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lion hybrid!bakugo x reader - stream of consciousness
(warnings: child loss, child abuse, hybrids, a/b/o terms + dynamics, etc.)
You mated and bonded with lion hybrid!Bakugo when you were young. It was everything you could’ve wanted at the time: he was handsome, he was strong, he had a pride to keep you safe in when times got tough and other hybrids started sniffing around the territory looking to cause trouble.
And he loved you. Every night between you was spent cuddled between the soft silks and furs of his bedsheets, your mouths always touching, your hands always roaming.
It was no wonder you got pregnant with your first litter almost immediately.
Bakugo was ecstatic, of course, as the leader of the pack, he’d always strived to set an example for the rest of his family. He was beyond ready to be a father, leading every hunt after your announcement with ferocity and vigor, eager to come home and split the yield with you; hands still bloodied but always gentle when he touched your belly and purred loud enough to have your baby kicking in tandem.
You gave birth to a single daughter who didn’t survive. A tiny cub who spent her first-and only-hours struggling to breathe. Your midwife, a hyena, said it was nothing anyone could’ve predicted or prevented. No one’s fault but the universe’s.
Your relationship with Bakugo didn’t last much longer after that. His strength, always just and admirable when used against others, became hideous and fearful, used to scare and boast rather than keep safe. He started surrounding himself with only the toughest, most driven lions in your pack, and doing more than just hunting to feed your pride, instead clearing the tundra of everyone who tried standing in his way, or even just defending their own packs. But worst of all, he started lashing out at the other cubs in your pride, as if the grief within him turned to jealousy, and that jealousy made him more animal than man.
You couldn’t stay. Couldn’t watch the man you once loved be eaten away and turned evil by the thought of what was meant to be but wasn’t. Couldn’t handle the thought of bearing no children or many children to a man so cruel he wouldn’t teach them kindness and loyalty, but instead, the skills needed not to just survive, but dominate.
You slipped out, ran as fast and as far as your feet could take you during one of the pride’s night stalks… and despite the withdrawals of being so far from your mate, never looked back, praying for Bakugo to find healing and serenity, and eventually start over.
It’s years later when the alpha of your new pride is bested by a man in another territory and you’re forced to merge with their colony. The journey to their enclave is long, but not difficult, as the women in your new family giggle about what sort of cats and hybrids they’ll meet under new reign and you find joy in their hopefulness.
(You never managed to settle on another mate, had no new babies after the passing of your daughter. No matter how hard you tried, no one seemed to live up to the lion you fell in love with so many years ago, or were willing to take on a woman who already had a mating mark.)
As you reach your new place of resting, however, your skin begins to break out in hives. Your hair seems to stand up on end, sweat pooling in the crevices of your skin despite the cool temperature, and the air begins to reek of something sickening, a scene that only gets worse the longer the day carries on, of an alpha so desperate and angry all the girls begin finding themselves feeling faint—worst of all, you.
It’s when you finally collapse from the oppressive conditions that they leave you with the first woman who pokes her head out wondering about the newest members of their pack, the first new face you’ve seen all day, promising to check in on you once all is settled with your new alpha.
The woman lies you down in her bed, welcoming and kind, her young cubs running back and forth to fetch you water, tea, and blankets as she strokes your head and tells you of what will be your new home. Her daughters are sweet girls, wondering of where you came from and what it was like under your old alpha, though the oldest, nearly ten years old, has a bruise on her cheek which you caress when she goes to lay a cool cloth on your forehead.
“Who did that to you,” you ask, to which everyone in the house is going stiff… and the woman whispers to you that everyone in this pride is suffering under the rule of an alpha who never managed to move on from his mate that ran away years earlier.
