sort of au was inevitable but i did not think it would be an old west one loll :3#still trying to figure out the logistics#i wanna find some good historical fiction from those eras (1860s-70s) but i do not have the brain space for it rn fbhs - so this will do :>#it won't have any of the magic or gods i think bc of that but i'm having fun regardless :D#it Does have some occult though. because i was playing the story for my brother and i Do enjoy scaring him hhbvhfhsfvh#there are devils on the ranch!! or are they devils?? he hasn't gotten that far yet lol :>#//i also may have some sort of weird lean towards the spooky because Somehow each of my stories end up containing some sort of thriller#element?? lmao rip my siblings#but it never happens on purpose. again; rip my siblings hfhhvsh#//oo running out of tag space lol <//3#i shall return. probably with more wip stuff cuz i started like 4 canvases in 2 days hhghghdvs - toodles !!
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âIâm sorry, but I fell in love tonight. I didnât mean to fall in love tonight. Youâre looking like you fell in love tonight. Can we pretend weâre in love?â
Is There Somewhere; Halsey
#I mostly view this song as falling in love with someone you shouldnât have#or pretending that youâre the one someone is really in love with even though they arenât really in love with you#I think I would die if I fell in love with someone I shouldnât have - falling in love with someone I didnât mean to fall in love with#Iâm a sensitive person when it comes to love and that would probably only break and shatter me completely#because when I fall in love I fall really fucking hard that sometimes not even the stars can pick me up nor save me#I can only view this song as being in love while also being heartbroken at the same time#in the song when she sings that part - which she repeats twice towards the end of the song - has a different melody in those two times#that she sings. The first part (being at 2min and 30sec) seems to the climax and more serious in a way.#the second half of that part (3 min mark) the melody has calmed down and so does her voice .. that part is more emotional than how#she sung it before. it really is fascinating in how she sung the song and itâs really beautiful#this song gives me so much more feeling than I can explain so Iâm gonna have to leave it at this for now#alex talks#alexâs diary
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You look up from your book to see your husband standing over the bassinet with his arms crossed, his brow raising as he looks down inside of it with a tiny scowl. He stays like that for about a minute. You sit up in your shared bed, then call out to him. âRyo.âÂ
âHm.â He doesnât look up.Â
âMay I ask what you are doing?âÂ
âThe little brat is staring,â Sukuna says matter-of-factly. âI am simply staring at her in return.âÂ
Inside of the bassinet, your baby daughter coos. Her scarlet eyesâexactly like her fatherâsâglitter with interest. You hear her giggle, and you scoff lightly and return your gaze to your book. âShe thinks youâre playing a game.âÂ
âI am doing no such thing.âÂ
You flip a page. âPut a hand over your face for a few seconds.â He doesnât respond, but you know he listens. âMâkay, now lift.â Thereâs silence for a few seconds, then your daughter bursts into a fit of giggles.Â
Sukuna rolls his eyes. âI do not understand what is so entertaining about that.â When you look up again, you see that heâs covering his face again, then revealing himself to get the same reaction from the baby.
âItâs called peek-a-boo. Itâs a game most babies love to play.âÂ
The little princess babbles as she lifts her arms up, and Sukuna tilts his head. âI have no idea what youâre talking about.âÂ
You snicker. âOne: Youâll figure out what sheâs saying the more you talk with her. Two: She wants you to pick her up.âÂ
He sighs dramatically, then reaches into the bassinet to pick up the small girl. Though she has her fatherâs eyes, she has your hair, the shape of your nose, and your ears. She also has your fearlessness, because she smiles directly in the face of the king of curses. Now at his eye level, she reaches her arms towards him excitedly. âWhat is it now, you brat? Iâm already carrying you.âÂ
He looks over at you in question, and your smile grows. âShe wants to touch your face,â you say.Â
âWhy?âÂ
âBecause sheâs a baby, and sheâs curious.âÂ
Sukuna pulls her closer, and once in range, his daughter lays her tiny hands against his marked face. She giggles more, and you can see his eyes soften. âHmph. You have your motherâs smile.âÂ
â â â â
The next morning, you walk into the kitchen where you hear Sukuna speaking with someone. When he turns to the side, you see your daughter nestled in the crook of one of his muscular arms, staring up at him as he concluded whatever story he was telling her.Â
â...At the end of the battle, only I remained. Victory was mine.âÂ
The baby babbles excitedly, and Sukuna scoffs. âHa, you will do no such thing. How do you expect to join me in battle when you arenât even a year old, brat?âÂ
Her face scrunches in what looks like annoyance, and she repeats to him what he taught her the night before. âHmph.âÂ
You burst into laughter, and Sukuna raises a brow at the little girl in his arms. âGreat. Your motherâs smile, and her attitude.â
#more sukuna fluff bc why tf not#lol I just love making this evil villain a big softie#girl dad sukuna#sukuna fluff#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#jjk fluff#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader#sukuna x female reader#sukuna x y/n#written by rey <3#sukuna ryomen#ryomen sukuna#ryomen sukuna x reader#ryomen sukuna x you
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â I JUST WANNA HEAR YOU (S)CREAMMM ! â
ᥴꪍ sum. whatâs your favorite scary movie? is it carrie? psycho? or maybe nightmare on elm street? perhaps picking up the phone was a bad idea, but you donât scare easily! or do you?
wc. 6.0k
warnings. fem! reader, ghostface geto & ghostface nanami, college au, threesĹmes, unprotected, brief phone sÄx, roleplay, dirty talk, praise, overstim, implied multiple Ĺrgasms, spit, manhandling, brÄeding, hair pulling, oral (f & m receiving), cowgirl dp.
an. from this ask!
âhello.â
âhello?â
âwhatâs your favorite scary movie?â
you deadpan, almost as if youâve seen this movie before. it was around close to midnight. you were the only one sober at some random frat party you got dragged to. everyone besides you were probably wasted or shoving tongues into mouths. sitting up on a cushioned bed, you hold the landline up to your ear. âmean girls two. bye.â
ââŚ.girl what? thatâs not aââ
you hang up, averting your eyes back towards the tv screen that displayed some cheesy soap opera. about precisely thirteen seconds pass before the landline screeches a loud deafening ring again.
sighing, you answer it. âstop calling this number. prank calls arenât funny.â
âno.â the voice replies, and itâs very deepâyou swear youâve heard something like it before. a best way to describe it was that it had a gruff pitch to it, baritone running all underneath it. his voice was also a bit sly too. âi just wanna talk to you.â
âbother some other girl. bye.â
âdonât hang up on me.â
for whatever reason, you donât hang up. his voice sounded a bit sternâyou sit up before growing quiet. youâre fully alert now.
âgood girl. now, iâll ask again. whatâs your favorite scary movie?â
pressing your back against the comforter, your thighs squeeze together. with another vexed sigh, you say the most random movie that comes immediately to mind. âhalloween.â
âpft. basic.â
âwhaâ youâre the one who asked.â
âoh, doll iâm just joking. but anyway, you like slasher movies, yeah?â
for whatever reason, the more you talked to this total stranger, you start to feel a sudden uncanny stir delve around your stomach. you werenât scared, yet at least, but it was oddly peculiar. his voice sounds a bit familiar the more you listen to it. with how teasing the caller on the other line appeared, it was strangely intriguing. you kind of didnât wanna hang up anymore, besides this party you were at was quite ⌠not the best.
ânot really. i am a jamie lee curtis fan though, i only watched because i make fun of the deaths.â you mumble.
âhmmm,â the voice hums through the other end. itâs as if heâs pondering what his next choice of words will be to you. âsoâŚyou got a boyfriend?â
you were taken aback by how abrupt the change of subject was. the man on the other end laughs at your awkward silence before you finally speak.
âno, and itâs not like itâs any of your business.â
âeasy, girl. iâm just curious. besides, what if i wanna ask ya out?â
you grow quiet again before rubbing your neck, you were growing a bit hot.
âwhatever. no, i donât have a ⌠boyfriend.â
âooh. you hesitated there.â
you grumble. âshut up. iâm hanging up.â
the man immediately replies with a chortle.
âwait, wait. heh, serious though. you never told me your name, doll face.â
with an eye roll, you utter, âwhy do you wanna know my name?â
âbecause i wanna know who iâm looking at.â
âwhat?â
âwhat?â
each word he spoke breaks through the phone due the deep mess of his voice. a few rough sparks from his dialogue punctures through the soundbox of the device. again, he did sound oddly familiar. you just couldnât put your foot on it.
the man chuckles before responding in a more sly toneâchanging the subject again.
âyou know doll, you sound kind of out of breath. call me crazy, but before i called you, were you playing with yourself?â
your legs suddenly squeeze shut, you were wearing one of your borrowed hoodies and shorts underneath. any sane person would have hung up eons ago, but for whatever reasonâyou felt your heartbeat start to race. the more you listened to the deep voice on the other end, the more you started to grow more curious. whatâs wrong with playing around for a little bit? besides, whatâs the worst thing that could happenâyou dying?
you scoff, thinking this was nothing more than a dumb prank callâyou decided that playing along wouldnât hurt. you had nothing else to do anyway.
âso what if i was playing with myself?â
âi bet you didnât even make yourself finish, doll.â
his voice, the more it spoke in that rough pitched toneâyou couldnât help but press the landline up to your ear just a bit further. you furrow your curled up brows, lowering your guard a bit. probably foolish, maybe youâd regret this later, but alas, reality wasnât on your mind at the moment.
âare you saying you can make me finish?â you mutter, growing amused now.
âoh i know i can. i can make you get off from just from my voice alone.â
he was toying with you, but it was too late to back down. you intake a honed breath before humming.
âokay, prove it then.â
he chuckles.
âmhm. take those panties off first. actually no, slide them to the side for me.â
you really felt like you were in a movie, shamelessly at this random guyâs beck and call. as the show played in the background, you press the middle part of your thumb against the volume button to turn it down four notches. the room was practically silent now, the only noises heard were from the blaring beat drops of edm music downstairs. sprawling your legs out, you creep a shaking hand between your thighs.
the voice grows quiet, you finally move your panties toward the side before slouching back against the pillow.
âyou must be really bored. talking to a random girl at the m-midnight.â you exhale.
âheh, m-maybe,â he mocks your falter. âbut iâm sure youâll keep me entertained with that cute voice of yours.â
he was so smooth. smooth as if he was prepared for every word that flew out of your mouth. as your fingers glide against your now exposed entrance, you let off a shaky breath.
he was right, out of boredom you tried to play with yourselfâ yet, that didnât work out because you could never make yourself finish. your attempt was basically useless. with a frowning pout, you reply. ânow what?â
âfinger yourself, silly. and i wanna hear, put the phone up against that pussy for me, doll.â
he was filthy.
you felt yourself start to throb before removing the landline from against your ear and placing it right against your doused entrance.
with heavy jagged breaths becoming more irregular, the person on the other line hears the wet sloshes of your cunt up against the phone. again, he grows quietâitâs almost like you can make out his deep attractive breaths and it makes you pulse even more.
âbet youâre so nice ân soaked. sounds so sloppy.â
gnawing on the softness of your bottom lip, your thumb briefly skims past the nub of your clit and you whine. you were already a bit sensitive from before, starting to stroke your fingers against it. bringing the phone back up to your ear, you ease a single finger inside. it feels warmâyou were slick, coating your own finger with a nice amount of your obscene arousal. it doesnât take long for you to start to pant, slithering another finger inside of your cunt before moaning. it fits nicely, nice and snug.
âyou sound so pretty. i want you to imagine those are my fingers, pretty girl. can ya do that?â
ây-yeah,â you start to stammer, feeling a sudden spongey texture inside of youâyou gasp, not expecting to reach your sweetened g-spot so soon. it was a mere bumpy texture, gloopy gummy walls involuntarily accepting your two slender fingers with an open gesture. âfuck, âm still a bit sensitive.â
he guffaws lowly.
âyeah, i bet you are. poor baby canât even make herself cum.â
you swallow, the playfulness in his voice making your thighs start to tremble a bit. with relaxed fingers stretching throughout your walls, you focus on your breathing. each pant that came out of your hot breaths seemed like it was gonna be your last. after a while, your toes start to curl up in pure pleasureâyou moan, feeling a sudden rush of weightlessness nirvana overtake you.
âfind your g-spot for me. tell me when you do.â
âi- i already found it,â you whine, a sheaf of nerves that store inside of your pussy pulsating at a rapid speed. your head throws itself back as youâre just moaning melodically. âfuck, why donât you just come over ân finish for me already.â
the voice laughs again.
âyeah? you want me to come over instead? maybe i should use my tongue since your fingers are so useless, dollface.â
at this point, you didnât really care. maybe making simple rational decisions today just wasnât in your favor. the eerie voice, each second you spent listening to it the more aroused you became. maybe getting off to a pure strangerâs voice was embarrassing but you were feening. the air felt suddenly thick. so thick you could cut it with a knife. with your bottom lip being chewed on like gum, you briskly shiver. cold, wintry air wafts against your skin and you moan for the nth time. an unforeseen chill runs down your spine before you hold back yet another whine.
âf-fuck, just come ân finish for me. i canât do it. please.â
he grows quiet for a solid good four seconds before replying in a cheeky tone.
âokay. turn around.â
your panting stops and instantly, you turn your head the other wayâof course, no one was there. figures, the only things your eyes were met with was the wooden headboard. with a disappointed grimace, pulling your occupied fingers out of your cunt, you turn back around. as youâre about to speak into the phone again, you open your mouth before pausing.
there, youâre met face first with what appears to be some guy in an infamous ghostface costume. he was tall, staggering inches on him before you donât see one but two. they both had the same getup, ghoulish ghost mask, a long black robe, and the same spectral, tilting head-stance.
one of them takes off a mask and itâs suguru geto, your roommate.
your eyes concisely widen. once he yanks off the mask, his silky well-kept black strands fly loose. no wonder the voice sounded a tad bit familiar. the other removes his mask and it was nanami, two of themânow you really felt like you were in a movie. âyou always did say how much you liked scream,â and then you glance at nanami who had a sheepish expression. âdonât be shy now, someoneâs gotta help ya finish.â
âo-oh,â you remember, sitting up against the bed. now you were embarrassed. just a few seconds ago, you were getting off to your roommateâs voice. suddenly, you felt even more hot. you did end up talking their ear off about your adoration for the beloved franchise, ranting about your cute little ghostface obsession.
truth be told though, you didnât know theyâd make it a sheer reality for you. the two of them get on the bed towards you before nanami brings a gloved hand to your chin. he strokes your chin softly, and geto moves underneath.
âsorry princess,â he whispers. âsuguru wanted to scare you but i told him we should just show ourselves,â and as heâs speaking, you get lost in his soft, honeydew eyes. such gentle compared to geto who was a bit moreâcrazed. âhe didnât scare you too bad, did he?â
you moan once you feel geto run a thumb against your already exposed cunt. with a firm head shake, you huff. âno, n-not really.â
âaw what. i thought i was pretty scary,â and you whimper out once he blows against your folds. for a concise moment, geto stares up at youâdark eyes keeping a strong gaze on you. âtell us what you want, pretty girl. you want us to help you finish?â
you nod, feeling geto spread your legs apart further.
nanami, with a gloved hand purses your lips together, forming them into a tight squeeze before humming. âwords, princess. use them, okay?â
the more you feel getoâs breath fan against your clit, teasing youâyou were about to go feral. you stare up at nanami before letting off a sweet whine. âi- i want you both to help me finish,â you stutter out, stumbling over your pathetic words like youâd stumble with an untied shoe. âmake me cum, please kento.â
he leans in to kiss your forehead and you hear geto scoff underneath. âiâm the one between your legs but whatever,â and you feel his soft lips kiss against your pussy. âkento, keep her distracted for me, will ya?â
âyouâre so pretty,â he mutters, lightly lifting up your chin. as he wore black glovesâthe fabric gently brushes against your lip, popping a thumb into your mouth. he doesnât expect for you to happily take it in his mouth, sucking on it. âoh,â he breathes, a bit speechless. you stare into nanamiâs eyes, swirling your tongue around his thumb in such an erotic way. lowly hooded eyes stare at him the entire time, you moan once you feel the flatness of getoâs tongue run against your sweet clitoral hood. his tongueâthe texture of it was so cold, the moment he digs in he makes you know the pure definition of sloppy. all with his tongue, he slowly flicks it against your nub before delving his tongue deeper between your soddened folds. nanami pulls your chin to face him again before softly purring, âdonât look at him, look at me pretty girl.â
as your eyes focus back towards nanami, you could already feel your legs quavering. you felt hot, the lewd way geto drags his tongue against your pussy makes you gasp out three strained second puffs of air.
âk-kento,â you moan, pawing your hands at the low part of his robe. he watches, lowering his head at you before you reach there. nanamiâs bulge, he has an abashed expression as he realizes what you were fondling at. âtake it off.â
âah, ask nicely,â he coos. your lips were now glossed with your own spit he smears against you as he pulls his gloved thumb out of your mouth. even though nanami was more tame than geto, his voice had a bit more dominance in it. he grabs your chin gently, cocking his head toward the side. âtell me what you want ân iâll give it to you.â
your legs felt like they were standing on its last few hingesâgetoâs tongue runs down your slit, taking a moment to depart his lips and spit on it, only to then lap it up again. a few annoyed grunts escape out of him partially due to his long strands of hair getting in the way. âso sweet,â he mutters, you whimper once he prods two fingers against your outer entrance. every few seconds heâd kiss near your thighs, leaving a few bite bite marks before focusing back towards your folds. âmhm.â
barely even able to keep focus, you gaze back up at nanami whoâs standing near the edge of the bedâyouâre laid back against the pillows with geto between your thighs. finally, a sweet mewl of words leave your glazed lips. âi- i wanna taste, âken. wanna suck you off,â and he gives you a playful eyebrow raise, prying his pink lips open a few inches apart before you correct yourself. âpretty please.â
âbetter,â he murmurs, a hand of his reaching towards your head to give it a good pat. âgood girl. go ahead, lift it up ân enjoy the meal.â
with a soft slackened sigh, you lift up the obsidian black robe. youâre met with ripped jeans, for some reason you just figured heâd already be sprung out for you. as getoâs still lapping up every drop of your taste, you unzip his fly before yanking down his pants. you were so impatientâ and with getoâs demented pace, you were getting close. he chuckles, watching you struggle with the zipper for a bit before finally reaching near his boxers. they were a cerulean blueish color, his bulge was just appetizing. the entire shape of it, you felt yourself starting to drool the longer your eyes made direct contact against it. so rounded and full. with clammy hands, you tug them down before his thick cock springs out.
âitâs okay,â he whispers with a nod, watching you glance up himâa silent gesture as a way of asking if you could go further. nanami brings a hand towards the crown of your head, gingerly massaging his fingers through the crevices of your scalp. âyou can be a little messy for me.â
a wretched whine that was raw rips from your throat once you feel getoâs tongue latch against your cunt. by now, he was sucking against your folds. the squelches were so sloppy, a hand of yours grab onto his hair for leverage and he shoots you a sly smile.
âdonât be shy girl, yank on it.â
dark pooled irises linger into yours for a long time before you get a good grip of getoâs hair, dragging him closer towards your entrance. over and over and over.
he giggles, hot breath ghosting against your folds and you throb even more. with dilated irises staring back towards nanami, you wrap your free hand around his lengthâhe was so thick, such full balls that you just wanted to run your tongue all across it. he had a few veins skim down his beige, weighty cock. you could make out a few drops of lustrous pre-cum that decorates near his very tip. âu-ugh,â he shakes, the warmth that your tongue provides has him smothering his lips together. nanami watches, youâre slow but deadly.
pursing your lips together, you gradually start to sink him into your mouth.
getoâs still between your thighs, shoving two fingers in and out of you nowâhe surrounds your clit with his mouth, the suction he creates with just his lips was brutal. youâre moaning, even whilst your noises were pretty much muffled due to nanamiâs fat cock. âeasy,â he whispers, tapping a thumb against your cheek. âno teeth, okay? youâre doing s-so good.â
nanami groans, goading the same thumb against your cheek before you inch yourself further and further down. he has a shy smile at the way your hair forms in musses due to his tight grip. within no time, your throatâs already stuffed and few droplets of your own saliva trickles down the sides of your mouth. getoâs still making sure to thrust his gloved digits in and out of your soaked cunt and you donât know which roommate to focus on.
âm-mphm,â was all you could manage out, your legs in a swift spread-eagle position. as youâre outstretched, you feel yourself about to cum. youâd recognize that feeling anywhereâthe feeling when a swelling pool of heat residing inside your stomach tickles throughout your entire abdomen. that same feeling of nirvana courses through your veins as youâre now leisurely bobbing your head. every time you pull on getoâs long hair, he gruntsâspanking your clit in response and that only causes you to whine for more. nanami strokes your face as he starts to feel his dick prod against the roof of your mouth. for a split second as youâre breathing through each nostrilâyou gag, long lashes fluttering in sync together.
your legs couldnât hold still, getoâs continuously pushing you towards your limit before you whimper out. your tongue lathers over the splotches of pre-cum that paints nanamiâs tip a pretty shade of snowy white.
he just couldnât keep his eyes off of you, especially not with a face like that.
low eyes, sheepish smile, furrowed eyebrows. youâre convulsing profusely all in getoâs mouth, the sides of your thighs occasionally hitting against his face and he titters. âsuch a sloppy m-mouth,â nanami inhales deeply, and he starts to gently drag your head against his cock. heâs got your mouth filled with so many inchesâyour cheeks were all puffed up from his immense length, sheeny slobber emanating all down the sides of your mouth before he pants. âgonna make such a mess ân your mouth, princess. âs that what you want?â
you nod, feeling the vein that runs down his girthy cock twitch in your mouth. you moan, heâs feeling weightlessâyouâve got his knees trembling, a handâs still attached to your head like velcro before gyrating your tongue all over the crownhead of his shaft. âsuch a pretty face,â he gruffs lowly, swiftly pulling your hair side to side to take every inch. âs-shame i gotta ruin it a little.â
even nanamiâs dirty talk was tameâ it was cute to witness, the way his blond brows would tug into a furrow. heâs so pent up, and out of nowhereâyou feel a sudden rush erupt within your cunt. before you could even react, you end up cumming hard. it shoots out of you like a rough wave, itâs such pure bliss that it takes you a few seconds to realize. getoâs making out with your pussy, slowly sliding his two protected fingers in and out of your sopping wet entrance and you shudder. âwhat a fuckinâ mess,â he hums, taking sight at how saturated you were. as geto laps his tongue against your folds once more, he stares back up at you and nanami. âaw. look at you two,â and he leans down to kiss your forehead. âslobbinâ everywhere, messy girl you are.â
your eyes go back up towards nanami, heâs sweating.
he felt as if the fabric of his robe stuck against his skin. while heâs holding it up with one hand, you sneak a stare at his abs, perfect washboard abs that looked quintessentially sculpted against his body. âg-gonna cum,â and he stares at geto, growing a bit flustered once all attentionâs on him. âsuguru, donât just stand there. pâŚpraise her.â
geto scoffs, kneeling beside you on the bed before moving a few strands from your face. âso bossy,â he grits before giving you your second head pat. he leans up close to your ear, grabbing the voice changer again and brings it up to his lips. âcâmon, doll. make âken cum, yeah. doinâ so good for us. youâre gonna make him whine for you, heh.â
nanamiâs legs felt like mush, he throws his head back, his long black robe syncing with his movements before heâs gently pulling your head against his thick cock. he shudders, welts of twinges close in on the undersides of his thighs before he finally finishes. it builds up gradually before you find him pouring into your mouth with a nice amount of parching hot cum. itâs hot, a good mass of satiny ropes coat the flat middle part of your tongue and you moan. âf-fuuuck,â he heaves through heavy lungs, itâs still trickling, you savor the taste. itâs bitterly sweet. he pulls out of your mouth before letting off a tremulous sigh. âgood girl, f-fuck.â
âaw. donât hog her, give me attention too,â geto sneers, softly grabbing you by the neck, making you face him. with his right hand, he squeezes your lips together with a rigid grip. âah, donât swallow yet. câmere.â
with half-lidded eyes, you doâleaning into his touch before geto plants his warm lips onto yours. youâre caught by surprise for the umpteenth time today, prying your mouth open for him and he lolls his tongue down your throat. you let off a whine, feeling his gloved hands rub against every inch of your body. immediately, he tastes the candied flavor of nanamiâs cum and it makes him groan. he didnât even bat an eyeâyou return the kiss, feeling getoâs hand slither further down towards your ass. he caresses it, giving it a mean spank to make you moan out in ecstasy.
after a while, he pulls away, humming at nanami. âken ken, donât be so shy. you want a taste too?â
âyeah,â he mutters, needy eyes staring at your lips that were lubricated with your own sheeny spit. âcan i?â
you nod, and heâs so gentle with you. a hand nimbly wraps around your throat before he brings you into a deeper kiss. getoâs still for his hands on you, strumming his fingers near your pulled to the side panties. you let off a soft pant, feeling the spiral of nanamiâs tongue go against yours. he tastes sweet â savory even, his flavor was purely mouthwatering. a thumb drags down the passageway of your throat before he pulls away. itâs slow, a polished concoction of saliva departs from each mouth and you whimper. you were throbbing, desperate for more and they both knew that. if thisâ whatever this was was some sort of movie, you never wanted it to end. you never wanted the credits to roll because you felt like you were floating on cloud nine.
with the two of them, you were stretched in every way possible. if you could compare who was bigger, actually you couldnât. throughout multiple positions, you felt as if you were gonna snap in half. they had you so stupid. pink tongue rolled out, full lungs of oxygen departing out such hot breaths of air, you were the definition of stupid.
cockdrunk at its finest. each orgasm that got ruthlessly snatched out of you had your head spinning, heart racing entirely.
you felt like something was creeping up behind your shoulder, chills. whenever youâd coax out yet another teeth-shattering orgasm, all you felt was stone cold chills. time after time, it felt like pure blissâyou thought you were in a whole new world, barely even able to move your thighs an inch. being sandwiched between the two of them, perhaps you were a little greedy but you just couldnât get enough. getoâs degrading you whilst nanamiâs whispering sweet pleasures into your ear, youâve never felt more soaked.
you didnât wanna stopâ
currently, youâre straddling nanami. heâs got two rough hands gripping your waist, intaking every inch of your pretty physique. his stare sends you butterflies, his shaft was underneath you and only then pulls out. with a cute, âphew,â he swipes a sheet of sweat that expands across his forehead. you rode him so good that he couldnât even figure out what to say. he was so flustered, tips of his ears a reddish hot before he watches geto creep behind you. âthink she wants more, suguru.â
âbet she does,â he whispers, bringing a few sweet kisses near the inner corners of your neck.
youâre promptly sat up straight. the brief sounds of booming speakers roar from downstairs as you wrap your arms around nanami. geto licks near your collarbone before purring seductively. âsay, doll. how âbout you try to take us both? would ya like that?â and with a gloved hand he gives your ass a squeeze. âwanna be the final girl ân prove your worth? our final girl?â
without an inkling of hesitationâyou nod, mewling out a sweet, âyes, yes jusâ hurry up, sugu. âm still câŚclose.â
âso wet, so impatient,â he whispers once more, and with two hands he makes you sit up from nanami. you gulpâswallowing whatever sanity you had left, preparing to be quite literally double stuffed with your roommates. you arenât so sure why, but the fact that they both still had on their ghoulish costumes made you pulsate a bit more. getoâs helping you slide back down onto nanamiâs length before slowly making his way into you also. âgod, youâre so hot in here. gonna fuckinâ swallow me whole.â
you moan, everything goes so slowâyour cunt was a ticking time bomb. you clamp down on each before slumping into nanamiâs chest. youâre met with kind eyes, he strokes your forehead before kissing the bridge of your nose, panting in a hushed voice. âeyes on me, princess. just relax.â
you wriggle a bit at the positioningâbeing on nanamiâs lap, geto directly behind you, youâre quite literally being filled in every orifice by thick inches of cock. nanamiâs words were soothing, filling up your tummy with a pool of fluttering butterflies. you keep your eyes on him, clenching down on geto a bit before you hear him hiss in response. âugh. doll open up for me a little m-more, yeah.â
his voice was deepened heavilyâyou let off a cute gasp once theyâre both finally in and a few shaky breaths exit past your lips. âhold my hand, i got you,â nanami coos, and thatâs when geto starts to rock. he had more control between the two of you, the grip on your hips was firm and you let off a sweet babble. each individual entrance was stuffed, you swallow the invisible lump in your throat as you start to feel the sweltering friction of your thighs slap against nanami. âyouâre so pretty like this,â and he kisses the temple of your cheek.
every kiss presented from nanami makes your heart raceâbeing sandwiched between nanami and geto, you really did feel like the main character.
your lip tremors, grinding back and forth between each of them, you feel geto wrap his thick fingers around your neck.
whilst youâre still straddling nanamiâyou moan again and again, feeling a free hand of getoâs spank your ass. the stretch that you continuously felt had your mouth watering. you heard the harmonic pap pap papâs until it rang throughout your ears. âfuck, ya like being stuffed donât you, pretty girl? feel full enough?â geto rasps, pressing his body right up against you. you felt his hot temperature go against your skin. making you feel every amount of his heat. your brainâs swelling up with fog. giving him an inert nod, you hear him click his tongue. âdidnât say to nod your head, doll. i wanna hear that sweet voice.â
whenever geto lowers his voice a bit, you feel the abrupt tension arise between your legs. leaning against nanami, you whine out a, âhngh y-yesss, âm so full, sugu. want more, stuff me more.â
âlet me stuff your mouth too then.â
and before you could come up with a reply, geto removes his gloveâshoving your mouth with two fat digits. he grunts, watching as youâre so compliant with your throat being filled with his fingers. nanami stares at the entire scene in front of him, his dick idly twitching inside of you. your tongue runs down his fingers before your own spit starts to seep down the corners of your lips. it was messyâyou were messy. your hips jitter and judder and you knew with having both holes stuffed you werenât gonna last that much longer. it was probably the dozenth orgasm your pussyâs been introduced with and you could feel the creeping pleasure brew up inside your abdomen.
