#this might be completely incoherent

[dizzycycl0ne]

ooauuough marvin in march of the falsettos (1981) saying that he cooks for everyone in ‘a tight-knit family’ ex. “And I sing out as I cook / I want a tight-knit family / I hope you all enjoy linguine / Talk till you hear the dinner bell” in an ‘i’m the leader of the household i do all the work im holding this all together i should be appreciated’ kind of way

but then throughout the rest of the musical we have the other characters all proving that they are the ones cooking for him, they’re the ones cleaning up after him, they’re the ones doing everything for him (ex. trina in ‘this had better come to a stop’ and ‘please come to my house’)

and even marvin admits this !! he tells whizzer that he should be there with dinner made in ‘this had better come to a stop’ but only when he’s talking to whizzer. because when he’s talking to the audience he’s saying that it’s all him while fully acknowledging that it’s not when he’s talking to the others and i just

[indiestsnake]

@gingerisamenace STEALS UR STYLE. SHAMLESSLY TAKES. THEIEVES

I FIGURED IT OUT. I LOOKED AT YOUR ART AND I WAS LIKE. HOLY SHIT WAIT. THE LEGS. THATS WHAT I WANT TO SEE IN MY SCUGS SO I TRIED AND

ALL IS RIGHT WITH THE WORLD. I FINALLY UNDERSTAND HOW THE FUCK TO DRAW SLUGCATS. THANK YOU. YOU HAVE SHOWN ME THE LIGHT

[theelmoarchive]

Sanders Sides theory (rant). I know im mainly a mh acc here but I have thoughts i need to get out there

(just fyi this theory is Roman centric, I know most TSS people nowadays are talking ab Orange and Logan so if Roman's not interesting then continue on 🔥🔥)

(Also slight TW, talking ab the sides "ducking out" and depression themes, so yeah👍👍)

Okay so. I was scrolling through Sanders Sides theories and found that no one seems to have this theory, even though I thought the Roman angst enjoyers like me would be writing this all over the place but. Ig that means I need to talk about it.

I've had this theory for years now, since the day I first watched SVS Redux.

I think Roman is going to duck out.

I dont know if I have to explain why but. I mean, just looking at the explosive end SVS Redux had will tell you a lot.

He doesn't belive Patton when he tells him they love him. He thinks Thomas has lost all faith in him in favor of the person Roman views as the epitome of evil. He's been switching views left and right to stay on Patton's side (because Thomas prides himself on his morals), but he always ends up doing something wrong - he always ends up as an antagonist. He no longer believes that he is the one thing that being has kept him stable since "Am I Original?" - Thomas' hero. The only side he has a stable and positive relationship with is VIRGIL of all people. And tbh that could quickly be ruined too. Logan is second, though, but that's EXTREMELY fragile, as we've seen.

Roman always does something wrong and it will and has sent him over the edge. From Roman's perspective, with a very flawed view of everyone around him, he is inherently the thing that flaws Thomas.

+ Roman is really dramatic obviously, so ofc he would do this.

When you look at Virgil's reasonings for ducking out, it seems plausible after everything Roman has gone through recently, too. I mean like:

"I quit. Decided it wasn't worth it anymore"

Why would Roman keep fighting a battle he knows he will never win?

"Well, It didn’t seemed like I was wanted. You all made that pretty clear any time I showed up."

Again, from Roman's perspective, he is constantly and consistently antagonized.

"If I wanted to stand around being insulted, I would've shown up I would've shown up in person like I usually do."

[same thing]

"I actually think you were right to not want me around."

Roman fears that he is becoming the villain (as we see in SVS, SVS Redux and DWIT).

(In fact, Roman has already said something quite similar to that last one in sentiment.

In SVS Redux, Roman says this, which is pretty funny because of the dramatics and the stupidity, and does get shot down quickly, but I am begging you to listen to him.

"The blame falls to me. If you're missing that do-gooder drive... I think It's because I'm in the driver seat... And I'm an awful driver... Perhaps... Perhaps I should let Patton take the wheel.")

(2nd sidenote to the Virgil quotes, can we talk ab Thomas' acting again I just love how tired Virgil is in AA. He's so. Troubled. I love him.)

WAIT ALSO I FORGOT TO ADD THIS UNTIL I WAS AB TO POST IT-

"I've always aimed to protect you,"

THIS!! First of all his face makes me so sad BUT SECOND OF ALL yeah. Roman core idk what else to say, you get it right.

