#tho i struggle to fit her into this bit specifically
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rowanthestrange · 1 year ago
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So, question. Do we think it’s Missy deliberately playing up with the neighbour re: The TARDIS cus she’s a bitch? Or she got ‘de-fobwatched’/mind-overtaken shortly into the plot?
Cus that scene is there for a reason.
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arolesbianism · 28 days ago
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Grrr
#keese draws#oc art#oc#demonstrator <33333#I’ve been slowly getting a better grasp of her character even if I still consider her to be quite a heavy wip#she’s simply hard for me to work on confidently when all the story surrounding her is so volatile atm#I am still charmed by her unending rage and unpleasant demeanor tho <3#for context [in the current version of the story] she was also placed in the 50 year timeloop but unlike lace she was heavily isolated for#basically all of it due to her spending at best most of the loop stuck in some caves#this ofc did not help with her already fragile mental state and as such she got real fucked up by the experience#I’m going to restrain from elaborating much more for now tho since she is again a heavy wip#again the parts of the story she’s in are all the most volatile bits that are prone to being heavily reworked at any moment#especially since she and lace are heavily connected#lace is by far the holder of the most volatile part of the story since ultimately most of her original stuff just can’t fit in the current#version of the story due to a wide variety of reasons but most of all that she’s just simply not the main character anymore#this story isn’t about her specifically anymore and it’s no longer simply a timeloop recovery arc story#I’m ofc glad I completely reworked the story as I did but it does mean that lace doesn’t rly have the room to have every facet of her#character explored that was meant to be explored in the original version of the story#and this also means lace doesn’t have a super solidified role within the story and main cast rn#I have an idea ofc but the specifics are still kinda fuzzy atm#it’s basically a matter of how much I push her into being a main cast member and how much I want to explore her character#which is a complicated thing to do since she’s currently supposed to be properly introduced quite late in the story#now I could simply sprinkle her stuff throughout the rest of the story but I’m not rly sure How to go about that#because its pretty damn important to me that the main cast do not remember anything from the past timeline#even after lace is properly introduced#and while the shadow she casts is present the whole time that’s not rly a showcase of her character#and that shadow itself is part of the reason I’m hesitant to do like direct flashbacks even if they are vague or unimportant#I probably will end up doing smth like that anyways but the how is a struggle for me#ultimately it’s just abt finding out how to make lace feel like she matters before she’s properly introduced#so yeah demonstrator is unfortunately not my top priority rn since she’s basically the other side of the story coin to lace
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desperateknot · 1 month ago
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My starting screen today is a bit different :0
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👏👏👏👏👏
Effervescent Corrosion E.G.O Queequeg
Splash art:
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Awakening: Truly want…this pearl?
Corrosion: Filth! Filth! All filth after all!
Reasoning: I have stated many times that I have decided to forgo Blind Obsession for her WAW EGO. Instead, I want to give her Effervescent Corrosion from Ambling Pearl. Why?
In canon, Queequeg displayed clear envy for the Abnormalities because they have wishes while she didn't. She did say "Abnormalities," plural, but to that point, we have only fought Mermaids in gameplay.
After she said it must be nice to be an Abnormality, we fought Ambling Pearl. So, if I have to pick one Abnormality that she was specifically jealous of, it'd be Ambling Pearl.
Ambling Pearl also inflicts the larva status effect. A larva is a wingless, worm-like form (like a caterpillar) hatched from an egg. It fits perfectly with Queequeg saying she couldn't become a cocoon.
Other than that, Effervescent Corrosion has the theme of filth.
"Filth nests inside me... so that they may be reborn as something useful."
This is Hong Lu's Corrosion line. I feel it is particularly fitting for Queequeg.
"Crawling in filth. Thinking filth was everything. Thought filth was the world. Thought I knew the world."
Right, just to explain why I link the image of filth to Queequeg, that was her line in Canto V.
Queequeg calls herself a maggot. She already thinks herself is filthy. But there is a pearl inside her. It's covered in filth, almost, but still shining. Queequeg would ask you if you truly want it, the pearl covered in filth.
Anyways, the pearl is compared to the reason for the Ambling Pearl's existence. Without the pearl, the Abnormality may crumble away. Coincidentally, Queequeg is also struggling to find a reason for existence of her own.
"Must be nice."
"Knowing what you want. Knowing what you desire."
Queequeg was ceaselessly scratching at her arm as her eyes remained fixed on the Abnormalities.
She was scratching so hard that blood and pale gunk were starting to seep from her torn skin.
Oh right, Queequeg lied btw (/j). 30 minutes later, she told Dante she wished Ishmael to find her way. So she did have a wish of her own. Without that wish...without Ishmael...without the pearl...she crumbled (only in my fic tho).
The more I think about it, the more I think Ambling Pearl was there for her.
Personal note: This EGO is Envy. On account of how Queequeg was jealous of the Abnormality it was from. I know it's green. I don't care.
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minthe-drawings · 9 months ago
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I was wondering, what were your design/character thoughts that went into creating the traffic light trio and how they fit for their partners? All of them are so great, physically and character-wise, it really made me curious as to how you decided to create them!
Oh this is gonna be a tab bit long!
I designed them consecutively as I played the different LIs
Mint(Cove) > Ruka(Derek) > Scarlett(Baxter)
I started off with Mint and I knew I wanted a theme for all my MCs and I decided on color, as well as assigning them the specific personalities from the game.
Mint - Relaxed
Ruka - Nervous
Scar - Direct
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As for the design I wanted to focus on different shapes. On the basic level:
Mint - square (steady, strong, independent)
Ruka - circle (harmony, connection, feminine)
Scar - reversed triangle (unbalanced, reversal, struggle)
I do remember making sure their colors match with their assigned LI as well. As for their connection to the boys, it honestly just came to me naturally, the LIs affected Ruka and Scarlett's personality the most tho.
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For Cove I wanted someone that will be there to ground him, support him, and absolutely spoils him. They're pretty much the least complicated couple in my roster. CoveMin is just literally made for each other lol
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For Derek, I had this dynamic in mind of a princess/knight or academic/sporty type. Ruka was there to be his sort of foil? She's weak, grew up with an illness, decided on to prioritize herself first which made it easier for her to help the people around her. She helps Derek open up, share his responsibilities, AND TO RELAX lol
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For Baxter, oh this was a fun one. I knew about him leaving/breaking up with MC even before the DLC was out. So I made a character that was the definition of 'I can make him worst' but what really happened is that they ended up making each other better? Scar didn't expect she'd actually catch feelings and here we are~
I have a ton more insight for these characters tbh, if you have more specific questions feel free to send them my way <3
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salty-an-disco · 1 year ago
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Hey bud! If you had to give your favorite voice a favorite movie, what would it be? And would their matching vessel like or dislike it?