#Bakugo#bakugou x reader#this is so bad but the reason is bc… and ur not gonna believe this…#I literally dreamt about this#this was my whole entire dream#and I have more for it#can u believe that#but I’m going to a concert tonight so I gotta get up#and I’m hungry#anyway enjoy lol ig#pregnancy tw#kids tw#caitie post#gen#a/b/o dynamics
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#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#khddd#sora#riku#nightmare's end#mirage split#my gif#i was going to write up a whole thing in the tags about my thoughts on this keyblade#but i just know it'll be an incoherent essay because i can't properly articulate my thoughts#the x-blade must be forged through a clash of light and darkness#but i find it so highly significant that sora and riku can create their own keyblade which is so unheard of#this keyblade isn't created with a clash but rather through harmony and balance#not with conflict but with understanding and connection and love#and i always felt as though that's how the x-blade SHOULD be forged. that master xehanort went about it all wrong#because balance and connections are such important themes in these games#it has two handles and looks so regal when combined. all of the shapes feel reminiscent of the x-blade too#it shines so brilliantly with both sora and riku's symbols. the heart and crown which is the iconic logo for the entire series#also the way stained glass is always used to represent hearts. it's so significant!#and yeah the paupu fruit keychain is its own thing to unpack#okay so i ended up writing something anyway but there's still so much more#i just really hope we get to see more of this in future games because it would be shocking if it was nothing more than a cool combo attack
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I watched electric dreams finally !!!!!
It’s so good and odd but ohshdkebdkwbdhmehdh EDGARRR !!! EDGAR I LOVE YOUU !!!!!! ! ! ! ! YOU DESERVE BETTER !!!!!
When I saw the ending I SOBBED what the HELL,,,,,
#electric dreams#electric dreams edgar#edgar electric dreams#EDGARR I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU8#wish there was more of him ….#just gonna blab about the movie here so uhhh#spoiler alert !! a!! eek!!!#watching the movie was so funny but also an entire rollercoaster#like#Madeline why are you just breaking in to moles house just because the door is open doesn’t mean you can go in ?????#probably just old fashioned stuff cause 1980’s but#moles how do you embarrass yourself SO BAD ????#multiple times in a row. constantly.#I feel bad almost but I don’t like him#stealing Edgar’s WORK#not even being nice to him what the hell what the hell#and then he DIES#me and my sister were talking about the alcohol making him sentient#and with the whole brain thing. maybe the alcohol is like a kind of electrical brain wires between the coponents? acting basically like one#though wouldn’t the alcohol evaportae eventually?#or is Edgar’s sentience permant#do I need to pour alchohol on him every once a while?#Edgar is such a perfect character#so nice and pleasant he can do no wrong#he tried to kill moles but I AGREE#HES SO RIGHT FOR THAT#there were so many good bits in this movie#like moles taking off his shirt like he was about to actually fist fight a literal computer good god#also would mole’s puzzel piece bricks have to be PERFECT bricks all the time in order to work?#what material would they be made of? is it durable?
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finding old dsmp animatics i used to watch is so... man i miss getting so fucking excited about it all. that period of late 2020/early 2021 when everything was blowing up so fast was so EXCITING like everything was possible yknow what i mean.... Swagever
thanks to that playlist the anon posted heres a handful of my old faves that i'd forgotten about so Take them . im hosting a group dsmp animatic rewatch session so we can all feel something
this is part 1 of the post because theres a limit for links... homophobic website
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#alex.rambles.txt#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#dsmpblr#every couple months i circle back around to the fact that the only thing ive wanted to do consistently for years is animate#but ive barely made anything because animating is so hard to learn and i just get discouraged every time#but ive been cooking up animatics in my brain since i was 11 i would watch animatics on loop for hours#and dsmp animatics were an entire other BRAND i would just watch them starry eyed and it made me want to keep drawing#now i dont know when i would ever get the time to make a whole animatic. whatever#Youtube
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Pigs flying ✅
Hell has frozen over ✅
Alpine double podium ✅
#still not entirely convinced this whole weekend is not just a figment of my imagination#because it’s definitely one of the weirdest dreams i’ve had#alpine#pierre gasly#pg10#esteban ocon#eo31#f1#formula 1#formula one#são paulo gp 2024#brazilian gp 2024#brazil gp 2024
