#this was COMPLETELY diffent

[obliterated-character-tournament]

one character and only one character who is still technically alive will be included in the tournament 

Nina Tucker

google it if you don’t know

[kitkatsgalore]

Happy birthday, Yechan! 🥳

[st-guliks-fnord]

I’ve heard for years what a great game Vampire The Masquerade: Bloodlines is & VTM is the only TTRPG I’ve seriously played before, so I really want to play it. I read the community forums, I downloaded the most recent “unofficial patch”, and now I’ve fucked about in the game files as instructed, and all it’s done is fuck everything up worse. I have spent about 6 hours in the last 2 days attempting to play this game and the farthest I can make it is about 20min into the tutorial before I hit some kind of unsurmountable glitch or the game crashes so bad I have to force logout of my computer to get out of a black screen. I’m beginning to think the only way to play this game at all is if u have a degree in computer science bc how the fuck has the unofficial patch been getting updated for the last 20 years and it’s still totally unplayable :(

[foone]

Not to think too deeply about writing Tumblr fiction, but I've noticed I've repeatedly been interested in the idea of "imagine a world like ours but with a difference: now post like someone from that world". I've done several posts like this, and I've seen similar premises reblogged around the place. Why not? It can be a fun idea to play with!

But the odd thing for me, is that this is basically the same idea as "THING dashboard simulator", you know? It's just a diffent format with the same basic idea, isn't it? Instead of one long post, you have multiple short posts (inside the real post) from different (fictional) authors, with the theme announced up front instead of in the story text itself.

And you might think why is that odd? Most basic story premises come in a few variations in how it works. So this one comes in two similar instances/memes. Seems normal enough.

Yeah but I personally like the former (a fictional post from a hypothetical different world), I dislike the latter (a "THING dashboard simulator").

And that's odd to me because I'm not really able to figure out why? They seem so similar!

Is it the premise announced upfront? Maybe I like the mini-puzzle of figuring out what the difference is in the story?

Is it that it's about a fictional difference rather than a real one? Like, the former is basically "how would people post in a world where we could all fly?" and the latter is "how would people post in ancient Rome?" and I just like the science-fictional element more?

No, it can't completely be that, because sometimes people do make posts in that style with science fictional premises rather than specific existing setting ones. I guess I could say that maybe it's more likely that? And it lowers the my enjoyment of it below some threshold?

The only other thing I can think of that really divides the two formats/premises is that one has a single fictional author and the other has multiple. I don't know if that really makes it less enjoyable for me, though. Maybe?

And possibly it's just all these options to some degree, and it just adds up to too much in my brain.

[theoutherlings]

A quick explanation of the different types of outherine qualities, with some changes.

What's outherinity?

Anthrine (be that qualities that have no connection to things that exist outside the concept of gender, different from xenine qualities that refer to object, animals, emotions, etc in connection to a person's gender experience) are typically categorised into four+ main categories:

femininity

masculinity

neutrality/nullity

androgyny/epicenity

Nevertheless, there are forms of categorisation that defy this classifications while still being non-xenine. This group of anthrine qualities that can be described as "something else" are known as outherine.

Because outherinity is diverse and can refer to a number of different and very distinct gender qualities and categorisations, it has its own internal classification. In the coining post, its coiner Oltiel explained that outherinities can be divided into three main groups:

entirely new, apart from those other four, yet not exactly xenine;

entirely new, but can be compared to the overall four qualities;

unique combinations among the other four.

My intention here in explaining this concepts, their extension, common gender experiences within them and giving names to them when needed.

I'll also add two more categorisations that, by logic, would enter in this "something else" category but weren't taken into consideration in the coining post, probably due to the lack of vocabulary to refer to them:

combinations between new qualities;

combination between new qualities and pre-existing ones.

Category 1: entirely new, apart from those other four, yet not exactly xenine.

[PT: Category 1: entirely new, apart from those other four, yet not exactly xenine]

This refer to any gender, quality, presentation, alignment, dynamic, etc that exist separately from the main four and its completely dissimilar from them.

There isn't, as of yet a name for this category, but I was thinking on forine [PT: forine], from for-, meaning "away, off". But I'm not sure, so i'm open to suggestions.

It can be further subdivided into:

ITHERINITIES

[PT: itherinities]

All qualities that can be described as “other”. They exist separatedly from pre-existing gender concepts, having no relation or similarity to them.

Etymology: Scots word for "other".

Some itherine qualities are:

Aliusine (from aliagender)

Péraine (from péragender)

IPSINITIES

[PT: ipsinities]

All qualities that can be described as “unique to the person”. Intead this quialities are defined around one’s personhood or an aspec of one’s identity.

Etymology: Prefix Ipsi-, from Latin Ipse, meaning "self".

Some ipsine qualities are:

Autonine (egogender), relating to the person's own self;

Alterine, relating to the person's alterhumanity;

Qulities relating to being a system, like Effective, tubuhive, etc.

Gender qualitoies relating to the person neurotype, disability, etc;

Gender qualities relating to the person intersex status if they do not relate to any pre-existing concept;

etc.

PRETERINITIES

[PT: preterinities]

(Re-coining)

All qualities that can be described as existing beyond pre established gender concepts, but not beyond the concept of gender itself, which distinguish them from yonderinities. This qualities may exist in a diffent plane from the main ones, but that’s not always the case. They may experience the sense of eeriness or othewordlyness kenochoric genders have without the feelings of genderlessness, gender apathy, (semi)-xeninity, etc that are common to kenoinity.

Etymology: From Latin Praeter, meaning "beyond".

