#this isn’t /neg at all I’m just lowkey shocked

[sunnysidesevenup]

PEOPLE YUME WITH OC’S????

[rinnsverse]

SPOILED!MEGUMI — headcanons

megumi was raised by gojo, he’s bound to be spoiled one way or another

CHAR: megumi fushiguro, satoru gojo

PAIRING(S): megumi fushiguro x gn!reader (can be read as platonic)

A/N: this is a topic that isn’t discussed enough, so I’m writing it and potentially going to elaborate on some more later

i would like to start off by saying i do not intend to paint megumi in a negative light by saying he’s spoiled — but i do intend on putting him in a goofy one

to be honest, megumi isn't that self-aware as he seems

y'all seen that one episode that inspired this post where yuji and nobara freak out over the price of gojo's shirt and question whether it's with tax or not and megumi deadass asks if tax matters? yea interpret that as you will

there is a decent chance that he doesn’t necessarily understand the value of money very well, which probably has something to do with the Gojo effect™️

ngl he probably said ‘print more money’ once and got attacked for it so he never said it again

but he's also so lowkey about it too like you would have never guessed that this boy would be as materialistic as gojo is

like he wears the same shit gojo does that's really expensive quality but doesn't have the brand name plastered onto it since he finds it tacky so you'll just never know unless he exclusively tells you

he also does have a talent of knowing what is good quality and what isn't; he would do great for those cheap vs. expensive videos

can also spot knock-offs from a mile away but never says anything about it since he doesn't have enough in him to care about that kind of stuff

so the first time both of you — including yuji and nobara — hangout at the mall and when you ask what he plans on getting and he just replies with something along the lines of new shoes so just imagine the collective shock between you all when he makes a beeline towards prada

"My boots got ruined last mission so I plan on getting a new pair."

"Okay, what store are you gonna be in so we can find you later?"

"Prada."

"Bitch what the fuck did you just say."

you didn't know what hurt more, megumi not telling any of you about the fact that he was loaded or his absolute nonchalance about the situation

and due to the amount of shock all of you were in, you all followed megumi like little ducklings bcuz his casual nonchalance about it was concerning

he was slightly embarrassed but found it easier to just pretend the rest of you weren't there during his hunt for new boots

it was also quite nerve wracking for you all since yuji only buys things from walmart and though nobara has expensive taste, she knows how to budget while you stay away from all things worth more than rent out of fear of damaging anything and having to pay for it

so it was safe to assume that it looked liked a bunch of kindergarteners in a line following their chaperone during a school field trip — just a lot more quieter and careful which cannot be said for every outing much to megumi’s dismay

megumi didn't take that long before picking out a pair that he liked and began to pay for under three pairs of wide eyes due to the sole fact that he pulled out a black card in order to pay for it

"Don't worry, it's Gojo's."

that statement did not help the situation at all

it also caused the three of you to demand why he isn't spending that money on you all to which his reply is just a deadpan: 'you never asked.'

i feel like this also extends to his taste in food as well

like when you suggest to head to the food court in the mall since yuji was getting hungry; this man has the audacity to disaprove since he doesn't like the taste

now that reasoning isn't the problem, the problem is that he suggests to eat at some expensive ass place an hour away because he was craving it and it was one of the only places gojo introduced to him as a kid which he actually liked

though he was forced to toss the idea aside due to the fact that there was no way you all could split the bill that way and you all weren’t that patient enough to walk an hour all the way to a restaurant you couldn’t even afford

it’s not that megumi didn’t offer to pay, he did, nobara just didn’t like the feeling of having to owe someone

that is until Gojo stumbles across his students and decides to get them food at the same exact place megumi suggested

A/N: writing this made me hungry

[musicalmoritz]

A more positive take on fanon Aoinene

I’ve talked extensively about the problems with how Aoi and Nene are characterized by fans of the ship, and I’m not here to take it all back. However, upon reflecting, I realized I may have contributed a bit towards fandoms’ negative perception of femslash. That was never my goal, my point in all my Aoinene-critical posts is that femslash ships deserve to be treated with just as much nuance as slash ships. This includes criticizing them without needlessly bashing them. I’d say I’ve been successful in my journey to make the TBHK fandom take Aoinene more seriously, so today I’d like to celebrate that progress by talking about the things I love about Aoinene shippers!!

First off, Aoinene is among the top 10 most written for ships on TBHK ao3. It’s above multiple canon pairings like Aoi/Akane, Sakura/Natsuhiko, and Sumire/Hakubo. Whether you think it deserves to be above those ships or not, it makes me happy to see a femslash ship be so popular in a fandom. It’s still the only popular femslash ship in this fandom (as much as people talk abt Aoi/Mei, there’s still very little creations for it), but baby steps. Aoinene has so many fan fictions, edits, fan arts, fan accounts, etc. It’s rare for femslash pairings to be so popular in fandoms dominated by male characters. I think it helps that the women in TBHK are generally well-written and important, but I’d say the male characters still outnumber them slightly. So just seeing a fandom so invested in two women getting together is enough to make me smile

I know I’ve critiqued their characterization a lot, but I’ve seen some major progress lately!! Both with how they’re written, and with how the fandom talks about them. It’s not as often nowadays that I see people bashing the canon ships to put them down, and most of their fans seem to be capable of acknowledging their flaws. There are some exceptions ofc but I see Aoinene mischaracterization way less than when I first got into the fandom. I’ve seen an increase in people depicting them as “toxic/doomed yuri,” aka the term that lowkey saved sapphic ships in fandoms lol. Keep in mind that when TBHK first came out, femslash was not nearly as popular as it is now (and we’re only just beginning, there’s still a long way to go). It was common, and still is, for femslash ships in shonen fandoms to be depicted as the fluffy, unproblematic side pairing. Fans saw femslash as a way to take a breather from all the angsty men. Aoinene was turned into another boring ship among dozens, but they haven’t stayed that way. With femslash gaining popularity, I’ve seen improvement in how femslash ships are characterized all across the board

Onto the fics themselves, I have never read an Aoinene fic I disliked!! (Besides the weird ones I skimmed for shock value). The vast majority of them are super cute and written so prettily. When I talk about their mischaracterization, I’m pointing out trends I’ve noticed rather than the fics themselves. The reason you don’t see me talk this way about Teru/Akane and Mitsuba/Kou is because I simply don’t read that much slash fan fiction, even for mlm ships I like (not anymore at least, I used to be way more into slash). I’ve read through the ao3 tags for p much every TBHK femslash ship, but if I’m reading a fic that’s mlm or mlw it has to be suited to my tastes. I could definitely talk abt how Mitsuba and Kou are mischaracterized by the fandom but I don’t really bother with fics that write them that way so it’s not gonna nag me to the extent that Aoinene mischaracterization does.

I'm saying this because I don’t want it to seem like I’m targeting them unfairly compared to other ships, I point out room for improvement because Aoinene is my favorite and I want to see more diversity in the way they’re written. Hear that? Diversity, the problem isn’t the fics themselves, I just want to see more where they’re written in a way that explores their conflict. Fics like this already exist but they’re not as common. My gripe isn’t wanting to see less of a “bad” thing, it’s wanting to see more of a really good thing

And also…not everyone has to agree with me. There are some sapphics that just want to see completely fluffy wlw content, or that want to limit the angst to “it was one-sided :(“. And ykw? I may want to see more than that, but if other fans want to keep writing or reading them a certain way then that’s great. There are also shippers who wish Aoi and Nene had been written differently, and I agree. I wish their friendship was given more depth than the crumbs we get in canon, though I still hold out hope that AidaIro will give them development. Some shippers specifically wish Aoi had been a lesbian, and that Nene had been the one to understand her rather than Akane. I disagree with this take- well okay I would love a canon lesbian character but I’m happy with Aoi and Akane being canon + I like that Aoinene have their own set of struggles. But if other people wish the manga had gone in a different direction then they’re perfectly entitled to that opinion. I don’t have to agree with them, and they don’t have to agree with me

Now I want to talk about some Aoinene fanon tropes I love because I don’t see people do that with them that often:

• When Aoi gets all flustered over how strong Nene is…the reverse is cute too but I have a soft spot for damsel in distress Aoi. Let Nene carry her girlfriend!!

• Fics that have Aoi open up to Nene and let them talk about their problems. THIS is the thing we need more of omg I love it. This is what Aoinene is all about guys

• The flowers!! There are so many flowers in Aoinene fics!! Ahhhhh I love it sm. That one Beecalm fic where Aoi owned a magical flower shop and Nene took one home…it lives rent free in my mind

• Them having constant sleepovers, it feels so biblically accurate

• When they’re always going out and doing things together like going to the beach or shopping; again it feels very true to their dynamic

• Aoi pining is great and all but when people turn Nene into the pining one it’s so galaxy brain. Obviously mutual pining is superior but Nene being down bad for her best friend is so real

• I’m a big fan of fics that acknowledge that Aoi only gaf abt two ppl lmao, when they show her obvious bias towards Nene is makes me giggle

• Any fic that includes Aoi’s mommy issues

• The theme of seasons in their fics!! Omg it’s so creative. “my summer, my winter” by novaselic is a personal fave of mine (in addition to Beecalm, novaselic is also on the Aoinene Mount Rushmore btw)

• I know it’s overused in sapphic fics but I love when they go on picnics

• Nene showing up late to class and Aoi being early

• I love when fics lean into the extroverted side of Nene’s personality or in general have her act like an awkward ball of energy. Yes she’s very insecure and angsty but she’s also so funny and it makes me happy when I see writers capturing both sides of her personality. This girl befriends ppl so easily in canon, we should talk abt it more

• Whenever they simp for Sakura. Idc which one of them it is, it could even be both of them, it feels so canon. Sakura being the Teru to Aoi’s Nene is something that can be so personal

• When their friends know they like each other and tease them/try to wingman. Wingman Akane you will always be famous

Okay I’m gonna end it there because I could yap abt Aoinene fics forever. I might need to reread some, or find some ones I haven’t read yet. Every now and then I go through the tag and find some I’ve missed. Orrrrrr I might write Aoinene fan fiction, I should see if I can finish the Snow White au this weekend. No promises tho

Anyways I wrote this as a love letter to the Aoinene community; I love you guys, keep up the good work. If it weren’t for ya’ll I’d be alone in my hyperfixation so I’m glad others enjoy them as much as I do <3

[flosbelova]

I’ll Always Protect You

florence pugh x fem!reader

warnings: mention of death threats.

word count: 1.7k

summary: you and florence had been dating for a while. when she posts you on her Instagram, you receive a bunch of hate comments and florence defends you and your relationship.

request from @the-loving-quotes​

Dating Florence Pugh has been one of the greatest decisions you have ever made in your life. You both have managed to keep your relationship lowkey until she randomly posts you on her Instagram. It was a photo of you looking at this mountain view at sunset from the balcony. She captioned it “My happy place.” 

Your heart started to race as soon as you saw a photo of yourself on her Instagram-- and the fact that she tagged you almost made you pass out.

You looked through her comments and let’s just say most of it wasn't what you would have expected. Some were positive-- for example, there were comments that read:

“OH MY GOSH IT CONFIRMED! I'M SO HAPPY”

“I’m so proud of you <3”

“You guys are the absolute cutest!”

Then, there were comments that weren’t so positive. It was a mixture of homophobic comments and comments that said “Florence deserves better.”

Of course, they hurt, but you didn’t mind at first and chose to focus on the more positive comments. 

-

A couple days pass and you also decide to post Florence on your Instagram. As you hit “post,” your phone instantly started buzzing with notifications. Again, the comments were all a mixture of the positives and the negatives. However, you wanted to focus on the positive side and ignored the comments.

-

You posted Florence on your Instagram story, and you received a lot of DM’s. Although you don’t open your DM’s, you decided to check just for the hell of it. As soon as you swiped to your message requests, you instantly regretted swiping. 

“Kill yourself. You don’t deserve Florence.”

Tears started to well up in your eyes, but you quickly wiped them away when you heard Florence come into the living room.

“Dinner’s ready, darling,” she says, holding a wooden spoon.

“Hm? Oh, right. I’ll be there in a sec,” you respond.

“Is everything alright, love?” she walks towards you with a concerned look on her face.

You take a deep breath. “Yes, everything’s fine.” You clench your jaw hoping Florence would drop the subject.

She pouts and looks at you with worry. Florence knows every little detail about you. She knows that nothing is ever “fine,” when it follows with you clenching your jaw. However, Florence doesn’t like to overstep on your boundaries, so she drops the subject and figures she’ll ask you later. 

“Alright, love. C’mon, let's eat. I’ve made your favorite,” she says, giving you a soft smile.

