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iightwoodbane · 1 year ago

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opal accepting adam's watch without hesitation after rejecting aurora's rose.......the implications of this are insane

#pynch #trc #the raven cycle #ppl who follow the pynch tag are probably like Not this bitch again.....#listen-#i have a lot of thoughts and feelings #opal being a part of ronan and trusting adam instantly #this is INSANE #this reread is making me go Thru it #mine

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sunsetcdiscs · 29 days ago

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Ahh I'm missing 2021/2022, specifically the fandom. The crazy lore analysis', the fanart, the fanfics, the excitement and everyone livetweeting/blogging lore streams, oh and did i mention the fanart?

Take me backkk

#dsmp #dream smp #dsmp lore #this is bc of the exile project btw #rewatching those streams is making me feel nostalgic #specifically towards exile arc fanfics #it's making me wanna go thru my ao3 history #and reread every cdiscduo/exile fic from 2021/2022 #urghhh #exile project liveblogging

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maxcuntstappen · 1 year ago

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Daniel Ricciardo + certain stanzas from David Levithan's 'the day'

F1 Web Weaves

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garoujo · 2 years ago

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do you guys have go-to writers for certain characters? like you know how they characterise that character + it matches up with how you see them in your head like you just know it’s gonna be good when you see them post for your fave

#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry.#me cycling thru rekha jacks and dallas’ blogs for shuji #i’ve reread every like 70000 times idc #lolly for gojo too #i’m ruthless #like i love reading stuff but sometimes if i want a certain version of my fave i KNOW where i’m going yk ??? does that make sense

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coridallasmultipass · 4 months ago

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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh #im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in #just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d #im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally #fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot #to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just #fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it #like #this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote #cries lol #ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting #but #i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either #fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it #tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol #but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but #rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao #personal #vent #kinda i guess #delete later / /#maybe idk lol #ShitPost.exe #like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml #all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic

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infizero · 8 months ago

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grgrhgahahh i wanna read more pokespe but i cant do it on my phone and im not unpacking my stuff until the morning

#this is not a real issue i am plenty entertained rn and also am going to be going #to bed soon anyways. i just am rlly in pksp mood #im in a pkmn mood in general lol ive been reading reguri fics as previously stated #but also i got back into legends arceus earlier today which i havent played in TWO YEARS. which is crazy #and man i fucking loveee playing pkmn i rlly hope they make the next #mainline game not half baked. i didnt get scarlet and violet bcuz of that :(#i had a playthrough of it in the bg but. its not the same #it makes me sad that im not up to date like i dont know any of the new #pokemon i dont know anything about SV's region or characters or story #i want to though. maybe ill get around to actually sitting down and watching a playthrough at some point #i also want to get caught up with pokespe in my reread so my first #experience w SV might be thru spe. which is weird to think about #thats never been the case for me with a pkmn game before #i mean. in terms of just being familiar w the game not playing it myself #i have not played every mainline pkmn game lol #my first one was pokemon pearl. which i never beat. but after that i #got alpha sapphire which i was CRAZYYYY obsessed with. i played that game to the bone til there was #literally nothing left to do other than grind to lvl 100 for the hell of it #pokemon moon is INCREDIBLY special to me for a number of reasons #mainly that it was my first pkmn game that i ANTICIPATED. i remember watching the trailers #over and over. every time they dropped new info i was eating it up. i remember when the starters final evos #were finally revealed i was so excited. and ofc the INSANITY that was the red and blue reveal. good times #but yes i similarly played the shit out of moon til there was nothing left to do. and it was the first one #where i was INCREDIBLY invested in the story. i cared and still care about the alola casrt #soooooo much they were literallyyy my friends. i drew them sooo much. and ofc lillie was one of my #most specialest little blorbos ever. i was in LOVE with her as a kid. it was serious #anyways and then i played pokemon sword which i also love dearly. i beat the main game but i #actually still havent finished the dlc.... but i also care very deeply about the galar cast and drew them a lot as well #and thats all not mentioning from my years long obsession with pokespe lol. but anyways yes #serena.txt

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theloveinc · 1 year ago

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the ideas i'm having right now vs. my ability to express them and myself

#im the one in the toilet btw #i just have to be like this for a second i promise i'm not looking for anything and will likely delete this in the morning #but damnnnnn ... i guess to put it nicely (toward myself). i am not where i want to be with my writing at all right now #and i'm so FRUSTRATED #i reread something of mine the other day and i was just like. yuck. i hate myself.#and it's probs just a weird extension of this whole... dysphoria thing im going thru right now but #YEESH I WANT TO EVOLVE #i feel like a big fat caterpillar ready to become a butterfly but idk how the hell to make my cocoon #part of me thinks im in the cocoon but......... it's been a long *ss time in here if so lmao #anyway thats just to say i have two ... or three bomb *ss ideas that i just can't put on paper right #and im not really satisfied with the dabi thing either even tho. i really wanted to be #and it sucks bc all i wanna do is be on here BUT I'M SCARED #hence why my ask responses have been. ok i wont lie. nonexistent #but i think abt my ideas every day and then just fold them up and put them away bc i think if i wait they'll get better #AND THEY NEVER DOOOOOOO #arggggggggggggg its making me so angry #but that's all #hopefully i can write this idea out soon and be free #cuz thats my dream #among bettering my writing along with myself #but hehehe im probs just tired #sorry to be a downer!!! i go beddy bye now #caitie blabs #delete later

