#this shit reminds me of my students
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ill be in the middle of playing dolls going lalalala yayayay and they gay kissed ! and then see somepony mischaracterize a little Too hard and suddenly im all done playinb toys now. 😐 you made it lame dude.
#lately due to stottlemonk its when people forget leland is a fucking COP for the LAPD.#likr obviously im taking creative liberties but come on.#who remembers the scene of him being booed off stage in front of a slideshow of him brutalizing students during an antiwar protest? lol#so like yes i am doing some ooc shit to him in my mind to accommodate that i want to make him bisexual HOWEVER#i think he would be a fucking hypocrite about it bc he is a bigot. sorry. like he is thats the job description. dont remind me im playing#dolls with a fictional cop rn please
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i WAS gonna complain about horror being a skeleton and therefore never able to do the akanbe face but then i remembered. i'm an artist!! i can just DRAW him doing it 😇😇😇 ok but he doesn't have eyelids iKNOW ill figure it out ok
#im going on a short vacation that means prime time to slack off and mtthink#and i have some drawing ideas froM LIKE TWO WEEKS AGO that i never drew because i had no motivation or even time#so now i can do it :3333 lets (me) see if i still even like the ideas#and i have Saturday and sunday and mondayOFFschool and then i leave on wednesday morning ヽ(≧∀≦)ﾉ#and that gives me prime time to draw draw DRAW#and theres like 20 days left of October i really should get to work on that animation meme#i WILL trust i swear#if not i kill myself#jk! (fashion au?)#ive been using kaomojis now. jk killer would too#ヽ(≧∀≦)ﾉ#me taking like a whole week on a shitty hrkl little writing thing when it was leagues easier to just describe my idea#i REALLY had a vision and then i was reminded that writing is boring and that a vision expressed through words cant keep my attention#anyways i finished another little dust doodle of a song that reminded me of him#now it is time to actually get my life together and shower and brush teeth#the only homework ive got is reading a few pages#i have been ON TOP OF MY HOMEWORK since school started bro😭😭😭😭 ive been SUCH a good student 😭😭😭😭#so much free time at home and yet none of it is spent on doing anything but laying down and lazing about#come on! come on! you need to get up! use your brain! PLEASE TRIGLYVERUVLE PLEASE FOR YOUR OWN ENTERTSINMENT#forcing myself to do something i find fun when i have no motivation to get up is so annoying#iWANT to draw iWANT to think i WANT to write (eh) but i just nonono feel like it (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)#tricule rant#actually today i found another song that could fit horror but i just glanced at the lyrics#if i aint mtt pondering at the very least ill be connecting them to songs#new art project is gonna have HINTS of mtt in it. not really but if im aware of them then they exist#i love art class i love learning about art principles i just wish i could apply that shit to my work#well DIGITAL work. doing stuff traditionally always feels so much easier
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Iseul crosses her arms and looks across the table at Megan in the common room’s dining area. “I’m sorry for how I left things in our text. I felt like I was spending so much time with you and not enough with Tessie, and I felt guilty and like I had to distance myself, but I did it all wrong.” Megan says in a rush as Iseul’s expression clears and her eyes soften. “Why didn’t you talk to me about it, Megs?” She asks gently, leaning close. “I was embarrassed to admit it, plus I didn't want to hurt you but unfortunately that's what I ended up doing by not being straight up with you." She says. Iseul nods. "You did, Megs. I was wracking my brains thinking what the hell happened? Or thinking maybe the last time we hung out that I said or did something." Iseul admits. Megan nods, biting her lip and says. "I'm sorry Issy, I hope you can forgive me." Iseul smiles faintly. "I can, Megs. Next time just talk to me, and if you feel like you need to spend time with Tess or your kids** and can't hang out, just let me know. I won't be mad, plus I know how much you love them and they're important in your life." Megan nods, her face clearing up and her eyes turning brighter. "You're important too, Issy. I mean, you're my best friend." Megan adds as Iseul smiles softly.