âsuguru, âm gonna cum.â nanami groans, bringing his own hands to wrap around your waist. you lessen your tense from his touch before gagging a bit from the prodding of getoâs fingers way back into your throat. âsheâs s-squeezing me so good.â
geto snickers, making eye contact with nanami. âare you? âken, youâre more whinier than usual today.â
âshut up.â he grumbles, slapping a hand over his face in embarrassment â nanami wasnât so known to be all flustered and abashed, but whenever he was, it was so cute.
youâve still got a mouthful of getoâs fingers before he pulls them out only to shove them into his own mouth. he hums, sharp hips snapping into you repeatedly as his other free hand tightens its secured grasp around your hip. âmhm,â he groans, feeling himself reaching his peak also. âyou taste like a final girl. so sweet like candy.â
with the piston of getoâs vigorous hips, youâre so loose that you feel the fleeting sensation of your cunt gaping.
its cavernous, you jerk forward against nanami before seconds later â geto groans, abruptly finishing two seconds early. even his moans were pretty, he tugs his fingers out of your mouth to wrap them around your neck. strands of black hair glue to his forehead and he puffs out a single breath. licking a stripe near your neck, he feels thick volumes of his cum ooze into your hole. itâs so sticky, you bring your hips to a slowing halt before nanami shoots inside you too.
âf-fuck, sugu,â nanami grunts, feeling his thighs stick underneath you. he was panting heavily, each breath that ran from his lips sounding more and more wearied. âdamn, so m-much.â
everything spurts into you at once. they mirror each other inside of you perfectly. callused stubby fingertips of getoâs squeeze your neck softly, watching as youâre just being filled with bulky strings of cum, it floods your cunt until it drizzles further into your womb. youâre drooling, it feels so hot, sweltering hot. it sticks against your entrance before your arms wrap around nanami. âso f-full,â you whimper, and he returns the gesture by brushing his thumb against your waist. droopy eyes hang low before nanami pulls you into another deep kiss. you decidedâthis was far better than some dumb party. the cottony fabric of the ghostface robe pricks against your skin as you lean into his heinous touch.
you shift your weight against nanamiâs lap, feeling geto pull out before he leans down between your legs. âspread your legs,â he mutters, and in the midst of your tongue roaming down nanamiâs throat, you part your thighsâgasping once you feel getoâs own tongue lap against the freshly created mess. he makes little tiny licks, tasting the ropes of crisp cum thatâs sloppily easing out of every entranceâyou pulsate before he chortles, warm breath ventilating against your sobbing pussy. âso messy. donât want any spillinâ out. gotta push it back in.â
youâre moaning, after a while you break away from nanamiâs lips before he strokes your cheek lovingly, a cute drowsy look before he huffs, âdid you hear me, pretty?â and he gently pokes your cheek. âyou always do this..â
confusion hits you before your eyes suddenly openâyou jolt up, both of your roommates beside you, gawking at you with a look of deadpan. youâre leaning against geto, the third movie of scream playing in the backgroundâit was near the ending where the killer was being revealed. you sit up, staring down at your legs and you were fully clothedâthere was no geto eating between your legs, no being stuffed with nanami, nothing.
âhellooo, earth to roomie,â geto waves his hand in your face, you stare at him before furrowing your brows. âyou okay? you fell asleep on me again. whatâs got ya so spooked? looks like ya seen a ghost.â
so it was a dream?
a mere glimpse of your lewd imaginationâ?
you have a sudden sheepish look, running your fingers near the nape of your neck. âhuh. oh, iâm fine. i thought the movie would be over by now.â
nanami rubs your back. âwe still have like twenty minutes left,â and then he looks at you with a concerned look. so gentleâso tender. âare you sure youâre okay? we can watch a rom-com if you want.â
âiâm okay,â you insist, slumping your head back against geto.
that was weird, out of all the dreams youâve had throughout your lifeânone of them ever felt as surreal as that one. for some reason, you were still aroused though. you were a bit out of breath and felt chills run all over your body.
abruptly, your phone rings,
âsugu, can you pass me my phone?â you sigh, trying to relax. you were pretty bummed you werenât at that party getting stuffed with your two roommates but insteadâin your generic dorm watching a scary movie.
he hands you the phone, grabbing the remote to turn it down a few notches.
once you take it, succinctly, your eyes scan across the screenâit reads that itâs from an unknown number. not really thinking much, you decide to answer, swiping the green button to answer. âum, hello?â
âhello.â
âhi,â you rub your eyes. âcan i help y-â
âwhatâs your favorite scary movie?â
rolling your eyes, you peer at your two roommates beside you, nudging them and peeling the phone away from your ear for a moment. âvery funny, suguru.â
geto gives you a look of confusion and nanami mimics the same. he shrugs, averting his eyes back toward the movie. âvery funny what.â
and suddenly youâre laid back, an unbelieving expression was expressed on your face as you were left with a weird feeling. if it wasnât them then whoâ
that same chill eerily creeps up your spine before you put the phone back near your ear. itâs that same low voice you heard from before, each word it speaks pitches deeper before you grow quiet at its final haunting response,
âoh baby, iâm not suguru or nanami..â
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2.1k | fluff, drink spiking Did you just call Simon weak? The rest of the 141 didnât like that
âCan I carry you?â
At the pub table, you almost spat the last gulp of your drink at the question. You turned to the source of the gruff voice, meeting the manâs chest before craning your neck up to his eyes. He had to be over 6 ft tall.
You set your glass down. âIâm sorry?â
âMy mates are betting I canât get anyone to piggyback.â
âAnd you picked me?â
He nodded at your top. âSkulls are sort of my lucky charm.â
You scoffed, looking past him at the other ladies in the room. âAre you serious? There are plenty who weigh far less.â
His brow rose. âAre you calling me weak?â
You took in the width of his shoulders, how his loose black shirt couldnât hide the thickness of his biceps â the left one inked. He was handsome, rugged with the scar across his cheek, his short blond hair and light scruff, but his stare and bluntness made him beyond intimidating.
How could you get out of this situation with the least fuss?
âN- no.â
His eyes softened a touch. âMay I? Please?â
Playing along and getting it over with should be the safest bet. âOkay... But-â
He turned his back and squatted slightly. âHop on.â
âWait- are you sure you can?â
âHop on,â he repeated.
At that point, it was not your fault anymore if he ended up embarrassing himself. So you gripped his hard shoulders and did as told before he swiftly hooked his large hands under your jean-clad thighs. He didnât grunt or strain when he bounced you to position and straightened up. As if you weighed nothing, which was a feeling you never thought youâd experience.
You had to give it to him - his strength was impressive. You chuckled to yourself, seeing the top of everyoneâs head amused you. Across the pub, the table of three men grinned at the massive stranger. The one with the mohawk was very much entertained as he gave him thumbs up.
It was then that Simon groaned, because his team was embarrassing the hell out of him. That, and he finally got to feel how soft and warm you were pressed up against him. A little creepy, but a man was allowed to fantasise about a birdie heâd been eyeing, right?
âThatâs all, yeah? You just have to carry-â
He stepped towards the bar, making you latch onto him.
âOh! Where are you going?
âIâm getting you a drink.â
âYou donât have to.â
âPlease, I insist.â When he flagged the barman down, you held on tighter. âItâs the least I can offer for getting you involved.â
You laughed, your breath warm against his ear. âAre you going to set me down or am I having my drink on your back?â
âDonât give me ideas.â He chuckled as he lowered you to your feet.
He leaned against the bar, arm folded as he stared at you on the stool, downing your shot before looking at yourself on your selfie cam.
âWould you⌠like something as well?â you asked after you tucked your phone back in your pocket.
He shook his head.
âOkay. Well, thanks for he drink. You could get back to your mates if you want.â
âIâm Simon,â he mustered instead.
âHi.â You shifted in your seat. âIs something the matter?â
âNo.â He frowned. âWhy are you asking?â
âItâs just youâve been staring, and thereâs nothing on my face. I checked.â
Bloody hell, could he be any more awkward? He just wanted to ask why you were alone without being weird about it.
He looked away. âI didnât mean to.â You make me stupid. It didnât help that your previous drink had tinted your lips, looking even more kissable up close.
âI think your mates want you back though.â You chuckled, nodding at his table.
When he turned to them, they immediately busied themselves with their drinks, averting their gazes.
âTheyâre a nosy bunch, they are.â He inched closer to you. âThe one in the beanie, thatâs our captain. The other two are my sergeants.â
âYouâre the lieutenant?â
He hummed. âThe one with the mohawk is the prankster. Heâs a bad influence. Heâll talk you into doing anything.â
âHe put you up to this then?â
He shrugged, a small smile playing on his lips.
As if on cue, Soap looked up with an uncontained grin, only to look back down when he realised eyes were on him.
âSeems like he canât wait to say hi.â He swiftly picked you up off your seat, bridal-style. âIs this enough to show you weigh nothinâ?â he asked, fighting the urge to grab a handful of your soft thigh and waist.
âOh- oh dear!â You laughed, arm wrapping around his neck, pretty fingers grasping his bicep. âWait, wait, put me down!â
When you were back on your feet, you pulled your phone out of your pocket. âSorry, Iâm actually meeting someone. Heâs almost here.â
So that was why you were alone. You were waiting for someone. Disappointment anchored at the bottom of his chest.
âRight. Okay.â
You smiled. âThanks for the drink, Simon. Iâll see you around, yeah?â
He grunted and you headed to the end of the bar. He stood umoving for another second before retreating to his table like a kicked puppy.
âL.T., whaâ happened? She was havinâ so much fun!â Soap shot as soon as Simon took his seat next to him.
âSheâs meetinâ someone,â he said quietly.
âAww⌠Sorry, Ghost,â Gaz said. âBut hey, she let you carry her!â
With your back to him, you looked at your phone whenever a man walked in.
Huh, first date?
You flagged down some other blond man who walked over to you with a smile. The barman took your order before you chatted with him with a polite smile, keeping a respectable distance between the two of you.
Simon was in no place to watch and invade your privacy â he really should look away. But what was it that simmered in him when the bloke scooted closer, his arm along the back of your chair?
He laughed, pointing at something on the TV. You looked up, and your hand deftly covered your drink, like an instinct.
He smirked. Smart girl.
âI know sheâs with someone, but I can tell she likes you more,â Price said, and Simon finally tore his gaze away from you.
âYe should fight âim, L.T. He dinnae stand a fuckinâ chance.â
âYou can knock him out with a slap,â Gaz quipped.
He chuckled, blatantly looking over Price to you again. âRather just look.â While it wasnât for him, at least he could watch your pretty smile from here and quench his thirst a bit.
With the blokeâs drink in hand, he wrapped his arm around your shoulder, his other hand inching to your covered drink now. He tipped his glass over you, causing you to jump and grab serviettes to dab yourself with. Just as fast, his fisted hand opened over your drink before helping you.
âNo fucking way,â Simon said out loud.
âWhat?â Gaz followed his line of sight.
He marched over, yanking the man around by the shoulder. âWhat the bloody hell did you just do?â
He stumbled off his seat from the force, making the lieutenant tower over him even more. âWhat? Who- Do you know him?â He turned to you.
His finger jabbed the manâs chest. âWhat. The. Fuck. Did you put in her drink?â
âNothing! What are you accusing me of?â
Simon didnât miss the crack in the manâs voice. He raised your drink to the manâs face, a tiny white tablet swaying at the bottom of the glass. âEmpty your pockets.â
âSimon, whatâsâŚâ
âIâm not repeating myself.â
The man fished out his phone, wallet and keys with trembling hands.
âThatâs not all.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about. Thereâs nothing else, mate!â he said exasperatedly.
Simonâs patience ran dry. He patted his front pocket, hand bumping over something. âYou need to see this,â he said quietly to you.
You hesitantly stuck your hand in the manâs left pocket, coming up with a bag of white tablets.
The man smacked the bag out of your hand. âYou planted that, you slag!â
âIf you didnât do anything, drink it.â He spat, holding out your drink to him, now cloudy and fizzing.
He stared at the glass. âFuck you,â he said, pushing it onto Simonâs chest before dashing out of the pub.
âDid heâŚâ
âThe fuck was that, Simon?â Price questioned from behind him.
âFucking piece of shit spiked her drink.â
Price turned to you, a hand on your shoulder. âYou got his name and number, love?â
âYes.â You blinked. âYes, his number and dating profile.â
âIâm sending the coppas his way.â He picked up the evidence on the ground with a serviette. âSimon, get the details and make sure she gets home safe,â he said before approaching the barman.
You dried his ruined shirt with a wad of serviette. âI canât even begin to thank you for your help, Simon. Really, thank you so much. I wouldnât have-â
âYou did good.â He squeezed your hand over his chest. âYou covered your glass when you werenât looking, but spilling his drink on you was something else.â
When you looked up at him with wide eyes, he dropped your hand.
âWould you like me to send you home?â
âI donât want to trouble you. I donât even live nearby.â
âWould you let me, if I want to?â
There was a pause before you smiled. âI think Iâd like that, actually.â
When he grabbed his jacket from the table, Soap patted him on the back.
âGood catch, L.T. What a fuckinâ disgrace, the lad.â
âHave fun, Ghost,â Gaz teased.
Outside the pub where the streets were quieter, you forwarded the profile and chat screenshots of the man from your group chat to Simon.
âCanât be too cautious. Iâm not surprised if thatâs not even his name honestly.â You shrugged, stuffing your phone back in your pocket. âI knew it was dodgy he insisted on meeting here when I said Iâd rather somewhere in the middle, in broad daylight. That, and he was half an hour late too!â
It was disheartening to know this was the reality of dating, that all sorts of people lurked online, sometimes not with the best intentions. Heâd show you his ID just to prove he wasnât a creep, just someone smitten with a staring problem if any.
âIf it was me, Iâd have taken you anywhere you wanted.â
You chuckled.
âOn my back too, if you prefer. I think you quite enjoyed that.â
âI did, actually,â you teased. âIs it a bad time to tell you Iâm starving?â
âYeah? Thatâs good news, because Iâm always hungry. A kebab sounds about right at this hour.â
âExtra chips?â
âExtra chips,â he affirmed.
âYou know what, I think this is my sign.â You pulled out your phone again, deleting an app. âDonât think online dating was ever my thing.â
Is a stranger at a pub who shamelessly stares at you more your thing?
âGoing out with someone who offers to carry me around is more like it.â
He bit back a smile. âSo? Another ride on my back?â
You chuckled. âNext time,â you said, taking his arm instead.
As much as he enjoyed your touch, he couldnât do with your fingers over his jacket. He needed to feel you. When he held your hand in his, you smiled up at him.
Simon had to thank his team for painstakingly convincing the stubborn lieutenant to approach the lady heâd been staring at. You didnât have to know there was no bet, that asking to carry you was his own idea, an outrageous excuse to talk to you. But he wouldnât complain if he ended up helping you, taking you for a little supper and even got to send you home.
âWhenâs next time?â he asked at your door, squeezing your hand.
You really shouldnât have said it, because he was going to make sure there would be one. It had become a goal to show you how you deserved to be treated on a date.
âIs tomorrow too soon?â
âRight now isnât even too soon.â
You laughed, pulling him down by the shoulder to meet your lips.
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Feral McGeeâ˘
It starts with the Joker.Â
His goons picked up Tim Drake. Not specifically because it was Tim Drake, he just so happened to be in the Jokerâs neighborhood, and we'll, he can't pass up that opportunity now can he?Â
Except Tim Drake is watching, along with the rest of Gotham, at the Batcomputer. Heâs nursing a broken foot and has been put on monitor duty until he's cleared for field work again.Â
The guy looks enough like him, though. Black hair, blue eyes, and bags under his eyes for days. He's also got the same lean sort of build like he does.Â
It happens like this.Â
The Joker is doing his monologue thing where he explains whatever twisted game he's come up with this time. He takes up the majority of the screen, so nobody can see Not-Tim behind him, not until the big reveal. Then he covers the screen again, getting up close and personal, before stepping back. In those quick few seconds, Not-Tim is no longer sitting there tied to the chair.Â
Someone off camera lets the Joker know, and he whirls around, confused as the rest of Gotham.Â
And then Not-Tim comes in with the steel chair.Â
Or, well, a crowbar, but the reference holds up.Â
He takes out one of Jokerâs knees before punching him in the face. The Joker drops like a bag of stones, out cold.Â
Then he looks towards the camera.Â
âHey there. I'm not really sure where I am, but also if he was after Tim Drake, he got the wrong guy. I'm not him, I'm just some dude. Anyway, I'll just-yep-â he carefully steps over the unconscious Joker, gives the camera a little wave, and then leaves.Â
Batman and Nightwing enter shortly after, with the Joker and his goons out cold and tied up. The knots were complicated enough where, in the end, the police resorted to cutting the ties off of them so they could be properly cuffed and taken to Arkham.Â
âA constrictor knot,â Batman tells Nightwing as they watch the villain be taken away. âOften used by sailors to temporarily tie things together to keep something in a bag, or to hold something to glue it back together.â
âHuh,â Nightwing says, scratching the back of his head. âGo figure.â
â
The next time it happens, itâs the Riddler.Â
Heâs laughing, giving his riddles to the Bats and recording himself to all of Gotham while his victim, one of the Wayne brats, hangs over a vat of something. From a distance, he looks like Tim Drake, or maybe a lankier Dick Grayson. And heâs not the only victim, theyâre all scattered across the city, but he thought an important figure such as a Wayne should be under the Riddlerâs direct supervision while he enacts his schemes.Â
While the Riddler cackles and plots and waves his cane around, in the background all of Gotham can see the figure escape. Several Gothamites recognize him as the kid from before, who clocked the Joker. They all watch with bated breath as he sort of wiggles his way out of the ropes holding him up. Once heâs free, he climbs the rope and gets himself down safely.Â
Gotham holds their breath as the kid casually walks up to the Riddler, whoâs mid-rant. He politely taps him on the shoulder, and as the Riddler is turning around, the kid clocks him just as brutally as he had the Joker. Heâs down with one punch.Â
They think heâs going to say another sort of awkward goodbye, but instead he pats the Riddler down until he finds a piece of paper tucked into the inside pocket of his jacket.Â
âRight,â the kid says, looking at the list. Thereâs a lot more static overlay now, and several wonder if itâs damage to the cameras. âUh, the Clocktower, the Docks, and-â he squints at the page for a moment-âMama Nacaroniâs? What the fuck is that? Anyway, uh. See you later, I guess. Oh! And weâre at the Gotham Arena. Have fun with him, I guess.â
The kid tosses the paper off to the side before the camera cuts to black.Â
Just like last time, everyone is out cold and tied up. The Riddler himself is sporting a pretty bad shiner, but well deserved nonetheless.Â
âStop it,â Red Hood tells him. Batman just looks at him, and though Hood canât see the top half of his face, he can tell that his eyebrow is raised. âYou know exactly what I mean, B. Put the adoption papers away.â
âHn.â
â
After that, it sorta becomes a game. The rogues of Gotham are no longer after a Wayne, or after anybody who holds any kind of social status like usual. Theyâre all going after this one kid, all determined to be the one to hold him. And each one is televised.Â
Mr. Freeze freezes him in a block of ice, but due to the cameras glitching out, nobody can really see how he got free. They do, however, see the kid suplex Mr. Freeze. It should seem impossible, given his lanky figure, but he evidently has more muscle than heâs originally let on.Â
Two-Face gets a hold of him, using chains and some power-dampening cuffs just on the off-chance that heâs a meta. They all watch as the kid leans down, pulls a bobby pin out of his hair, and picks the locks on his cuffs. One punch, and Two-Face is down.Â
Gothamites are going wild for the kid. Theyâve dubbed him Feral McGee⢠(an online poll, of course), because every time he goes in for the punch he gets this feral look in his eyes. Also, just the fact that he casually goes up to these rogues and takes them out with all the casualness of doing something incredibly mundane? Incredible. The Gothamites are eating it up. However, despite the video evidence, nobody has been able to properly identify the kid. They know he has black hair and bright eyes, but any time he gets near a camera, itâs like thereâs this weird, sort of warped quality the camera takes on. It doesnât usually calm down until the fight is done-as one sided as they usually are-before he awkwardly skedaddles away. Â
He gets kidnapped by the Penguin, Harley Quinn and Poison Ivy (though that was more just a friendly chat than anything), Mad Hatter, and the Riddler again.Â
And then the Joker escapes.Â
Itâs no surprise as to who heâs going to go after.Â
Due to one too many careless goons, they manage to find their way to the Jokerâs hideout pretty quickly. This time, itâs all Bats on deck, and they all hide away in the rafters as Feral McGee⢠is hung over a vat of acid. His whole body is tied up, hardly a single inch of exposed skin to be seen except for the neck up.Â
They watch the goons, they watch the Joker, and they watch Feral McGeeâ˘.Â
The Joker is monologuing, practically begging the bats to come find him before the timer runs out. When it does, the kid gets dumped into the vat of acid.Â
Despite these stakes, the kid seems to be only mildly annoyed.Â
âFuck this, I have homework I still need to finish,â they hear him say.Â
They all watch, amazed and confused, as the kid starts gnawing through the ropes. Human teeth shouldnât be able to do that so easily, but one bit after the other, and soon enough the kidâs got himself freed enough to just climb up the rest of the rope. When heâs at the top of the crane holding him up, Batman lets down a rope and pulls the kid up and out of danger.Â
âOh, cool, youâre all here,â the kid says casually, as if meeting the entire Bat Clan is just a normal Tuesday. And then he pulls out a notepad and pen and hands it to Red Hood.Â
âCan I get an autograph? Youâre dope as fuck, dude.â
Red Hood has to look away and hide his face in his arms for a few moments to not give away their location with his laughter before signing. And then, one by one, the others do as well. They pass along the kidâs notebook with shit-eating grins and barely contained snickers despite the fact that the Joker is still right below them. Even Batman signs it, after his children donât stop hounding him about it.Â
In their distraction, they didnât see the kid sneak away. Heâs far away from them now, nearly right over the Joker. Danny waits, though, until the Joker has turned around as the timer almost runs out. They watch as he snickers at Jokerâs flabbergasted look. The Joker comically looks back and forth and under objects the kid obviously isnât under. However, before he can do or say anything else, the kid drops from the rafters and right on top of the Joker. He crumples to the ground, unconscious. The kid, however, just brushes the dust off of himself. Despite the fall he took, there isnât a scratch on him.Â
When the bats join him, they give his notepad back to him, barely able to contain their laughter at the absurdity of it all. The kid, too, joins in the camaraderie, laughing and joking along with them as Batman secures the Joker.Â
âOkay, okay, but I gotta ask, dude,â Red Hood says at one point, looking at the kid. âHow do you keep getting kidnapped?â
The kid just shrugs. âI get distracted easily. And Iâm sleep deprived, so you know. Social awareness is kind of at an all time low right now.â
âWhy are you sleep deprived?â Nightwing asks, barely hidden concern in his voice.Â
 âFinals are kinda kicking my ass right now. Especially this dumb English homework I have. You guys wouldnât happen to know anything about that, would you?â
âOh, lucky for you,â Red Hood says, wrapping an arm around the kidâs shoulders as he walks them out of the warehouse, âI happen to know a lot about English. So, it is Shakespeare?â
âYeah, Midsummer Nightâs Dream.â
As they walk off, Batman calmly watches, though the rest of the bats can see his jaw twitching. Nightwing comes up behind him, clapping a hand on his shoulder.Â
âIf you donât adopt him, I will.â
âHn.â
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â EVERYONE WANTS SATORU GOJO, SO WHY ARE YOU THE ONE STUCK GUARDING HIM ? â
⧠pairing: rich boy! gojo x bodyguard! reader
⧠summary: after the gojo family receives threats to their lives, you're hired to protect the heir to the company, satoru gojo - you just didn't realize how charming the rich heir would be - and just how hard it would be to resist his advances.
⧠warnings: 18+, nsfw, smut, fluff, reader is around the same age as gojo (both in their 20s but age is vague), virgin! gojo, switch! gojo, oral (f + m), handjob (m), dry humping, fingering (f! receiving), sex (p in v), depictions of violence, mentions of yakuza, dirty business dealings, gojo's made up dad and suguru make an appearance
⧠wc: 15,311 (i don't know what to say at this point)
⧠for my 2k celebration event: item 1 has been sold to @forest-hashira and two anons!
âSo, is this your first time?â
Satoru Gojo would be the end of you â one way or another.Â
One way would be you sacrificing your life to protect him â fairly run of the mill when it came to guarding someone, the risk of putting your life on the line, though the chance of death usually was fairly slim. You had only come close â twice.Â
You didnât care to make it a third.Â
The other, increasingly more likely, way was that you would lose your mind to his incessant yammering before you even had a chance to neutralize any threat to his life.Â
You nearly spit out your drink at the question, wiping your mouth with a napkin, before managin to choke it down, âExcuse me?âÂ
And his lips annoyingly curl, âYour first time guarding someone,âÂ
The heir seemed fairly nonchalant, even after his father had sat the both of you down in a room filled with more security agents than the prime minister of Japan himself had, and had lectured him about the importance of staying with you the entire time and to respect your authority â well one out of two wasnât bad. Heâs eating a piece of cake instead of a meal, his fork digging into the back of the cake again and again, toying with his food as he did with you, âI mean, you seem fairly young, but old enough to be entrusted with my safety,âÂ
âWell, since you insisted on going to school, your father needed someone unassuming who looked around your age,â you lean against your hand, your other drumming against the table, as your eyes scanned the area â table of frat boys, group of girls sneaking glances at Gojo, various other students, no real threats â unless you counted the girlsâ death daggers towards you, âsomeone who wouldnât look out of place with you, raise any suspicions, but who could still protect you,âÂ
His lips curl, as your eyes find their way back to the young heir, âSo basically, you had to look like my girlfriend â shouldnât I hold your hand? Sell the act? All in the name of my safety,âÂ
You jerk your head towards his group of admirers, âI think what weâre doing now is plenty â unless youâd like your guard to get mauled by a bunch of hormonal college girls,âÂ
His eyes slid to his adoring fans, as he pities them with a wave, erupting squeals from them, âI think you could take them,â
âHow flattering,â you reply drily, picking at the food in front of you, ânow finish your lunch so we can get to our next class on time,âÂ
âAre you still upset that we were late this morning?âÂ
âNo, Iâm upset that we missed half the class and I had to take the fall for it,â the heir had oh so kindly told the professor that you had made them run late (even though he was the one who spent far too long in the bathroom).Â
And even though you wouldnât be attending this school for long, you hoped that you wouldnât have to make yourself look like a fool the entire time you were here â but â your eyes found Gojoâs again â sticking with Satoru Gojo almost made that a guarantee that you would look like a fool â one way or another.Â
And you were already the fool â for thinking that a college aged boy would have any real food in his refrigerator. Although, Satoru Gojo was a different breed â instead of alcohol and questionable containers of takeout, there was...sweets.Â
So. Many. Sweets.