Some preterine qualities are:

Infinitive

Luxine (when non-xenine)

INEFFALINE

[PT: ineffaline]

All qualities that defy any form of classification without it being questioning, unspecific or yonderine.

It might seem contradictory to put qualities that defy classification under outherine, but outherine isn’t a classification, but rather a way to categorise all the qualities that do not fit the pre-existing gender categories. Ineffalinities go beyond this, also rejection the internal categories that exist within outherinity, like itherine, preterine, umbine, ipsine, etc.

Ineffaline coining post.

Category 2: entirely new, but can be compared to the overall four qualities

[PT: entirely new, but can be compared to the overall four qualities]

This is called UMBINITY [PT: umbinity] and includes all quallities that, while distinct to the pre-existing qualities, exist in connection to those. This connection can be born from opposition, derivation or proximity.

Etymology: From umbe-, meaning around or about.

Originally I was limited "umbine" to midbinary-connected outherine qualities and coined "preterine" for the abinary ones, but I find this division unnecessary, so I decided to use "umbine" for this type of outherine qualities regardless if they relate to miderian or aphorian pre-existing qualities.

It can be further subdivided into:

DISINITIES

[PT: disinities]

All qualities that can be defined as being the opposite of a pre-existing quality, while not being any of the other existing ones, or any quality that can simply be defined as just being "not X" or "the opposite of X".

For example, an antineutral quality that's not inherenly androgynous, feminine, masculine, etc but rather just "antineutral", can be said to be disine.

Etymology: From the prefix dis- Meaning "not" or "separation/removal".

An example of a disine quality is altraenine as its exist in opposition to both masculinity as femininity. It can also be considered to be simultaneously circumine (see below), as it also exist beside the two in the gender spectrum, like forming a triangle.

CIRCUMITIES

[PT: circumities]

All qualities that can be defined as existing around or near a pre-existing quality, being similar to it but a thing of its own. Circumine qualities exist in proximity to a given quality or can be compared it, while existing on its own. They can also feel as evolving from pre-existing qualities.

It's different from Esquinity, the quality of proximal gender that can still belong to one of the main gender categorisations. Nor it is the same as Juxtrinity, which refers to miderian extrine qualities, most of which aren't outherine.

Etymology: From Circum- meaning "around".

Some examples of Circumine qualities are:

Ainuline (when nonneutral);

Ainemine (When nonneutral);

This are also aporine, which isn't necessarily outherine as it can be neutrine.

Altraenine (also disine, see above);

Gender ambiguity and ambiguinity;

Pandrogyny in its original meaning.

As you can see, I haven't mention maverinities and ilyaginities yet. I'll include them last when I explain auto(no)minities, as they require a more in depth explanation.

Category 3: Uncommon combinations. This includes not only the "unique combinations among the other four", referring to in the coining post of outherine, but also the combination between this entirely new, "something else" qualities, and the combination between those and the main four.

[PT: category 3: uncommon combinations. This includes not only the "unique combinations among the other four", referring to in the coining post of outherine, but also the combination between this entirely new, "something else" qualities, and the combination between those and the main four]

I haven't think of a name for this category, and honestly it's complicated so I'm open to suggestions.

It can be further divided into:

ANDERINITIES

[PT: anderinities]

Qualities born from the combination of two or more brand new qualities, or that sit between these qualities in the gender spectrum.

Etymology: From ander, meaning other.

Some anderine qualities are:

Péraverine;

Ouverine;

Solusine (some cases);

etc.

DIPHERINITIES

[PT: dipherinities]

Qualities born from uncommon combination of pre-existing gender qualities or that sit between them in the gender spectrum.

Etymology: A combination of diphy-, meaning "two", and the word "different".

Some dipherine qualities are:

Droxinine (between masculine and neutral);

Troinine (between feminine and neutral);

ECTINITIES

[PT: ectinities]

Qualities born from the combination of one or more pre-existing gender quality with one or more brand new gender quality, or that sit between pre-existing and brand new gender qualities in the gender spectrum.

Etymology: From ecto- , meaning outside.

Some solusine qualities can be categorised as ectine.

Where do autonomine genders and qualities fit in all this?

[PT: where do autonomine genders and qualities fit in all this?]

Gender autonomy, also known as autonominity, refers to gender experiences that are:

self-determined,

independent from outside governance as well as,

a sense of freedom regarding one's actions, wills or desires.

In a post, the coiner explains that:

Autonomous genders are fully defined by oneself, without the imposition of outside structures and authorities (systemic or interpersonal)

And mentions autonomique (a concept coined by thon), maverique and egogender as example of autonomous gender experiences.

it makes sense for autonomique to be autonomine, because it's just a gender characterised by a sense of gender autonomy, but what makes each of the other two belong in this category and are there any other qualities that may fit here?

Starting with maverique, it's a maverine gender. maverinities can be defined as:

Strong inner sense of gender. There's no genderlessness or gender apathy.

Independent from femininity, masculinity or neutrality. They aren't similar, in between nor derive from any of this concepts.

Unorthodox. It subverts, conscientiously or unconscientiously, pre-existing gender expectations. In the case of maverique it's a passive unorthodoxy, there's no delibarate desire to subvert gender expectations it only occurs naturally as part of the characteristics of the gender. Meanwhile, gendermaverick, is actively unorthodox, deliberately subverting them.

The last two characteristics are what put maverinities, including and specially maveriquinities, inside the autonomine umbrella.

Egogenders, also known as autonine genders, are autonomous because by definition they, being unique to a person exist free from outside governance. In general all qualities under the first category could be considered autonomous, expect maybe itherinity.

