#this is why i dont use that stupid fucking app anymore

[captain-ravioli7321]

rant about fatphobia

CW mention of fatphobia, eating disorders, plus mention of mental and physical health issues and yes i am dropping the link to the tiktok vid my friend saw & sent to me

also warning for potential eyestrain if ur reading this because i focused like NOTHING on formatting lmao

heres the video. to sum it up, this random lady is crashing out over the fact that fat people would like to wear fancy clothing sometimes

SEE. THIS COULD'VE BEEN A REGULAR TAKE, RIGHT. LIKE SHE COULD'VE BEEN LIKE "it makes sense that plus-sized clothing costs more because it costs more material to make". THAT'S A TAKE I CAN GET BEHIND. BUT SHE JUST STARTS FUCKING RANTING ABOUT FAT PEOPLE???

"why the fuck would they make something that promotes someone being that size" ITS NOT PROMOTING IT. PEOPLE JUST WANT FUCKING CLOTHES??? NOBODYS GONNA LOOK AT A 3XL SHIRT AND BE LIKE "i'm gonna gain 100 pounds just to wear that." THATS NOT HOW REALITY WORKS SO STOP DAYDREAMING. ITS MORE LIKELY TO BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND. AND THERE ARE A MILLION FUCKING UNDERWEIGHT ASS MODELS, YOU'RE NOT YELLING AT THEM TO STOP PROMOTING EATING DISORDERS.

"being fat is unhealthy!!!" A LOT OF SHIT IS UNHEALTHY. WELCOME TO PLANET FUCKING EARTH.

REPRESENTING FAT PEOPLE IN MEDIA AND ACKNOWLEDGING THEY EXIST AND THAT THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO LOSE THE WEIGHT THEY HAVE TO BE VIEWED AS PEOPLE IS NOT GLORIFYING IT. YEAH,. BEING FAT IS UNHEALTHY. BUT PEOPLE CAN'T CONTROL BEING FAT AT LEAST MOST OF THE FUCKING TIME. HAVING CANCER IS UNHEALTHY, YOU'RE NOT TELLING PEOPLE TO STOP REPRESENTING CANCER IN MEDIA BECAUSE IT GLORIFIES CANCER. HIGH STRESS, POOR MENTAL HEALTH, AND EATING DISORDERS ARE UNHEALTHY AND YET HERE YOU ARE SHAMING PEOPLE FOR SOMETHING THATS MOSTLY OUT OF THEIR CONTROL. THIS IS THE TYPE OF CONTENT THAT TRIGGERS SOMEONE'S EATING DISORDER

AND EVEN IF YOU WERE ONLY FAT BECAUSE YOU ATE A LOT AND WERE LAZY (which isn't true by the way), WHY DO YOU CARE??? IT'S NOT YOUR BODY, IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS SO SHUT UP.

"CANCEL YOU, CANCEL BEING FAT" CANCEL BEING A STUPID BITCH WHO HAS CLEARLY NEVER DONE ANY RESEARCH ON ANYTHING OR HAS EVER TALKED TO A FAT PERSON EVER. "CANCEL BEING FAT" LIKE WHAT??? CANCEL PEOPLE FOR EXISTING AND ????? BEING FAT???? ARE YOU INSANE

"CANCEL PEOPLE NOT TAKING OWNERSHIP FOR BEING A FUCKING FATASS" AGAIN AS IF PEOPLE ARE IN CONTROL OF THAT AT ALL TIMES.

THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT CAN CONTRIBUTE TO SOMEONE BEING FAT. DIABETES, OTHER PHYSICAL HEALTH CONDITIONS, INSOMNIA, EVEN SHIT LIKE DEPRESSION CAN AFFECT IT AND THATS NOT EVEN INCLUDING EATING DISORDERS OR DIETARY PROBLEMS. NOT EVERYONE CAN AFFORD A GYM, NOT EVERYONE EVEN HAS THE MENTAL FUCKING ENERGY TO WORRY ABOUT GOING TO THE GYM.

THERE IS NO WAY YOU'RE GONNA SIT IN YOUR STUPID CAR AND SCREAM AT A CAMERA LIKE SOME 5 YEAR OLD IPAD KID THROWING A TEMPER TANTRUM AND THEN ACT AS IF YOU JUST SAID SOMETHING SO SMART.

"GET UP, GO TO THE GYM, STOP EATING UNHEALTHY YOU'RE A FUCKING FATASS" AGAIN?? AS IF THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT CONTRIBUTES

IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF STUPID ASSHOLES COMING ONTO SOCIAL MEDIA AND BITCHING AND WHINING ABOUT THIS TYPE OF ISSUE AS IF THERE'S NOT A MILLION GOD DAMN THINGS THAT CONTRIBUTE TO SOMEONE BEING FAT OR OBESE. SHE STOPS EVEN TALKING ABOUT THE CLOTHING PART AT FIRST AND STARTS JUST GOING ON THIS RANT. ARE YOU KIDDING ME

AND ITS ONE THING IF ITS SOME STUPID BITCH YAPPING ABOUT THIS BUT I WENT INTO THE COMMENT SECTION AND PEOPLE ARE CALLING HER A DIVA??? AND ACTING LIKE SHE JUST SAID THIS CRAZY SMART THING AS IF SHE WASN'T JUST ACTING FUCKING NONSENSICAL THE WHOLE TIME.

LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? IF YOU WOULD USE THE TWO BRAINCELLS IN YOUR THICK, EMPTY FUCKING SKULL AND GOOGLE SHIT- YOU DON'T HAVE TO LOOK FOR LONG SINCE I KNOW YOU HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN OF A FISH, AND YOU CAN JUST GOOGLE "things that contribute to weight". THATS IT, AND YOU'LL SEE ITS NOT JUST DIET AND HOW MUCH SOMEONE WORKS OUT.

STOP PRAISING PEOPLE FOR BEING STUPID UNEDUCATED ASSHOLES. IT'S VERY FUCKING CLEAR SHE ONLY MADE THIS VIDEO TO RANT ABOUT HATING FAT PEOPLE.

