#i have my brother blcoked there

[khaire-traveler]

***CW: Transphobia mentions, in regards to close family***

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Gotta say, one of the worst parts of distancing myself from an incredibly transphobic family member who just "loves" me SO much and refuses to view me any other way outside of my "true (old) self" because "You found Jesus once, and you'll do it again!" is the fact that I now get to miss out entirely on the lives of my niece and nephew who are too young to ever remember I even existed and who will be taught that the way I live my life (embracing who I am, rather than shaming it) is wrong and bad and sinful, and I'll be going to hell. Gods, honestly, it's depressing. It makes me incredibly sad, and frankly, I don't know what to do because NO ONE in my close family has my back. NO ONE. The transphobic person is my literal brother, but still, I'm the one in the wrong for not "sucking it up" and "sweeping it under the rug". I'm the one in the wrong for not pretending everything is ok and comfortable and as if he didn't yell at me about how ridiculous, manipulative, and wrong I am for about an hour when I tried to have a reasonable conversation with him (literally told him that I'm not trying to change his views, I just wanted him to respect my pronouns, as I didn't want a big conflict about it at that point, and he goes, "By asking me to respect you, you're trying to change my views"). Sure, it's all my fault, and now, I get to never be involved in the lives of my niece and nephew who will never know me as "Uncle Stag" and will only know me as "Stag" (they didn't even bother giving me a title, even before we had a falling out). I'm not my brother's sibling; I'm a fucking stranger.

[that-one-weeb-but-starwars]

For your writing prompt post...

Tech X reader where one of them risks their life for the other and ends up captured by the enemy. The other needs to rescue them before it's too late!

Thank you in advance :3

Bro I had SO MUCH FUN writing this one ngl. Thank you for the request!! And please! Any more ideas? Feel free to send them in!!

Clones and Lightsabers

"What do you mean Y/n's been captured?" Tech asked, "y/n doesn't get captured-"

"Well she did." Jesse spoke.

"I'll say it again- Y/n doesnt get captured." Tech defended.

"We recieved this message not long ago." Cody spoke, the hologram appearing.

Y/n sat on the floor, Savage and Maul besides her.

"Bring me what I want-"

"I can help both of you! Just let me-" y/n tried to tell.

"BRING ME WHAT I WANT! NOW!" Maul defended, "AND WHAT I WANT IS KENOBI AND SKYWALKER!"

Savage grabbed her by her arm lifting her weak body up as she struggled against his grip, kicking her feet.

"And if you don't!" Maul's lightsaber ignited, as he moved to face her.

"Maul! We were friends once! Don't do this-"

She cut off herself with her own screaming as her arm was cut off.

"If you don't bring me Skywalker and Kenobi! It will be her head!" Maul argued.

The group had seen there share of carniage, but someone close to them getting tourtured.

Tech was engraged, she hadn't done anything.

"What's are course of action?" Tech asked.

"We don't have one not-"

"You have none?!" Tech shouted.

"Tech." Hunter spoke.

"No!" Tech argued, "you have no course of action! No plan!?"

"Get your men in line!" Jesse argued.

"Tech!" Hunter argued.

Tech glared at Hunter and the regs infront of him.

"We don't have a course of action as of yet." Cody spoke, "The Jedi council hasn't agreed to the mission.

"I believe if we talk to General Skywalker and Kenobi we'll be able to do this under the Jedi Council." Rex spoke.

Speaking of the devil, Anakin, Obi-wan and Ashoka walked in the room.

"Well?" Crosshair asked.

"Its no go." Anakin said reluctantly.

"But that doesn't mean where not doing it." Ashoka spoke.

"And I only agree. Y/n though came out of no where. Is important. And will be saved." Obi-wan spoke, "and if Maul wants both me and Anakin. We shall give him what he wants."

"Could you survive that long?" Tech questioned.

"Tech!" Hunter snapped.

"Its not an option." Skywalker spoke crossing his arms.