I know this wasn’t the assigned task, but I couldn’t resist–
Here’s me headcanoing a fave film for every single voice and their respective princess’ opnion on it–
Hero: Shrek 2. No it is NOT just because of the Holding Out For a Hero scene, tho that is a very nice scene that always makes him start bouncing on his seat the moment it starts playing. It isn’t Default Princess’ favorite (she prefers Shrek 1), but she still appreciates the satire and subversion of common fairy tale tropes and the exploration of Shrek’s character here.
Contrarian: The Emperor’s New Groove. It’s memeable, it’s funny, it has such iconic characters, what else could he ask for? Stranger likes what they saw of it well enough, but they can’t really bring themselves to focus on a movie for the entirety of it. Would rather be doing something that requires them to be proactive.
Cheated: Fight Club. I haven’t watched Fight Club myself, but from what I hear from it, sounds like something Cheated might enjoy. Razor isn’t allowed anywhere near a TV.
Cold: Inside Out. Am I projecting? Yes. Do I care? Absolutely not. She watches Inside Out over and over again, imagining those little emotion guys as some of its friend, and getting a weird tight feeling in its chest when the control panel starts going gray because of Riley’s increasingly depressive state. Spectre likes the movie :)
Paranoid: Paranorman (I didn’t realize how similar those names are, but holy shit that’s funny), she finds Norman’s struggles to fit in and being seen as a ‘weirdo’ relatable and finds the way he’s fascinated with horror weirdly compelling. Both the fact it’s a stop-motion movie, and that it’s ‘children’s horror’ helps Paranoid feel safe watching it, and she doesn’t even jerks her arms once! Nightmare finds the zombies funny and gets… weirdly emotional during reveal at the end.
Hunted: The Lion King. It’s pretty, it’s colorful, the scenery and characters makes it feel at home, and it’s really compelled by the lion hamlet storyline. Beast tries to paw at every animal on screen and starts howling sadly when Mufasa dies.
Opportunist: Says it’s The Devil Wears Prada, but actually, it’s Legally Blond. The musical, specifically. Constantly has ‘Gay or European?’ playing in his head. Witch also loves The Legally Blond musical and is constantly grumpy that it’s also Oppy’s favorite.
Stubborn: Kung Fu Panda. It has FIGHTS, it has a panda struggle to become stronger, it has a compelling emotional core, he loves that shit! Adversary prefers John Wick, personally, but she’s also cheering for that white leopard guy every time he’s on screen (yeah, she knows he’s the villain, so what?).
Broken: Winnie the Pooh. It’s comforting and so nice to watch! It always makes them feel better. Tower doesn’t concern herself with this kind of leisure.
Smitten: The Princess Bride. Do I need to explain this one? Damsel also likes it, though she prefers Enchanted; especially the animated bits, she finds animation much more compelling than live action. :D
Skeptic: Knives Out. The mystery is compelling, the characters are engaging, and the set design! Skeptic could spend hours dissecting every frame of this movie and he did. Prisoner thought the culprit was too easy to figure out.
Extras–
Long Quiet is very fond of the Rio movie, while Shifty really likes Everything, Everywhere, All at Once (she’s also fond of The Lego Movie :))
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sucrows · 6 months ago
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Crow you interested me in ur femstars body headcanons now..... I would love to hear abt everyone but that might be too much work LMAO i invite u to share misc headcanons tho.... i love women
hope you know ive thought about this ask daily for the last 2 months, so its time to free it from its chambers and release the femstars body headcanons
gonna go wild and write as much or as little as i feel like for every character and ignore any i don't have any thoughts on. warning for talk about bodies and weight amongst other stuff
adonis: mostly muscular build but not in like... an instagram fitness influencer way in that she hyper focuses in on glutes. She works out upper body and lower body equally. she keeps her hair incredibly long but always has it up in some way. idk how accurate this is to canon but in MY eyes she used to be heavier before she got into being an idol but since she's moved to japan she's gotten more muscular. She still has the stretchmarks and loose skin in places to show for it. not particularly busty, probably a b or maybe c cup at most
chiaki: bangs and a high ponytail. her hair isn't all that long (just past soulder length) but it's enough that she can pull it up. really sickly as a child so she works out a lot and is decently muscular now.
himeru: if "willowy" were a person. Hair is long and straight and sleek. It falls in her face often. she and fem!adonis know each other well from working on shampoo commercials. Gives the impression of a "mean girl" until you chat with her
izumi: pixie cut. do you know how strict the ballet and modeling scene are on young girls? her self image is rough and she's still definitely struggling with the fact that bodies change as you age. She used to be really thin and was a late bloomer. She's still thin now and has a decent amount of muscle but fem!izumi is even more sensitive about her weight than regular izumi
kanata: short hair. what is up with everyone giving her long hair? if anything, the symbolism of kanata not having long hair anymore means even more if we're talking about fem!kanata.
keito: dresses reallllllyyyy conservatively until its for a job and then she flashes everyone with eyefulls of arm muscles and tits. Genuinely gorgeous and stunning. Bob with a small undercut for hair.
koga: ok i cannot picture her with one specific hairstyle so im going to just say she's always changing it up. She'll go "im growing it out!" and then the next day she's shaved her sides.
leo: her hair has not changed at all, she just plays with it a bit more often. Short and bony. basically the same as regular leo but even shorter.
mayoi: same hair as regular mayoi. very thin and not very shapely. She's not completely flat chested but her breasts are small enough that she can often get away with not wearing a bra. when she's not really anxious but not smiling she has a case of rbf and it's funny
niki: hair is same as regular niki. busty and bottom heavy. really reslly struggled to gain weight as a child and early teenage years due to her health issues but has gained weight as of becoming an idol due to having enough money to actually feed herself what she needs! yippee!
rinne: wolf cut! used to be long but one day after she got to the city she cut it and never looked back. does not work out often but somehow maintains a muscular physique.
ritsu: longer hair as a kid, same as regular ritsu now. permanently wears oversized clothing.
souma: almost identical to regular souma except shorter and with b cups
tatsumi: i am a short hair tatsumi truther. It was really long during reimei but it was such a hassle while she was hospitalized that she decided to go for the big chop. wants to grow it out again but has a bob as of canon time. anyways back to what everyone wants to hear: yeah she has a massive chest but she's kinda insecure about it. she's another one who grew up fat and still isn't quite used to everyone praising her now for having fat in the "right" areas. frequent practice has her a bit thinner than she used to be but do not get me wrong she is still fat (especially on her stomach and arms). oh yeah and also molessssss
Ok getting off my soapbox now i love women ❤️
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teruwasright · 24 days ago
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I saw you answering an ask about TBHK aus you liked and I got really interesting in the MLB au you mentioned so… I would like to know about it 🥺👉👈
OMG SOMEONE ASKED ABOUT IT YES!!!!!!
