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Hey Karl you think whenever BF or GF just hit Pico with a random hug no matter the circumstance his face just crumbles into the most vulnerable and yearning look and suddenly the hug lasts for 20 minutes because they don't have the heart to pull away when Pico lays his arms around their backs in the most gentle way possible
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Close-ups of my personal favorite shots LOL. I also really like how Boyf came out here but he's already Huge in the piece so he doesn't need a close-up.
Do you ever think BF and GF get super emotional when he's soft with them? This guy, known for his fuckin' Bite with an attitude developed partially for self-defense, melting at their touch and allowing them to see his more gentle side? Something that nobody else will ever get to see?
The demon and the rapper are nice by default. Boyf can be a bit of a menace and Girlf is not afraid to show her demonic side when necessary, but they're kind to others as a default, maybe even to a fault. Not that Pico doesn't ever show kindness to others, but he's usually prickly and standoffish; his kindness could come off in ways that read almost as passive aggression. And yet, around the two idiots (used affectionately lol) he's like putty in their hands.
Anyways idk what I'm on abt really I just think if you gave him the choice he would literally melt into their embraces. Safe, and protected in their arms; for once, he isn't the one who has to do the protecting. I think the worst part of a hug to him would be having to let go.
#artings#ochre is going to come back and immediately be obliterated by this SORRY.#fnf#friday night funkin#pico#pico newgrounds#girlfriend fnf#friday night funkin girlfriend#boyfriend fnf#friday night funkin boyfriend#rgb trio#pico x girlfriend#picogf#boyfriend x girlfriend x pico#polyship#eyestrain#digital art#comic#be niceys to me i think this is the first finished comic like this ive done. LOL#colors were my enemy here but i like how it turned out in the end i think#if this is received well i might try and do more!! euhhhh no promises tho bc this took me so many fucking hours to get done#so i am not doing another quite yet#decided to focus on picogf for this bc i dont give them nearly enough love i dont think#at least not as much love as i have given picobf so i am going to try and correct that :3c#i just. barely ran out of characters for the alt text on the main image im sorry i am so bad at being brief#<- in a weird mood rn (i need a break from this Badly) but i might come back and edit it later to be more brief
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the thing that sets apart hua cheng from most other devotee/worshipper-type relationships in other media is that hua cheng would actually throw himself on his knees and crawl across the floor if xie lian wanted to, he would demean himself without shame because shame comes from the perception that you have done something wrong or foolish in another's eyes, and hua cheng would never see his god's will as either, nor care for anyone's else's opinion
#i was so happy when i read tgcf because this is what i mean when i want hopelessly devoted love interests#too many of these (dark) fantasy male love interests dont even treat her with basic respect#like what do you MEAN they drag her around and demean her#theyre often assholes at best and abusers at worst#there is no devotion or worshipping to be found#''he would kill for her'' but would he make peace with his enemies for her?? would he SAVE his enemies for her??#hua cheng would#hua cheng also wouldnt dream of ordering xie lian around#he told xie lian once not to get involved with the wind and water master but when xie lian did that anyone#all he said was ''thats okay baby i told you before: just do what you want to do ill be here for you either way<3''#he only intervenes more forcefully for xie lian's protection and he clearly HATES doing that#sorry for the vent but im tired of seeing the worshipper trope done so badly!!#where are the statues!! the murals!! the devouring need to be with them!! why arent these men on their knees!!!#hua cheng#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#xie lian#hualian
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the raw guy
#vinny vinesauce#vinesauce fanart#vinesauce#what if i told u i was very embarrassed to post this#rlly badly done low effort sketch studies of him bc fun fact my computer deleted the og file the other day so i just. redrew it all wihtout#caring too much the second time around BUT I WANTED TO DRAW HIM it was sooo fun still ddont know how to draw him too well but ill see.#need to watch more of his streams sorry guys im from jerma nation but i like red vox so thats why im crossing territory#queue are lovely#i added to ita flags bc its funny and also i am so used to putting a flag SOMEWHERE . my brain
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they hated illario because he was a d1 yapper who was bad at assassinating people and was so annoyingly drunk and grief stricken at his cousin’s wake that viago had to drug him to shut him up (so what if he was also the guy who set his cousin up to die/disappear) . and also for working with the venatori and selling out the antivan crows i guess.