"If we wish to get Y/n back we'll have to be a good enough distraction." Obi-Wan told.

"Very well." Hunter spoke, "So. Whats the plan?"

The rescue team stood in the Havoc Marauder, Tech working on the map and coordinates timing everything.

He sighed as he lifted up his goggles rubbing his eyes.

"You need rest."

He turned his head seeing Anakin, "I am more busy than you presume."

Anakin walked over taking a seat next to him in the empty cargo bay, a single light hanging over him.

"You worry for Y/n."

Tech stayed silent and contuied to work.

"But you regret what happened to her."

Tech stopped working, "she wouldn't blame you."

Tech stayed silent how was he ment to respond? It was true, Tech blamed himself for it all. Why you were captured in the first place? That was his fault.

The group had encountered Darth Maul and his brother. Y/n had said it was a peace mission, and even took the liberty of leaving her saber onboard. It was one of the only times the bad had got there asses handed to them. Y/n had taken a saber dropped on the ground, Maul walking up to Tech.

"The weak will die first."

Before the red saber was brought down it was blcoked.

"You are the weak one my friend."

Y/n held the dark saber with two hands, pushing against Maul as he growled.

"You."

Maul jumped back as the saber battle beginning, giving the clone force enough time to escape,

"Get in here now!" Hunter demanded.

"Go without me! Now!"

"Y/n!-"

"Now! I'll make it back!"

Tech sighed, looking down at his work, "She may not blame me. But I blame myself. The sith said the weak die first, I am lucky enough to have a head on my shoulders."

It was silent as Anakin pulled something from his robes as he stood up, placing a wrapped item infront of Tech.

"Give these to her. When you see her." Anakin spoke walking towards the door, stopping in the door way, "Oh and while your at it. Add something to them."

He left the cargo bay as Tech sat in silence, wipping away his work he put the wrapped item infront of him, opening them he seen the two lightsaber hilts, completely plain- nothing but a button on each one and a extension on each end, there being a third button at the end of one.

Picking up the two they were a singular unit,until Tech pulled on them slightly the two disconnecting and him dropping one causing him to curse a word of Mando, picking up the saber he placed the other on the crate, looking at the engravings, sure the actual desgin of the sabers were simple but they were littered with names, most he recognized.

People such as the Generals, most noticeably Skywalker, and Tano's name. Even clones names engraved such as Fordo and 99's names. He found his own closest brothers, but his own name no where to be found. She had attempted to convince him but he called the act childish and Y/n accepted it.

How stupid was he, a blank spot besides the ignition button calling his name as he rubbed the blank spot. Sighing he looked over the second one, Savage and Maul's name being there but along with the name Feral under it. All had horns protruding from there names and silly- semi-decent engravings of peoples faces done all cartoony were spotted around the two of them.

Traveling down to the bottom of the saber he spotted two extentions both looking as if they snapped into place, he did as hypothesis and with sucess snapped them into together, the saber accidently turning on causing him to jolt, one side yellow the other orange.

He remember watching her shadow train, her movements smooth and fluid, she had made it look so effortless. With her high jumps, kicks, flips, she had it all. He'd watch her, every time, even having Crosshair join the session and shoot at her as she dodged each bullet, the two constantly bickering with one another as they trained.

Tech had questioned the tech before, analyzing everything she had explained and even opening them up for him. He knew how they worked, he understood weight, and center of gravity, momentum. She had taught him- Y/n had taught him everything about the saber, she had entrusted that enough to him.

So.

Why couldn't he fight with them to get her back.

No he was just a clone.

Right he was a clone.

Just a clone- just a clone in love with an unreachable higher being.

But he loved her.

He loves Y/n, and no one else in such a way. Seperating the sabers he held them in both hands looking down at them.

He had time, not much but he had time.

Igniting the sabers he took postion.

How would of Y/n done it.

Bracing her feet? Her center of weight leaned a bit forward? He didnt know much, but he would have to.