Another outherine quality that I personally think fit into it is ilyagine.

Ilyagine is the quality of ilyagender and similar gender. it's characterised by:

A tangible presence of gender;

A gender experience that isn't masculine, feminine, neutral, null, genderless, nor between or a combination or derivation.

A passive resistance to pre-existing gender concepts, a chill indifference. Here is what the coiner of ilyagender had to said:

ilya feels like sort of a chill, not even gonna bother with all those holes, I’m just existing, thanks.

I feel like this "I won't even bother, I'm just existing" attitude ilya has certain level of gender autonomy to it as this indifference from categorising one's own gender beyond "I sure have one" makes for gender experiences that are independent from outside governance and unique to the individual.

Let's remember that Some individuals with autonomous gender elements may say that their gender simply just is, and that they are best described as themselves.

Lastly, autonominity refers to "individualistically redefined preexisting, heteronomic roles, identities and/or presentations"

The relation between outherinities and autonominities

[PT: the relation between outherinities and autonominities]

Outherine and autonomine intersect, but aren't exactly the same. There are many qualities that are both outherine and autonomous, but outherine heteronomous qualities and non-outherine autonomous qualities exist too. to quote the now delated blog gender-resource:

However, one who is otherine has gender that is entirely new, but can somehow be compared to the aforementioned quadranary of masculine/feminine/androgynous/neutral.

Some differences:

Outherinities are entirely new, while gender autonomy can be experienced through the recontextualisation of pre-existing gender qualities.

Outherinities can be comparable to pre-existing gender qualities, while being distinct from them. Autonominities, when not redifinitions of heteronomic gender roles, exists independently from all them.

Otherinity and gender autonomy are both comparable and dissimilar. Gender autonomy can be combined with otherine elements, but it isn’t necessarily an otherine element itself. Otherine gender can indeed be autonomous, but not all autonomous gender are otherine. However, I would certainly say they are in the same ballpark, or one adjacent to it.

Maverine genders are, for example, both outherine and autonomine (although the identification with the first one varies depending on each maverine individual), while neutriquinity is autonomous but non-outherine, as it's neutral.

Why isn't aporine listed?

[PT: why isn't aporine listed?]

Aporine refers to any no-xenine comgender quality that's different from femininity, masculinity and anything in between them. It includes both outherinities and neutrinities (comgender neutralities).

Because it encompasses but it's not limited to outherinities, it cannot truly be considered to be part of the outherine umbrella, but rather a separate concept that intersects with it. All outherinities are aporine (regardless if they are autonomous or heteronomous), but not all aporinities are outherine.

[igotanidea]

Newcomer : Simon Riley x reader pt 1

Ever since she was a kid she was learnt how to be obedient.

A good girl.

Always listening to her parents, doing whatever they told, listening, being the best student in the school, always with the best grades, sticking with the rules.

Some things changed when she entered the teenagerhood. The "rebel age". Questioning a lot of things, defying her parents, trying to find her own way. It didn;t exactly work well with her parents, who would much rather she was still a kid, that they could control in any way they saw fit. But since she stopped listening to words and taking them for granted, the methods of their behaviour upgraded as well.

Every time she did something her parents believed to be wrong (meaning: done in the way that was diffent from theirs) she was called names, yelled at and condemned to cold treatment until she apologises.

Whenever she tried fighting her way or proving her point or straight-forward call her parents on their bullshit she ended up on the floor, being choked or hit, screaming at the top of her lungs, scratching and wriggling in pain. Sporting the bruises and marks long after cause her father was not a man who took objection well and definitely not the one to pull his punches.

So she moved out.

But pretty much it didn;t change a lot in her mentality.

Yes, she became successfull and made a career.

Yes, she aced in the professional area.

But her personal life was a mess.

And while her "friends" were getting married and having kids she was alone, save for that one guy she was hanging around thinking he cared for her.

But it clearly was not enough.

Every family meeting was met with more and more intrusive questions and moralising that a woman her age should have a husband and a family and a proper life and not spending time solely on her work.

Constant comparision to the kids of her parents' friends was not good for her mental health, since obviously she was a failure in that juxtaposition.

No one ever ask how you doing anymore cause they know nothing good is happening in your life.

Truly there's nothing to say when my colleagues keep talking about their kids with nice family life.

You fucked up your own life. You must have kids at some points.

I am just so tired of admiring other's kids without being able to show off my own grandkids!

You are mental for saying that you don;t want kids!

As fucked up as all those comments from her parents were they were making her feel like a walking disaster. No one. A trash. It was like all her mother and father saw in her was an empty womb that seemed to be a disgrace for the family. Apparently, nothing else in her life was worth mentioning in this competition.

And it fucking hurt every time. Like a shot in the heart cause being alone was not something she choose.

But after months and months of hearing all those harsh words, she made a few mistakes....

Long story short, one night with her so-called-boyfiend ended up with her being pregnant.

And said boyfirend laughing in her face, while calling her a whore, profoundly explaining why the bastard was not his problem at all and leaving her alone, disappearing from her life.

Yes, she could have terminated, but it was not something she could live with in the long term.

So she was keeping the baby.

***

"You whore!" her mother yelled at her

"you both wanted grandkids!" Y/N laughed maniaclly in response "there! your dreams just came true, you should be fucking happy!"

"You're an infamy. You have an illegitimate child, no husband, not even boyfirend, no one." her father added cruelly "do not expect any help from us."

"But--" she stuttered. This was not something she saw coming. But the facts stood clear - her own parents were pretty much disowning her, leaving her completely alone to tend to herself and the unborn baby.

