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“I’ve got you. I’ve got you.”
Alan shivered as his big brother’s arms pulled him from his helpless swing back and forth above a height that wanted to kill him.
Virgil’s arms were ever so strong and they held him ever so tight as Alan struggled to breathe.
“You’re okay, Allie. I’ve got you.”
His breath was harsh in his throat.
“Is he okay?” Scott’s voice was ever so worried as he yelled down the small crevice. No doubt Alan had terrified both his brothers with his fall.
Virgil’s arms tightened again. “I’ve got him. Bit of a fright, but he’s okay.”
“I’m coming down.”
“Of course he is.” It was said under Virgil’s breath, but with no malice. Alan didn’t care, he just held onto Virgil with everything he had.
Alan was a thrill seeker. He loved to test the limits of…well, everything. But he had his own limits and honestly, falling off a mountain was wild in thought, but not so much in practise.
Because he had fallen with zero control and the sudden horrible fear that he was taking one or both of his brothers with him. For a split second, as he drew in a breath to scream, he thought he was going to lose more than he could bear.
Fortunately his brothers thought ahead.
Virgil in particular was the safety nut and it was that nuttiness that had stopped what could have been horrific and reduced it to a campfire story.
Once Alan could stop shaking.
He was vaguely aware of Virgil slapping an extra self-deploying piton into the rock face as they hung there, safety obviously still foremost on his mind. But while one arm let go for a moment, the other held Alan even tighter.
His ribs creaked.
But he didn’t care.
Nothing much more was said, though somehow Virgil still managed to yank out his first aid kit with one hand and flash a mediscanner all over Alan as if he didn’t believe he was okay.
Again, Alan didn’t care.
The scrape of rock and silicon leather announced the arrival of his biggest brother and a mutter between the two eldest saw Alan change clinging subjects. Scott was less massive, but he held him just as strong.
“I think we should call it a day.” Virgil’s voice was quiet but firm.
Alan let the air rush out of his lungs. “No, I want to do this.”
A negative rumble in Scott’s chest vibrated against his cheek.
Alan backed off a little and looked up at his big brother. “No. I have to do this.”
Virgil’s deep baritone was still negative from behind him. “Allie, you’ve got time. You don’t have to learn how to do this today.” An exasperated sigh. “We shouldn’t have brought you up here in the first place.”
No, no, no! Not this again. “Virgil, no, please, this is the first step, I need to do this!”
Scott turned Alan back to face him. “You’re too young. Give it a couple of years.”
Alan shook him off, pushing away to dangle by himself. Virgil instinctively reached for him before grabbing the rope above him instead and securing it as if he hadn’t welded it to the rock face moments before. His brothers were such worry warts they were going to stop him from getting anywhere anytime!
“I don’t have a couple of years! I want to help now!”
“You’re eleven! You should be in school.”
“I am in school, Scott. I’m learning what I need to learn - how to be a rescue operative - like you, like…Dad.”
At the mention of their father, Scott’s lips thinned. Losing Dad was raw and only months old. It hurt bad. Scott refused to believe he was gone. Virgil fretted that he was going to lose Scott because of that. There were loud arguments. His brothers needed help now.
Not in a couple of years’ time.
And basic training was where he needed to start.
Scott still hadn’t responded. It was like Alan had mentioned a forbidden word.
Virgil brushed his fingers along Alan’s arm, as if begging him to turn and see his point of view. “Allie, you can’t push this because of Dad.”
Alan glared at him. “Why not?”
But then he saw that poorly disguised fear in his brother’s brown eyes and realised he had only added to his worry.
“I can do this.”
Virgil’s voice was quiet. “I have no doubt you can.” He swallowed. “It is more a case of ‘should you?’”
A frown. “I have to.”
“No, you don’t.” This time the quiet voice was from his eldest brother and Alan was forced to turn and stare at Scott. “You don’t have to do this.”
“Yes, I do.” He straightened in his harness. “It’s what Dad would do.”
