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Lmfao you went in so confident 🤣
Both Radiohead's 'Creep' worked wonderfully to hit us in the feels and give us an understanding of Rocket's inner turmoil. Pink Floyd's 'Wish You Were Here,' would have done the same but only on the rewatch. Without having yet seen Rocket's past the lyrics would not have hit the same way. But hearing that song knowing what's coming? Ouch.
For anyone who hasn't yet listened to this song, let me break down the lyrics and explain why this is so devastating. I'll add my thoughts in orange.
"Wish You Were Here" by Pink Floyd.
And disciplinary remains mercifully
Yes and um, I'm with you Derek, this star nonsense
Yes, yes, now which is it?
I am sure of it
(This is a radio broadcast tuning in and out and doesn't mean much to me. Although star nonsense does feel like the Guardians day to day life.)
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
(Are you kidding me? Starting off so strong here. Do I even need to explain this? Rocket, Lylla, Teefs and Floor thought they were going to this perfect world. They fantasized of blue skies and freedom. But they were never getting there. Instead they were stuck in a cold metal cage enduring pain and fear on a daily basis. Never knowing they were being used and lied to. As they dreamed of Heaven, they didn't even know they were in Hell. They'd never known anything else.)
A smile from a veil?
(I feel this relates to the way the High Evolutionary manipulated them all. Smiled and told them pretty lies about how this was all for their benefit.)
Do you think you can tell?
Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
(The High Evolutionary was once someone Rocket looked up to. Someone he idolised and wanted to please. Now he's a ghost of Rocket's past. Someone who haunts his memories. Someone he hates. Someone he fears.)
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
(This is a bit of a stretch but otherwise I've got nothin'. This could refer to the Arete vs what it's like to be on the outside. Rocket's friends would likely have been incinerated, he was supposed to end up that way too, but instead he got freedom. His friends were reduced to hot ashes while he got to feel a cool breeze through his fur, got to see trees, befriend one even. Hot ashes for trees: his first friends vs Groot, the first friend he made after them.)
Cold comfort for change?
(It's more comfortable to stay stuck in the ways that have helped you survive in the past, then try to change, even when these ways no longer benefit you. Change is scary. Realising you need to make a change is difficult. Implementing this change even more so. Rocket has been pushing people away his whole life, but he's finally found people who care for him, who he cares for, and he's been struggling with how to deal with that.
You could also say there was a cold comfort in Rocket's cage. It was all he knew and his friends were there. Then suddenly everything changed.)
Did you exchange
A walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
(While there's likely no relation, this actually reminds me of Rocket's comic origins. How he was leading the charge against the opposing side in the 'Toy War' on Half World and how these origins were later retconned so that he was a caged lab experiment, with these memories of a happier time being implanted in him. His og backstory has been retconned a number of times and I haven't gone into much detail so take this with a grain of salt.)
How I wish, how I wish you were here
(Rocket misses his first friends. He wishes they were here with him. He still feels the grief of their loss. The survivor's guilt. They were the first to only ever see him for who he was rather than what he was. The only others who could truly understand what he's been through. Without them he feels isolated.)
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl, year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
(Rocket has been going through the motions. He fights and he loses people. He still has the same fears, still struggles with the same things he's been struggling with for years, still falls into the same self destructive patterns. Sure he has something better than he once did but he's still haunted by his past and he hasn't really found a purpose within himself. Despite everything he's been through and all the good he's done, he still doesn't feel there's a point to his existence. Yet he continues because surviving is all he knows.)
Wish you were here
(Rocket misses everyone he's ever lost. He regrets not being able to save them.)
These are my thoughts anyway, did you see any of the lyrics differently?
Gunn put together such a masterful soundtrack for the trilogy.
'Wish You Were Here' would have been such a good one for Rocket too. I wanna cry every time I listen to it.
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How the creepy guy at work looks at you after you report him to HR.