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Ok I have some roles filled out for this so ima just past it here
It's a TeruNene Au
Teru is Cate Noir (filling Adrian's role)
Nene is LadyBug (filling Marinette's role)
Aoi is Nene's best Friend (filling Alya's role)
Amane Yugi as Hawk Moth
Sakura as Nathalie
Tsukasa as Emilie
Akane as the Rabbit (filling both Alix and Nino's roles)
Tsuchigomori as master Wang Fu
Mitsuba as Chloe (shhh let me cook)
I only have some and it might be subject to change BUT LET ME COOK OK SO BARE WITH ME AS I EXPLAIN SOME OF MY IDEAS!!!!
THIS IS A SPOILER WARNING FOR BOTH MIRACULOUS AND TBHK‼️‼️
Ok so this Au is a TeruNene Au (shhh bc I love them) I said before that I started getting huge ideas from some art I saw for this though and my brain FR took off!! XD
Idk how much you know about Miraculous so bare with me-
Ok so Teru is Adrian (I feel like this makes sense) they actually have pretty similar characters tho ofc different but similar enough that it fits actually pretty well!
Unlike actual Miraculous we won't be focusing on Teru's family dynamic a lot- I haven't thought a lot about it but assume a similar dynamic to in canon (his father being mostly absent and being basically a prodigy ect-) I feel like he fits almost perfectly for Adrian's role especially Cat Noir-
Adrian feeling more free from his "perfect" family image as Cat Noir is perfect for Teru! And Teru can 100% capture Cat Noir's og sass and jokes- so he's perfect!!
In terms of roll no- Kou has no major roll in this Au (sorry guys) ofc if I where to make a fic or comics he would be in them when Teru's about but for already existing character roles in the og show he won't be getting one- he will still be in it tho but I don't intend to make him a Miraculous holder-
Ok Nene!! This one I'm very excited about hehe she's ofc Marinette! I also feel she's a perfect fit! There both looking for romance but come from pretty normal families (compared to Teru and Adrian) so she's perfect!!!
Ok so here's the part I'm excited about and it's Amane- I'm sure you noticed his role his Hawk Moth and I'm sure some people would be like- "wait but Hawk Moth is meant to be related to Adrian but if Teru's Cat Noir he's not related to Amane at all??" Well here's where I stray a bit from the og show- Hawk Moth is gonna be more connected to Nene then Teru- I wanted to keep the fact that Hawk Moth was some how related to one of the main two but I really wanted to have Amane be Hawk Moth (I did think of Kou for a second but dropped the idea pretty quickly) soooooo Hawk Moth is gonna be Nene's thing instead of Teru's!!
He's the teacher in there shared class (I forgot the original girls name but he will be taking her roll) this way he's directly involved with the cast and especially Nene!
The dynamic is like a student kinda having a crush on there teacher sort of thing (no Amane will NOT be romantically involved with Nene in this Au specifically bc this Amane is an adult and Nene is a minor. Sorry HanaNene fans not this time-) for this I kinda think Nene has like- a trusted teacher relationship with Amane and kinda vents to him indirectly about being a super hero- I wanna keep Marinette's struggle with being a super hero and it being very stressful for a teen for Nene and Amane is some what her support (tho ofc she doesn't tell him straight up she's a super hero but she indirectly vents about it a bit to him-)
I wanna give Adrian's major plot break (finding out his dad is Hawk Moth) to Nene instead I'm this Au instead of Teru-
As for Teru's major break?...haha...I think you already know what I have planned to tie into this Au for Teru ^^
I actually want Kou's death from chp120 to tie into Cat Blank for Teru in this Au!
Idk if you're familiar with Cat Blank but it's an evil version of Cat Noir! (I forgot how to spell what Hawk Moth does to people...ummm-) but I want this to basically be a huge back fire for Amane trying to make Teru (aka Cat Noir) evil- he will kill Kou as a way to make Teru's mentality waver and he will try and turn him but it will back fire HORRIBLY for Amane-
And that's where I'll tie in Teru losing it with Amane in the actual Manga
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As for Nene- when all this is happening (very fast too-) with the fact that her trusted teacher killed a classmate and friend of hers and is the villain they've been fighting this whole time this will be where Akane has a bigger role!!
In the Og episode of Cat Blank The Rabbit makes an appearance to fix the mess that was that world with Cat Blank in it-
The Rabbits ability is to go through time and it was perfect for Akane!
Akane will make an appearance during this to drag Nene away and fix this mess- much like in the actual manga rn!
This is all I have rn- I have some other ideas that are smaller- (like Aoi being the Fox Miraculous holder- very fitting I think ^^) and just some cute ideas for TeruNene in this Au as well but these where my major ideas bc I really wanted to tie in chp120 to it bc again my brain FR took off!! XD
IM SO GLAD SOMEONE ASKED ME ABOUT IT SO TY!!!!! and sorry it took so long to write this out- but if you have any specific questions about this Au PLEASE ASK!!!! I LOVE TALKING AND THINKING ABOUT THIS AU AND I WOULD ALSO LOVE TO HEAR ANY IDEAS YOU HAVE AS WELL!!
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inkyarcturus · 9 months ago
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For my contribution for pride month I’d like to share my personal head canons for Harry Potter characters!!!
Harry Potter: I’m gonna be honest I project on this man far too unhealthily to NOT be biased (I’ve been going by the name Harry in IRLfor 3 and a half years now I think? Bc of this man /srs) but that man’s bi with a capital B 💕💜💙 personally I enjoy seeing trans man Harry as well but unfortunately I don’t see as many fanfics of him as such :,) shoutout to all the fanfic creators I see making Harry a trans woman tho!!! I’d also love to see a genderfluid/nonbinary Harry or two!!!
Hermione Granger: trans woman!!! 🏳️‍⚧️ *crowd cheers* as for sexuality wise? I’ve seen her depicted as straight, bisexual and lesbian- and honestly I think I can see her fitting all of these!!!
Ronald Weasley: I always struggle to pinpoint what I headcanon Ron to be. I have seen a couple of people headcannoning him as a trans man 🏳️‍⚧️- referencing Molly continuing to have children until she had a girl creates perfect levels of angst for this- but I wouldn’t say it’s a permanent aspect of him inside my head. Now that I think about him a little more- I think I might headcanon him as unlabeled more than anything sexuality wise. I think he’s into women but he wouldn’t be opposed or too surprised if he developed a crush on a guy.