There was an exasperated sound from Virgil, but Alan ignored it and, instead, began pulling himself further up the side of Tracy Peak.
Scott growled. “Alan-“
“I’m gonna learn how to do this, and then I’m going to learn how to do the next thing, and the next thing, and the next thing, and then I’m going to help you guys. Don’t try to stop me.” He pulled himself up past Scott.
His big brother reacted by launching himself into point position again. After all, he was Scotty, and he had to be first.
Alan grit his teeth.
No, that was unfair.
It was safety again. One brother ahead and one behind to catch the little kid in the middle should he fall.
Which he had.
Alan’s shoulders dropped and he paused just long enough for Virgil to catch up.
A hand landed on his arm. “Alan-“
He shook him off, no matter how much Alan missed those strong arms holding him tight. No matter how much the fall below was terrifying.
He was a Tracy.
This is what Tracys did.
They saved lives, did what had to be done, and they weren’t scared.
He could do this and he would.
Just like Scott. Just like Virgil and John.
Just like Dad.
He pulled himself up the rock face…and kept going.
When they made the peak, Alan stood up and stared down at the villa far below. Virgil was whispering something angry under his breath at Scott.
Scott was frowning, caught between paying attention to both of them.
Alan straightened. He may only be eleven years old, but he had lived a lifetime already. This was basic training.
The beginning of everything else.
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#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds#thunderbirds fanfiction#Alan Tracy#Scott Tracy#Virgil Tracy#nuttyfic reblog#pre-series#haven't had time or brain to write new stuff#though I has several ideas#and two major fics lined up#I'll get there eventually
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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Buddies trump the protocol!
#the idea of Martlet carrying Clover in a basket like the mail whale has been occupying my brain for the past several days#pretty sure i've seen someone else draw something similar recently so great minds think alike i guess LMAO#hopefully the illusion of motion on her wings worked out well#also drawing this made me realize Martlet doesn't have tail feathers???#what is it with UTY animal monsters not having tails half the time#i guess when your body composition is mostly magic though you get to give aerodynamics the bird#uty#undertale yellow#uty martlet#martlet uty#martlet undertale yellow#undertale yellow martlet#clover#clover uty#clover undertale yellow
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reading comics is a time because characters will go through The Horrors and as long as no one dies it will never be mentioned again anyway I just reread Action Comics #767
#kon el#superman#superboy#I have several fic ideas surrounding that comic that I cannot BELIEVE no ones written#just . ough .#if someone has a canon divergence/fix it from that issue hmu#the first part of this post can apply to like any comic ever though#coming from tv show fandoms is so upsetting because what do you mean very few people write fics specifically based on one issue....#where are the hyperspecific fix its.....#where are the post-issue fics!!!#do I become that one person who writes fics that are incomprehensible without having read like 6 specific comics#I may have to do that I fear
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[pls dont tag as ship]
i think amy is one of the few people shadow would actually tolerate being near him, let alone touching him
[id: digital drawing of shadow the hedgehog and amy rose. shadow is wearing an open leather jacket with a maroon shirt and jeans torn at the knees. he has a square-shaped notch in one ear. amy is wearing a dress with a striped skirt colored cream-white-black-blue-red, a blue shirt, and a striped blue shawl with a red ribbon on it. she also has an eyebrow piercing, a couple earrings, and an industrial piercing.