"Do you have time to hang out after your class?" Megan asks. "Hmm, let me check my schedule." Iseul jokes, and Megan shakes her head but smiles. "It's a thirty minute class, I'm just covering this semester for the professor because she's on maternity leave, but I'll be free after." Iseul says, her eyes softening too. "Cool, there's a tea and poetry event happening here where you can read your own poem or recite a poem that means something to you, some of my language and literature students are reading their poems* and I'm reading something too." Iseul smiles. "I'd love to, Megs. What's your poem about?" Megan grins as she and Iseul head out of the commons so she and Iseul can buy coffee before Iseul’s class starts. "It's a surprise, Is." She says, and Iseul grins. "Is it about how amazing I am, and how in our friendship I'm the cool one?" She jokes, and Megan snorts. "Wow, Kang. You're very full of yourself." She teases, smiling at Iseul. "I prefer the term self assured." Iseul jokes before adding, "I'm kidding Megs, I'm sure it'll be good." And she smiles at Megan.
They walk over to the coffee cart and wait after placing their orders. "It's pretty cool that you'll be on campus too, we can get lunch together, hang out in our free time and grade stuff together." Megan adds as she and Iseul take their coffees and sit on a nearby bench. "Can you believe we were once college students here, and now we're the old as heck professors? Well mostly me but you'll be the cool professor with the short hair and leather jacket." Megan adds jokingly. Iseul grins and shakes her head. "Megs, stop, you're making me blush." She jokes. Megan snorts, "Don't go and get a big head about it, I just meant that you look cool." She says. "Well, you're cool too, Liao. I mean look at you." Iseul says, gesturing to Megan, who grins. "Now you're making me blush, Kang." She says, Iseul rolls her eyes but smiles.
#ts4#Megan Liao#Iseul Kang#*I was surprised when I got the notification for this event and was like oh shit Megan and Iseul should check it out.#It reminds me of this poetry event I attended as a college student. It was pretty cool and even my prof at the time read a personal poem. 😊#**my sleepy brain wrote it as just Emmy and I was like oh shoot the other two kids too obviously 😅
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Just a thought about my theater education but I feel like it might have been irresponsible to have a bunch of teenagers do intense method acting drills and use our personal (sometimes traumatizing) memories to draw on for characters instead of having us imagine hypotheticals? Even if there was more than the like 3% chance someone in that class would end up as an adult with a hobby or career in acting that involves character work that deep, that was kinda fucked up actually??
#i saw someone talking about how traumatizing the methods were of the acting theorists currently considered masters#like Meisner and Stanislavsky#and had a big Oh! moment about it#like i already knew those classes made a deep impact on my psyche and dissociation but its something else#to see someone talking about how traumatizing that shit is for adults who are already pro actors!!#some of the emotional and sometimes even physical trauma theater students go through reminds me of high school football in a certain way#all this damage to train people for a lifestyle only a small percentage of them will even PURSUE as adults let alone succeed at
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just enrolled in my job's 401k, opened a brokerage acct and will invest in an IRA soon after that account is all set 😌
#adultthings #adulting #adultlife #allgrownup #ifuckinghatecapitalismbutihavetodothisagainstmywill #midlifecrisis #girlboss #financeguru
#mine#😁 ← smiling so hard my gums split and my teeth creak#okay so yeah this is a good 1st step towards a better financial future ofc#but doing all of this while the govt crumbles and all of our businesses go bankrupt is so....#like ugh#like YEAH i know i should be being financially responsible#and in a small way im proud of myself for taking the time to set all this up today#but URGH capitalism is failing. how tf is a roth ira gonna pull me out of the brink of disaster when im 65?#are 401ks even gonna be A Thing during the collapse of capitalism#sigh#idk#im doing this whole adulting stuff and like hooray! yay! good for me#but. idk.#it just all feels so empty and hollow to me tbh#like im miming adult milestones but not feeling anything bc i just feel like in the end this shit probs wont matter as much#older adults who'll reach their milestones sooner than me will probs get to those resources sooner anyways#like soc security#which btw might i remind yall is DWINDLING every 5 years or so#ugh#hashtag hooray for adulting tho! 🤪#if investing in index funds will help pull me out of this stinkin student loan debt tho.... well#i guess it wont be so useless after all#we shall see what happens ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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From time to time I think about that art celebrating ginger day and Azriel carrying gwyney with a poster and the others redheads like Lucien and Bryce there and im like. thank God Az is just a mere fictional character if he saw that shit in real time he had went homicidal
#azriel shadowsinger#pro azriel#the irk was so real my mind attacks me with the reminder#one being his robber the other the man ruining the love life of his crush and the other a mere student he doesn't even hang out with#funny shit to think about#also eris. the misogynistic cracker was there ofc
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me as a student: it must be so annoying for teachers to receive emails from former students, idk if i wanna bother them even if they said i could :/
me as a teacher: if you dont email that story you showed me after youve finished writing it just know that i KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE-