-

You loved Florence’s cooking and you always made sure to compliment her dishes whenever she cooked. However, tonight was quiet. The two of you sat in silence, quietly eating your dinner. 

You were grateful that Florence knew to get off your back whenever you were in a mood. That’s one of the things that you appreciated most about her, her ability to understand your emotions and how you cope with them. 

You knew that she would eventually ask you what happened as you have both communicated that suffering in silence wasn’t healthy.

You finished dinner early and asked yourself to be excused. You headed to bed as soon as you finished your meal. Florence stayed in the kitchen to tidy up and to give you some more space.

-

Laying on your side, you couldn’t help but to grab your phone and scroll through your notifications. As hurt as you were already, you were too stubborn to gain some self-control. As terrible as that message was, your comment section got even worse. Not only was it filled with homophobic comments, but you were also getting sent death threats. You had checked Florence’s account and pressed on your photo. You noticed that she turned off the comments.

You felt the bed behind you dip as an arm wrapped around your torso.

“Hi,” Florence whispers, and she rests her chin on your shoulder.

“Hi,” you weakly respond. You sigh as you turn your phone off and place it on the bedside table. You turn around in Florence’s arm and face her.

Florence gave you a worried smile and she wiped the tears on your face. You were so busy scrolling through the hate comments that you hadn’t noticed that tears were falling from your eyes.

“Oh, my love.” Florence places a gentle kiss on your forehead. She then looks at you with worry in her eyes. Florence couldn’t imagine what was going through your mind.

“I know you saw the comments,” she begins, “I saw them too. As soon as I saw the hate comments, I immediately turned them off.”

You sniffled and took a deep breath. “I got death threats,” you say, your voice breaking.

“What?” Florence says, appalled. Florence could feel her heart race and feel herself be filled with rage.

“That’s it, I’m making a post, this is unbelievable,” Florence says getting up to get her phone.

“No, please, you don’t have to,” you plead, “it’ll only make things worse.”

“No it won’t, Y/n, I promise you,” Florence says, already typing in her notes.

“You can’t promise me something that you have no control over,” you say coldly.

Florence pauses. She looks over at you, takes a deep breath and pouts. She stares at you for a while, studying your face. Florence is the type of person to defend the people she loves and doesn’t care if it will give her a bad rep. You just so happen to be one of the people that Florence loves, and she will do whatever it takes to defend you and her love for you.

“It doesn’t matter, what matters is that someone I love is being sent death threats, so please, let me say something,” she says, reaching for your hand.

“I really don’t deserve you,” you sigh.

“You do Y/n, you deserve every bit of me as much as I deserve every bit of you,” Florence says, caressing your cheek. 

-

A few days passed and Florence posted a video on her Instagram regarding the hate you had been receiving. 

“To my “fans,” who have sent a tremendous amount of hate to my girlfriend, Y/n, kindly unfollow me. I do not need your negativity towards my relationship with her. The hate you throw at her is hate you throw at me. The death threats you throw at her, are also death threats you throw at me. It is not your place to tell me who I should and should not love, nor is it any of your business. I do not appreciate the comments you have thrown at her. She does not deserve it, and nor do I. I am happy with Y/n. She makes me a better person. So please, leave my relationship alone and stop sending my girlfriend death threats. I will not ask again.”

After watching the video, you were in shock. Even if you had talked about it a couple days prior, you still didn’t expect that she would actually post it. Florence kept the comments on and fortunately, it was filled with massive support from other celebrities. You were grateful.

-

Florence had an interview with Jimmy Kimmel this week to discuss her recent and future projects. Of course, her video regarding your relationship was a topic of discussion. You stayed backstage and watched Florence’s interview from her dressing room.

“Okay, I think everyone here has seen the video that you had recently posted regarding your relationship,” Jimmy says.

“Yeah, I hope so,” Florence chuckles nervously.

“So tell me, if you’re comfortable, why you had said what you needed to say?” he asks.

“Did you watch the video?” Florence says sarcastically, earning a couple laughs from the crowd. “Um, I figured that I needed to. I mean my girlfriend was getting sent death threats for no apparent reason and it needed to stop.” This earned Florence a clap from the audience.

“That’s fair. God, the internet is so toxic, isn’t it?” Jimmy complains.

“Yeah,” Florence agreed. “Y/n and I had been dating for a while now and we’d managed to keep it lowkey. I just thought that when I’d finally posted her that I wouldn’t receive such horrid comments. Which is why I felt the need to address this because I hate seeing the people I love get hurt.”

A couple people from the crowd “Awwed”

“So, tell me what it is about Y/n that just makes you so in love with her?” Jimmy asked curiously.

Florence smiled as she thought about the things that she loved most about you. “Her smile was something that caught my eyes right off the bat. She has such a kind smile and I would do everything just to keep her smiling.”

The crowd “Awwed” again.

“Also, Y/n is so loving. She won’t admit it because she likes to be that “tough” person on the outside, but inside she’s a big softie. She gives the best cuddles. I also love how she makes me tea every time I come home from filming.”

“Aww, that must be nice. I think we all need a Y/n in our life, right?” Jimmy says.

The camera pans to the crowd who was cheering and nodding their heads.

“Well, too bad, Y/n is only one person and I’m the lucky girl who has her,” Florence says wittily. 

The crowd laughed and clapped.

“Alright, well it was lovely having you, Florence,” Jimmy says, shaking Florence’s hand. “And that’s all for tonight, we’ll see you tomorrow!”

-

On the ride home, you rested your head on Florence’s shoulders.

“You really had to call me out, didn’t you?” you ask.

“Yeah, maybe just a little,” Florence says, making a gesture.

You chuckle and look at her. “Did I ever tell you that you are the most beautiful woman I’d ever laid my eyes on?”

“Yes, Y/n, you tell me everyday,” she says, grabbing your cheek.

You smile and close the gap between you. Florence melts into the kiss and moves her hand to the back of your head, running her hands through your hair. You pull away to catch some air and Florence rests her forehead against yours.

“I love you, Flo. Thank you for everything.”

“I love you too Y/n. and don’t thank me, you know I’ll always protect you.”

The End

[redrobin-detective]

Side Effects of ghost powers

Hey all! I’m writing a DP fic called Side Effects exploring the physical and later mental/emotional impact of Danny initially getting his ghost powers. As an ICU stepdown nurse for 3 years, I wanted to view Danny’s accident through a slightly more realistic, medical lens. 

Note: I had to fudge a good amount because Danny really should have fucking died and there’s no getting around that.

I do recommend you read the fic first before reading this as there’s some spoilers. Or if you don’t care you can read on. So! The two factors we are looking at regarding the accident are: ecto-contamination secondary to electrocution. 

Electrocution

I was forced to downplay a lot of the severe symptoms of electrocution because, again, a bad enough shock will kill someone. My hand-wavey explanation is simply that the portal didn’t activate at a deadly voltage so he got a good shock but not enough to be fatal. I guess.

Muscle weakness/spasms: intermittent muscle spasms are common from shocks, muscles being activated by electricity and reacting to the lingering impulses. Danny’s is transient but quite annoying for a time. But his muscles are gonna be weak and achy af for days if not weeks after from the massive contractions caused by the shock and the after effects. Sensory issues: lots of things can cause nerve damage, including electrocution so Danny is experiencing some pretty severe neuropathy primarily manifesting with numbness and tingling throughout his body. His entire skin and peripheral nervous system got fried so while its mostly numb it’s also super sensitive for a bit of time causing massive pain and discomfort from your body tingling like a thousand bee stings. It’s worst in the hours after the accident but is something that never quite really goes back to normal both from the electrocution and his ghost half taking over and generally dulling his sense of touch.

Hearing/Vision loss: Like skin/nerves, your sensory organs in your eyes and ears would be affected by such a severe and allover electric shock. Danny has some blurred and occasionally double vision from his eyes not properly receiving/understanding input. Hearing loss is common following electricity given how delicate the inner ear is but I just give Danny some nasty tinnitus (ear ringing) for a bit. This inner ear problem also massively throws off his balance when he’s trying to move post accident. These factors are exacerbated by the ecto-contamination and mostly fade in the days following the accident before going away as his superhuman healing kicks in.

Heart Arrhythmia: an irregular heartbeat caused by the electrical impulses that control basal heartrate not coordinating they they should for a variety of reasons, in this case, massive electric shock. Danny would be somewhat aware of it, its not exactly painful exactly but you can just feel that your heart isn’t beating right. Secondary side effects are dizziness, chest pain, fatigue and shortness of breath. This resolves almost entirely when Danny stabilizes

Cognitive issues: Danny got his brains a little scrambled in addition to his molecules being rearranged. The first third of the story Danny is very clearly NOT thinking straight and Tucker/Sam should not have left him alone. Shocks can cause things like irrational emotional behaviors from hormone release along with memory loss and depression. He constantly waxes and wanes in mood and opinions on what to do in the story and never comes to a true decision that, damn lucky for him, worked out on its own.

Ecto-Contamination

Alright so Danny got massively shocked, sucks right but people live through that all the time. Ecto-contamination is more tricky (not only cause its made up and I had to think about what symptoms it would theoretically produce) but because the effects are more life threatening. It’s also irreversible, once he was contaminated it was only something that could be survived not cured. 

So I theorized that Danny got shocked by the accident and was slowly dying of ecto-contamination and was pretty much clinically dead for a brief moment there, the death was enough for the large quantity of ectoplasm in him to immediately coalesce into a ghost (Phantom). So Danny was mostly dead but not quite, I’ve coded and brought back enough people to know it can be reversed somewhat. Danny becomes Phantom but the sudden stable formation of the ectoplasm into what its supposed to be, a ghost, caused his body to stop fighting the ectoplasm as a foreign invader and become part of the self. His core finished forming in his chest and his body started back up again, his ghost safely nestled in his once again living body as he slowly comes to grips with his actual death experience. 

Nausea/Vomiting: I likened the idea of ecto-contamination to radiation poisoning, something that is essentially the antithesis to life. One of the first symptoms of radiation is n/v which is also why it’s one of the first overt symptoms Danny has. He was heavily electrocuted/irradiated and his body wants to expunge it all. As for the ectoplasm/blood he vomits, that’s the next section. 

Gastrointestinal (GI) Bleed: So I was a little mean here. When one vomits up blood (or in this case ectoplasm/blood mix) it has to come from somewhere and a lot of the times it’s a GI Bleed. These are nasty, they need to be either cauterized or surgically repaired not to mention replenishing the blood lost. Fanon says that ectoplasm is at least mildly corrosive to humans so it is here, as it’s bonding to him, it’s literally eating him very slowly from the inside out which is causing a great deal of his internal pain. It’s not enough to be immediately life threatening but would kill him eventually. He developed some nasty bleeding ulcers in his stomach which let in blood and ectoplasm which were expunged. Danny’s core formed overnight and began healing the damage it had previously been causing but Dan is still gonna be vomiting excess blood/ectoplasm not to mention having black, tarry stools for at least a few days afterwards.

Hypothermia/Tremors: Hypothermia is when the body hits 95F/35C which Danny is just above at the start of the chapter. Danny initially starts shaking really bad (rigors) but as his body temperature cools further his shaking slows and eventually stops, a sure sign that the body is rapidly losing the fight to hypothermia and will likely die soon without immediate intervention. This is caused not only by the ectoplasm but his ice core shakily starting to form inside of him. Once he fully turns half ghost his hypothermia doesn’t change but it just no longer negatively affects him (I say Danny hovers naturally around 96-95F/35-33C getting much colder as Phantom at baseline. His body still can be damaged by going too cold but that’s a whole other post.) 

Incoherency/Hallucinations: I mentioned in the electrocution section that Danny is more than a little addled and the contamination didn’t help in that regard. Not only is he not thinking clearly but he’s also getting a little delirious and seeing things. Common hallucinations I see are: someone in the room watching you, things crawling on the walls, creeping shadows, you’re in the wrong place. I think its a solid 50/50 as far as Danny straight up hallucinating but also becoming more aware of natural ectoplasm that hangs around in the atmosphere. (And before anyone asks, yes Clockwork did come and visit, Danny just doesn’t remember)

Pain: Being electrocuted, irradiated, being dissolved slowly on the inside is enough to cause massive amounts of pain. Danny is 14, he doesn’t understand true pain and probably underestimated how much it would hurt. Once it got bad, it was almost paralyzing so it got to the point where even when he wanted to call for help, he couldn’t move or think past the horrible pain of his every molecule slowly dying and rearranging itself.