shadow is sitting cross-legged on the floor, a phone with a red case in his hand. however, even as he's facing forward his attention is on amy, who's sitting on a stool behind him, braiding his quills. he's got an eyebrow raised and is trying really hard to not smile as she animatedly talks, gesticulating with her free hand. text pointing to her reads, "gossiping about Sonic." end id]
#monotoneart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#yall i am so happy with how amy's design ended up u have no idea sdfjhsdf#i kindaa tried to be more closer to her original dress at first but i decided i hated it.#also i decided to punch a hole into shadow's ear to parallel with sonic's / imply he probably had a tag in it once#shadow seems to have a habit of running into his own clones from what ive seen??#so i like to think it's a pretty small yet easy way to identify who is the real shadow#...there seem to be a lot of shadow clones now that i think about it#though to be fair im pretty sure everybody has at least several clones of themselves#idk i only vaguely remember sonic lore and mostly what i currently know is what ive seen in the fandubs o_o#i specifically recall there being a tails doll and little 10 year old me was a little freaked out by it#but i digress :))
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hits chrome with the had braces as a child beam. also hits him with the no they didnt fix shit tbh beam
#chrome has a tooth gap and overbite because i have one and i get to hand those out like candy because of it. giving him braces is new though#also sometimes i turn on my anime abilities for a bit. its funny to me.#doodlebyte#oc art#clean furry#sfw furry#furry art#cute furry#furry oc#chromium mono#tabitha boss#mymk#i like drawing baby chrome hes funny. little ball of rage whos going to become gay about it for some fucking reason#baby tabitha also fun to draw. so full of joy and wonder before it Went Away For Some Reason. also big stupid glasses.#but yeah hi my ocs sorry its been a minute. i had the realisation i could make charms and shit and came crawling back i know i know.#i could practically see ali pouting at the idea of their creator abandoning them for several months. sorry buddy it is how it is#but hey. as a reward for not chewing the furniture apart while i was gone. reversible keychain.
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Since I've been jojoing it up lately, I figured I should bring my old Part 4 OC from 2020 back and revamp her
I first created her before CDDH was announced, so does that mean I technically predicted Hol Horse being in Morioh? ;P
#my art#dawnsies art#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jjba oc#jojo oc#hol horse#jjba hol horse#dawnsies ocs#oc: carol watanabe#dawnsies fankid logic circa 2020: if hol horse truly has ladies round the globe then surely the condom failed at least once#or as my friend put it#'bro is whoring it up and you're helping by naming his kids for him' lollll#i mention cddh but i still need to actually read it. i've gone thru the summary tho#i remember thinking back when it was first announced 'oh cool i can use this for my oc lore' and then i promptly forgot about it 💀#i didn't include the og art i made of her but just know she glowed up for realsies#hol horse did not get that glow up bc its actually my first time drawing him so he looks a lil weird#i'll figure him out eventually though#i'm so bad about continually drawing my ocs but i am going to try!!! i do have several ideas for her after all
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silly devouring his salad
my twitter mutual drew a BUTCHER VANITY Rock and caused me to irreparably have a cannibalistic rock living in my head, this is but one escaped consequence of that
#this is a parody of a parody of a parody#so a beloved twitter mutual drew a parody of BUTCHER VANITY with rock and it altered my brain chemistry#there’s a part in the music video for that song where she does the saturn devouring his son pose#anyway the idea of this image has cursed me for the past several days and i can’t use my tablet right now so i tried to do my best in ibis#the red is#it’s just tomatoes from his salad#it’s funnier to imagine that his table manners are that bad#though the question of whether tsurutan/tartan/vinnie has blood has also been on my mind#who knows the sexy daikon crop might also bleed#my art#bokumono#harvest moon#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon a wonderful life#hm awl#hm anwl#harvest moon another wonderful life#rock (awl)#harvest moon rock#rock awl#hm rock#many fucked up evil rocks lately i’m very happy about this#i know he’s a harmless little guy… but a villainous rock is just very funny to me. let him cook#my test viewer that i showed this to after crawling out of my cave says it’s‘cursed’ … sorry guys……….
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✦ OC Questionnaire Tag 3 ✦
Thanks for the tag, @illarian-rambling!
Characters from Sun and Shadow: Freya, Crow, and Valyarus Characters from the Arcane Rifts: Gene, Tazin, and Mislav Featuring tAR's children at ages 15, 17, and 17! (Aka mid book 2.)
Questions: - Do you have a tell when you're lying? - What other media genre would you do the worst in? - Are you confident in yourself? from @the-letterbox-archives
Do you have a tell when you're lying?