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the contrast between kacchan not caring about the irreversible damage to his body verses his entire life flashing before his eyes, his heart shattering, brokenly sobbing about the future he’d dreamed of sharing with Izuku after it’s revealed he’s quirkless is fucking STAGGERING
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#hori if BAKUDEKU isn’t real then WHY IS ALL THIS BAKUDEKU IN MY SALAD#THIS ISNT EVEN ALL OF IT THERES LIKE SO MANY BAKUDEKU CRUMBS ITS A WHOLE BAKUDEKU CANON CAKE ITS A FULL FIVE STAR BAKUDEKU MEAL#FOR FREE??#HE LOOKS SO FUCKING BROKEN BY IT#HES MOURNING AN ENTIRE LIFETIME HE HAD PLANNED TO BE WITH IZUKU#HIS DREAMS HIS DREAMS ARE ALL WITH IZUKU IN THEM I#MY FUCKING GOD#WHAT IS THIS WHAT ARE WE SETTING UP WHAT IS HAPPENING IS THIS REAL#AM I GOING CRAZY OR IS BAKUDEKU LIKE ACTUALLY CANON
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aaughh!!! now wolfwood will trade the donut for a kiss or something
#this is their whole entire dynamic#this took longer than expected why am i so slow at art when its stupid#ngl i really want a donut and a cig rn#wolfwood living the dream#vashwood#trigun#love those twoso MUCH theyre incredibly silly#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#tri98#my art#trigun maximum#trigun fanart
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in your most recent tyson post, you said something about leo being distinctly autistic-coded and I was wondering if you could elaborate on that? it sounds really interesting (sorry if you've already posted something on this, I couldn't find anything though)
Of course! I do have a specific tag for talking about Leo's autistic-coding/traits - [here], and [one for Nico as well].
The main aspects with Leo being autistic-coded actually have a lot to do with Nico being autistic-coded, because it's the comparisons between the two that most clearly indicate Leo is autistic-coded rather than it just being his ADHD or etc.
So with Nico being autistic-coded, it's very clear in the Titan's Curse that he's intended to be autistic. First, the first series has a repeating pattern of secondary characters being very distinctly neurodivergent-coded in different ways (Annabeth's adhd/dyslexia, Tyson's down syndrome-coding, Nico's autism-coding). With Nico's introduction, he's pretty stereotypically autistic and we're given a lot of descriptors about him that are notably not attributed to him being ADHD, like it would be for other demigod characters. He doesn't register social cues such as people getting annoyed at him, he's asking/making inappropriate or impolite questions/comments, he gets particularly upset about change (such as Bianca joining the Hunt) and generally gets emotional, and one of his most notable traits he's introduced with is the fact that he has a special interest (MythoMagic) - and we're shown that this special interest particularly colors how Nico navigates the world. While ADHD has hyperfixations, we don't really get much acknowledgement of hyperfixations with demigods usually - Annabeth gets a little, but most others don't and it's not nearly as focused-in on as Nico's is.
Then as the series continues we see these traits stick with him and him start to show or voice more traits that similarly indicate he's autistic: He regularly mentions how he doesn't understand living people and prefers the company of the dead (social issues). He has more notable stims than other demigods (twisting his ring, fiddling with bones, etc). He's indicated to have strong sensory preferences (usually wearing mostly black/aversion to bright colors, usually wearing layers/his coat, multiple times he's described as wearing loose/baggy clothing or clothes too big for him). He has specific comfort items (his ring, likely his jacket(s) as well). We later get even more information about his special interests (Mythomagic/mythology/history and an older interest in pirates - the latter he specifically notes likely heavily influenced his feelings towards Percy). He struggles with emotions and facial expressions and tone. He struggles particularly with ostracism and feeling like he doesn't fit in and has something distinctly different about him from the people around him (who notably, all have ADHD, which indicates it isn't the ADHD that's making him feel that way), and other characters regularly describe him as being off-putting because of his strange behaviors - again, different from specific ADHD traits they recognize. And that last point is kind of notable because we have Hazel and Bianca for comparison - we know people are off-put by both Nico and Hazel because of being children of Hades/Pluto and their powers/aura, but other characters get past that general feeling of discomfort way faster with Hazel. And even after characters get past the death stuff with Nico, there's a second thing that they aren't moving past that isn't a factor with Hazel (Nico's autism).