Not just cookies and candy â but literally six different kinds of mochi (for some reason?) and almost any pastry you could possibly think of was stocked in the house. And the freezer was more of the same â seven different containers of ice cream and one aged bag of edamame stuck in the back.Â
âGojo?â you stare into the open refrigerator, while Gojo lays back on his couch, scrolling on his phone mindlessly.Â
âYeah?âÂ
âDo you have any food?âÂ
âWhat do you mean? The refrigerator is full of food?â and his voice is thick with genuine confusion and youâre almost wondering how this man survived to this age.Â
Oh yeah, heâs rich.Â
You sigh, closing the refrigerator doors, and striding over to him, only to snatch his phone out of his hands, âSweets are not real food â how do you eat like this and function?âÂ
He only shrugs, lips curled into a grin, âIâm just built different,âÂ
âYou mean like a person who wonât make it to age fifty?â you toss his phone back at him, âget up,â you grab your sweatshirt hanging by the door and throw his jacket at him. He barely catches it, as he sits up, his face displeased with your sudden need to get him up.Â
âWhere are we going?âÂ
âSo,â Gojo says, his hands in his pockets, as you both walk the aisles of the grocery store, âwhy did I have to come with you?âÂ
âBecause Iâm going to show you how to actually shop for groceries, so you donât have a heart attack and die before my stint with you is up,â you grab essentials and basics â oil, rice, cereal, pasta, spices, flour, sugar (although did he really need sugar with the amount he was already consuming?), âyou know it would suck if my client died before we eliminated the other threats on his life,â before you add with a smile, âthough I think your eating habits are more likely to kill you,âÂ
âYou know men really hate sarcastic women,â he bites back, before something catches his eye in the aisle and he places it in the cart, âmajor turn off,âÂ
âWell, mission accomplished then,â you roll your eyes, as you look back at the cart to see a box of cookies, âyou know when I said you were a moron, I was half kidding, but now,â you lift up the box of cookies, âyou have a million cookies at home,âÂ
He pouts â why do you feel like a mother refusing their child their candy at checkout? â âNot these ones,â you take the box and put it back on the shelf where it belonged, and he relents.Â
âDid you eat like this before college?âÂ
He shook his head, âMy meals were prepared for me by the chef at my home, I never really had much of a say in what I ate, or anything really,â and you shake your head, âmy father wasnât really the type to let me handle anything on my own â thus the need for a babysitter,âÂ
You nod, âSo no one really taught you how to take care of yourself?â and he shakes his head.Â
âGuess not, but I guess no time like the present to learn,â he examines the box of baking powder you had just placed in the cart, âlike what this is,â and you snort, taking the box from him and placing it back in the cart.Â
âMaybe by the end of this trip, weâll have you making it past the age of forty,âÂ
He raises an eyebrow, âI thought you said fifty?âÂ
âThe cookies made me lose more faith in you,âÂ
The two of you continue to shop, as you help him pick out vegetables, meat, and other necessities for the house. You separate the things for you and for him meticulously, as the two of you head over to the checkout, and heâs placing everything on the conveyor belt together, including your own things, âNo wait, those are mineââÂ
âConsider it payment,â he stops you, as you continue to try to argue, but heâs only blocking you from the conveyor belt with a raised arm, a real smile on his lips, âjust let me do this for you,â And you canât find any words, so your mouth shuts, and you nod â as you watch him speak with the older cashier with his patented charm.Â
And the cashier stops you right as youâre leaving, whispering, âThatâs a good one, donât let him go, ok?â and you pause, her words sinking in as blood rushes to your cheeks.Â
âWeâre notââÂ
âI know,â the older woman chuckles far too knowingly, as she hands you the receipt, âbut you never know.âÂ
âYou coming?â Gojo calls, turning to look back at you, as he pushes the cart of groceries, and you look from the cashier to him, before fleeing with a quick âthank you.âÂ
And as you go home, you glance at Gojo, maybe there was more to him than you initially thought.Â
âThis is so boooooring,â Gojoâs whining for, what you assume is, the billionth time, âI hate philosophy, moral arguments? Itâs such bullshit,âÂ
âYou know philosophy is literally a subject that encompasses everything right?â you tilt your head watching him lay on the floor as the two of you sit at the table, his head right next to you, as you sit cross legged, âthereâs no avoiding it in life,âÂ
âWell canât I avoid it in school at least? Because college feels very different from real life,â and you roll your eyes, flicking him between the eyes.Â
âJust write your paper, I already finished mine,â and he perks up.Â
And he slides his laptop over to you, âThen you can write mine,âÂ
âThatâs not happening,â and he groans again, âyou know if you spent all the time that you whined working on your paper then youâd be done,âÂ
âWere you this much of a buzzkill when you were in college?â Gojo stares at you, âwhat do you even do for fun?âÂ
âWhy is this relevant to you writing your paper?âÂ
âWhy is writing my paper relevant to protecting my life?â and you open and close your mouth, âcâmon give me something, anything,âÂ
âHow about this â when you finish a page, Iâll answer a question, any question,â you offer, and he grins, as he sits up and begins to type away at his laptop.Â
You sit back, lying back and using your phone, until about fifteen minutes later when heâs holding his laptop up, showing you that he completed a page, âThat fast?â youâre skeptical, and then you grab his laptop, skimming the page, wondering if he was trying to trick you â he wasnât. It was good, more than good â it was a wonderful discussion of deontological ethics.Â
âHow did you finish this so fast?â you raise an eyebrow, âyou complain so much, but you wrote this page far too quickly,âÂ
He shrugs, âIâm good at everything, sweetheart,â and you roll your eyes, âjealous?â
âTotally,â you scoff, before grinning, âso get back to work,â and he gapes at you, before groaning dramatically, lying back on the floor again.Â
âUgh, this is too much work,â he whines again, âI donât know why I had to take this stupid class,â he grumbles.Â
âThen why did you?â you scroll through your phone, checking for any new alerts or updates from his father or any other member of the security team, âyou have a choice in what classes you sign up for, donât you?âÂ
And for one of the first times, you saw Satoruâs playfulness ebb away, replaced with almost a bitterness â as bitter as his words were usually sweet, âMaybe most college kids do, but I donât have a choice in most of the things I do, including the classes I pick,âÂ
You tilt your head, âYour father?â And he nods, âdid you even choose your major?âÂ
His eyes drift to the ceiling, âIs it a choice when your father tells you youâre either being groomed to run his company when you graduate or heâs not paying for you to go to school at all?âÂ
âNo, it isnât,â you admit, âbut it could be worse, he could have stuck you with a glorified babysitter on top of it,âÂ
He cracks a smile, âI donât know, maybe I have a thing for babysitters,â and you roll your eyes, cracking a smile.Â
âGet back to work.âÂ
âFuck,â Satoru muttered, watching the rain come down as he waited outside the university awning of the building he had just finished his class in. You had left him to go to class by himself â you trusted him enough not to get murdered while in class and on the walk back (high praise) â and said youâd likely just meet him back at the apartment. But now, he didnât know how heâd get home without getting soaked.Â
He checks his phone for any rideshares nearby, but there were none. And he would rather go drown in the rain than call his fatherâs driver, and guarantee a lecture about being prepared for âany given situation.âÂ
Shit. Maybe he would just risk walking.Â
So he did. The rain soaked through his clothes all too quick, the wet fabric clinging to his skin, and the cold leeching the warmth from his body. And he couldnât help but think if you were with him, you would have remembered to bring an umbrella.Â
Weird, when did he ever really rely on anyone else?Â
Yes, his father had maids, cooks, and personal shoppers when he was growing up â but they werenât people he relied on â he did, but it was expected. It was their job. And yes, he was a job for you too â butâŚit was different.Â
Satoru didnât know when it happened but he had gotten used to your presence in his life. Whether it was at home or in class, you were always there. And it wasnât as annoying as he thought it would be. It wasâŚnice to have someone there to lean on. But, as he glanced up at the storm clouds, holding a hand above his eyes â rolling dark clouds with no signs of the rain letting up â this would be his reality once the threats were a distant memory.Â
âGojo!â He blinks, his eyes snapping forward, and he sees someone coming over the horizon.Â
It was you â umbrella in hand, as your footsteps echoed with the splashes of water from the rain that collected on the ground. And you found your way to him, holding the umbrella over his head. He stared at you as you grew closer, wondering if you were real. And he wasnât surprised you found him â
âHow did you know?â He asks when you stand, catching your breath, short pants, as your eyes flicker up to his.Â
âYou always forget your umbrella, so I figured you needed one,â you shrugged, âplus I finished my meeting early so I came to get you,â and he only stares at you, âwhat?âÂ
And he only shakes his head, as he takes the umbrella from your hand, fingers brushing, as he holds it up over the both of you, your shoulders brushing as you begin to walk home. And he found himself wishing for a split second that the threats would never stop.Â
âJust wondering if itâs in your job description to protect me from colds too,â and you snort, lips curling into the same smile he loved to see.Â
âWith you? It is.âÂ
âA party?âÂ
âYes, known as a gathering of people whereââÂ
âI donât need you to define the word,â you grit your teeth, as you watch him pull out shirts from his closet, holding them up, before shrugging, âdo you know the kind of danger you could put yourself in by going?âÂ
âI know, the party might go into a frenzy at the sight of me, think of all the students whoâd glare at you then,â he grins, as he finally settles on an outfit â charcoal gray shirt and a blue button down, âmight have to call another bodyguard to guard you instead, princess,âÂ
âArenât you the princess if youâre the one being guarded?â you bite back, and he only laughs, hands in his pockets, âGojo, you have serious threats that have been leviedââÂ
âAgainst my fatherââÂ
âAnd you, the heir to your fatherâs company,â you cut him off, crossing your arms, âare you seriously going to risk our lives because you want to get drunk and fuck around with a bunch of idiots?âÂ
The answer was yes, of course.Â
And now here you were, stuck babysitting this spoiled heir at a party. You hadnât really been to any parties â hadnât bothered to. You had gotten through college at a young age, perks of skipping a few grades, and you ended up in the family business regardless â so you didnât bother to party much. Not when you had things to accomplish â babysitting a drunk heir wasnât one of them.Â
It has started as you expected. Gojo had flitted away from your side the first moment he got, disappearing into the throng of horny and drunk college students. You wove your way through the crowd, careful not to trip over the students making out, dancing, or drinking on nearly any available surface. The smell of beer and cheap cologne wafted through this dorm. And you had almost given up on finding him when you spotted him stuck to the sides of three girls, all of them far too eager to hang off his every word.Â
You sighed, this was going to be a long night.Â
âYou one of Satoruâs girlfriends?â you glance to your side and see Suguru Geto in person. You had learned all about Satoru Gojo and the people he hung around. Like those three girls â one of them had a long distance boyfriend, the other had a cheating situationship she was trying to make jealous, and the other just wanted to fuck him for the experience. Suguru Geto was one of the only friends of Gojo you had liked from what you had read about him â humble background, on scholarship at the college, but one of the best students here â and a philosophy student of all things, the very subject his best friend hated.Â
You want to say no, but unfortunately, you have no idea what the idiot has been saying to other people, âSomething like that,â you sip at your drink to make the bitter words slide down, âwhy? Are you?âÂ
A chuckle slips past his lips, as he takes a swig of his drink, âWell I already like you better than the others. You have a sense of humor and seemingly more than two brain cells,âÂ
âDonât give me too much credit,â you snorted, leaning against a wall, âI did end up here after all,â
âFair enough, howâd he convince you to come?â And you shake your head â good question. What choice did you really have? You could have let him go alone, but probably not a good lookÂ
âI donât even know honestly, feel like Iâve been dragged here to make sure he doesnât do something stupid,â you glance at him and the gaggle of girls, âthough maybe I already fucking failed at that,âÂ
Geto shrugs, as his gaze slips from Gojo to you, âI mean until he sticks his tongue down one of their throats, I think youâre doing pretty well,âÂ
You laugh, âGood to know,â and you both continue to chat, and unbeknowst to you, while your focus is torn away from Gojo, his attention is fully on you.Â
If looks could kill, Satoru imagined his crystal eyes were nothing more than daggers ready to strike, as he watches you and Suguru talk.Â
It was his fucking idea to come to this party, so why were you having more fun than he was?
He swirled his drink miserably â he had barely taken a sip of the beer poured for him â why would he when it tasted like piss? He didnât understand why people liked to drink â especially when they could eat mochi instead â but now, as he stares at you and Suguru, maybe he was starting to understand.Â
He canât hear what either of you are saying over the blaring music and the chatter of students surrounding him, but he can see the smile on your lips and the laugh that left them.Â
Why the fuck do you look so happy to talk to Suguru?Â
You seemed so bored when he was with youâand did you just fucking laugh again at something Suguru said?Â
The crinkle of plastic and the distinct feeling of a spill made his gaze snap to his hand â he just crushed his plastic drink cup. He sighed, as he simply placed it among the other abandoned drink cups on a nearby table, before wiping off his hand with a napkin.Â
Why did he even care? You were nothing but a nuisance anyway. All you did was follow him around, make him go to class on time, make sure he was safe, care about his well-beingâÂ
What the fuck was he thinking?Â
His eyes couldnât help but slide back to you as he tried to enjoy the girls' company, their slight touches and soft pouts and sweet words not going unnoticed by him. But that was how it always was. Once people found out he was rich, people wanted to be his friend, they wanted to date him, they wanted him â but not really him, they wanted his money.Â
First world problems, right?Â
But you â you hadnât been like that. You were irritatingly punctual, unfazed by his money, didnât care in the slightest about his father or who he was â you just wanted to do your job. And he was your job, for the time being.Â
And now he got to see you smile â your lips perfectly curled in a smile that both he wanted to see all the time and grated on his nerves â but you were smiling at someone else. And Suguru no less.Â
âCâmon Satoru, you gonna make eyes at your boyfriend all night?â Aiko said, nudging him teasingly, her words far too slurred.Â
âHelp us finish these shots,â Yumiko whines, as she offers him a shot, urging it into his hands.Â
Heâs grimacing, he hates alcohol â he hates how he feels during and after; he hates the disgusting, metallic taste; and if it couldnât get worse, heâs a lightweight. He stares at the shot.Â
âItâs just one shot,â Misaki grins, holding up her own, clinking hers to his, âyouâre already three shots behind everyone else,âÂ
And heâs about to open his mouth to refuse â make up an excuse of having to wake up early or stomach being unsettled â and thatâs when you catch his attention. You were laughing now, a noise far too pretty for his liking, as you shoved Suguruâs chest playfully.Â
Fuck it.Â
He downs the shot, the liquid searing down his throat, dragging down until it settles in a burning pool in his stomach. Finally he tears his gaze away as the girls offer him another shot â as you grin at Suguru â this was going to be a long night.Â
âHey,â Geto jerks his head, âyou might want to deal with that,âÂ
You whip your head around.Â
âOh what theââÂ
Gojo was hanging all over the girls he was with, barely able to stand on his two feet, as he swayed from side to side â his cheeks glowed with the telltale glow that told everyone he had been drinking (if that wasnât obvious by literally everything else).Â
Fuck.Â
You had kept an eye on him. You swore he had only taken two shots of alcohol, how was he this drunk already? You examine and sniff the two shot glasses he used â no peculiar smell or residue â you run through the gamut of tests you could do on hand and conclude two things: 1) Gojo wasn't drugged and 2) he was a lightweight.Â
But that didnât stop him from acting like he wasnât, as girls egged him on to take more shots, and from the way they were eyeing him, their intentions were anything but pure.Â
You sigh, walking over, slipping past a drunk couple making out, a person passed out and sleeping on the floor, and a cluster of cheering onlookers as a student chugged what you can only assume was a disgusting concoction of alcohol.Â
Until you finally reached his side.Â
âI think youâve had enough, isnât that right, Satoru?â And heâs blinking at you, before heâs grinning, slurring your name.
âYouâre no fun,â and heâs clinging all over you, his hands curled around your waist, âsuch a buzzkill, donât even like to have any fun with me,âÂ
âLooks like you had too much fun without me,â you murmur, your arm slinks around the middle of his back, âletâs get you back to your dorm,âÂ
âHey heâs fine, heâs having fun with us,â Aiko glared at you, a hiccup leaving her lips, âdonât go crashing our good time because heâs not interested in you,âÂ
âYeah why donât you go hang out with Geto or whatever? Weâll take good care of him. Câmon Toru, letâs go to my place in Shibuya, I have a huge house there,â Yumiko says, barely coherent, and you raise your eyebrows at the nickname, as she leans in to whisper, alcohol wafting off her breath, as she lifts up her middle finger, âfuck off,âÂ
Honestly the only reason you can understand the gist of what she meant was because of her middle finger. Their other friend is passed out on the couch.Â
âI donât think any of you can even care for yourselves,â you scoff, and Satoru is hanging all over you already, mumbling words you canât make out in your ear, âIâm taking him home, you should take your friend home,âÂ
âGeto, wanna help me out?â And Geto nods, trying to take Gojo other arm, but Gojo pushes him away, instead clinging to you, you stumble a moment before catching both of you, âGojoââÂ
âNo, wanna go home with just you,â heâs officially whining, and youâre having flashbacks to the summer you spent babysitting, but â you look at the drunk white porcupine clinging to you â somehow this idiot is worse than the kid.Â
You sigh, âGeto, make sure that girl gets home safe,â you gesture to the one passed out on the couch, âIâm going to deal with this one,âÂ
Geto stares at the two of you, the far too tall Satoru hunched over onto your body, âCan youââÂ
But youâre already walking away, able to drag Gojo away with relative ease (itâd be far easier if heâd pull his own weight, but at least he was quiet).Â
That was, until you got outside. And then the whining began again.Â
âHow can you treat me like this?â Gojoâs hands cling to your arm, his face buried in your shoulder, âyou shouldnât ignore the one youâre supposed to protect!â and heâs shaking his head like a petulant child, his bottom lip quivering.Â
âYouâre the one who left my side, not the other way around,â you grumble, as heâs finally beginning to walk by himself but heâs still stuck to your side like an overgrown cactus, âyouâre the one who wanted to go to this goddamn party,âÂ
âYeah but youâre the one who's supposed to protect me,â he pouts, as he stops right in front of his building, âI canât do your job for you,â and heâs finally standing in front of you, his cheeks and nose still flushed from the alcohol, his hand still clutching at yours, âdo you even know how to do your job?âÂ
You grit your teeth. Would punching the person youâre hired to protect be a breach of contract? You rub your temples, it may come to that.Â
âYouâre an idiot,â you jerk your hand away, shaking your head, âmy job is to protect you, not to stop you from doing stupid college boy shit,âÂ
Heâs crossing his arms, âI could have been in danger â what if that alcohol was poisoned? I feel really sick,â he grips, holding his stomach with pursed lips, and youâre thoroughly unimpressed.Â
âI looked at it, it wasnât poisoned,â you raise an eyebrow, before sighing, and shrugging your shoulder bag off your shoulders, rooting around in the pouch, âbut if you want, I have something in my bag that will turn your stomach inside out and weâll be sure to get the poison out,âÂ
âNooooo, no! Iâm fine,â heâs shaking his head, his voice grows soft, âI just need to get to bed,â he mutters, and you roll your eyes, but grab him by his wrist.Â
âCome on, weâre going inside,â and itâs a struggle to get to his apartment â more like a luxury penthouse â on the top floor, but somehow you get him inside and shepherd into his bedroom. And heâs shrugging off his button up before pulling off the shirt underneath.Â
Your gaze snaps away, cheeks burning, your eyes trying to erase the glimpse of his fucking unfairly chiseled physique â complete a surprisingly broad chest and shoulders â how the fuck was that hiding under his clothes? He looked like a stick normally with his clothes on.Â
âSee something you like?â heâs snickering, as you hear the click of his belt and the and sounds of rustling â assuredly stepping out of his jeans.Â
âNo, just not used to clients stripping for me,â you turn your back to him, as you hear the creak of the mattress and the crinkling of his comforter and sheets.Â
âAm I just a client to you?â his words were still mildly slurred, and you knew heâd be pouting if he had enough brain cells to do so, âyou can turn around, Iâm under the covers,â he adds with a grumble.Â
You turn and see him curled up under his blanket and you have to bite back your smile â now he most assuredly looked like one of the kids you used to babysit.Â
âWell what else am I supposed to see you as, Gojo?â you cross your arms, and heâs muttering under his breath, âwhat?âÂ
âThatâs just it. You donât even call me by my first name,â heâs brooding, face twisted in a scowl, âI donât have a lot of people I trust. Most people are just after my money or my looks,â he looks at you, âyouâre different. Kinda weird,âÂ
You quirk an eyebrow, âis that a good thing?âÂ
âWell I trust you,â he admits, and you note the tips of his ears barely visible outside the comforter are red â is it still the flush from the alcohol? âI donât really have many of those,âÂ
And youâre taken aback â you thought you were nothing but a nuisance to this party obsessed prince, but maybe there was more to him than you thought. You toyed the ring on your finger, maybe you had more in common than you thought.Â
âThank you, Iâm glad you do, because you can, trust me that is,â you say softly, âgood night, Satoru.âÂ
And he does sleep after that, as you spend the night keeping watch, half to ensure his safety and the other to make sure he slept on his side in case he threw up
(and he did, twice).Â
âI need to talk to you,â Suguru Geto barely looked up from his phone when he saw Satoru in front of him, his best friend looking more irritable than usual â his usually bored affect seemed to be on holiday, âSuguru?âÂ
âI heard you the first time, what is it?â and Satoru snatches the phone from Suguruâs hands, âwhat the fuckââÂ
âWhat were you doing last night?â and Suguru tilts his head, before rubbing his temple.
âGive me my fucking phoneââÂ
âWhat did you talk to her about?â And Suguru stares at him, his brow furrowed, smart mouth ready with a reply about a stint in a spa or a retreat was needed before his lips curl.Â
âOh. Her,â and heâs leaning back, a lazy shrug, âthis and that,âÂ
âCut the shit, Suguru, do you like her or not? Did you get her number?â And Satoru is trying to unlock Suguruâs phone, as Suguru watches with a tilt of his head and a wry grin on his lips, âhuh? what is it?âÂ
âSo you like her, that much is clear,â and heâs crossing his arms, âI assume you didnât tell her or you wouldnât have come in swinging and stealing?âÂ
Satoru stares at him, slack jawed and cheeks turning a deep pink that only carnations could rival, âNo! Sheâs just aâŚfriend of the family, and sheâs not supposed to be withââÂ
âShe told me she liked you,â his heart catches, mouth falling open, before Suguruâs lips curl, âwell, she said that she was one of the many, rather,âÂ
Satoruâs cheeks burn, âItâs not like that, she barely even fucking looks at me. Can you believe that? Me?â and he gestures up and down his body.Â
âI see your ego is still intact,â Suguru scoffs, shaking his head, before leaning back on his palms, âjust tell her how you feel, Satoru, whatâs the problem?âÂ
âThe problem is I have no idea how she feels and itâs all your fault!â And Suguru raises an eyebrow, âyou charmed her and Iâm sure youâre the only one sheâs thinking about now,â he covers his face, âand after what I said to her last nightâŚâ he couldnât believe he admitted that you were the one of the only ones he trusted. And he called you weird.Â
He honestly didnât know what was worse.Â
âWhat did you even say?âÂ
âSay to who?â and Satoru turns, finding you standing behind him, arms crossed.Â
And Satoru cuts Suguru off before he can say a thing, âNot important. What are you doing hereââ you grab him by the wrist, a wave of heat makes his nearly burn red as you begin to drag him away, âwhat are youââÂ
âBye Geto,â you say, waving at the raven haired student, before taking Getoâs phone and tossing it back to him, âIâm taking the idiotââÂ
âHUH?âÂ
âGood luck. He might need to be fed â heâs in a mood,â and he waves back, same smile on his lips.Â
âWhat did you two do, adopt me?â Satoru grumbles as you pull him away, âwhere the hell are you dragging me? How did you even find me?âÂ
âThe post hangover suits you well, we have to get to class, and I placed a tracker on you,â and heâs jerking his hand away, staring at you, âI have to be able to find you, donât I?âÂ
âWhere?âÂ
You tilt your head, âWhy would I tell you? Donât worry about, Iâll remove it after weâre done here,âÂ
You werenât going to budge on this â and if he argued more, you would take it up with his father. And he would like to avoid that as much as possible. He sticks his hands in his pockets, , âIâm tired, canât you just go and take notes for me?âÂ
âI thought youâd be more concerned about the threats against your life, instead of sending your bodyguard off to your class for youâ you hiss, and heâs pouting again, unable to meet your gaze, âwhatâs your problem, Satoru?âÂ
And he pauses, the retort on lips dying as his brain looped in an infinite spiral of his name on your lips, âYou called me âSatoru,ââ
You tilt your head, âyou told me to last night,â and then you add with a wicked grin, âremember? When you said I was one of the only people you trusted,â you tease, but heâs too busy hearing his name repeat in his head again and again, âSatoruââÂ
âBetter be careful, sweetheart,â his lips curl into that annoyingly charming smile, âkeep calling me by my first name and I may fall for you,âÂ
You glare at him, before rolling your eyes, âI see youâre feeling better now,â you walk forward, glancing back at him, âyou coming?âÂ
And his wrist tingles still tingle from your touch, his lips quirk into a smile, âYeah.âÂ
âWhy did you become a bodyguard?â Satoru asks you, the movie you had haphazardly chosen still ongoing had all become background noise while you spoke, the illumination from the television screen being the only thing that kept your faces lit in the dark living room (he had insisted on shutting the lights off for an âauthentic movie watching experienceâ).Â
It had been a few weeks, with no signs of the threat posed ever being eliminated â still new threats were being made, and the Gojo family was still on edge.Â
But you were on edge for a whole other reason.Â
His fingers were still shoved in the bag of kettle corn he had been snacking on this entire time, but you could feel his gaze on you, instead of the movie.Â
âWhat do you mean?â your eyes slide to him, as your phoneâs ringer goes off with a spam email, and you silence it, keeping it on vibrate for emergencies, âand whatâs with the sudden question?âÂ
The two of you had settled into your routine â days spent in class, meals shared, grocery shopping, and nights spent either in or out â but again, always together. And, it wasnât bad â some of it was fun, to the point you almost forgot you were working.Â
But you were working. Even now, as your legs are thrown up on the couch, crossed underneath you, your knee brushing against his thigh.Â
He shrugs, âYou owe me a question, remember?â and he reminds you of your promise from weeks ago â you had wondered why he had never asked you anything that night, âYou never talk about yourself. You implied you have your degree, but not much else. From what Iâve seen of you, youâre intelligent â you could have done anything, why this?â and his lips curl into that mischievous, âunless you just had to guard me when you found out it was me,âÂ
You toss a throw pillow at him, but he catches it with ease, âIf only your body was as bulletproof as your body,â and he huffs out a laugh, as you sigh, âwhy are you interested anyway?âÂ
âBecause I am,â you scoff.Â
âNice reasoning,â he only grins, a thousand watt even in the dark.Â
âI thought so,â and heâs holding the pillow to his chest, âcâmon, can you not tell me even one thing about yourself?âÂ
He wasnât going to let this go was he? And you relent, chewing on your lip, âMy family has been in this business for years â my grandfather, my father, my uncles, and my cousins, and I wanted to be one too. To protect people â itâs a lot more work than it seems. Itâs quick thinking, critical reasoning, and analytical skills. Itâs all I ever wanted to do after watching my dad do it,â you say softly, âbut he didnât think I was capable of it. He thought I was too soft. Too weak. So I decided to prove him wrong,âÂ
âYou weak? Has your father met you?â and you huff a laugh, âIâm serious,â his cerulean pools meeting yours with not a ripple of hesitancy in them, âIâve seen you â I donât Iâve met anyone this determined, or stubborn,â he adds with a smirk.Â
âIâm stubborn?â you gape at him, âthis coming from the king of stubborn,âÂ
âOnly if youâll be my queen,â and you roll your eyes, but your cheeks burn, as your gaze turns back to the movie â why did your heart catch at his words? âbut trust me, Iâm very flexible in other aspects,âÂ
âOh my god, is every other sentence that leaves your mouth a pick-up line?â and he opens his mouth, âdonât say âonly for you,â or I will be the only threat you have to worry about,âÂ
âPromise?â you grab another pillow, but he catches your wrist before you can toss it. Your breath catches, and you canât meet his gaze â you canât, because you know if you doâ but then he whispers your name.Â
And you canât help it. You look at him. His eyes are so pretty. They were really the first things that struck you when you met him â that was before he opened his mouth. They looked like they contained multitudes, a far too beautiful ocean tucked behind sunglasses and an irritated scowl. But it wasnât a secret that Satoru Gojo was attractive â especially not when every other person glared at you for simply being in his presence. But physical attractiveness meant little if a person wasnât good â because superficiality could only take you so far.Â
And you knew what it was like to be only judged superficially â and by the way Satoruâs smile didnât quite reach his eyes when these people chatted him up, he was far too used to it.Â
And once he did speak, you had written him off as another rich kid â you had seen them a dime a dozen throughout your schooling and from the people your family was protected to hire. But there was something about him â something you couldnât quite shake, even though every part of you was telling to do so.Â
âWhat is it, Satoru?â And his fingers tug you a little closer, gently, his hand loose enough for you to slip away, but you donât. Why donât you?Â
âYou donât always have to have your guard up,â his voice is soft, far too soft for the far too loud heir, âitâs okay to open up,âÂ
You shake your head, but still unable to pull away, âItâs dangerous,â and he laughs, a sound that only warms the thin icy barrier between you both, melting it to nothing.Â
âIsnât danger the whole reason we met?â And now his thumb brushes up and down against your wrist, and you wonder if he can feel your pulse roaring just underneath.Â
You pull away again, shaking your head, as you cross your arms, trying to hold your resolve together, âI canât do my job if Iâm distracted,â and you couldnât, even now, you werenât evaluating any risks, you werenât trying to find the source of the threats â no, you were too busy trying not to inch closer to your client, trying not to look at his lips, trying not to give in to what you wanted.Â
âAnd Iâm a distraction?â he looks far too pleased, but a thought seems to sour his smirk, âI thought Suguru was more of one,â and his lips are caught in a slight pout.Â
âGeto was just keeping me company while you entertained those girls hanging on your every word,â you canât dull the point to your words, and it replaces his pout with a grin.Â
âSo you were jealous,âÂ
âYouâre the one who was jealous â you could have killed Suguru with your glare alone,âÂ
âBut you didnât deny it,â and it makes you stop â why didnât you deny it?Â
âI canât do this,â and youâre pulling away, before flicking off the tv and rising from the couch your phone in hand, turning towards the hallway, âitâs late we should go to bedââ but heâs catching your wrist again, âGojoââÂ
âSatoru,â he corrects, and you hated how gentle his fingers felt around your wrist, âhow are you supposed to protect me if youâre too busy running away from me?âÂ
âIâm great at multitasking,â and heâs drawing closer to you, his soft footfalls against the carpet, even as you step away from him, âmy job is to protect you, we canât get distractedââÂ
âI thought you were so good at multitasking,â he chuckles, his fingers find your wrist again, slipping to intertwine with your own, fingers interlaced, and your phone falls from your fingers and onto the couch, âwhat I said that night when I was drunk was true â I donât have a lot of people I trust. People donât understand. They put me on a pedestal or they donât want me, they want the concept of me â not the reality,âÂ
âIâm not licensed as a therapist you know,â and heâs sighing.Â
âDo you always have to deflect with humor? Because if we both do that, weâll never get through a conversation,â and he squeezes your hand, âwhich I guess I donât mind if that means youâll stay,âÂ
âSatoruââÂ
âWe donât have to do anything now â we donât have to do anything at all,â and you can feel his words warming your skin, âbut donât you feel something?âÂ
You hesitate, and you canât look at him, âNo, I donât,âÂ
âYouâre not a very good liar â donât they teach you that in bodyguard academy?âÂ
You snort, holding your head, âIs that where you imagined I got my training done?â
âWell, you donât exactly like to share, now do you?â heâs stepping forward again, and you canât bring yourself to run away anymore.Â
âI shouldnât,â and you hear the faint sound of his breath hitching, âbut I do,âÂ
You donât need to look at him to hear the smile on his lips, âso maybe itâs a distraction worth having,âÂ
âButââ and heâs gently turning you to face him, his fingers brushing a stray hair from your face, heat blooming with his touch, âSatoruâŚâÂ
âWhy do you keep saying my name when you know I like hearing it?â heâs teasing, but youâre not shying away from his touch, as his fingers cup your chin now, upwards, so you meet his gaze, âmaybe we should have had you pretend to be my girlfriend,âÂ
You chuckle, âOh I could see that going wrong in so many ways,â and heâs leaning even closer, as heâs left the line youâd drawn far behind, marred it with his touch, and is luring you over to stumble over the edge with him.Â
âIs this one of them?âÂ
âProbably,â and his lips brush against yours â he tastes sweet, the taste of kettle corn lingers, as his fingers cup your cheek now, and find purchase on his shoulder. Itâs brief, a soft press that leaves you far too breathless, as if his touch had taken the air from your lungs, only to leave heat behind, âdefinitely,âÂ
âIs that a good thing orââ and your lips find his this time, a gasp you swallow with a smirk, and he melts into your touch, eager fingers grasping at the front of his shirt. And he responds in kind, his fingers tracing a path, as they tuck a strand of hair behind your ear before his hand settles on the back of your neck.Â
His touch set every nerve ending on fire â a desperate wildfire that burned a trail across your mind and body â leaving only the crave of his touch behind, that left you wanting more, needing more.