Freya: Um... not that I know of? I'm not really in the habit of lying? (*remembers that she does, in fact, lie a lot... but mostly through omission of the truth!*) Haha... yeah! ... ugh, okay, um. If I had to guess... (*shifts uncomfortably in place*) it would probably be that I struggle in what to say? Though I kinda do that anyway? Ugh, I don't really know. (A/N: the easiest sign to tell that she's "lying" is that she avoids the subject completely. She'll change the subject or "get distracted". She also fidgets more, but that's something she does a lot anyways because she's awkward.)
Crow: Of course not! I don't lie anyway, so how would I find out? 😉🥰 (psst... Crow...) What? (You're supposed to basically be under truth serum for these Questionnaire posts...) Okay. And? 😘 (So you're telling me that you, a detective, have never told a lie once?) ... (See the issue there?) Nope! 😄 (A/N: WHELP! Uncooperative Crow understandably won't tell you, so I will. They're a very good liar, so it's hard to tell when they do. The best indicator is that they'll stumble slightly in their speech when almost saying something "they shouldn't" or they'll hesitate while trying to come up with a lie. The falters are always subtle though.)
Valyarus: (*snorts*) I would think not. Besides, I'm not in the habit of lying. There's too much magic that can force you into Truth-telling to be able to rely on it--no, best is operating in half-truths and implication. The best method of deception is allowing the one you wish to deceive to come up with the answers for themself. For example... (*slowly smirks, quirking an eyebrow*) I never said I don't lie just now... did I? (A/N: ahhh, our beloved douchebag faerie living up to his species's reputation. In other words: he's a fantastic "liar".)
Gene: I... don't know. I'd... like to think not. Maybe... maybe that I... (*takes a slow, deep breath, collecting himself*) ... I probably act more confident when I lie. I... I'm not confident. And probably don't... stutter as much. Or hesitate... So, speaking patterns? They--they change, I mean. My speaking patterns. When I lie.
Tazin: (*snarls*) I have no idea what the fuck you're talking about, you got me? I--I-- (*struggling to lie because of the whole "these questions are answered under basically-truth serum" thing*) FINE! I don't fucking lie because I can't, okay? I avoid the subject! Or I just--I don't know, I just fucking lie??? How am I supposed to fucking know if I have a "tell"??? Don't you think I'd fucking fix it if I knew??? (A/N: he gets avoidant of the subject and/or highly aggressive to dissuade the asker from continuing at the moment... or generally asking again.)
Mislav: Um... this is a weird question?... I guess I don't really--(*remembers he lies literally all the time*)--lie... (*lets out a slow, pained sigh, running his hands back through his hair in frustration*) I don't know? I just--try my best to bullshit it? Try to make people feel better, or avoid giving them the information they want? I don't know??? (A/N: best indication is that he answers too quickly. He usually practices/rehearses his lies before it comes time to actually tell them. Otherwise (if he didn't expect to have to lie/doesn't have one prepared), he freezes up, stutters, and smiles/jokes too much as he tries "appeasing" or distracting the questioner.)
What other media genre would you do the worst in?
(we're going to be implanting Forbidden Knowledge of our Real World genres and whatnot for them to be able to best answer this!)
Freya: The horror genre. (*shudders*) I cannot deal with scary stuff, okay? I think I would be the first to die. I'd scream, or cry, and break down--probably try hitting the monster or whatever over the head with a chair when it turns the corner and, well... that never goes well in those sorts of things, does it?
Crow: Fairy tales. I'd either be the "lesson"--"don't do this or look what happens to you! You'll become Crow!"--or I'd be whatever the horrifying monster or villain is. I mean... (*laughs awkwardly, looking away and rubbing their shoulder feathers*) when you're me... you get used to knowing you're what's wrong with the world. (*beat. They realize what they've just said--*) I mean, romance. I'd probably annoy my love interest to death. 😎
Valyarus: (*fake gags, then with disgust:*) Romance. My only "biological" child was through magic, and I would not step foot near anyone with that sort of intention. I don't understand how others do. Much less why my daughter is so interested in Freya. They just met! (note: he's aroace and is equally disgusted with romance and sex. Also, yes, I know that's not how all aroace people are. I have plenty of other characters everywhere else in the spectrum. This is just where Valyarus is.)