Luna Lovegood: She’s a lesbian 🏳️‍🌈💕 (I will occasionally accept fanfics where she is pan and is with Neville but her being a lesbian is the main headcanon) also a little gender queer in whichever way you choose 🏳️‍⚧️ sometimes I see her as genderfluid, bigender and just generally nonbinary
Ginny Weasley: bi- so so bi 💕💜💙
Draco Malfoy: Gayest motherfucker in town I’m sorry- Mr. Tells his father literally everything about Harry 💚🤍💙
Remus Lupin: bi 💕💜💙 there’s no question about that in my mind, I think he has a small preference for men but that’s it!!!
Sirius Black: He switches between using the labels queer and gay but you know that man kisses other men!!! 💚🤍💙 I know a lot of people tend to headcanon him as genderfluid which I enjoy seeing but it’s never been a main stay headcanon for me :,)
Tonks: (She/they) Lesbian and Intersex 🏳️‍🌈💕💛🟣. I’m sorry but the age gap between Remus and her in the original books make me uncomfortable- as for being intersex, I think most ppl believe being a metamorphmagus means she is automatically genderfluid, while I like seeing genderfluid representation, I think ppl often fail to acknowledge the difference between sex and gender. As a metamorphmagus, she transforms her body, her gender doesn’t seem to change w it in the books. While I like the headcanons of them being genderfluid I wish more people explored that specific idea.
Severus Snape: queer? Queer. In every sense of the word. I think most people view him as bi 💕🟣💙 which I agree with (Lily and Mulciber, also absolutely headcanon him having a crush on both Lucius AND Narcissa) but also I think he’s a little bit gender funky- I mean just look at him- no one who stands like that isn’t just cis /ref. Sev absolutely painted his nails and did eyeliner, he absolutely wore a floor length black skirt and absolutely had days where mister hit wrong in all the right places and everyone in her group helped by doing tiny things like braiding her hair and putting bat clips in it for fun 🏳️‍⚧️
Anyways speed run round 🏃
💕🟣💙: Cedric Diggory, Cho Chang (has the fandom chosen a new name for her yet?) Bill Weasley
🧡💛🤍🩵💙: Charlie Weasley, Neville? (Didn’t think of this until just now but it’s growing on me?-)
🏳️‍🌈💚🤍💙: Dean thomas, Seamus Finnegan, Dumbledore (I may not like him that much but he is gay)
🏳️‍🌈💕: Minerva Mcgonagall, Poppy Pomfrey
If I missed anyone I’m sorry :,)
Anyways!!! Join if you’d like with your own headcanons!!!
@pottistic @marriso1 (If you guys don’t wanna join w ur own headcanons that’s okay! I thought this would just be fun :P)
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miuszn · 2 years ago
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Hi! I love ur writing sm and was wondering if you could do some,thing with Ellie where reader is maybe a little chubby (cause I relate😭) and gets a little insecure about herself or her body? Just Ellie comforting her but ofc if you don’t want to that’s fine!
hiii anon <3 first of all tysm im so happy to hear u like my writing 🥹🩷 n of course i can do that lovely !! just a heads up tho , since i don’t know what it’s like to be chubby this is just going to be a short drabble i hope u don’t mind 😭🩷 i’m just not rlly good at writing about stuff i haven’t experienced or struggled with ( i do have an idea of what it’s like to struggle w insecurities but due to diff reasons ) and i’m scared i’ll portray it inaccurately so i hope u get that hehe <33 that said , pls enjoy !!
— 𓆩♥︎𓆪 —
ellie and you loved taking walks together. that was sort of your thing. walking through the overgrown fields, enjoying the fresh air and the warm sunshine. that day, however, you weren’t exactly feeling the best. you struggled a lot with your self-esteem due to the fact you didn’t exactly fit society’s standard of skinny, but most importantly, you were thinking about how a lot of the girls ellie had been with before didn’t look a lot like you. thin, fit, whatever way you wanna describe it. it had been in the back of your mind for a few weeks, but it was a thought you could mostly overlook. but you couldn’t ignore it any longer once you went out with some friends to grab lunch and one of them made the god forsaken “should you really be eating all that?” comment despite your meal being a completely normal size. the insecurities you r thought were now behind you were all coming back at once.
ellie noticed the change in your demeanor and looked at you with concern. "hey, what's going on? you seem a little down."
“it’s nothing,” you shrugged, not wanting to burden ellie with your troubles. but she could always read you like a book.
"hey,” she stopped and held your hand, looking into your eyes. “i know there’s something that’s troubling you. what’s wrong?”
you looked down, feeling embarrassed. "well.. i know i'm not exactly.. thin. it’s just i know all the girls you dated before were all so fit and skinny and i’m not and it’s just-“
“hey, look at me,” ellie cut you off. “you don’t need to compare yourself to them. you’re beautiful and i love you regardless of whether you fit some stupid standard or not. besides, it didn’t work out despite all that. i’m with you because i love you no matter what you look like, okay?”
although her words did make you feel a little bit better, at least with that specific issue, you were still feeling mostly down from the comment your friend made and the fact no one else stood up for you then. still, you tried not to show it, but as always, ellie could always tell.
“i know there’s something else on your mind, babe. spit it out.”
you sighed and explained to her what had happened the day prior and how none of your other friends said anything about it, some even laughed but tried to hold it in to not hurt your feelings.
“let’s sit down for a bit,” she said, and you could see her eyes full of anger. “listen to me, i love you just the way you are. i wouldn’t change anything about you. who do those fuckers even think they are anyway? as soon as i find them i’m gonna beat the shit out of all of the-“
“ellie, stop,” you cut her off. “you don’t have to do that. i won’t hang out with them anymore and i don’t want to cause any issues.”
“they caused the issue the second they thought they had the right to comment on what you were eating.”
“i know that but- please. it’s not worth it.”
she sighed in disappointment, but understood. although you were sometimes grateful for her habit of beating up anyone who crosses you, often times it could just cause even more issues and you didn’t want to drag her into anything else.
she wrapped her arms around you and held you close. “you know you can always talk to me about anything. and you don’t have to think about what anyone has to say. i love you no matter what. never forget that, okay?”
you nodded, and that’s when it hit you. she truly loves you unconditionally. a few tears welled up in your eyes but you hid it out of embarrassment. you so felt safe and happy in her arms, especially now that you know for sure you don’t have to worry about her leaving you for the way you look, and that she won’t hold you up to any standards. you weren’t exactly sure what you’d do with your friends when you got back, but all that mattered to you in that moment was that you had her, no matter what.
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differentcoloredcontacts · 1 year ago
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hello! heard your drafts were empty, here’s a suggestion!
personal nitpicks you have about the characterization of class 1B/or just the characters in itself in any aspect?
also more of an ask instead of a prompt, but how often/do you do more full length fics? haven’t fully looked through your backlog yet xp
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Not proofread we die like men
My personal thoughts/nitpicks for each character.