"Get out of this house Y/N. I don;t have a daughter from today."

"But mom-"

"You heard what your mother said. Get out. Now."

It was terrible on so many levels. Not only because they kicked her out, but also because they still wanted the girl who would follow their every order, not realising she was a grown up woman.

So obviously she left. Trying to wrap her head around what happened and figure how to deal with everything alone.

And that was when Simon came into her life.

[magicalyaku]

I read one of the worst books this year in September and easily the best one in October. Let's start at the top and work our way down! :D

Prince of Fortune (Lisa Tirreno): This is everything I want in my books. 11 out of 10. Perfection. It's soo cute. The characters are so nice, Aubrey is so capable (I really didn't realize how much I am in awe of characters who have simply learned their skills and are using them confidently). Love stories in times of war are usually terrible for my heart (the suffering and fear something might happen to the characters!), but this story managed to not break me not pieces, my heart was just melting the entire time of cuteness and shit. Pretty sure I started smiling from page one and maybe never stopped. The bonds between the family members and friends are nice and the magic and the whole plot works well. Must be one of the few instances where I actually liked the marriage sub-plot (Aubrey's initial reaction was the best). Also no smutty scenes in here, rather the leadup to the fade to black had me squealing (because cute). Highly recommended.

Legend of the White Snake (Sher Lee): Another good one! Not quite the level of Prince of Fortune, but I enjoyed this one as well. I really liked how the author just had to share alle the cool snake facts she knows. xD But also about Chinese history and culture. She (correctly) assumed her readers wouldn't know, so she just explained the important stuff, be it about shrines or garments. Or cultivation. I encountered cultivation before, in the various summaries of Chinese light novels and never understood what it was (because I only read the summaries duh), but it's everywhere! I naively assumed it wouldn't be in here, though, because it's for the Amerian market or something and literally two pages later they started talking about it. xD But it was fine, I finally know now, right. It's a very solid and charming story with just the right amount of everything. Also, another capable young man. /D

Sorcery and Small Magics (Maiga Doocy): Aaand another good one! Three in an row! Nope, this time the main character is not capable. The opposite actually, but he's fun and it's nice to have a slightly diffent type once in while. (He is capable in his own way, though). I had a rough time not reading him as Avra from Runnning Close to the Wind, because they share some qualities. And I completely misjudged the characters ages going into this, thought they'd much older when they're only students. So I had to do some adjusting in my head. :'D It's a fun and vibrant story with an interesting magic concept. Lots of adventure, a very slow romance (which is good), and a really good showdown (love it when things work out like that)! I'm looking forward to the sequel! :)

The Boy who Steals Houses (C.G. Drews): It took me a whole week to get through the 170 pages of Saint Sorrow Sinner (look below) and that was with a 12-hour flight inbetween. Afterwards, I picked up this one and read its 360 pages within five or six hours. That is the difference in quality. I had my sights on the author's new book Don't let the Forest in but was unsure whether I wanted to buy or borrow it, so I picked up the author's previous work. And boy, it is good. There is a little romance, but it's much more about family standing up for each other. I found striking how well it is written even in the long passages when the protagonist is all by himself with no dialogue. Very emotional stuff. Pretty sure, I shed a tear or two towards the end.

A Tale of Two Knights (James Persichetti (Story), L.S. Biehler (art)): I don't usually include the graphic novels that I read, because then why not include manga as well and then we'd never finish. I have things to say about this one, though. Mainly, it's fine as a comic but I think it would have profited from being a novel. There's just not enough time and depth in the early journey. The latter half with the action was fine but the development of the love story is pretty lacking. Cute, yes, still lacking. It's also a bit odd how the title is about the two men, when a lot of (rightful) focus is given to Morgan. In a (well-written) novel, there would have been a lot of possibilities to expand on this. The character art is a little wonky sometimes. Some panels look really good, others are a bit off. I found it very strange that the party does not carry any luggage at all after they give away their horses. Where do you even hide your canteens? Who decided that this is fine and people on a critical mission can continue on without anything? What I really liked, however, was the color schemes. The different places and daytimes are very pretty in their lighting and coloring. All in all, it was fine. Buut I wish it had been more.

When Haru was here (Dustin Thao): I bought the German edition of You've reached Sam and read like 20 pages of it before I put away again because I was not feeling up to it. But when this one came out I had just read two books in a row about depression and grief and was like "What's one more?" It was okayish. Halfway through, I was very frustrated and annoyed, not necessarily with Eric himself but all people around him were just assholes, even Haru, telling him what to do and what not. It redeemed itself towards the end, though, so it was fine.

Saint Sorrow Sinner (The Gideon Testaments 3) (Freydís Moon): This one is not pictured, because we do not support the author here. They had some scandal regarding faking their identity (again) earlier this year, so if you want to know, go look it up, it'll be easy enough to find. I had, however, already purchased this book with the return period just run out and decided I might as well read the end to the trilogy. Maybe I was going in biased because of the author's wrongdoings, but I hated this book. I haaated it, omg. I thought the previous two volumes were interesting. Not easy to read for me, despite their short length, and I disliked the smut scenes in both of them, but there were interesting themes going on. And the action happening at the end of volume 2 had me wanting to read the conclusion. That conclusion was, however, pretty bad. It's short again, yet hardly anything happens except the characters sitting together and eating and bathing. And romancing. That was the thing that put me off so hard. The story is so short, but it needs to include another love story, really? Sophia gets out of the cult and falls for the very first uncoupled human she meets. Hate it! Stories where all characters need to be coupled up. Hate it, hate it! But, oh, of course we also need to do found family. (Really, why not just focus on that.) And it's not just Norse gods anymore and the Christian god and angels, now there's a banshee as well, which is what originally? Irish? But is it actually what is portrayed in the book? Thing is, after the author lied so blatantly about themself, I didn't feel like I could trust anything they write. I don't know anything about religion or being autistic or trans, so I have to take it the way they write it, but I can't trust anymore that this is how those things actually work and that feeling persisted throughout the book and was not a good one.