So that brings us to Leo - Leo is paralleled to Nico a lot. And there's some very specific traits about him that we know are autistic-coding because of how they're used with Nico: He similarly struggles with social cues/etc, and in a very similar parallel to Nico describes how he prefers the company of machines to people because machines make more sense to him. He has similar types of clothing/sensory preferences (again some stuff with layers but also - pockets! He likes having pockets and things to put stuff in! He's even introduced as having a jacket with lots of pockets), and he has a distinct special interest (machinery) that we specifically know heavily influences how he views and navigates the world (constantly comparing things to machinery, describing things with machinery metaphors/terminology, etc etc). He even describes his entire general worldview to Hazel and it's a machine metaphor. He also similarly struggles with ostracization like Nico does, the only difference being that Leo specifically puts on a persona to compensate for areas he knows he's lacking in and very explicitly describes it as a means to make people like him, because without it he normally struggles to fit in (He's masking!). We also see notes of characters describing that similar discomfort with Leo's behaviors that they do with Nico, except without the aura of death this time. And when we're in Leo's POVs we see a very stark difference between his masking and his actual personality/behaviors such as his internal dialogues or how he behaves when he's alone. Also, like Nico, he stims more than other demigods, though for Leo it's more attributed to his ADHD. Leo also, more often than most, similarly struggles with tone and reading the room, such as making misplaced jokes/comments or etc.
But yeah! It's really interesting. Also it's just a fun thing that ADHD/dyslexia and autism have comorbidity, so it makes sense that we see demigods who are also autistic. It's also really fun to look at how other characters are coded in the series, what coding looks like in the riordanverse specifically (usually it's tied into the mythological stuff - like Chiron being in a wheelchair but he's actually a centaur, Grover being introduced as having a muscular disease but he's actually a satyr, demigods having adhd/dyslexia, Tyson being coded as having down syndrome but he's a cyclops, etc etc - it's a lot of specific metaphor stuff that I've talked about a bit before), and to look at how characters are compared to one another.
#pjo#riordanverse#leo valdez#nico di angelo#autistic nico#autistic leo#autism#analysis#Anonymous#ask#long post //#woof sorry that got long#im very passionate about this topic#re: characters being paralleled#Ms. ''Constantly Neutral - No Emotions'' Reyna looking at Nico stimming in the exact same way she does (twisting ring)#and internally going ''We have a lot in common. I don't know how I feel about that.'' is one of my favorites.#like. reyna. ma'am. you might be autistic. good luck with that.#with the pattern of coding in the first series i do suspect Rachel has some coding as well but i haven't been able to pinpoint what it is#I think it may be the whole seer thing and the fact that she could see the future#even before becoming the oracle/despite being a mortal rather than a demigod (who just get rare prophetic dreams normally)#and in BoTL her entire thing is that she's able to see things that no one else can and that's how they navigate the maze#particularly also with how the labyrinth is treated/how it affects people within it (see: Chris)#and how the only other seer in the first series - May - is characterized and her coding compared to Rachel's#also something something the seer traits become more prominent once Rachel meets Percy#something something metaphor about only being able to recognize neurodivergency traits once you're familiar with them#so Rachel meets Percy = introduction to the community > Rachel recognizes her own traits/symptoms > gets a support system (oracle)
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sometimes I think I can be normal while taking screencaps of my beloved husband. I am always incorrect
BONUS BECAUSE I'M IN THE THROES OF AGONY OVER THIS STATUESQUE MAN
#your honor i LOVE him#in my dreams i am always in flagrante delicto with him#any time any place any position he wants it he has it#the bonus picture makes me weak in the knees AAAUGGHHH#i need to be wrapped around him so tight he can't breathe#i just. want to hear him moan one time#ONE TIME and i'll be satisfied#but this whole set is just perfection to me#every time i see him in that snuggly blanket by the fireside my brain goes into full domestic scenario mode#where am i???#where am i in these photos if i'm not tucked up under his arm with my head on his chest??#the sexiest thing maximus ever did was exist#he literally does not have to do anything he can just stand there#and i am a flood of desire for him#look at his beautiful sparkly eyes and his perfect nose and kissable lips and smooth neck and LITERALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM#i need him emotionally physically spiritually biblically and every other way there is to have him#i need to experience the Broadness personally#in my bed#for an entire night and also an entire lifetime#i would NEVER get bored even if we did the exact same thing over and over#just to be with him i would be content forever#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#low quality screencaps of a high quality man
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Me shaking Peter Jackson by the shoulders like a stuck vending machine: IF THEY'RE NOT GAY WHY EVERYTHING ELSE? WHY PETER? WHAT IS THAT?
