#this shit Fucking Sucks

[engagemythrusters]

I’m going to be very upset about this for quite a while

[passinnotesinsecrecy]

why am i crying over a man rn

[aliceinmadnessland]

So fucking tired of working from Monday to Saturday and barely having time for myself to do the things I enjoy.

[lxst-in-thxxghts]

I’m going fucking insane holy shit

I swear I’m not a freak please talk to me 😭

[e1dritchqueer]

i hate recovery!!!

[chaosdisorganized]

I think it goes without saying that we've been struggling so so much. Our ptsd symptoms have increased quite a bit. We've uncovered some repressed memories and that's been super tough and painful and some of us have been having a harder time with it than others. The icing on the cake being seasonal affective disorder, trauma anniversaries from the season/holidays, and a terrible visit to my parents that proved to me dysfunction and abuse are still very much going on. We've been terribly depressed. I'll be lucky to make it out alive.

[sunnibits]

somehow it’s already a bad chronic fatigue day today. fucking hell.

[theratmans-stuff]

love logging in to tumblr on smartphone

@staff

[cathartidae]

i think im really lonely again

[twinknote]

i think. i may die

[acesofspade]

chronic pain can take a long walk off a short pier

[platinum-iridium]

i’m literally watching the wage gap develop between me and my coworkers in real time

[theater-of-dimensions]

The most fucked up thing about this poison ivy rash is that I didn't even get it while on my fun lil bushwacking cemetery walk, I got it while pulling up old overgrown vines in the yard. (In retrospect, impressive that it wasn't far worse given that I was basically army crawling under/through the bushes to reach some of the vines.)

[bisexualadamparrish]

Also can I say, as a Floridian, that this is how that ammendment was worded on the ballot??? So anyone who went in kind of unaware or unsure was met with this horribly biased explanation.

just wanted to say that i'm seeing headlines everywhere say "floridians rejected an amendment to secure abortion rights" and that is NOT TRUE.

we voted ~57% to enshrine abortion rights in the florida constitution. amendments for our state require a supermajority, aka 60% to pass. this is bullshit and we were set up to fail.

the entire time, our governor Ron Desantis' officials were pressuring and threatening media outlets for publishing anything supporting this amendment.

don't believe the bullshit headlines. floridians wanted abortion rights.

[russersprouts]

I MISS MY EX

[phail]

Just another morning of feeling too depressed and not ready to tackle the day to the point of I feel like I can’t even crawl out of bed. Yay!

I finally ate something at 11pm last night and was really hoping that eating would have kicked me out of my disordered thoughts.

Yet, here I am still fully knowing the only reason I want to get out of bed is to weigh myself.