I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS TYPE OF VIDEO, PEOPLE SPOUTING ABOUT SOME TOPIC THEY'RE NOT INTERESTED IN AND PEOPLE EATING IT UP BECAUSE THEY'D RATHER DICKRIDE SOMEONE WHO SHARES THEIR OPINION THAN DOING THEIR OWN RESEARCH. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

IT DOESN'T TAKE A GENIUS TO FIGURE OUT WHY SOME PEOPLE ARE FAT. MAYBE IF YOU USED HALF THE ENERGY YOU USED BITCHING IN THIS VIDEO TO DO A GOOGLE SEARCH, YOU WOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO COME TO A MUCH MORE LOGICAL AND REALISTIC CONCLUSION THAN JUST "fat people lazy and eat too much". READ. A. FUCKING. BOOK. OR AN INTERNET ARTICLE. OR GET SOME TEXT-TO-SPEECH PROGRAM TO DO IT FOR YOU. HELL, GO ON r/explainlikeim5 OR SOMETHING AND. ASK. JUST FUCKING ASK. JESUS CHRIST.

[ableedingpromise]

I should just clean my room and take bath or something

[twagoes]

my boyfriend rating hugs other men could give me | richie jerimovich x reader

-> want to note that this was written with a male reader in mind and there are words used to describe a man used when describing reader. if you don’t like that…obviously dont read it lmao

cws: age gap relationship (richie is likee 45 and readers age wasnt stated, but i imagine mid 20s), cursing, unserious jealousy and more unseriousness aggressive protectiveness. and yeah, that’s all i can think of rn….

“what are you filming me for?” richie’s gruff voice is loud and booming and he just sounds immediately fed up with whatever you have planned. but he only sounds like that. you know him well enough to know he doesn’t actually care that much about your phone being in his face. he’s gotten a lil used to you always coming up to him for new content for your tiktok account.

“can we film a tiktok?”

“another fucking tiktac, i don’t know what it up with your obsession with that app, but no-“

“i promise it’ll be really funny,” you pout, hugging his arm and he’s already sighing knowing he’s lost the debate. not that he even minds filming one, it’s just, he really doesn’t get it. is he entertaining or something? why are you coming up to him every other week with new content? do you have a lot of followers or something? regardless, then he’d be lying if he didn’t feel a sense of pride whenever you’d ask him to be in one of your videos — as if it’s the highest honor.

he, obviously, doesn’t know you two had recently gone viral and you were making some good cash off of that video.

so to milk the content as well as just wanting to see his genuine reaction, you drag him to the couch and force him to lay down. he gets cozy quickly, sighing and holding his arms open for you to lay in. you take your place by his side and show him your phone screen. it’s already recording.

“alright, say who you are-“

“why do i gotta do that? is this going to people we know? do your followers not already know me?” he asks, looking at you incredulously, “i’m your boyfriend slash fiance slash love of your life slash only man that you know, there’s an introduction. richie, by the way,”

you laugh at his tone and antics, knowing that this video was already going to be good.

“okay, so basically, we are gonna be rating different types of hugs,” he nods in understanding, leaning his head over yours as he stares at the phone that’s filming everything, “so it’s 10 is the worst hug, 1 is the best,”

“okay, sounds simple enough, let’s get it going,” he says, rolling his wrist, as if saying to speed up the process.

“the thing is: you’re rating hugs that other girls or guys would give me,”

that has him lifting his head off of yours and looking down at you, not watching your phone screen anymore.

“babe, what the fuck? no? what the fuck does that even mean?” his chicago accent is thick as he lays on all these questions for you, “why would you even be going around hugging other guys? this sounds stupid,”

“if it’s stupid, let’s just do it quickly then,” you persist, rubbing his scruff with your hand and forcing his face to look back at the camera, “richie, swear it’s only gonna take a couple seconds,”

“nah, you just wanna see me pissed off cause you like that shit,” he smirks, but he’s still seemingly not willing, “why do i have to do this again?”

“because you love me, c’mon, please,” you beg and he’s staring at you unimpressed for a couple of seconds before groaning, rolling his eyes, and making a whole dramatic show of how he doesn’t want to do this. all before cozying back up next to you and letting you put the filter on.

“i swear to god if there’s some dumb ass shit on here, i’m leaving,” he warns, but you don’t take it too seriously as you grin and reposition the camera to have the filter on him. “okay, fine, so one is the worst and ten is the best?”

“no, no, babe, it’s the other way around,” you correct him softly, watching the filter go through all the options above his head.

“wait, that doesn’t make fucking sense?” he says, face screwing up, “wouldn’t it make sense that one is the worst because, it being at the top is, like, top tier worst hug ever, like i’m killing a guy because of it,”

“richie, richie, look it’s already going,”

he grumbles before looking at the screen and squinting when he sees what it’s landed on, reading it slowly, “the fuck is a catcher hug?” he looks at you repeatedly, up and down as if he’s accusing you of something, “you let other guys catch you and hug you? this is what you let happen when i’m not around?”

you break out into laughter at how serious he’s taking it, shaking your head no and urging him to answer, but he’s still interrogating you, “no, no, like actually what the fuck is this? obviously that’s the worst,” you laugh again, knowing that there is arguably worse than that in the filter, “that shit is easily a ten, i don’t care. who the fuck else is gonna catch you besides me? oh right, no one!”

you nod along with him, tapping the slot of ten and waiting for the next one. he leans his head against yours, lips in a tight line as he waits.

“okay, this one is…self hug! okay, this one is good,”

“yeah, i like that one, don’t go hugging other people - you got yourself. put it at one, babe,” he says, kissing the top of your head with a smile. it was funny how quickly his mood changed, “okay, maybe this shit isn’t that bad.”

the filter goes again and you’re surprised to see the more tame options.

“classic hug is a classic hug, nothing’s wrong with it,” he muses, looking at the empty list and easily placing it at 2, “better if there’s no hugging like that self hugging shit, but whatever.”

he taps the slot and waits the next one.