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sureuncertainty · 1 year ago

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hopefully it's just tonight but i haven't written at all in the last couple of days and i tried again tonight and it didn't work AGAIN i just can't get myself to write idk sometimes i really feel like the sequel to silence agenda is literally never ever going to actually get written and there's no point in even trying

#like i go thru phases where i'm all excited about it and they never last and i NEVER fucking finish anything with it #like literally ever #i have started to write this novel literally like 4 or 5 times now at this point?#and i can't get it done ever #since 2020 i've been working on it for almost three years #i've been making steady progress on tmtou i literally rewrite silence agenda like every fucking year #and yet i fucking can't get this story written #and idk how much of the problem is me how much of the problem is US and how much of the problem is my motivation levels and stuff #idk idk i think i'm just In It tonight and i'll probably feel differently later #it goes in these cycles #but idk man for awhile i was REALLY CONVINCED that this was gonna be the Time that i actually got this book written #i have the story! i have it! i just need to make it! and idk how!!!#i try and then a week later i can't #and my brain is hyperfixating on other things (idk why i decided to reread aftg) so i just Can't #and i do wanna get silence agenda published soon so i wanna focus on that #but i feel like i can't deliver on this sequel i feel like i can't even write it #idk i've never spent THIS LONG and gotten THIS MANY DRAFTS out of a book without being even like. close to the halfway point #i should finish it! i want to! i want to want to! but i fucking CAN'T #part of it is me part of it is the fact that it's hard to write when kat's not around and she hasn't been lately #idk i really thought i was gonna be able to do it this time. but apparently not #idk when i'll learn #that i can't write this fucking book #win rambles

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reloaderror · 1 year ago

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really loving all the tobari profile pics recently it's like a tobari advent calendar over here

now THAT’S an idea!

#if u wouldnt mind supplying me w tobies from your reread i could definitely make the hans reloaderror dot tumblr dot com tobari advent #calendar and real actual thing #ill go thru the anime for shots #im genuinely excited #ask #tmoblrina

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colloquialcolors · 1 year ago

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huh so. watership down. is a solid book. solid. book. compelling characters, thought through world building, build up and payoff in good amounts, somehow pretty hopeful despite the ongoing danger and threats throughout. like. damn. nice.

and honestly. less tragic than i was expecting! excellent. holding these little rabbits in my hands.

#that said it is Not the book i read as a child about a rabbit trying to jump over a river. alas.#but! good! whether this equips me to watch the newest d20 season is a different q i suppose.#(i say as if im not still trying to make good progress on mentopolis)#sysreading #?#i think its really like. a beautiful showcase of little lives and big emotions and crises.#the realism of the rabbits crossed with the complexity of like- human quarrels and emotions and explanations. really just. yeah.#damn. beautifully done.#it is a harsh book to an extent with the realism and the blood and the danger and the fear and the losses but honestly?#so much more hopeful and kind than i was expecting given its reputation.#i feel like its something like: the world is harsh and cruel and can leave you with your throat run red at any moment. but all of the main #the main characters. the sympathetic ones. are never cruel or uncaring despute the world #or even bc of it. or even when they are unkind you see the reasons behind it. its a harsh world with a main band of characters who are #trying their best and sympathetic and scared and persevering. idk. good stuff. enjoyed it greatly.#watership down #god you know what this makes me wanna do though. other than go thru the discussion questions in the back of the book.#i kinda wanna reread guardians of gahoole #love books of deceloped animal societies dealing with conflict and war and strategizing....

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orcelito · 1 year ago

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ok i finished re-editing ITNL chapter 6 & posted it. also i finished chapter 5 yesterday & forgot to say anything lskdjfslkdjf

man. chapter 6 sure is something. lots of catharsis here.

#speculation nation #itnl shit #im now on page 60 of 190 for the overall doc. so. im making progress.#stilllll only about a third of the way thru in word count I Guess. but the latter stuff will hopefully not take me as long.#i was stuck on a bit of chapter 5 for a few days. which held me back. but im through that now.#and there were some wordings and such i wanted to change in chapter 6. minor things. but still things that were bothering me.#chapter 7... nothing major that i can think of. just gonna check for general wordings probably #chapter 8 there's smth that i know i want to fix. shouldnt be too hard to do.#chapter 9 has a sentence i struggled with and was not satisfied with so im probs gonna go back and try to improve that again #but HOPEFULLY it won't take me too long to do. chapter 9 is a pretty short chapter overall.#chapter 10 & onwards is around when i started taking More Time for chapters due to life things #which means they were less rushed AND THUS will hopefully have less things i want to fix with them #aka. they will not take as long to edit. Hopefully.#i know ITNL readers are wanting that chapter 15 already and Believe Me i want it to. but im committed to this full re-edit.#i needed to reread ITNL anyways to get back into the mindstate. and i sure am reading.#editing makes it so i take slower than a simple reread. i could read 75k words in a day Easily if it was just a matter of reading.#but i care about fixing up a bunch of the little issues that have been bothering me. and so im doing a total re-edit.#im making solid progress. best case scenario i could maybe finish in like a week. im gonna try.

