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A Linked Universe meets The Dark Crystal AU! I don't even remember what started it at this point. I remembered that the Dark Crystal and Age of Resistance are things I like, blinked, and woke up three days later with an AU and a bunch of art.
The designs and the story are a wip and for fun so expect a lot of variation! (I have a few different beginnings, ideas for different designs, etc)! :D
In addition to #linked universe I'll be using the tags #the dark crystal lu au and #courage of the dark crystal!
#linked universe#tdc aor#the dark crystal lu au#courage of the dark crystal#lu au au#lu legend#lu hyrule#lu four#lu wind#I've made an au of the au I've gone too far help help-#I gotta get better at drawing gelfling! Their facial structures are very distinct#ALSO I went really big with the ears here lmao#the hugest ears ever seen on gelfling#TRANS ROOLIE TRANS ROOLIE TRANS ROOLIE YIPPEE!!!!#I drew this last month (except for Four) sO HAPPY PRIDE! Roolie gets WINGS! :D#I'm SO pleased with Wind's design! he's a lil fishy! and Four with the horned headband/armor in place of the lil ups in his bangs#gonna try to put the aureyal or symbol of the conjunction and triangles on all of them#IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT THE AU PLS ASK THEM#I'd love to tackle some worldbuilding mayhaps?!#I'm thinking of placing them somewhere before the first battle of stone-in-the-wood in the arathim wars#or after the events of the comics with Kensho and Thurma somewhere#and just figure out another reason for the crystal to be shattered. so many possibilities!#where's the crystal shard this time and how can I split it between them? >:3 niiiiine shards made whole >:3#quest for the ~~triforce~~ crystal#Hello from summer camp also! Lots of shenanigans!#I'm surprised I was able to draw Four at all last weekend I've been so busy!!!#having fun tho!!! we're having a lunch cookout at archery and campfire is tonight!!! It's going good! see ya!!!
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Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!
yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)
it's so common in fandoms!
I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.
I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔
I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.
anyway here's a doodle!
#that's autism for you#I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things#I'm not even trying to be judgemental#I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes#so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place#from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror.#and I ship a toxic ship.#but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here#how did I get here. I'm lost guys#but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things#and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong#i don't belong here#I can't relate to 99% of people#honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist#and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona#so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man#I need SOME second character for this!!#well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design...#so here we are.#I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep#that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me.#but that's just my theroy..... a Joshi™ theory#sorry for rant I am bored and tired😔#enjoy#villainous#villanos#dr flug#kenning flugslys#my art#ask reply
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random background livesies moment i love: jack just casually turning into morris delancey
#WHY did they use devin lewis as a body double for jerjor in some takes#and then just keep the shots with his face in ??#and what was jerjor even doing during that time#surely they didnt spend more than a few hours on each song he couldnt have had other places to be#they really just went eh white guy with dark hair? close enough you’ll do#chucked him in a vest and blue shirt and called it a day#also they forgot to put dirt on his face#newsies#newsies fandom#livesies#jack kelly#morris delancey
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Toa had a brief emo phase when he was younger but I fear it was in fact just a phase💔 Unlike lance who's just emo to his fucking core Toa just wanted to feel edgy and it was never truly him, he did however develop a respect for alternative subcultures
#court of darkness#toa qelsum#lance ira#me finding any opportunity to call Lance emo#lance just gives off tje vibes of the emo kid that grew up#he's definitely not emo in the same way he was when he was 13 but that side of him still exists and never really died#he just developed other interests#for Toa i imagine his emo phase stemming from a place of potential rebellion without full sending that shit#his family is shitty i can imagine he had plenty of thoughts about rebelling but never actually did due to the consequences and image as#heir of the throne#i also imagined toa with an eye covering bang💀💀#imagine toa with his hair down right but his hair covering like ⅔ of his face#then imagine him in a black jacket#that's a baby emo boy right there#toas emo phase takes place when hes goong thru those puberty years you know lots of emotions so perfect time to be.. you know emo(tional)#he eventually ''goes back to normal'' cus he no longer likes it any more#he kinda just needed an outlet to vent some of the things he was going thru#he never went full on emo in the first place#voltage inc