“oh, shit, i like this game, side hug is a solid 3,” he laughs, very happy with how this is going, “but if they’re taller than me, they can suck my balls. no guy taller than me can be side hugging you, it’s basically cheating,”

“baby, no one else is taller than you,” you softly whisper earning a hum of approval from him.

“strangle hug? i like this one too, but it should be you strangling them so they, y’know-” he cuts his hand over his neck in a motion that makes you smack him for being so explicit, but he sees nothing wrong with it, “uh, yeah, that’s the best case scenario. that or i’m doing it for ‘em. i’m gonna put it at 4, just cause it’ll mean they di-“

“alright! richie, relax, next one, oh my god,”

“one armed hug? uhm, huh…i don’t like this one, it’s too comfortable, y’know? i always have my arm around you, it’s kinda like that. it’s weird if someone else does it to you,” he cringes at the idea of it and then taps his finger to seven, “yeah, no that shit is weird and i’m killing whoever does that shit to you,”

“richie, please, you’re not killing anyone,”

“uh, yeah, i’m killing the motherfucker that gives you a one arm hug. the fuck?”

you laugh and hug his waist, eagerly waiting for the next one. and finally, an interesting one came up.

“uh, what the fuck am i looking at, [name]?” his voice raises ever so slightly and he’s looking back and forth between you and the screen, “you hugging other guys — at the waist? what the actual fuck is this?” you laugh at his dramatic question, “no, nothing is funny, what the fuck? ew, why are they posed like that — making all that eye contact and shit. fuck, no, [name], that shit should be a twenty.”

“so, nine?”

“yeah, cause i got no other fucking choice,” he says, in a matter a fact voice.

the next one makes you burst out in laughter, “pick pocket hug? a pick pocket hug?!” he anunciates each word as if its his last, blinking repeatedly at you, “what the fuck, babe? no, that’s an eight! the drawings have their hands inside of each other’s assholes! look!”

“no, they don’t! it’s just, like, on the butt…?”

“oh, so you’re defending this?”

“shut up, i’m just saying, what you said is a little of an exaggeration,”

“no, it’s not, that’s basically butt sex — and you can’t have butt sex with anyone but me!”

”obviously, richie, but it’s just like hypothetically!”

“even hypothetically!” he stubbornly calls out, eyebrows raised in disbelief. ”let’s just get all this shit over and done with, please, i‘m growing gray hairs over this,”

“next is…cuddle…”

“you’re literally just cheating on me, you’re cheating on me,” he accuses you and you know he’s (half) joking and teasing, but with the look in his eyes and tone of his voice, anyone would think he was serious. which is why you’re laughing so hard, “you are fucking cuddling with another man, how the fuck do i make this a ten? this shit is terrible, that’s the worst ever, babe!” you’re still laughing and he’s shaking you back and forth, “where the fuck am i supposed to put that?”

with 5 and 6 being the only ones left, he has to settle for tapping 6 and cursing under his breath the entire time.

“no fucking way you’re ever cuddling with someone else, that’s a sacred thing, y’know? meant for people that are dating — wouldn’t even let you cuddle with cousin, shit is nasty.”

“i know, baby, i wouldn’t cuddle with anyone else but you anyway,” you kiss his cheek before looking back at your screen and waiting to see the last one.

“man, i fucking hate this game,” he groans, seeing he has to now put an eye to eye hug at number 5. “first of all, who the fuck is hugging eye to eye anyway?! second of all, why are you even doing all that?” he’s asking as if you’re actually doing this other people, “looking into their eyes and shit, fucking a little creepy, hello!”

“so you don’t mind it being a five?”

“fuck that shit, that shit is definitely a ten, but well, there’s nothing i can do about it now!” he looks flabbergasted at the whole “dilemma”, running a hand over his short hair, “fucking, what the hell, why are you hugging other guys like that, baby? really? why you gotta have-“

“i’m not actually doing any of this, richie,” you defend yourself, but your boyfriend just mocks your reply with ease, making you smack his chest.

“no, my man isn’t allowed to hug other people, so all of that shit is a hard ten. i’ve changed my mind,” he finalizes, now speaking to the camera. you’re satisfied with that ending, hitting the button to stop the recording and bringing your phone down to your eye level.

“thank you for entertaining me, richie,” you murmur against his skin, now watching over the video and smiling to yourself at the result, “you’re adorable,” you kiss his chest through his hoodie and he just squeezes you tighter.

“most annoying one you’ve asked me to film yet, can’t believe that’s even a thing,” he leans his cheek onto the top of your head and rests there comfortably while you both watch over the video, “hey, you’d never let another guy catch you in a hug, right?”

you laugh, looking up at him and playing with his short stubble, “never, baby, that’s why i got you,”

“damn straight,” he murmurs, leaning down and kissing you softly, “tell all your silly followers that we’re married while you’re at it,”

“they’re not the ones hugging me like that, richie,” you chuckle, but don’t miss a beat in making the caption something adjacent to what he had told you.

“so there’s other people hugging you like that, though?”

“no? oh my god, you’re giving me a headache,”

“and you’ve just broken my heart, so well, fuck both of us then.”

that night your tiktok blew up and a lot of people were commenting over how cute your guys’ relationship is and how entertaining richie is, as well as cutely, aggressively protective. you made it up to him by buying him dinner with the money you had made off of the video, to which he half-heartedly said, “if that shit gets us to eat dinner like this every week, doll, i’ll film all the tiktacs you want,” and he’s sealing that promise with a kiss.

-

“awww, old man richie still gets a lil jealous <333”

“literally the cutest couple ever, i was waiting for you to get him to hop on this trend!!”