"I thought I was your hero."

So yeah.

Anyway, I think the episode where Roman does this will be centered around depression. Without Roman, Thomas is depressed. Let me explain this further.

Roman is Thomas' creativity, imagination, ego, passion, love, wills and wants, hopes and dreams, aspirations and enthusiasm.

Without any of that, what is left? A guy who can't even will himself out of bed, but can still feel the nagging voice of reason and logic telling him how unreasonable he's being. A guy who cant will himself to talk to friends, family and loved ones, but can still feel sorrow for letting them down and worrying them. A guy who can't will himself to pursue creative content that he relies on for a living but can still feel anxious about letting millions of people down and never being able to create again. A guy who cant even make food for himself or brush his teeth, but still knows he NEEDS to take care of himself. A guy whose only creativity is activly trying to disturb and scare him.

So yeah thats really awesome idk.

Furthermore, I think the sides might be SEVERELY impacted.

It has been said many times over the series that the sides are purely figments of Thomas' IMAGINATION. so. Without Roman, I doubt anything would be left. Obviously, if Roman does duck out, I don’t think they'd all immediately just cease to exist because an episode still needs to occur, but I find it likely that they'd all start slowly fading or maybe even "malfunctioning", glitching, putting them on a timer to get back Roman and making it far more tense.

Is this theory weird?????? I feel like it's the natural progression TO ME but I've seen no one even getting near this and im just confused ghfhfhfh. Maybe it is kind of weird and im just too much of a Roman enthusiast. SORRY I LOVE ANNOYING WEIRDO FREAKS!!!! AND IF I WAS HIM ID DUCK OUT TOO BECAUSE NO ONE IS APPRECIATING HIM ☹️☹️☹️ EVEN THOUGH HE'S LITERALLY WHAT MAKES THOMAS DO THINGS. 🙄🙄🙄🙄

Anyway.

I also think it fits really well because of Prinxiety's parallels, such as:

(using the ship name just as a duo name because that's what I usually do I am not trying to push the prinxiety agenda although I am a fan of it ghfyfgfh)

"Thanks everyone... Well, almost everyone."

And

"I mean, it's cool to see you all trying to be helpful. Well most if you, but-"

The only difference in these two is obviously that Virgil just silently ducks out, while Roman has the entire "You make us better" speech, probably effectivly saving Virgil and Thomas, because it seems like Virgil was going to insist.

(Also another sidenote that I think everyone will agree with: WE NEED A "YOU MAKE US BETTER" SPEECH BY VIRGIL FOR ROMAN that is all)

Also. Who can forget.

Virgil saying that he tried to "duck out" and then

"That's a thing you can do?"

😐

Do you understand what I'm saying. Do you. Huh.

Okay anyway.

Idk how to end this I feel like theres still more I wanna say but i forgot. In conclusion: prin up that xiety. Reminder that FWSA was real and not a fever dream. I lied this is actually prinxiety propaganda.

But Hey That's Just A Theory. A really quite depressing and sad theory. Thanks for tumbling down a hill with me 🫶

[too0bsessedformyowngood]

Sorta a continuation of this post.

I’ve been thinking more about reverse robins AU with Duke as the Dick/Nightwing parallel, and I have some ideas.

So like, Duke came first. He was the light to Batman’s darkness. I don’t know if he would start off with Signal or another mantle and become Signal later on, but he definitely had the bright colors from the start. Batman might be the Dark Knight but Duke was Gotham’s (K)night Light. Batman fought what hid in the shadows but Signal chased the shadows away, provided a guiding light home. He was the Sunshine when the never ending grey clouds got too thick. He was Gothams hope and inspiration for a brighter future.

But don’t forget he was also a menace. I don’t think it would go down exactly like it did in the comics, it was the early years for Batman-and for the villains as well. After Duke’s parents were gone (maybe by Joker still turning them mad with Joker gas in Joker earliest year, maybe year one for him or something else) he started planning. He started working harder in school, focusing on the sciences to one day make a cure but also would go out looking for his parents, like in canon. He would stumble into things way bigger, overhearing plots from villains and mafias and decided to become an inconvenience for them. Letting the airs out of tires when no one was watching, a fire alarm pulled right before an attack, door stoppers on the outside of each door to a warehouse trapping the villains who where planning inside. A sudden strong of bad luck befalling the main terrors of Gotham. It didn’t go unnoticed, especially by Batman. Duke kept his streak of being unseen until one night he crossed paths with the Bat.