Weakness/Fatigue: I don’t really have anything much to add for this section that hasn’t been said in the others. Just the combination of all of the above meant Danny is so incredibly weak and fatigued, this will be problematic in the days and weeks following the accident as his body heals from the stress put on it. Poor boy was probably just getting past the worst of his symptoms by the time of the Lunch lady attack one month in.

Ghost instinct: Going off the medical rant for a minute to go into another aspect of the contamination present in the story, the idea of ectoplasm adding inherent ghostiness to Danny. Its common fanon that all ghosts (through ectoplasm) have their own unique code and language that is just omnipresent and instinctive. Such a massive, body altering dose of ectoplasm saw those things start to leech into Danny even before he became half ghost. The biggest is his fear of being seen, majority of ghosts are completely invisible and don’t want to be seen by the living. As Danny’s suffering and literally dying, he can’t bring himself to confess to his loved ones for very understandable reasons but also this ghostly instinct in the back of his head telling him to hide and get away. Other instincts are a strong attraction to the portal/Ghost Zone, lowkey being able to sense living people around him and a bit of an emotional dampener when Phantom. 

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

idk how many people would even want to see this BUT i wanna yell about Leela and Brax so here's a list of all their scenes togethr/scenes pertainng to them that i can recall (pLEASE add on if i missed anything/ you have any additional thoughts!! i could talk about these two all day!)

right off the bat in Weapon of Choice when Leela is on the outskirts of the Citadel and Brax goes to bring her back (which is interesting in and of itself, bc usually i would imagine a chancellery guard would go do that so what made Brax decide to instead??), Leela kinda goes off at him bc she's hurting and instead of trying to actually explain what's going on Brax doesn't even try to argue he just says "we need you" which is great bc Leela has that instinctive desire to be needed and to help people and he's speaking right to that -- also as far as we know, this is Leela and Brax's first actual meeting in canon? it's implied that they know of each other, which makes sense, but it doesn't seem like they've ever directly interacted before: Brax seems almost slightly uncertain, and Leela is combative, but when he's gentle with her she's actually quite receptive

the literal next scene after that, where the OT4 is all in one room for the first time (they still kinda hate each other at this point but still !!!). Narvin explaining Gryben and being a real jerk about it and Leela (understandibly!) questions if Gryben is a prison world, and Brax (who to this point has been mostly quiet as Narvin and Romana brief Leela) jumps in to both clarify Narvin's previous xenophobic statements while also maintaining the inherent questionable/negative connotations

(btw it's actually pretty important to note that Romana self-edits herself a lot when talking to Leela, especially in the earlier seasons; you can actually hear her revising the things she says to put it in terms that she thinks Leela will better understand. and i mean she does it out of genuine consideration for her friend associate but it often comes across as varying levels of patronizing. Narvin also obviously "dumbs things down" when dealing with Leela early on, but like... Brax never does that on any level. the only difference i can tell in how he addresses Leela vs how he talks to anybody else is that he seems much more kind with her than almost anyone else???)

their conversation about the Matrix in The Inquiry: this is REALLY important (and if you've ever talked to me on ao3 i've probably gone off to you about it lol) because it's layered. they're talking about the Matrix but they're also not because in answering Leela's question Brax is making a very thinly veiled allegory (which he outright states a minute later) to Time Lord society/politicians/most importantly HIMSELF -- he's actually strangely open about his morals/beliefs in this scene and i'm living for it tbh -- and i find it very interesting that even though he does directly explain what he means ("how do you know all this?" / "because i am a politician.") he also leaves it for Leela to work out the implications. like it's a very nuanced conversation bc there's double meaning in it and most people on Gallifrey seem to think that Leela is tone-deaf and can't pick up on that stuff (even Romana sometimes oversimplifies things to her) but Brax totally just lets her take from it what she will bc he believes her intelligent enough to understand. he doesn't think her any lesser because she's human.

ALSO on a secondary note to the above: the fact that Leela has a question/needed clarification (sorry, haven't listened to this in a while i forget how it actually happened) and actively sought out Brax to talk to about it?? like she knows Romana better she could have gone to her but i feel like Leela kinda imprinted on Brax and someone she can go to for help if she needs it; maybe it's partly bc she knows he's under marginally less pressure than Romana is but also the truth of the matter is that Brax was the most genuinely helpful person to her in the previous stories and that probably means a lot to her (esp. bc he acts like the essence of everything she hates about Gallifrey but he doesn't treat her the way she would expect from that). btw this topic is gonna come up again in a hot minute

that part where Brax gives her that information that might help her re: the Andred thing, even though he really probably shouldn't have done that -- it kinda makes me think about what he must have been like with Theta tbh???

actually this is mostly my own conjecture but there's some neat stuff in Spirit bc during the *waves hand vaguely* bodyswap dream sequence thing, Romana is very "!!!! Brax can help us !!!" which is tecnically Leela brain talking, so like there's the implications of the stuff i've said above about Leela having this idea of Brax where she knows he's someone she can go to for help

can u tell i'm soft for them

Leela sounding really sad/distracted when she talks about how Brax isn't there YES i'm grasping at straws but a lot of this relationship really is conveyed through the voice acting bc of how little direct focus there is on the characters. there's actually several scenes in Mindbomb where she mentions him and she outright says that she misses him during her discussion with Matthias

that implied scene with them in Mindbomb!! i have a Lot of thoughts about that!!! it's all conjecture and fanfic fodder!!! but the reason i mention this is because it seems pretty meta that out of the whole Gally Gang, it's Leela who first sees Brax when he comes back to Gallifrey and in turn she's the first person (besides Matthias, i guess) that he sees upon his return?? idk i just feel like that's somehow a meaningful detail??? also her reaction of utter shock after spending the entire episode missing him and how worked up she is when she tries to tell Romana, like I desperately need to know what happened in this missing scene MR RICHARDS PLEASE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED

Leela insisting on going with Brax when Pandora starts hurting him and their whole conversation there is just. so good. like they're both just so soft and then when Darkel comes in Leela instantly goes into protective mode. like they just have such an open relationship bc Brax doesn't even try to be all pretentious with her, like he doesn't even try to keep up any facades when he's with her he's just very genuine and it really says a lot about both of them -- Leela is so good at seeing people, like getting down to the core of who people are and what makes them them (which is why she's good for Romana, btw, bc Romana has a lot of identity issues) and Brax is so tangled up in who he presents himself as that he barely knows who he actually is anymore but Leela can see that and she makes it so he can truly be himself and he doesn't have to hide. also she's so gentle with him when they talk about Pandora, she's very caring and empathetic and wants to make sure he's okay and i am WEAK

it's been a hot while since i listened to Panacea but I think i remember Brax being really soft with Leela when he first brings the gang to the Axis, like just sounding really glad to see her

ok other than the fact that Brax is lowkey relatable in Reborn (daydreaming fanfic about yourself/people you know? simping for Mary Tamm Romana? yeah mood, my man) there's that scene where they're first appraoching the Citadel on the alt!Gallifrey and it seems like none of them, and Brax specifically, have seen it from the outside in a good long while bc he's very in awe and he tells Leela that he wishes she could see it and he sounds sO hEcKiNg sOFT oh my word-

and once again with Leela thinking of Brax as someone she trusts for help: in Dissassembled when everything is going to crap she straight-up says that she wants to go find Brax bc he'll know what to do/be able to help

at the beginning of Annihilation when Romana is depressed and questioning if Brax truly was her friend and Leela INSTANTLY, NO HESITATION assures her that he was; i lost where i had her exact lines written down but she actually kinda goes off to make sure Romana gets the point

literally forcing myself to talk about this bc it makes my brain stall out but like,,, the Brax Hound in Annihilation,,, Leela being like "goodbye, Braxiatel... again" she sounds so sad and like UGH i always kinda forget how sad it actually is for them to lose Brax in Dissassembled bc like, it was so sudden and they didn't get to say goodbye and Leela is always losing people and i have many many feels about this scene and how all that emotion is made very clear in how they each respond to the Hound (might make a separate post abt this later if anyone is interested ::eyes::)

Enemy Lines is utter bullcrap about these two and I will never stop being salty about how they not only sidelined the very good, very subtle friendship they had in s1-4, but they??? made Leela acutally not trust Brax??? when literally this entire time she's been the one person who probably genuinely trusts him the most?? what the heck, David

I haven't heard TW3 or 4 yet but i'm assuming there's nothing worthwhile in those with regards to this duo (correct me if i'm wrong tho lol, i would love to be mistaken in this assumption)

TL;DR Leela and Brax mututally imprinted on each other and have probably the most open and healthy relationship within the OT4 and it is an absolute CRIME that nobody besides Gary Russell and Justin Richards cared enough to actually build on it in canon

[jaehyunsuh]

nct ot23 reaction to: their s/o being shouted at by someone and the member defends them

the example will be: being yelled at by their choreographer because they are slow at a move.

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he would just stay quiet and observe the situation for a while.

he would just stay quiet and observe the situation for a while.

he would just stay quiet and observe the situation for a while.

when he starts feeling angry he would talk to them.

“what’s wrong with you? we aren’t fast all the time and that’s okay. There’s no need to be rude, that won’t make them be faster.”

i think that when taeil is mad he must be scary👀

he would calm you down and say how well you were doing.

johnny

oh my god he is so freaking nice and chill all the time.

he would instantly feel bothered by the way you are being treated.

it wouldn’t take two seconds for him to come and defend you.

“Hey, I think that’s enough, they i’ll do better next time but you need to chill.”

he is a big and tall man, so the choreographer would legit think johnny is about to fight him lol.

he would take you out if there to make sure that you are okay.

he would be the cutest and would tell you how good you were.

taeyong

he would be shocked when he sees what the choreographer is telling you.

he would start to be worried about you.

“I don’t think is the way to make them be better, give them a break please.”

he would look at you with puppy eyes all the time to make sure that you aren’t upset.

he would sit next to you and rub your bag while telling you that you are the best dancer ever.

yuta

he would throw the darkest gaze to the choreographer right in the second that they were scolding you.

ready to fight.

“Why are you being like this? are you crazy? we all have bad days, if you feel like complaining do it with someone else.”

he would probably drag you out of there to

somewhere else to make sure that you are fine.

he would probably still mad because he doesn’t anyone to be rude to you😠

kun

he would be confused on why is this person being so rude rn.

protection mode activated

he would feel really impatient and annoyed because he doesn’ want anyone messing with you.

“Maybe we all should take a break a calm down. You are being professional, this isn’t the way you treat someone.”

he would hug you and tell that everything was okay and you were doing well.

he would be bitter towards the choreographer from now on lol.

doyoung

he would put on that cute angry face like when he was eating and ten was comparing him to a bunny, yes, that face lmao.

he would cross his arms and try to calm himself down because he doesn’t tend and doesn’t want to be rude to the choreographer.

“I think you shouldn’t say that to them, there’s better ways to point out what they are lacking.”

he would grab you and tell you that you should keep working hard because you are amazing and don’t listen to mean people because they are dumb.

forehead kiss.

ten

he would raise his eyebrow and pay attention to see if what is happening is real.

he would be lowkey offended by the choreography being like this with you.

“You have trained with tons of people so you know how things are, you are just being rude right now and not even paying attention on how to help them.”

he would be annoyed because he doesn’t want anyone to make you feel insecure.

by himself he would help you with the dance and would tell you how to improve.

jaehyun

I also think that when this man is mad it gets serious because he is so chill all the time.

he would become annoyed by the way that you are being treated.

ready to throw punches (no, jk)

“I’m sorry but you are being really rude right now and it makes no sense at all.l

he would take out of there.

he would put you close to his chest and tell you that you are doing amazing and you shouldn’t be treated badly.

he would be even more protective after this.

winwin

at first he wouldn’t know how to act and he would just be shocked.

he would start to feel impatient because he doesn’t like the way that you are being treated.

“I’m sorry, but this isn’t okay, you are being really mean to them. I think you should apologize.”

he would caress your hair softly and let you know that you were doing amazing.

jungwoo

his expression would be more like a ‘are you freaking kidding me?’

he would feel bitter because he knows how much effort you’ve put into this and how nice you are so he would think that this treatment is unfair.

“Who you think you are to talk to them like this? Fix yourself.”

he would tell you that everything is gonna be okay.

he would start making jokes so you could laugh and forget about the situation.

lucas

he would raise his eyebrow and put on an annoyed expression.

he would be ready to jump to the choreographer.

indignation, that’s what he would feel.

“You need to calm down, they have worked so hard all day and all you do is give non helpful comments.”

he would tell you that you are amazing and that the choreographer might be having a bad day and paying it on you.

he would give you a big hug.

mark

he would be just shocked, looking at everyone’s reactions to see if anyone is gonna say anything.

he would be worried because he doesn’t want you to be upset.

he would feel frustrated because he knows how hard you’ve been worked.