“not the death threat over the one arm hug LMAOAO”

“richie does nooott play, swear to god i’ve heard rumors he always stay strapped im ltr deeaaadddd”

[toyfii]

stupid rant, not really serious its just youtube

i really dont like cursing but um what the fuck happened to yt. like. when you search stuff up, yt spits at you so many irrelevant videos "you also watched this" YEAH BUT I DIDNT SEARCH THAT UP DID I?? its so stupid and this change happened years ago or smth i dont even remember. and this is small but they changed how you switch the video quality too like it used to be so simple click on 144 or 240 or 480 and done. but now theres like "advanced" or some other BS like why is it so complicated to change the video quality... and now i just got on youtuve and why are all the videos so small. and the titles dont even fit. most of the titles have like the ... (the three dots) bc theyre too long. but the titles arent long they're literally like one sentence long. so basically its like half thumbnail half cut-off-title-that-i-wish-i-could-read-for-petes-sake. and the stupid shorts are massive. like what the fuck does yt want why doesit keep trying to brainwash me and rot my brain so damn hard like.. i dont want to fall for the manipulation anymore. like ik how yt and other social media are SUPER invasive and manipulative where they design the apps so you get addicted. with like recommended content, algorithms, autoplay etc etc. and then there were the shorts. and the fucked up searches that give you useless results. and now they make videos look smaller. is it bc of the US tiktok ban?? like yt is gearing up to try and be the next tiktok or smth. its so fucking stupid i dont want my brain to be rotted any more i dont want to have a horrible attention span anf be coerced into doomscrolling and hyperfixating on mindless continuous videos. i just want to search up music and the people i like watching..

and yeag ik this is kinda hypocritical bec i get fixated on tumblr and scroll a lot too. but idk YouTube has changed so much since i was a kid. and it got worse. and this new change, making videos so small and shorts so big. it made me so upset. and actually it's not really bc of the shorts. its bc the video titles keep getting cut off. so basically, now, YouTubers need to have 3 word titles. make clickbajt slop with sexy titles in all caps. no more thinking, just stimulate yourself with endless videos while you watch more ads, make YT more money, and let them collect and sell your data! and also yeah ik basically every website and app collects and sells data.

[restlesschilled]

TMagP 013

Note: As Always, I am a backer so this was written 23 April, 2024 and scheduled to be posted on 25 April, 2024

oh god its another episodes written by Alex

awww thanks odin <3

Im dreading this

PRE STATEMENT/ CASE

OHHH DATE TIME

THE FLIRTING

This is so cute but i cant trust it because alex wrote it

"that you dont know how cute you are" adshfjagdhflakshdf

WERE STARTING WITH THE BIG STUFF

"hi im from an alternate universe"

CELIA IS A MOM

JACK IS HER BABY

"i had a while few years when I first moved here"

IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO CELIA OR JACK I WILL RIOT

HOW DARE

SHES A SINGLE MOM

"that depends on your baggage. DISH"

"they were the first ones that didnt want me" oooooooo\

Alice's Parents are dead good to know

"most pathetic vague post shes ever scene"

"more wine" "please"

LENA OFFICE

GWEN MY POOR BABY

"is it my fault?"

MY POOR PRECIOUS GIRL

"were managing the bad guys" FUCK

CASE

this hold music is a BOP

i had to stop and have my friend explain public school in England to me because that is not the same thing as American public schools

oh lovely a "fiance guy"

a hedge fund guy what i mean is a hedge fund guy

Why in gods name, would you use experimental setting on a hedge fund/ investing app… when you have no idea what it does and it has a shit tone of disclaimers??? i get being desperate but that's just stupid

also the irony of this guy saying hes a good person when hes betting on people failing with hedge funds

do people even steal phones anymore?

i feel like they are not worth all that much and just have to many ways to tack them for it to be worth anything unless you are targeting someone specifically

yeah i figured they might have targeted him

im pretty sure this would qualify as inside trading somehow

betting against your own company and than tanking the company is very illegal

pretty sure betting you'll have a shit time and then making sure you have a shit time would be the same thing

basically this man is committing insurance fraud... but through a hedge fund

it just occurred to me hes calling from the hospital that's what the beeping is

also vertigo mentioned

he was attack by computer bugs lol

shitty "finance guy" gets whats coming to him asmr

post statement

okay i know sam probably mean "be professional" like stop with the flirting

BUT WHEN YOU SAY IT LIKE THAT I SOUND LIKE YALL HAVE BEEN HOOKING UP AFTER WORK SOMETIMES.

HAVE YALL BEEN HOOKING UP?

this is how i choose to interpret this this is my new head canon( it was already kinda my head canon)

But if you ever ask me to be professional again, I'm going to have to take a shit on your desk." ALICE

"you signed the official secrets act in your onboarding. And I know all your school friends say treason's 'bussin'' and 'fire', but it won't look good on your CV." i love her so much

"its fine when I say it"

this episode really said fuck capitalism didn't it

also do week need to talk about the fact that celia's son is named Jack Ripley like jack the ripper

WAIT A SECOND JACK IS A NICKNAME FOR JOHN/JON

DID SHE NAME HER SON AFTER JON?

[sleepyhomosexual]