The ship landed after time, Tech tolding onto her sabers hidden away in his bag. The generals going over the plan with everyone again.

The plan never did goes as planned, both Anakin and Obi wan with there captains being stopped by Grevious and Savage rather than the brother duo.

"She should be in here." Tech spoke, quickly hacking the door pannel as it opened, the room large and circular in size. Y/n chained to the middle of the room by her ankles, one hand that was left and her neck.

"Y/n!" Tech shouted as he ran over.

"T-tech?" She asked watching him run over and drop to his knees, immediately examining her.

"You're arm- they cut more-"

"I'm okay tech..." she spoke, "Im okay now that you're here."

"Ashoka! Watch out!"

Tech turned his head, Ashoka braced in defense against Maul.

"Tech! Hurry up with those restraints!" Hunter demanded, the group of clones firing at Maul.

Ashoka had been tossed into the men, a large chunk of them being decommissioned along with herself, Tech reaked of anxiety, working as fast as he could.

"Thats it!" Wrecker shouted rushing at Maul as the man was just tossed aside on the count of the force, taking the rest of the men with him.

"There!" Tech spoke popping the last restriction.

"Tech!"

Tech turned around just to also be thrown across the room, his backpack falling off as he laid flat on the ground.

"You will persih! By my hand!" Maul shouted, Y/n's weak form being lifted up into the air as she grasped at her neck with the one hand she had left.

"M-Maul! N-No!"

"You will Die! And they all will watch!" Maul shouted in anger.

Tech groaned looking up as his ears rang. The contents of his backpack infront of him.

"You will die! And you will fall!"

Looking just infront of him Y/n's sabers laid infront of him as he reached for them.

Y/n forced onto her knees as she looked up at Maul, just to look down in defeat.

"Now Kenobi will lanquish in the pain I did!" Maul shouted dark saber in hand as he raised it up ready to strike.

Bringing it down in one heavy swing it clashed with two sabers, the sound of them clashing filling the room and echoing off the walls.

Y/n looked up, and so did the awakening clones.

"Is. Is that Tech?!" Echo asked shocked as the others as Tech struggled yet held his ground blocking Maul from Y/n, her sabers in hand as he pushed Maul back.

"The clone?!" Maul snarled, the two slowly pacing in a wide circle.

The pacing stopped.

"You think you can defeat me." Maul argued.

"No." Tech spoke, "but just because I can't defeat you doesn't mean I'll let you kill her."

"The girl?!" Maul laughed, "A clone in love with a Jedi!?"

Tech took stance, he copied her, both feet brace, leaning forward slightly, bent slightly over, one saber up for attacks one lower for defense.

Maul took his usual stance, Tech adjusting his as he clicked the sabers together his arm now back holding the weapon, his back a bit more straight.

"Now I wonder who taught you." Maul smirked in both anger and well know the victory would be his.

Maul rushed at him within the next second taking the defense as he and Maul pushed against on another for higher ground.

"Don't just sit there!" Hunter demanded, "Help our brother!"

The clones now in a rage of passion got up, Ashoka following the party as Maul fought against the group,in the midest of defending he detatched on saber from the other, hoping to surpise the Sith as he attempted to slice at the mans legs, but to no avail as he was shoved back.

Tech only rushing back in with both sabers, even if he was only for defense he needed to save her.

He needed her.

Slicing hard Maul was hit in the shoulder causing him to fall backwards, "this isnt the end!" He shouted pulling out a remote as the panel he fell on opened up and he fell through.

"Take care of Y/n! I'm going after Maul!" Ashoka demanded, "Jesse!"

"Yes General!"

The two jumped down the hole, Tech still in the center of the room, Holding the ignited sabers with a heavy pant.

Turning back to Y/n he remembered his objective, letting the sabers drop from his hands he rushed over to her.

"Crosshair! The med kit!"

"Uh-Yeah..."

Y/n was still in shock herself, "It seems they atleast patched you up decently, but you're sleep deprived and starving-"

"Tech."