“I think you shouldn’t be treating them like this, you see them everyday and you know they work hard, just because they didn’t do well one time doesn’t give you the right to be mean.”

he would ask if you are okay and maybe buy you a drink because he is sweet like that.

he would tell you that you are the most hardworking person that he knows and that you just need to be strong.

xiaojun

he would have a really serious expression trying to analyze what’s going on.

he would feel impatient about the situation because he doesn’t want you to feel sad.

“This isn’t the way you should treat this isn’t going to help them at all.”

he would give you a big smile and tell you that you are a great dancer and things like this happen sometimes.

hendery

he would be really confused and he wouldn’t understand why the choreographer is treating you like that.

at first he wouldn’t know what to do because he doesn’t want to be rude, but later he would jumo to defend you.

“Hey, they are really hardworking and you know it, you shouldn’t be making such negative remarks.”

he would make sure that you feel fine.

he would give you a hug and maybe make a lot of jokes to make you feel better.

renjun

he would extremely bad because of this whole thing.

he doesn’t like people being unfair and this is happening and to his s/o, so he isn’t feeling chill.

I feel like he is one of the people to really stand up for the people that he cares about, so he’ll do that.

“I think the way you are treating them is not good at all, you aren’t being polite and just everything about this is wrong!”

you probably never seen him like this and you are shocked.

he would tell you that you never should let anyone be rude to you.

jeno

he seems so nice but he is one of thise who are also scary when mad because he is always a ball of fluff.

he would put on a really angry face and it would look like he is about to explode.

after all he is nice and polite so he would control himself to not say anything that he shouldn’t to the choreographer

haechan

he is fierce

he attacc

he would be extremely annoyed by this act if this happened to anyone.

if this happened to one of his members he would be the first one to speak up for them, but now that it’s you he can feel his blood burning.

“What are you even doing? you are a professional choreographer, you’ve worked with tons of people for years and you yet haven’t learn manners? don’t you know that you aren’t mean to people when trying to correct something.”

he would grab your hand and get you out there.

you don’t know if he is trying to calm you down or trying to calm himself down.

he would tell you that you need to speak up if anyone ever says something mean to you, mostly if he isn’t there to defend you.

jaemin

he would start to feel annoyed when he hearts the way this person is talking to you.

he is always really calm but in situations like this he wouldn’t be able to keep calm.

protection mode: on

“I’ve been watching you for a while and I think that they are doing well. Could you please just stop being so rude and start acting professional.”

he would give you a hug and tell you that you are the best dancer in the world.

he would leave kisses on your face so you feel better :(

yangyang

he would be startled and so confused that someone is being rude to you.

he would be a little upset because we doesn’t want you to be upset because if this.

“This isn’t the right way of correcting them, you need to be more nice when talking to people.”

he would give you a hug and a big smile letting you know that everything is gonna be okay.

shotaro

he would be shocked by it but he wouldn’t know what to do.

he seems a little shy for situations like this.

he would feel bad for you because he doesn’t want you to feel sad.

“Maybe we should calm down and take a break, like that they can rest and dance better.”

he would tell you that he is sorry that you went through that.

he would point out every great aspect of you.

he would tell you to stand up and would show you the choreography himself and point out where you can do a little better.

sungchan

he would be confused and wouldn’t exactly know what’s going on.

when he realizes he would pout and be sad for you.

“Sorry to interrupt, but I think that you are tense because you’ve been working for a long time, what if you take a little break.”

he would caress your hand

he would tell you that you are doing great.

chenle

he would put on that intimidating expression that he has.

he would feel soooo annoyed by it, like, no one messes with you!?!?!?

“What do you think you are doing? just because you teach us you think you have the right to come here and treat them wrong? this isn’t it.”

he would try to calm down.

he would tell you that you are insanely talented and that the choreographer is being an idiot for treating you like that.

jisung

oh my god he is so pure.

at fist he would be startled.

he would start feeling bad for you because he doesn’t want anyone measing with you and even less with your dancing.

“They have been working hard for hours, they must be tire by now, I think they should rest to be able to dance better.”

he would probably take you out of the room, sit down with you and tell you that you were doing amazing.

he would also ask you if you want him to helo you with the move that you were having trouble with.

[animeomegas]

Omega!Shino - Finding out he’s pregnant

(This is something I’ve had written for a while now and thought I would post this evening. I have a hectic week ahead so I don’t know if I’ll be able to post anything after this for a while :) )

Warnings: Abortion, Mpreg

There are three different reactions to Omega!Shino finding out he’s pregnant, and these reactions are as follows:

Positive result when he’s been trying to get pregnant:

You and Shino had been trying to get pregnant for about 4 months now and Shino had a suspicion that it might have finally worked.

Shino takes the test in private without telling you.

And then takes the rest of the tests in the box just to make sure.

He smiles into his collar, clutching the pregnancy tests in his hand, his Omega purring in delight.

He looks at the clock and notices he has 5 hours until you get home from work. Time to prepare.

First he goes out to buy ingredients for dinner and a small box with a ribbon. He works quickly, getting home within 2 hours. He would have been home sooner if he didn’t have to take a longer way home to avoid Kiba.

He puts a pregnancy test in the box and ties it up with the ribbon. Then he gets to work on making dinner. Subconsciously, he ends up cradling his stomach despite the fact that he isn’t anywhere near showing yet.

When you walk through the door, you are greeted with an elaborate dinner date by candle light.

You’re pleasantly surprised and walk over to your mate who is standing by the table. His scent is so sweet and strong, you can barely smell the food. 

You embrace you mate, crooning in delight at his thoughtful gift, and Shino nuzzles into your neck in response.

You spend a amazing hour together over a delightful dinner, but then Shino begins to shift in anticipation.

He brings out a box and tells you he has a gift for you.

You watch as Shino hands you a small box with shaking hands.  His scent is unbelievably sweet, with a tinge of nerves hidden underneath. You take the box, smiling at him in hopes of easing his nerves about whatever is inside. You can hear his kikaichu buzzing faintly.

Gently pulling off the ribbon, you lift the lid of the box. It takes you a moment to realise what you’re looking at.

A pregnancy test. No, a positive pregnancy test.

Your gaze jumps up to your mates face, tears filling your eyes.

“Really? We’re going to have a pup?”

Shino nods, smiling wider than you had ever seen him.

You leap out of your chair, laughing with joy, to scoop your mate into your arms. Your scents mixed together, and for the first time you notice that his scent had shifted. Now you knew, it was hard to see how you missed that he was pregnant.

The laughter dies down and before you know it, you both end up caught in a kiss. In your mutual delight, it’s not long before you end up tangled up in bed.

Positive result when he’s not trying, but feels ready:

In this case, I think Shino is a little nervous to tell you.

As he stands looking at the pregnancy test, he knows he wants to keep this pup, but he hasn’t really discussed it with his Alpha. What if they don’t want them?

In his nerves he actually confides in his father before his Alpha. He needs some advice and guidance so he goes to have lunch with Shibi.

His father just tells him to tell his Alpha so he isn’t the most useful, but Shino does feel a little more relaxed.

I think Shino would still go for the ‘pregnancy test in a box’ strategy, but without the dinner. He’s far too nervous to eat.

When you support him, he lets out the world’s biggest sigh in relief.

Shino exhales and falls into your arms. You laugh at his obvious relief. 

“Did you really think I’d react badly Shino?”

“We hadn’t really talked about it yet...” He murmurs into your shoulder.

You scent him lightly in response.

“I was so freaked out by your scent, I thought you were going to break up with me or tell me someone died.” You laugh.

You feel Shino sag against you slightly, clearly exhausted by the panic he had worked himself up into. You knew he would deny tomorrow that he was so worried, but you thought it was cute.

“Let’s get you into bed, Omega.”

Positive result, but he’s not ready for a pup:

Shino is lowkey terrified, and he falls back onto logic as a comfort blanket.

He finds you quickly, and approaches the subject like he’s about to give a presentation.

He explains all the reasons that you can’t keep the pup, and honestly, it seems like he trying to get his own thoughts in order, than convince you.

“We can’t keep the baby. Why? Because I’m not in a position in my shinobi career, I have important missions coming up. We don’t have the time or money yet. As well as-”

You watch in silence as Shino gives you a lecture on the pup he was apparently carrying. You were in shock but Shino didn’t look like he was stopping anytime soon and you had a moment to catch your breath.

“Shino.”

He pauses at your voice.

“Yes?” 

You hate how nervous he sounds.

“I’ll support you through whatever decision you want to make. It’s your body and if you don’t think we’re ready, then we’re not.”

Shino sags like a puppet with his strings cut. You’re there to catch him in your arms. You purr in an attempt to calm him down. Shino hides his face in your neck, nuzzling slightly.

“Everything will be fine, my love.”

Shino has an abortion about a week later.

He gets the procedure done by an Aburame mednin, and tells no one outside of you and the medic. 

Possibly Shibi as well.

Afterwards, Shino is slightly melancholic,  but mostly okay.

He will deny any negative feelings though, as he doesn’t think they’re logical or worth acknowledging. 

(Hope you enjoyed. Requests: Open)

[dianapana]

SH Day 2: Fashion Statement

Modern AU, OOC

@sasuhinamonth

Bullies exist everywhere you look, in school, at work, on the street and most of all, on the internet. Countless bullies hide behind the anonymity the internet provides them in order to bring down strangers for no apparent reason. But there is always a reason, jealousy, an inferiority complex, a superiority complex, or plain and simple the bully is a pile of trash and no one should call it a human being. One of the worst things one can do when being active on social media is read the comments, because no matter how many positive comments there are, one bad comment outweighs them all. Scrolling through my Instagram I see the perfect example of this issue. Hinata is barely an acquaintance, I have not seen her since middle school almost a decade ago, she’s not active on any social media, or at least she wasn’t until today. The picture in front of me brings back all of my past thoughts of her, how pretty her face looked, how refreshing and pleasant her lower voice tone was; out of most people I was aware of at the time, she was one of the least annoying. The only thing that bothered me at times was her meek demeanour, how easy she’s fold under the pressure of bullies; and it would appear that she had not changed in that particular category.

The picture was there, I liked it, I looked through the comments, I saw all the negative ones, I saw them misgendering her due to her short hair and baggy clothes, I saw them calling her names; and then there was nothing, because the picture no longer existed. Much like in school, the bully applied pressure on her, and she caved in on herself and chose to hide.

I wish I had taken a screenshot of the picture to post myself, but that would have been an invasion of privacy. She looked older and more mature, her hair was much shorter than in middle school, almost a buzz cut. She had always worn baggy clothes, but her style developed to streetwear, all in all, the picture was, in my opinion, a work of art. But as soon as it appeared, it disappeared. I can’t explain why it bothers me this much the fact that she took it down, but it just does.

I hate all the entitled fucks that think people own them anything. Females do not own them femininity, males don’t own them masculinity and gender non-conforming people don’t own them an androgynous appearance. Gender and fashion style are different issues, they can reflect each other or not. People use clothes for various reasons, as art, as means of expression, or they use them to hide. We talked about this during one of my courses in gender studies in university and it fucked with my brain how many people, young people that are supposably ‘woke’ heard that for the first time. I was shocked how many were unaware of things that I consider common sense.

I have the urge to reach out, assure her that the shit those incompetent fucks commented is the furthest thing from fact. Maybe I also feel guilt, because I was aware she was bullied in school and never helped, my apathy always made me so sure that it had nothing to do with me. It wasn’t my issue to fix, it wasn’t my battle to fight, and this isn’t either; but I’ve also learned to understand that being quiet might not be as hurtful as actively attacking the person, but it’s damn near close enough. So, I click on her blank profile and shoot her a short message. ‘the pic looked nice. U didn’t have to delete it just cuz some ppl don’t know what style is’

It was partly to comfort her, and partly to prove to myself that I’ve become better even in the slightest. I press the lock button on my phone and the screen turns black, I put it screen down on my bed and leave the room trying to fool myself and the universe that I don’t care if she replies or not.

I return to my work desk, continuing this charade, I am actively trying to not think about it, but the more I try not to think about it, the more I think about it. There is something about a 24-year-old Hinata looking the way she does, yet listening to haters, that just doesn’t sit well with me. I’m still in deep thought about the issue when my laptop dings, letting me know I received an email. I half expect it to be Hinata, but it’s work-related and my focus turns to that for the time being. Work keeps me busy for the remaining of the day, enough to push the whole issue out of my mind for real. In a blink of an eye over 9 hours have passed.

I wasn’t able to fully finish everything I wanted, due to some issues but I have to call it a day, since I worked overtime quite a lot. I go back to my bedroom and pick up my phone ready to order some delivery for the night when I see that Hinata responded.