#no seriously#this is what i deal with on a daily basis#he then asked another coworker for head#literally why does he still work here#butch dyke#lesbian#butch#big dyke energy#transgender
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it doesnt need to be said but its genuinely so funny how at-the-hip charles and erik are in krakoa like they really had the green light- the OBLIGATION- to be as obnoxiously close to each other as possible and abused that right to the fullest extent
#xmen#xmen comic#krakoa#cherik#snap chats#until the divorce of course but until then its actually so funny#how you really couldnt go a page or two without one or the other and the other one was close behind#ice climber ass duo over here. the delightful children from down the lane kind of proximity what the fuck was their PROBLEM#i feel like if one of them was teleported the other would just materialize right next to them thats how close they were#fuuuck what was the issue where sabretooth and co are in like. Brain Prison or something#and victor imagines charles but everyones like 'wait its weird if its just him where's magneto'#ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY and i NEED to know what issue that was .... to add it to my collection ....#also killed me how in immoral x-men issue 1 charles was yappin bout erik bein gone#and- God Bless Who i forget i think it was hope- was just 'can you please shut up about your dead boyfriend im begging you'#moira stronger than me if i had to deal with thing 1 and thing 2 on a daily basis i woulda snapped sooner frankly#ig when you live ten times through The Most Bullshit ever youre numb to most things but still. my god theyre so obnoxious#sorry im cackling at the bit in HoX where charles is about to announce krakoa to the world and erik's putting his hand on his shoulder#and you justs see moira in the back like dawgggg right in front of her .... can you two get a room#GENUINELY no im GENUINELY surprised they dont share a bedroom#im not even talking sharing a bed im taking my shipper goggles off im actually baffled they dont sleep in the same building#obvi id be lyin if i said i didnt love it tho To Be Real .. genuinely love seein them work together as a team .. until they werent </3#in every timeline they WILL divorce each other that's just the rule. actual canon event it cannot be changed or stopped its integral#ok ramble over. but not really not in spirit cause ill never be over this ill die before i am#im gonna go eat now i think i think thats something i As A Human has to do at least once a day
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News flash: local clown get chased and threatened romantic advances By emo and goth warlords
Said clown that night:
#buggy the clown#dracule mihawk#sir crocodile#cross guild#these bitches gay#good for them#damn i stand mground!#let the silly wear his best lingerie for his husband!#mihawk looks so badly drawn omgggg#he looks like he did cocaine#he probably do considering what he have to deal with on a daily basis#bughawk#crocobug#crocohawk#cross guild polycule#crocodile x buggy x mihawk#they want to honk his stupidly cute nose sooo baddd
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If you need proof or an example of this: Let me give it to you.
I posted this:
[Image ID 1: A post with the text, in all caps "FUCK OFF WHY DID I JUST SEE A PRIDE MERCH LINEUP WITH THE ALLOACE FLAG BUT NOT THE ALLOARO FLAG THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR THIS SHIT." End ID]
And in the replies someone said this:
[Image ID 2: Three replies from the same person. Their name is censored. The text reads:
Reply 1: "Not the best look to be blaming AlloAces for the lack of Aroallo stuff out there. Not the best look to be repeating what basically was similar shit said during the ace discourse era but with a different coat of paint. Not very informative of you to spread the idea that alloace didn't exist before aroallo when literally the community had been saying "you can be gay/lesbian/bi/pan/etc. and ace" long before the term allo started picking up steam and popularity."
Reply 2: "No, this post just happened to be below the one I originally replied to. I really don't fucking care if im proving your point or not because this post alone very much just comes off as you being incredibly uncharitable towards other aspecs for literally just existing over things that are not their fault. you are acting like a child throwing a fit in aspec spaces and crying over other aspecs taking things away from you when that has never been the case."
Reply 3: "You can ask for respect without trying to tear down other aspecs around you. aroallos deserve respect yes, but the fact you actively are going around disrespecting other aspec people is absolutely hypocritical when you demand respect and then demean those around you for things that legit are not their fault."