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@rokurookajima HI HELLO I’M CURRENTLY HALF ASLEEP BECAUSE IT IS 1:50 A.M AND I HAD A LONG DAY, BUT!! AS PROMISED, METALBANDERS AU RAAVA, RENDITION BY YOURS TRULY:
She’s judging you (¬`‸´¬) (you = Wan being a stinky bastard man /affectionate)
I HOPE YOU LIKE HER <3
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#raava#metalbanders#🗑️🔥#<— not really but it lead to me drawing her so. why not?#anyway. this was really out of my comfort zone#like yeah it’s a pretty girl from the waist up. I rarely draw anything else. but her style differs a lot from other characters#mostly bc I draw them in avatarverse rather than modern au lol#but like. I also can’t remember the last time I drew light hair. it’s a lot harder to shade than dark IMO#(lightest I can remember doing is fem!EKB’s hair when I did PVL fanart last year. and this is even lighter than that)#(I was fighting for MY LIFE)#also I never draw makeup so figuring that out was a challenge#as well as tattoos. most I’ve ever done was P’Li’s/Nazra’s some years back. and Afarin’s/Midori’s. but the latter two are simple#and I trace the former 😅#and this style of painting over line art isn’t one I do too often#basically. I went all out. just for you <3#but moving on#it’s not as refined or polished as I’d prefer but tbh I don’t have the energy to keep chipping away at her#I actually like how this looks and think some roughness in places adds to the charm. yk?#might go in and edit at some point. we’ll see#anyway. yeah. I should head to bed now. it’s a school night#I really hope I did her justice 🩵🩵🩵
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ugghhh wintertime sucks!! I'm sad and tired and sad all the time.. I need a nap.. and f/o cuddles.. and another nap..
#ash rambles 💚#negative#part of it is definitely the weather#it's so dark and dreary and i never wanna leave my bed#but also just. my mood akdjajs I'm kinda down in the dumps today#im recovering from being sick which always fucks me up#and i just cant shake this feeling of anxiety..? and i feel kinda a lot like my f/os wouldnt like me or would fall out of love or never see#me as more than a friend and other stuff like that#i.. actually got broken up with yesterday irl!#it wasnt messy. he said that this isnt what he wanted and it was fine and we're back to being pals. i wasnt sad at all in the moment and#i dont think i am now..? it's weird. we were laughing like always literal minutes after having the chat. when we got together we said that#if things domt work out we wanna keep being friends. and we're doing just that. honestly i saw it coming and idek if i LOVE him anymore#what even does love feel like..? regardless I'm not upset or sad at my breakup since i saw it coming and I'm honestly happy he just. Talked#to me about it. we communicated and then three minutes later went back to talking about x.enoblade LMAAOO it was fun!#but it is ridiculous for me to expect to feel NOTHING at no longer being in a relationship. i cant just feel nothing. i dont feel sad per s#just... in my thoughts i guess? I don't think the feeling of my f/os not liking me stems from me being dumped though. i think thats just me#being me sjdjaksj I'm very insecure a lot of the time. i dont think being dumped helpd very much though LMAAAOO#I'm doing okay i promise. and I'll be alright. theres just both a lot and nothing going on at the same time and i feel... idk what i feel.#i hope my f/os love me 😭 i hope that a lot#and honestly i know this community is ass and I'm more than happy in my own corner with my couple of followers but. ngl I've really felt as#though I'm not valued here and all that junk as of late. yeah just.. i think everything is happening at the same time and I'm tired and#i feel like I'm a confused kiddo who doesnt know anything anymore BAHAHAHA#holy shit it just sounds like i need a shower and a nap huh- I'll be alright I'm just. dealing with stuff akdjsks but i also hate to always#bring the mood down like this! i always try my best to be haha silly and all that shit. I'm just gonna try to daydream about f/o cuddles#(and try to convince myself they dont hate me ofc)#oh and. i know i mentioned this but. i hate the weather. so much. I'm sad all the time. November is actually my least favorite month too 😭#I've gotta study a lot today and I'll try to sneak in some k.urohyou and hopefully start watching monster too but yeah i apolgize if#I'm acting off these days ajdjajs I'm very stuck in my own mind these days. not exactly the most fun place to be 😭#delete later#i mean akdjajs i literally started crying the other day because my friend said that my husband (k.yohei) loves me ajdkahdb come on ash..