“That was very thoughtful of you, thank you for the kind message.”

“I agree that I shouldn’t let myself be brought down, but it’s devastating in the moment.”

“I’ll try again.”

Her last message makes me click back on her profile to see that she reposted the picture with the caption saying ‘fuck you’. A sense of pride flows into my body, and I can’t fight the urge to comment as well, ‘fuck them all’. I go back to our little chat.

“Im glad u decided to post it again.”

I’m trying to formulate a compliment that doesn’t sound weird, I don’t feel like we are close enough for me to call her beautiful or pretty without it sounding like I am flirting, stunning sounds extreme, sexy and hot feel somewhat disgusting; yet all these five adjectives describe her, because she is beautiful, pretty, stunning, hot and sexy. I’m in the midst of this internal battle when I receive a reply.

“I am too. Thank you again”

I don’t feel like I deserve thanks, so I decide not to write back ‘you are welcome’, but I still want to compliment her so I click back to look at the picture, seeing whether having the picture in front of me will help. I’m lowkey annoyed when I get a notification that I have a new message from her, I am hell bound on finding a compliment and she is hell bound on stopping me. Either way, I click on the message, but upon reading it, my annoyance dies.

“I’m actually in Konoha for the first time in forever. I was thinking…if you maybe want to meet up? I’m here for a month, let me know if and when is a good time for you 😊”

Under normal circumstances, an invitation to ‘hang out’ from any former classmate be it elementary, middle or high school would annoy me further and I’d turn it down immediately. But for some reason, the idea of meeting Hinata after so many years, seeing what she is up to, interacting with her now as adults, makes me oddly enthusiastic. I reply before I can overthink the issue.

“Sure, we can meet, I’m free every Wednesday and throughout the weekend.”

Her reply is almost instant. “That’s perfect! See you Saturday” Reading her message makes me forget what day it is, so I have to look at my phone’s calendar; Saturday is the day after tomorrow, in less than 48hs I will see Hinata. My feelings are conflicted, they lay somewhere between nervousness, which is new, and giddiness, which is even newer. In order to calm myself, I do what I always do, set a goal. By Saturday I’ll have an appropriate compliment for the picture and her, it will have more impact if I say it face-to-face anyway, yes that’s the reason I want to see her, so I can feel as if I completed this little mission of mine, no other reason…

[cevans16]

I’m So Happy Doll

Summary: You haven’t been feeling well.....could you be or not? ~Sebastian Stan Imagine

You had flown in from Boston to New York to spend your weekend with Sebastian, something you guys alternated on doing so every other week. You and Sebastian had been dating for two years, you guys had met in New York at a coffee shop when you were visiting one of your great friends, to say he was smitten with you was an understatement. Sebastian was in love with you and knew you were the one for him even though you were a bit younger than he was. Life was great being in each other’s lives, he was an amazing boyfriend, he knew he wanted to ask you to move in and then marry him this year. 

“Hey babe, how was your flight?” Sebastian asked you while giving you a peck on the lips. “Good! I felt lightheaded when we took off but other than that it was a quick one” you replied grabbing your luggage. You had been feeling extremely tired the past month, work had been driving you crazy but you loved it. Sebastian thought something about you looked different but he couldn’t pinpoint to it yet. “I noticed you’ve grown your hair” you said caressing his soft locks, “Yeah I thought you might like it” he said winking at you, “I love your Bucky Barnes look” you giggled while giving him a kiss. You guys got in his car to head back towards his place. “So I know we said to keep it lowkey this weekend but Mackie is in town and so is Robert and I think a few others, they want to hangout” he said while keeping his eyes on the road. “Oh okay yeah you can go babe, I can hangout at your place” you said, to be honest you didn’t mind him going out without you. “UHm no I want you to come doll” he said squeezing your hand, “Are you okay (Y/N)?” he asked, you scrunched your eyebrows in confusion, “Yeah why wouldn’t I be Seb?”, “I don’t know I feel like something is off.... not with us but you seem different” he said cautiously, “No I feel fine honey”, you replied. 

You were almost done getting ready to head out with Sebastian, you wore knee high boots, black jeans, a black v neck top with a black leather jacket. You had your hair down in soft curls with a natural make up look. You grabbed your purse to let Sebastian know you were ready to go. He was sitting on the couch looking at his emails on his phone, he did a double-take when he saw you, the most gorgeous woman in his world. “Doll why do you always look amazing” he said getting up from the couch to walk over to you, he gave you a kiss on the lips which turned into a heated one, “Sebastian” you moaned into his mouth, “we have to go remember” you smiled, “Yes but we’re continuing this when we return” he said seductively. 

“Hey kid!” Robert said pulling you into a hug and a kiss on the cheek, “how’s Sebastian treating you?” he asked, “Good, great, he’s amazing” you smiled from ear to ear, “Good, he better” he replied. You greeted everyone one at a time, they loved having you there, they thought you were the best thing for Sebastian. You had gone to the restroom and were walking back to your table when you felt the room spin around you, Scarlett was behind you so she was able to catch you in time, “Woah easy there babe, too much to drink?” she asked playfully, you smiled at her, “No I haven’t had alcohol I just got dizzy” you said stabilizing yourself on the chair. You sat in silence for a moment until Sebastian pulled you out of your own thoughts, “(Y/N), you okay doll?” he asked worriedly, “Yes I-”, “She got dizzy” Scarlett said to him, “That’s not the first time that happens” he said to her but keeping his eye on you, you felt everyone else’s eyes land onto you, Robert was the first to break the silence, “You guys have a bun in the oven?”, “NO! OF course not, I’ve been overworked the past month” you said chuckling, “UH huh, see Susan was the same way and it turned out that she was pregnant. Maybe Sebastian has been treating you a little too well” Robert joked causing everyone to laugh, “Ha ha very funny, I’m alright guys, I'm tired” you said defensively. Other than that the rest of the night was uneventful but it was fun being around Sebastian’s friends and of course Sebastian himself. You guys were there until it was almost closing time, you were exhausted, laying your head on Seb’s chest feeling yourself doze off. “I think we should get going doll” he said planting a kiss on your head, you nodded, grabbing your purse and getting up to say your goodbyes. The last person you were saying bye was Scarlett, she pulled you in and whispered, “(Y/N), if I were you, I’d get a pregnancy test” and with that she gave you a kiss on the cheek. The way back home was a silent one, you and Seb were lost in thought. 

You both arrived back to his place, you walked to his room taking off your boots and jacket, laying on his bed while you waited for him to get out from the bathroom. You heard the door open but nothing else, then you heard him walking towards you, “Honey” he said softly, “Yes?” you said but didn’t get up, “I think you should uhm take these” he said slowly. You turned to see what he placed on the bed; 3 pregnancy tests. “Oh not you too Sebs, I’m fine babe its...work” you replied, “What if it isn’t work” he said, “What do you mean?”, “Look I know you have been working like crazy but I feel like something is different with you”, “Fine but when these come out negative I get to say I told you so” you said grabbing the three items and headed inside the bathroom. You waited for them to turn, you weren’t sure why but you were nervous to see the results. You opened the door, Sebastian was waiting on the bed, looking at you, “Well?” he asked, “Is it weird that I can’t look” you said, “Can you do it Seb, god why am I nervous, I know I’m not pregnant” you said walking towards him, you sat next to him, “Please go look and then tell me” you said shoving you head on his chest, he laughed at your nervousness, he was a bit nervous himself too but he was more excited. “Okay I’ll go look” he said, he grabbed the tests then faced you. He couldn’t believe what his eyes were seeing, all three had a bold “Pregnant” on them. He felt his eyes tear up, you were looking at him in shock, “You’re joking right?” you said, “I’m not, (Y/N) you’re pregnant!” he said excitedly. Sebastian knelt between your legs, crying as he held you in his arms. “I’m going to be a dad, you’re going to be a mom, we’re going to be parents” he said happily, he stopped to look at you, you were pale, you felt the blood run down to your feet. “Are YOU okay?” he asked, “Yes...... I wasn’t ready but ...yes” you said looking at him, “You, Sebs?”, “I am so happy doll” he said kissing you, “I can’t wait”. 

[sepublic]

Isaac’s Coming-of-Age Moment

           I find Isaac’s talk with the Captain in Season 3 weirdly… sweet, in a sense?

           Like… I kind of get this vibe from Isaac during their conversation that he’s basically some hot-headed, emotional youth, who is confused in a lot of ways, basically a teenager, and he just really needs some actual guidance, a positive adult/parental figure in his life that he can actually count on! Which, I don’t want to infantilize Isaac, but then again he does refer to himself and Hector as children who need to grow up in Season 4, so maybe I’m not too far off.

           I dunno, I just get the feel that as someone who’s been alone for a LONG while, without any real positive interactions with people or older figures… Isaac’s just in a kind of generally moody, angsty sort of headspace akin to an angsty teenager, obviously unreasonable in some regards, but not truly, his feelings are valid and you can tell that by the end of the day, he just wants to be left alone and in peace.

           So it feels really sweet to have Isaac actually like- Talk to an older figure who for once is acting as a mentor, passing on some real wisdom and guidance. The Captain can tell that Isaac needs someone to help him through what is a VERY confusing part of his life, a part that will decide a lot for him –again, like a teenager- and he’s very patiently and considerately advising Isaac; But at the same time, he’s not condescendingly lecturing him either. The Captain shows Isaac a lot of respect and consideration, and is both talking to him as an equal, but also as a mentor if that makes sense.

           And to me, that’s just really nice and heartwarming to watch, because with Dracula also in mind, I’m lowkey getting the impression of Isaac as this like; Jaded youth who secretly yearns for approval by someone for once, we can kind of see this from his abuser in the flashback. 

          Isaac hasn’t quite completely gotten over this, but with the Captain, Isaac can finally get that validation and support that he really needs and craves from an older figure, in a way that isn’t toxic and unhealthy. And I love Dracula and I will always applaud his decision to save Isaac’s life at the end of Season 2, how THAT led to Isaac learning to live for himself, I will forever love that moment even more from now on;

           But I think Dracula and I can both agree that he’s not, like. The healthiest role model nor person for Isaac to look up to, nor dedicate himself towards. Really, nobody is the healthiest person for Isaac to dedicate himself towards, he needs to live for himself after all! So it really was for the best that Isaac had himself cut off from that sort of toxic dependency; Dracula is an ENORMOUS step-up from Isaac’s abuser, sure, but he still represented Isaac’s refusal to really value himself, only just in relation to others.

           Anyhow, I really appreciate that talk where Isaac low-key finds a bit of a Father Figure in the Captain. Maybe I’m just protecting a little, but I found it very endearing how the Captain talks directly to Isaac as a person, in many ways he’s kind of firm and fair, but in a way that shows that he actually CARES about Isaac, and not that he’s just trying to get his own way. 

          Like, the Captain is interested in seeing Isaac prosper, but he’s not toxically dedicating himself to Isaac, the way Isaac would’ve done to Dracula’s memory; And that ability to help others and invest in them, while still being yourself, was no doubt enlightening for Isaac.

           Just… that side-eye glance of Isaac’s bear the end, actually stopping to think and consider, when the Captain tells him that hey, you can be a ruler! An almost endearing kind of immature desire to deny this in a rather “It’s not a PHASE” type of way, but it is in fact clearly getting to him, whether he likes to admit or not, and it’s kind of flustering Isaac. When the Captain gives him no shit but still treats him like a person. In general, all of Isaac’s interactions in Season 3 came from older figures who were a lot more experienced than him, which I think just adds to this idea that… 

          He really is kind of young and inexperienced in a lot of ways. And he really needs some second opinions to surround himself with, perspectives that are at times differing; Which I think is a neat contrast with Carmilla, who mostly relies on an echo chamber of her sisters and isn’t very receptive to different opinions.

           But yeah, Isaac is an utter mood, basically a moody, edgy teenager, who just needs some love and cherishing, some real mentorship and guidance, provided with actual respect and consideration, so he can get through what is an incredibly confusing AND formative period of his life. 

          It makes me all the more happy that it turns out for the best for him, and I really want to see a fic where like; Him and Hector encounter Dracula and Lisa, with all four on healthier terms, and Dracula’s sort of joy at seeing his other two sons being happy and living for themselves like he’d hoped- While Hector and Isaac are lowkey like, “See Dad! See how we’ve really become our own person, isn’t that really cool?” In that sort of excited, endearing way where they show a lot of respect and admiration, and place a lot of faith and trust in Vlad’s opinion. 