Bruce for his part would have know about the little boy who lost his parents in the attack, and it would have also brought up some memories for him as well. He would have kept a small track of him, but noticed he was in foster care so didn’t do much until one day he came across the reason behind all the karma the villain have be having. Looking into the boys eyes and seeing the same fire that he had, blazing more fierce as Duke explains how he will find his parents and save them, and if he could prevent more bad things along the way he will. Something pinging in Bruce’s soul, this kid lost his parents like he did but not fully, and he still had hope among the need for justice, something that had faded so long ago for himself. He took Duke back that day, promising that he will find Duke’s parents, and kept a closer eye on him after the fact.

Duke noticed that after that day it became like clockwork, he would sneak out, search Gotham, cause a little chaos, get caught by the Bat and brought back to his current foster home. Bruce did some digging, looked for Dukes parents but also found out that Leslie Thompkins was the person in charge of Duke’s case. After a few weeks of the new schedule he met up with Dr. Thompkins. They talked about how Duke has been bounced around from home to home and sneaking out to find his parents almost every night. After a long conversation, and not as much convincing as one would expect, Duke found himself being driven to his next foster home, Wayne Manor.

Okay I’m going to leave this here for now. I ended up writing so much more than I though I would lmao. I have more ideas and will probably continue this soon.

[saintadeline]

One of my main takes on adeline is still that she is more in control of whats happening to her than the context would make you think. I hate all portrayals of her as naive (dont get me started on that) i think that she very much is being manipulated by the church in many ways but all her decisions were her own. She lacks agency but she is still in control of her fate somewhat. I think the research hall experimented on many that were not consenting/did not know what was being done to them, but i don't think she was one of them. Not necessarily because shes a blood saint, if anything i think that did not matter that much wrt who was chosen for the experiments, but just because she made that choice of her own will. Now the arguing point is more of a philosophical one i guess aka how much of it is her own choice if part of why she decided to do it was because the church instilled into her the idea that she is worth nothing as a human being. So she has been biased but her hand was not forced exactly. I'm always saying it but my favorite thing about her is how clearly stubborn she is and i think that plays into it. But back to what i was saying, i think she has a relatively clear idea of everything around her and i dont think she is blind to the church's practices. She has utmost faith in them but i don't think shes unaware of what they do. I think she has some kind of like... knowledge that is beyond what youd assume her to have, it's mostly just A Take, the only way in which i see this reflected in her dialogues is the fact she knows exactly what she needs to ascend and that gives her that feeling of like... Knowing more than what would seem normal for someone in her position, i think especially in the nightmare with ascension nearing she is getting a sense of what precise steps she needs to take to get where she wants to be. I don't know if what I'm typing makes any sense it's really late. I think in the nightmare she has access to inherent knowledge about the mechanics of this world that she doesnt necessarily Understand, she just Knows. It's something she would not be able to explain but she feels.

[miss-oranje-disco-dancer]

horny thoughts of the day

thinking about dd/lg free use w/Leon (or Chris tbh). Imagine him telling you that “daddy’s had a hard day and needs to use his baby girl for some stress relief” and then he takes you to the bedroom and gently lays you down on the bed (cause you’re still his baby and he’s gotta be sweet to you). Then, he puts a pacifier in your mouth and/or gives you a plushie to squeeze before he fucks you. He’s much rougher than usual, not so focused on making you cum (the way that he tends to be otherwise), he might not even eat you out first, he might just force his cock into you (you’d be wet enough anyway though). He keeps your clothes on because he doesn’t want to wait, he’s too impatient from the rough day he’s had. If you’re wearing a bra, he’ll take your tits out so he can grope them, and he’ll take your pants off (if you’re wearing any) so that he can get to what he really wants - your pussy (or your princess parts if he's being cute with you). If you’re wearing a skirt, that would be easier for him (or maybe you’ve gone without pants and are just wearing panties cause you’re at home). He probably wouldn’t bother to take off the panties you’re wearing - he’d like it if they had a cute, girly print on them. He’d just slide them to the side and fuck you with them on. Even though you want daddy to cum inside you, he’d want to ruin your panties. You’d pout about how he “came on Hello Kitty’s face” (or whatever other cute character is on your underwear), and he’d say that he just “wanted to give her a little bit of love too”.