âWas that good?â you murmur, as you take in your handiwork, his pink lips were bitten red by your kisses, his marble skin a lovely flush, and his gaze far too needy. God, itâs far too easy to get lost in him â pull your anchor from the shore and get lost in his gaze and touch, âgod I shouldnât ask that, we shouldnât be doing thisââ but your body refuses to pull away, and you donât think by the grasp he has on you, that youâd be able to anyway.Â
But he only gives you the same answer to each of your statements â he kisses you again, slower and more languid this time, as the two of you walk towards the bedroom, your hands reaching for each other and the walls, as you both stumble into his bedroom.Â
âWe donâtââ he says, between kisses, âI didnâtââÂ
âI didnât either, butââ you canât stop touching him, you donât want to, despite the logical part of you screaming at you to leave his room, itâs overridden by just how much you want him. Heâs frustrating, heâs an idiot, heâs sweet, heâs cute, and heâs a little pathetic â but you liked that in a man. Every sense of logic is screaming at you to stop â but it all turns to white noise âbut I donât want to stop.âÂ
Heâs grinning as he pulls you into another kiss, his arms wrapping around his waist, pressing you against him, âThat addicted already?â lips parting as he kisses down your neck, pulse jumping under his touch.Â
âYouâre just lucky Geto didnât get to me first,â and he furrows his brow, before his teeth graze against the juncture of your neck and shoulder, drawing a gasp from your lips, âSatoru, what was that forââ Â
âSo everyone knows youâre mine? Including Suguru,â heâs sucking lightly at the mark, soothing his tongue, âand Iâll make sure he knows,âÂ
âOh, I trust youâll be subtle,â and heâs guiding you towards his bed, both of you falling onto it, his knee pressing your legs apart, as he hovers over you, his ocean gaze dark as a storm ridden sea.Â
âOh you know me, princess,â and his knee presses against your clothed cunt, rubbing against it teasingly, âsubtlety is my specialty,âÂ
âSubtle as a truck,â you murmur, and heâs laughing as he kisses you again, making your lips curl, as his hands slide up your sides, squeezing your hips, âSatoru, please,âÂ
âWhatâs the fun if I donât get to tease you?â heâs kissing needy kisses to your neck, as his knee doesnât relent, grinding lightly against your increasingly wet core, slick leeching through the thin material of your shorts, âgotta make sure you want it right?â
âYou treat all the people you bring home this well?â and heâs pausing, lips against your neck, âI didnât mean anythingââÂ
âYouâre the first,â you stare up at him, and heâs hesitant for once when usually heâs always barreling forward, âIâve never brought anyone here,â and he licks his lips, a deeper flush settling over his porcelain skin, âIâve never actuallyââÂ
And you blink, âReally?âÂ
He huffs, âIs it that surprisingââÂ
âI mean a little, from the way everyone acts around you, and the way you actââÂ
âWell, âactâ is the key word, now isnât it?â heâs licking his lips as he looks down at you, âitâs easy to act when you know what they expect from you â a role to play,âÂ
âWell, the roleâs been filled, so how about you just be yourself for me?â you murmur softly, a featherlight touch as you trace the curve of his jaw, and his lips find his smile under your delicate touch, âso I can ask, is this your first time like you asked me?âÂ
And heâs leaning up to kiss you, your hand resting against his chest, his heartbeat galloping under your touch, âAnd if I said yes?âÂ
You smile, before flipping him onto his back, his gaze wide as he stares up at you, âThen we better make it memorable.âÂ
âPlease, I want toââ his soft pants left his perfect lips, chest heaving as your fingers curled around his erection, far too hard from just what you had done. Youâd stripped yourself and him bare â your inhibitions left far behind â as your lips kissed the tip of his aching cock.
âLemme make you feel good, Satoru,â you murmur, looking up at him with fluttering eyes, your fingers smearing his pre cum along his length, and heâs pressing his head into the pillow, âsâbig, canât wait to feel you inside me,â you murmur, and you slowly pump him, drawing moan after moan from his lips.Â
âWonât last longâcanâtââ heâs biting his lip, his hips thrusting into your touch, before your lips suck at his tip again, and heâs gone, cumming hard all over your face and fingers. God, it never felt that good when he touched himself. Your fingers even brushing against him made him want to cum almost instantly, your soft touch and lips were enough to send him over the edge over and over again. Â
Heâs panting, eyes fluttering open to see you licking your lips clean with your tongue, as you meet his gaze with a grin, slowly sucking on each one of your fingers until youâve cleaned yourself of his cum.Â
âPrincess, fuck,â heâs lying back on the pillow, as your lips slowly kiss back up his body, your tongue dragging between the fluttering muscles of his stomach and chest.Â
âAlready hard again?â You murmur, a smirk on your lips, âso sensitive for me,âÂ
Heâs keening at your words, a whimper leaving his lips. His eyes are blown out in pleasure as he meets your gaze, and you kiss him again, sloppy and messy, as his tongue brushes against yours, your clothed pussy grinding against his erection.Â
âPlease,â he canât help the words leaving his lips, âI need you,âÂ
âIs this the first time youâve begged for something?â You tease him, smirk on your lips as your thumb teases one of his nipples, pulling a gasp from his lips, âsuch a good boy,âÂ
He hissed at your praise, âfuckââÂ
And youâre grinding against him, heâs already embarrassingly hard, blood rushing back to his cock as if it never left, as it drags against the all too wet fabric of your panties. And every small moan that leaves your lips leaving him needing more, his pre cum mixing with your cum that seeps through your panties, and is the second time he comes with you gonna be just grinding against each other on this bed? But he canât help it if you keep nibbling at his neck like that, your pretty little pants in his ear, the head of his dick catching on your clit â so fucking good.Â
âToru, c-close, ngh, gânna cumââ and heâs nodding, forcing his eyes open to watch you cum, your chest shaking, as you hover above him, your eyes squeezed shut and lips parted as you said his name.Â
âSâgood,â heâs grunting, âCum fâme,â and you both do, the slick and stickiness between your bodies almost unbearable, as you both pant, as you rest your head against his shoulder.Â
The silence sinks in for a moment, as you kiss his cheek, âwe can stop here if you want,â your voice is soft, nose brushing against his neck, âdonât want to make youââ
And heâs flipping you onto your back, his fingers finding the waistband of your shorts, your breath hitching as he drags the material down your legs, and tosses it behind him, âI want this, I want you, and I wonât stop saying it until you believe it,â he leans down, breath warming your breasts through your shirt, before his lips suck at your clothed nipples, making you shiver, âyou like that, huh?âÂ
âShut up,â your cheeks burn, but heâs only tugging your shirt over your head and off, his gaze hot as he drags his eyes down your exposed body, and it makes you squirm, âSatoru â pleaseââÂ
âNow whoâs the one doing the begging?â he leans down to suck on your nipple, while his fingers toy with the other between his thumb and forefinger, âI wanna learn what makes you feel good â wanna make you cum under my touch, wanna taste you,â he switches sides, his teeth grazing the skin of your breast, sucking a mark before soothing it with his tongue, âmine,âÂ
âSatoru, fuck, I wantââ and his fingers trace down your body, making you gasp, heâs kissing down your chest and then your stomach, tongue dipping into your bellybutton, âyou fuckingââÂ
âGotta make you feel good donât I?â he has a shit eating grin on his lips, as he settles between your thighs, and his fingers press against the growing wet patch on your panties, âthough it looks like youâre already feeling good,âÂ
You bite back a whimper, âAre you gonna make me feel good or are you gonna keep talkingââ you moan when his thumb bears down on your needy clit, rubbing it through the nearly translucent fabric of your underwear.Â
âWhat was that, sweetheart?â And heâs snapping the waistband of your panties against your skin, âcouldnât hear you,âÂ
âYou fuckerââ and heâs kissing your clothed cunt through the wet fabric, nose brushing against your clit, making you nearly shake, as he inhales before he moans.Â
âSo sweet, must taste even sweeter,â he murmurs before tugging your underwear down, before youâre kicking it off, making him chuckle, âso eager,â and you scowl up at him, ineffective from the way lips are parted, âyouâre so cute,âÂ
âIâm not cute,â you pout, and heâs laughing, a noise you could drown in, just as you do his eyes.Â
âYouâre very cute, and Iâll tell you as many times as it takes you to believe it,â and his lips press soft kisses to your thighs, âmy cute bodyguard, you gonna guard my heart as well as you do my body?âÂ
And before you can reply his breath is warming your soaked cunt, his fingers parting your folds apart, your clit was puffy, your sex slick with your mixed juices, âso pretty, this all just for me?â And you hiss as he holds your outer lips apart, âso this is what your pussy looks like, huh?â And your thighs are twitching, trying to shut, but his palms hold you apart, his heated gaze meeting your shy ones, âyouâre perfect, donât hide from me, youâve done enough of that,â and he kisses your clit, making you moan, âand I wonât have that anymore,âÂ
âSatoruââ and his tongue drags over the length of your dripping pussy experimentally, tip of his tongue flicking against your clit, fuck, how can he this good at this? Your toes are already curling as he groans, his fingers sliding under your thighs, and tugging you impossibly closer to his face. Your fingers weave into his white locks, âânghâÂ
âBe a good girl and take it,â he grunts against you, slurping your juices, the sounds of his tongue buried in your cunt, fucking you open, dragging across your walls, âtaste sâfucking good, howâd I hold out this long without tasting you?â And your eyes flutter open at his groans, seeing him grind down on the sheets, so fucking horny from eating you out, âgânna just cum from your taste alone, Princess,â youâre so incredibly soft, so soft, despite your walls being so tough, and it makes only eat you eat you from the inside out.Â
Youâre so close, and all you hear is the sounds of his greedy tongue swallowing you whole, and the sound of your heartbeat and short gasps. Your walls flutter around his tongue, your thighs twitching under his touch, hips jolting forward to meet his touch, his tongue so fucking deep that you canât see straight, âToru, please, Iâm so closeââÂ
And you feel him groan into your pussy, redoubling his efforts before his fingers find your clit and rub at it while he sucks at your cunt. You cum hard, fingernails digging into his scalp, as your back arches as he eagerly eats you out through your orgasm. The wet squelch of your cunt and his tongue slurping against you, drinking every drop you offer him.Â
And then finally heâs pulling away with a pop, his chin and mouth dripping with your release and his spit, pink tongue darting out to clean up your cum from his face, wiping off the rest as he looked up at you from white lashed half lidded eyes.Â
And you canât even speak, still coming down from your high, as he kisses up your body again, your thighs still shaking from your orgasm, your fingers reaching for his cheek, tracing his jaw, before cupping his cheek.Â
âHow the fuck do you know how to do that well?â And he flashes a pretty smile, as he drags his thumb down your lips.Â
âI said I was a virgin, I didnât say I didnât know how to do some things â and as you know, Iâm an excellent student,â and you huff, raising an eyebrow, âand Iâm naturally good at everything,âÂ
âAnd always so humble,â he laughs, before he kisses you again, letting you taste yourself on his sweet lips, and youâre rolling him over onto his back, his erection slick with precum, pressing against your sensitive cunt, âlet me make you feel good now,â you murmur, his cock twitching against you, âwanna ride you, Toru, need you in me,âÂ
And heâs hissing, as he moves to sit against the headboard, âYou keep talking like that princess, Iâm gânna cum before you evenââ and your fingers are reaching between your bodies, and youâre stroking him, smearing his precum over the length of his shaft, making his hips jerk, âfuckââÂ
Youâre so fucking pretty â your teeth baring down on your bottom lip, as you straddle him, hovering still, his aching tip barely brushing against your dripping cunt, âare you sure?â you murmur, eyes meeting his own, and his lips quirk into a smile.Â
âNever been more sure of anything,â and you sink onto him, thick length parting your folds, and he groans, as you fit him in your pussy, inch by inch, until your hips are flush. And fuck, heâs never felt anything better â pleasure runs up and down his body, as his hands find their way to your hips.
Youâre tense at first, your back slightly arched, and when he shifts under you, a moan is ripped from your lips, as you begin to adjust to his size, âsâbig, Toru, gonna make it hard for me to last too, feels too good,â youâre mumbling, and heâs holding his hips taut, making sure not to move â or else, heâs sure heâd cum in one stroke, âgânna move ok?â and heâs nodding desperately, your walls already fluttering around him â slick and warm, better anything heâd ever felt.Â
You lift up to the tip, before beginning to rock steadily up and down, as he moans, your sweet cunt swallowing him eagerly, as you began to fuck yourself on his cock. Your chest bounces as you ride him, and he canât resist leaning forward to take a hardened bud in his mouth, your moan making his cock twitch inside you. And he knows why people become addicted to sex â hell, he knew was an addict for it now, but only with you.Â
âFuck, never felt anything this good before, sweetheart, feel sâperfect for me,â heâs grunting, the coil in his stomach growing tighter, as your pace grows more and more sloppy. He wasnât going to last long, and neither were you from the way you were groaning his name again and again. The wet squelch and smacks of your bodies meeting again and again, only making it harder to hold back, and when he looks to see a white ring of your precum pooling around the base of his dick, heâs nearly gone, âfuck, baby, need you to cum with me,âÂ
âItâs okay, pretty boy, cum for me,â he keens at the praise, but heâs stubborn, as you established, and he wonât cum until you do too â and so he ensures it, reaching between your bodies to rub meanly at your clit before meeting your thrusts with his own.Â
And his tip brushes against that spot that has your vision blurring and toes curling, âToru, ngh, Iâmââ and youâre cumming hard around him, making him spill his warm and thick seed inside your cunt, and heâs groaning you name as he does, your body slowing as you both come down from your highs, your head resting on his shoulder, as your bodies grow limp, resting, his back pressed to the headboard of his bed.Â
His fingers trace the curve of your back gently, as he turns his head to press soft kisses to your neck, âAm I still just a distraction?â his lips curled into a smile, and you chuckle, burying your face in his shoulder.Â
âDefinitely,â but you lean back to cup his cheek, and look at his pretty face again, âbut one worth having.âÂ
You donât wake from your alarm the next morning.Â
Instead, you wake to banging on the door. You both jolt awake, and heâs pulling you into his arms, even as you move to get up, he wonât let go, strong arms around your waist. Youâre easing his arms off, trying to be gentle, âToru, let go, and wait here, your father had a panic room installed in your closet, you hear anything, go insideââÂ
âNo, Iâm coming with you,â and you shake your head.Â
âIâm hired to protect you, not the other way around,â you leave his embrace, and face him, his crystal eyes blurred over with worry, âI can handle this,â you reassure him, your fingers intertwining with his, as you press a kiss to his knuckles, âI promise,âÂ
âButââ and you kiss him gently, silencing his protests, before you slip away into the hallway.Â
You enter the living room, shutting the bedroom door without a sound, stalking through the hall, as you grab a knife and pepper spray from the chest of drawers that was pressed to the wall of the hallway â you had several self defense tools hidden all over the apartment. Your heartbeat thunders in your ear, mouth dry, as you approach the door from the side.Â
âWho is it?â
âItâs Mr. Gojo, open this door,â and you sigh, relaxing, as you check and unlock the door for him.Â
Shinsaku Gojo was only a man you were able to meet once before your work for him began. And it was a privilege even to see him then. His schedule was always packed â multiple meetings, multiple clients, and multiple women, all vying for his attention. Even as you spoke with him the first time, his eyes were on his phone the entire time, except when he had warned you, not to let anything distract you from protecting his son.Â
And you had done just that â and even worse, his son had done the distracting, âMrââÂ
âWhereâs my son? He hasnât answered his phone all morning, and neither have youâdidnât you hear from your agency?â his voice is raising, as he dials your number again, and your phone vibrates on the couch. He scoffs, disconnecting the call, as his hard gaze turned back to you, âwhat if there was a threat? You left your phoneââÂ
âDad,â Satoru emerges from the room, his hands in the pockets of his sweatpants, âitâs not her fault, she forgot it last night when we were watching a movie,âÂ
âWatching a movie?â he sneers, his cerulean gaze the same as son, but without any of the warmth Satoru had â an icy tundra compared to a warm pool, âshe should be watching you, thatâs her jobââÂ
âShe was watching me â something you never bothered to do,â and his fatherâs eyes narrow, âsheâs shown more concern for me than you ever had â and she only met me a few weeks ago. Whatâs your excuse for being a pathetic piece ofââÂ
âSatoru,â your fingers brush his shoulder, shaking your head, âsir, I take responsibility for this lapse of judgment. Donât blame your son,â
Satoru lowers his voice, âitâs not your faultââÂ
âIt is. I disregarded by duty to protect you,â your cheeks burn with shame â âwhat if i had missed an alert you were in danger? What if I failed to protect you because I wasnât focused? What ifââÂ
âNothing happened,â he says softly, and the twitch of his fingers tells you heâs gonna reach for you, but you step forward, shaking your head.Â
âNothing did,â and you turn to his father, âIâll protect Satoru until you can find a suitable replacement for me. But I compromised my mission to protect him. I would like to resign as soon as possible,âÂ
âNo! IââÂ
âAgreed,â his father says, âIâll have your replacement here in an hour, make sure youâre packed up by then,â and his father leaves without another word.Â
You brush past him to gather your things, but heâs caught you by the wrist, âWhy did you doââÂ
âGojo,â and you canât bear to see the hurt in his eyes, âI canât let my feelings get in the way of keeping you safeââÂ
âI donât careââ you cut him off.Â
âI do, I couldnât stand if something happened to you because of me. What it was an emergency last night and you got hurt because of my own carelessnessââÂ
âIt wasnât careless what happened last nightââÂ
âIt was,â you say, walking to your room, âand it wonât happen again.âÂ
You left. You had expected a fight, an argument, a dramatic show of tears â but nothing. Satoru hadnât even opened his door to watch you leave. The other bodyguard arrived quickly, and you left the penthouse and didnât look back.Â
It was for the best.Â
You had a duty, a role to play, and more than that, you couldnât let him get hurt because of your inability to compartmentalize. Even so, Satoruâs father was kind enough not to have told your father what happened â or you supposed it was pity in exchange for your quick and easy resignation.Â
Fuck. Why were you still thinking about this? You rolled over in bed, burying your head under your comforter. A week out, and you still couldnât stop worrying about Satoru, about his safety, about the hurt on his face, about that nightâŚÂ
You had fucked everything up, and fucked Satoru up in the aftermath.Â
You poke your head out, and stare at your phone on your bedside table â 7:45 PM, no new messages â you had written out six different messages to him again and again, before deleting them. You wondered how many more youâd write before you finally would rid your mind of him.Â
Would you ever rid your mind of him?Â
And thatâs when your phone rings. But itâs not flashing Satoruâs number â itâs his father. You scramble for the phone â why was he calling? And you can only think of one reason. You canât say a single word when you pick up â his father already hissing his first question. Â
âWhere is he?â your words are lodged in your throat, stuck on your heart that had leapt from your chest.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âWhereâs Satoru? He came to you didnât he?â he growls, and you hear a slam, assumedly his fist against his desk, âhe shook off his new bodyguard, and his phone is off,âÂ
âHe hasnât â I havenât talked to him since I leftââ your mind is running a mile a minute, racking your brain, placing the call on speakerphone, as you text Satoru, where are you? âWhere did the bodyguard see him last?âÂ
âHe had him at the dorms, he said he was going to see a friend, and then gave him the slip,â his father groans, âyou hear anything from him, otherwiseââÂ
âIâll let you know,â you cut him off at the threats â you had more important things to do. You checked your messages, but your messages hadnât gone through, and you tried calling him â but it went straight to voicemail. Satoru was upset â he couldâve blocked you or turned off his phone to piss off his father, but you didnât see him doing that. He was an idiot, but he knew his father would lose his shit.Â
And then you remembered. The tracker you placed on Satoru â you never took it off. You had sewed it into the insole of his daily shoes (the man had far too many clothes and shoes, but he rarely found the energy to not wear anything besides the shoes he always wore).Â
You turned it on, biting your lip as you watched the tracker loaded, and his location popped up â and it wasnât at his apartment.Â
It was in Shibuya â you typed in the address and he was at a house.Â
You furrow your brow, who did he know who lived in Shibuya? And then it clicked.Â
Fuck.Â
Those girls.Â
Satoru groaned, fuck, why is his head hurting so badly?Â
It wasnât exactly unusual the last few days. He hadnât been sleeping much since you left, he spent most of his nights watching TV and rotting in his bed. But everything reminded him of you â his bed, his couch, and even the shows he watched (he had continued one of the shows you both had started one late night).Â
His apartment was a disaster â a mess of empty soda cans, empty wrappers of candy and old takeout containers. But he couldnât be bothered with it â to clean it up or call someone to clean it up. His bodyguard had taken up residence in your room â or rather the guest room â and hardly emerged, keeping an eye on him through cameras his father had installed around the doors and hallway.Â
Not that he really needed to, Satoru rarely left his apartment, even had skipped classes for a week â sending an email that he had a very contagious illness and that heâd be happy to attend class if necessary. They sent him materials to work on classwork from home, piled untouched on his kitchen counter, with a possible smudge from the hot fudge he had last night.Â
He had made progress â instead of staying in bed, he moved onto the couch for his afternoon nap, and he had just fallen asleep when there was a banging on his door. He groaned into the couch pillow he had just gotten comfortable on, before pulling it onto his head, trying to block out the sounds of the knocking.Â
âSatoru! Open up,â he hears Suguruâs voice through the door, âopen the fucking door, I know youâre not sick,âÂ
He pulls himself up, groaning, as he wipes the small amount of drool from his lips, as he meanders to the door, throwing it open.Â
âYou look like shit,â Suguru says, brushing past him to enter.Â
âNo âhello, you look like shit?ââ He mumbles, still rubbing his eyes, âwhat are you doing here?âÂ
âI should be asking you that,â he stands, hands in his pockets, as he takes in the mess with a wrinkled nose, âalthough I see youâve decided to redecorate,â
âHilarious,â Satoru replies, lying back on the couch, âdid you come here just to hassle me?âÂ
âIâd be lying if I didnât say that wasnât part of it, but the other was to see if youâre ready to pick yourself back up after your breakupââÂ
âIt wasnât a breakup,â Satoru snaps.Â
âIf it wasnât, then why does it look like you havenât showered in several days since she left?â Suguru raises an eyebrow, and Satoru scowls.Â
âIâm sick,â he turns away to face the couch, âI donât have the energy to shower,âÂ
âBut you have the energy to eat about half a dozen mochi doughnuts?â Suguru holds up an empty doughnut box, and Satoru holds a couch pillow to his chest, âSatoru, come on, it isnât like you to wallow like this,âÂ
âIâm not wallowingââÂ
âYeah, yeah, youâre sick, right?â Suguru says sarcastically. Satoru doesnât need to look at his best friend to know heâs rolling his eyes, âwell you donât seem like youâre sneezing or coughing so go take a shower or something,â Satoru gives a weak fake cough, and he could feel Suguruâs glare, âfine, rot in bed, but you have to get up sometime, just text me when youâre ready to,âÂ
And Satoru hears Suguruâs footsteps recede to the door, swinging shut with a click behind him. He buries his face in the pillow. It wasnât a break up. How could it be when you didnât even have a relationship to begin with? You had made that clear enough when you left without another word to him. He didnât leave his room until he heard the door shut behind you, and he made his way out to watch you leave out the front door of the apartment. And you didnât even look back. But you werenât the type to.Â
He felt like he was always looking back â one way or another.Â
And even now, as he came to â he was trying to remember what he had done after Suguru left. Someone else had shown up â knocked at his door. Offered to get him out of the house â offered him free alcohol and a distraction.Â
And he had agreed â if only to forget about you for a moment. Drinking was the only thing that made him forget â if he only could somehow forget how terrible alcohol tasted.Â
His head spun, so was this a hangover? Itâs certainly worse than the one he had before â the last one felt like his brain was fuzzy and nausea clawed at his stomach â this time, it felt more akin to someone taking a blender to both of those organs. And his neck, he stretched it both ways. How had he fallen asleep?Â
And then he tried to lift up his hand to rub his eyes, and he couldn't, wrist straining against something â his brow furrowed, what was arm caught on â and his eyes fluttered open. It was dark â the only light came from another room, peeking through the crack at the bottom of, what he assumed was, a door. And then as his eyes adjusted to the dark, he looked at his arms.Â
Ropes. Twisted around both his arms, binding his wrists and forearms to the arms of a chair, and his vision blurs â what? His legs jerk instinctively, but ropes dig into the flesh of his ankles, and he glanced down only to find what he expected.Â
âYouâre awake,â the light flicks on, he lifts his head, blinking away the fog in his head and the burning tears slipping from his eyes, âdidnât realize the drug would knock you out for that long,â
He blinks again and again, light flooding his eyes, until he can see and sees a familiar face â âMisaki?â the light sends a piercing jolt through his head, âor is it Yumiko?âÂ
âWell thatâs flattering, you canât even remember my name?â she sighs, crossing her arms, âwell I unfortunately donât have the same luxury,â and then she adds with a quirk of her lips, âit is Yumiko,â and she steps forward, as his eyes squeeze shut, his head still banging, âsorry what I gave you to knock you out can cause some light sensitivity,âÂ
Itâs slowly sinking in, âI donât know what kind of weird kink you have, but Iâm not interested,â and she scoffs, pressing her knuckles to her chin, âwhere am I?âÂ
âDo you think Iâm really going to tell you that?â she raises an eyebrow, âI did send you threats after all, you donât think Iâd be that stupid to tell you where I am,âÂ
He needed to buy time, he needed to find a way to get out of here, and to do that, he needed time, âWhat? Are you obsessed with me or something? Do you want my body?â
âIâm going to stop your overinflated ego there,â she sighs, leaning against a table that was behind her, âI have a debt to pay and youâre the price,âÂ
âDebt?â he repeats, âis this where you explain your whole plan? And villain speech? Because I usually I could care less, but Iâm feeling a little generous with my time, as Iâm a little tied up at the moment, soââÂ
âDo you ever shut up?âÂ
âItâs known to happen on occasion,â she rubs her temples, and then something occurs to him, âhow did you get my address? You showed up and invited me,âÂ
She shakes his head, âYou think I couldnât find out your address after sending you threats?â and she sighs, âYou know this is why I tried to do this at the first party â get it over with so I wouldnât have to deal with this. But then you crushed your beer cup, your little girlfriend got in the way, and that idiot Misaki accidentally switched her shot glass with yours, so I couldnât get you dosed,â she grits her teeth, âand then the rest of the semester, your girlfriend was up your ass the entire time â but she wasnât your girlfriend was she? She was your bodyguard,â he says nothing, âyou donât need to confirm it for me, I already found her information, her name, her addressââÂ
âWhat do you want? Money? My father will pay anything to get me back. Tell me who you need to repay and heâll do it,â and her lips curl.Â
âSo serious now â and so cooperative, maybe I should have kidnapped her too while I was at it,â she shrugs, while she grabs her phone from the table â a burner â âmy father will be here to escort you to where you need to go. The yakuza will take it from there,â his blood runs cold, âDonât cause a fuss and i can promise your girlfriend will stay safe,âÂ
He grits his teeth â he was so stupid. This was exactly the kind of shit you were trying to protect him from. And it was the thing he landed himself in the moment you left. But he didnât care â because it was better this way, because you were safe this way.