          Because even if they aren’t dependent on Dracula’s opinion, it’s still nice to see him validated and swell with pride, to actually see his Forge Masters get along as he’d always hoped. Like a sort of Coming of Age moment where they happily reflect on how much they’ve grown, to people who’d really respect and appreciate it, telling them that hey, your love for me, it paid off- It really meant a lot and I’m happy to tell the both of us that it wasn’t for nothing, it really meant SO much to me and helped, thank you!

           It’s just… Really endearing how we can see Isaac comfortably, in a safe space and level of interaction that isn’t plagued by threat nor violence; Afford to get snappy with someone else, like he can actually express his feelings at the Captain, but he doesn’t have to worry about holding himself to a subordinate level like with Dracula. Isaac can just be himself without having to constantly brace himself for the possibility of conflict or bloodshed, he can just comfortably exist in this space with a stranger and actually, fully, talk with someone who he feels actually gets and understands him on some level.

          Isaac is in a good environment where he can just let himself out, and it’s incredibly refreshing to watch- It was no doubt extremely cathartic to Isaac, I imagine. And it really stands to show that just as Lisa advised Dracula, traveling around the world really can be good for your health, for opening your mind and worldview; So it’s sweet to see that Dracula ended up passing on and applying Lisa’s wisdom to his low-key son, and that wisdom DID end up working out for him in the end! Thanks, Lisa.

         Now I can only imagine Isaac talking to Lisa about this and feeling really grateful, because she ended up inspiring HIM as well… And Lisa just looks wryly at Dracula like, Oh so you DID take my advice, and not only that, passed it onto others as well?

         And THAT just makes me imagine an older Isaac who continues the cycle of not abuse, but growth and guidance, who sees himself later on in another angry youth who reminds him a lot of himself, and then guides them to be more constructive- Because believe it or not, this wise King DOES understand what it’s like.

         He chuckles to himself when he realizes how the tables have turned, how HE’s the one giving The Talk to some kid, and he kindly, nostalgically, gratefully reflects on the Captain’s wisdom, and how it lives on through him and now this youth. Isaac and the kid are not so different and this realization of similarity and common ground just helps Isaac with accepting that human part of himself, and reaching out compassionately.

         Isaac is joked with and given much-needed fun and levity, while still taken seriously and respected as an individual; And I’m sure it means a lot to him, not that he fully realizes it yet. The Captain really expresses faith and belief in Isaac to grow up and support others through his own wisdom, the Captain sees himself in Isaac and that’s really fascinating- How this stranger is acting on this empathy to talk to Isaac and relate to him, to humanize him as a person for once. And it’s kind of shocking for Isaac to realize that others can actually relate to and see themselves in him, this alleged ‘monster’ and ‘thing’.

         It’s just neat to see an older figure express belief and expectation in Isaac to be something good because he thinks the best of him, rather than Isaac dedicating his belief to someone else, and it kind of inspires and incentivizes Isaac to do better with his life. That maybe he CAN grow and this isn’t the end for him, and one day teach others- Because maybe he DOES have something valuable to offer! The Captain recognizes Isaac as someone with potential and growth, and the ability to nurture and be positive, and I love that. 

         Especially with how Isaac dedicates himself to Dracula and his ‘wisdom of ages’, only for the Captain to turn around and suggest that Isaac himself has his own knowledge worth passing on, and that’s more than enough reason for Isaac to live for himself, then. It’s very nice to see Isaac lowkey latch onto a positive authority figure and actually be emotionally rewarded for it like he needs and deserves. And it’s even sweeter how Isaac leaves the Captain with an amicable farewell wave, and even AFTER an immediate negative experience, Isaac still decides to do better, showing that his lessons really can apply and retain underneath hardship.

         Isaac is challenged but in a healthy way that he can actually engage with and really apply himself towards, because he is a very clever person, he’s allowed to think and be rewarded for it. And it makes it all the more interesting how Isaac in Season 4 does see himself as a holy figure in a sense, not necessarily out of arrogance I feel, but from a real understanding that he’s worth a lot himself. And now Isaac can embrace happily his own self-value and what he has to offer, and his ability to do good, that maybe he ISN’T a monster but in some ways a hero, imagine that!

           (Actually, maybe Castlevania really IS a Coming-of-Age tale in a sense. Hector and Isaac’s growth are obvious, we know Trevor and Alucard is admittedly kind of emotionally stunted teenagers who learn to open up and trust, and even Sypha has her moments where she sees how the world can really suck –like the end of Season 3- before deciding for herself to have agency and initiative, and not be a bit player in someone else’s story regardless, in addition to openly defying some Speaker traditions like a rebellious teenager, because good for her! A narrative about really learning to take initiative and control of your own story, to live life for yourself, DOES seem very Coming-of-Age now does it?)

[mjxmoon]

sapnap takes you to meet his family 🌿

sapnap x black reader

word count: ~780

request: Okay so Sapnap is from Texas which is country asf so like what if he takes his black s/o to meet his family and they’re like lowkey racist

a/n hiii im back from my hiatus to deliver shitty work!!! are there random commas because that's my version of editing? yes i wrote this at midnight. also, a bitch struggled with this one and i might rewrite it because it’s ass. sapnap hun, if you stumble on this blog, please don't think that i think ur family is racist - i think everyone in texas is (/hj)

warnings: swearing

“Why are you so nervous about meeting the rest of my family?” Sapnap asks, glancing at you from his spot in the driver's seat. The whole ride, you’ve been staring out the window, mumbling to yourself about everything that could go wrong. “They won’t hate you.”

“Well, I don’t know we’re going to like the racist valley of Texas.”

“My family isn't like that.” He replies with a reassuring smile.

“Yeah, sure, sure.” You say, patting his shoulder. That's precisely what a person with a family like that would say. Not that you don’t trust him but living in Texas as long as you have, you’ve learned to be overly cautious.

Once you finally arrive at his Aunt’s house, you’re filled with even more stress when you spot all the ‘Trump’ signs hanging up in the neighbors front lawns. “Dude.”

Sapnap tries to stifle his laughter. “Ok, I know this looks bad, but I swear my family isn't like that.” He repeats this time with a little doubt in his own statement.

“You’re lucky I love you because I would be gone right now.” You mutter, hopping out of the car. Please don't let me get hate crimed.

You follow him up to the door but trail back a little as he knocks on the door. “Sapnap!” A woman exclaims swinging it open after a moment, “Lovely to see you!” She gives Sapnap a tight hug.

She then looks back at you, a little confused “And you are?”

“Oh, this is my partner!” Sapnap says proudly.

You say your name holding out your hand “Hi! it's really nice to meet you.”

She shakes your hand, hesitantly, looking between you and Sapnap almost in shock “Well come on in, everyone's been waiting for you two.”

You can already tell that you were not what they were expecting, and despite Sapnap's constant reassurance, it's obvious that your presence might cause some disruption. “Everyone Nicks here!”

You go through yet another round of familia introductions, even meeting a cousin who had an ‘all lives matter’ shirt on. Oh shit, I'm in hell. After introductions, everyone basically ignored you. His aunt barely spoke when you tried to make conversation, and his grandmother, who seemed like the sweetest person on the planet, didn't even bother to look at you.

Finally giving up, you take a seat outside on the porch fiddling with your fingers, just wanting to go home. You get that not everyone has to like you, but you can definitely tell that the reason for it has everything to do with the color of your skin. You don’t even have the strength anymore to prove that you’re good enough and decide to wait out the rest of the evening outside until you can go home.

“Hey, why are you out here by yourself?” Sapnap asks, stepping out onto the porch “I’ve been looking for you.”

“Oh, yeah, sorry, just needed a break.” You say, forcing a slight smile.

He nods his head, not really buying that excuse, and plops down next to you on the porch swing. “Uh-huh...so what's really going on?”

“I don’t know I just feel like your family doesn't like me...because I'm black.” He gets quiet, and you’re reevaluating how good of an idea it was accusing his family of having some sort of negative racial bias against you - which you’re positive they do.

“Have they said anything? Should I talk to them?”

“No, just a feeling.” You say, not able to describe it any better, “And the whispers, and the stares and the trump signs across the street.”

“Then let's leave.” He says seriously fishing through his hoodie pocket for his keys. In all honesty, he’s still a bit clueless on what’s exactly going on, but the fact that you feel unsafe is enough of a reason to leave.

“No no, don’t feel like you have to leave!” You know how much he was looking forward to seeing them and now you feel kind of bad.

“Just 'cause they’re my family doesn't mean I'm gonna keep you in a place you feel uncomfortable. Come on let's go.” He holds out his hand and you take it happily.

He says a quick goodbye to his family (who seemed oddly excited for you to leave) before heading back to the car. “I’m never coming back here by the way.” You say in a very serious tone as he begins to drive out of the neighborhood, passing a newly put up confederate flag in someone's yard.

“Yup, got it.”

pt. 2!! sapnap takes you to meet his family II

[samwrights]

Two Little Lines

Let’s just keep playing around with the pregnancy/baby theme, shall we? 😂😈 it’s going to be on the fluffier side, however, we are gonna sprinkle in some very mild NSFW. And we got real angsty with Kenma and we’re just gonna make em all real long. Sorry this took me a few days to do!

Kenma;

Let’s be honest, Kenma would be the cautious one that would more so plan for pregnancy.

Life’s going great for Kenma—great job, cushy life, hot wife??? How did he get so lucky?

Cause he’s cute af that’s how

He was finally ready to add another player to the party.

However, life can’t always be perfect and apparently neither can the two of you trying for a baby.

For the last year and a half now, Friday nights were your thing. No streaming, no work, no phone calls. You and Kenma—that’s it. And while he definitely had become very explorative in that time, every negative pregnancy test was wearing his drive down.

It shouldn’t come as a surprise to anyone that Kenma isn’t a fan of going to the doctor, even to check on how his little swimmers are doing. “If it’s not meant to be, we’ll find another way.” But you could tell it was breaking his heart a little bit.

Frisky Friday’s became fragile Friday’s, in which the two of you really just cuddled in bed together, fireplace lit, and talked about hopeful dreams of finally having a child together, until one of you hopefully got in the mood.

Shit, this whole ordeal was even making your marriage rough. Kenma had been so hard on himself lately that he could barely look at you, which caused you to start to feel insecure, causing the both of you to fight.

It’s Friday night. No streaming, no work, and no phone calls. That was how it was supposed to be. But instead, Kenma is naked in bed atop the comforter, playing with his switch.

It’s pissing you off.

“I don’t know what you wanna do anymore, Kenma. Do you even want a family? Do you even want to be with me anymore?”

“Why would you even say that?” It’s Friday night. The two of you are supposed to be hanging out in bed, naked and just being together, not picking fights with each other. But since that seems to be the case, you see Kenma flush with anger.

“Maybe because you’re playing Animal Crossing instead of looking at me??” Your husband sighs before putting his switch on the night stand before taking down the loose knot that his hair typically resides in. He’s anxious. “You’re acting like I’m not upset about this too.”

As you’re talking to him, you cautiously clamber over him, your face filled with raw emotion. And, after being married for the better half of a decade, you can see what he’s feeling. Failure, distress, and pain were only the start of it. “Please, Kenma. One more time, and we’ll start looking at other options.”

Apparently one more time was all it took, according to the three pregnancy tests you’d taken a month later. Seeing those two little lines on one of the tests that your husband had bought in bulk sent your heart into palpitations. You were going to be a mom.

Kenma comes home from work that Friday—you decided to surprise him. “What do you want to do tonight Kenma?”

??? “Honey, it’s Friday. Don’t we usually...” he stops. Either you were giving up on trying, which you two would have discussed, or... “wait, you don’t mean...”

Holding up the positive pregnancy test, you begin to cry. Kenma does too.

“Baby Kozume has joined the party.”

Kuroo;

Only the two of you would get pregnant while having an IUD implant. Literally, that was just your luck. But it was still possible.

Which you had yet to tell Kuroo—at the moment you were thankful the two of you weren’t cohabitating yet because you were able to hide your unbearable morning sickness.

You were at least waiting to see your doctor to have your IUD removed before telling him, mostly out of fear but also because, if he did notice your morning sickness, you could pawn it off as symptoms of the removal.

You hoped that this wouldn’t take too long or as be as painful as it was going in, but then again you were going to be pushing a human out in nearly 8 months.

It’s a Wednesday afternoon; Kuroo has already finished classes for the day while you’re still out at your appointment. He did have a key to your appointment, but it was strange that you weren’t home considering you didn’t have classes.

He wasn’t gonna call you out on it though—Kuroo trusted you. Instead, he opted to just rummaging around your apartment, cleaning up dishes that were left standing in the sink and making lunch for the two of you.