Awase - Honestly I have nothing to nitpick about his character itself (other than his lack of style) but I dont like how the fandom doesn't acknowledge how hard he has worked to become a pro (he litterally almost died for momo during the summer camp attack)
Sen - i have nothing to nitpick exsept I wish we could see his love for photography a little bit in the show instead of just having horikoshi saying he likes photography yk
Kamakiri - i dont like how he doesnt have a cannon backstory or cannon reasoning for being as loud and brash as he is. Bakugou and Monoma have their reasons for being dicks so I wanna know his.
Kuroiro - i have nothing to nitpick because he is perfect. (Seriously tho, i love his design, character, personality and quirk and it all fits him so well. I just wish we could see more of him)
Kendo - im not sure what it is about her character but theres something there I dont really like. I cant tell what it is tho so I cant nitpick it rip. Its been bothering me since ive first started bnha.
Kodai - my only nit pick with her is I have a hard time writing for her sometimes but thats about it. Shes kinda boring and she has no hard set personality traits so i struggled to wrjte her in the past
Komori - the only thing I have to say for her is we dont see her as much as we should in the show but that could be said about all of class 1B.
Shiozaki - i actually didnt like her when I started this blog and was originally gonna exclude her from the blog because she made me uncomfortable but the more i have written for her the more she grew on me so now I dont mind her.
Shishida - hes kinda boring to me but I like the memes that make him seem like the class dog instead of just a student yk? I saw someone say hes scared of a hairdryer before lmao. Not rlly a nitpick but idc
Shoda - hes kinda basic to me all around. His cannon personality, likes, quirk, ect. Its all just kinda bland in comparison to most of the characters in the show (especially since this show prides itself on unique characters)
Pony - i dont like how she stabbed ojiro in season 5 or 6 I forgot which one. But yea thats about it. Shes pretty fun for me to write sometimes especially when I talk about her being American. But yea all i really have to nitpick is her stabbing ojiro
Tsubaraba - his quirk and personality is more on the unique side when it comes to this show (considering most of the side characters are the quiet/shy type.) But his design isnt anything special. The only way I can tell kosei apart from a random background character is his eyes. If his back is turned I have no idea who he is lmao
Tetsutetsu - in my heart those things around his eyes is a mask. I dont care that the author said they're eyelashes, its a mask. (Same thing with tokoyami having hair and not feathers...)
Tokage - shes cool and all but she is so fucking hard to write (especially since im trying to not dumb the characters down to one or two specific details) but her entire wiki is just 'emotional girl that likes dinosaurs, she kinda smart too' yk?
Manga - i love him and there is nothing to nitpick because he is perfect. He has one of the more unique personalities and quirks out of everyone in the show (in my opinion) and it fits him very well.
Honenuki - i dont like his design all that much. I like the mutation and his quirk is ok in my opinion but I dont like most other parts of his physical design.
Bondo - i like him but ive struggled to write for him a lot of the time because hes kinda boring and lacks any unique personality traits. Talking to him would be like talking to a wall but idc i live him anyways.
Monoma - his reasoning for being a dick to all of class 1-A is better than bakugous reason for being a dick but people excuse bakugous behavior but not monomas for some reason. Not really a nitpick on him but oh well.
Reiko - all I have to say about her is her personality is a little hard for me to write sometimes. Maybe because i dont know as much about her as I do some of the other students but she lacks emotion sometimes.
Rin - he is called the martial arts hero so where tf is the martial arts? I wanna see rin do martial arts in the way weve seen uraraka do martial arts but we dont get that >:( also there is so little content for him it actually drives me insane.
And to answer the fanfiction question-
I have yet to do any actual fanfiction simply because I dont think I would be good at it. I have creative ideas and i can put it into words until a certain point but I am unable to drag things out properly and put proper care into longer writings due to impatience and my lack of confidencein my longer writings. I might think about writing short oneshots for charachters in the future but for now I will stick with headcanons :P
Anyways my life is slowly being consumed by sun haven.
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yesterdaysnewts · 2 months ago
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hits your mid naughties british police drama with my warrior-cats-ification beam
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Naming
Fits a couple categories
1) Follows their initials (Annie - Asphodelcreep, Chris - Cressstrike)
2) already sounds like their name (Ray - Starlingclaw)
3) Name already works as a prefix (Gene - Huntstar)
4) was gonna follow the initials route but I couldn't find owt I liked so went with somet else (Sam - Sandmartinpelt)
Onto individual designs
Sam | Sandmartinpelt
Wanted to get the jacket into his design in some way, as well as his sideburns
his 06 design has a dorsal stripe of the second darkest colour for 73 with his tail then being solidly that colour too
the lines down from his eyes are, tbh, purely there as I felt his face were too bland without - I couldn't think what other design would go
Will probably make his face rounder in the future and his side burns shorter
The prefix 'Sandmartin' is because you can shorten it to 'San' which is close enough to Sam for me, as well as take 'Mar' from the middle, a nice little nod to why Sam Williams was originally under cover in LoM
backstory does actually translate over well into - was leader of the Clan, hit by a car, wakes up in the past not as the clans leader
Is demoted down further than just one step tho - is a warrior in 73 - explained in Hunt's bit
Gene | Huntstar
His surname can already translate over into a wc prefix - so Huntstar
Took me the longest to design, mainly just cos I kept making him too light and having to go mess around with the values
only one I have a specific breed in mind for - Maine Coon
The scar on his leg is from 'getting shot' in the finale (obviously tho in this case he wasn't shot, probably mauled by dogs or somet)
bobtailed just cos he has them vibes yknow
The stripes going horizontal from his eyes are meant to contrast to Sam's going down vertical
dark front paws = driving gloves
Was deputy to Woolf, becomes leader after what would be 2x02, makes Sam his deputy
Annie | Asphodelcreep
Was always gonna be a black and white cat, somet that has just not changed at all since I started designing them
one of the cats that is just all fluff yknow
former kittypet - her home was near the clans territory and was something like a daylight warrior, her becoming a DC in 2x01 is her becoming a warrior full time in this
collar was red like her dress in 1x08
arguably the design I am most happy with and probably wont change at all
Name chosen mainly cos her initials are A.C. and I wanted it to match
Chris | Cressstrike
The prefix 'cress' was chosen cos it sounds like Chris and that is it
Is either the Clan's youngest warrior at the time Sam arrives, or one of the older apprentices who is massively struggling with Sam then taking over being his mentor (taken from Chris referring to Sam as a mentor in A2A)
Had to redo his entire design cos I accidentally made it piss ugly
Ray | Starlingclaw
Carling - Starling, it was low hanging fruit
Gene's former apprentice, I think it fits their dynamic well, especially Gene saying 'these men think they're made in my image' (paraphrasing) in 1x07
Curly fur cos I'm obsessed with his fucking perm in A2A
Will make him stockier and a more similar stature to Gene in the future
I think the antagonistic, generic brown tabby thing wcs does fits him well, like yeahh thats him
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your--isgayrights · 8 months ago
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Outside of Lee Seolhwa and Lee Sookyung, do you have plans for any other character outside of Kim Dokja’s primary companions (like Gong Pildu or Han Doonghoon) for your soulmate fanfiction? Constellations like Persephone or Uriel or Sun Wukong probably wouldn’t make sense to exist in real life but maybe characters such as Han Myungoh/Han Dareum or Jang Hayoung could fit? If I recall correctly, Jang Hayoung in particular is the one responsible for the title of the fanfiction, right? I feel like she alongside the Unidentifiable Wall and the Fourth Wall would be so thematically appropriate but I couldn’t imagine how you would do it if at all. I also want to say that I’m impressed how you managed to seamlessly incorporate so many references to the original ORV into your work. It must have required you to reread and recheck the wiki.