Two posts more to go before the end of the year!

[saijspellhart]

Damn! 2 chapter completed for my new Fire Emblem fic. I think I honestly just needed something new and refreshing for my brain to work on. I haven't abandoned any stories. And im still working on other wips.

But honestly it feels so nice to stretch my brain writing about different characters for a diffent story. This Sethrika fic wont be very long. Aiming for ten chapters or less. But it feels nice to write anout these characters ive adored for 17+ years.

Im not posting the story until its nearly complete just because I know its not gonna get any traction or readers and i dont want to accidentally discourage myself. FE8 is 20 years old, and I cannot imagine it has much of fandom anymore.

I know ya'll follow me for my other content. YGO, and once upon a time you might have followed me for Miraculous. But I am REALLY loving working on this Fire Emblem Sacred Stones fic.

Its a treat. For me. Thats all it needs to be. But if you see me reblogging a bunch of FE8 characters in modern clothing. Its just me commissioning art for me fic. It's a bodyguard AU. Modern royalty, princess is in love with her bodyguard, and its forbidden blah blah blah. Fun stuff for me.

[dashka12]

What are you working on right now?

Hi Anon! - super long answer coming.

Ahh I'm usually working on multiple projects at once in diffent stages.

We have this bind, a hardback - almost done, just need to finish weeding the htv cover. Started reading it and halfway through decided to bind it lol

An almost complete paperback. I say almost as I completed it a week ago and then realized after it was done I fucked up. I purposely printed out two copies , and in the day between printing and assembling i forgot it was two and glued it all together. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.

I did realize something was wrong after gluing it, but thought it was only half of it that double printed so ripped out 80 pages and finished it only to realize it was sandwiched in between. So now i need to rip of the cover, the last duplicate 80 pages and then re-glue lol

Which is such shame, as technical execution-wise, she was beautiful.

Next are some christmas gifts.

A harry potter series rebind for a friend. 4/7 done

Another present for a friend -that one harry potter fanfiction that every one reads. Still early for this one, just signatures.

As someone who has never read or seen harry potter, if you had asked me a year ago what fandom people were making physical books of the most, i would not have guessed in a million years Harry Potter (I've been reading fanfic for almost 15yrs its just wayyy out of my orbit 🤣. But hey the binds are gorgeous so more power to them.)

Oh and a taylor swift lyric book for a friend (white sheets on top)

And then a handful of typesets on my computer that im working on and haven't printed out yet.

Thanks for the ask!

[st4rchasin]

HOSHI ꩜

Hoshi is an alien with green like skin and 2 star antennas. She lives on an extremely far away planet named aurorix. Hoshi is over 200 years old since time works differently for her planet. Hoshi job is to deliver packages or anything of that sort to different planets or even deliver to different galaxies of necessary. Her space pod can travel beyond light years with the advance technology on her planet, allowing her to travel at immense speeds beyond earth’s understanding. It was one specific mission, that would completely change her life though. Her manager was extremely sweaty and nervous while muttering the details of her mission, he avoided eye contact. Hoshi knew something was up before never said a word. She didn’t think much of it as she knew this mission was different but that was what made it exciting. She looking at the glowing orb with amazement, never delivering something so fragile and precious. Manager explaining how she cant let anything bad happen to the orb as the importance lands in the face of their entire solar system. Suddenly hoshi locked in and gave a reassuring “yes sir” to signify her seriousness of the matter.

She packaged the orb safely wondering what was its purpose and what happens to the solar system if it did possibly fall into the wrong hands? All of these questions running through her alien brain made her run cold and sweat through her palms. She gripped the usual steering while as her pod got ready to take off. Her eyes widened once she figured out where she was going. It wasn’t something familiar, her eyebrows furrowed as she tried to figure out where this place was even from. She shrugged it off and started up her pod. Time pass and she still wondering where this place was, did the gps get the wrong signal? Did she make a wrong turn? She couldn’t fully comprehend these questions before her space pod began to brake down and glitch out.

She forgot to charge it again. Damn. It started going out of control and she was panicking with every breath she took. She noticed she was crashing into the orbit of one solar system that she’s never seen before. A blue - greenish planet is the last thing she saw before she was knocked out by a piece of space debris hitting her space pod making her fly forward. Once she woke up she was badly bruised but still able to move. Coughing from all the smoke and stuff, she looked up and saw a blinding light. It was…someone’s kitchen light. She looked around, being in an unfamiliar environment. Soon later to gasp and the look of her space pod. Totally wrecked. How is she gonna get home now?

Hoshi’s headcannons

Hoshi really like sweets. Back on her planet she owns a bakery, where her taste for sweets started 🛸

Hoshi have diffent alien blood then 80% of the aliens on her planet. 🪐

Hoshi is a sophomore in highschool. Earth wise. 🛸

Hoshi’s appearance

Hoshi is 160 cm (5’4), she has green skin with pink neck long hair. Her eyes are blacked out, except for the eye ball. Being the color blue. It doesn’t mess up her vision though. She wears mostly normal cozy clothes, until she needs to go on a mission or go to school. Usually wearing space wear for missions and normal black uniform attire. She has 2 antennas, lying on the top of her forehead. Stars at the end that glow.