The minute you walked through your door, the smell of his cooking wafted through the air and absolutely did not agree with you or the baby’s sense of smell. “Fuck,” you grit out before bolting to the bathroom to hurl.

??? = Kuroo.

“Babe? You okay?” Your response was more vomiting, which was apparent both by sound and by visual—you hadn’t even closed the door to the bathroom and Kuroo got to witness the scene clear as day.

In comfort, Kuroo rubs your lower back in an attempt to coax the remaining bile from your body. Disturbing, was the only way Kuroo could describe it, considering you rarely ever puked. In the last six years of dating, he’s only seen it once while you drunk.

When the nausea finally passed, Kuroo cleaned your face up with a warm rag before sitting you on his knee while he sat at the edge of the tub. “What’s wrong, baby?”

“That, actually.”

“What?” Kuroo’s a smart guy, however it took him a few minutes to decipher your two word puzzle. “Wait, seriously?”

“Yeah, I was gonna tell you today, actually. I just had to go get my IUD removed.” For a moment he’s stunned—the IUD was supposed to be nearly foolproof. But nearly is the key word.

“Babe, you’re pregnant! Holy shit, I gotta call Kenma and Bo and tell them they’re gonna be uncles!” 💀💀💀

“Sooo, you’re okay with it...?” After all, there was a reason you had chosen to go with an IUD after your guys’ last pregnancy scare two years ago.

After all, being a freshman in college wasn’t necessarily an ideal time to start a family.

“Why wouldn’t I be?” He balks.

“Because we’re college students that still have another year to graduate?” You deadpan as if it were the most obvious thing in the world.

“And? Now we’re gonna be married college graduates with little baby Kuroo.” M a r r i e d?

“I think you’re getting a little ahead of yourself, Tetsu.”

“What, you don’t wanna marry me?” For a minute, his face contorts with...confusion? Sadness? Anger? A myriad of all the above? “I’ve wanted to marry you since high school.”

“Is this a proposal?”

“The rings been in my gym bag since senior year.”

Akaashi;

Akaashi Keiji, contrary to popular opinion, was a real romantic.

Even as college students, while your focus should be on your studies, Akaashi never slacked on making you feel special and loved. He knew it, you knew it, and your poor neighbors that shared the wall between your bedrooms knew it.

Kinda made it awkward when the two of you would leave for class and you’d meet your neighbors’ eyes in the apartment hallway. But ya know, it is what it is.

Honestly, it’s too challenging not to go at it every day when your boyfriend is the sweetest, most endearing human to walk the planet.

But enough gushing about Akaashi. Four years into your relationship, you had never felt so off in your life. The last three weeks, all you wanted to do was sleep and eat, you couldn’t focus on anything at all. You couldn’t even have sex with Akaashi.

You know, your wonderful partner that you literally boned everyday? Yeah.

It felt like a permanent, three week PMS for a period that never came. Not that that was entirely abnormal for you—intense amounts of stress can throw off your menstrual cycle and stress was certainly no stranger to you.

But no. You knew your body and you knew it well. Something was wrong.

Just in case things went awry, you scheduled a doctor’s appointment with Keiji’s knowledge. After all, it could very well be nothing and there was no point in causing your man to worry.

“Miss, were you aware that you’re nearly six weeks pregnant?” 💀💀💀 obviously not, doc.

Not entirely convinced, whether because you’re a tad dense or because you really just don’t want to believe the doctor, you swing by a local drug store to grab a test. Just in case, like somehow the doctor would be wrong.

Thankfully, you get home before Akaashi is back from work for the evening, giving you the privacy of seeing your results with your own eyes. Even though you literally could go look at the results and notes from your doctors visit, but ya know.

You don’t even know how long you sat on the floor of your shared bathroom, just staring at the two little lines. You didn’t even realize Akaashi came home.

He calls your name, at first not necessarily concerned that the only light in the apartment was peeking from under the bathroom door. But with no answer, he calls out your name again. No answer. “Honey, is it okay if I come in?”

“Y-yeah?” You aren’t really sure how to answer. How the hell was Akaashi going to react? You guys didn’t have time for a kid?? You’re completely zoned out, staring blankly at the bathtub in front of you. Lowkey, you’re freaking out Akaashi.

Even more so when he sees your hand loosely cradling the pregnancy test—judging by your reaction, he knows what the result is. But he can’t think of anything to say, what is there even to say?

He’s not upset, no. Shocked? Obviously. Mad, not at all considering he’s just as much responsible. The “R” word is what triggers him.

Responsible, in the sense that in less than a year, the two of you were going to be parents. It swelled joy within him. While the two of still had yet to speak, Akaashi comes to your side, sliding down the wall to sit beside you before wrapping his arms around you.

“So, are you hoping for a boy or a girl?”

[whosaskingwrites]

All For You (Akaashi x Reader)

A/N: So this one also has a fluffy end sorry if you wanted straight angst. It's to prepare for future ones that don't have happy endings.

WARNINGS: Mentions of cheating. Bokuto lowkey almost beat someone up. Also straight up threatens someone. Swears are involved as well.

Date: Friday October 23rd, 2020

Details: 3.8 pages 1,408 words

Theme: Bubble Heart- When you feel true love you'll breath out a soft pink heart that heals any illness. However when heartbroken the heart will turn black and emit a deadly poison. It can be cured if someone gives up their true love for you.

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Pain.

That’s all I felt as I stared at my boyfriend of three years. His eyes blown wide in shock as he started back at me.

“W-why?” I whispered as the woman on top of him laughed. It rang in my ears a high pitched sound that didn’t belong. “Because sweetie you don’t put out like he wants,” I shivered as the word sweetie dripped from her lips.

“I see,” I stiffly said grabbing the present that I had come back to the apartment for. “I’ll be going then,” I turned walking out the door and closing it behind me. I stood still for a second feeling the shock wash through me. I sighed as I took a few steps down the hall before I heard a shout.

“Y/n!” I looked up my eyes meeting the bright liquid gold ones of my best friend, Bokuto. “Bo? Didn’t I tell you to wait in the car?” My voice didn’t carry like normal and I could that he noticed instantly.

He walked forward placing his hands on my shoulders and forcing me to stay looking at him. “What happened?” He voiced after his eyes scanned my face for any signs of distress. I knew all he’d found was shock and before I could answer him the door to my apartment opened.

“Babe wait-,” Before he could continue talking that woman talked again her voice aggravated my ears as I heard it “Honey stop bothering with her when I’m here,” she giggled at the end. I was vaguely reminded of nails on a chalkboard when I heard it.

Bokuto let me go and walked towards him his entire form basking in anger. “You son of a bitch!” Bokuto's fist met his face and I heard a loud 'Crack!' afterwards. “Bo!” I took his fist in my hand with a sigh shaking my head. “He…He’s not worth it,” I whispered “He hurt you. I can’t let that go and Akaashi wouldn’t either,” I shook my head at him. Before I could answer a small cough bubbled up it felt harsh and tearing as it traveled up my throat. I watched as a small dark black heart bubbled out of my mouth before popping. “Shit,” I said staring back at Bokuto who looked at me with wide eyes.

He took my hand and lead me to the car “Babe!” Bokuto interrupted him before he could continue speaking “If I ever see you again or you contact her again I’ll kill you,” He flinched at Bokuto’s words having not heard Bokuto speaking angrily before. He pulled me towards the car before getting in himself. He had started driving leaving us in silence before he spoke up.

“You know Akaashi isn’t going to be happy about this,” He said with a tight grip on the steering wheel. “About that…Can we not tell him? For today at least?” He furrowed his eyebrows in anger at the thought “I-" “Please Bo! It’s his birthday he doesn’t need this,” He stayed silent for a moment knuckles white with how hard he gripped the wheel.

“Fine but you better tell him soon,” Golden eyes looked at me in the most serious why I’d ever seen. “I…I will,” I voiced as I turned my own e/c eyes away from his.

*Time Skip*

Two days. It had been two days since the incident and I sat in a hospital bed. Only Konoha knew where I was since he had gone with me in the ambulance. It didn’t matter as he was the only one who had needed me these past two days. So it came as a surprise to me when the door to my hospital room was thrown open. I turned my head away from the window to look at who had run in. Akaashi stood there eyes wide and hands on both sides of the doorframe he was panting slightly as he stood.

My eyes clashed with his own blue pair hidden behind his glasses frames “Keiji,” I whispered as his own eyes looked me over. I knew how I looked frail, pale and thin. Eyes hollow and hopelessly dull. The needles in my arms and the breathing tube in my nose certainly didn’t help things as I looked at him. I must have looked like a skeleton in his eyes the poison working quicker the longer I sat here.

“Y/n,” he finally said as he approached me. He sat down next to the bed gently taking my hand in his own. His hands were much larger than mine and warmer while my hands were small and cold. He held it gently afraid to put any pressure on it like it would break if he did. He played with my fingers a nervous habit of his he’d had since I’d known him.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” He voiced as he looked at me “Would it have made a difference?” I asked back my throat was raspy as I spoke to him. “We all know how this ends for me Keiji,” I said as I held his hand.

He shook his head slowly messy black hair bouncing slightly as he did “I came to an agreement with my girlfriend,” he said as he looked at me. “We want you to be alive and happy,” I shook my head at what he was implying.

“No you love her…You can’t trade that in for me,” He just gave me a small smile in return “I won’t love her soon,” he said back “Keiji…you can’t do this not for me,” He sighed and gently cupped my cheeks being careful to not hurt me. “I’ve already decided you can’t talk me out of this,” he whispered gently.

I sighed knowing he wouldn’t back down about this. “Fine,” I mumbled quietly causing Akaashi to give me another soft smile. He leaned forward pressing his lips softly against my own I closed my eyes as I felt the gentle feeling of something soft passing from him to me.

It was sweet tasting compared to the bitter taste of the poison in my system. I sighed against Akaashi's lips as the bitterness and every other negative feeling faded from my body. I pulled away looking at the color that had returned to my skin. I looked back up at Akaashi who was frowning at his phone before putting it away.

“Keiji,” I called softly “Why’d you do that?” He held onto my hands again and looked at me “Yours and Bokuto's happiness means more to me than my own,” I felt a soft bubbling in my throat and I knew by looking at him that he felt it as well. I sighed out a soft breath watching as two matching soft pink hearts floated up before popping leaving a slight shimmer in their wake.

I giggled as I saw the shimmer land on us. “Guess you signed up to be my true love now,” I frowned slightly. “Don’t frown. If it helps my ex just told me she’d been cheating on me,” I looked at him shocked “Keiji Akaashi how does that help!?” I asked while he just looked at me and shrugged.

“We could both be dying in the hospital and she could have told me sooner. But she waited to tell me until after I didn’t love her anymore,” I sighed “As right as that is its still flawed logic Keiji,” he lifted my hands up pressing a kiss to the back of each hand.

“Also,” he voiced “I’m perfectly okay with being your true love,” He muttered quietly. I hummed in response “Funny I’m perfectly okay with it as well,” I smiled as he leaned towards me placing another gentle kiss against my lips. He put more force into it now that he knew I wouldn’t break. His hands caressed my sides rubbing small circles into my hips. My own hands has threaded their way into his hair as his glasses slid slightly down his nose.

We both pulled away to catch our breaths faces tinted pink and softly smiling at each other. “You know Akaashi if you hurt her like her ex did I won’t hesitate to beat you up,” We both looked towards the doorway startled by the appearance of Bokuto. He was leaning against the doorframe a glare poised in Akaashi’s direction. Akaashi merely chuckled at the threat Bokuto had issued towards him.

“I wouldn’t dream of it,”

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[genesisrose74]

A/n: Alright if you can’t already figure out I am very much a simp for adorable sweethearts cause they’re just so cute!! Literally take all my uwus— anywho here’s some quarantine headcanons for best boy Izuku Midoriya! I might make quarantine hc’s a small series for the boys of Class 1-A because I had a really fun time writing this, but we’ll see! I included a bit of background at the beginning as well so enjoy!!

So you’re in Class 1-B at UA High, and the first time you officially met Izuku was at the sports festival

During the cavalry battle you had snagged points from Bakugo’s team and he was incredibly impressed with you despite the fact that your group fell short of making the one on one battle round

You may or may not have become intrigued with him during the obstacle race and your curiosity only grew from there

Monoma got upset with you because you were so focused on Izuku almost the entire festival

“Are you seriously fawning over our rivals?”