âWow, youâre pretty cute when youâre all quiet,â and sheâs walking over, and heâs flinching as she drags a manicured nail down his cheek, before tilting it up, âitâs just that mouth thatâs a problem,â and her thumb brushes down his lips, âdonât bite, or we might have a problem,âÂ
And he doesnât, but then he smiles back, âyou might like it when I bite,â he smirks, âwhy donât you come here and find out?â And she raises her eyebrows, leaning closer, and he smashes his forehead into hers, âfuck off,âÂ
She stumbles back, losing her balance, and leaning against the table as she clutches at her forehead. Satoru watches her, trying to wriggle out of his constraints, rope chafing against his skin, red welts rising on his skin, but he only manages to get one hand free before sheâs starting to get her bearings, and then heâs trying to free himself, his chair tipping over. And now heâs lying helplessly as she stumbles forward over to him, clutching a knife she grabbed off the table.Â
âI have to hand you over to the yakuza, but they didnât say you had to be completely unharmed,â she presses the tip of the knife to his cheek, âmaybe weâll do something to that pretty face of yours,â he grits his teeth, squeezing his eyes shut.Â
CRACK.Â
He hears a body slump over, and the clatter of the knife against the cement floor, and his eyes open to find you kneeling beside him. Heâs blinking, murmuring your name, âWhat are youââÂ
âWell I never did remove that tracker did I?â Youâre cutting the ropes on his wrists and ankles with the knife, âand Iâm lucky you wear the same damn shoes everyday,âÂ
âWhy did you come for me?â he says, as you finally free him his restraints, your fingers gentle as they examine the welts and bruises left on his skin, âyou could have just told my father where I was or the police,âÂ
âI couldâve. I saw where you were and I figured it outââ and your voice wavers, âbut all I could think was that I wanted to find you. And I didnât wanna wait for anyone else. I didnât want something to happen just because someone else was too slow,â the lump in your throat grows only larger, as you sit, âI couldnât live with myself if something happened to you,âÂ
âWhy?â he asks softly, his fingers brush against your cheek, and he knows why â he does, but he needs to hear it.Â
âBecause I just wantâŚto be the one to protect you,â you admit, tears burning at your eyes, as your thumb traces over his rope burns and bruises, âI wish that I could have,âÂ
âYou did a pretty good job, considering I almost was about to get my face cut up,â and he gently wipes your tears away, âimagine what a tragedy that would be,âÂ
You give a watery chuckle, cupping his cheeks, âIâm sorry,â and he opens his mouth, âno i really am. I shouldnât have slept with you, only to cut and run after. I thoughtâŚI thought I was doing you a favor,âÂ
âHow?â And you sigh, blinking away your tears.Â
âI put your life in danger by doing that. I couldnât do that. I knew the only way youâd let me go isâŚif I lied to you and said I didnât care about you,â you bite your bottom lip, âand Iâm sorry because I only hurt you more in the end,âÂ
He kisses your lips gently, chastely, his breath warming your lips as he parts from them, âyou did,â and you scoff, pushing him playfully, âbut as long as you promise not to do it again, I think I can find it in my incredibly generous heart to forgive you,âÂ
You kiss him again, softly, your fingers sliding to the back his neck, into his undercut, âI promise,â and he grins, before leaning back to kiss you again, when a cough behind you catches your attention.Â
âMy father will be getting here shortly you idiots, while you gaze fucking stupidly into each otherâs eyes,â she sneers, and you raise an eyebrow.Â
âYou think Iâd come here without calling the police? They already have picked up your father â and they should be almost hereââ and the sounds of an ambulance and police sirens come into earshot.Â
âGood timing,â Satoru mutters, as Yumiko tries and fails to stumble to her feet, and you get up and pin her to the ground. Satoru raises an eyebrow, and watches, as you glance back at him, tilting your head in question, ânothing, itâs justâŚhot to see you in action,âÂ
You laugh, âDid she hit your head too?â And he shrugs, as he gets onto this feet with shaky legs, âSatoruââÂ
And he sits next to you, leaning on your shoulder, âjust let me rest here for a minute,â he mumbles.Â
For the first time since you left, Satoru felt like he could finally rest.Â
And Satoru did rest, he realized as he blinked awake to the ambient sounds of the hospital room, the distinct beep of the heartbeat monitor, the dim light of the moon filtering through the shades, and the distant sounds of people walking through the hall. He hears the sounds of sheets rustling, and his gaze snaps over to his left.Â
His gaze softens. You were fast asleep beside him, your arms tucked under your head, your breaths were soft, as they were the night you two had spent together. He sat himself up â fingers running through your hair gently. You had fallen asleep before him that night, face buried in the crook of his neck, and your legs entangled with his. And now you slept beside him on a chair, leaning on his bedside.Â
His fingers carded through your hair again, and you stirred, as he swore under his breath, your eyes fluttered open, âToru?â you mumbled, still half asleep, and he hummed.Â
âSorry, sweetheart, I didnât mean to wake you,â he sighed softly, âwhy are you sleeping here? You should have gone home,â you sit up, stretching, as you furrow your brow, eyes scanning him for any sign of an injury or distress.Â
âI wanted to make sure you were okay â you were unconscious, but no concussion thankfully. I tried to wake you up but you wouldnât wake,â you sigh, words tumbling out almost faster than you can think of them, âthey mostly kept you for observation, but are you feeling okay? Should I get the nurseââÂ
And heâs pulling you into a hug, arms wrapping around you, as he sighs, burying his face in your neck, âI just want to stay like this for a while,â he murmurs, âI got everything I need right here, got it?â He feels you nod, and he feels the hint of your tears on his skin, but says nothing, only his lips quirk, âyou did mean your promise?âÂ
âI did, I wonât leave like that again,â and heâs leaning back, head tilted, and you chuckle, âI mean I wonât leave you at all, howâs that?âÂ
âGood girl,â he murmurs, leaning closer, and his heart squeezes when he hears your breath hitch as he does. His eyes flicker to your lips and back, âcan I kissââÂ
But you kiss him first, softly, your fingers brushing his cheek, and god, why was it that a single touch from you melted him away to nothing? Whittled his world view to a pin where all he could feel, all he could see, was you.Â
And then you kiss his cheeks, his chin, his jaw, and then your teeth graze the soft part of his neck, drawing a pretty gasp from his lips, as you suck lightly on his skin.Â
Heâs whispering your name, breath sucked from his lungs as if your teeth had pierced through his throat instead of just his skin, âwhat was that for?âÂ
And you smile, âso everyone knows youâre mine.âÂ
âYouâre changing your major?â Suguru raises his eyebrow, as he lounges on Satoruâs couch, holding his head up with his elbow propped against the top of the couch, âyour father mustâve been thrilled about that,âÂ
âHe lost his shit, but that geezer can fuck off,â Satoru shrugs, âhe threatened to not pay my tuition, but once I threatened to go public with his dealings with the yakuza, he saw it my way,âÂ
Suguru tilts his head, âHis what?âÂ
You bring over tea from the kitchen, placing it on the table, âAfter what Satoru found out from Yumiko and her father, their debt to the yakuza would have been paid off by kidnapping one of Satoruâs fatherâs close relatives, but I was wondering why was the yakuza so eager to do so?âÂ
âApparently my old man had the brilliant idea of entertaining the yakuza on some deal he was making,â Satoru explains, leaning back on the couch, as you sit against his legs, âand when he backed out, the yakuza wanted to push it through anyway â and well, thus their blackmail of Yumikoâs father, once they found out his daughter went to school with me.âÂ
âYeah, turns out her father had gambling debts owed to the yakuza,â you sighed, âshe got caught in the crossfire â I almost feel bad,âÂ
âSpeak for yourself, she drugged me, tied me to a chair, and held a knife to my face,â Satoru scoffs, sipping his tea that he had you drown in sugar.Â
âWell you didnât complain when I did that last night,â you reply, making both Satoru and Suguru choke, and you laughed, squealing when Satoru lifts you into his lap to bury his face into your back.Â
âYou two are officially sickening to be around,â Suguru grimaces, still coughing from choking down his tea, âI think I liked it better when he was wasting away in his apartment,âÂ
âYou wasted away after I left?â You turn to look at Satoru, who shoots a glare at Suguru, âsorry Geto, thatâs not happening again,â and Satoru softens his gaze, pressing a kiss to your head.Â
âAlright, thatâs it, Iâm leaving,â Suguru gets to his feet, as he glances back at you two, âdonât rush to get up, Iâll see myself out,â he rolls his eyes.Â
âDonât worry we werenât going to,â Satoru pulls you closer, and Suguru narrows his eyes, before his lips curl into a grin.Â
âJust for that, Iâm sending your girlfriend a picture of the mess you looked like when she left,â Satoru gapes at him, while you bite back a laugh.Â
âSuguru!â Satoru calls, but the doorâs shut, and youâre starting to giggle. Heâs pouting now, âso my girlfriend thinks it's funny to see me in the pathetic state she left me in?âÂ
âOh your girlfriend finds it very funny, and she might even make it her boyfriendâs contact picture,â you smirk, and heâs biting back a smile, âWhat?âÂ
âThis is just the first time we called each other that,â he mumbles, a slight dusting of pink on his cheeks, âitâs nice,â he admits.Â
âWell, I am yours, arenât I?â you smile, and he presses a kiss to your lips, as he would again and again.Â
âMy one and only.âÂ
⧠a/n: so this fic was so freaking long. i'm sorry it took so long to post this - i got a little sidetracked by prof geto haha. but i'm hoping to start on the next one soon :). i think i'll put a poll up on which one i should write next! edit: forgot to tag the people who requested this, its now added in T_T
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I WANNA BE YOURS âĄ
pairing: logan howlett x puppy-hybrid!fem!reader
summary: logan finds you, a special kind of mutant, out on a mission. when he takes in this puppy girl, you quickly forms a bond to him. he tries to tell himself he doesn't like his new shadow or want the attention, but it gets harder to deny as the two of you grow closer.
cw: nsfw (18+), smut, p in v, oral sex (f receiving), hybrids, breeding kink, praise kink, dumbification, fluff, canon-typical violence, blood, nightmares
a/n: thank you so much to @gor3-hound and @nexysworld for beta reading <33
Adamantium strains against the skin between Logan's knuckles as his fists collide with his opponents' bodies. His claws beg to come out, to slice through his own skin and into the men he's striking. Despite causing himself pain, it would make this little struggle easier.
Regardless, he reigns in the urge and continues to fight without them. He didn't need them yet. Having a skeleton of impenetrable metal served as the only weapon he needed for right now. These guys taking him on weren't anything special, simple lackeys hired to protect a facility they didn't even understand the operation of.
His unpierced knuckles land a few strikes to one's abdomen, and he pops the other's face with his elbow. He whips his forearm around and slams the first to the ground in a finishing blow. The other man comes crashing down close behind after he connects his fist with the center of his face.
He looks at both of them crumpled up and unconscious on the ground, shaking off the adrenaline from the scuffle with a few rolls of his shoulders. He swipes the set of keys that hang off the belt of one who went down first and reconvenes with the rest of the team at the point of entrance to the next part of this warehouse.
"Did you find a way to open the doors?" Storm asks him. The white-haired woman struts beside him to the large cement doors at the end of the hallway.
Logan holds up the set of metallic keys, giving them a little jingle as his answer.
"Wow, and without shedding any blood. Impressive," Cyclops mocks from behind. Him and Jean walk a couple paces to the back of him, their eyes scanning for any potential hindrances to the mission.
"Night's not over yet, bub."
The four of them reach the door, and fortunately, it only takes a few tests to determine which key is meant for this lock. Before either Logan or Storm can push the barrier open, the door swings back under the force of Jean's telepathy.
They head inside but brace themselves for what they might see. This mission came about after the professor discovered that this building was being used as some kind of location to traffic mutants. The team had dealt with cases like this before, and they were never pretty. Often, the victims were young and struggling, picked up off the street or gathered from false mutant shelters to be sold into a life of experimentation or fetishization.
Upon first glance, this section of the building holds nothing new. The room isn't large in comparison to the others before it and looks more like a connector between the last hallway and another one. It's dark, not much light to get a good look at anything that could be hiding away.
Storm is eager to keep moving along and guides them towards the entrance to the next hallway. His other two teammates overtake him as well and follow behind her.
"I'm gonna sniff around here for a minute. I'll be right behind you," Logan says and waves them forward.
The two women spare him a skeptic glance, but Scott couldn't be more eager to part from him. They head off in the other direction, leaving Logan alone in the quiet between these four walls.
He just wanted to be sure there was nothing here, whether it be something he could help or something meaning to do them harm. Though he kind of hoped it was the latter. He never felt very good at the 'saving' part of being on this team. Let him go in a room full of threats, and he was guaranteed to be successful. He'd take every last one down in record time and not even have to think twice about it. But give him one person to comfort and tell that everything is gonna be ok, and that would have him breaking a sweat. It's not that he couldn't do it; he simply had to work at it. He didn't have to work at being a weapon.
Treading over the pavement cautiously, Logan's eyes sweep over the few vacant shelves and lonely crates. The room truly seemed unoccupied. He could probably only justify a few more feet before having to go join the rest of the team. But then he sees it.
A cage towards the back of the room, a tarp over the top. It sat near a smaller door he hadn't noticed before. He wasn't too concerned with going in just yet. First he wanted to see if anything was confined behind those thin black bars.
It was larger than a simple pet kennel but too small to give the impression that held anything monstrous. He walks closer to it. No sound came from it nor could he see any movement, but his curiosity had been triggered. He had to know why this thing had been secluded.
Once he's close enough, he crouches down and pushes away the rough white material draped over it. His fingers undo the latch and open the door so he could get a better look inside.
He peers in and is met with a pair of eyes staring back at him out of the darkness. His first instinct is to back up and get into a defensive position, but whatever's inside doesn't give him the chance.
You lunge at him and knock him flat onto his back.
He hits the cement with a grunt, and his claws cry out to him again. He could easily unsheathe them and tear whatever you were to shreds. But before he does this, he realizes that this isn't an attack. He's not in any kind of pain. In fact, nothing is really happening to him. All you were doing was... sniffing him?
He could hear your rapid inhales and exhales as your nose trailed along the collar of his white tank top. Straining his neck back as much as he can, he finally gets a good look at you. You were human - smaller than most with wide, curious eyes - but you also had floppy ears erupting from your scalp and a long tail coming from your backside that was whipping back and forth.
Even with all the different kinds of mutants he'd seen, he couldn't help thinking this was bizarre at first glance. He knew it was possible for mutations to express physically even though most were internal. For god's sake he had literal claws and knew multiple people who were straight up blue. But he'd never seen anything like this.
You looked like just a mix of canine and human. In honesty, you were pretty cute. You didn't look like the type of thing someone would shout 'freak' at from across the street. Hybrid was probably a more accurate descriptor than mutant. Either way, he didn't want you on top of him.
"Quit it," he growls before grabbing your waist and pushing you off. Based on the fact that you weren't attacking, he assumes you're a victim rather than a perpetrator. He rises to his feet to stand above you, ready to fight just in case. "What the hell are you supposed to be?"
You sit there, tail still wagging despite his rough temperament. Your eyes have that gleam that likens your appearance to a puppy even more than your ears or tail do. He realizes you might not be able to talk or something, but he doesn't get too far with that thought before you speak.
"A mutant. Like you."
His eyes narrow.
"Yeah? How do you know I'm a mutant?" he asks. He hadn't shown you his claws and you hadn't seen his skin magically stitch itself back together. Maybe you were on the other side of this mission.
"I can smell it," you answer.
That makes his eyebrow slowly raise. "Smell it?" he says.
You nod. "Mutants smell different than humans," you say.
You rise to your feet and stand next to him. Leaning in again, you smell his arm. Your head moves down his bicep and to his elbow and forearm. He pulls his limb away with a scowl, but you'd already had a chance to register the scent that'd caught your attention.
"You smell metallic too," you say.
So your canine traits weren't just physical. Logan knew you weren't lying, having an enhanced olfaction himself. He'd just never met someone else who also had that ability.
"Your mutation is basically just being an overgrown dog then?" he asks with a bemused expression, "You like playing fetch? Want me to call you a good girl?"
You can't help the automatic twitch in your tail when you hear that phrase, but your expression darkens as if a storm cloud had formed inches above those folded ears.Â
"I'm not a dog. If I'm a dog, are you like a robot since you have metal in you?" you huff and cross your arms.
A sharp puff of air comes from his nostrils at your attempted retort. "Robot isn't exactly what they call me."
You grumble and roll your eyes. Your tail had gone still behind you and hung between your legs.
He continues to stare down at you, trying to decide what to do next. Even though you were a mutant, you didn't seem to be a fighter or have any skills that would be useful in combat. He wasn't just going to leave you here, but he didn't know how big a risk it would be to let you tag along.
"What are you doing here? Did someone lock you in that cage, or is that just where you spend your free time?" he asks.
"Someone took me and locked me in there," you say, your pout deepening.
"For how long?"
You shrug. Logan has the urge to roll his eyes just as you did, but he can tell your lack of knowledge is genuine.
"You don't know how long you were in there?" he prompts.
"No. Maybe like... a couple weeks or something. I don't know. It's hard to keep track."
Of course. Just like a puppy, you had a poor concept of time. He shakes his head and rubs his hand over his face. It did look like you'd been captive for a few weeks. You weren't in the best shape and had bruises littering your body. Your clothes were dirty and torn at the hems. As annoying as he found you in the few minutes he'd known you, he knew you didn't deserve this treatment. Locking a cute little thing like you in a cage was plain cruelty.
"Alright. Well what's your name? I'm Logan," he sighs.
You tell him, but just as the last syllable leaves your lips, footsteps burst into the room from the direction of the hallway.
Scott and Jean round the corner, clearly looking for their teammate. Logan turns around to see the new arrivals and relaxes when he recognizes the man in the visor and the redhead beside him.Â
"There you are. We thought you took off or something," Scott mocks casually.
He opens his mouth to respond, but the words dissolve when he feels a thud against his back.Â
You donât recognize the people who'd just shown up, so you hide yourself behind the man who found you. Pressing yourself against his back, you cautiously tilt your head to his side to peek at Scott and Jean. Your fingers clutch the fabric of Logan's tank top so tight they threaten to poke little holes in the ribbed material.
"What- what are you doing?" he grunts and tries to look over his shoulder at you. The way you were latched onto him prevented him from turning around fully. He lifts one of his arms to see your eyes scoping out the potential danger in front of him.
"Get- C'mon get off. They're not gonna hurt you," he continues, brushing you off by reaching back and lightly tugging your hair.
You stumble to the side, and he manages to grab your shoulders and walk you in front of him. He holds you there, presenting you to Scott and Jean. The way your ears pin back to your head makes him feel a little guilty about making you confront the strangers so directly, but they weren't gonna do anything to you. Assuming they were gonna rescue you and take you back to Xavier's, you'd have to get used to prying eyes and meeting new people.
Both Scott and Jean look at you curiously, Jean with less confusion than Scott. Clearly, he had a similar thought process to Logan while the woman next to him could sense that you were a mutant and what your abilities were.
"I found her in that cage back there," he explains.
The two of them nod. They take a few more moments to simply observe you before they move closer and ask for your name. You give it just like you had to Logan. They nod again and then begin running through a similar routine of questions. Theirs are more detailed though and manage to coax more information out of you.
Your responses give them a quick little rundown of you. You fit the profile of the people they usually found on these missions. You're young, early 20s, struggling because getting a job was nearly impossible with your ears and tail. You had no family. They'd given you up after your mutation began to manifest. Everyone thinks puppies are cute, but apparently, no one wanted a human child that shared features with them. You'd been taken from the shelter you were staying at like most others who found themselves in this situation.
As you answer each one posed to you, Logan feels you subtly sinking back against him. Your back meets his abdomen like two magnets slowly being pulled together. Despite the annoyed look on his face, he doesn't say anything or pull away.
When the brief interrogation comes to a close, Scott relays to Logan that they had found other victims in another part of the facility. Storm was with them now, guiding them to the extraction point where they'd be taken to safety. The four of you just had to follow along.
Scott and Jean lead the way. Logan follows behind and you trot along beside him. He notices you're staying close to him in particular.
"Did the guys who took you say anything else about why they wanted you?" he asks. The fact that you were kept separate was still lingering in his mind. To him it didn't mean anything good.
You shrug and look up at him. "They didn't really talk to me that much unless they were being mean or spitting at me. Or kicking the cage," you say.
You say it like it's casual, but he can tell it hurts. He knows how it feels to an extent. All mutants do. Not many people will openly talk shit about a guy with metal claws, but the sentiment is still there. The idea that you're inferior. That something is wrong with you. That you don't belong in this life.
He just nods, not knowing much else to offer as comfort. "Did you ever overhear them talking about you? Any reason they wouldn't have put you with the others?"
"I think they wanted to figure out if there was more of me. Or if they could make anymore at least," you say after taking a moment to think, "Cause you know. Guys like the whole puppy thing. Makes me worth more I guess."
He cringes at the ugly picture you paint with those words.
The group of you continues walking, footsteps being the only sound in the hallway. Your tail had started wagging again which makes him feel a little better about not offering anything in terms of reassurance. But when you reach the room where the other victims had been, your tail comes to a halt and droops between your legs.
A party of men is spread throughout the area. They walk around scanning the now empty space, visibly incensed at their captives being freed. You slide yourself against Logan's back again, but you don't try to peek at them like you did with Scott and Jean. It doesn't take much to figure out that these are the ones who kept you in that cage.
They hear the team and you approaching and turn to face you. Despite your efforts to hide, they spot you before you're completely concealed behind the bulk of Logan's muscular frame. The one closest scowls at your attempt.
"I'm guessing the three of you know what happened to the things we had in here?" he says, sarcasm lacing each word.
"You could say that. And those people are long gone by now, so it's probably best you move on," Scott answers. His fingers rise to his temple in preparation to operate his visor.
The men don't seem to be threatened. The amalgamation of them tightens, forming a more crowded cluster.
"Yeah, you're probably right. But you're not leaving with that one," the same one says and gestures to you hiding, "She stays here."
"Not gonna happen, bub," Logan responds so quickly it surprises even himself.
His teammates also look interested in his seeming budding attachment to you, but they know better than to squabble in front of adversaries.
You are the only one the words don't strike in any sort of way, but that's because you didn't totally hear them. You're too busy trembling, hoping with everything you had that Logan wouldn't force you in front of him again and then kick you into the group of guys.
But obviously, that doesn't happen. There's more arguing that you don't hear because you choose to tune it out. You can sense Logan becoming more agitated and the air around everyone becoming more tense. Your body grows more rigid, your ears glued back to your scalp. You just want this to be over.
As these thoughts whirl through your mind, the arguing comes to a head, and Logan launches away from you. You feel naked without his large body shielding yours.Â
Scott and Jean aid him. Your first inclination is to turn the other direction and just try to stay out of the way. You weren't confident in your combat skills. If you could seriously fight, you probably wouldn't have gotten snatched up. You didn't want to be the reason any of these people who were trying to help you got hurt.
But then you see someone coming up behind Logan brandishing a knife. It's out of your control, the way your muscles go taut and your lip curls back. You'd only ever been in a real fight once before in your life, and you don't remember feeling this vicious. You spring up behind the man, finding where his shoulder meets his neck and biting down hard.
The cries of agony and grunts of anger seem to go on forever. The smell of blood invades your nostrils as you deal with your target. He'd fallen to the floor when your teeth sunk into his flesh. You feel him thrashing underneath you as you rip and tear, but you don't stop until he's gone still. You then pull off and wipe your mouth, twisting around to sit on the abdomen of your incapacitated enemy.
Logan also had no difficulty dealing with the men coming at him. There were just more of them, so he took a little longer. After one last thud of a body crumpling to the floor, only heavy breathing sounds through the warehouse.
Jean and Scott seem fine. They stand there checking each other over, and you see them share a brief kiss. You glance over towards Logan next and decide to return to his side.
He's alone. The sounds of panting are mostly coming from him. His body glistens, muscles lightly coated in perspiration. His scent is stronger to you now, and it only grows more overwhelming as you approach him. Men lie at his feet with pools of blood around them, presumably the same crimson liquid that stains his hands, wrists, and forearms in streaks.
You make your next move without thinking. Coming up to his side, trying in vain to avoid getting your ratty socks soaked with blood, you press your cheek against his bicep and snake your arms around his.
He then looks down at you. His eyebrows raise at the blood that coats your mouth and chin and trails down your shirt. You hadn't seemed like any type of predator before. Your presence was more akin to a puppy that'd be torn apart by wolves than anything that could do anyone harm.
"How'd you do that?" he asks.
Your finger rises and hooks under your upper lip, pulling it back to reveal your canines, sharper than a normal person's.
He nods and watches you with some mixture of curiosity, irritation, and fondness.
"Pretty good," he says simply.
You beam at the praise, blood-stained lips parting into a wide smile. He feels your tail wag harder and brush against the back of his leg.
The touch is nice. It makes him more conscious of the way you're still holding onto him, your hand curled around his muscle and your hip against his. He's not sure what it is. A silent thank you, a note of understanding, or a pledge of loyalty.
But he doesn't need a thank you, someone to understand him or devote themself to him. He's just doing what he's supposed to.
He slides his arm out of your clutches and gently pats you on the head.
"C'mon, let's get going," he says and starts walking towards the exit.
You trot wordlessly behind him, which he's grateful for. But more than that, he's just happy Scott didn't have anything to say about your sudden bond to him.
Once the jet picked you up from the extraction point, the trip back to the school was a breeze. You mostly keep to yourself while trying to stick close to Logan. He sits you next to him and cleans up your face, but you sleep for most of the actual traveling time to the destination.
You hadn't realized how tired you were until the seat hit your back and the buckles of the seat belt latched over your chest. With that manifestation of security, your eyes began drooping and your head was drifting to your shoulder like it was your center of gravity.
Logan's voice is what wakes you up. It's unclear to you how much time has passed, but that doesn't bother you. You feel him gently jostling you before unbuckling the straps across your chest. He calls your name a few times until your bleary eyes open and focus on his face.
"There you are," he says, "C'mon. We're here."
You still watch him without saying a word. Your hand rubs over your face to try and pull yourself closer to being awake. He watches you before offering his hand.
"I'm not carrying you, so you need to get up," he says in a tone you were becoming familiar with. It sounded irritated but not directly at you. Like this man was just in a constant state of being pissy about something.
You take the offer regardless and let him pull you to your feet. The two of you exit the jet together, him helping you out to ensure you don't trip on the gap between the ramp and the ground.
Once you're out, your eyes widen. You expected a boarding school to be pretty fancy, but this was nicer than any place you'd ever been. The walls stretched up the sky, crafted with bricks and decorated with large glass windows. The path there was paved and bordered with kept plants. You could see beyond that though. The large expanse of the property. So much space to run and do things.
Logan watches your reaction with amusement. "It's a lot to take in when you first get here," he says.
You nod, and your eyes continue to dart around and absorb the sight of everything. Storm and Jean lead the others who were saved off to another part of the building to be reunited with their families or taken back to their lives or even given verifiable resources. But you don't want to go with them.
You grab Logan's hand and look up at him, shaking your head.
His first reaction is to try and pull his hand free of you, but you have a tighter grip than expected. "What? What's the matter?" he asks you while still trying worm his hand out of your finger's lock.