Hoshi’s powers

She has telekinesis where she can move objects with her mind, she can even move humans. Another one of her abilities is called mimicry. Mimicry is the ability to shape shift into someone else. She has to be able to have seen this person before for the ability is work.

[thoermp]

The parallels between Chayanne, Pomme and Empanada!!

They are all so diffent eggs. But one of their main objectives is the protection of the other eggs.

Chayanne is kinda the og protector of the eggs. It's been his goal for so long and for even more failures. He saw his siblings dying and promised protection for them again and again like it is a calling for him. And over and over wasn't he able to protect them.

Pomme was just born into the role. At first she was overwhelmed by the target on her back through the two lives. But with Etoiles as her father she managed to grow right into it. It's an assignment to her, which she has to complete. So the reset of the egg lives left her a bit disoriented (the brick to her head with the memory loss didn't help).

And Empanada had no choice but to learn how to protect herself and her two little siblings to survive. The first weeks she was only the sweet little egg, but with more equipment it became apparent that she knew how to fight. And at the first sight of danger she fell right back in the role of the protector, having done so for so long it's just natural for her.

A calling, an assignment, survival instinct. Their urge to protect comes just from so fundamental different angles and motivations.

[groovytravelertyphoon]

THESE COPS ARE IN ON IT. THEY TOOK MY REPORT AND THEN!!!!! THEY TRIED TO LURE ME INTO A LOONEY BIN.....I ((((HATE))))) THE POLICE.... I'LL ELABORATE LATER ON THE REST I'M GOING TO A PRINT OUT MY REPORT AND IF THEY LIE I'M GOING TO MAKE THEM DO IT AGAIN. I HAD TO DO THAT 3TIMES BEFORE.... POLICE ARE NOTHING BUT (((((LIER'S)))))....THERE DIFFENTLY IN ON THIS. THEY TRIED TO TRICK ME AND I SAID HELL NO U COMPLETELY LIED TO ME SEND ME BACK. THEY WERE HUDDLING TALKING TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO....I ((((HATE)))) THESE MOTHER FUCKERS I'LL ELABORATE IN DETAIL ON WHAT I OVER HERD THEM SAYING.... AMERICA IS SHITTY I HATE THE POLICE AND THE SOOOOO CALLED "JUSTICE" SYSTEM.....THERE ((((FRAUDS!!!!!))))

😐I'M NOT GAY AND I'LL NEVER BE FRIENDS WITH A MEXICAN WHITE BLACK PERSON IN REAL LIFE

[demacianhcart]

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@mercless Send ☁️ for a childhood memory!

Big yellow and red eyes looked through the window, as little hands grabbed the edge, tiptoeing as to see the rain that was pouring on the outside. She was 5 years old, they had been living in that village in the outskirts of Demacia for 3 by now. She didn't have any memories from where they were before, but that didn't matter.

This place was so big! There was a lot of people that was for sure, but her father didn't let her go outside to play with neither of them, be the adults or the other children. They were diffent from her, she knew as much, but on their way there they had seen people different too! Sure, neither of them had her eyes, fingernails or her tail but she still wanted to play!

"Shyvana! Shyvana come here!" Came a male voice from further within the house, making the child move away from the window and follow it.

"I'm here dad!" She said in a tiny voice, finding her father on the bedroom. He had been fidgting with something in his hands and seemed like he wanted to say something.

Of course, to a child, that flew completely over her head.

"When the rain stops can I go outside? I wanna play with the other kids!" The dragon exclaimed, stomping her feet on the ground, tail swaying rapdly and kocking a shoe around.

"You know you can't."

"But WHY? I know I don't look like the other kids here but I can play nice!"

Olzhas looked at his adoptive daughter, letting out a very loud sigh as he thought of how to word what he was about to reveal to that tiny creature he had chosen to adopt.

"Fine, you should be old enough. Let me tell you a story, about a dragon named Yvva."

[abigailjohn2023]

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[kmp78]

Think there´s a reason she has not made things "official" yet and why she keeps "insisting" that she´s aaaaaaaaaall good with the status quo and isn´t in a hurry to get married even tho she´s pushing 40 fast...

You're such a sadistic bitch. You want nothing more than their relationship to implode because somewhere in your delusional mind, it will "prove" your stupid theories about Shannon.

People are allowed to change you know. Shannon now being sober, sees life in a diffent spectrum than he did when he wasn't well. Sobriety makes you see things so much clearer and in a proper light. Sobriety is the BEST GIFT he could have EVER gave himself. The mentality and behaviour of drug addicts and alcoholics is wholly irrational until you understand that they are completely powerless over their addiction and unless they have structured help, they have no hope. The sooner you reali,e this K ams STOP BASHING HIM AND CARA for that matter, all because you're mad about shit that happened 7 frikken years ago....

I tell you this. I am PROUD AS FUCK OF HIM. Getting help, getting sober, and being happy finally. DOES NOT COME EASY for addicts. Its a daily struggle.to maintain your sobriety too. If you had half a friggen brain you would acknowledge how hard it is to survive addiction. You would RESPECT his struggle and gove him credit where credit is FUCKING DUE. No. Instead you like to tetter in the edge of ABUSIVE BULLYING and if he ever did seenthe way you talk? Possibly derailing him. Making him question himself and feel awful about himself. You KNOW NOTHING of Addcition and MENTAL Illness and You SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF for insulting a man who has fought hard to be where he is. No thanks to assholes like you. YOU HOWEVER will never change you evil bitch.