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me, solving problems irl by improvising with certain objects: tee-hee inventory puzzle :3
#I had to re-lock the side gate because i remembered that my mom went through there for some reason#and sure enough she left it unlocked and hanging loose with the key still on#it was really dark outside so i could barely see but the key was stuck tight#so i got a pair of old crappy pliers and pulled it out that way so i could properly secure the yard#it was a conveniently lit tool placed alone on a table too#my dog didn’t understand what i was doing because i was the one who went outside with her not vice versa#so she sat there kinda grumbling impatiently because it’s a warm night#but she makes me wait out there for her a lot so she has a modicum of her own patience when it comes to me#she barked a little after questioning what i was doing but once she saw i was messing with something important she got it#it’s odd how intuitive dogs can be#it’s not like she knows what a lock is but I showed it to her and she stopped being restless and waited for me to fix it up#that thing needs some liquid graphite#but i don’t believe we have any#haleylyfe
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Video essayist I like makes a barely one minute reference to Sasuke in a video that is neither about him nor about Naruto the series.
Me: continuously cracking my fingers in an attempt to physically stop myself from writing a whole dissertation in the comment section because NO! No no that is all wrong listen listen listen the underlying message of his arc by the end of the series is deeply rotten actually it isn't doing what you-
#look there is a lot that someone could be inspired by in Sasuke's story he has many many admirable qualities that are very much so worth#aspiring towards but saying his story makes for some good modeling for young men depicting that you can return from the edge is ...#like characterizing his ending as a “he went to a really dark place in his grief and rage but we see him make a comeback from it”#without contextualizing that with all of the ways in which that ending fails him and his people specifically under the guise of#“saving him from darkness” ... is so ... uughghhh#hot take I guess but sasuke and naruto's arcs on the whole specifically because of the ending teach young boys the worst messages actually#ESPECIALLY MARGINALIZED BOYS!!!
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im actually very glad it rained a bit tonight =w=b
#friends bday party was 40min. bike ride away through a sometimes-entirely-not-lit path through some fields.#also i went back just after midnight. the 40 min. ride through entire darkness.#alright the lighting wasnt that bad in most places but there certainly was a bit without any streetlights <3#it was all good tho i totally survived =w=bb i even had fun.#the few times i do 'heavy' stuff like this i find to actually really enjoy it somewhy.#ig i like it but doing stuff like this spontaneously is hard.#sillyposting#anyway back to why im glad it rained: clouds.#i am not totally over my fear of a starry night. something about the openness and emptyness and stars etcetc is just triggering to me.#i am better now but thats mostly because im not yearly going to campsites where theres way less lightpollution aka bright skies.#anyway i think i would be fine with clear skies but it certainly wouldnt be pleasant....#lemme tell you the bit of actual sky i did see sure looked nice but was already a little triggering.#its such a shame because its sosososo pretty but :/#thats what irrational fear does to a guy ig :(#also this same fear makes it hard for me to just look at pictures of space. idk why.#argh.#talk about the irony of liking belphie huh.
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i love having the weirdest dreams napping on the couch
#not really but#my first dream i started to lucid dream while we were walking through a parking lot#i started to fly and the dream was glitching as i realized i was dreaming and it kind of freaked me out so i just forced myself to wake up#but then the second dream was also weird#my parents and i were driving through the old rich side of town at night and we pulled into the parking lot of this bed and breakfast place#and we got out and it seemed normal albeit dark to me but my mom seemed scared and kept telling my dad she heard someone laughing#we got up to our room and my dad went to go do something so it was just me and my mom#we were also rooming with this guy for some reason but he was nice#i was just sitting on a chair and the guy was walking to the door when suddenly the door opened and he was like who’s there#and the person at the door was silent for a bit before closing it really quickly and saying sorry#the guy was like uhh 🤷♀️ idk what just happened my#and my mom was like go shut the door but when i went to shut it it had all of these contraptions and mechanisms#it was strange and then my dad was like let me back in and so i did and he talked to my mom for a bit about the strange things going on#he said the old owner liked to collect antiques and stuff and he thinks the place is haunted#my mom was like well i told you that i heard laughing in the parking lot#then guy that we were sharing the room with comes out of his room with bandages all over his face and i’m like what#my mom says something to him and then another guy (the same guy from before) comes out looking just like him just without bandages#and my mom is like i can help and i was like what#the guy takes off his bandages and he’s like it’s my teeth#but also side note i was weirdly struck by how handsome he was for an older man#but then my dream decided to focus on my mom like twisting and fixing his teeth into the right place#weirdly enough i wasn’t freaked out by it but it was just interesting#anyway that’s my dream i need to stop napping on that couch#dianna.moon
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shit fucking damnit i can't decide if i want to change the chapter up or not!