@staff STAFF LITERALLY WTF TELL THE PEOPLE WORKING ON TUMBLR TO CHANGE IT BACK SO YOU CAN SEE PREV TAGS, I DONT MEAN TO BE AN ASSHOLE WHEN I SAY THIS (i actually do) BUT SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!! STOP MAKING STUPID ASS UPDATES YOURE DOING THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE YOURE DRIVING PEOPLE AWAY FROM THIS SITE WITH ALL YOUR SHITTY UPDATES!! I WOULDNT KNOW BECAUSE IVE ONLY BEEN ON TUMBLR FOR A LITTLE MORE THAN A YEAR BUT IM SURE IT USED TO BE BETTER THAN THIS HELL YOUVE NOW CREATED. YEAH ITS A HELLHOLE BUT NOT THE HELLHOLE IT USED TO BE ITS LITERALLY HELL WITH ALL YOUR FUCKING UPDATES!!! WHO THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO BE LIKE "oH blAh BlaH when you click on the username, it shouldn't be prev tags anymore, it should just take you to their account!" FUCK YOU! YOU CAN LITERALLY JUST LOOK UP THEIR USERNAME IF YOU WANT BUT CAN YOU SEE PREV TAGS ANYMORE? NO! YOU HAVE TO SCROLL THROUGH ALL THE REBLOGS TO SEE WHO THEY REBLOGGED IT FROM, AND SEE WHAT THE HELL THE PREV TAGS WERE! ALSO I DOUBT YOURE EVEN GONNA SEE THIS CAUSE YOU KEEP IGNORING EVERYONE POINTING OUT THINGS THAT ARE WRONG WITH THIS SITE LIKE DO YOU EVEN WANT ANYONE TO USE THIS SITE ANYMORE? CAUSE IT SURE AS HELL SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT! YOU GUYS ARE JUST A BUNCHA LAME ASSHOLES WHO DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOUR USERS THINK!!! YOU GUYS ARE TRYING TO MAKE THIS LIKE OTHER SITES BY ADDING IDK "tumblr live" AND "for you page" DONT YOU UNDERSTAND?!? PEOPLE LOVE DIFFERENT SITES BECAUSE IT ISNT LIKE ANY OTHER SITE! APPS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE UNIQUE AND THATS WHY PEOPLE USE THEM BUT YOURE DESTROYING SOCIAL MEDIA BY TRYING TO MAKE IT LIKE OTHER APPS! THATS WHAT YOU THINK PEOPLE WANT? I THINK WHAT PEOPLE WANT IS TO TAKE THESE STUPID UPDATES AND THROW THEM IN THE FIREY PITS OF HELL!! FUCK U!!!! DUMB FUCKING STAFF THAT DOESNT CARE ABOUT ITS USERS! YEAH SURE IGNORE THIS POST JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSES POST THATS GIVING YOU HELPFUL ADVICE YOU IGNORANT BASTARDS!!!

@staff @staff @support @staf @staff

[possibly-art]

wrote a thing for my stupid oc garbage at. 2 am. very rough and probably very bad. written in my notes app, with very few revisions because it is, again: 2 am. references suicide (and [healed] wounds relating to it) if thats not something you feel like reading or* whatever. put under a readmore cause its longgggggg and i dont wanna look at it

also its in second person. we all know why, of course. dw abt it

“

There’s a new scar on your face.

Up to now, you took a small bit of pride in the fact you kept your face mostly intact, save for the exposure scarring (which lead to the nerve damage. Unfortunately, both are out of your control) and some small nicks across your nose and cheek. Up to /now/, you were doing quite well.

But theres a new one, still fresh and metallic, scoring the right corner of your mouth, deep enough to expose your teeth. It’s nowhere near healing yet, you know; but considering how it’s looking now, you don’t think it’ll heal cleanly. Your teeth will probably stay visible through it, a glint of sickly off-white.

The group you were part of got attacked while trying to assess the spread of the apocalypse (months, now. A year, if you’re an optimist). A handful of cultists caught you and wanted you to leave. They were dealt with for the most part, but there were injuries. Everyone was hurt in some way; your wound just happened to be particularly sentimental.

.

You used to joke with your friends, when you had them, that once you got your doctorate, you’ll end up being one of those Grey’s Anatomy characters. Hot doctor who snuck off to have affairs with coworker-partners in closets during work. You’d make up elaborate scenarios about what your character arc would be. Eventually, your friends made their own little drama show characters to go along with yours. It was childish, but you really enjoyed it. It was nice.

And now you’re here; a very literal living corpse. You don’t have an actor’s face anymore, and you can barely remember most of your course. You never got your doctorate. You never will. You can never go home, if anything still exists by the end of the year. You’ll never see your mother again, you’ll never see your apartment again. You’ll never listen to your favourite music again, or sleep in the cold on your couch again, or watch shitty TV drama again. Because now you’re here. You died. This is what “life” is for you now, and no matter what you’ve tried, you can’t get away from it.

Your hands ghost the deep, indented scars on your neck; careless and imprecise in placement and depth (you wish you at least had the rational to make them unobtrusive, but no. Giant fucking wounds etching your neck the size of your eye. Of course). Every single time you wake up, just as tired and just as dead and just as real.

The world is still ending, and you have to try to help fix it. The world could end and your mother will die not knowing what happened to you. Everything will end and you’ll have grown up to be (and died) a failure.

Jonathan Anthony Dubois-Low. Failed doctor, failed savior, failed son. Couldn’t even finish his doctorate before getting himself killed, and continued on to fuck up his post-death. Drove his friends away, then his family, then the rest of it. Never did anything worthwhile, didn’t save the world, barely meant anything to anyone. That is what you’ll be when the world ends.

“

[my-castles-crumbling]

Please please help!!! my EA app for the sims 4 is broken and this is my last resort.

A couple days ago, I found myself wanting to play the sims as im sure all of us want to do every now and then and so I try to start up my game, but it needs to be updated, because of the new update. So i Update the game and it tells me its ready to launch, I go back to the EA app and The update button is still there. I try to update it again, but nothing happens it just has the user agreement pop up and I click it and nothing happened. I try for a few more minutes to try and get my game working but give up because its late and Im tired.

A few days later, I still want to play the sims, so I try again, but this time the app wont even open. I try a few different things like pulling out my save files to see if their corrupted, my moms, and the entire game out of the documents folder in finder as well as deleting and reinstalling the EA app but I cant get it to open. So I gave up again. no sims.

Today, I wanted to play the sims again and felt like trying again, so my friend and I get on the phone to try and figure out to do. I uninstall all the mods I have on my computer completely, I uninstall the app again, I clear the cashe and I finally get the app to open doing this.

The app even though we opened it was showing us nothing except a dark blue background, it wasnt showing anything up. I get the app to restart itself on the top bar, now I get it to give my the option to go offline and I request going back online and EAlauncher pops up, has me enter my password and it opens, showing me the full app, with my library and everything.(I don't have anything else in EA just the sims 4) but the app is still telling me I need to update my game. We try repairing the app, we try clearing the cashe AGAIN. The app wont let us update the game and It wont let me uninstall it in the app, and nothing seems to happen if I take it out of the EA app folder on finder.