#illario as a guy who regretted his power grab but had no choice but to double down after lucanis came back is interesting to me btw#not entirely canon compliant to how the story is set up but yeah#even illario going WHAT . when he finds out lucanis is alive i am choosing to believe is him panicking because#zara did not in fact get him to die. illario thought he would die there. he did not. (what has he done) (shit. he has to do it himself)#and double on that . caterina didnt trust him enough to tell him#once again reminded he is dellamorte the lesser !#and still he knows hes not even a good crow. he couldnt actually kill lucanis. he cant actually bring himself to kill lucanis!#so ofc he spends the next act trying to manipulate him into leaving and for lucanis to believe its his own doing#and only when all of this fails (too soft to even kill his grandma btw) he has a public brawl w lucanis#that ends so badly for him that he is humilated in front of all the remaining talons#hes literally my babygirl#illario dellamorte#dav spoilers#dav#txt#rook: im sorry abt illario :/#viago: dont be. he had many unredeeming qualities from before he was a traitor
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i was gonna make a whole seperate post about how context and art seems to imply that the ex boyfriend that got stephanie pregnant was at least 18, if not older, when she was 16/15, which is kinda squicky (i mean not if she's 16 really, but 15 yes) but in my journeys on the Stephanie Brown wiki (real and delightful thing that exists) i discovered the batman chronicles #22 where her UNCLE HITS ON HER???? i think that's what we're meant to get from it anyway the dialogue is subtle (the art is not imo). AND I. WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT. STEPHANIE YOU CAN START AS MANY GANG WARS AS YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE THE WAY IT IS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephanie brown#SORRY AND COUPLED WITH ROBIN 1993 ISSUE 111 WHERE IT'S REVEALED HER DAD'S FRIEND TRIED TO ASSAULT HER WHEN SHE WAS A KID#STEPHANIE BABY IM SO SORRY YOUR LIFE IS LIKE THIS#god no wonder she was so insane about tim. simultaneously loving him and being paranoid he was gonna cheat or something#i mean a) he skirted close to it at times very early on in his robin run which is. weird to say the least. rip tim sorry they did that to u#but also b) every man in her life treats her like THIS (guy who got her pregnant also abandoned her) so yeah#no wonder she expects the worst from tim but also clings to him like glue. bc he hasnt done any of those things (yet. to stephs knowledge)#it's super unfair on tim but also ohhhhh my god. oh my god her life is awful her life is so awful#i know a lot of ppl resent bg 2009 for not going into how awful her life is and there's merit to that criticism#but also the book was explicitly trying to give her a fucking break from the hardship#and after reading this. i can get behind it. i could before too but doubly now#i need. so many hurt/comfort fics about stephs history with shitty guys. so badly
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im really not saying this with any real hate in my heart but. sanji pissed me off so bad for doing that to robin i literally don’t care... if the intention was meant to be ‘oh he relies on her and isn’t afraid to ask for help’ that would be sweet and cute if he literally had just called for her from the BEGINNING. instead of calling her only AFTER black maria beats his ass so bad he can’t bear it anymore and then out of desperation calls her for help. it just. does not make the point i think is trying to be made.
furthermore its just sooo hypocritical that it makes it impossible for me to like this. sanji refuses to fight black maria because of his chivalric code that he would never hurt a woman ok fine! (or not. whatever not the point). but he’s totally okay asking his female crewmate to enter into a life or death situation where she will have to fight for her life because HE got himself into a death trap he refuses to take care of himself because of… his ideology. his ideology that hurting women is bad. which is why he calls robin. a woman. to fight to the death for him. because he won’t take care of his own mess. which he only got into bc he entered a room upon seeing naked women. ok girl.
