#this show is keeping me going tbh
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After listening to that podcast that Viv just did, it gave me so much relief. She clearly has no plans to kill off main characters in Helluva after they go through such intense character arcs and she said she prefers happy endings so that alone gives me soooo much hope for stolitz as endgame where they’re happy together.
So glad they already have the entire show planned out and know exactly where it’s going and that they’re going to have background episodes on all main characters (and some secondary it seems).
Also 50 episodes of Helluva when we’re only at 17 made me so excited. Also hearing that she wants a crossover between helluva and hazbin! I’m honestly so glad that helluva isn’t tied to an outside studio like hazbin because there’s no reason they won’t be able to finish the entirety of the show now and they don’t have to wait for seasons to be green lit. I’m so okay with them taking their sweet time on this show so it comes out exactly how they want and we get content for a long time!
#I’m so excitedddd#this show is keeping me going tbh#sad but true#helluva boss#vivziepop#hazbin hotel#stolitz
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Just a reminder that in much of the northern hemisphere there is Good and Exciting Stuff to be found right now (early Summer) in your local ponds and waterways.
#salamander#newt#animals#wildlife#just good vibes tbh#Lissotriton#Lissotriton vulgaris#I keep telling my students to go out looking for all the tiny toadlets that are emerging from the water right now#yet they are stubbornly showing up to class every day as though they're not taking me seriously#what a privilege to get to behold such gentle and delicate creatures#just a few minutes' walk from my house#please go pond mucking#my wife and I take our son to this pond regularly and just spend some hours dipping and seeing what we see#I have been blown away by the diversity and richness#every time we go out I find something new and exciting#and my son gets closer and closer to falling in completely#but it is all part of it
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Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂
#rain world#comic#rw chasing wind#sunlit Trail#Hunter#Art#Chasing wind spoilers#I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks#ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made.#So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti.#For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut!#Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles#before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah#Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game.#Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files#Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want#As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff.#In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3#Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in#Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald.#Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy#But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill.#Still bad tho!#Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud''#And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt#I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me#to see how far I get before they catch on 😜#Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time#Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!
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I wanted to share the tattoo I did yesterday!!
I really enjoyed the process🥹🫶 My “normal” art is generally a lot more detailed and time-consuming than these fanarts…something I genuinely LOVE is just spending lots of time focusing on the small details & forgetting everything else.
I’m overall really happy with how this turned out, I’ve been practicing A LOT😳 but even so, pork skin isn’t the same as a living, breathing human. I think this design might have been a BIT too complicated to be my first one but oh well…I learned a lot and pushing myself off the deep end is always how I learn best😆😆😤🙏
#in the future tbh what I want to do is realism and famous paintings etc#but tbh whatever bc I just love drawing😫💓#anyways would you want to see more of these??????????? like update on my process??#or just keep this blog as an eloise worship center😆#(I vote for that)#personal#and before anyone comes at me…in spain apprenticeships don’t really exist…#I go to a studio they’re all muy majos and they help me a lot…#give me lots of advice monitor my progress etc etc#but at the end of the day they’re just like distant mentors I hang out with😆😆 have to do it all on my own…#so I’ve been collecting lots of victims and hopefully over the next month I can do a few more😇🙏#it’s a strange process tbh#but I also had a few studios show interest in hiring me once I get more experience#so we’ll see if they follow through!!!!!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#also I’ve been very flustered/nervous in the last week bc of this so#if I’ve been weird about responding etc etc THIS IS WHY😭😭😭😭😭😭😫#I’m slowly trying to catch up….🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#also my last note is that my super sweetie pie but somewhat incompetent bc took the picture of me tattooing😆😆😆#I take what I can get…