End ID.]
And then they posted this soon after (I cropped out the rest of this post because it just went on with the same message):
[Image ID 3: A post by the same person who made the replies, their name is still censored. The words "Oppression Olympics" are highlighted. The text reads: "I'm gonna tell you right now that no aspec person in the community has it better than any other. no one has it worse than any other. We all have it bad in multiple different ways and to claim someone has it better or worse is just oppression Olympics bullshit and an excuse to pretend you're punching up when you're just causing infighting." End ID]
I've been doing this for a long time and I've noticed a very common alloarophobic dog whistle that many people don't seem to catch:
"Oppression Olympics"
If you see a post talking about how "some aspecs" like to use "oppression olympics" what they're actually talking about is alloaros pointing out the difference in treatment between aces and alloaros.
They're referring to alloaros speaking out about how they've been treated by aces.
It's a very progressive sounding way of telling alloaros to shut up about alloarophobia within the aspec community.
(No shade to you if you don't catch it btw, it's called a dog whistle for a reason)
#i color coded it do you like it#anyways#this is what i deal with on a daily basis#reminder to take care of yourself and not interact with this kind of stuff if you're already feeling bad#it's exhausting and no one deserves this#long post
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Just a casual reminder for the BSD fandom
#some day I'll actually finish and post my rant on this but for now I'm too pissed off to think clearly#for now I want y'all to take a step back and think about how you talk about/write Atsushi Akutagawa Ranpo and Poe#especially in comparison to other characters (and a certain duo in particular that's barely older than sskk and younger than Ranpo and Poe)#and ask yourself what the basis is for any difference in treatment#and then ask yourself how actual people that deal with infantilization on a daily basis might feel when seeing it#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd atsushi#bsd akutagawa#bsd ranpo#bsd poe#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#original post#id in alt text#swinging a bat at a hornet's nest here but if it gets even one person to stop being ableist then it's worth it
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its kind of beautiful to watch two friends slowly inevitably fall in love with each other like you get to witness when they first met, exchanging shy glances to being attached from the hip, then you notice how compatible they are and that even though they've only known each other for awhile its like they've known each other from another lifetime and you get to see it. they finish each others sentences and like the same things. find the same things funny that most people dont. you witness the shift from being friends to something more. from shy glances to smirking secretly at shared secrets. to sharing special moments when its just them. from brushing each others shoulders to holding hands. warm embraces and back hugs. but as beautiful as it is, its also painful to see them dance around each other. no one wants to make the first move, both afraid to burse the bubble they've made for themselves. denial seems safer even though they both blush at the idea of being mistaken as a couple. both satisfied on the what ifs and could have been instead of taking the first step and you just sit there and watch them break each others heart bc they would rather break their own heart than lose the other. its stupid but also painful but also really beautiful and i just cant.
#✦ ・ jessrambles#yes i was thinking about supercorp#bc i like the idea of jealous lena#for her to be jealous enough that she frustrating admits her feelings for kara#bc she thought she'd be okay with it#of seeing kara be with someone else of kara meeting someone braver than lena#brave enough to admit to kara her feelings#brave enough to tell kara she likes her and want to see where they would go#and lena thinks she's fine with it bc it would make kara happy#but she's actually not fine bc she doesnt know kara the way lena does and kara should be with hers and kara was hers#bc kara admitted she liked lena but lena was too afraid to say she likes her back#DO YOU SEE WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ON A DAILY BASIS#i hate my brain#supercorp
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Jecki Lon: Yord put the tits away
Yord Fandar: 😢😢😢
Jecki Lon: Don’t make me tell you again
Yord Fandar: *quietly and very sadly slips his cloak back on*
#fOR REAL THO WHY WAS HE NAKED#did he notice a stain or something and decide to clean it like wHAT#also Jecki CLEARLY has to deal with his awkward ass on a daily basis#oh yord’s laying on the floor staring at the ceiling??#yeah he just does that sometimes don’t worry about it#I’ll just have to go remind him how to be a normal human being soon#maybe it’s just me but he feels autistic coded and it’s great I love him#also Jecki is AMAZING#star wars#the acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#jecki lon#yord fandar#cross talks#text post
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Hey Kim what kind of stats does that bomb-ass bomber jacket give you?