#taylor.txt#ok i have a former student whose email i desperately need to respond to...i told him to send me a reminder if i forgot to respond and he di#so djfgfjkdjkfd it's time. it's time#that being said i also just sent an email to one of MY high school teachers and theres this weird part of my brain thats like#what if he doesnt remember who i am. as if you could ever forget a kid who spent every other lunch hour crying in your classroom#i wanted to tell him about where i'm teaching now and like...i'm graduating uni! bc i used to send him yearly updates but never did this#year so yeah. my rational brain knows he'll appreciate it and be excited for me but it does kind of feel like a...damn it's kinda weird to#still be sending emails to your high school teachers 5 years out#but like aforementioned former student of mine i technically didn't even teach#he was in a club i ran in sept-nov 2022. and obviously i don't find it weird that he's still emailing me so yeah#teachers love this shit. believe me. when we say 'you can always email!!!' we mean it lmfao
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Magentttaahhhh
#advisor: I'm looking at your transcript and you know...if you go another year after getting your masters you could have a minor in biology#me: INTERNALLY SCREAMING lady unless i get a full ride scholarship for that year or more grants for my masters im gonna be at my loan cap#and also fuck you for reminding me one of my 4 degrees i already had was gonna be a bs in biology up until i had a prof#that got too personal and he docked my grades cause i didn't let the old bastard seduce me so i quit the major to get away from him#advisor: also have you considered going for a PHD? your profs have said you'd be a good fit#me: INTERNALLY SCEEAMING#me: LADY IMMA KILL YOU DONT DANGLE THIS SHIT IN FRONT OF AN IMPOVERISHED STUDENT#me: also...thats practically another decade of my life down the drain on education#me externally: idk lolz who knows what the future holds right?#😑😂😭#magenta#magenta is my vent word
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Academic institutional imperatives are literally stacked against being a good teacher, so for all you people that suffer w/ bad professors I Am So Sorry
#being told that u just can't be a bad teacher. bc you need to be effective but u also gotta worry about tenure and your research#bc profs are researchers first.#usually.#every single day i'm reminded that i do not want to work at an r1 school bc it's so messed up odihgso#sorry you have an obligation to your students to actually teach them#but bc being a good teacher means SHIT for tenure and other evaluations#compared to how often you publish#and then they wonder why we have a replication crisis#and all this other stuff#it's because they literally set profs up to be terrible idfhgso#ooc.#tbd.#anyway being intrinsically and not extrinsically motivated is such a problem sometimes#bc i want to be good for ME not bc i can get a job#but i need a job. to live. so i also need to play the game and i am SO BAD at the game#i do not want to play the game i do not want to care about my livelihood more i do not want to be so worried about tenure and getting a job#that i fail my students sorry!
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Siggghhh I've filled two pages of my sketchbook w zenitsu we're so back
#og post#hes so..#drawing him and kai reminded me of that one page from the manga#where the other students were shit talking zenitsu and he beat them up and kaigaku got mad at him#absolutely insane on gtg part#like people need to talk abt that more#I MEANT PEOPLE WERE SHITTALKING KAIGAKU OH MY FUCKING GODDDD
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Airi playing an important role in the story but also the fact that she's the only proof of oda kazuha and saito tooru's existance on earth is wow
#look okay so like it's not confirmed how many times the other magicians can reincarnate but they CAN reincarnate more than once and CAN be#reincarnated to a different world. makia and thor are the prrof of that– not only that but airi being connected to both of them possessing#memories of kazuha and tooru's existance in airi's world....#so airi's presence in maydare is the only proof of kazuha and toru existing in another world other than makia and thor themselves#because look thor STILL don't know about his past life as tooru but makia and airi knows#airi is what reminds kazuha of the other world other than her own memories makia is the only person who can remind airi of her previous wor#because airi had been shown being homesick in a certain way (the cuisine/food) and makia's the ONLY person she knows that have memories of#their life as japanese high school students. makia is the only person that reminds airi of her previous life- they're each other's proof of#their previous life's existance im gettung insane#but the thing is both of them are moving forward from their past but like there are remains of fondness of things they liked and that's ok!#it's like moving forward but still acknowledging their roots acknowledging what they were before acknowledging how far they've grown#cries i know im repeating myself and maybe not making sense but istg i didn't mean to shove thor away 💀💀💀💀#im so sorry i know he's like. he appeared in the early chapters and i *did* like him but deadass would not care about him#it's only because of makia that i care about him im sorry the other characters captured my heart.. was it because he's out for a long while#but i like that type of shit when the ml is gone for some time and then they reunite... and the fact that other characters are out of scene#sometimes too so like? maybe im too biased sobbing what the hell#the savior's guardians are like. i don't really care abt them esp the two knights (leonhart or something and thor)#prince gilbert is annoying yeah but i don't hate him and my impression of his character improved reading through lady alicia arc#so yeah gilbert is annoying and pretty okay to me now but at least he's not a character i can easily forget lol#i think i need to REALLY reread mtm because i really could not bring myself to like thor higher than 'hes okay ig'#sylhea talks maydare
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Oh boy just found out that politics are coming directly to my conservative college campus this fall.