Cue you elbowing him in the side and scolding him for being so hostile (yes you and Kendo get along swimmingly)

When he saw you around later that day he asked you about your quirk and you were happy to talk with him! You offered to get ice cream while you walked and he was ecstatic because not only was your quirk awesome, but you were also one of the prettiest girls Izuku had ever seen and he was trying not to get too flustered

Poor boy basically got hounded by Monoma when he saw you two walking around the festival together and Kendo had to physically drag the blonde away while mustering out a handful of apologies

Y’all became good friends very quickly and you and Izuku would alternate eating with each other’s friend groups at lunch - the Dekusquad loves you

Izuku ended up meeting your parents unexpectedly after the forest training camp incident, as they worked as some of the head doctors at the hospital and were well acquainted with OFA (your dad attended UA in the support class at the same time Toshinori was enrolled!! He worked closely with Recovery Girl during his years there)

Izuku had stepped in to help you at the training camp during the attack, so your parents were thanking him constantly for protecting their daughter.

You ended up asking him out pretty soon after that because he was always so selfless and kind, not to mention the most adorable person you had ever met

Decided to keep it very lowkey just because of the class rivalry and all the craziness going on

Anyways when Miss ‘Rona starts up you’ve been dating for a few months now and Izuku’s mom and your parents each adore y’all already

So UA makes the announcement that students should stay at home for a while so that they can clean out the campus and make sure everything is safe for use, so that means everyone is moving out of the dorms for the time being

Your parents are worried because even though you all got tested and the results were negative, they don’t want to put you at risk as they’re traveling to and from the hospital each day, so Izuku’s mother being the sweetheart she is offers to have you stay at their place

So the Midoriya fam gets tested and all is good except that Izuku is freaking out

He knows it’s fine because there’s a guest room and you’ve been to his house on many, many occasions but oH My GoSH sHe’S bASiCalLy gOiNG tO LiVe wiTh mE

Sweet baby is a blushing mess when his mom tells him you’re coming over and he bolts to clean everything and make sure you’ll be comfortable

Folds your favorite hoodie that you steal all the time and puts it on the guest room bed…SWEETHEART

He knows you’re worried about your parents so he wants to do his best to make sure you’re alright

And let me just say that this child is best boy like?? Always tidies his room and helps Momma Midoriya out around the house! It’s the cutest thing ever

If you’re not the best with online classes he’s sat next to you on your bed and explaining stuff to you.

You get a question right? Nose kissies. No exceptions. You’re getting rewarded for your hard work

He’s super respectful of your space too — he will never enter your room or the bathroom without knocking and making sure you’re not caught off guard

But believe it or not this little broccoli gets into very clingy moods and will absolutely pull you into his side while he’s doing homework on the couch or when you’re making a snack in the kitchen.

Cuddles are mandatory at least three times a day, and when he gets this way you’re basically immobile the entire afternoon

P l e a s e kiss the scars on his hands I am begging you

Movie nights in his room all the time. Y’all eat up romantic comedies and literally anything Disney.

Sometimes you fall asleep on his chest during the movie and the boy c o m b u s t s at how completely adorable you look.

His mom has dozens of pictures of you both. She hardcore ships it.

Since y’all have classes at differing times, you’ll sometimes come into his room while he’s on a Zoom call and discreetly put a plate of snacks on his desk to keep him focused. He gives you the softest look whenever you do it’s so precious-

You try to avoid the camera at all costs though, since no one at school knows you’re both dating, let alone currently staying in the same house

One time his classmates asked who was in his room and he choked on air before sputtering out that it was his mother.

To his relief everyone believed it, but after he muted his mic again you were practically wheezing on the other side of the room at how freaked out he got

***

You knock lightly on Izuku’s bedroom door, quietly slipping in when you hear a faint “come in” from the other side. A plate of fruit is balanced in one hand while the other one closes the door behind you, and you are met with the sight of your boyfriend listening to another one of Aizawa’s lectures. He looks a bit tired, with his head propped up on his hand and pencil tapping on his desktop. You smiled to yourself, knowing that this time of the afternoon was around the middle of his daily classes and he was running out of steam - hence the snacks you brought.

You gently place the plate beside Izuku and glance at his screen to find his microphone off. He looks over to you with an appreciative smile before reaching for a piece of honeydew.

“How are you doing, baby?” you ask, giggling when he groans in exasperation.

“Staring at this screen for so long is hurting my brain,” he sighs as he pops the fruit into his mouth. “Thank you for the food.”

“Not a problem. My next class isn’t for another hour so if you need anything else let me know.”

The boy reaches out for your hand, and your eyes briefly flick to the camera to make sure you’re still out of view, but you let him lace his fingers with yours.

“Could you sit with me for a bit then?” he requests, looking up to you with pleading emerald eyes.

You smile softly at his behavior. “Only if I get to have some of this fruit plate.”

“Deal.”

You take up the space on the floor besides Izuku’s chair, leaning your head against his side. His computer’s camera angle only showed him from the shoulders up, and the aspiring pro hero absentmindedly brushed a hand through your hair as he focused back on the lecture. You pulled out your phone to keep yourself occupied while your boyfriend worked during the class, occasionally reaching out to snag another piece of fruit from atop his desk.

The room was filled with the comfortable sounds of pen against paper and the fan whirring softly overhead, and you perked your head up as Izuku answered a question Aizawa had asked a moment prior. The corners of his mouth raised into a small smile when he was deemed correct. You teasingly pressed a quick kiss to his side which caused him to jolt in surprise and glance over to you.

“What was that for?” he chuckled, a hint of a blush adorning his face.

“You got the question right,” you smiled back at him cheekily. “That’s your reward.”

He scoffed playfully. “You’re such a dork.”

“Maybe, but you like that I’m a dork.”

Izuku shook his head with a grin, grabbing a strawberry from the plate on his desk and holding it out to you. You gladly took a bite of the sweet fruit that had been sprinkled with bits of sugar.

“I think I deserve a slightly better prize for answering correctly, though,” he shrugged, lifting the strawberry to his mouth — that was now practically the same shade of red as his face.

“Oh yeah? What might that be?” you hummed, eyebrow arched.

“Not sure exactly. I was just thinking out loud.”

“Maybe I’ll kiss you properly when you’re not on a class Zoom call, weirdo.”

“Uh, hey Midoriya? Who are you talking to?”

Both yours and Izuku’s faces morphed into mortified realization at the voice coming from his computer.

He forgot to mute himself after answering Aizawa’s question, getting distracted by your antics. And everyone had just heard him. Flirting with you.

Welp.

The voice who had spoken and saved you two from further embarrassment belonged to Kaminari, and the rest of the class was quick to follow up with their own questions as they unmuted themselves one by one. Izuku looked at you with apologetic eyes, and you only let out a soft laugh and waved your hand nonchalantly, the initial shock of the situation already leaving you. The boy tilted his head in question: ‘want to say hello?’ You nodded in response, standing up so you were now in view of the computer’s camera.

“Hey, sorry to interrupt,” you laughed awkwardly, watching everyone’s screens as Class 1-A’s jaws dropped.

“Woah, you’re from Class 1-B right?” Kirishima spoke up. You nodded in affirmation.

“What’re you doing at Midoriya’s house?” Asui inquired.

“Midoriya, are you not exercising proper social distancing guidelines?” Iida chimed in, with his typical Class Representative concern.

Izuku was growing more flustered by the second as numerous students bombarded you with questions. You gently placed a hand on his shoulder which seemed to somewhat ease his embarrassment.

Aizawa had decided to use this opportunity to take a nap, saying he didn’t care what you students did so long as the class was done with this little predicament by the time he woke up. So now, the floor solely belonged to you both.

“Alrighty, so I’ll try to keep this short and quick,” you started, looking to Izuku with a small smile. “My parents are doctors at the local hospital and since they wanted to make sure I stayed healthy, I’m currently living at Izuku’s place. Yeah, we’ve been tested and are fine, and yes Iida, we’re still maintaining clean and healthy lifestyles around the house to play it safe. And finally, yes, we are dating. Pretty sure that covers it.”

“Like hell it does!” Mina exclaimed, leaning towards her camera excitedly. She had been missing some long awaited drama. “How long have you two been dating?”

“A handful of months now,” Izuku spoke up, hiding his burning face in your sweater.

“You’re joking! And you didn’t tell anyone?” Momo gasped, quite a fan of the occasional dramatics herself.

“It was kind of a crazy time after the whole summer camp fiasco, so we didn’t feel like bringing it up then would have been right,” you explained, patting the top of Izuku’s head. “After that, we just never really got around to saying anything.”

“So you’re telling me that Midoriya scored a hottie from 1-B and not the rest of us guys?” Mineta huffed. You laughed when Izuku secured his arms around your waist at the comment.

“Mineta, no,” he scolds, although his voice is muffled by the fabric of your clothing.

“Aww, I think someone’s properly embarrassed now,” you cooed. “I should probably be taking my leave then.”

“But there are so many more questions we could ask!” Mina whines, and a number of the students nod in agreement.

You giggle at the class’ curiosity. “Maybe another time. This might be all Zuku can take at the moment.”

The boy in question lifted his head to look at you, blush still alight on his freckled cheeks.

“Sorry about all this,” he apologizes.

You shake your head with a small smile. “It’s all fine and done. Don’t even worry about it. We were going to let them know eventually.”

You take his face in your hands and press a kiss on Izuku’s forehead. He pouts, his eyes averted to his lap. “You missed.”

With a playful roll of your eyes, you lean down to peck Izuku’s lips. The gesture is met with a chorus of awwing over the class Zoom call, only opposed by a gagging Bakugo and a salty Mineta.

“Alrighty, that’s enough public affection in front of your friends for today,” you joke, and you leave a furiously blushing Izuku to deal with the rest of the class on his own.

Safe to say you were drowned in cuddles and many, many kisses as soon as the call ended.

[omisbreakfast]

Did someone mention tsuzuru?? (I feel like I was summoned) Sad, happy, angry/violent, romantic, likes/dislikes and random maybe? very much please and thank you, love!!💕💕

fun fact i actually screeched when i realized all i had wrote so far was gone because my dumbass closed the tab

anyways, i’m too lazy to do a proper presentation now. 

love my pretty boy please OTL

sad - misses his brothers. more than he’d like to admit, actually. he would like to text them more but, his oldest ones are off busy doing their own thing, his youngest brothers are teenagers who doesn’t answer the phone very often. also, even though they’ve been repeatedly reassuring him that everything was fine without him and that he was free to do his own life now (after taking care of the household almost all his life), he still feels guilty at times. because he isn’t constantly at home and feels like he’s missing out on seeing them grow. and, maybe, deep down, another part of him wish that they needed him more.

happy - tsuzuru is the kind of person who doesn’t smile a lot. well, not genuinely at least. when he smiles it’s a small one who doesn’t really feel sincere, just something to be polite and make good figure. but when he really smiles, it just hits different. he has a really cute smile. the difference between the first and second is shocking once you notice. citron is the first one to point it out in the company, and since then, everyday, itaru and citron has a little competition to see which one will make tsuzuru laugh/smile first in the day. even if it’s to laugh at them. they just want to see him smile. (tsuzuru doesn’t know.)

angry/violent - type of guy who will ignore the issue and whatever is troubling him until it goes away. never been fan of conflicts and he’s not gonna start now. if someone really upsets him he will simply disappear on them, or ignore them at least. very good at giving the cold shoulder. he’s a very busy guy and if he wants to he can arrange himself to avoid anyone for at least weeks, without thinking about them again during that timespan. 

romantic - not very experienced. most of the things he knows is from books/movies he reads/watches to have more material to write about. he never had the time to really be in a relationship. he had some crushes before but that’s all they were. crushes. (didn’t even confess.) now, in the scenario he would get with someone, he would be unsure what to do. for him, an ideal date is to snuggle cozily doing nothing. he doesn’t ask for much. (he’s not the kind of guy who likes to go out every two nights.) 

his love language is to act of service, it’s what he does best and is pretty confident in those. cooking, helping his partner study, make the bed and little things like this. (though, he does secretly wishes he could just spend time with them doing nothing. he’s tired and his partner make a good pillow.)

likes/dislikes - pretty obvious but when he gets a good night of sleep. like. he loves it. he’s a different man. also, likes a good pillow and it’s one of the rare thing he’s demanding about. brought his own pillows from home to the dorms ‘cause he knew the pillows they would give him wouldn’t satisfy him. masumi makes fun of him for sleeping with like, 4 pillows. hates repetitive sounds. like, someone clicking their pen in class? he will hate them forever. he also doesn’t understand how can masumi puts some songs on repeat FOR days and not get tired of them. 

random - as patient and composed he seems to be, we all know he’s an actual mess out here. very much more emotional then he lets on. he doesn’t like that fact about him. learned to control/suppress “negatives” emotions. also, he’s lowkey impatient and likes having things planned beforehand. not really a fan of big surprises. has a side of control freak.