"Sadistic" 🤔

[feiquacker]

Haha I had a thaught. And I am bored.

She watches Bea's eyes light up as Ava mentions moths. Making her chest twist when the brilliant girl rattled down fact after fact, changing to butterflies and all the diffent kinds. She watches the spark in them despite the dark bags and tapping foot.

Listens to Bea as she continues talking about why blue butterflies are blue, pulling out a peace of paper to show her what she meant. Ava didn't pay attention to the physics Bea threw at her - eyes locked on the slightly purple skin around bea's wrists. She only noticed now - after Bea flung her arms in the air demonstrating something.

Someone slams the door in the distance - and Bea shrinks. Winces at it before the hidden fear in her eyes fuzzed and she snapped back to explaining why owl's are so quiet when they fly. Why it is evolutionary good for them.

She is putting off talking about the test. Or trying to distract herself actually. Ava didn't miss the tention in her shoulders, the way her jaw clenched as she looked at the result and the way she sunk back into her seat.

Superion announced the best test, ofcourse it was Ava, only one point over Bea. She watched as Bea's eyes water, as she pulled at the caller of her pullover. As she took a rigid breath.

"Bea." she had nudged her. But Beatrice flinched away, she didn't look at Ava with jealousy or envy, there was no hate or disgust. Ava knew Bea long enough to know what she felt. And it wasn't like Bea could hide them all that well. At least with Ava she could sometimes let the mask fall.

But there was fear in her eyes, deep rooted terror flashing infront of them. It's gone in a second - a smile planting itself on an exhausted Beatrice.

"Wanna go learn at the library together?" she asked. Beatrice nodded. Nether of them wanted to go home.

When Bea turns a little faster than normal it's like something snaps, her arm wrapping itself over her side. "Bea." Ava had reached out. Bea only flinched away from the touch. "Bea what's going on?"

Beatrice dismisses her. Waving a hand though greeted teeth before she reaches for a pill and chugs it down with some water.

Yesterday she visited Bea. Yesterday she saw her shrink infront of her parents. Smart ass, nerdy Beatrice - only talking when talked to. Answering unpleasant questions infront of Ava.

"How does it feel to be the best?" Bea's father had asked her. Ava watched as Bea's hand trembled, playing with a pea in her plate. She had barely eaten anything, everything was thrown together, the steak touching the chips and sauce spayed everywhere.

The salad sat neatly at the side of the plate - it was the only thing Beatrice was trying to stomach. "I don't know. Indifferent I guess. I've always been first when it comes to school." Ava had answered. Hoping to have given the right answer.

"Hear that Beatrice. Wouldn't it be nice for you to be first for once in your life?" Bea's mother stabs. Beatrice just shrinks - yes focused on the pea in her plate as she battles tears. "Talk Beatrice. We didn't raise you to be quiet and not treat your guests with the respect they deserve."

"Yes mother."

It was as cold as when they greeted her. A simple "Beatrice" and a simple "Mother, Father." there was no touch, no smile, no warmth.

"You are dismissed." Bea's father said 20 minutes later. "Thanks for the dinner mister Young! It was delicious" Ava calls, putting in three sneakers into her jacket when noone was looking and then following Bea into her room.

"Wow." she has muttered. Standing in front of the doorless white room. It looked like a hospital room.

White shelves, white walls, white bed, white bed cover. The paintings on the wall were just white brushstrokes. "You don't have a desk?"

"It's in the library."

"You have a library?"

It's the distant look in Bea's eyes that scares her. Her tired eyes and heavy breaths, an occasional sigh.

When Ava asked if she was ok. Bea answered with ofcourse. Dismissing the existence of yesterday completely.

She waves Bea good bye a couple of hours later. With a tight hug that Beatrice sinks in so deeply it feels like her world is ripped apart when they pull away.

Bea's going home. But she isn't.

She knocks on the door instead, slipping into Superion's office. It's no surprise that Julian is seated on the chair, spinning a little as she talks with Superion who is looking out of the window.

"Professor." and both turn around

"I need to talk to you about my friend. The one that had to be braught to the hospital a couple of days ago."

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Beatrice isn't at school the next day. Ava's an anxious mess. Beatrice isn't at school the day after either. Ava gives up on texting her all the time. Instead, she skips her way over to Bea's house and leanes up to ring the bell when she hears voices.

"You can not be stupid enough to be second after such a girl." someone spoke. She knew the sound - slowly sneaking her way towards the back of the house.

"Stupid. That's what you are." there's a loud thud.

Anger rages up her spine as she turns the corner - full view of the backyard and a slumped over Bea in a chair - holding onto the handles of the chairs as her mother stands over her, a book in hand.

And Bea looks like shit. Her eyes are bloodshot and her hair is a mess, she shivers under her mother's gaze. A white thank top and a pair of boxers exposing purple and aggressive marks decorating her body. Wrapping around her throat and continuing down her body, some more aggressive than the others, most of them are yellow or purpleish. They are new. A rock sinks into Ava's stomach.

"You are not dyslexic. You are not suffering from some stupid illness if you believe the bullshit the doctors are telling. Autism isn't real. You aren't vaccinated." another thud - only that this time Ava watches as Bea's head snaps to the side, shoulder slumping forward as blood drops down her mouth.

"You are lazy. And stupid. You don't try hard enough. You think about unimportant stuff that is of no use. You aren't disciplined, you are useless." another thud. Ava wants to leap out and beat the woman to a plump. To hit her face in so she chokes on her blood and holds onto her broken nose.

"You are unworthy."