Yess, I'm glad you asked this anon bc literally I just threw in a little reference to Han Doonghoon and Lee Sungkook in the 4.4 update and got worried people would think they had to remember the characters well to understand the surrounding plot point better than Kim Dokja does. But I think I should trust the reader a bit more lol.
Unfortunately my inclusion of Aileen and Jang Hayoung isn't going to be as big as the other kdjco members, but they're sort of already set up in the fic and have a role in chap 5. I think JHY doesn't appear directly bc to me the relationship between her and KDJ is harder to make 'real,' though I have some ideas depending on how much I decide to include in chap 5. In my plans 5 will have a gaming tourney featured, so other big 'wos players' may be referenced further there as well.
Of course like you mention the fic title and many of the chapter titles are coming directly from the mouth of Jang Hayoung, so in that way she is constantly being referenced, haha.
Han Myungoh and his daughter are referenced earlier in Chapter 4. It's sort of a drive by.
I do make use of the wiki (bless the editorsn🙏), though mostly just to check dates, numbers, and spellings of names. I like to think of myself as someone with a pretty decent memory tho, so a lot of the more specific story references are definitely just me pulling in stuff I remember from my novel read throughs. Like I might have to look at the wiki to remember Han Dareum's name, but I'll never forget Han Myungoh's entire Male Pregnancy that he had like that was a crazy random W to me on my first ORV read through I was like hello??? Also that being around when JHY was being confirmed trans haha. I think I was only out for like a year or so before reading orv so the little gender fucky moments really stuck out to me.
Sometimes rereading my old work I also remember things I forgot happened in ORV. I think part of the reason I'm struggling so much with chap 4 and onward is that now that the wall fic characters have sort of developed to where they are some of the scenes I had in mind are less 1 to 1 with the OG. For instance, I'm trying to rewrite a scene I have of YJH and KDJ having a rooftop chat that like parallels the one back before the seoul's strongest incarnation arc in the novel, but it's a bit difficult. At first I wanted to include a lot more of KDJ interacting with the rest of YJH's team, but the rooftop Scene makes more sense to put a cap on the themes explored in chap 4. But when I first wrote this scene it was less specifically addressing that theme, because it was in the outline of like right after I wrote chapter 1, so it was kind of just the OG ORV scene with the flavoring of my AU on top. A lot of the little things they do and say in the OG novel would have to be quite finagled to fit anymore, so reworking it is the big task rn.
Anyway I'm really appreciative of people like you who take note of these small details <3. it's kind of helping me remember and appreciate a lot of the parts of me that were behind a lot of Wall fic originally if that makes sense? I am like reintroducing myself to him and giving him a hug instead of running away cringing just because it's me lol.
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breakbeatbun · 1 year ago
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i did a lot of "boy things" as a kid and I've always felt less "girl" because of it, i never played with stuff that was considered feminine, partly because i was afraid of judgment, but also i found "boy stuff" more appealing. it's tough not relating to one's peers in a binary way. i would love to play cars
tags on this post for context
i was raised by a mechanic and carpenter so a lot of my early free time was spent in a barn full of tools, machines, welding masks, piles of cut-up BMX bikes we'd find in the garbage, stripped-bare sandrails and their engines, couple rifles or compound bows here or there, probably listening to whatever crusty old rock music my dad put on. hell, i was rowing through the gears of my mom's old square body S10 while she drove us to the store before i was barely tall enough to see over the dash. "hanging out with friends" was playing Guitar Hero or Racing & Skateboarding Video Games, or riding our bikes and skinning our knees. "hanging out with dad" was often target shooting in the backyard or building something; I rarely ever held the flashlight, i had the tools in my hands and grease under my fingernails.
that's a lot of exposition but i'm trying to paint the most specific picture i can! TL;DR, a lot of arguably "boy things" in my upbringing, and i fit right into it, lot of fondness in my heart for it still!
around the time i had my big Gender Awakening at the tail-end of high school i had already been Online for a bit - hell i learned what it meant to feel non-binary from this very website circa 2013 - but it wouldn't be until maybe 2019 or so when i moved out that i really started making other queer and trans friends, and it was pretty immediately obvious that i was extremely different from the rest of my community, both online and offline. of course, nobody was rude about it, everybody was VERY respectful of my name and my pronouns and my identity, but it was still really easy for me to feel "othered" because our shared experiences didn't line up at all; At most maybe i got made fun of for having long hair. it made it really easy to feel like i wasn't doing enough work to justify my queerness.
at the other end of that spectrum, i recently tried on she/her pronouns at the front of my bio, just to see if i was missing something, and i was quickly met with an IMMEDIATE outpour of support from friends and community alike. SO many people were loud about being So Proud of me, Knew i Had It In Me, i had multiple friends message me privately to offer information and easy routes to HRT "just in case ;)" i was thinking about it! and, yeah, it's nice to have that kinda support, i'll admit! but it was hard not to feel a little invalidated in not wanting to change. it really felt like a lot of people, close friends even, just kinda saw me as a trans woman waiting to have a bigger realization, as though being non-binary was just a meaningless stepping-stone to something greater. and i mean, i can't blame them, they just wanted to help!!
today i'm pretty firmly Queer/non-binary (with a little bit of Girl on the side when it's either Appropriate or Funny), and my body and voice are very much unaltered from the ones i was born with. virtually indistinguishable from a cishet version of myself, just with the he/him lopped off and they/she sloppily appended in its place; simply because i don't have the energy or don't care to put much effort into change, and that's very much fine for me. I know damn well i don't owe it to anybody but myself anyway, granted none of it tends to matter much when you present as a rabbit girl on the internet LOL. I'm thankful to have built myself a little space where i can engage with others like me, or where other queers feel welcome to express interest in the things that I'M all about! even if it's a little few and far between. still struggle with feeling like i fit in with The Girls tho LMAO.