Yay.
#well thank god I’m cooping so I won’t be there I guess.#I still might drive in to protest because presumably there’ll be one#annother fun session of having people yell transphobic shit while we chant stuff like ‘hate has no place here’#if I’m lucky the campus barstool account will post a picture of me at the protest again (this is not a good thing)#also sucks because my parents are just kinda like ‘well that’s how it is. people are allowed to have different political beliefs’#like yeah they can have different political beliefs but I would like to medically transition and these guys want me to not#also I love working with kids and being a camp counselor and stuff#and some of these people would want me arested as a p/e/dofile because I’m trans and indoctrinating their children#so yeah sure they can have different beliefs but they don’t seem to understand that there are certain groups that want trans people gone#honestly my parents are both upper middle class white people. they come from a long line of college educated people in primarily white areas#both of them tend to preach tolerance to the point where I have to have the paradox of tolerance picture on my phone to remind myself that#tolerance is a social contract not a moral principle#(a good example of this is when I found out that a girl on my xc team had to move schools because she was bullied out of my hs#becuase she was homophobic. and he was like ‘well bullying is never the answer’#ok but like you understand that she was probably harassing gay people at my school right)#in conclusion: pro tip for queer students choosing their college: yes they may give you lots of money. but is it worth your mental health
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i had a meeting to discuss the grad fellowship job and while it was overwhelmingly positive and both myself and the professor/faculty are happy and excited for me to take the job my stupid fucking brain can't stop turning over the one (1) slightly negative comment i got regarding my candidacy/qualification like shawarma
#she told me that during honors evening one of the professors said i'd said something in front of the prospective students#that wasn't altogether positive or encouraging of the school#which like. idk i understand that this job is public facing and part of the responsibility is to maintain positivity and confidence#in the school and the program#but i hadn't. been offered the job yet? i wasn't Working? at honors evening?#it was like 7 pm after a long day i was tired and in a big room full of strangers and i just wanted dinner#not my strong suit socially speaking....not that i can even recall saying anything Bad#maybe just like saying how busy i am with my classes and rehearsals and concerts all the time#but like no one i spoke to was a musician so. how much does it actually matter.#also who fuckin snitched on me. put em up#idk. i'm Definitely overthinking this. i still have the job i'm still qualified and they're still happy to hire me#and i know i can maintain a cheery customer service kind of affect when i'm in the office#like i was a camp counselor for 6 year olds i should be able to manage the lounge at a university a couple hours a week just fine...#but. argh. what did i sayyy.#once again forcibly reminded how utterly shit i am at socializing.#even when i think i've improved i always Awkward And Bumbling in some way. sigh#i wanna talk about me
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not my brain trying desperately to think about planning my next oneshot instead of doing what I’m supposed to be doing which is reviewing the peloponnesian war to teach it tomorrow.