You don't know how to articulate it because what you want is very simple. You want to stay with him. You want to stay here. You don't want to go back out to the world where people point and laugh at you or turn you away from everything. You just don't know how to say that without it seeming weird.
Luckily for you, Scott gives you a bit of help. You're not sure if that's his intention or not, but either way, you're grateful for the help.
"Maybe we should take her to the Professor. He might want to see about her mutation or ask her about that stuff back there," he tells Logan. You can tell from the way Scott speaks that he doesn't really like him too much.
Logan thinks about it for a moment before nodding. Before leading you there, he uses his other hand to pry your fingers off of him. You frown at the loss of connection and shoot him a glare. That brings an actual smile to his face.
"Follow along, pup. Don't need you getting lost," he says as he turns to guide you down the halls of the school.
The sun hadn't even risen, so not too many people occupied the common rooms. You catch sight of a few. They stare back at you, but unlike what you're used to, they don't look at you with disdain or mocking. It's simple, innocent curiosity. The only thing that seems to worry them is the bright red stain going down the front of your shirt.
Inside the room had been an older guy in a wheelchair. The professor talked the nicest out of all the men you'd been around today. When he looked at you, you felt like he understood you. He didn't even seem perplexed like Scott or Logan had. He'd merely said you were "interesting."
He talked to you for a while. He asked similar questions similar to the ones you already answered, but the third round of them got even deeper than the last two. Once he revealed that he could enter your thoughts if he wanted, that made a lot of sense.
Though he didn't really need his ability to understand you. Your experiences were written all over your face, practically sewn into the seams of your clothes.
He could see how, like every mutant, you led a life dominated by rejection. But in a different way than most others of your kind, you were vaguely familiar. Seeing someone with a tongue ten feet long or with blue skin or claws was jarring. It was weird.
But you - you look like a cute puppy. You walk the line between disturbing and endearing.
Charles can also see how you long for belonging even deeper than most. It's as if your mutation gives you the drive to seek out affection, for someone to devote yourself to. He can tell this by the way you linger around Logan.
If he moved an inch, you followed in the same direction. If he looked away, your eyes followed along. You were only settled if he was looking at you, not in danger of leaving your vicinity.
After talking to you for a while, hearing about your abilities and getting to understand your personality, he offers to let you stay at the school. He tells you it might be beneficial for you, and if you don't like it, you're welcome to leave anytime. It's only meant to give you a chance to understand your gifts and learn to control them and use them for good.
Of course, you accept. It wasn't even a question.
"Wonderful. Scott, show her to the extra rooms she can stay in and the shower so she can clean up a bit," Charles says. He watches as your eyes flit to Logan and then Scott. He also sees Scott's uncertainty as to why he was given this job.
But he nods and gestures for you to follow him, which you reluctantly do.
You trail him silently up the stairs, and he gives you a little guide to where everything is. He gestures at the direction of the student wing and the staff wing and then takes you to the latter. He points out the different bedrooms and grabs you a change of clothes on the way to the bathrooms.
He's nice to you. A little stiff, but he still smiles and laughs softly at quips he makes or your skeptical reactions to things. You want to ask him about his sunglasses, but you figure that'd be rude so you refrain. When he leaves you at the bathroom door, he tells you to just call if you need anything cause he's right down the hall.
Stepping inside, you peer around the expansive room. You'd never seen a bathroom so large. It was nice like everything else was in this place. The counter was spotless and smooth. The tile was sleek with a soft mat beneath your feet at the door and waiting for you in front of the shower.
You undress yourself quickly and turn on the water, waiting for it to heat before stepping inside. There's some products on the shelf inside that you use. You lather the soap on your hands and rub it over yourself fast. It felt really good, especially since you hadn't had a proper shower while being held captive. But you still work at a sped up pace. Although the novelty of everything had impressed you at first, you were beginning to yearn to be by Logan again. It wasn't a need that would make you lose control, just a little itch like a bug crawling up the path of your veins.
Downstairs, Charles kept Logan behind in his office so the two could talk. They briefly recap the mission before moving to the subject that was the true reason for the extended conversation.
"It seems she's quite taken with you," the older man starts simply.
"I guess," Logan responds, his voice unamused with the idea.
Charles huffs out a laugh and shakes his head. He goes to say something else, but the other man carries on the conversation himself.
"She'll get over it. She's like a little duck following around the first person she sees," he says and crosses his arms.
"I think you underestimate her intelligence, Logan. She's not a helpless animal-"
"I know that," he interjects quickly.
"She's one of us. She's formed an attachment to you for whatever reason. I would like her to stay here for at least for a little while to examine the traits of her mutation. I've never seen any that so closely mimic an already existing animal," he explains, "But I want to know that you're ok with that."
Logan scoffs. "Why wouldn't I be? That doesn't have anything to do with me."
"While she's here, she's most likely going to want to be around you. I just wanted to make sure that's not something you're wholly uncomfortable with."
"Please. I can handle it," he dismisses.
Charles watches him, ever-entertained by how hard he tries to present the idea that he's unaffected.Â
"If you say so," he says, "Just try not to scare off too quickly."
"I'll play nice," he says.
A few more words, and he's dismissed. He turns on his heel and heads out the same doors he entered. Just as he does, you glide down the stairs into his field of vision, tail wagging lazily behind you over the waistband of the sweats Scott gave you.
When you see him, it swishes a bit faster and your ears perk up. His eyes narrow.
"What are you doing down here? Didn't Scott show you where to go?" he asks.
You nod and prance down the remaining steps. Truthfully, you'd been seeking the man before your eyes, but you couldn't just say that.
"Am I not allowed to look around?" you ask.
His eyes remain hard on your face. "Aren't you tired? Mauling that guy didn't take anything out of you?"
A subtle pout forms on your lips, and you consider retreating back to the bedroom you'd been given. He clearly wasn't in the mood for you right now.
Logan sees the reaction his words brought on. He feels that little sliver of guilt shifting around inside him. Maybe his phrasing hadn't been the best... but then again why did he give a shit?
"How about we just get you back to bed? I'll show you around more tomorrow," he suggests.
You take what you can get and nod, your features slightly elevating at the form of peace he offers you. He retraces your steps up the stairs and down the hall with you on his heels. He spots the room Scott had picked for you. The door was ajar from how you'd left it to go find him.
He leads you inside but remains in the doorway himself. There really wasn't any reason to stay, so he should probably be leaving...
"Have you been here a long time?" you ask suddenly.
His eyes land on you again. You were perched on the end of your bed that was still fully made up, the comforter tucked in and everything.
"What?" he asks.
"Have you been here long? Scott said he's been here since he was a teenager," you say.
"Oh. No. Only a little while," he says. "I'm still pretty new here too."
That makes you happy, it's obvious from the hope that gleams in your eyes. "Are you like a teacher too? Or... something else?"
"What would that something else be?" he asks with a smirk, taking a few steps into the room with you, "Having a hard time picturing me teaching?"
"Well I just mean-" you try to justify before laughing a little, giving in, "Yeah. I can't really see it."
"Me neither. I'm not a teacher. I just help out sometimes," he says.
He walks even closer to you, causing your head to tilt up to look at him. Now you really looked like a puppy.
This close, he was all you could smell. You could see every individual hair on his forearm. It felt as though you could hear the strong beat of his heart. His eyes pierced into you from above, and you wondered if he was observing you in a similar manner.
"You gonna sleep on top of these blankets?" he asks.
The mention of something else besides him snaps you out of your little Logan-centric daze. You look around at the bedding and then back up at his head. The two styled points of dark hair look like he has two ears of his own mirroring yours.
"No. I'll fix them," you say and stand up to tug them free, "I don't need you to tuck me in."
"I wasn't offering to. I just don't want you getting up and trying to 'look around' again. Don't need you getting lost and wandering to my bed."
The idea brings heat to your cheeks and neck. It sounded nice for so many reasons. But the bed you had now outmatched the hard bottom of the cage you'd been sleeping on, so you weren't going to try and swing for more.
Once the comforter and sheets are peeled down, you climb back on the bed and sit against the pillows. There's a small pause. A puddle of silence pooling between the two of you. You don't know what else to ask, but you feel if you don't say anything he's gonna leave. So you pull out the first thing you can think of.
"What is your actual mutation?"
His brows rise with interest, and he closes the gap between you by sitting on the edge of your bed. Curiosity shines from his eyes onto you, silently questioning why you wanted to know.
"I know you're not actually a robot, but I can still smell the metal and stuff. What does it do?" you ask.
"The metal isn't my mutation," he says.
He raises his fist about a foot away from your face. His fingers are balled up tight against his hand. You cock your head, wondering what he's showing you.
Before you can ask any questions though, three shining metal claws emerge from between his knuckles. They come out slowly, a pace prolonged enough to be considered teasing. Your eyes widen at the sharp points and you scoot back, smooshing the pillows against your head board. All you can wonder is if he didn't take them out earlier or if you really had missed something so monumental.
His laugh rises in volume. "Relax, I'm not gonna cut you."
The claws come to a halt when fully extended. You wait just in case something else is going to happen, but nothing does. You bring your finger up and poke at the hard surface. They were so beautiful but unnatural too. You'd never seen anything like them.
"But I didn't see anywhere for them to come out?" you say softly.
He flexes his hand and extends his fingers, retracting the claws much quicker than they appeared.
"There is no place for them to come out of," he says and offers you his hand.
You frown at the little cuts the sharp rods left in their wake, but like little zippers, they close up. You blink at his hand. All evidence of his mutation was gone.
"So you can heal? And you have claws?" you say more to yourself than him, "Does it still hurt when they come out?"
He nods and watches you examine his hand.
Upon seeing his confirmation, you can't even help what you do next. You pull his limb a little closer and kiss each spot where a claw had emerged. Every phantom cut gets a soft smooch left where it would soon reappear.
"What are you doing?" Logan asks, her arm tensing up on instinct.
You glance at his face before releasing his hand. "Oh... sorry," you say and shrug sheepishly.
To your surprise, he doesn't scold or chastise you, doesn't get up to leave in a hurry. He simply pulls his hand back and gives you another look before saying good night.
"Get some good sleep. Like I said, I'll show you around tomorrow," he says.
You slip down in the bed, resting your head on the plush pillows and pulling the blanket up over your form. He heads out into the hallway, closing the door behind him.
A deep exhale leaves his lungs. He shakes some of that tension loose. What had he been doing? It almost felt like some different person had taken over him in there. Another version of himself that didn't have to be reminded to 'play nice.'
The few weeks you're supposed to stay at the school stretches out into a longer timeframe. It'd now been a few months since that day he found you in the cage and set you free. Though that month or so you'd spent locked up turned out to be worth it because you now had a place that made you happier than anywhere you'd lived before. You had a family.
You had Jean and Storm who were helping you train so you could one day go on missions with them. You had the Professor who taught you more about yourself than you had ever thought to ask. Scott was there too.
And of course, you had Logan.
Logan. As much as he tried to seem reluctant, to appear uncaring and nonchalant, he had grown to enjoy your company more with each passing day that you followed him like a shadow.
It was irritating at first. Before, he'd been able to drift through the school relatively unnoticed. Now, every single place he went, he was trailed by whoosh whoosh whoosh. The sound of your tail going back and forth. Anything he tried to do was accompanied by the feeling of two glimmering eyes trained on him. He'd tried to brush you off, but you didn't waver.
"Don't you have anything better to do than stalk me?" he'd ask, shooting a side eye your way.
"No," you'd respond.
"Well, find something."
"I don't wanna."
And who was he to argue with that?
In a way, the bond you seemed to have formed with him was flattering. It seemed like he could do anything, and you'd never view him as anything but the greatest creation to grace this earth. So he just lets you follow him around. He assumes after a while, you'll see him for what he is and lose interest, or you'll just grow bored of him and find something else to be the object of your obsession. Though so far that day hadn't come.
After a while of you always at his side, he started to cave and include you in his little routines.
One day he was doing sit ups at the foot of his bed while you sat nearby. His body rose and fell, abdomen kissing his thighs in regular intervals. But every time he came up, he found himself looking over at you.
"Hey, pup," he said, the nickname he developed for you coming out effortlessly, "C'mere for a second."
Your ears perked up. You weren't usually involved in what he was doing. You scoot over to him and kneel at his feet, awaiting a command. You could be so obedient sometimes it nearly made him feel guilty.
"You wanna help me with something?" he asked. As he expected, you nodded right away, so he continued, "Just hold my feet down. These only work if your feet stay flat. So just make sure they do."
You gave him another dutiful nod and got in position. Your hands held his feet down as he worked out just like he asked. Each time he came up off the ground, you looked at him with a big goofy smile.
That was just the first thing. From then on, the two of you actually did stuff together rather than just going about your things nearby one another. He'd help you train, and you'd help him clean Scott's bike when he finished using it.
Tonight, exhaustion aches in your bones after running around all day. On top of that, you'd had so much stuff to do yourself that you'd barely even seen Logan all day.
When the sun's finally down and the students have all retired to their bedrooms, you find him in the living room. He's leaned back into the couch, nursing a bottle of something. You assume it's not beer since you're at a school, but with how often he lamented about that limitation, you wouldn't put it past him to sneak one in.
You hop over the arm rest and curl up on the opposite side of the couch from him. He looks over at you, not displeased with your presence.
"There you are. I thought you finally got tired of me and found someone else to bother," he teases.
"I could never do that," you reply with the same playful cadence. You scoot a little closer. "I was just super busy today. The Professor was having me talk to some of the students, and then Scott needed me to grab something for him from the shed. It was really hard to find, so it took a while. Then I had to do my own training, and Jean made me try on some sizes for my suit..."
As you chatter on about your day, Logan finds himself nodding along, even occasionally reacting to what you say. He's not rolling his eyes or telling you to leave him alone. It's weird, but he can't say he wants to feel differently.
"Sounds like they're working you like a dog," he says when your story has reached an end.
Your face darkens like it had on the day he met you, shooting him a quick glare as a reminder not to say the forbidden d-word.
"Right, sorry," he corrects, "It just sounds like they're running you ragged. Don't let 'em work you too hard. Scott can get his own shit."
He still didn't understand your hang up about that word. He could call you pup, puppy, or any variation of that, and you'd react with nothing but joy. But utter d-o-g in your vicinity, and he felt like he was at risk of getting his throat chomped on. Luckily, it only takes his small apology for your normal demeanor to make its return.
"It's ok. I don't mind helping. I like having stuff to do," you say and shrug.
"I thought your 'stuff to do' was watching over me," he jokes and leans forward, placing his bottle down on the table.
You're not sure why, but you take that as an invitation to scoot even closer to him.
"I thought you wanted me to find better stuff to do."
"Fair," he chuckles, "Maybe this is one of those things where I'm not gonna realize I miss something until it's gone."
He brings his hand up from the back of the couch to massage the base of one of your ears. The soft fluff feels almost luxurious against the rough pads of his finger tips. He knew you loved the sensation. It had been an accidental discovery, something he did one time as a joke. But the way you melted into the touch had been more than just funny to him.
You lean into it now and nuzzle his palm.
"It was just one day. It's not like a permanent new routine."
"For now. Then soon enough, I'm gonna catch you trailing somebody else with hearts in your eyes," he says and gently tugs your ear.
You laugh at the tug and the stupid words. "You will not. Plus, I don't have hearts in my eyes for you."
"Oh really?" he teases. He leans in, his face hovering a couple inches away from yours. "I think I can see some now."
The two of you stay locked in a stare for a few lingering seconds. He'd never been this close to you before. You'd never heard his voice lower in that way, sounding almost desiring. Heat starts to crawl up from your belly through your chest to your neck. Before it can reach your cheeks, you turn your head to face the tv.
"Shut up," you huff, choosing to play the interaction off as a joke.
Out of the corner of your eye, you see his grin. He chuckles and his arm returns to its place behind you, above your shoulders. Quiet blooms between the two of you, kept from being total silence only by the hushed noises of the tv set across the room. It doesn't feel awkward though even with the sudden shyness he'd brought over you.
You angle yourself and lean in so that you're sitting against his side. No words come from him, he simply lowers his arm to sling around your shoulders and keep you there. His thumb idly pets back and forth over the smooth skin of your forearm.
The heat of his body radiates from his side and into you. Makes you feel safe and comfortable. Like you're where you're supposed to be. It's easy to sink into him further and tilt your head to rest on his chest. Before long, your eyes feel a little droopy. Blinking feels sticky, and your mind just wants to retreat to the soft embrace of sleep.
Logan can tell. He's not sure of the feeling this knowledge brings him. Pride? Contentment? Affection? Instead of thinking about it harder, he just pulls you a little closer and lets you drift off. He considers saying something, letting you know he doesn't mind and that you don't have to try and stay up. But nothing comes from him and the quiet continues.
He watches you slowly slip away. Your neck loses the wherewithal to stay upright, and your breaths soften, blowing in and out in a thoughtless rhythm.
The feeling that flows through him takes him by surprise. Pure endearment towards you, not a hint of anything else. He lets you sleep there for the next hour or so. When you're still out cold after that time has passed, he's unsure of his next move. He doesn't want to wake you and shatter the peace that had settled over the room, but he had to head to bed himself and wasn't going to leave you stranded on the couch in the common room.
The light of the tv glows across the two of you as he mulls over his options. When he finally decides, he grabs the remote and shuts the device off, cloaking the room in darkness, spare the distant blinking lights that could be seen through the windows. He rises from the cushions that had molded to cradle his weight, making sure to keep a hand on you to prevent you from slumping over.
This time he doesn't shake you or offer a hand. He reaches around and tucks an arm under your legs. His other supports you across your shoulder blades as he lifts you into his arms. He traverses the furniture with caution, making sure to avoid bumping into a stray corner or tripping on a catch in the rug. Then he moves up the stairs. Your limp body bounces with each step.
He nudges the door open to your bedroom and takes you inside. Your scent seemed to fill the entire room. Every time he took a breath, he got a lungful of the heady smell. Your bedroom was so you now. The way you'd decorated it and splashed your personality over every inch, it'd be hard to believe that just a few months ago it had been so sparse.
What had been a blank bed, covered only by a plain duvet and thin pillows, now held your extra fluffy cushions, a nest of blankets, and your steadily-growing collection of plushies. Trinkets lined your shelves and tables, and you even displayed a few posters over the walls. It was you, all around him.
He walks the few paces to the edge of the mattress before laying your body down on the foamy surface. He drapes a nearby blanket over your form. Even though he's technically accomplished what he meant to, he doesn't leave yet. He lingers like he can't seem to help doing around you.
You're still fast asleep, unaware of the change in locations. He watches a haphazard swallow move through your throat before you settle into the familiar setting.
He finds himself not wanting to go back to his room. He'd been at the school longer than you and never made his own so nice. Really, he didn't think he could make it as nice. But that was just because nothing about him was as nice as you.
When the resolve to leave finally surfaces in him, he reaches out and rubs the base of your ear.
"See you in the morning," he murmurs. Unlike before, the rest of what he wants to say doesn't get tangled up in his throat. "My little puppy girl."
That night won't leave your head for the next week. It almost feels like a dream. You'd woken up in your bed the next morning, assuming that's what it was. The undeniable change in location was the only thing that made your mind accept it as reality.
In the following days, things stayed the same for the most part, though you would have sworn, Logan acted a little less grumpy around you. Only by a microscopic degree, but enough for you to note the shift.
Nothing that big happens though. You don't even repeat the cuddling incident again. You kind of just assume that it was a one time thing. A nice experience, but not one to be repeated.
The memory of it floats through your mind often though. The pulse of his heart beating against your cheek, how you could hear it in your ear clear as day. Your stomach flutters at the thought of him actively pulling you closer, wanting you that close. You can feel your dedication to Logan blossoming into something more. It was already rooted so deep inside you that you didn't think it was possible, but you could feel it. The branches of reverence spreading in your chest and growing into something closer to adoration.
You could feel it now, sitting next to him on the bench in the school's spacious yard. He'd been tasked with watching some of the students for the afternoon, so of course, you tagged along. Shade speckled his face with alternating blotches of sunlight and gray. The stray beams of light made his eyes glow, and his hair shine all pretty. The sounds of the students practicing their abilities clouds the background of your focus, and they become even more distant when he suddenly turns to you.
"You're staring," he teases with that little smirk of his.
Your eyes flutter at the accusation. "No... I was not."
"Yeah you were. Even worse than usual."
"I just was thinking and zoned out," you defend, turning to face forward.
He hums in acknowledgement, obviously not believing your excuse. "Were you thinking about me?"
"You wish."
"I don't have to wish, puppy. You're not a very good liar."
You really weren't. Your tail swished with each beat of this little back and forth. Your ears pinned back to your head, folded over by the guilt of being caught. Everything you were feeling was made apparent by your supposed 'gifts.'
"Well whatever. Even if I was, it's none of your business," you say. A smile pulls at your lips. Your tells weren't solely from your mutation.
"If you say so," he taunts, one last jab before he returns his attention to the kids he was supposed to be supervising.
Nothing he said hinted at anything more than playful banter, but the way he spoke had them wrapped around your heart like unbreakable restraints. The way he said them made you feel like he wanted it this way. Wanted you to hear that smug cadence in your mind for the next few days. Maybe he found you entertaining. Maybe your emotions were a new game he discovered he liked to play with.
Hours later, you're curled up in your bed, by yourself as per usual. Everyone in the school had gone to bed, you and Logan had parted a while ago yourselves.Â
Sleep weighs you down to the mattress, but your ears perk up automatically when they register a distant sound of distress. It's faint. If it happened alone, you would've just assumed it was part of your dream and not done anything else. But more follow it.
Your eyes crack open, still glazed with drowsiness as you come to. You listen for the sounds that disturbed you. For a moment, there's nothing. Just the gentle breeze outside your room and the crickets chirping in the cut grass in the yard.
Then it happens again. A normal person wouldn't be able to hear these sounds. They were reserved for you with your enhanced senses. It sounds like grunting and groaning though you can pick up the pained undertone of fear. The worst part of it to you is that immediately you know it's coming from Logan.
You swing your legs over the side of the bed, freeing them from the fleece warmth of your blankets. Padding out of the room, you cross the hall to his. You open the door in the specific way so that it doesn't creak and then shut it behind you. Your feet are gentle on the hardwood as they bring you closer to the source of the noise.
Once you're in, it's no mystery. Logan lays on his back in the center of his bed, shoulders twitching in agitation. He mumbles to himself, different words you can't make out. Your head cocks at the sight.
Approaching the side of his bed, you just watch him for a few more moments. When he doesn't wake up, you feel the urge to intervene. It felt wrong watching him suffer. Something pulled at your insides to help him.
You reach out and nudge his bicep. There's no effect. You do it a few more times but still nothing happens. Finally, you actually grip his shoulder and shake him gently, whispering into the darkness a simple "Logan."
That wakes him. No mistake about it. He gasps and snaps up. His claws come out from his hands without a second thought and slash at you. You hop back right away, tripping over your own feet and crashing onto the ground.
Your pulse thunders in your ears. The adrenaline coursing through you wasn't so much out of fear but rather confusion. Your mind was still a bit bogged by sleep itself, and at this moment, you're less concerned with Logan's reasoning and more so the logistics of a potential fight with him. Even though you had been training for the past several months, you had absolutely zero belief that you'd be able to beat him in a fight. Or even really compete for that matter.
Fortunately for you, it doesn't come to that. His eyes recognize you not long after his fists took the swing. You watch as his face morphs into a handful of different emotions in the span of about five seconds.
"I- what- how- I didn't-" he starts before getting a handle on his ability to speak, "I'm sorry."
Your body starts to come down from the brief high when it's clear he's not going to attack. You feel less wound up and let out a sigh. Your eyes remain inquisitive while gazing at him though. What did he dream about that made him freak out like that?
You guess it's not the best time to ask, so instead of pushing your luck, you push up off the ground and get your footing back. You step up to him at the edge of the bed and stand between his thighs. You plan on asking him if he's ok, but his arms reach out and yank you to his chest before you have the chance.
His hold is tight on you. The little half-hugs he'd given you a couple times before didn't compare at all. His arms were locked around you like they never intended to let go. You could hear him panting in your ear, and you could feel his heart thundering against both of your rib cages like it wanted to be released from its chamber.
"You're not hurt, are you?" he whispers.
You shake your head and wrap your arms around him too. The gesture relaxes him a lot, you can feel the tension seep away.
"Are you ok? I didn't mean to bother you, you just sounded like you needed help," you say at the same volume.
"You didn't bother me. I'm ok. I'm sorry. You don't have to worry about me like that."
His skin is warm and clammy against your own. You gently pat his back as some form of silent reassurance. Even if he wasn't as distraught as he had been a few minutes ago, you could tell the events that occurred were gnawing at him.
One of your hands drifts up, and you thread your fingers in his hair. It's like pulling a lever. He exhales deeply and pushes his face more against your neck.
"I'm sorry, pup," he murmurs.
You nuzzle the side of his head, and your heart nearly stops because he reciprocates this gesture with a few of the softest kisses you've ever felt, placed on your throat.
"I'd never hurt you on purpose. You know that."
You nod. Of course you knew that. And you would never say this to him out loud, but you felt so deeply for him, you weren't sure that your perception of him would have changed had his claws landed the strike on you.
Pulling back your head a little, you nudge his so you can see him. Both of your eyes connect for a moment before you lean in and kiss him. His lips are softer than you'd expected. His scent permeates your senses, but it's not one of booze or the brand of cigars he smokes. That's there, but your nostrils sense deeper. You could smell his essence. The way his blood runs hot as your tongue swipes into his mouth.
The kiss grows deeper. No words are said. Neither of you need them. Your fingers tighten on the dark locks of brown hair, and you climb into his lap. His hands land on your hips almost instantaneously. The only sounds between the two of you are sharp exhales and shallow inhales.
"What are you doing, bub?" he murmurs against your lips, breaking the silence. Despite his questions, he wasn't stopping you. Not at all. His fingers dig into your flesh and pull you a little closer.
"Wanna make you feel better. And show you that I know."
You weren't sure what you and Logan were after that night. Boyfriend-girlfriend, friends with benefits, or maybe simple companions. You didn't really care because regardless of the answer, you were happy.
Kissing was the only thing that transpired that night, but that was ok with you. It didn't dampen your outlook on your relationship with him in the slightest. You'd made out for a while, tangling up with each other and the sheets before he pulled back. He didn't want to go further when you both were coming down from all that emotion. And you agreed. You didn't need more. You felt elated from receiving that much affection in the first place. Your tail whacked against the mattress as you curled up to his side and put your head on his sternum to rest.
The next morning though, he had been ready for more. Once he fell back asleep, his dreams had been much more pleasant. He woke up stiff and aching for you, and you were more than happy to provide some relief.
You alleviated that throbbing between his legs multiple times that morning, and you'd been taking care of it at least once a day every day since then.
The team could tell something was going on between the two of you, a deeper bond than your initial affinity for Logan. You walked with a faster wag in your tail, and he seemed less jagged at the edges. Others were less likely to get cut now if they reached for him the wrong way.
Each of your steps also came with a small jingle now since Logan had given you his dog tags. You'd been lying against his side, basking in the afterglow of one of your escapades when he dangled the metal chain between the two of you.
"Want you to have these, pup," he rasped.
You'd looked at him with curiosity swimming in your eyes. Excitement mingled there too though.
He chuckled at the look before boosting your head so he could put them on you.Â
"I know my pretty puppy doesn't want to wear a collar for me yet," he teased, getting a pout out of you, "I just want you to have something of mine. You don't even have to wear 'em if you don't want to."
You'd worn them every moment since he gave them to you. Wouldn't take them off for anything. The physical representation of your attachment stayed secured around your neck at all times. The way it made you feel had you thinking a collar would be a pretty nice next step.
It'd been just over a month since you became something more with him. Your tail zips back and forth as you clean up the training room, thinking all of this over. A little smile rests on your features too. Jean helps out nearby, laughing gently at your mood.
"You have it bad," she teases.
Your head turns, and you grin, exposing those elongated canines. Shrugging, you prance over to help her finish the area she was tidying up.
When the two of you get everything back into shape, you head out into the sleek hallway back towards the main part of the mansion. Your shoes squeak against the tile as you bound towards the doors.
Entering the primary floor from the rooms below always brought a bit of adjustment for your eyes. The lights downstairs shone bright, fluorescent white. Coming back to the soft lamps of the common rooms had you blinking while your pupils scanned the room for Logan.
You catch sight of him standing near the two large doors that acted as entrance to the school. Right now, you can only see him from behind, but you spot Charles next to him. It looks like they're talking to someone, though the former's bulky frame prevents you from seeing who.
Your legs carry you over to the pair. You come up on the side of Logan that Charles doesn't occupy. Tucking yourself under his arm, you look up at him first before your eyes land on the other person speaking.
The sight of her makes your head tilt to the side just the slightest. Every feature on her embodies beauty. Her red hair, similar to Jean's in color, sits slicked back on her head. Deep blue coats every inch of her body. Seductive yellow eyes flit between the two men she's conversing with, and now that you had appeared, they cast to you as well.