At this point Im actually tweaking and I just want to play the sims. Im searching up everything online, and so is my friend. we get the following

1. restart the app and your computer

2. uninstall mods

3. check activity monitor - WE HAD NOT DONE THIS ONE YET

At this point Im scrambling to find a tutorial on how to do this because I don't know crap about tech, installing sims 4 mods is the peak of my ability. My friend who knows of crack websites is looking on installation, broken game, (and more) tutorials to see if anything from those help because apparently some of them do something to the games coding??? So we find one and it talks about error messages and my stupid ass realizes Ive been having a communication error with opening the sims since I got my new Mac but it hadn't effected anything till now.

the Error code I was getting, and the only thing that would pop up when I would try to open the app was EC: 10701 - Communication error, but it had stopped happening once I had deleted my mods, so I don't know if it has any effect anymore. At this point we've run out of things to try and the farthest we've gotten is the app opening again but I cant uninstall, repair, or update my game.

I go back online to try and find a help bot on the EA website or a phone number I can call but I cant find anything and the one thing they do have only allows "100 characters per question" to this stupid fucking robot who probably wont even connect me to a person if I tried.

Its been 2 hours at this point and I dont know what to do so my friend suggests posting a bunch of stuff on reddit/tumblr/twitter/etc to see if anyone can help because for some reason EA doesnt have a fucking help line when their app is completely broke.

- a very pissed of simmer who's EA app wont open for god knows why

TLDR; my EA wont open and ive tried everything I can think of, uninstalling mods, uninstalling the app, and more but the app will not open and Im turning to here as my last hope.

I don't play sims, but I'm posting this in the hopes that someone on here does and can help!

[astral-projects-stars]

My EA app wont open on my mac, ive tried everything I can think of - please help.

A couple days ago, I found myself wanting to play the sims as im sure all of us want to do every now and then and so I try to start up my game, but it needs to be updated, because of the new update. So i Update the game and it tells me its ready to launch, I go back to the EA app and The update button is still there. I try to update it again, but nothing happens it just has the user agreement pop up and I click it and nothing happened. I try for a few more minutes to try and get my game working but give up because its late and Im tired.

A few days later, I still want to play the sims, so I try again, but this time the app wont even open. I try a few different things like pulling out my save files to see if their corrupted, my moms, and the entire game out of the documents folder in finder as well as deleting and reinstalling the EA app but I cant get it to open. So I gave up again. no sims.

Today, I wanted to play the sims again and felt like trying again, so my friend and I get on the phone to try and figure out to do. I uninstall all the mods I have on my computer completely, I uninstall the app again, I clear the cashe and I finally get the app to open doing this.

The app even though we opened it was showing us nothing except a dark blue background, it wasnt showing anything up. I get the app to restart itself on the top bar, now I get it to give my the option to go offline and I request going back online and EAlauncher pops up, has me enter my password and it opens, showing me the full app, with my library and everything.(I don't have anything else in EA just the sims 4) but the app is still telling me I need to update my game. We try repairing the app, we try clearing the cashe AGAIN. The app wont let us update the game and It wont let me uninstall it in the app, and nothing seems to happen if I take it out of the EA app folder on finder.

At this point Im actually tweaking and I just want to play the sims. Im searching up everything online, and so is my friend. we get the following

1. restart the app and your computer

2. uninstall mods

3. check activity monitor - WE HAD NOT DONE THIS ONE YET

At this point Im scrambling to find a tutorial on how to do this because I don't know crap about tech, installing sims 4 mods is the peak of my ability. My friend who knows of crack websites is looking on installation, broken game, (and more) tutorials to see if anything from those help because apparently some of them do something to the games coding??? So we find one and it talks about error messages and my stupid ass realizes Ive been having a communication error with opening the sims since I got my new Mac but it hadn't effected anything till now.

the Error code I was getting, and the only thing that would pop up when I would try to open the app was EC: 10701 - Communication error, but it had stopped happening once I had deleted my mods, so I don't know if it has any effect anymore. At this point we've run out of things to try and the farthest we've gotten is the app opening again but I cant uninstall, repair, or update my game.

I go back online to try and find a help bot on the EA website or a phone number I can call but I cant find anything and the one thing they do have only allows "100 characters per question" to this stupid fucking robot who probably wont even connect me to a person if I tried.

Its been 2 hours at this point and I dont know what to do so my friend suggests posting a bunch of stuff on reddit/tumblr/twitter/etc to see if anyone can help because for some reason EA doesnt have a fucking help line when their app is completely broke.

- a very pissed of simmer who's EA app wont open for god knows why

TLDR; my EA wont open and ive tried everything I can think of, uninstalling mods, uninstalling the app, and more but the app will not open and Im turning to here as my last hope.

[fruttymoment]

I made an account on Twitter, got locked out, solved their stupid puzzle, tried to follow you, got locked out immediately, gave up and uninstalled

How the actual fuck do you put up with twitter this thing sucks !!!!

OH MY GOD THATS FUCKED UP HUH

Yyeah the new Twitter basically locks you out immeditely on ANYTHING espacially if you are a new user. I know this is for to "fight" with the bot accounts, but its really debatable if it actually works? It probably MAYBE can prevent very easy and stupid bots but as far as i see there are still so many Twitter bots that it feels like this literally did nothing or is a poor system.

I dont understand why changing your display name or following someone etc. will lock you out. All a bot should do is not change anything and not follow anyone, and then it would be fine?? But new users like you who ACTUALLY wants to use that fucking app struggles with several puzzles and warnings just because you wanted to personalize your account which EVERYONE wants to.

Its so easy to open a burner / bot account on Twitter and it is so quick. So i dont fucking understand this system? It feels like this poor system damaged the REAL users more than bots and that is just only one stupid thing Twitter did in this last months.

Welp,,, even i got locked out when i changed my display name lol. So yes it sucks!

I feel like Twitter is in the edge of death when its in the ahem ahem a certain individual's hands. Already many people has left Twitter and if this insane decisions continues, Twitter may actually be sold to someone again due to nobody fucking with it now.