Gene: Um... probably romance. I...'m not interested in it... not really. Be-besides with Mislav, I mean... and I... I don't even know why he likes me? 😅😓 ... people think I'm creepy. They don't say it--not to my face--but I know they think it. And I... I struggle to talk with people a lot. I try to say one thing, but they think I mean another?... I don't understand why. It's hard. And I--... I don't think I'd do well in that kind of story.
Tazin: The kinda thing where I'd have to teach. I don't have that kind of fucking patience, are you fucking kidding me? I think I'd explode on them. Maybe even literally. (*He pauses, considering it... and grins darkly*) Actually, wait--I take it back. I want to try. (I want to tag in and say traditional horror/thriller. I think the degree to which he'd freak out or curse out the monster would be comical and/or break the immersion, haha.)
Mislav: I would not be able to participate in a talk show or be in the news. A talk show? (*scoff*) Regardless of the subject, it wouldn't take long for me to be driven mad by their endless talking and pretending they know everything. The news? Even worse. I think I'd snap their mic in half. And only because I'd be struggling not to snap other things. <.< (read: necks, limbs, etc.)
Are you confident in yourself?
Freya: Ha... no, not really. I act like I am, but... y'know, it's just that--an act.
Crow: What's not to be confident about? I'm the greatest, I've never made a mistake in my life, and every decision I make is the best one I possibly can! 😘
Valyarus: (*poised on a grand chair; sipping tea elegantly with one hand while the other hangs over the side of the armrest. A nail file magically hangs in the air and is filing his nails while he sips tea*) Hm? What did you say? Oh. (*chuckles*) Of course I'm confident in myself. My abilities, my character, my decisions--everything. 😉💅
Gene: Depends what you mean by "myself"... (*goes quiet, looks away, and debates*) ... I... I try my best to make the right decisions. The best ones... that I possibly can. I--as hard as it is to not question them, it's--it's not good to worry about past decisions. I do my best, and that's--that's all I can do. So... (*takes a deep breath, collecting his thoughts*) I'm not confident, but I try to be.
Tazin: (*snarls*) Of course I'm confident. I've gotten this far, haven't I? (*and slowly starting to smirk instead--*) I mean, look at me. (*leans back and gestures at himself with both hands*) I used to live on the streets with Gene. Now I have a girlfriend. People used to be terrified at my name--and they still would be if I didn't have to stop with the whole "Svarog" thing. (*oops, snarls again and leans in close; threateningly*) Look, I don't care what anyone else says, but Gene wasn't the only reason we were successful! He wouldn't have gotten anywhere without my strength, got it!?!? (Is actually less confident than he thinks he is--overcompensates for that by having convinced himself that he's the greatest. Hm... wonder if that fits the diagnosis criteria for anything?)
Mislav: Ha... not at all. (*swallows and looks down at his hands, fighting back tears*) I... one of these days, this curse is going to take over me. Will I even know when it does? Or will it be slow enough that I never even recognize that I've changed? I... (*looks back up at asker*) I worry, one of these days, I'll only know it when I've done something I can't come back from...
Your questions: - Same as the ones I answered!
Tagging (with no pressure) @yourpenpaldee @honeybewrites @fantasy-things-and-such @wyked-ao3 @the-golden-comet
@paeliae-occasionally @ath3alin @mysticstarlightduck @the-letterbox-archives + open tags!