#mossy posts#literally if anything was done differently i would have liked this but.#like i think it is sort of sweet. but it was done so badly i just cannot like this#HE got himself into that mess. HE refuses to fight his way out of it because of a weird gender code he forces onto himself because he is#weird about women. and then last of all HE ironically puts his female friend in danger to get his ass out of it.#what am i missing here this is so dumb. and hypocritical. im sorry#i wish i liked this i really want to but no matter how much i look at it its just dumb#and yes it pisses me off ! sorry !#yeah this chapter is like 2 years old idc.#one piece#edit.#ALSO. he only went into the room because he saw naked women in there. he got himself into a mess bc of his own foolishness 😐
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that was the most disappointing escape room ive ever done
#so#my family really likes to do escape rooms#(well not my brother but it doesnt matter)#and my moms friends also like to do escape rooms#so i went with my mom and her friends to do this escape room tonight#it was supposed to be a horror room#and we were all really hyped#and my mom and i have done some horror rooms before#some better than others#but all of them were somewhat mentally stimulating and challenging#but this one was Not It#my family and i had done a room at this location before#and that room was a kids room so we werent as surprised when the room told us what to do and then we did it#but for this one it felt disappointing#and like they dumbed down the room#and there were even remnants of puzzles that seemed to have been taken out!!#and they kept giving us hints without our asking!!#60out as a company has never been top tier#but this location specifically we will NEVER return to#because of how badly they have fumbled their rooms#$40 is too much to get out in thirty minutes im sorry
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the babygirlification of duncan grimwater
#wizard101#duncan grimwater#wizzy fandom#im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry i don't make the rules i don't make the thoughts#schmendrick the magician voice: i am a servant i am a dwelling i am a MESSENGER#still tapping. less murder.#he's sad he's wet he's done bad things#he's mostly pathetic but he wants you to think he's cool so badly#anyways duncan is coming with us to fight gretta now#anyways the scion series is going very well very good super great#stevie is still stuck in the spiral
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the mail service just sent all my stuff back that was going overseas cause apparently theres this new rule i didnt know about that regular letters cant include ANYTHING else than just cards or letters or they'll need to have custom slips and other stuff like that included and im just
i dont have spoons to deal with this right now. yeah maybe its my fault and i should have double checked before sending stuff out. sure, im an idiot, i thought this still worked
just love having a complete meltdown the first thing in the morning when i see a pile of returned letters sitting by my door cause i tried to do something nice and once again failed miserably
sorry everyone
#i know theres at least three people i told things got sent out but sorry apparently not#idk when i'll get around fixing this. im beyond exhausted and disappointed in myself#i shouldnt do anything ever. this is so stupid#they also mangled one of the envelopes really badly which is of course the one with stickers in it so....#im just. so done. with this day already and this week and everything.#i just really shouldnt try to do things ever#again im so sorry to anyone i told things got sent out. apparently not#and idk when they will be#night is an absolute mess on main
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I’m a big believer in writing whatever you want/don’t like don’t read and I’ll defend people who write gruesome fucked up porn but I hope people who post trolly crack “fics” for the express purpose of shitting on fandoms/characters they think are cringe or whatever go to hell no matter what