[shares-a-vest]

@bowtieandflannel I have two Clarkson-related wips going at the moment buuut, of course, new brainworms are brewing...

Okay, so the Vecnapocalypse happens. But in a s4 fix-it way (so no one dies/everyone lives, but Hawkins is destroyed nonetheless). The Munson's trailer is torn in two, as is the quaint suburb Scott Clarke lives in.

Scott finds out about the trailer park via radio (he has it for emergencies in this inexplicably weird and slightly spooky town he resides in).

And he panics. His first thought is Wayne.

He and Wayne have been seeing each other for a while and their relationship is kinda-sorta casual, but they really care about each other but don't know how to move forward with their relationship. There's tension, pining, angst etc.

Anyway, cut to the two of them desperately looking for each other in the madness of the 'earthquake'. Plus Wayne is looking for Eddie (I'm thinking good ol' fashioned, 'He is hiding out at Steve's).

Orrrr...

Scott's house is destroyed, he moves in with the Munsons. Serious Relationship Clarkson™ ensues.

The Munson's house gets destroyed and they move in with Scott (and Eddie is like whaaat, why is my uncle 'friends' with a middle school teacher). Serious Relationship Clarkson™ ensues.

[seiwas]

thinking abt the clumsy way atsumu would propose to you and i’m tearing up wtf

[featherlouise]

Wanna hear some shower thoughts I had about Hollow??? No?? Too bad here u go

As the god of nothingness, Hollow's domain encompasses anything in which there's an absence of something: absence of sound, absence of light, absence of truth, etc etc

It's an often overlooked, but powerful domain

So I've been thinking about what happens when they lose control of their emotions, specifically, what happens when they're enraged. Not angry, bc they've spent years controlling their emotions, it takes A LOT for them to lose focus enough for them to lose their cool.

On the rare occasion that they're angry, they don't explode, they don't shout or scream or anything you'd expect most people to do. Instead, they go silent. Too silent. The air goes cold and the shadows surrounding them seem to darken. Most notably however, is the way it goes completely silent.

All of the sound is sucked out of the room and you can try to speak, but not a single sound will come out. The chatter coming from the hallway outside the room is cut off, and the sound of footsteps from the crowd outside the window is just. Gone. Not muffled, gone. Like someone shoved cotton in your ears while you weren't looking.

And all the while, the god of nothingness is standing in the centre of the room, shaking fists clenched, shadows writhing around them.

[daisywords]

girl help I'm having ideas above my ability-to-kill-my-darlings level

[adhdo5]

AND AGAIN like it's literally not even Subtle these guys are having conversations like "what is evil do you think" but it still works and doesn't feel like shit because these are characters saying things about events that have been successfully made to feel meaningful and these are all opinions the characters hold on these significant events and philosophies fucking we were introduced to Lan sect at summer camp with their 3,000 Rules and now Lan Wangji is out here like "rigid morality is failing me how are we to evaluate a man" bc of how he's been faced with Wei Wuxian this whole time and this is now culminating in WWX using demonic cultivation and Lan Xichen who has been in military command in a bloody war for the past hot minute and has witnessed such regulation be powerless and has been doing Meng Yao Technique goes "I've realized I can't learn everything from books things aren't black and white; we evaluate a man by what is in his heart" and while this might sound preachy here it's not that simple clearly bc we have seen some Really Terrible Things done onscreen - yes by the Wen military but also by more than a couple people on Our side of the Sunshot campaign and so you r sitting here given pause like Yes the 3K rules aren't helpful here but also that's not an ANSWER! And you're THINKING ABOUT THINGS! And it TELLS YOU ABOUT THE CHARACTERS! And it feels like it MATTERS and the author CARES ABOUT THE RELEVANT PROBLEM and so the CHARACTERS CARE and so I CARE and that is called COMPETENT WRITING.

[scribz-ag24]

Stupid question but which one re-evolved first, Duskull/Dusknoir or Treecko/Grovyle?

First, don't say it's a stupid question, I would love to share ideas for the au and talk more about it, especially 'cause I personally am not very creative on my own, so interaction helps immensely.