Tech contuied to ramble, "Tech!"

He finally stopped looking up at her, "Im okay...I promise."

Unlike anyone else Hunter knew how to read a room, forcing his men out the room without a word.

"I still need to fix your arm up." Tech told her, going thorough the kit,alredy starting to repatch her arm up, cutting the old bandages.

"Tech."

"Yes..."

"You copied all my moves. You've watched me?" Y/n asked.

"I-" Tech responded, "I know they are not mine to use-"

"Fuck being a jedi." Y/n told him.

"Excuse me?-" he questioned, just to be pulled into a heavy kiss, his hands not knowing what to do he sat tense.

Y/n pulled away only for a second taking in a peice of air, just to smash her lips on his again.

Soon melting into the kiss he dropped the siccors his hand running through her hair as he kissed back, pushing back into the kiss as Y/n pulled away for air.

"I love you." She told him.

"You. I-" Tech spoke shocked, he had just been made out with and told I love you withing the same mintue, "i- I love you too."

Y/n smiled at him as he smiled back.

She had been brought to an infirmary and was given full medical treatment, after being given a solid arm and told to rest that same night Tech came in, top half armour removed and in his blacks, Y/n sat there using blocks and twirling things around with her new arm and hand.

"Cyare." He spoke holding her still flesh hand.

She smiled softly, "These um. Are for you."

Y/n saw both sabers in Tech's hands, and with her metal hand she grabbed both of them.

"General Skywalker said you like new things. I pressumed you out every new person you meet on there." Tech spoke, "I remember rejecting the idea from you when we first met."

Y/n looked at where the empty spot use to be, his name now engraved on the spot.

She smiled softly rubbing a metal finger over the fresh engraving.

"Its perfect Tech." She spoke looking up at him, leaning towards the side he sat on as he leaned forward the two kissing softly.

Y/n chuckled softly, Resting her head against his.

"Im glad your alright." Tech spoke.

"And Im glad it was you who saved me."

[bakuraryxu]

yes this is my blog yes yes i will cotninue to post tmi things

yesterday i found out a family freinds daugther was assualted by a pedophle 3 years ago. she was terrified to tell anyone because he threatened to kill her. she was 8 at the time. she told her dad and he told my brother who told me and mum, bcecuase he was devastated. we all were. ive known this girls parents since i was little, and to hear abotu this happening. man. its heavy

my crackhead niece has started doing this fun thing where she self harms and calls all her grandparents to rustle up some drama and someone calls the ambulance. she wont answer the door. she’ll hide from the ambo, then they call the cops to break the door down. they go inside, find her and her crackhead boyfreind hiding, take her to the hosputal, and then she leaves the hospital before she sees a doctor. this has happened twice now. i heard she was at the hospital again yesterday bc she asked mum for uber money bc she didnt want to wait in the waiting room?

idk what shes thinking. like obviously shes NOT but u know what i mean? also we suspect theres some DV with her bf but she insists shes breaking things in her apartment and hurting herself. i dont know.

she hounds for money. not me i blcoked her on every platform and its great. but she does it to my nephew so often, daily even. its suhc a pain because he then asks me for money to send her

she like. is so desperate for attention but cant possibly conceive of any way to get it except say shes going to hurt herself or say shes going to try and kill herself. the drama is always at MAX LEVEL with this one its exhausting lol. i love my nephew very much but his sister makes me want to cringe and like not claim her as family u know

brodies made friends with this kid who is from a DV situation. idk details except his mother took him and left at the end of last year and now they have nothing. she works but i met her briefly and i thnk she has an intellectual dsiability... ma reckons its an aquired brain injury. the kid is ok i guess but hes a full on gross dirty little teenage ratbag and i THINK he has a crush on me and its SSJFKJDSJHKkjkjkfj hes too much. its too much.

im seeing my dad next weekend. my freind and i are going on a roadtrip to his town and we’ll see him. im looking forward to it but im nervous too

i REALLY want a german shepherd puppy. or a little poodle pup. im really clucky its starting to become a problem and im hoping a puppy will be a bandaid type solution for me

i think im falling into a naruto rabbit hole and it sux but its great too.

havent lifted weights for a few days. not quite a week?

my knee has started bugging me again. i slack off on the exercises the physio gave me for 2 days and it botheres me i mean jeez.

im behind on my thesis. im anxious about it.

hmmm i think that might be it .