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typheus · 2 years ago

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....🤡 i really did pick a homestuck name that can Only be traced back to homestuck tho, didnt i sjhasdfhslkjdhas

#other #t talks #anyways im 1 week into my rereading of homestuck #5000 pages 👍 so far #ive also been listening to that podcast along side my reread #its been very nice.#and also the only thing getting me thru the 'hussie picking a character to monologue thru for thousands of words' parts 💀#theres just something about opening the chat log n seeing miles of red/gray/orange text that makes me want to give up #but knowing one of those dudes on that podcast is just as miserable as me keeps me going 👍

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kandayuu · 1 year ago

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I'm tired

#i fucked up my sleep schedule #havent passed out before 3am for like a week #my dgrays reread is going well tho #was going thru my dgm tag and it's making me wanna do art trades #everyone in this fandom has such nice art styles

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luv-again · 20 days ago

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istg i started writing at maybe 11. how come it's 1am and i've done only 50 odd words ???

#bee blabs #fuming btw #tbf i did reread a huge portion of my fic #then go thru my notes abt said fic #but still. no excuse #i thought i'd be able to at least save cream during this writing session but ig not #my brain is so sore from work why #i shld sleep and come back to it bc i have the full day to work on writing but-#i'm constantly afraid of wasting time #like i'm wasting time rn making this post #but rauughhhh i hate itttt #maybe i shld just sleep if i can't do anything ??#bc a minor headache and social fatigue rly doesn't do me any favours

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qyriaha · 25 days ago

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walking that tightrope in therapy where i'm like yeahhh a really fun example of how i've felt more emotional this week is bc i was uh... gaming. yeah. that. not the other Thoughts

#girlieposting #not going to lie she's actually a really good therapist and like knows when to not dig #bc i think we both knew thre was other more obvi examples but me feeling a need to just shut off for three days was easier #but seriously i need to start recording my sessions or smth bc even During i notice like oh man i don't remember the start of that sentence #like i have noo clue what happens its really bad my attention span is SO shot #i've toyed w the idea of making notes on my phone immediately after to like run thru it #but doesn't help with how i've somehow developed that thing that happens when i read sometimes #and i'm so focused on the words i fully don't comprehend the sentence and need to reread #but for when people talk #which is.. AWFUL.

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scalierpepper · 2 years ago

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God, I can't stop thinking about what Camilla's internal dialogue must be like after GtN

She's such a quiet character and really seems to try to keep up a stoic appearance but like, man she really has a lot of shit going on and her development between GtN and NtN is so insane but still seemingly subtle.

I can't even begin to imagine what the final day on Canaan House must have felt like to her because in many ways she's kind of a weird mirror to harrow right?? Her Necromancer has just sacrificed himself to save her life, tragically failed at doing so, and now she's all alone trying her best to collect the bone fragment of the person closest to her? Clinging on to a plan b that, as far as she knows, could have already failed! The fact she even let Palamedes consider a plan b like this would be unthinkable for the Camilla of NtN! She's just incredibly out of her depth the entire time, probably trying her best not just to break down

Do you ever think she resents Palamedes for that day? Whenever she was looking at his bone fragments, or even when he was back and now in his mind it's like. The fact that he acts like she's the reckless one, that he keeps getting mad at her to take better care of herself, do you ever think she hears that and just. remembers picking up pieces of his skull?

Maybe that's why she's relieved when they get to perform grand lysis, she doesn't need to be scared that he'll risk his life for her again and he doesn't need to be scared she'll do the same, they both choose to die together and make something new, someone new that risks their life only for themselves?

Idk, I just think their whole story is so scary and beautiful, they really did go loud.

#yeah!!#something about camilla and palamedes in gtn being super cool characters to me just the first time i read the books #bUT theres not as much insight into them in gtn and htn as there is in ntn #so in ntn you really spend time w them and see their relationship dynamic more #(and also dr sex tbh)#and THEN rereading gtn and htn i was soo much more aware of them and understood what was going on in their story and think abt them so much #a better understanding of camilla makes all the grief she goes thru is more apparent and it hurts skdjsnd #(and like rereading ntn after realizing camillas grief in htn makes ntn hit different too...infinite cycle of pain)#also i never rly thought of camilla being a mirror to harrow but she totally is...#thinking abt camilla going quiet until meeting harrow and asking her to confirm pal was in the bones #meanwhile parallels harrows grief on the mithraeum with gideon in the back of HER head #anyways #not adding anything of value just feelings #camilla hect #tlt spoilers #the locked tomb

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