You'd seen her before around the mansion once or twice, and you didn't really trust her. She didn't seem like a bad person, but she worked opposite the team. Even though Logan had assured you she was just offering some information about a common goal, you didn't feel confident that Mystique's motives were of such pure intent.
Still, you don't interrupt the in-progress discussion. You stay quietly pressed to Logan's side, tail coasting against the back of his leg. He doesn't wrap his arm around you as tight as normal or rub between your ears like he often did, but he gives you a little pat on the shoulder to acknowledge your presence.
Mystique finishes listening to Charles' point before directing her full attention to you.
"I knew you all wore uniforms, but you two didn't tell me your team had a little mascot too."
You bristle at the comment but try to remain composed. You were better than a thoughtless animal that snapped at a little poke. Charles hadn't even noticed your presence. He looks over at you and realizes what Mystique's quip referred to. He introduces you briefly.
"She's new to the team and is still training, but she's not a mascot," he concludes.
"So more like a stray then? Cute. I never would have guessed you wanted a pet," she says to Logan.
Tension creeps up your spine, and you stand up straight, pulling away from Logan's side.
"I'm not his pet," you huff and look at her. Your pouty way of asserting yourself probably didn't do much to project the image of independence you wanted. "I'm-"
You go to continue, but she cuts you off.
"You really should teach your dog not to bark, Logan. It's not polite."
That sparks a small growl in your throat before you can shut it down. Her eyes widen in amusement which only makes it feel worse for you. The most humiliating part is that you know all of this is inauthentic. She's doing it for the purpose of riling you up, getting you upset and making you feel bad. You know this, but your reaction gets the better of you.
Before you can do anything regrettable, Logan's hand curls over your shoulder. He keeps you rooted where you stand, quelling the flames of conflict before they have a chance to spread.
"Back off," he says, quick and curt with Mystique. He turns to Charles next, still keeping his voice firm. "You don't need me to hear the rest of this. I think I'll let you wrap it up."
Charles nods, knowing it would be better for him to focus on removing you from the potentially volatile situation instead of being another observer for some intel.
Logan guides you away from them, hand moving from your shoulder to the back of your neck as he takes you upstairs. The anger inside you melts away with the growing distance between you and Mystique. Only the stain of embarrassment remained.
"I'm sorry," you say. Your words sound compressed, the weight of your shame hanging off them.
"Don't be. You didn't do anything wrong. She wanted you to get upset, so that's what she got."
The pair of you move through the rest of the hall without another word. You go into your room. Once the door is shut and it's just the two of you between the four walls, you stomp over to the bed and flop down onto the mattress.
Darkness clouds your vision while your face rests against the blankets. Your tail rests against your thigh limply. You hear him coming over and then feel his hand rubbing your leg near the lifeless appendage. The mattress dips as he sits next to you.
"C'mon. You're ok."
You shuffle around so your head is resting in his lap. "I looked pathetic."
He sighs. One of his hands rubs your back while the other pets your head. "You did not."
"Yeah I did."
"No. You didn't," he says, "You didn't do anything that bad. No one's gonna think less of you cause you got a little mad about someone talking shit to you."
You know he's right. Everyone here had an experience like that. It's how most of them ended up here, reacting even worse than you had. It still doesn't make you feel any less dumb. A deep exhale seeps from your lungs.
"I just don't understand why everyone looks at me like that. We all get it bad enough from humans, but then some of the others look down on me too. I'm the same as all of you. I don't say Mystique looks like a smurf cause she's blue, so I don't see why I have to get called a pet," you huff.
He smiles a little and scratches your ear, letting you vent.
"Even you guys looked at me different at first. I know you did. I'm not the only mutant with physical stuff. Why does it have to be a whole thing with me?"
"You're just a little different, bub. You confuse people, but it's not your fault. Nothing about you is less than any other mutant. Mystique doesn't even think that. She was trying to get under your skin."
"Yeah..." you say with a little dejection in your tone, "I still just wish people would treat me like normal. Or at least normal for a mutant."
"I know you do, baby," he hums and pats your arm.
By this point, you're far enough away from the harshness of what happened downstairs. You sit up and scoot closer to him crawling into his lap. He wraps his thick arms around you and rubs your back.
"There's my girl," he murmurs and pecks your temple.
You nuzzle him like a puppy seeking more affection from its owner. Your backside rests on his lap, your arms snug around his abdomen.
"I'm just curious though, pup. What's the big thing with being called dog? It's not that different than puppy," he says, a hint of caution in his voice. He figured now was as good a time as any to ask. He knew it was the main part of what Mystique said that set you off.
You don't react with anger or defensiveness which pleases him. Instead, you shrug.
"Cause. Puppy sounds cute. Dog is just so... bleh," you say, "It makes me sound like a gross animal that someone has to wrangle."
His eyebrow rises. You can see the amusement in his eyes, but he successfully kills his laugh before it leaves his throat.
"Mmm. Makes sense. Can't have anyone thinking you're gross."
"Exactly," you say and kiss his cheek, "You get it. I just... I don't wanna be your pet, I wanna be yours."
You breathe out the words and push yourself closer on his lap. He appeases your desire for less space and pulls you to his chest.
"You are mine. You don't have to worry about that," he says.
"And I still wanna be your little puppy."
He chuckles. His head ducks down to your neck to lay a few kisses there. One of his palms drifts down to gently knead the dough of your ass.
"You also are my little puppy. My little puppy that follows me everywhere. Mine to hold and love on. Mine to play with. Mine to deal with when she gets bratty."
The last word comes out teasing and brings a happy sound out of you. "I wasn't being bratty before. She started it," you say, playing along.
"Hmmm, you're right. Maybe fussy's a better word," he mutters and nips at the soft flesh of your neck.
"Nuh uh. I was being totally normal," you say and nudge at his face with your nose, getting a little squirmy on his lap.
He responds by flipping you over onto your back. The mattress creaks with the bout of pressure and a squeal leaves your throat. You can feel his length against your hip, half-hard already from how you had wiggled on his lap.
"Oh please," he says, "Why do you think I brought you up here? I can tell when my pup needs to calm down. And I know just how to do that, don't I?"
You whimper and nod. He grins before returning his lips to your neck. He nips a few love bites onto the delicate area, drawing little whines from you. His hands hold you in place and move with your body's wriggling. He gropes at your hips and waist, paws at your tits, and slides them around to massage your ass.
"Such a good girl. So responsive for me," he coos.
The condescending affection sends a pulse down to your clit, and your hips roll up to meet his. One of your legs hooks around his waist to pull his body closer.
"Logan. Don't tease," you pout.
Your whiny plea doesn't garner any sympathy from him though. He laughs against your neck and pulls back to smirk down at you.
"My little puppy needs to learn some patience. You think if you don't get my dick in seconds that it's teasing," he taunts.
You whine again and press your leg down on him. He doesn't make any move to pull his cock out though. One set of his fingers comes up to your jaw, directing your lips to an angle where his can land on yours. He kisses you nice and deep, swallowing up any bratty urges that were springing around inside your head. His tongue is warm and soft, gentle against yours.
Meanwhile, his freehand does start to slide down below. It travels beneath the waistband of your bottoms. His warm fingers glide over the plush skin of your pelvis and slot between your lower lips to find your swollen nub. He flicks at it, instantly getting a mewl from you.
You can feel his smug smile against your mouth, but you don't have much time to react to it before his middle finger starts swirling around your bud. Your leg releases his body as it squirms with your other on the mattress. You moan into his mouth and boost your hips into his touch, wanting more of that blissful friction.
"Sweet girl," he coos. The words are muffled by your skin, but you could pick those syllables out of any lineup. "That's your favorite spot, isn't it? Always gets you wriggling for me like a little puppy."
"Mhm," you whimper with a faint nod.
Your heels dig into the mattress to give you some leverage to push your hips up so he can tug your pants off. He takes the opportunity and flings them off the bed. With you bare to him like that, he leaves your lips and moves down. He pulls your top off next and smooches between your breasts and over your tummy before landing between your legs.
He kneels on the floor at the edge of the mattress. His hands hook around your thighs and pull you in his direction.
"C'mere, baby. Give me that puppy cunt. Gotta get it all wet, so it can take my cock."
With that, he buries his head between your thighs. You gasp and throw your head back. Your hands fly to his head to grab at the two dark points of hair.
Logan gives his all to the task of pleasuring you. Whether it was his cock or his mouth, you were never getting anything less than his best. That's obvious right now as he eats you out like it's all he has to live for. He laps at your poor little clit before sucking it into his mouth. It gets some good suction from his lips before he pulls away and licks a broad stripe over your cunt.
He prods his tongue at your entrance, pushing the soft appendage against your hole. You whine more, and he feels your heels dig into his back as they had the mattress. Little expletives float from your mouth into the air as you experience such a rush of euphoria.
"Taste so good, pup. So fuckin' sweet," he mumbles. His lips open and close over your pussy, making out with it.
You rock your hips back and forth, essentially humping his face. He groans and only works harder. Your cute reactions only spurred him on. He twists his tongue just how he'd learned you liked and uses the perfect amount of pressure to get you gushing for him. Your arousal begins to coat his chin, his dark facial hair glistening with your wetness.
"Nice and wet. I'm just gonna slide right in, huh baby?"
"Yeah," you pant. Your hips buck when his nose bumps your clit, but he keeps you held in place.
He kisses your clit before dragging his tongue over you anymore. The soft touch pulls a whimper from you. Your brain starts to get all muddled and hazy. The dreamy feeling always took over when he had you like this. He knows it's coming on too. He can tell by the sudden softening of your movements. You're less jerky and more fluid in how you fidget.
"Oh, that's it. I think my pretty puppy's ready for me," he says, voice smooth on your ears.
He wags his tongue over your little bundle of nerves a few more times before standing to undress himself. His shirt comes off first, dropped to the floor with your garments. His pants are next to go, crumpled on the ground and kicked off his ankles.
Crawling back on top of you, his larger figure boxes you in on the soft surface. His cock is fully hard by now, red and angry, leaking desire from the tip. He guides it to your center and rubs it through your soaked folds.
A soft grunt leaves him as your nectar coats his shaft and drips onto his balls a little too. He only slides it against you a couple times, not wanting to waste the stimulation humping when he could be nestled deep inside.
He brings his tip down to your hold and pushes it in. Your walls accept the familiar intrusion and he groans at the comfort of your velvet walls contracting around him. He pushes his length in all the way until he bottoms out.
Then, adjusting himself and gripping at your hips, he starts to thrust. The motions start as gentle rocks. Taps of his pelvis against your ass. You flutter around him. Moans leak from you, and he smiles at the obvious pleasure coursing through your body.
He fucks you deep, just how you always asked for it. You weren't concerned with whining for harder and deeper right now. This was enough. The feeling of his cock buried in you soothed you like nothing else. Your eyes roll back and puffs of air come from your nostrils.
"Fuck, honey. Feels like I can barely last with you," he grumbles.
"Can't even think when I'm with you," you babble.
Your arms come up to pull him closer, and he lets you. He presses his body into yours, in-turn, shoving his cock as far into you as physically possible. You cry out with the pressure. It was the best kind. Deep and satisfying. To the point that you can feel it in your tummy every time his belly pushes on yours.
"You may not be my dog, baby, but one day you're gonna be my perfect breeding bitch," he grunts.
Your jaw goes slack, eyes drooping with lust. Your head tilts back and he leans into yours more.
"Gonna have you full of me forever. Always gonna be mine."
You can't even respond. Your mind isn't coming up with any coherent response. All you can do is whimper and whine like the needy pup that you are.
"This is what you need sometimes, puppy. Need me to stretch you out on my cock. Get all those thoughts out of your head. Cause puppies don't have to think. Not when you have someone like me taking care of you."
Your thighs start quivering, a sign you were reaching your peak. He knows this and drills into you harder. His balls slap against you every time he pistons his hips. His heated skin rubs against yours. He occupies all your senses, overloading you with him.
"Logan... gotta... gonna cum," you whine.
"Then cum for me," he mumbles simply, "Cum all over my cock, and I'll be right behind you."
You nod. Your back arches up. It takes you a little more, but when you get there, you crash into the throes of release. A sharp yelp bursts from you. Your feet kick a little and your legs press against his sides in an attempt to shut him out.
You get so fucking tight when you cum. Your hole clenches around him, calling out to him to spill every drop of his seed inside your wanting orifice. He growls and drops his head in your neck. He feels it building between his hips. The pressure grows until he can't take it anymore. It snaps and the flood gates open.
He bites at your neck, not hard enough to break the skin but with enough need to leave a little mark. Hot, sticky cum shoots out of him in thick ropes. Warmth fills your insides and you feel like you're sinking into the mattress below you. Both of you are panting with the intensity of the high.
You've already come down by the time he's starting to. After he nuts, Logan tends to get a little sappy. His arms pull you in tighter and he pecks at your neck a few times more muttering something unintelligible about his baby puppy.
"So what do you think?" you ask and twirl into the room, showing off your new outfit.
It matched his. Black leather snug on your body, lined with the same gold on the seams of Logan's. The bold X that shown on his belt could be found on the zipper of your top, dangling against your chest.
He smiles at you, standing from the bed to walk over and get a better view.
"Looks pretty good," he says upon approaching, "Seems a little tight though. You got room for your tail in that thing?"
You laugh at his joke and spin around again, showing the back where the suit had accommodated for your tail to poke through. It whips back and forth before you turn to him again.
"Just perfect for you then," he says and pulls you close, patting your ass and kissing your forehead, "Look at you. An official member of the team."
You nod and struggle not to bounce all around the room with the excitement vibrating through your cells.
"We're gonna be like so totally cool together," you say.
"Yeah. Totally," he imitates affectionately. He cups your jaw, watching your cheeks squish in and your lips puff out. Leaning down, he puts his mouth on yours in a soft kiss. "You're gonna do great."
The words come out as a whisper against your lips. One of your canines slips over your bottom lip as you take it between your teeth. But the display of timidity only lasts a second.
"I know," you beam.
Locking your fingers around his palm, you drag him to the door and out into the hall. Your arm makes his swing as he walks along behind you. He rolls his eyes lovingly at your confident display, but he can't keep his gaze off your happy self. He lets you pull him without resistance.
Now it would be his turn to follow you.
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I COULD PLAY THE DOCTOR (I CAN CURE YOUR DISEASE)
pair: logan howlett x fem!reader
wc: 4.1k
contains: 18+ SMUT MDNI, swearing, established relationship, logan's pov, written with origins!logan in mind, nat veering dangerously closer to a/b/o territory with every passing day, rut cycles, oral sex (fem!receiving), fingering (fem!receiving), multiple orgasms, gratuitous amounts of dirty talk, p in v, rough sex, biting, hair pulling, size kink, belly bulging, pussy pronouns, one (1) single use of the word daddy, scent kink, pain kink, breeding kink ofc, knotting (donât look at meâŚ), squirting, porn w/ plot, no use of y/n.
natâs note: donât look at meâŚi donât know how many times i swore up and down iâd never write something like this but iâm a confirmed liar apparently soâŚhere. i mean i just figured i'm in a rut artistically so therefore the only answer is writing logan in a rut physically...i can do what i want and i don't need to explain myself or my horny thoughts. also, i debated posting this in the wake of everything that's gone down over the past two days that is still escalating and will continue to escalate in the coming weeks, but i think everyone could use a little escape from how scary things may seem right now. take a break from all the terrifying news sites and read about logan wanting to breed you :) kisses!
divider by angel @saradika-graphics!
it's been another six months, and logan needs your help...
The burn starts on the walk home from work, a pulse of heat deep in Logan's gut that grows with every step.
It spreads slowly, sinking into his muscles and seeping up his spine as he rounds the last corner, your place less than a block away now.
It caught him off guard this time, an itch burying itself under his skin earlier in the day only to get worse and worse as he worked.
He usually knew the signs well enough to feel them start creeping in, and he was dead sure it wasn't for another few weeks.
Apparently, he was wrong.
Loganâs jaw clenches as he picks up his pace, every nerve ending in his body straining to break into a full blown sprint at the thought of you, all alone and waiting for him.
His fingers curl into tight fists, nails pressing into his palms to ground himself, though itâs hardly enough. The faint scent of you drifts up from his shirt, not even a long day at the lumberyard enough to drown it out.
By the time he reaches your door, his heartbeat is a heavy thud in his ears, syncing with the building ache of desire wracking through his body like the earth rattling boom of a raging thunder storm.
He fumbles through getting his key into the lock, hands unsteady as he tugs the door open with a little more force than necessary and finally steps inside.
The second he closes the door behind him, the heat surges, thrumming through his veins and flooding his chest. Your scent fills the air completely, stronger now, wrapping around him so thick and sweet.
"Darlin'?" His voice comes out rougher than he intends, but he's beyond caring.
Your voice floats from the other room, casual, warm enough to send a jolt through him. Logan drops his axe from his shoulder, leaning it against the door as he starts down the familiar path to your bedroom.
You're spread out on his side of the bedâoblivious, curled up with a book, wrapped in one of the flannels he must have left the last time he stayed over.
Just the sight of you does something to him, like a match dragged against a strike pad, damned on setting everything ablaze.
You glance up, and the soft smile on your lips falters as you catch sight of him.
Logan knows what he must look like, his eyes all dark and predatory, chest heaving as he rakes his hungry gaze over you like a wolf watches a lamb grazing too close to its den.
He doesnât say anything at first, just stalks toward you with a purpose thatâs as undeniable as the heat pouring off him in waves.
The book slips from your fingers, forgotten, as you lean back, the small sound of your breath hitching under the weight of his gaze is music to his ears.
Logan pauses at the edge of the bed, towering over you, letting himself drink in the way you look. So soft and serene, like some kind of invitation that begs him closer. His flannel draped loosely over your shouldersâshrouding you in his scent.Â
The urge to pounce on you fights against his normal instinct to savor every second, to draw it out until the heat pooling in his gut becomes downright unbearable.
âBeen thinkinâ about you all damn day,â he mutters, voice thick and dark as molasses, rough from restraint heâs quickly losing. His knuckles brush against your thigh, then tighten, holding you in place as he leans down, his breath hot against your neck. âThinkinâ about what I was gonna when I finally got my hands on you.â
Your skin blooms with warmth beneath his touch, and he grins against your neck, the edge of his teeth grazing you just enough to make you squirm. He growls low in his throat, that itch heâs been fighting nearly all day clawing its way up to the surface with a vengeance.
The primal urge inside of him screaming to claim claim claim take take take mate mate mate breed breed breed.
You tilt your head to the side with a soft sigh, freeing up more space for him to nose along your skin. âIs it time?â
Logan's breath catches as your question hangs in the air, thick with anticipation. The soft simplicity of it ignites the wildfire burning in his gut, every ounce of restraint slipping away like sand through his fingers.
âYeah, baby,â he growls, slipping his fingers under the worn cotton of your shorts, feeling the bare skin beneath. âItâs time.â
You shift, hands going to the buttons of his flannel like youâre going to take it off. Logan stops you, taking your wrists in his free hand.
âDonât,â he breathes, shaking his head hard enough that his hair flows with it. âLeave it on.â
The thought of you covered in his scent, of his scent mixing with yours to claim you on a level only he can discern sends his mind buzzing.
You look up at him with those wide, trusting eyes, and something in him cracks wide open. The tenderness of your gaze pulls at him, like a tether pulling him back from the edge, but that heat still smolders in his blood, fierce and unyielding.
Logan runs his thumb along the racing pulse of your wrist before he drops them. His hands venture lower, fingers pressing against the inside of your thigh, tracing a deliberate path that makes your body tremble under his touch.
You let out a shuddering breath, the scent of your arousal swirling through the air is enough to make him crave more.
In one rough tug, Logan yanks you towards the edge of the bed as he falls to his knees. Your hips held tight in his hands as he lurches forward, burying his nose in the soft junction where your leg and inner thigh meet.
He inhales deep, greedy lungfuls of your scent. A guttural growl rumbles through his chest, his eyes screwing shut at the sheer amount of too much that courses through him. He feels dizzy with it, high on the pheromones pumping from you in waves.
Youâre soaked already, the wet fabric of your shorts melded to the shape of your cunt. He canât help but run his nose along the slick seam of you, reveling in the way your legs twitch on either side of his head, in the short gasp you let out.
âLogan.â Your voice is nothing but a mewl, pleading and desperate.
âMissed you,â he rasps, his voice rough, almost unrecognizable. The edge of need in him makes his hands shake, sliding up your thighs, urging them even further apart as he settles between them.
Loganâs fingers dig into your skin, he lets his thumbs brush up, hooking them into the waistband of your shorts to tug them down your legs in one sharp yank. He groans at the sight of you completely bare, no underwear.
âFuck, look at you,â he grates, his thumb coming down to slip through your dripping cunt. Your hole flutters desperately around him, needy little clenches like itâs trying to suck him in. âSheâs all ready for me, huh? Been waiting for me to come home and give her some attention?â
âPlease,â you whimper, your voice thick with longing, the sound going straight to his head, clouding his thoughts.Â
Loganâs pulse races as he watches your body arch instinctively toward his touch, the desperate need in your eyes igniting the raw urges coursing through him.
He canât deny you; he never could. Youâre a feast laid out before him, and heâs starving.
Logan leans closer, letting his tongue flick out to taste you like heâs wanted to since he left for work this morning.Â
âFuck,â he breathes, closing his eyes and losing himself in the moment. He licks a broad stripe from your entrance to your clit, savoring the way your body responds, the way your legs tremble and your hips twitch against his mouth, seeking more. âTastes like fuckinâ heaven, sweetheart.â
The taste of you is intoxicatingâsweet and tangy, flooding his senses with every drag and swirl of his tongue.
Logan canât help but moan against you, the sound vibrating through your body as he dives deeper, his nose nudging against your slick entrance as he shakes his head back and forth like an animalârubbing the plush skin of your inner thighs red and raw with each rough drag of his coarse beard.
Every flick of his tongue sends a shockwave through you, and he revels in the sounds you makeâeach whimper, each moan, a sirenâs call urging him deeper. He laves his tongue around your clit, sucking it gently, pulling at it with his lips as you writhe beneath him, begging for more.Â
He keeps your thighs spread wide, two strong hands pinning them to the mattress so he can devour you just the way you deserve, the sharp dig of your heels into his shoulders only spurs him on.
Your hands bury themselves in his hair, tugging him closer, and he groans into you, letting his tongue delve deeper, seeking out every bit of sweetness he can coax from you.Â
Itâs pure sin, each sound you make, each shiver that runs through you as he takes his time, drinking you down like a man starved.Â
The ache in him intensifies, his own need growing, pulsing. Heâs hard, has been hard since he walked through the front door.
His cock strains against the zipper of his jeans, need pulsing in time with each pump of his blood through his shaft, circling around the base, threatening to expand even without the tight grip of your pussy surrounding him. His hips jerk up on their own volition, desperate for any friction.
âJust like that, Logan,â you gasp, voice breathy and trembling with pleasure.Â
The way you say his nameâraw, desperateâmakes his blood run hotter. He grips your thighs tighter, anchoring you to the bed as he drinks you in, wanting to lose himself in you completely.
Logan pulls away just long enough to catch his breath, looking up at you with lust-drunk eyes, drinking in the sight of your sweaty cheeks, your heavy-lidded gaze, the way your chest rises and falls with each shuddering breath.
The pulse of his cock intensifies, urging him to speed things along. The base desire of his own instincts is getting harder and harder to ignore under your adoring stare.
He feeds his fingers into your clenching hole with no warning, a satisfied smirk tugging his lips up at your sharp gasp. He runs his tongue along his bottom lip, the entire lower half of his face still shining with your essence.
Your cunt swallows him, two thick fingers sinking into the velvety heat like itâs nothing.
Logan groans as he feels you clench around him, your walls fluttering and drawing him in deeper. âThatâs it, baby,â he mutters, his voice hoarse with need. âSo fuckinâ ready for me, so ready for daddyâs fingers in your pussy.â
Your mouth drops open in another devastatingly desperate noise, your hands twist his hair roughly, soft breasts rising and falling each time you gasp for air. The dim light of the sunset filters in through the blinds, highlighting the curves of your body, slick and shining with a thin sheen of sweat.
Every clench of your walls around his fingers shoots a thrill straight to his cock, making him ache with the urge to bury himself inside you. The overwhelming need to take you completely, to mark you and fill you, pulses through his veins until he feels like he might explode.
But heâs not done tasting you yet. Not until youâre practically dripping onto the sheets.
He lowers his mouth back to your core, sucking your clit into his mouth as his fingers pump faster. The sudden intensity makes your thighs shake around his head, and he grins against you. He wants to see you fall apartâwants to feel it.
âLoganâplease, IâŚâ You can barely get the words out, voice breaking as your whole body strains against him, desperate and needy.
The wet slap of his palm against your spit soaked cunt is loud in the quiet of your bedroom, blending with the loud keens that fall from your parted lips. He crooks his fingers, rubbing at that soft, spongy spot inside of you.
âCome on,â he mutters, slick lips brushing against your clit as he speaks. âGive it to me, baby. Show me you're ready for my cock."
He drags the sharp edge of his canine against your pulsing clit with barely any pressure, and you're coming.
Your whole body tenses, back bowing off the mattress as you let out a broken cry of his name. The bite of your nails digging into his scalp feels harsh enough to draw blood, a feeble attempt at grounding yourself against the onslaught of pleasure.Â
Your trembling thighs tighten around his shoulders, gripping him like a vice as your shaking cunt gushes around his fingers. Logan groans at the feeling, eyes slipping shut as you drench his wrist and chin in your juices.
Even then, he doesnât let up, fingers pumping relentlessly as he draws out every pulse, every aftershock of your climax, every tiny spray of your release splashing against his wrist.Â
Heâs lost in the feel of youâslick and trembling under his hands, the scent of your release filling his lungs, thick and intoxicating.
You slump back against the bed, body limp and spent. His own need is a driving, aching force now, clawing at his insides, demanding more.
He slips his fingers free from your dripping heat, dragging them through the wetness coating his chin as he licks them clean with a growl, savoring every taste.
âGood girl,â he purrs, voice thick with pride and satisfaction as he pulls back, leaving your thighs twitching in the wake of his touch. But he still isnât finished. Not even close.
You barely have time to catch your breath before Logan crawls up the bed, his eyes locked on you, pupils blown with need. He looms over you, hands planting on either side of your head. His cock grinds against you through the rough denim, and you can feel just how thick and hard he is, throbbing through the fabric, demanding to be freed.
With a low groan, he shifts his hips, dragging his bulge along your soaked cunt, sending another jolt of pleasure racing through you. His hands are all over you, gripping your waist, hot and possessive.
âFeel that?â he asks, pressing his lips the wild flutter of your pulse, the need to sink his teeth in the soft skin of your neck raises the hair on the back of his neck. âThatâs what you do to me baby. Got me hard as a fuckinâ rock, just aching to be inside you.â
Your arms circle his shoulders, clawing at the fabric off his shirt. âNeed you inside me, Logan. Please, want it so bad.â
The pure need lacing your words, your scent calling out to him, the way he can feel the front of his jeans getting soaked through with the slick pouring from your cunt all pull him deeper into the recesses of his hind-brain.Â
The mounting desperation to stuff you full of his cock finally reaches a fever pitch.
With a deep growl, Logan rears back as far as he can bear, just enough to tear his shirt over his head before he fumbles with the heavy buckle of his belt to free his aching cock.
He shoves his jeans down, boxers quickly following until thereâs nothing separating him from the cool air of your bedroom. His cock springs free, hot and flushed an angry red color, drooling from the tip enough that it drips down to stain the pretty floral sheets of your bed.
Your eyes zero in on him, mouth dropping open at the sight. His cock so heavy it doesnât curve upward to slap against his stomach, instead it hangs down to sway between his thighs as he moves closer.Â
Your legs spread as he nears, slick covered thighs parting to make room for him to slot between them. So obedient, so good, so well trained.
Logan takes himself in his hand, nearly wincing at the blazing temperature of his skin. He secures his hand around the base, squeezing where his knot threatens to pop before heâs even got in you.
He slips the angry head through the folds of your cunt, slapping it against your clit with a wet âthwackâ sound. He can feel the way it twitches and shakes, just as desperate as him.
âLook at that,â he mutters darkly, eyes glued to where heâs laid his cock flat against your stomach, leaking pre-come all over your soft skin. âHowâs it gonna fit, baby?â He shifts his hips, sawing his length back and forth to see just how deep in you heâll be.
Your glassy eyes drop, a broken moan passing through your slack lips when you take in the sight. Your hips rise off the bed, grinding your cunt along the seam of his heavy balls, along the prominent vein trailing up the underside.
âDonât worry, baby,â Logan grits out, eyes hooded and dark as he watches you grind against him. âYouâre gonna take it all. Gonna make you feel every last fuckinâ bit of me.â
He groans, gritting his teeth as he presses in further, each inch a battle against the tight, molten heat that grips him like a vice. Your body shudders as he fills you, your slick warmth pulling him deeper and deeper, and he sinks down until heâs fully seated, his hips flush with yours.Â
The pressure is mind-numbing, your walls clenching around him in rhythmic pulses that make his vision blur. He stills for just a second, savoring the way your body stretches around him, hugging him in a way that feels like it was made for him alone.