Divider from @cafekitsune
#Plot twist: Valyarus is the secret villain of SaS and his ENTIRE motivation is just to get Freya away from his daughter. 🤣🤣🤣#Soren/Daleira brought up the idea of the engagement to him while he wasn't paying attention#so he was just all like “oh yeah sure hun. Whatever would make you happy dear” to Daleira. 🤣#He comes to find out he agreed to an engagement#freaks out and INSTANTLY goes into “how tf do I fix this” mode.#Decides the absolute BEST way to do it is blow up several parts of his own goddamn estate and blame it on Freya#lucky him she's actually brand new to the idea that she has fire magic and doesn't know how to control it so it ACTUALLY worked#man's just sitting over there#stunned#“I really didn't expect this to work out this well...”#for legal reasons this is a joke#I mean for one the attack on Valyarus's place is far from the only one that happens#and I mean the man's sus but why would he frame his own daughter's fiancée after he AGREED to it? She literally crossed a whole ocean.#Would be crazy if that were true though am I right?#Also love me my Mislav angst; poor boy will never escape from it#the feychild tag games#the feychild speaks in tags!#sun and shadow novel#the arcane rifts#freya ula#crow the cursed#valyarus fenastra#gene the amnesiac#tazin the theater kid#mislav the berserker#oc questionnaire#ace characters#aro characters#aroace character#autistic oc
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Left Side, Round 1:
Fubuki Tenjoin/Atticus Rhodes v.s. Yusaku Fujiki
#r1s1#they're like. complete opposites it's amazing#fubuki is a romancer like every girl in the academy loves him. yusaku gets made fun of because he has no idea how to speak to women#or anyone for that matter#ygobattleroyale#yugioh gx#yugioh vrains#fubuki tenjoin#atticus rhodes#yusaku fujiki#I wrote and took out of yusaku’s slide like several times the fact he ate hot dog paper once even though that’s not relevant#because i think about that every time i think of him. so instead i’m writing this in the tags
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thinking about superheroes unfortunately
#random thoughts#let me daydream about batman in peace#love the dynamic between spiderman and deadpool#it's that kind of dynamic i love where two people have power over each other in different ways#like spiderman is a well-loved public figure and deadpool's idol while deadpool is a dangerous mercenary with regeneration powers#physically deadpool probably outmatches spiderman through sheer dogged perseverance#while in the public eye spiderman is more well-liked AND deadpool is feverishly obsessed with him#i'm gonna keep forgetting the hyphen between spider and man btw fuck the world#loving the idea of a spiderman who KNOWS deadpool can do better and believes in him while deadpool gives him a space where HE can be himsel#like spiderman has so many masks he has to put on around other people#i think deadpool should be one of the few people he can truly let himself loose around#yknow before he can get to a point where he can reveal he's peter parker#also i think peter parker in his ideal state suffers from severe identity and self confidence issues#like he thinks spiderman is a seperate persona he puts on which is superior to himself in every way#(okay seperate thought: DID spiderman. the spider bite being so traumatic it led to him creating a split personality to cope.)#(or separate. whatever.)#also age difference. peter should be in his mid-twenties while deadpool should be in his thirties. need more power imbalance#also they're both sa survivors and their personalities could be interpreted as them handling it in vastly different ways#with deadpool being hypersexual and spiderman being flirtatious yet distant and peter parker being borderline celibate#though honestly i could leave spiderman being an sa survivor given it was a whole 'gay people are all predators' psa#also i think spiderman should have been held back in high school. due to struggles relating to being spiderman#so he graduated late and now he's going to community college#peter parker has the luxury of going incognito. wade wilson will always be stared at no matter what he's wearing#deadpool who every superhero hates. spiderman who every superhero organization is trying to recruit desperately#also i think peter should admire wade. physically. built like a brick shithouse that one#also the third act low point CAN'T be about spiderman feeling guilty because deadpool kills people#okay? it's overdone. we've seen it. it's lame#i prefer when their opposing views on murder are treated in a more 'death penalty or no' way rather than assuming deadpool is always wrong#because spiderman's idyllic 'people can change' beliefs can be just as wrong as deadpool's 'assholes deserve to die' beliefs#and spiderman has definitely killed people are you kidding me. both accidentally and on purpose
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Returned to Starbound for a bit recently, and decided to make more homes in the rest of the major planet types!
Used a lot of generated structures again, but had to hand make some stuff for the arctic and lava planets (neither of those biomes have generated structures) and couldn't find anything particularly good on the savannah planet.