But all she does is watch as a shean of blood tickles down Bea's head, blood dripping down the tip of her nose.

"You are replaceable."

She nearly misses the handcuff around Bea's wrists - blinded by anger and pain. Frustration building in the back of her head because if she slips, Bea will be in so much trouble.

"You are stupid."

That's why Bea had bruises around them.

"You will never be smart enough to be worthy of our love."

It rains that night. Temperatures freezing in the dark time before winter. The next day Bea comes back with a fever and a scarf around her neck.

"I'm fine." she insists. Superion sents her to her office. "There's a blanket on the second bookshelf." she tells Ava and tosses her the keys.

She knows where the blanket is. She had slept in that office when things got bad at the orphanage, when Superion took her in and offered her a place to stay at when going back was too much.

"She can stay with a friend of Julian's if she is ok with it until the papers get sorted out and we can get her out." Superion had told her earlier that morning when Ava sobbed into her arms "The police is informed." a beat "You should tell her Ava."

Tucked into the warmth of Superion's blanket and Ava's head on her forehead, Bea shivers.

Everything's going to be ok Bea." Ava mutters. Running a hand through Bea's raven hair. Offering her medicine and water. She remembers Bea slumped over in a chair, nails digging into the wood of the handles her arms were handcuffed to, nose dripping with blood, stripped to her undergarments and showered in purple-blue with a book.

And she sleeps - hair sprawled out and body curled up - making herself small. Calms her nerves and holds Ava's hand.

But bea's calm lasts only that long and the next class she get's a test back. It's a B.

Ava finds her hunched over a toilet retching out her breakfast, if she had any that is. "I've never had a B." she sais 'I am scared of what they will do to me' she wants to say. 'I am a failure.' Ava holds her hair as another wave comes and Bea coughs out the rest of her stomach.

Later Ava stumbles over steps, pushes off of all fours when she falls, continuing to climb the flight of stairs like a drugged lunatic. Pushing past the door - swinging it open as she panths Bea's name.

A little note safely tugged between her fingers.

"Ava. I'm sorry. You have been so kind to me. The first to show me kindness and warmth. I will miss you Ava. In the next."

She stops in her track, then, she wrestles Bea away from the ledge, watches her wide eyes spill tears. Manhandles her into a hug and wraps her arms around her as Bea sinks to her knees, face hidden in Ava's shoulder and body shaking with broken sobs.

"I'm so tired." she whispers. Gripping the back of Ava's shirt - holding onto it "I just want it to stop."

The scarf if gone - purple bruises smiling on display. She's burning up as she sobs again. Sinking further and further into Ava's arms.

"You're safe now Bea." Ava whispers in her ear, brushes a hand though her hair and kisses the top of her head.

Holds her until Bea is half passed out and calls Superion.

When Superion rolls up to the hospital with a feverish teenager and no parents - the staff screams at her. Who would blame them? The same teenager collapsed in the library not 5 days ago. She should be tucked in a warm bed and recovering, instead, she is shivering, covered in bruises from head to toe.

But Bea doesn't have a warm bed, and she doesn't have the time to recover.

Now though. She get's the help she needs and Ava holds her hand through it all.

Ava helps her move and Superion helps her out of her parents house, Professor "Please call me Julian I am begging you" Salvious pays an ungodly amount of money to fund a good lawyer and an even better therapist.

Two months later Bea is living with a nice young woman called Shannon and her girlfriend Mary, has a kitten named sushi and is slowly starting to unfold into the brilliant person she is. Ava never leaving her side. Not once.

More on the school au but focusing on hurt!Bea :D

Sometimes Ava spots hidden bruises on Bea whenever she stretches, her long sleeves pulling back slightly. She notices how Bea would flinch occasionally at loud noises, a brief look of fear on her face before she quickly schools it back to normal.

Ava notices how Bea would freeze up whenever they get their class tests back, slightly trembling when she noticed the score is just 1 off from full marks.

Maybe when Ava asks if she could go over to Bea's place, she tenses, looking at Ava as if she grew two heads. "Why would you want to come over?" She would ask, her voice soft and timid. But because Ava is sparkling so brightly, Bea couldn't find herself to reject her, so she asks for permission. Her parents raise an eyebrow at the request but agreed once knowing that Ava is the top student. They are curious to see the person that is preventing Beatrice from taking the top spot.

So when Ava goes over, led by Beatrice, she notices that Bea behaves very differently. She makes herself small in the presence of her parents, doesn't speak unless questions are directed at her and her answers are robotic, merely stating facts. It doesn't matter if the topic makes both of them uncomfortable, Beatrice would answer them dutifully.

And when Bea's parents start the topic of the future, Ava notices how Beatrice has completely shut herself off. It's then she knew that Beatrice wouldn't have her own future. It would be dictated by her parents. She knows that Beatrice loves (insert), how she would become passionate whenever she talks about it and that she'll never get to do it because she has to fulfil her parents' expectations of her. Because they are diplomats, she is expected to be one as well.

Once the day is over and Ava is preparing to leave, she glances over at Beatrice, who's sitting on the bed, her mind far away. Ava is sad and angry for her, such a brilliant person being confined in rules and expectations, like a bird in a cage.

The next day Bea acts as though the visit never happened, unwilling to talk about it even though Ava wants to ask if she's okay.

Maybe there's a period of time when Bea didn't show up for school. So Ava decides to sneak into Bea's place, horrified when she catches a glimpse of Bea, covered in bruises.

Maybe there's one time when Ava manages to stop Bea from throwing herself off a building, holding onto her tightly as she cries herself to exhaustion.