I had to ask the detective what you meant by “stats” here, citizen, but he said that the… “bomb-ass bomber jacket” gives ‘+2 Composure and +1 Espirit de Corps’, whatever that means. He also laughed and mumbled something to himself about ‘-1 Perception’, but he waved me off and said it wasn’t important when I asked what he meant by that part.
#Who are you people are what has Harry been telling you in codes#I already deal with the so-called ‘Case of the Homosexual Underground’ on a bi-daily basis#please tell the detective that there is no secret ring of homosexual crime lords.#kim kitsuragi#disco elysium
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Im just going to start headcanoning that empaths hate narcissists bc they can use their epic empath powers to sense the mix of our extreme self hatred and our superiority complexes and they got so intimidated by the sheer power that is this weird emotional cocktail any bone that supports mental health became magnetically attracted to the narcissist and then flew out of their body and attached itself to us
#i have no clue what this post is but ive been thinking abt how empaths refuse to empathize with narcissists#so now its what if they do but bc of theyre terrified of what we have to deal on a daily basis also emotions are now magnets#i actually have no idea where this went#im bored as hell#npd#npd memes#npd shitpost#shitpost#actually npd#actually narcissistic#actually cluster b#npd safe#narcissistic personality disorder
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Why have I now had 2 different people try to suggest that me not feeling like the 1a or 1b terms for OSDD fit me (don't feel alters are indistinct and have heavy amnesia) means I might have one of the other 3 forms of OSDD
Guys
OSDD-1 is the only one of the 4 with alters as a symptom. And the one I was diagnosed with because I have that symptom. Please look up what the criteria for OSDD 2, 3, and 4 are before suggesting things like that I beg
#syscourse#not mad at the people who said this#just yk#in no world does feeling I have distinct alters rather than indistinct as what OSDD 1a is#mean I don't have any alters at all#which is what saying I have OSDD-2 3 or 4 would be saying#OSDD2 is identity desturbance due to prolonged and intensive coercive persuasion#such as brainwashing thought reform indoctrination or torture#it does not have amnesia as part of the criteria#and does not have alters either#osdd3 is acute dissociative reactions to stressful events#which I do not fit because I deal with dissociation almost on a daily basis its not only in those situation#and osdd4 is a dissociative trance#again only happens in some situations not nearly constantly#and also does not cause alters#rant#ig
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#submission by twig-gy#submissions arent working for some reason so i gotta do it manually apologies#also i realized the person who submitted this has the exact same pfp as what i use for Heart#completely accidental lol i just found the photo on Pinterest#anyways the tags i originally added before tumblr broke my submissions#chonny jash#cj heart#cj soul#submission#i don't care if your bones are broken play pool with me dammit#heart is lying btw he just wanted to talk to someone he's just bored#soul has to deal with this on a daily basis#he does not care at this point
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Helli hellooooo
I wish to have my daughter back by trading you... well your son.
I lost him in the first 5 minutes to find him stuck in a trash can. I had to turn on the TV to get his attention (we watched Hilda). I decided to dress him up in some overalls and a striped shirt for fun. Not long after did he find my paint- it got in his nose and he got upset, so I gave him all the snacks he wanted- I spoiled the hell outta him. Made him a paper crown for good measure
Please accept this as my apology for yoinking your son, so that I may retrieve my own from you in return.
How did yall's night go?