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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#SHOW ME TO ME PLEASE#GIVE IT TO ME ROCKSTAR LESTAT#rockstar Lestat#interview with the vampire#the vampire chronicles#iwtv#vampire chronicles#lestat de lioncourt#anne rice#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#AHHH#The Vampire Lestat#I sorta wish they changed the show name up for the book TBH thooo#like I know you gotta be like easy to find for new people but like I don’t need it to be an interview every season going forwar#of course love Daniel. will need them to keep him around and just add him into the story so I can have someone being judgy for me in real#time. so yeah just inject Daniel in more of the story thanks 🫶
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sigh
mom’s back on the “jia you’re not bi i researched” thing
#like mom#i get it#you like the research obsessively to show your dominance#but that’s not how it works?#i’m in my room#which i’m rarely in except for sleeping tbh#and she’s downstairs randomly trying to start up convos#so i come back down#which i won’t#and the scissors are nearby#so somebody please keep me busy before my hands get ideas#i have a 6 month streak free of cutting i can keep going#please anybody#ask me abt a fandom#or hcs#or maybe my 200 follower event?#anything pleas#begging for scraps rn
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Kendall :(((( mid-forties husband gojo who still teases & flirts with you each day :((( never looses his boyish charm :((((
meeting up with the kids who are now fully grown with their own lives and dreams and children (some of them!) and they’re like he looks at you the exact same way he did back then :((((((((((((( what if I perish
#answered#tbh some men only get more charmingly boyish as they get older and he’s one of them#he calms down a little and focuses it more on our family and us#dancing in the kitchen to put on a show for our teenagers while we cook dinner#promising satomi not to keep me out too late and handing her his card to order take out for dinner the nights we go on dates
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I want his gender
#mentally im still here#that turtleneck outfit has haunted me since november when i watched this#daniel brühl the twink prince that you were#tbh most of his roles are very gender evny#this !!!#frederick zoller another twink#dont even get me started on zemo especially tfatws zemo and his slutty coat...#him as niki lauda???#all very gender#if i ever can recreate this outfit irl i will be very happy#(what is it w me and getting gender envy for german protags istg every german show/movie i watch i get rly obsessed w the protag)#(maybe one day ill go back and gif deutschland 83/dark/etc and my german twink collection)#(thatd be a fun project! i could never rly find the fandom so itd be cool to be self indulgent)#(i always wanna rewatch those so if i can multitask w gifing that would be great)#(im super non committal and me doing race recaps is one of the major things keeping me consistent so maybe i shall do that but w this)#daniel brühl#daniel bruhl#good bye lenin#goodbye lenin#catie.rambling.txt
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↳ SIDE HOTD (1 /∞ ) 🐺🏹 MYRANDA OF MAIDENS MOUTH ── i don't belong here, i don't belong anywhere. (x) (x) (x)
#t: edits#*hotds#c: myranda#i just wanted to get her outta my head ig.#she's the only kid outta the five of them that uses the stark last name tho#literally just makes it her business tbh she has NO reason to be doing what she does#post dance she'll most likely stay south of the wall to like...experience adventure and stuff but#yeah....literally just here.#she holds no real weight tbh i just wanted to mess around with concepts#literally the random relative you've never me that just shows up randomly like can we hang out???#probably gonna do one of these for elsa and some of the other side hotd hoes just to stay on like a edits#or creativity schedule or something#in a ton of pain rn with back and leg issues (have no idea wtf is going on) so just trying to keep busy and off of webmd
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people who hate wolf hall will be so loud and even their critiques are weird. some of these history tudor bloggers do a little too much like if you don't like it fine but idk be normal
#like it's like - if they hate wolf hall or the discussion it curates they are loud about it#like chile#no one cares#until you keep talking about it then it gets annoying#tbh tumblr tudor history blogs scare me when they are too serious#i am just here writing my gay stuff#but they get mad mad#it's like i have to tell hotd twitter - we cant be taking a show about flying dragons seriously#likewise we can't be getting mad mad at ppl for liking a book about a headless man#let's go touch some grass#i'll go first
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its official !!!
#camera talks#we got the certificate late last night and my mom showed it to me this morning#im totally crying#im so happy#im so proud#god im struggling to put words together honestly this is crazy#i know ive been posting about it a lot sorry but its such a dream ?#if i could go back into time and tell my past self we were going to get to change our name i think he'd cry too#we didnt think we'd get to until we were eighteen at least tbh#i keep tearing up every time i look at the certificate lmao dear lord#this is too much to be happy about at 8:40 in the morning but <33#and i still have to go to work today gah </3#also thank you to everyones super kind words last time i posted about it. yall are so cool and sweet mwah <3#anywayss#we're gonna get a cake lol