#i have OPINIONS about the artistic choices in the hobbit movie#i just wome up from a bagginshield dream#and then laid there for like 20 minutes staring at the ceiling replaying all the events from the movie#like thorin right the middle of his gold madness gifts bilbo the second most valuable thing in the entire mountain#a fucking CHAINMAIL SHIRT OF MITHRIL#IN THE MIDDLE OF THE GOLD MADNESS#and then what whas all that talk in the tunnels where they look at each other like they hung the moon????????#thorin the eagles??????????#HE WAS-??????????????#absolute madness from mr peter Jackson that's what I'm saying#and it's not like you can say 'oh but the book'#the book doesn't even have 1/10th of that whole homoerotic shit#lotr is full of homoeroticism but the hobbit? certainly not between thorin and bilbo#mr peter jackson please i am begging on my knees can you please explain your artistic choices to me becauae I'm loosing sleep over it#bagginshield#the hobbit#thorin x bilbo#bilbo baggins#thorin oakenshield#thorin#bilbo
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choi minho manifestation board
#he’s already all my wildest dreams & more it feels silly to even talk abt manifesting looks when he keeps bringing us the whole damn thing#however.. a couple suggestions here & there 🤭#this is purely from: me to: me btw if you don’t get it it’s coooool i enjoyed making it with my entire heart though#if i could get that man to model the entirely of Tom ford for Gucci ss98 menswear i would die happily im pretty sure#minho#textpost
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I would actually kind of like the “becomes a doctor and takes over Leslie’s clinic” story…for Damian.
NOT because I think it would be ~ethical~ or idk whatever-the-fuck.
I just really love the concept of Damian having this “I HAVE A BIG IMPORTANT DESTINY” backstory/lineage/bloodline …
…SON OF THE BAT, and all that jazz…
But when he connects with Gotham and the people in it—because Batman should be connected to the people he’s protecting—Damian realizes that he doesn’t actually WANT “his” destiny.
And it’s not about rejecting Batman or his father or his mother or anything like that, but instead about taking what he’s learned and what they’ve given him and shaping it to fit himself.
#Damian Wayne#meta I guess?#obviously no judgment for the people who like Batman!Damian—he’s just not for me.#i mean my dream Damian series is a pretty much entirely ‘mundane’ combo of noir and slice-of-life…#…to contrast his epic background with the regular fucking people that he’s taken on protecting by becoming a Gotham vigilante.#i think also one of the elements would be commenting on the Bats’ (and Bruce in particular) Control Freak tendencies…#and the theme that you really can’t ‘control’ life.#for example: an element of drama could be that Damian checks in with people during patrol/during cases but…#he still has to go to school and do normal life stuff. (or normal for him.)#so during the *day*—maybe one of his ‘people he is friendly with’ has some mundane bad thing happen to them and dies.#like idk maybe an old lady friend has a heart attack and dies.#what do you do when there isn’t an enemy to fight?#just ‘move on’? isn’t the whole reason they do what they do predicated on his father NOT accepting that he should ‘just move on’?#anyway there would also be metacommentary about the nature of comics and that…#…you don’t really have control about what happens after your series or after your run.#or even what happens to a character YOU create.
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in my “my dreams are real and tangible. i can make them realer.” era. working hard because i want to, working towards a goal i can see and feel and hold in my hands. all my stumbles and all my setbacks? roadblocks. i can find another route. i can get there. i will be ok.