#it’s just shitty. like it’s technically allowed as long as the characters in the tags actually feature in the fic#but like it’s not in the SPIRIT of fic to me yk??#ppl who write serious but disgusting and depraved smut are doing so out of love for the characters and a desire to actually create#ppl who write fics meant to troll are just. yknow. trolling#sorry im explaining it badly and I don’t want to post an example bc I don’t want to feed a troll#and like I don’t actually want to invite harassment against someone who technically hasn’t done anything Wrong#but like idk. they know they’re being shitty and they’re doing it to be shitty#I think the reason it’s hard to do anything about is you run into a weird line#w seriously out there kinkfic that is written in earnest vs troll fic/shockfic that’s written to upset ppl who like those characters#it just makes me genuinely sad to see idk
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ib so normal about music
i was listening to SebastiAn yesterdau i cant stop this is a problem... my favorites rn are Sober, Jack Wire instrumental (it's kind of like. a Splatoon boss battle song. and i really dig that), Ross Ross Ross, CTFO, and Beograd...the Upsilone remix. Doorman is good too. ive also been REALLY into Timeless, the new Kaytranada album, and have been listening to More Than A Little Bit, Video(!!!!!!!!), and Drip Sweat. Snap My Finger is really good too eeek its just not in today's sequence of songs im repeating
#im shakinf i love music so much my bones r vibrating#its also distracting me from continuing my revenges really badly though because theyre SO FUCKING GOOD#I LOVE MUSIC#throw bon bon in there too i heard it in busy p/ed banger's story and i was like yeah ill listen to that sounds catchy#IT IS CATCHY IM DYING SO MANY WORMS IN MY HEAD. IVE DONE NOTHING TODYA I NEED TO BE DRAWING OH MY FOODNESS FUCK MUSIC#i didnt mean it sorry babe
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Beating veilguard may genuinely get me out of my writing slump because I Need To Fix It
#dragon age#dav critical#crow rambles#sorry for only talking about what i disliked rn i swear i have quite a few things i very much liked#i unironically think that this finaly battle is one of the best in the series#even if it took what? two fucking hours lmao#DEFINITELY a step up from corphyeus#it reminded me of the battle of denerim in a way which is always a win in my book#i do wish we could control companions bc having a similar set up to denerim where you control your companions when youre split#would have been SOOO fun i kept thinking about it#however i do kinda understand not doing that in that end battle bc that was a very VERY long end quest(s)#i dont think ghilinain was the hardest boss in the game which was disappointment#okay im about to yap about spoilers in the tags so. warning yay#anyways I complete forgot about felassan's run until i beat the damn game#credits started rolling and i went “oh. i could have done that.”#i meant elgarnan. not ghilinain. ugh sorry#anyways he has nothing on ghilinain's (the actial one) three headed monster. that shit was HARD#i think i died at least seven times? minimum??#siege of weisshaupt was ALSO a particularly good quest btw even if some of the dialogue was odd#the only boss that i strugged with so badly i had to lower my difficultly was that fucking dragon in the crossroads. what the fuck is its#problem. and that was WITH the blessing of mythal getting rid of its armor. 0/10 worst fucking fight ever oml
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hey just a reminder that sometimes you have to accept that you’re going to have to have feelings without a filter, and you’re going to have to tell people that you care about them, and you’re going to have to start saying i love you. if you want affection and love and adoration you cannot close yourself off forever and ever. keep up your walls as you must to protect yourself but not forever. and if you feel like you can’t ever let them down then i’m sorry. i hope you find someone that makes you feel safe enough to start saying and feeling these things.