haven't been able to write for a while now (was on a trip and then there's been other draining things) so i'm feeling the Pressure and Worry about being able to keep going with a steady pace. maybe a sign i should express to my therapist. like hey the dishes are clean but i'm not writing and that's like, the equivalent of jaws violins picking up.
man i just wish i was already writing ch 5. maybe splitting the old ch 3 was a mistake? but i also like everything in ch 4, and it has some stuff important to the plot....
maybe i'll find out where the draft got derailed and my momentum died if i just. go at it from the top again, instead of wasting time feeling like i'm not allowed to do the thing that Works for me
#yea fic talk#making some noise to signal that i'm still on it#even tho its. bit difficult#did you know that it's really hard to get prescription sunglasses if your eyesight is sufficiently shitty?#like i got directly told to go to a rival's shop because the place i went to first had Nothing for me#another one had just the absolute ugliest options#and idk the sunglasses wouldn't have been dark enough anyway??#what the fuck is up with sunglasses why are they so weak???#i'm going to a lil specialty shop on monday to ask if they have anything for me#like please i just don't want to constantly take radiant damage#im vulnerable to it
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just went into ebay and absent mindedly typed in "cd" into the search bar. have you guys tried this
#ok so i went back to the seconds hand shop im a regular at and i asked the guy if he had a rack for cds because ive been wanting to start#collecting more now that im driving more and i already have a bunch of cds but i currently keep them in a really forgettable place#anyway i put some of my cds on it already and its a really nice dark wood colour so it looks really cool 😁#emi's meandering jotts
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Told Oliver why my boys are so special to me and he's falling asleep, honestly good reaction
#miranda talking shit#I didnt even tear up telling the story hajsjfjdjskks go me#But they really did save me in a way... I cant ever thank them for that#I was in such a dark place and they were just open and accepting of me despite my emotional problems#They just laughed with me and let me have fun it was so healing for me#They really.... Helped save me....#The boys#Not just roo whos still around but matt Giulio and Antonio and zari too#All were so loevly to me. When i went from losing 2/3 of my stable relationships and felt so lost and alone#Suicidal for years they just ... Came from nowhere and had fun with me. Taught me to laugh again ...#They... None of them had much mental health problems (except zari and Antonio had some) but still they just#Accepted me for being so sensetive to things. They comforted me when i cried and i can only think of two times in many years#Were either of them lost their patience with me. They kept inviting me and just .... Wanted me around it meant so much
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oh also i didnt specify but while that last post is true for all versions of papyrus i was especially thinking about horrortale. because of their past making and sharing food and making sure the people you love are well fed is such a huge huge huge important thing 4 them so it matters even more that i eat regularly
#cherry chats#the story for my horrortale self insert and ship with sans takes place in the underground and also they dont know how to eat to begin with#(umm...... dont worry aboutwhat that means its a bit hard to explain)#but right now im imagining post-surface recovery stuff#i think horrortale can be split into two categories if that makes sense?#like. imagine a flowchart with the original horrortale comic in the middle#and then two arrows pointing from it in separate directions#one of those arrows is the version i like the most which is the fandom of the actual comic#its dark and disturbing and probably angsty because its HORROR. its meant to be scary and dark#the second arrow is‚ like‚ a semi-canon interpretation of the comic focusing mainly on mental health issues and trauma recovery#where some aspects of the canon comic are ignored in favor of proper coping mechanisms#not all the content for that version of the fandom is happy and comforting. its sort of like the menhera subculture#(and by extension yamikawa‚ a little bit)#as in‚ there might be lots of unhappy vent content in order to deal with trauma rather than other‚ actually harmful alternatives#i think both of them are really good even though i prefer the first one#(i mean.... i literally decided to read horrortale because i think scary horror shit is hot‚ after all)#but this post is leaning a little bit more towards the 2nd kind#i went off there a bit but what im saying is im so bad at eating and i think horrortale papyrus would help me with that in anyway he could
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No but I'm still looking for the Denny's that is still in the middle of nowhere