Second, gonna be honest here, I actually have no idea. I haven't really put much thought into actual plot lmao. The AU doesn't even belong to me really, I just took jsab's one and came up with little interactions that I found funny and/or cute (in my defense, i was starving for actaeonshipping content xd). I didn't plan an actual timeline/story, and I feel that way anyone can come up with their own interpretation of it, which is fun. (and also less complicated cause the logistics of a swap au would be,,,,,,,,,,,,complicated i think).

However, since you asked, I am going to list some random ideas I had about how it could happen, which sort of mixes with possible story beats ig. Sorry beforehand for the length and change of subject lol.

tldr: imo it depends on what story you wanna come up with and whatever serves it better (i.e. you want it to happen post game, so you follow the game's plot; you want it to happen during the story, so sth weird happens, etc.)

So in PMD:EOS world, pokémon evolve through the Luminous Spring. The player can't evolve until the spring regains its light once the flow of time is fixed. So either we have Grovyle and Dusknoir re-evolving after Dialga is defeated, respecting canon, or we tweak it a bit to make it more interesting.

A way to alter the spring method would be by stealing a headcanon I saw someplace I can't remember (oops): that pokémon, while they usually rely on the Luminous Spring, on very rare occasions can evolve through high levels of stress to protect themselves. I personally like this theory because it explains why there are evolved pokémon in the future, like Grovyle and Dusknoir themselves. They were born in a paralysed world, with no magic skinnydipping, so what's up with that.

When I say this ties in with story beats is because I feel the choice here can make two different versions of the swap, 1. treecko and duskull literally take the hero and partner role to the very end (plus a face off against darkrai ig??), or 2. respect the game's kind-of-chosen one narrative by having partner keep their relic fragment, and making grovyle and dusknoir's main mission to help hero and partner work together again. The problem with this AU is that, if taken seriously, it would need a DEEP reconsideration of the game's events and characters. When does the swap occur? Why does it happen, is Darkrai involved again? If Hero and Partner are still there, does that mean the story of eos happened beforehand but had a bad ending? How do two characters whose actions are immensely influenced by their knowledge of the future act when stripped of their canon motivations? Do they keep behaviours and reflexes (perhaps theyre a bit more ambivalent with violence/more morally gray than hero and partner) or are they a blank slate? Do they feel compelled to evolve because they have a weird feeling that they're in a body strange to them? This is why I only draw the fun two panel interactions!

Leaving all that aside, here are some scenarios that could happen (...because we are just making shit up so anything can happen):

They evolve through struggle, like I presume they had to do in the future. Maybe Treecko evolves sooner, on account of being more reckless and referencing his status as a starter pokémon that evolves at level 16. Once Duskull evolves he prolly carries the team for a while, tho, since Dusclops was supposed to be a fully evolved pokémon in gen 3, and is iconically stronger than Dusknoir when it carries an eviolite. Then again, Grovyle and Dusknoir in game are way stronger than they would be in a mainline game, so perhaps they maintain some muscle memory that helps them in combat (funny how two amnesiac pokémons, who barely remember their own names, are somehow so accostumed to battle, huh, weird). I'd say the best place for an evolution would be the dark future, maybe they escape from prison without facing the sableye -cause a prison cell isnt that big of a deal for someone who knows dig and someone whose actual pokédex entry is "It can go through walls!"- and evolve in a fight against partner?

The evolution doesn't follow game rules at all, instead it's a physical manifestation of their old memories. Hero never remembers their past (sorry grovyle), but this is pure self indulgence so maybe the other two do, or at least are more encouraged to do so or get more information (celebi for grovyle, and dialga for dusknoir).

Following that last point, Celebi and Dialga, two time travelling pokémon, actively interfere to help them get their memories back/get them up to speed with the situation, each to their own interest. Perhaps this involve a separation arc between Treecko and Duskull, à la Gates to Infinity. This would serve to make them less dependent of each other, and mature on their own for a while, differenciating them from hero and partner.

They don't re-evolve, they save the world/help save the world like hero and partner would do.

My favourite option is Dialga helps them somehow with time magic after the battle is over and time is fixed. The sole point of it is getting Dusknoir and Grovyle -with their memories back- to awkardly leave together on a slow stoneship that shoots rainbow, for the sole reason that it would be hilarious.

[jacketpotatoo]

thinking of writing a review of hotd s2 but *looks at the flame war that is the hotd fandom* i think i might be stoned to death by both sides.