IDK! this post is my half-baked love letter to my fellow AMAB NB folks who get treated like Cis Men, Trans Women who don't "put the effort in," or Anyone who can Otherwise Relate in the same, or even an opposite sort of way. we are playing cars together
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head---ache · 9 months ago
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I love your designs and OCs so much! They're all awesome!
If I had one question though it would be how did Spades come into existance? (If there is something I over looked I am so sorry and will kindly shut up)
Ouu, Spades? Sadly I don't remember much, and I don't have her older designs anymore to try to jog my memory. What I do remember is that I wanted her to look really mean and scary but she's actually really sweet and caring, so I used all really sharp shapes for her, to achieve that 'scary' look. I remember i didn't struggle much with her clothing, once I drew her top, the skirt kind of just fell into place. I guess I did have a bit of trouble with her gloves and shoes but I just basically grabbed Espio's clothing and modified them to fit Spades' design.
I'm sorry if this doesn't help much, if you have any specific questions tho I might try to remember!
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salty-an-disco · 10 months ago
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Man. The character poll got me looking at my designs with new eyes, and I feel like rambling about it, so Imma just do it.
(pretty long artist ramble under the cut)
The thing about me is that a lot of the choices I make when I’m designing something are mostly intuitive/subconscious; just me following a Vibe and seeing what works for the feeling I want to pass on. Not to say I design stuff without thought, I’m just not aware of those thoughts until the design’s done lol
All this to say the character poll got me analyzing my own designs and realizing what my intuitive brain was going for when doing these aissmdmfjdm
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this was the first ever concepts I drew for these guys, and you can already see some of the building blocks for my final designs here.
The thing that I focus most on, at first, is the overall silhouette and posing. Which is why I wasn’t worried about specific details or polishing up anything in this drawing, I just wanted to get a feel of these characters and see what kinds of shape worked best for them.
Going through each design and my process for them–
Cold was both the easiest and most difficult one for me. While I had a pretty strong idea for his overall shapes from my first drawing and knew what details were important (fluffy collar and head shaped like a water drop), specific details eluded me. I wasn’t sure what to do with its legs or cloak. Eventually tho, I decided I wanted them to be almost completely covered in feathers, leading to their white plumage with dark hands, feet, and face. Something simple, but effective, and I was happy enough with it. I was torn between a diamond or the X for its cloak’s clasp, but eventually decided the X was a more striking detail, and connected her to Spectre more.
Hero is another one that came very easily to me, but whose specific details I struggled with some. I gave him pure white eyes at first, but it limited his expressions, so I ended up giving him those black with white pupils eyes while doodling around. I figured out the helmet shape almost instantly while doing my second ever drawing of him, going for that beak-shaped helm with fiery feathers; tho the rest of his clothes I was really unsure about. Whether to give him a full set or not, if I give him a cape, or metal cladding, etc. The solution came by trial and error, simply giving him different pieces and seeing what fit best, and I eventually arrived on the set he has now!! The secondary clothes just kinda appeared as I doodled him in more casual scenes, and the hair came because I was looking at all the puffy-haired Hero designs and suddenly felt like mine was too bald lol. Overall, I’m really happy with my fluffy and smol son <3 (oh, and yeah, I always pictured him as short in my mind and never thought much about it isjsjdndjndjc)
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While it too me a bit to get a doodle of Smitten out, I also figured him out almost instantly. The main thing I wanted for him was to look bright, approachable, and expressive. He’s the only one who has normal-ish eyes because of this, and the side cape was something I gave him to differentiate him from Hero and add to his dramatic flair.
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Oppy was definitely the one I struggled with the most, as I had too many ideas in my head for him that all clashed with each other. He didn’t have a set design in my head for a while because of that, which you can see in my early doodles of him where I very clearly didn’t know what to do with his suit lol. His head shape was the first thing I figured out for sure, with those antennae hair strands being present ever since the first doodle I did of him, and for his suit, I just put Reigan Mob Psycho and Larry Pokemon Scarlet in a blender and that car salesman looking ass was the result (centrist politician was another vibe I was going for). I’ve been told he looks deceivingly handsome, tho personally, I just think his face is very punchable.
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Broken was prolly the easiest one for me, and one I was satisfied with the first true try (I consider those first sketches up there more of a ‘test run’). I wanted them to look the most similar to Quiet (even more so than Hero), but, well, broken. A reflection of the state Quiet was left in by the Princess in the Tower lead-up. The horn tufts have been ripped off, there are a lot of slashes and cuts across its body, their feathers look unkept and like they have been torn off, and lots of its scales are missing. The sack covering its body is their measly attempt at covering their injuries, and I tried to make all the bandages look old and makeshift.
While the funny corvid face in my first attempt at drawing Contra is very neat, it just wasn’t very fun to draw or allowed them to have many expressions, so I changed it to the face you know now. The curly hair was mostly just me wanting my favorite blorbo to have my favorite kinda hair to draw, and it just so happened that it also fitted with them lol. Them being the only one out of my voices that wear pants instead of some upper body wear is something I always had in mind for them, and the suspenders were more of a little ‘extra’ thing I added to give them more of a clown look alongside with their hat. Something I find funny about my design for Contrarian is that, while it didn’t change much since my first full drawing of them, you can tell something about that first drawing seems off. A little scruffed and odd-looking, and that was mainly because I simply wasn’t used to drawing these humanoid bird things and you can really see me getting the hang of it with how I drew Contrarian, specifically.
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(even the colors saturation is something I slowly figure it out by trial and error)
Paranoid was the next one I did, and not to brag but, I think I nailed it that second try aidjkxmddkfkkfc only thing I knew about her design was that I wanted her to have large eyes and a bold spot on her head, and then everything else I just kinda drew around that. And honestly? Really happy with the result!! The bald spot ended up looking a lot like part of her brain was straight-up exposed, so I just rolled with that, and she probably has one of the most fun faces to draw. Her silhouette is also very distinct, with the cloak + fluffy head and horn tufts kinda looking like pigtails giving her a very fun shape. I just love how she turned out, not my personal favorite design, but definitely the one I’m most proud of. She looks like a weird bug and I love that.
While I had very strong images for Cheated’s, Hunted’s, Skeptic’s and Stubborn’s design, it’d still be a while before I actually sat down to figure out their details. But once I did, they all came quite easily.