[librarybunny13]

Long post

This is about this post right up there. Not linking to it, because fuck that post and people who reblog it. Feel free to block me.

so basically this post says that villians that get a redemption arc and don’t stay evil are gross? Is that what it is?

Because honestly, I didn’t love the star wars newest storyline, but I enjoyed Kylo Ren arc. Especially when it gets compared to what they did to poor Finn’s storyline. You know, start out strong then put him in a corner for the rest of the two movies? That sucked. At least Kylo Ren started out as a man child and grwe up into teenager years before he was killed. Hell, I can’t even watch the last movie because of my seizures. But honestly, all the characters arc in Star wars seemed to get worse except his. Of course that says nothing about the latest series if you hated him and never thought he was redeamed. So doesn’t that mean you hated the whole star wars arc?

And since I have seen this on several My Hero Academia posts. Yes, I feel a lot of the people posting this would not like any of the League of villians, including your Dabi and Shigaraki Tomura. Sorry, but they arcs parellel Kylo Ren’s just a tad bit too much.

Shigaraki T0mura..... man child who is baically raised with an abusier ..,

Kylo Ren......man child is basically raised with an abusier who takes up residence in his head.

You honestly think those people would LIKE Shigarai Tomura? Oh sweet summer child, those people are the antis who drive Shigaraki Tomura’s INSANK. If you look long enough at a Kylo Ren anti’s blog you will eventually find a post about how Tomura needs to not be redeemed and needs to die, but that they will NEVER accept him......just saying.

and the more I look the worst that post gets about people making THEIR villian okay, but not OTHER villians.

Example, antifaichietozier said all women villians are sexy. Never knew there were Dolores Umbridge fuckers. But you be you baby. But I guess older women porn is a thing.....

guys who are kinda fruity? So villians who are gay coded, just gay male villians are sexy. I know some people think Joker is gay. So it’s cool that he abused Harley like that? I also know pople who think Griffith from Berserk is sexy, but very few who like him as a sexual being after how he left the hawks....you know with the death and rape and such. But some of those same people have posts about “kill all cisnets”  and anti bi or trans people........so,,,,,,okay......

3) leftist activists being vilified by disney, I don’t even know what this means. Most of the Disney villians, if not all are coded as being LGBTA. So are you claiming that makes them leftist just because they’re LGBTA? Baby, sweetie, there are actual LGBTA people who are right wing. Hell, my brother was anti gay marriage for years. He just recently stoppedit. But he was out there being a Hispanic gay male antiLGBTA rights for YEARS.

But like my mind goes to Frollo from Hunchback. And I thought he was obviously a right wing hand man? Same kinda goes to scar. There are very few disney villians I would agree to. But then again Disney is just now giving us most of their villians’ backstories. So maybe even people like Cruella had a good reason to want puppies dead.

Sorry, jsut tired of seeing people reposting and then explaining why THEIR villian is DIFFERENT. Under it all most of the villians are the same. It jsut goes to show where you’re willing to draw the line. And it’s hilaious to me that some people will change that line for their favorite or if hey think its justified, but will attack a whole ass fandom (star wars/ Kylo Ren people). So doesn’t that make US the biggest villians willing to attack one fandom and one particular character for funsies. And yes, already went through and blcoked a whole lot of you. All negative responses will be blocked. Because I do love my villians, and pushing the block button is just a simple thing to do to be able to  enjoy the villians more. 

So sorry, not sorry.ANd let’s face facts, ain’t nobody gonna reblog this, sp most I do is lose a few followers *shrug*