#lolaa.txt#little thing about emotions.#i’m not affectionate. not really.#im a deflector and i laugh off affection and love a lot#and all it has ever done for me is push away people who want to help me so so badly.#and it’s a slow change. slowwwww. the tiniest steps .#and i go back so often.#today my boyfriend said he missed me and that i was pretty when i woke up and i told him i was going to never speak to him again#because i cannot accept these things and it so so hard to say that i appreciate it#but i know i know he needs to hear it and he needs to feel appreciated yknow?#and im working on it im trying so hard#especially when you have been fucked over for saying your feelings in the past. it’s hard. it’s so hard. and i’m sorry#just. tell your friends you love them. tell people when you’re excited or happy.#smile when you get to do fun things. laugh at jokes! scream and yell and cry and hit things and grin and be out there#numbness will not fix what problems you have. it won’t.#it’s comfortable but you can’t have love without discomfort sometimes#sorry about all this i’m just . i’m having a bad day and it’s really hard today to be open to everyone#so this is my try#i am upset. and i miss my friends. and i love my mom and i am also mad at her because i am frustrated with the world right now.#and i am tired but because its tiring to force myself to exist and feel#i need to relearn how to be a child about it#and that’s okay#that’s all ; sorry for the long tags. thank you for being here
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this is like. super embarrassing but yeah :/ i ripped my only pair of jeans today, which really sucks :( disability support has until nov 8 to decide over my case and until then i have 0 income except from the tiny bits i scrap by. uhm if anyone could like, spare a euro maybe? i'd be very grateful. i also have things listed in my shop, some are only 1 cent (or whatever you want to pay for it), i also have some stickers here, here and here. some prints here and here . shipping is as low as it can be <3 and i also offer discount codes (use RATASSES for 5% off!!) you can also commission me!!
i'd appreciate any help, even just in the form of sharing this post or reblogging/sharing my art!!
GOAL HAS BEEN REACHED!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!
#i *thankfully* have all groceries done for this week and don't have to worry about rent#but yeah :( clothing or any other items i need i just cant afford. i can just about cover my health insurance but even for that i have to#dip into my savings. i have my disability support case on september 7th. an entire month from now and THEN they have until nov 8 to reply#i also think they can even get an extension of 48 days after that? so they'd have until somewhere in january to reply and it's#im literally stuck. i cant get any other type of support because my boyfriend earns too much but we can barely scrape by in the month on hi#income and that's without my health insurance food and 0 savings#fuck this country istg. i want to move SO BADLY. because this country does nothing for me. NOTHING.#i have to wait an entire extra year to see if i can go to uni 😩 and im so stressed. first gray hair and im 21 <3 haha#anywy#im really sorry for having to do this :( i hate it sm#signal boost#sjonnies post#also if youve tipped me before please DONT tip me again!!!!!!! i dont want anyone to feel pressured or obligated please#only spare me some money if you are 100% sure you can miss it!!!!! not even 100% but 10000% sure!!!!!!!
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I DIDNT REALIZE ACT 2 HAD STARTED. WAIT WAIT WAIT
#shhhhhhhittttttt (FORGOR)#ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what am i doing.#< DUMBASS WITH TOO MUCH ANXIETY (STILL HASNT DONE THE THING)#i am. so so sorry#im gonna do it. i AM. just#ogh. the anxiety has been compounding. so it might have to wait a lil longer#but GOD i want to see the group chat. so badly#FOUR THOUSAND PINGS. FOUR THOUSAND MESSAGES WORTH OF BRAINROT IM MISSING OUT ON#im going to cry#orb rambles#orb also sobs in the corner
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should def make an expression sheet for her some day but I also like the idea of her having specific smiles and eye squints. shri’iia’s smile when she’s lying is different to her carefree smile, and is different to her smile when she’s being particularly cruel and cutting. the lack of eyebrows are intentional from her matriarch so her face doesn’t give much emotions away but I think overtime she’d learn how to be more expressive. I also like this idea that she does this particular eye squint when she’s calculating or noticing something, but it’s very subtle.
#sorry but I find character body language so FUN…..#and such an interesting way to communicate character concepts#once my schedule is more free I want to make a whole character sheet for her I’ve already done the ref page#but MIGHHT redo it a bit since it’s just front back and I want side and 3/4#but now it’s expression sheet too. and her updated outfit sheet#face sheet that goes more in depth abt her features and how to draw them#honestly just planning these are so exciting for me these are so fun to do and I missed doing them badly 🤭🤭🤭#also wanna draw a difference between her practiced smile vs her relaxed smile. I think it’s a bit different#and now im thinking about it I don’t think she’d been relaxed in her life ever or it’s just a very rare occurrence lmfao
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