Logan watches your face as you adjust to the stretch, your brows pinched together, each breath coming fast and shallow, your eyes glazed with pleasure.
Then, your hands come to his shoulders, nails digging little crescent moons into his skin as you nod your head, ready.
Itâs all the confirmation he needs. His hips pull back before he slams in again, the force of it jolting your whole body. He presses his forehead to your shoulder, teeth bared as he muffles a snarl against your skin.
Logan thrusts again, and again, and again, hips setting a merciless pace as he watches the way your breasts bounce with each thrust, each little shudder.
His mouth waters with the need to taste, to sink his teeth into your supple skin hard enough to pierce clean through, hard enough to scar.
Sweat drips down the length of his spine, across his brow. It mats down the hair scattered over his chest, his dog tags slick with it when they bounce off his skin with each thrust. The grip of his hands tightens on your hips, itâs taking everything in him to hold back and yet he knows youâll still bruise tomorrow.Â
Pretty hues of dark purples and yellows in the shape of his fingers, ones heâll catch you admiring in the bathroom mirror, pressing your own fingertips into them to feel the dull acheâto remember this moment.
âMade for this, arenât you?â he rasps, his voice dark and possessive. âMade to take me, to be mine.â
The words barely leave his mouth before heâs bending down to capture your lips in a searing kiss, swallowing your cries as he drives into you, pushing you both closer to that sweet edge.
âFuck, Logan,â you gasp, breaking the kiss as your body trembles under him. âCanâah!âcan feel you in my stomachâŚâ
Your hand drops from his shoulder, slipping between your bodies to rest over the sweaty expanse of your belly. Loganâs eyes follow your path, a feral growl bursting from his chest before he can stop it.
Heâs transfixed by it, sure that if he pressed his hand to the soft skin of your lower stomach right over your own, that heâd feel it. Feel the way his cock punches up against your insides, so deep it's like heâs rearranging your guts to make room.
âFuck.â His voice is nothing but a gravelly rumble, hoarse and dark as midnight. His hips speed up impossibly faster, chasing the feeling of your clenching walls choking the length of his cock so tight he thinks it might snap off at the base.
The flimsy headboard of your bed slams against the wall, creaky mattress springs screaming under his ministrations.
You feel like salvation, like the first rays of light after too many years spent in the dark.
He feels it with each kiss of his cock against your cervix, in the way your lips fit in the junction of his neck, in the red welts your nails leave on the skin of his back. He feels alive, truly alive, for the first time in decades.
âSay my name,â he grates, his hand cupping the back of your neck, coaxing you to look up at him, lips close enough to taste the heat radiating from his skin. âTell me who you belong to.â
"Logan," you gasp, your voice breathy, edged with desperation as he pushes you closer to the brink. "Yours. Only yours."
A broken, shaky noise falls from his lips as he buries his face in your neck. He mouths at your skin desperately, presses his nose to where your scent is the strongest.Â
Flashes of his release spraying your insides play behind his closed eyes, thoughts of drenching you so thoroughly that it has to take only forcing his hips to slam against the rippling muscle of your ass like you have your own magnetic pull. He feels it building, the slow swell of his knot presses against your folds, ready to burst.
âCome on, honey,â he begs, thumb coming down to rub slow circles over your slick clit. âCome with me, soak my cock. Show me how much you love it, how much you love me.â
Pathetic little uh uh uhâs fall from you with every thrust, broken up only by the breathy whines of his name as he pounds into you hard enough to push your body higher up the mattress. Finally, with a loud roar, he stuffs his growing knot inside of your cunt.Â
Loganâs teeth sink into your neck before he can even think twice about it, the thick spray of his come filling you as his hands pull your hips down even further over his cock. He needs to be as deep in you as possible, to press forward until he canât anymore, until his aching balls are flush with your gushing cunt.
He watches with rapt attention as you come with a loud wail, just from the feeling of his knot slotting into place. The clamp of your thighs over his hips is nearly as tight as the way your cunt seizes around him like itâs scared heâll leave.
He groans at the over stimulation of your cunt milking his cock. Your slick leaks around the base of him, your shaking hole plugged so full it can only slip along the creamy ring to splash weakly against his thighs and hips.
Logan licks along the spot where his teeth pierced your skin, planting one last kiss before heâs taking you in his arms and rolling onto his back atop the mattress. The plush comforter sticks to his skin, your own sweaty body slipping against his as he tries his best to not jostle you too much while keeping you stuffed full of his cock.
He holds you to his chest until your breathing evens out, until your body stops trembling on top of his, until youâre nosing along the column of his neck.
âLogan?â Your voice is tiny, hoarse and scratchy. He feels your hand drawing absent minded shapes along the skin of his stomach. A circle, a star, a figure eight, a heart.
âYeah baby?â he says, pressing his lips to the crown of your head, eyes slipping shut at the content feeling that spreads through him.
âLove you,â you murmur, voice soft but sure, the words slipping out without hesitation.
Itâs the first time youâve said it today, and hearing those three words from you sends warmth flooding through him.
Logan shifts slightly, pulling you even closer, his hand moving to the back of your head, cradling you with a kind of tenderness he used to think heâd never be capable of. âI love you too, darlinâ. More than you know.â
Your body relaxes against him, the lingering effects of your shared intimacy still buzzing through your limbs, but now thereâs a sense of peace, of safety, and a deeper connection.
He can feel the way your fingers curl lightly against his skin, the quiet smile that must be tugging at your lips as you press a kiss to the side of his neck.
And in that moment, with everything settled around him, Logan knows that this, right here, is everything.
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Recently I decided to go to my local fighting game tournament.
Here's how it went.
I had been getting pretty good at Guilty Gear over the past few weeks, to the point where I was getting the input correctly for the Potemkin Buster 1 out of every 4 or 5 times I tried it. So I thought "I might not be the best yet, but, surely good enough for my local" -- and I decided to go.
It took place at a the comic & games store in the town center. The venue was full of people 10-15 years younger than me and even more drastically cooler. They all turned to glare at me as I walked through the door, but as I stood completely motionless like a gazelle hoping to blend into the grassland, their gazes slowly returned to each other and they continued to banter friendlily.
I sat down next to me first opponent, and reached out to shake their hand. They looked down at my hand, and then up at my eyes slowly.
"You're supposed to do that at the end of the match."
"Oh, s-sorry"
I got perfected twice and lost the match. At the end, I reached out again to shake their hand, but they just stood up and walked away.
Because I lost, I got moved down to the loser's bracket, which was literally below the main tournament because it took place in the basement of the comic shop. I could hear footsteps, cheering, and happy conversation in the floor above. Here in the loser's bracket though, the mood was a lot more somber.
My next opponent reminded me a little bit of me. They were equally nervous and disheveled looking. They said "Um, h-hello" and reached out their hand for a handshake as they saw me approaching. I said "you're s-supposed to do that at the end of the match." But as a look of deep sadness came over their face and they slowly put down their hand, I pulled them in for a hug.
I'm not sure why I did that.
I think that some part of me knew that, in this dark, dank, alien place, illuminated only by a single failing ceiling light and the neon glow of a few arcade machines, I had at last found a friend -- someone I understood, and who might understand me too.
They hugged back.
I lost that match by a very narrow margin, and as they jumped up and began dancing around and cheering ecstatically, I began to hate them. This was no friend of mine. A friend would not do this to me. After they were done dancing, they reached out to shake my hand. After a few seconds of pause, I stuck out my hand too, but didn't look at them and refused to close it around theirs as they grasped it. They shook my karate chop.
I thought that at that point, since I had lost and then lost in loser's bracket, I was free to go home. But one of the tournament organizers approached me and informed me that I was going down to sub-loser's bracket in the sub-basement of the store, and pointed me towards a descending staircase.
The people there were fewer, and it was darker. I could faintly hear sobbing in one of the corners, but as I went to investigate, another participant put his hand on my shoulder. He furrowed his brow in a look of pain and shook his head slowly.
"You can't do anything for them."
In sub-loser's bracket I went up against a man in a suit whose face was cloaked in shadow. He spammed May's dolphin move. I lost.
As I went to go back upstairs, one of the tournament organizers held out her palm to stop me, and pointed towards a staircase leading further down instead.
Going down through the levels, I lost to many interesting participants. One player played exclusively by bashing the controller against his face. One player was a mushroom with a few circuit cables clipped onto it, that I later learned was able to play because its bioelectrical signals got sent to a machine that interpreted them as fighting game inputs. One player didn't touch their controller at all, but instead just told me their life story, which was so tragic that I picked up their controller and won for them.
Finally, at the very bottom floor, where construction standards were long abandoned and the stairs and walls were just messily carved out of the earth's stone, I faced my final player. It was a small bit of metal framework, with a controller nestled in it. On it was a tiny piston that just pressed the jab button exactly once every second. I lost.
I hung my head for a moment, then said "close game" and stuck my hand out for a handshake, before remembering that I had played against a metal framework cube with a piston in it and retracting my hand slowly. Then I heard a slow clapping from the darkness.
"No neutral. No footsies."
Out of the darkness slowly walked a woman about my age, clad in a decorative poofy dress that looked more expensive than my entire life savings. She smiled at me warmly, continuing to clap slowly, but there was a hint of mischief in her eyes.
"No meter management. No mixups. No spacing. No learning. No strategyâŚ
âŚYou're perfect."
"Wh-what?"
"You're perfect. I absolutely must have you."
"Have me forâŚumâŚfor whatâŚ"
(Her eyes went wide as her smile grew more manic.)
"WHY, MY MORON FAILSON HAREM OF COURSE."
"Um, I-I"
"Tell me, what do you do for a living? Let me guess, you work at a fast food restaurant? Or, retail?"
"No, I'm a--I'm a comic artist."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Oh my god, you are PERFECT. What will it take to get you."
"To-to ge--"
"You would be well taken care of, of course. 3 Michelin star dining for every meal. Only the finest, softest sweatpants and sweatshirts, pre-stained with whatever flavor of Takis your little heart desires. You would have access to the entire mansion except for the main foyer when I'm in business calls, and you could make all the comics and play all the fighting games you want."
"I'm uh--"
I knew that I had to think fast here.
"I'm already i-in a moron failson harem."
"Oh, DARN IT!! TELL ME, WHO IS IT??? WHO GOT YOU??"
"I-I think I'm not allowed to s-sa--"
She stomped her foot petulantly, her shoe clacking against the stone floor.
"WAS IT SHUXUAN?? IT'S ALWAYS SHUXUAN HOGGING ALL OF THE GOOD ONES."
"I-I'm sorry," I blurted out, shuffling along the wall to make a wide radius around her and then running up the staircase.
As I got home and began making my standard dinner of Trader Joe's microwave falafel, I thought about her offer. Maybe I should have taken her up on it after all. A 3 Michelin star meal right now wouldn't be so bad.
Then I hopped on Guilty Gear and lost 22 matches in a row.
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how to start reading again
from someone who was a voracious reader until high school and is now getting back into it in her twenties.
start with an old favourite. even though it felt a little silly, i re-read the harry potter series one christmas and it wiped away my worry that i wasn't capable of reading anymore. they are long books, but i was still able to get completely immersed and to read just as fast as i had years and years ago.
don't be afraid of "easier" books. before high school i was reading the french existentialists, but when getting back into reading, i picked up lucinda riley and sally rooney. not my favourite authors by far, but easier to read while not being totally terrible. i needed to remind myself that only choosing classics would not make me a better or smarter person. if a book requires a slower pace of reading to be understood, it's easier to just drop it, which is exactly what i wanted to avoid at first.
go for essays and short stories. no need to explain this one: the shorter the whole, the less daunting it is. i definitely avoided all books over 350 pages at first and stuck to essay collections until i suddenly devoured donna tartt's goldfinch.
remember it's okay not to finish. i was one of those people who finished every book they started, but not anymore! if i pick up a book at the library and after a few chapters realise i'd rather not read it, i just return it. (another good reason to use your local library! no money spent on books you might end up disliking.)
analyse â or don't. some people enjoy reading more when they take notes or really stop to think about the contents. for me, at first, it was more important to build the habit of reading, and the thought of analysing what i read felt daunting. once i let go of that expectation, i realised i naturally analyse and process what i read anyway.
read when you would usually use your phone. just as i did when i was a child, i try to read when eating, in the bathroom, on public transport, right before sleeping. i even read when i walk, because that's normally a time i stare at my screen anyway. those few pages you read when you brush your teeth and wait for a friend very quickly stack up.
finish the chapter. if you have time, try to finish the part you're reading before closing the book. usually i find i actually don't want to stop reading once i get to the end of a chapter â and if i do, it feels like a good place to pick up again later.
try different languages. i was quickly approaching a reading slump towards the end of my exchange year, until i realised i had only had access to books in english and that, despite my fluency, i was tired of the language. so as soon as i got back home i started picking up books in my native tongue, which made reading feel much easier and more fun again! after some nine months, i'm starting to read in english again without it feeling like a huge task.
forget what's popular. i thought social media would be a fun way to find interesting books to read, but i quickly grew frustrated after hating every single book i picked up on some influencer's recommendation. it's certainly more time-consuming to find new books on your own, but this way i don't despise every novel i pick up.
remember it isn't about quantity. the online book community's endless posts about reading 150 books each year or 6 books in a single day easily make us feel like we're slow, bad readers, but here's the thing: it does not matter at all how many books you read or what your reading pace is. we all lead different lives, just be proud of yourself for reading at all!
stop stressing about it. we all know why reading is important, and since the pandemic reading has become an even more popular hobby than it was before (which is wonderful!). however, there's no need to force yourself to be "a reader". pick up a book every now and then and keep reading if you enjoy it, but not reading regularly doesn't make you any less of a good person. i find the pressure to become "a person who reads" or to rediscover my inner bookworm only distances me from the very act of reading.
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Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.
Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).
Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader ââ an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.
Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.
Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).
AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best ââ if you've been wrong the whole time ââ that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.
But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s
At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.
#mlp#yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia.#yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show#but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!!#i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse#in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character#personal#delete later#unless you like this analysis stuff#i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did#cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her#mother and father as a teenager#i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased#but i'll put some in the tags#involving rarijack ââ i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity#anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention#(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff#long post#regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at#a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up
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⢠I will always catch you â˘
Ę synopsis: You and Nanami play a game of tag, if he wins he spanks you
Ę cont: fem reader, spanking, fingering, dirty talk, rough sex, unprotected sex, overstimulation
You stood with your hands perched on the back of the couch, your eyes not once straying from where they were glued to Nanami's opposite the couch from you, the only thing that separated the two of you besides the coffee table that sat in front of the couch. "Ten second headstart." You said, already feeling your heart start to pick up at the promise of Nanami chasing you around.Â
You knew logically no matter how much time you asked for, he would always catch you in the end, but that's what you wanted, not that you would tell him thatâeven if he already knew. Nanami nodded, removing his hands from his pockets confidently, his mouth barely quirking up in a smile at the corners, the skin beside his mouth dimpling with it. "You won't catch me this time." Lie. "We'll see." Was his only reply before he raised his hands and started ticking down his fingers, letting you know he had started the timer.
You ran around the couch, passing him where he stood on the other side as you ran for the kitchen across the room, using the large island in the middle of it to separate him from you. It was your best bet to escape him for as long as possible, wait him out here, bait him to stalk you around the island, and shoot up the stairs for his office which had the only locking door in the house save for the bathroom, but that was too close to the kitchen, you needed more time to get away.Â
You watched, eyes bright and heart racing as his fingers hit 1, then he closed his hand tightly, letting you know you were out of time before he started walking toward you calmly. Your smile grew larger the closer he got, as did his, though he was far more cocky and confident than yours which was playful and full of adrenaline. "Aren't you going to run, sweetheart?" Nanami asked, cocking his head to the side as he made his way to the kitchen, standing across the island from you.
"I told you I learned some new tricks, you won't catch me this time." You said confidently, moving slowly toward the corner of the island, trying to bait Nanami into following you. And sure enough, he did. He didn't reply to you, just started walking towards the side in which you were closest to him, making you walk away from him, the two of you slowly circling the kitchen island as you made your way back to the opening of the living room.
You knew not to avert your eyes to his and give away your plans, if he caught you looking towards the direction you were going to run, he would catch youâno doubt about it. Nanami was taller and faster, his long legs eating up the space between you like nothing whenever you ran from him, so you had to be smart about this. "We'll see if your tricks are enough." Nanami finally voiced, stopping in his tracks diagonal to you, him standing where you just were in the kitchen, your positions now reversed.Â
You smiled at him in response, showing your teeth before you turned abruptly and took off sprinting across the living room. Your heart raced in your chest, the sound echoing through your whole body and making that the only thing you were able to hear. You wanted to turn around so bad and see how close he was, but you knew you couldn't afford to do so. You let out a laugh as you reached the banister on the stairs, gripping it tightly as you pulled yourself forward, using that momentum to run up them as quickly as you could.Â
You tried not to think about how Nanami often went up the steps two at a time, so if he was running he could probably manage three or more... shit. Your adrenaline was still pumping, making you more assured of yourself as you reached the top of the stairs, sure he wasn't right on your tail. His office was in your sight already as you pushed off the wall and sprinted toward the end of the hall. You were mentally praising Nanami for his constant pushing to leave all doors in the house open unless they were being occupied so the air could flow freely between them, making it so none of the rooms were stuffyâmeaning the door was wide open and all you had to do was grab that door and slam it like your life depended on it.Â
You could only feel your own steps as you raced down the hall, surprised that he hadn't reached the top of the stairs yet, but that meant you had one, you finally had one. You reached the office and grabbed the handle before spinning yourself around and momentarily disorienting yourself before you were snatched into a pair of strong arms and hoisted over a shoulder with a scream of surprise. You felt like your heart was going to leap out of your chest and run away at the shock.
How had he got you so fast? You were sure he wasn't on your trail, but apparently, that had been wishful thinking. "Nanami!" You laughed, kicking your legs against him, trying to free yourself as he held you over his shoulder with an iron grip, his arm locked tightly around the back of your thighs so you couldn't wiggle out of his grasp. Your laugh was cut short when a harsh smack was left on your ass, the sting making you whip your hands back and cover yourself from him.Â
Nanami swiftly kicked the door shut behind him and stalked over to his desk, wrenching your hands away from your ass easily in his grip. "This is my reward for catching you, hands down." He said calmly, the deep baritone of his voice making you shiver as he pulled you off his shoulder and spun you away from him, using his body to press you against the edge of his desk and pushing you down on it with his hand on the middle of your back.
You weren't able to resist his moves, the speed of his actions making your body more pliant than you would've liked. The papers on his desk crumpled under your chest as you tried to push yourself up so you could stand again, and maybe try to attempt to run away, though you never had been successful at that before. Kento grabbed your wrists with both his hands and locked them behind your back with strength only he could possess, freeing himself a hand as he kept you at his mercy, rubbing his free hand against the swell of your ass.
"The new trick you tried didn't work so well." Nanami cooed, stating the obvious and making your face feel hot as he rubbed your loss in your face. "Were you planning to lock yourself in my office?" He asked, sliding his hand up and down the side of your body, making your skin prickle under your shirt. "Yeah, I was close too." You said defiantly, trying to gain back even a little bit of your ego. You had been so sure of yourself and now look at the position you ended up in.
"Mmm," Nanami hummed, the deep sound of it in his throat making your legs part willingly for him as he pressed his knee against the inside of your thigh and made you spread them. "What were you planning to do once you were in here?" He asked, making you pause. You looked around his office, thinking on his words. I don't know, relish in your victory? Bait him through the door? Write taunting notes about how he's a loser and slide them under the door for him to read?
"What do you think would happen when you opened the door? You couldn't stay in here forever." He asked confidently. "I'd come out because I would have won." You said quickly, the answer obvious, "There is no time limit on the game." He said, his fingers pushing up the back of your shirt and sliding against the skin of your back, pushing the fabric against your arms that were locked behind your back. The gears in your head started turning as you considered his words.Â
"What do you mean?" You asked, turning your head as far to the side as you could manage to look at him from under your lashes. "I will always catch you, you can't escape me." You opened your mouth to complain, to whine about how the game has been rigged from the start, how there was no way you could ever win, when a loud slap against your ass stopped your words from coming, a different sound escaping you. Your hands balled into fists as you wiggled back against him, trying to find relief against the sting that never came.Â
"That's not fair." You pouted. Nanami huffed out a laugh before his large hand rubbed across your backside, his fingers finding the hem of your shorts before pulling them down to pool around your ankles. "No, it's not." He agreed, another harsh smack making contact with your skin, making you jump. Nanami's warm hand stayed against your flesh rubbingaway the pain as he pressed closer to you, his crotch pressed against your left thigh. "But you don't mind as much as you're trying to make me think you do." He said assuredly.Â
You felt a tick of annoyance run through you before it was almost completely snuffed out by another slap of his hand, this one followed by two more in quick succession against your other cheek. "Why would you think that?" You sighed, trying not to pant through your words and give in to him as much as you wanted to. "This whole game has been rigged the whole time." You complained, your eyebrows shooting up when he pressed his knee against your clothed cunt, making you press try to press your legs together--an action that was stopped by his knee that was knocked into your own, keeping you spread.Â
Nanami gripped your ass in his hand before leaning over you, massaging the fat of your backside as his weight crushed you, his breath tickling the shell of your ear. He rut his hips against your thigh, letting you know how much he was enjoying his win before he pressed a kiss right under your ear. You shut your eyes, a gasp falling from your lips as all complaints left your brain, the only thing you could think of being the weight and scent of him as he consumed you entirely.Â
"You like it when I chase you, but you like it when I catch you even more." He whispered against your ear, his voice making you clench around nothing. "You're so cocky." You breathed, making him breathe out a laugh before he placed a kiss on your neck, the top of your spine, your shoulder blade. You held your breath when his hand that gripped your flesh slid between your legs, your body welcoming him as you spread your legs wider for him.
You couldn't stop the gasp that fell from between your lips when he pushed aside your panties like they were never there and rubbed his fingers through your wetness before dragging them across your clit. "And you're soaked, sweetheart," Nanami replied, showing you just how right he was about how much you loved being caught by him. But you didn't need him to tell you that, you already knew.Â
Nanami leaned back from crushing you with his body at the same time he slid his fingers back down to your entrance and pushed two thick fingers inside you like it was nothingâand it might've well been, his fingers getting swallowed up by your wet cunt with ease. The groan that left your lips made his cock twitch in response, the feeling of his hard length against the back of your thigh driving you crazy.Â
He released your arms from being caged behind your back, which you immediately used to grab the edge of the desk to steady yourself. Just when you were about to beg him for more, he slapped you again, harder this time, your ass stinging at the impact while your pussy tightened around his fingers like a vice. Nanami echoed your moan with a groan of his own as he began thrusting his fingers in and out of you, the wet squelching of your cunt echoing throughout his office.
"I can feel how much you like it." Nanami groaned, his voice deeper and more assertive with his arousal prominent. "Fuck," You whined, wiggling your hips back to meet his thrusts." Smack, another slap making you whine, a fuzziness starting to build in your mind as he fucked you harder on his fingers. "Tell me how much you like it, honey." Nanami moaned, though it sounded more like a beg as he rubbed his hips harder against your ass, trying to relieve himself on you.Â
"Kento," You whined, thrusting your hips back against him harder. A clinking of a belt and a zipper following the sound told you Nanami was ridding himself of his own pants. Another slap against your sore ass was all the motivation you needed to answer him, nodding against the desk. "I love it Ken, I love it, it feels so good." You whined, your clit throbbing at the lack of attention as you wiggled back, hoping he would relieve you soon.Â
You cried out when he pulled his fingers out of you abruptly, "Shhh, don't cry-" His words ended as he slammed himself inside you in one thrust, the stretch and slight burn of the sheer size of him making your eyes roll back in your head as he started up a brutal pace inside you, giving you little time to adjust before his hand dropped to your clit just as you wanted while his other massaged your soon to be bruised ass.Â
Without his knee between yours anymore, you were able to squeeze your thighs together around his hand as your orgasm wracked through your body, making you scream as he pounded it out of you, his cock hitting just the right spot inside your soft walls and prolonging your high as his expert fingers matched pace with his thrusts on your clit. "K-kento-" You whined, one of your hands wrapping around his wrist that kept rubbing your oversensitized clit, the pleasure of it bordering on pain.Â
"I know, I know, honey." Nanami cooed, his voice soft but his actions a stark contrast as he slapped your ass twice, once on each cheek, never once faltering his rough thrusts inside you, "You have to let go, sweetheart. Let go of my hand." He instructed, making you shake your head back and forth violently, only resulting in his fingers rubbing faster back and forth along your clit, it was almost too much.
"T-too much, Kento- f-fuck-" You cried, squeezing your eyes shut tight as you tried to lean forward to escape the pleasure, but he just followed you with his thrusts, knocking hard into your g-spot each time he slammed inside you. "No, it's not, Iknow what you can take." He replied dismissively, massaging your ass in a circle. The two of you had a safeword that had been long established and never used, and you weren't thinking about using it now, so maybe he was right, maybe he did know how much you could take.
You simply whined in response, feeling another orgasm quickly creeping over you, no escape from it in sight. "Let go of my hand, sweetheart, I won't ask again," Nanami said through a groan, his hand briefly coming up to cradle your cheek in a sweet gesture before he slid it back down your body and slapped the back of your thigh. The niceness of his words and the roughness of his actions made it hard to combine them into one person, you almost wanted to curse him out for sounding so unaffected but you knew he wasn't fairing much better than you.
The small sounds of him grunting and cursing under his breath told you exactly how he was doing. Kento's thrusts started losing their rhythm as he lost himself inside you. Begrudgingly, you let go of his hand, your own shaking as you placed it back on the edge of the dest, your knuckles turning white from how hard you were gripping it. "Good girl, I have you, I-I'll take care of you." The sound of Nanami's words getting choked off by a groan made your clit throb under his fingers. It was a fucking headrush knowing how much this man lost himself to you.Â
"Please-" You begged, unsure of what you were asking for but knowing you weren't going to last much longer. "Let it out, I'm right behind you." Nanami nodded, leaning over your body and wrapping an arm under your stomach, pulling your back tightly to his chest as he humped his cock in and out of you, the stretch and loss of him with each thrust making you go a little dumb in the head each time.Â
"Cum-" You weren't even able to finish your sentence as you came with a cry at the same time Nanami placed his lips on your cheek and kissed softly, trailing those kisses over your shoulder and neck as his fingers and cock worked in perfect harmony to draw your orgasm out of you. "Coming, I'm coming- oh my god-" Kento groaned through his teeth, his hair tickling your face as he buried his head in your neck and ground his hips flush against yours.Â
The circular movement of Kento's hips against your ass made your legs shake with sensitivity as his fat tip rubbed against your g-spot as he emptied his balls inside you. A warmth filled you from the inside out with each kick of his cock as he came, rope after rope of his seed filling you just like he did every time he fucked you. A loud, low, continuous groan left his throat as his balls throbbed with his release, his fingers finally ceasing their rubbing against your clit as he went still, basking in his orgasm while keeping himself inside you.Â
You reached a shaky, weak amr behind you and grabbed the back of his neck, gently scraping your nails up along his neck and trimmed undercut of his hair. Nanami hummed in satisfaction before he lifted his head and found your lips with ease, kissing you gently and lovingly, like the two of you had all the time in the world and nothing would ever separate the two of you.Â
He pulled away and looked at you, a content expression on his face. He leaned in to press one more kiss against your eyelid before he pulled back entirely, smoothing his hands down your sides as he pulled out of you, making the both of you moan at the missing contact of the other. You already wanted to whine about how empty you felt, but you knew you could have him whenever you wanted so that feeling didn't last long.
"My ass hurts." You complained, breaking the silence as you were now finally able to feel the full extent of his actions without a clouded mind. Kento laughed as he pulled your panties back in their rightful place, keeping his cum stuffed inside you as he patted his fingers over your cunt before dropping down and sliding your shorts up your legs. "I'm sorry, my love. I'll take responsibility." He said, a hint of amusement in his voice.Â
"You gonna massage my ass all night?" You asked, pushing your body up and leaning against the back of the desk, not yet ready to fully rely on your shaky legs yet. "Of course, I was the one who bruised it after all." Kento nodded as he buckled his belt back into place before stalking forward and caging you in with his body. You wrapped your arms around his neck like you've done a thousand times and let him lean in to kiss your neck, his hands wrapping around your waist to help you stand.
"Good." You said, relishing in his kisses before speaking up again, grabbing ahold of his face and pulling him back so you could look at him properly before you asked your question. "Was the game really rigged this whole time or were you just saying all that to be sexy?" Nanami smiled at that, his own hands grabbing your cheeks as he placed a kiss to the top of your head, to lessen the blow of his inevitable answer you knew was coming. " You know it is, I will always catch you."Â
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