[jolliestlolli]

It has occured to me as of late how odd Ryoma's popularity in the fandom actually is. He's the kind of character that almost nobody actively dislikes. People either love him, think he's neat, or are just indifferent to his existence, but I can only think of one example of a person that kept making posts about how they hate him, and I'm 98.9% certain that person was just a troll.

He's the character that very few people will admit to being their favorite, but if someone has a post making a casual jab or slight at him people notice and they get angy. He's very rarely discussed in any typical conversation about Danganronpa, unless said conversation is about criminally underrated characters or characters that should have gotten to live longer. People half the time seem to forget he's even there, but if you asked them what their opinion on him is you're most likely get a "Oh, that guy? Yeah I thought he was cool I guess."

And it's not like the fact he dies early has any real blame, plenty of people are fans of Chihiro and Mondo and they also died in Chapter 2 of their game. People love Rantaro and he dies in the first chapter. I think the unfortunate fact of the matter is that the characters I just mentioned have more of an impact on the story than Ryoma does, and knowing that makes me sad now...

[machinavillage]

i think i complained about my internet friend i visited irl last month.

about a week after i got home, after not talking to him for a week i tried to explain why i was upset. and he gave a pretty bland apology idk what else i expected. and sometimes i miss talking to him, but i sort of dont anymore. now im worried about when he's going to reach out to me again, or if we never talk again, or if im supposed to. or what. but i also dont feel like i can talk to him. its kinda funny.

like main thing was really that i was viscerally uncomfortable the whole time i was there. horrible dirty bathroom and he gave me nasty food and i would feel weird if i ordered takeout without him. and i travelled 8 hours on plane and he didnt want to go anywhere or do anything. just sit and play on his ps5. and he had the gall to look over at me and say "oh i wanted to text you right now but i realized youre right there". and when i got him to go out and go places with me, he clearly didnt want to be there. and he'd complain like "oh i dont want to go somewhere on the bus if we're on the bus for 30 minutes or more" bitch i was on a plane overnight for you? fuck you!

and now its like. i regret all the times i tried to talk to him about how i was failing to cope with child abuse and csa stuff like. i poured my heart out to this person and he never really gave a shit and had some of the cruelest responses to me honestly. and i kept fucking trying because i thought if im patient enough ill get something good in return.

i dont get shit i keep getting someone who tells me "oh, i really learned my lesson that time! im so sorry! i need to think more about how i treat you" and like. am i supposed to be learning something? did i do something wrong i need to learn from. is this mutual? at all?

i kept offering to buy him food and pay for all the ubers too because he didnt have a job right now. all i asked for in return was that he be somewhat interested in spending time with me. but since i couldnt even get that, i feel like i wasted hundreds of dollars now. i still didnt know ahead of time that it was possible for my feelings to turn in that way. like every mistake and every time he's pissed me off before is coming back now. it all got recontexualized and i realize he must not care about me at all.

i was going to tell him that im fine just being friends with him online but now im not even sure thats true. the stuff i complained about in my visit with him isnt even all of it. its way longer than that i just picked a few of the things that really hurt. he wouldnt go on an 1-2 hour walk through a nearby park with me. it was like 30 minutes to there, but i wouldve paid for the uber to or something and we couldve walked outside. he just "didnt feel like it". but then when he introduced me to his friend she said they went there together all the time??? whats up with that. why am i nothing.

like idk what to say to him now but saying nothing is starting to eat at me. int he back of my mind i dread him messaging me. i want him to disappear now. none of this is stuff id type about someone i still felt close to. but it feels weird to instantly hate someone because of that. but im not sure its instant either. i just cant really sort it out.

i feel like i kept waiting for years and saying "this is the person im closest too this is the only person i can tell this stuff to" especially in regards to trauma stuff and i just picked the wrong person entirely. and i kept thinking if continue trying it would pay off and id really really get something good. im so stupid. all that time i kept saying "this is the person im closest to" was probably time i couldve spent actually talking to other people or finding actual support.

now its been years since i socialized with people and i dont know how to. all for someone who seems to not care about me, not get anything out of me aside from playing video games together. and i guess i imagined everything i gained from being close to him.

[beaft]

my main requirement in a partner is someone who's willing to "yes, and" me. if i say something completely insane i need them to just pick that up and run with it and commit to the bit until we wind up with a conversation that's funny to us but completely incoherent to everyone within earshot. actually now that i'm typing this out i've realised my ideal relationship might just be "shitty improv comedy duo"