Active night for you too huh? I kinda had to wrestle or rather apprehend Luci for all my opossum plushies she tried to attack cuz they reminded her too much of Pico. So I had to nab her fox plush in hopes of it distracting her long enough for me to hide them away. Then I thought it be a cute idea to show her how to make little origami paper stars, and she did pick up on it fast(she really liked the green ones)! That is until I took my eyes off her for a sec and she somehow found my super glue and started sticking em everywhere. I know she’s into sci-fi (me not so much) so I went with the most basic thing I could think of putting on to watch, which was Back to The Future. Rest of the night was a hitch.
We also picked up some starbucks along the way in the morning and I got her a lil cake pop as a treat and whatever order you like to get and of course some peanut butter bars for Pico ❤️
Thank you for returning my boy, all is forgiven, even if he is covered in paint my dumb lil son
(Don’t mind the baby harness, she kept trying to fly away and I didn’t want to lose her >_> )
#rottmnt ocs#bunsona#luci the moth#what a precious lil baby#lookit his lil heart bandaid#I may deal with other people’s kids on a daily basis but I did not take into account#THE FLYING ONES#she was fun to have around uwu
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Someday tumblr is going to be gone, or I will, and that's ok. It's sad, yes, but at least I will have known you. At least I'll still be able to quote terrible posts with my friends, at least I'll be able to look back and remember all these people who are closer to me than anyone I knew before. This site has gotten shit, but at least we've been here together. At least I met you.
#just a load of garbage#im having a lot of emotions today sorry lol#but its true im so glad to have met you all#tomorrows 4 months since my auntie died and ive just been thinking a lot about connections#like some of you i reblog posts from and stuff but ive never talked to you#i dont know your favourite colour or your favourite type of pasta but i do know that i love you#i dont know what your name is or how old you are but i do know that without you my life would be different#to my followers:#yall deal with my bullshit on a daily basis and for that i love you more than life itself#this site has given me a new favourite story#a new favourite song#a new favourite movie#and for that i will be forever grateful#this site has given me the chance to make new friendships#like my beloved bestie jachary#and to strengthen ones that existed before#like tay and emmy and sarah and all my other irls#my mutuals who ive never talked to#reach out to me! talk to me about anything#i will value it more than anything#and my beloved frog anon#i havent responded to some of your asks because i cant think of a response worthy enough#so yeah let me say it again in case you didnt understand#i love you all#<3
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My ex is at it again
#having to deal with her almost on a daily basis is hard#and she's still a bitch to me everytime she can as if i was the one treating her like shit when we were together#and ofc the girl she got with like 5 days after we broke up left her#no doubts in my mind it would happen because really#people like that act all nice and sweet and caring until you slightly disappoint them and then snap at you with no warning like wtf#it just hurts because what she did to me can't be undone and even though i tried during the last weeks to be normal when we interact#cause i have to interact with her most of the times#she's just passive aggressive and borderline offensive and for what?#i tried to let go because with my mental health i can't afford to torture myself with those memories too#the alternative was leaving martial arts but i didn't want to because i love that sport its important to me and helps me cope with things#i'm just bitter and sad and i try to keep my composure but it affects me more than i'm ready to admit cause i don't think i deserve it#tw vent#tw mental health
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Hoping in some circumstance that if they ever do have Ramattra speak to Max, that it’ll just be Max talking about how much capitalism factors into play into just about Anything and Ramattra’s just: “Hm okay. Sounds like a skill issue to me! Anyways.”
#text#Man who has never worked a 9 to 5 and has fucked off into the mountains vs. guy who had to deal with customers on a daily basis#Like them being complete opposites about how they handled their situations and how one looks out for himself to survive versus how one -#- looks out for others. And it’s largely based around what they’ve experienced.#I wonder how unions and regulations work for omnics - if there is any. We know there’s human worker quotas but do OSHA rules apply to omnics#If they actually do address something in regards to Max’s backstory about workplace regulations I’ll be pleasantly surprised ngl.#That’s what I’m hoping for buuuuuuuuut y’know.
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