Original post with the other planet types here
#my post#starbound#the lava planet was an absolute pain to handle though i like how it ended up with the fairly sparse decoration#several times i got fucked over by meteor strikes and at one point had to remake basically the whole little island from scratch#also had to edit the lush one a bit when i realized it was. too tall for screenshot lmao. i like the way it is now better anyway#the outfits were a little hard to puzzle out bc i tried to keep from reusing anything from the first set of homes#while checking the ogs i was slightly hurt to note that i decided on the pink clothing theme partway through bc the forest home has#my character in green clothes with just a pink dyed back piece. a few of the og outfits couldnt be dyed so tried to pick a few in here#with more non-pink like with the arctic and midnight outfits. god it was hard to put together that midnight outfit lol#the snowy one was kinda funny to decide on bc yeah its the snowy home but its made out of a steamspring biome structure#the midnight one was fun bc i had the idea of there being a lot of lighting inside. and i slightly themed the mutated one as grown over#the savannah one was the only one made entirely from scratch and i do really like it#hoping the screenshots arent shitty
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and ANOTHER thing —sorry I’m almost done—the creation of that lust filled space also creates such an unempowered state for Kate to be in. there isn’t anything she can really do except sort of stand there doe-eyed and take it in. Also that’s so dark!
#sorry I keep using that word but!#contrast it with pride and prejudice#it’s funny and powerful that Darcy proposes like ‘I WISH I didn’t love you or find you beautiful for several logical reasons but I DO’#marry me pls’#(because it is fun to see a character overcome almost against their will)#but Lizzy’s response is so important and so in the best sense of the word admirable#because she ISN’t impressed!!!!!#and it isn’t the girlboss meanness that she is so often celebrated for!#which is the world’s version of empowerment for women#it’s just that she is like ‘this is not my problem!!!!!!! that you are so in love with me but disgusted by my family/circumstances’#so she’s kind of like ‘don’t bring this to ME.’#and that’s so iconic and compelling and forces Darcy to stop#because it’s so valid and so real person of her!!!!!!#because yeah! a man feeling uncomfortable about his feelings for a woman#is not that woman’s problem!!!! and even though some of us would be so affected by it#(tbh i would have been so flattered that he liked me and was struggling against it I might not have yelled at him)#it’s so iconic that she DOES!#the real person of it!!!!!! the negotiation of life!!!!!!!!!!#Darcy’s problem is he has been wrestling in his head and speaking to no one#and Lizzy forcibly reminds him that she is a person with feelings and it is actually not his place for him to be listing out at this moment#all the objections he has had to the idea of marrying her#not hers to know!!!!!!!#and he’s like ‘oh wow that’s so true’ and course corrects#all without being sort of this pandering sentimental softie so often presented on the OTHER side#he is mad at her! he’s bitter! but his bitterness soon takes a proper direction (as he says at the end)
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The Shekhinah as queen is protector of her people, interceding with the Divine masculine as king, and also defending the Jews from attack. She is a regal warrior:
What shall I do for Her? Well look! My entire household is in Her hands. He issued a proclamation: "Henceforth all affairs of the King are entrusted to Matronita [the Lady/the Queen]." He placed in Her control all His weapons: lances, swords, bows, arrows, catapults, fortresses, stones... in front of Her would appear warriors, catapultiers, lancemen, swordsmen- since other camps were coming to wage war against Israel from above.
The Zohar depicts the Shekhinah with Kali like ferocity, saying: "We have learned that a thousand mighty mountains standing before her are just one bite for her. A thousand great rivers she swallows in one gulp." When a person is traveling, the Shekhinah stands by as a guardian.