#i need to make these slides more simplified bc if i barely understand the politics my students sure the fuck wont#anyways i might make a post thinking about my oneshot but then im gonna make myself work#me and my flop 10-20 kudos v*ltron oneshots are having so much fun#i havent had this much personal satisfaction for this easy of an effort level in years it is making me love writing fic again#not that i dont love my bigger stories like i think about sinite parvula every single day and i think about the vampire western every day to#o but those both involve a lot of moving parts and foreshadowing and more characters to characterize and more details of timing and setting#and research etc like those are HIGH effort and I LOVE THAT i just am in graduate school so most of my life is high effort#and my burnout burned through fanfic writing as well#but these one shots where i am not googling a single goddamn thing and im just writing based on vibes and a constant reminder that#it is okay to suck bc thise fanom is so dead either no one will read it or they will be grateful for new content#so if my dialogue is clunky or my plot is contrived who gives a shit bc I am having fun and feeling emotions
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I just finished watching Abbott Elementary (or all that’s come out so far aaa) and the way that every single one of these teachers are people my gay ass would wish were my parents as a kid
#the klock keeps ticking#abbott elementary#the school itself reminds me so much of the catholic school i went to#very small very under budget everything is old and broken#except the difference is that the teachers in this show are all good and not monsters#they just. they just love the kids so much you know 😭#my favorite character is barbara shes adorable and also like the best teacher#she just works so well with her students and believes in them and does whatever she can to help them 🥺#they all do really its like aaaaaaaaa#janine is the type of teacher that you kinda need to protect cuz you know shes really stressed and trying so hard#and she makes cookies and you look at your classmates like listen here dickweeds you better eat these fucking cookies#melissa is one id definitely wish was my mom shes very tough but caring#she has the energy like shed beat the shit out of some incompetent adult but always makes sure to treat the kids like angels#you need to give her flowers#jacob is the teacher whos very nice and passionate and he tries a bit too hard to make the kids happy#that hes very bad at discipline and ends up letting the class get too out of control#so you kinda gotta help him out sometimes by telling everyone to be quiet and pay attention#definitely a teacher i wouldve eaten lunch with and i would draw him a ninja turtle and hes probably cry#gregory is the teacher i wouldve lost my shit over like on the first day youre really nervous hes gonna be scary#cuz hes kinda being a bit short#but then you realize he was just really exhausted and really really nervous and he like would make a really bad pun while teaching#and youre like OH okay so i gotta do everything for this man i see i see#like all i can imagine is that he for some reason has to do something really weird like ride a tricycle one day#and youre like YESSS GREGORY OMG YES PLEASE GET IT KING YESSSS#he just drops really weird bombs occasionally like he reveals that hes a talented juggler one day and youre like please adopt me please#you gotta give him all the drawings and cookies#this is my deep thorough analysis of these teachers thank you very much
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MADE ME BAWL FOR AN HOUR STRAIGHT. GAHDAMN. 'there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.' 'she said i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love.' 'to look back is to love'. PLSLSLSLS STOP BEING RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!! PLSLSLSLSLSLSS STFU !!!!!!!!!!!! 😢😢😢😢😢😢👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻‼️‼️‼️‼️😩😩😩😩❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😠😠😠😠😠💔💔💔💔💔😡😡😡😡💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢❤️❤️❤️❤️✨💫🌟✨💫🌟✨💫‼️‼️‼️‼️ (/POS)
How will the world end?
it’s genuinely not something i think too much about. there are people to love and dishes to do in the meantime.
#MY NOSE IS CLOGGED AS HELL#HEADACHE#EYES SWOLLEN#TISSUES PILED UP#WENT TO DRINK WATER AND REFRESH MYSELF ONLY TO LIE BACK IN BED SND START CRYINF AGAIN#HOW AM I SUPPISED TO SLEEP ITS 9AM#PLS STFU!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME BE MENTALLY ILL AND EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED!!!!!!!!! (/j)#shoving vaporub into my nose and forehead#good shit tho...! needed to b reminded#why is sentiency so tiring#why are emotions so potent#what is love supposed to feel like?#is it an emotion or is it a quiet presence#mentally ill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna start crying again!!!!!!!!!#why is humanity so complex#pls go back to cavemen#goddamn i'm sniffling#my mouth dry as shit from breathing thru it since my nose is clogged#talked to my best friend about love#she loves photography and films and her film camera and i still remember her using one of her films to take a photo of me#i knew what it meant when she chose to preserve a photo of me in her beloved film camera and i didn't know how to act#so i just awkwardly smiled and posed. pretty accurate impression of me anyway#she told me she'd peel oranges for me#and chop apples and lightly spirtz them w lemon juice so that they wouldn't turn brown#and she'd make me soup if i was sick#i buy her food as often as i can which isn't as often as i'd like because i'm still a student and i don't have income yet#i told her id make sure she wouldn't go hungry as best as i could because that's what my dad does for me too#going to her birthday party this saturday!!! i will bring her snacks and matching nail polish and a drawing i made her#she's cackling at me crying rn nvm i hate this mf !!!!!!!!!! love REVOKED back to HATE !!!!!!! /j#post crying headache still clapping cymbals at my head fml
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