For now, Tumblr is my second most active account besides Twitter and that MAY be changed in the future. At this point i fully may shift to Tumblr. Its just great in here, and fun :3

AMYWAYS YES SORRY TO HEAR YA!! I suggest trying again sometime or completely not fuckin around with Twitter anymore lol

[paintedpineleaf]

hi i'm back to talk about something stupid. i have like 3 friends lol, 2 of whom and i'm kinda close to and we talk almost every day. the one i don't is the only one who's a guy and i'll just use he/him pronouns for him lol.

anyway i saw a post on twt about losing your friends to relationships and i know in a way it's inevitable, it's going to happen with all of my friends, which is fine yk. my ig friends isn't really relationship-focused, they're literally just living life and sometimes they talk about wanting to ask people out and i always tell them to do it, the worst they can say is no. wa friend has talked about relationships quite a bit, dating is an active part of their life, like they use dating apps and shit. everything they tell me, however, makes me think like. we're not that close, not as long as i know i'm not going to be a permanent part of your life.

ig friend literally clarified this with me which at the time i was like isnt that against the rules or something but now i think it's so cool cause they've essentially told me they want me in their life and i want them in mine so we're going to be friends until one of us like officially says hey i don't want to be friends with you anymore. i did that once cause i was overwhelmed by our relationship at the time cause i wasn't used to being that close with anyone. we're not that close anymore but i still know we're friends, and we're going to stay friends.

idk why i feel so fucking wounded at the idea of my friends having relationships. like i know they will and i know those will come above our friendship and i guess if i fall in love w anyone i might put that relationship above my friends but like. lowk i dont want to rn. i dont want to be in a relationship i just want to have a few close friends and just live my life. idk if i ever will want to be in a relationship. (yeah i know i might be aro)

point was like. we talk almost every day and i don't consider us all that close cause i know i'm like a temporary person in their life lol. i want to do my friend thing and straight up ask like hey do you like want me in your life or in your future or do you not see me in your future so i know like where we stand and im like ready for eventually drifting apart. i know that happens organically but still. maybe you should just break up with your friends too

[bussy-whipped]

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this isnt hornyposting but ill post it here anyway bc some of it has to do with me being trans and im actually stealth so id rather not talk about this on my main where people who dont know im trans follow me but Whatever i try to do the sex positive self confident shtick but my self esteem was completely shattered with my ex bf telling me towards the end of our relationship that he isnt attracted to me anymore and then "reassured" me by saying im "objectively not ugly" (his actual words) (im quoting him verbatim). if there was gonna be 1 fucking person who should desire me it shouldve been my own boyfriend but this was the best thing he had to say about me. "objectively speaking youre not ugly". jesus fucking christ. if even my own boyfriend didnt think i was better than "objectively not ugly" how tf should i expect anyone else to want me. it doesnt help that this came about around the same time that he got all boy crazy and super out & proud about liking men & looking for gay male friends after years of preferring women and wanting to be lowkey about his sexuality and not caring about reaching out to the lgbtq community or anything of the sort, just preferring to blend in with hetero society aside from his friends (who are almost all cishet) who knew he was with me. and thats all completely fine and i have nothing against it in a vaccum but it does bother me all of that changes when he decides his trans bf isnt desirable anymore. almost as if this whole time he didnt think of me as a man. and he swears thats not it but come on. im not stupid i know what cis people think of me. if hes all of a sudden going to be so much more into men than he used to be, doesnt it logically follow that his attraction to me should /increase/?? and not "coincidentally" disappear at around the same time? i was so happy and proud of him for his decision to be more open about his bisexuality and no longer feeling like he had to hide the fact that he likes men and it hurts me that in the end i wasnt allowed to be a part of that.

like i already didnt have the most iron clad self esteem ever but this whole thing just broke me. i just feel like a disgusting unlovable freak that nobody could ever want because why would they when they can be with a real man? he doesnt even care that it hurts me. when i tried to tell him how i feel he called me an incel. how am i supposed to feel good about myself when this is what he has to say about me. how am i supposed to feel confident putting myself out there? i cant. this week i tried dating apps again but i just cant. its genuinely too embarrassing.

it doesnt help that he would always be telling me how nervous he is to meet up/hook up with (cis) guys because hes never been with someone with a penis before and he felt insecure about his lack of experience and etc and thats totally fine and valid and okay to talk about and hes not actually doing anything wrong, its just that for me its really dysphoria-inducing because like..... at that point he had been with me for 4 years but he was still "new" to gay sex. it made me feel like i was his cis girlfriend watching him experiment with guys. fun fact my (cis guy) friend was visibly upset on my behalf when i told him about this and thinks it was really inappropriate of my ex bf to bring this up with me and that he should have known this could be a dysphoria trigger. i told him no its literally fine hes obviously allowed to talk to me his bf about any and all insecurities he might be having thats what im here for. and he said "i think youre just so used to him hurting you like this that you dont even realize its not normal". huh. food for thought i guess

[slushy-sash]

You, yes YOU, the person that dont tag trigger posts. F*CK YOU IN PARTICULAR

[pastanest]

anyone else’s tumblr app change overnight to add this “tumblr mart” feature?? now, the only way to click into my blog via the app is to click the little person in the top right corner on the first page, but in doing so, none of my masterlist links work anymore, like it wont let me click on them and go to the linked pages, it just acts like I havent clicked anything?? why does tumblr have to change these fundamental features, this is so fucking stupid. just add a new option to the existing screens format, dont rearrange shit to force people to click somewhere out of habit and end up somewhere else entirely, instagram already did that years ago and that pissed people off enough.

can anyone else verify that they can still use my masterlist links please? I have no way of checking that now, thanks to tumblr mart. this app continues to grow less and less user friendly by the day.