having cis guy friends is so funny like youll ask if they wanna hang out and theyll send you to the dark woods
#no joke#my brother. fresh out of the house. 19#years old. rolls up to our house right after midnight with a car full of teenagers. tells me and my little sister to get in.#obviously we're asking questions. where are we going. how long are we going to be gone. what are we doing. why are all these people in here.#the whole shebang#he answers NONE of them.#so we get in the back seat. I'm being gay with my friend at the time. and we're chilling listening to tunes on the radio.#except now they're talking about a Denny's. i look to the front seat where my brother is driving and he pulls up pictures on his phone#of the inside of somebody's. house. What?#and if that wasn't weird enough. we had already driven 20 minutes off a sideroad into the middle of nowhere. nothing but grass#and a big ol barn/farmhouse that looks like it came straight out of a Scooby Doo snapshot. it's dark as hell out. the lone building appearin#blue in the dark. with a single orange lantern lit hanging from the top. i look to my brother who has never lead me astray before.#and I feel like i am part of Scooby Doo. five teenagers in a car. in the middle of the night. wondering where the hell Denny's went.#now finally my brother has some wits to him. and we take a tight u turn and turn ourselves around. good. shows over right? WRONG.#this bitch pulls up YET ANOTHER place on his phone and starts driving 15 MINUTES UP ONTO A DIRT ROAD AND KEEPS DRIVING.#we're going to a haunted bridge boys!#in the middle of the night! at like 3am! the witching hour! great plan broski. sounds awesome. good thinking there.#we get to this haunted bridge. and this mf is barely 5ft across. but the water below is dark and murky and my lil sis INSISTS she sees a#dude down below. so I'm silently freaking out because what the hell do i say to that. she's like. 13. i tell her it'll be okay. because#that's what big/middle bros do. we drive over the bridge. nothing happens. cue relaxation. my brother is audibly disappointed#“well that was useless” bro you almost took us to Denny's in some cannibalistic farmdudes basement. i think I'll take the barely haunted#bridge. my brother. who still wants to show us an adventure. and probably save face in front of his friends. flips us around yet again and#starts heading off into a whole NEW direction. towards the World's Largest Gas Station!#it is like 4am by now. we're hungry. we're cramping. losing our marbles with exhaustion. and still processing our latest episode with the#Mystery Machine. so fine. I'm taking a nap. just don't get us killed in the long run.#we survived. btw. if that wasn't obvious. and we did actually make it to The World's Biggest Gas Station. and it was pretty fun.#as far as gas stations go at least. i got some honey sticks and a lollipop in the shape of a bear. i don't really like honey. but it wascute#there were walls FILLED with stuffed animals.a whole clothing department. a candy shop. and even a full fledged restaurant on the other side#i think there were even two levels to it? i can't remember. but anyways. we eat. we leave. we survive. end of story.
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Haven't played DBD in about a week so I wasn't too optimistic. Yeah, today's matches were... something xD
If I didn't have Lithe, I wouldn't have made that unhook. Seemed like the best course of action...
Today's matches weren't very fun overall xD; I thought this would be more fun than just trying to leave. If I found hatch yay but if I died it would be okay. I want fun and excitement.
Does anyone find what this Ghost Face did mean? Was he being a dick? I don't think he did anything wrong. In fact, I found it really funny. I was like "Nah Ima get past you :3" and then I didn't so I was like "He got me xD" That was fun and funny to me. I see people say they get mad over stuff like this or they think the Killer is a dick and I just don't agree. Had a Wesker pretend to give me the gate last week then mori'd me inside of it. I knew he was going to do that. I laughed my ass off.
So I feel bad that Claudette died. People complain about 99ing gates but I've been fucked by Blood Warden several times this past month. I actually thought she was with Nancy so I ran into the map to try and find her but she had ran to my 99'd gate... I wanted to open the gate and maybe lure him away but he went to pick her up.
#dead by daylight#dbd#deadbydaylight#Survivor Match#You ever have off days?#I feel like some days I do good and others I'm completely useless#I couldn't see Ghost Face at all that entire match btw#That map is so fucking dark and I just can't see him#I didn't know where he was when he chased me on my way to unhook Sable#I saw him after I went onto the platform#It seemed like the best place to go in the moment.#Game sense I guess xD#I knew Lithe would get me to her#I also didn't want to waste the pallet#Also people complain so much about NOED#You know what perk I really fucking hate?#Coulrophobia - I hate this perk#Give me NOED over this perk
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