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i love u nekoma & karasuno i love you SO MUCH
#can you tell i just watched the dumpster battle movie#[deep breath] AHHHHHHGGGGHHFHFHFJJFJGKG#ALL THE INTERACTIONS WERE SO FUCKING CUTE 😭😭😭😭#baby kuroo… i forgot how much i adored kuroo oh my god. TEARS IN MY EYES#HES SO FUCKING LAME#he was an emotional wreck this movie. had me giggling#his ass wld NOT leave tsukki alone HELP#omg and bokuto yachi interaction <3#HINATA AND INUOKA I LOVE U SO MUCH#kenma…. this truly was the kenhina movie nobody talk to me#and the mini scene of kuroo and daichi pointing at each other. I DIED!! I DIED!!!!#ourghhhhhh I LOVE THEM ALL SO DEARLY#also the detail of nishinoya moving out of the way when he saved the ball was great. loved that#SUGA 😭😭 HE WAS GOING INSANE LMAO I LOVE HIM SO DEARLY#okay tbh i didnt expect the match to end like that but it’s fine. i was immediately distracted by the FEELS#ALSO OMG. GOSHIKI AND TENDOU WERE SO FUNNY LOL#AND AND NEKOMA THIRD YEARS 😭😭😭 KUROO AND YAKU TEARING UP 😭😭 THEM HUGGING EACH OTHER#IM SOOOO ILL IM SO FUCKING ILL#also the kurodai hug and the kuroo thanking tsukki I FEAR I KEEP WINNING#did i mention the kuroken flashbacks. oh my god. they were so CUTE#BABY KUROO TALKING TO KENMA’S DAD AND HE WAS JUST SO SMALL AND ENTHUSIASTIC UGH 🥹😭#wow. i need to die#wait also. giggles. the kenhina knife scene. 10/10 gayest shit in hq#ahhhh i LOVE THEM#NEKOMA SECOND YEARS TOO. FUKUNAGA U WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME#anyway u guys shouldve seen me. i was going insane. i was losing it every scene#OH AND THE CREDITS?? kuroshou I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE#‘gotta take a pic to show mika’ this too is kuromikashou or whatever their ship name is#this was the kenhina movie first and the kuroo ship galore movie second /j#anyway i need to go lie down now goodbye
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For what it's worth some times you just gotta feel gross and icky and be a big baby and do it any way
People who honestly like having you around are gonna love you even when you feel like shit and will like having you around even when you feel like shit. They'll make space for you at the table. You just gotta show up.
#am getting back on my meds and thus am evil rn and so it's been a rough few days . didn't plan to go for drinks after practice#a couple teammates insisted and i caved for the sale of not having eaten . ended up having a really lovely time .#ate . had a few fake beers . chatted with a visiting fury . caught up with decoy 💕 . even sang a few karaoke songs??#like . they all very much wanted me there even though i was not at my best. it didn't matter why i wasn't well tbh.#and it wasn't about solving anything. but they wanted me there with them all the same. but i needed to show up.#i need to keep showing up. the mental illness in me often refuses to see that part
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strange attractors. kind of like we could be?
#heroesedit#claire bennet#gretchen berg#primatech#nbc heroes#heroes nbc#claire x gretchen#heroes#anni edits#ok heroes... keep your rights#heroes is really not a show where i care about any of the canon 'romances' it throws at you#i'm much more inclined to go be a complete degenerate in the corner#but then s4 gave me claire discovering liking girls is a thing and it gave me weird girl gretchen and they were ADORABLE#so like. best best best. literally no context for best 'canon' ship in the show. at all#i love how claire bluescreens when gretch kisses her like she only just realised you could in fact kiss other girls#and then gretchen tries to give her an easy out like 'its ok if u dont like me'#and claire is so indignant like UH NO I DIDNT SAY THAT#shes still figuring out but uhhh she liiiikes her. when she smiles to herself when gretchen jokes about kiss attacking her lol. anyway#i love them tbh. claire's baby lesbian arc actually gave s4 ALL its rights back after s3#also genuinely uh. shout out to heroes for this in 2010 i guess?????#like it's for real a sweet and well handled and believable little teenage romance and its just. a thing! and it's cute!#sorry i love claire and gretchen lol#i meant no CONTEST for best canon ship lol. btw#i can be wholesome SOMETIMES believe it or not#heroes season 4
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Almost done with the 12th doctor
#yeag I think i just don't like doctor who anymore#I'll keep going because im curious and inwant my mind changed sooo badly#but damn....#this sucks#im just kinda mad cause I've had all these people advertising to me on 11 is the best doctor then 12 is the best doctor#i didn't like either i see why people would like 12 but it's just that the show sucks now and i couldn't get myself to care most of the time#ughhhh TwT#he was almost regenerating and said I don't wanna go and i was just like 😐#YOU WILL NEVER BE HIM#tbh i don't think it's possible to be more upset from a show than what i was going through then i finished s4#so this is pretty much impossible to top but damn#this suuuckss#only the Christmas episode left i guess..#and then 13 who#well I've heard so much good about 11 and 12 and then they sucked ass#and I hear a lot of bad stuff about 13 so I'm not really expecting anything#aughh#the companions too...#YOU CAN NEVER BE ROSE YOU CEN NEVER BE MARTHA YOU CAN NEVER BE DONNA#TOT
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