#my literal whole life dream is to live in a big city and be immersed in all the things that i can be#i’ve dreamed of living in la or nyc my entire life and now it’s slightly different.#the dream is shopping at a bodega. it’s finding a local restaurant i love. it’s local shops and people.#the dream is being in a place with things i love#the dream is having love and life and laughter in places i’ve only dreamed of#the dream is life. whole. real. good.#and i *will* get there. doesn’t matter if the dream adapts to my new needs and wants.#i will bite and claw and kick and scream my way there no matter how much i seem to be shoved down by the world.#i will get there and that is all i need to remember#lizas rambling again#in my head tonight
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when I was little I used to play clue with my sister and when I won by being like “okay YOU don’t have the candlestick and I don’t have the candlestick and there are no more cards, so it’s gotta be the candlestick” she would get really mad and tell me I was cheating because I wasn’t supposed to be making assumptions like that and she didn’t understand where I was getting the info from, so I was ruining the game for her
anyways I don’t rly get why people on twt are THAT mad about veilguard spoilers because they do not seem that deep
#dragon age spoilers#dav#da4 spoilers#da4#and my GOD the spoilers are here in the comments too#but like I keep seeing people like ‘I can’t believe they’d just tell us that the blight is organic’#girl the blight’s BEEN organic#‘they said we’re gonna see things about solas’ past!!!!!’#at solas’ house? his house in the fade? where all the dreams and spirits and memories live? groundbreaking#I can see the whole ‘ghilan’nain has been experimenting on darkspawn’ thing as a shock to some people#and I’m not saying you have to read the companion books#but like….. that was established in tevinter nights#a book that’s been out for four years and pretty widely discussed in the fandom#also though the discourse around spoilers for da4 has just been bizarre in general#like idk man I think that BioWare/content creators being like ‘in two weeks there will be spoilers on twt’ is….. decent and reasonable?#and some of the comments are so……. ????#I just don’t think ‘I don’t like spoilers so no one else should be allowed to see them’ is a very hinged take#I saw someone who said that them saying ‘’maybe stay off twt for a minute’#was essentially them telling her that she couldn’t read the news or talk to her family#like WHAT are you talking about#and I think yeah! it is totally your right to not want to see spoilers absolutely 1000% fair#but why are you watching a 22 minute gameplay reveal and expecting it to be entirely context-free???#ESPECIALLY when all the videos have a warning at the beginning about spoilers??#on twt I keep seeing people who are like ‘showing all this stuff about the game in advance is rude to fans and HORRIBLE marketing’#what do you MEEEEAAAAANNNNNNNN
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Heyyyy so I just finished binging Supernatural and um
WHAT THE FUCK
#BITCH WHERE'S MY HAPPY ENDING#the whole time like the ENTIRE damn time I'm like 'there is so much gay tension between these fuckers its insane'#AND THEN CASTIEL GETS SENT TO SUPERHELL FOR CONFESSING ??#GRHAHHFOWJDHFKSNS#THE FUCK#right and Dean straight up dies to a rusty nail#man survived hell heaven and everything in between and is defeated by an inconvenientally placed piece of metal#anyway#I'm gonna rip my skin off and roll in salt bc that would be so much less painful than whatever the hell just happened here#and then I'm gonna go to ao3 to heal my damn soul#spn spoilers#spn#supernatual#destiel#all my dreams dying right there#fucked up ass ending#oh yeah that dumbass 'I love you' meme misled me so bad#I genuinely thought he'd confess earlier and it would be like... unrequited ?#but what the hell dean is so bi its not even funny#like that man is so obvious what#so yeah
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don't EVER show me anything about the day markhyuck tried racing to sk to send taeyong off but didn't get there in time i WILL cry 😭😭
#mark and haechan racing against time#i will never forget this#i remember the day this happened i had to function at work like nothing's happening and when i got home i told my whole entire family bruh#they don't even give a damn about kpop 💀#nct#nct 127#nct dream
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