Pg 141, the Hebrew Priestess
#cipher talk#Kohenet Judaism#'Israel' here throughly predates the modern state#I have a feeling the Kali comparison is mostly eclectic western spirituality at work but its actually a legitimate comparison#Because several scholars suspect Anat and Kali are related in some way though no one has been quite able to figure out how#They are WEIRDLY similar in regard to some very specific imagery. Durga gets brought into it as well.#And Anat having been used as a consort of Hashem at least once may have influenced the idea of the Shekhinah
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Giving nicknames, testing boundaries (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#How /did/ Max come to like him so much in just two years? I have my theories :3#More Teen Max!! Nothing has changed I just continue to love him lol#Two years is a pretty quick turnaround for such a stubborn kid - though I guess for a child two years can be a long time haha#Went from just hating Dex's guts of trying to drive him away and make him quit and hating being kept on a short leash#Does make me wonder how much of him kissing him was an impulse - I mean obviously lol but how much was genuine attraction!#Certainly seemed like a lot :0 Even upon being rejected he couldn't give it up! Still took him another several years to act again tho haha#I mean - in the text lol who knows what they got up to in the time skips hehe ♪#AnyWay lol - them getting used to each other of slowly working into tolerating each other#Max said something in one of his wake-ups that as I read it implied Dexter was something of a polyglot?? Which - love that ♪#If not conversationally-fluent then at tourist-fluent y'know I think that's great <3#Which got me thinking about other languages and insults and curses haha#I like the idea of Dex only really strong-arming Max about Actual deviant behaviour - something that puts himself or others at risk#Harmless little things like any teen would do - like name-calling! Haha - just get a kind of neutral ''Huh''#As well as interest <3 Not an outright dismissal not a lecture but at least the appearance of investment!#Considering Max's home life I can't imagine he had all that many people genuinely (or fake) interested in his shenanigans#All about suppressing the symptoms more than rooting out the cause it's amazing what just showing a little interest can do#I also just think it's cute of Max getting away with something silly and harmless but totally biting and mean! <in his mind haha#Silly lad <3
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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#i love dukesville. yo-kai watch wild west. though also everyone in bbq talks like they're in the wild west-#i don't blame myself for not having any commentary on hazeltine mansion tbh. it sucks ass. i mean it's kind of fun but like#god is it annoying. i think using the mechanic of switching between nate and hailey for puzzles is a cool idea but. bad execution#very bad execution. it is so annoying#especially the section where you're in the basement and have to use the drill a bunch#... why are there prison cells in the basement anyways??????? i just realized how fucking weird that is-#i'm mostly just annoyed by the dining room puzzle tbh. i KNOW the fucking answers but verygoodsir is an ASSHOLE for some reason#and won't let me choose the FUCKING CORRECT DOORS#3's so fucking amazing tbh. i really wanna replay it soon. don't wanna have to delete a save file though#wish 3 had three save files like 1 and 2. i get why though i mean it's the biggest 3ds game klsfdjfskjfsdjksdf-#i wanna like. actually use my originyan for once. i might just end up using nyases ii instead tho fsdkljjdsfjskd-#i love every chapter in 3 after nate and hailey meet tbh. the bestie moments are so good#though also i don't think it was an amazing idea tbh. it means there's six main characters after that point#sometimes one character will go several cutscenes without talking at all. it's usually buck#he doesn't have any dialogue during any of the key quests in new yo-kai city. which is pretty amusing admittedly#i think the writers just forgot about him or something fslkdjdfslkjfsdljkdf-#i think my favorite thing related to that is like. during the stuff in bada-bing tower komasan and komajiro are there too#but they don't have any dialogue. which makes it seem kind of pointless#i get why they're there plot-wise but like. at that point you should either have them leave before you go to bada-bing tower#(esp since they don't end up in the ufo with everyone else. idr if there's a reason for that there probably isn't-)#(i think i slightly blocked out everything in bada-bing tower cuz it is so grueling)#or just. give them dialogue???#i love 3 and all but it definitely has some problems-#which is why i'm so excited to rewrite it <3 for both of those reasons. i can fix things. and also it's the best game#just. full-stop. not just the best yo-kai watch. i just think it's the best game ever#that title changes based on my current biggest hyperfixation though sfldfsjdkslfdjkfdj-#i think i'd say my overall top 5 is like. yo-kai watch 3. deltarune. ummmm. fantasy life is up there
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