[mogai-sunflowers]

Maybe im too meh about alot of things and this is kind of a vent

but i honestly hate that nowadays (mostly white) people wont reblog an important post about privilage in society or a post with links about a crisis cause the op dosent 100% align with someone elses opinions despite the fact that post has nothing to do with it. Like awhile back i saw a black person's post spreading around a bunch of super important links regarding the buffalo shooting and how to help the families just to see some white mogai individual refuse to mess with the post and yell at their other (white and poc) muturals for reblogging it cause op didnt specfically support emojipronouns. Like i understand that that makes them nbphobic and emoji pronouns are important but there is a bigger issue here that is very important. They refuse to support people unless they can slide themselves into their perfect image of a perfect progressive person which is why it takes so long for news to meet this community.

Im not saying you should never vet your sources and you should give notes to bigots but when it comes down to huge issues like racism, mysogny and communally-external lgbtphobia, wether or not that one person likes mspec lesbians, endogenic systems or neopronouns dosent really matter. Its about information reaching as many people as possible, the rest is infighting smaller issues that are very niche and dont matter in comparison. Im a poc, i use neopronouns, im an mspec lesbian and im a collective but im not gonna pretend someone whose only exclusionary view is not liking pnc gays/lesbians to a raging racist. Our community needs a bit of reality check concerning what is big issues and what is small issues and the mogai/liom communities are an echo chamber wether we like it or not. Internet discourse and national law are 2 very different problems and i see alot of abled white people conflating the 2 because they get all their news and live their lives on tumblr. I know because i used to do that, once tumblr wasnt my main app anymore, i learned alot more about the world around me.

I'm not saying you or anyone else is over-reacting btw, im just tired of seeing people comparing xenogenderphobes locking people out of nonbinary servers to anti-immigration laws and Trump's walls. There significantly more damage from one than the other and the comparison is always done by someone who only faces the lesser issue.

Ill just sign myself off as 🌿

i completely agree. i've seen this before too and it pisses me the fuck off, like I saw a Black person talking about fandom racism and how to support Black people in fandoms, and people were like "but they dont support bi lesbians" and it's like??? okay yeah that sucks but that's not relevant to the actual issue here and it's very disrespectful to ignore someone's input on their own oppression just because they have one opinion you don't like. like, just the other week, a bunch of white queer people started attacking a Native Two-Spirit trans guy who was talking about what's currently going on regarding the ICWA, and this person was reblogging the post saying not to listen to him because he asked not to be called queer because he thought it was a slur and im like. get out of your fucking ASS jesus fucking CHRIST. and im not like, saying that to try and distance myself from whiteness, i've caught myself having that kind of chronically online mindset before and had to evaluate myself. just agreeing with you anon, it's massively stupid the way people, especially in the mogai community, prioritize interneet discourse over things like structural racism and queerphobia. it's bullshit.

[selfundiagnosed]

why is it mean for someone to tell you you should get help? you're obviously in a lot of distress and should see someone about it for your own mental health...these 'patterns' you're leaning into are only exarcerbating your mental condition. but if you want to embrace your psychosis and go completely off the rails i guess that's your prerogative

to insinuate that a.) i dont know about my own mental state & wellbeing and you need to “tell me” because the psychosis makes it so i cant notice how it affects how i function every single day of my life b.) i need to delete my socials because of what someone else did to me to put me in this state c.) you somehow have any idea whats going on in my life, if im being treated, what symptoms im experiencing, that I legitimately cant tell ~whats real~ d.) noticing patterns doesnt mean im going off the deep rail LMFAO is all the stupidest shit ever.

for future reference, how you and the other anon are approaching someone you perceive as experiencing active psychosis is going to put people in active psychosis in danger to themselves. its funny to see random anons tell me what im experiencing and what i need to do about it to fix it when its evident from how this was approached you don’t actually care about me you just want to make yourselves feel like youre above me for whatever reason. “but if you want to embrace your psychosis and go completely off the rails i guess that's your prerogative” and “Deactivate your TikTok, delete the app and go see a psychologist” are sooo condescending. yeah deleting an app is absolutely gonna fix this problem. a diagnosis ive had since i was 15. stupid shits idek what to say like are you both actual tiktok teenagers who think they know everything about everything because get off my blog you suck so bad lmaooo sooo condescending. Im completely capable of making my own decisions im 22 lol i dont need tumblr anons i cant see telling me to do shit im doing already. i have a psychiatrist. ive been seeing him for years. i have a therapist. i saw her after my psychosis got retriggered. i know i am sick! i literally cant leave my house! when i do… i freak the fuck out! for HOURS !!! my family and friends all know how deeply this affects me and i promise you none of them have said this shit to me the way you and the “other anon” did. i stopped socializing, i havent made any new friends, i cant trust the people i do know im not close to anymore. i promise you i know WAYYY more than you about how it impacts me way more than you. my socials are the one open window i didnt put curtains on. i completely control what you all are able to see theough leaving this tiny window unclothed for the internet to look into my life. i dont need random people to see my jokes on my blog about my delusions and tell me its a delusion like im being very tongue in cheek about all of my delusional posts. i absolutely believe them but im making fun of myself for how crazy i sound.

i really have not a clue why youd think this is an appropriate way to approach it but it leads me to believe youre a tiktok user who probably thought the dude that manipulated his way into a famous persons house while she was manic was a Good Idea because clearly she wouldnt get help. lmfao its bad in so many facets. imagine if i was fully and completely immersed in my paranoia and delusions of being a targeted individual (which is the root of everything im experiencing right now): ask yourself how would you feel YOU felt targeted by a higher entity and now random anonymous people are telling you what you’re experiencing and how youre treated everyday isnt real and youre crazy. like to us its so very real and no amount of rationalizing makes it better. i have only small interactions every once in a blue moon these days that makes me think i could be okay and that im not being targeted and then every single day multiple times a day its shown to me continuously. this included! you and the “other anon” should really reevaluate how you talk to people in severe mental crisis because this is like the exact opposite of how you should react to seeing someone delusion posting or whatever and it shows me you dont know a single loved one with who experiences this shit.

in the future, fucking look into how you approach someone struggling. if i wasnt as lucid in my psychosis or in touch with reality you genuinely could have put me in danger. im going to send you and anyone on my blog watching me like im a circus act off with this so you never put anyone in my position in a state of self harm. but if youre too lazy to click on the link im showing you anyways