For Hunted, I just wanted it to look like a Creature. I had the idea of having leaves stuck to its feathers as a sorta camouflage thing, but that’d be to much of a hassle to constantly draw, so I scrapped that and just kept the camouflage marks on its cheeks. I wanted its body shape to look slender and nimble; slightly malnourished. The head shape was mainly me wanting its beak to look the most distinct from the other’s beaked voices, more of a ‘wild’ look, and the cat-like tufts was also added for that more feral look.
For Skeptic, I went back and forth on some details, but the hat, big gloves, and scarf were the things that stuck to the end. Something I find really funny with him is that he wears no clothes besides those accessories and its just the way his feathers are drawn that gives the impression of a suit, or some kinda coat under that scarf lol. His color pallette is the one I find the nicest. It’s mainly monochrome, but I think it works well for him.
Only thing I wanted for Stubborn is Big Soft Kitty. With scars. That was about it tbh, I just wanted him to look big, stronk, and huggable, he’s just a big kitty to me.
Cheated I also knew from the start what I wanted to do with him, as you can see by how similar the first concept and final designs look. Main thing I wanted for her was this sorta ‘uneven’ look, with her clothes seeming like they used to be symmetrical before being sliced and torn up. The slices on an ear tuft and a brow is something that just sorta appeared as I doodled him.
So… yeah! This is about it. It took me a while to reach to this final result, but I’m really glad with how all my designs turned out and seeing that others likes them too makes me incredibly happy!! :D
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monstrous-flower · 27 days ago
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HI DOLL HI DOLL HI DOLL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY SO LIKE IM SO HYPE IM SO CRAZY IM FOAMNING AT THE MOUTH AND LITERALLY MY HANDZ ARE SHAKING SO MUCH
THE NEW CHAPTER IZ PHENOMENAL !!!!!!!!!! IM SOSOSOSOSO NORMAL ABOUT IT I PROMMY I SWEARRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND LIKE SORRY SORRY SUPER SORRY TO SIDETRACK FROM THAT BUUTTT
i waz listening to Dobu no Awa while reading it [az stupid az it iz . it helpz me get immersed into the scenez eazily . believe it or not] and one specific song came on and it waz literally SO FITTING WITH THE CHAPTER ...........
"Hyperventilation" – Dobu no Awa
the entire vibe of the song already just fitz the casino bit . in my opinion . BUT THE LYRICZ IZ REALLY WHERE I THINK IT SHINEZ – ITZ GENUINELY SUPER SUPER FITTING WITH LUCY N TEMP IN MY EYEZ .........
"How irritating // I understand rejection too // It's fine, it's fine" iz like really fitting for temp n how he feelz so like . empty – like therez no really good reazon to move forward but . az he sayz it himself . "still holdz out a tiny bit of hope" ; AND THE LYRICZ "I get sick of this // I grow stubborn // And I make this even worse // I'm not confident either" ARE ALSO FITTING FOR HIZ CHARACTER METHINKZ BECAUZE OF HIZ ATTITUDE N STUFF ............
"I laugh // 'How unlike you' // Beyond the mirror // Hurray, hurray" i think thiz lyric fitz with lucy cuz i remember you bringing up her reflection at some point and how it progressively distortz over the course of the killingz – just think itz sorta fitting with hiz worsening mental state . honestly ; AND THE REPRIZE THATZ LIKE "I laugh // 'There's no use' // Beyond the mirror // A failure, failure" – I HEARD THIZ AND AUDIBLY GASPED LIKE . THATZ SO LUCY . RIGHT ???????????
"Ahh, the world is teeming up with revolting things [×4]" THIZ PART BEFORE THE CHORUZ RLLY DOEZ FIT WITH THE BOTH OF THEM THO CUZ LIKE . THE ODDZ ARE STACKED AGAINST THEM LIKE ALWAYZ AND THEY BOTH HAVE TO SUFFER SO BADLY ....... WAWAWA ..............
"Breathe in, breath out // Just keep on breathing // It'll be fine // Slowly tell me that's all I need to do for now..." AND THIZ IZ SUPER FITTING FOR THE PART AFTER LUCYZ BREAKDOWN !!!!!!!!! LIKE THAT SHORT MOMENT OF SOLACE AND COMFORT THE TWO SHARE IN TEMPZ CAR ........... AND ALSO THE SECOND CHORUZ – "Breathe in, breathe out // Let's calm down and breathe // 'It's fine. I get it' // Well, what do you know?" – ALSO FITZ BETTER WITH LUCYZ INNER TURMOIL AND HOW NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND THEM ................... THEY REALLY TRY TO CALM DOWN TOGETHER BUT LIKE . IN THE BACK OF MY MIND . I KNOW FOR A FACT TEMPZ ATTEMPTZ WERE IN VEIN LIKE I MEOW IT ..... FOR A FACTTTT ..............
okay okay im sorry for making thiz so long but i really really REALLY had to get thiz off my chest ; all the stuff i said iz balderdash anyway – pleaze don't hate me for getting stuff wrong about your au becauze i genuinely love it more than wordz can express
sorry for getting so excited . but i really did love the chapter <33 you're definitely my favorite writer . artist . best friend AND older sibling like . wowow !!!! <DDD
okay take care im sorry for yapping so much again !!!! byebye !!!!! <333
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Hello again Spooky! Before I show my gratitude for your kindness I did want to tell you that I never would of started rewriting my fanfiction if it wasn't for you, I know it sounds like a whole lot of cheesy bologna but when you'd post writing for your fics piece by piece or even go into detail for songs relating to High Voltage characters, It gave me actual ambition to start retelling my story. I know you're been highly struggling lately with believing no one cares about you but if it wasn't for you I wouldn't even have tried again. You have NO IDEA how much you've been inspiring me ever since I started following your account? You make me feel less embarrassed to still enjoy Vocaloid as much as I do, You make me feel as if I'm not complete cringe for having certain scenarios drawn out in the characters, Even your symbolic art has MOTIVATED ME to work harder on my own content. It's incredible what one person can do.. All these things you've done to give me the strength to share something when for months I was afraid no one even cared enough. But let me tell you because you are the biggest Tempus fan around He has in fact, Attempted suicide before and it wasn't a one off event but the last time he did try was probably the most traumatic which is why he would feel a be inclined to be there for Lucid. I think the chapter inspiration stemmed a bit with you in mind because Admittedly.. I take elements off of my friends into CERTAIN dhmis teachers for DSMIT so thank YOU for being a light in my life. Even if you've been struggling so much you still do a lot for me!!!!
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I ALSO REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE SONG ANALYSIS.. Good god I started to tear up I'm genuinely so fucking glad I met you. You even show up with SONGS and EXPLAIN THINGS which don't worry.. THERE IS NO WRONG WAY ABOUT THIS AU THAT'S YOU'VE EXPRESSED. You always get it so accurate I'm gonna sob
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