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Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂
#rain world#comic#rw chasing wind#sunlit Trail#Hunter#Art#Chasing wind spoilers#I can't imagine anyone filters that tag but just in case sksksks#ANYWAYS turns out mod is way better than I expected and it's super well made.#So far made the trip as hunter (first time) then riv and now working on arti.#For arti I realized that howling rifts led to sub and sub led to dar shore so I was like sweet! A shortcut!#Now imagine for a sec trying to get through a parkcore + miros bird gauntlet with a corpse and a worm within 5 cycles#before the scav ran out of karma and you were stuck inside forever. Yeah#Besides that tho I've been messing around and been very tenderly modding the game.#Turns out you can have a bit of fun with most sprites without too much effort by simply cloning the MSC mod in your files#Then changing the copy's mod info so it doesn't clash and simply swapping images out for whatever you want#As long as you have the sprite name you can do this. You can also change region names and decals and music all sorts of stuff.#In short I've been brewing a custom mod for a friend to make her suffer as much as possible <3#Thanks to a buddy on the rw server for showing me that trick btw lol. The best cesspool I've ever participated in#Oh before I forget- the symbol on CW's head is completely made up. They just looked so... Bald.#Tbh I wasn't expecting their personality to be so... bright? Most interpretations make them kinda solemn and gloomy#But nah this CW is what NSH should've been 100%. I like them. Not gonna spoil too much but their situation is somehow so... chill.#Still bad tho!#Other fun news! There's a scammer going around on discord that's basically like ''bad news I reported you for fraud''#And they're getting a lot of people. My buddy that owned my home server got hit and we lost everything. It's all OK tho nobody was hurt#I keep trying to ask them questions on my alts but they're ignoring me... I kinda wanna bait them into doing the scam with me#to see how far I get before they catch on 😜#Wasting a scammer's time is never a waste of time#Ah I had more to say but I reached my tag max. Till next time- hopefully my animation project will be done by then!
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I find v! Wukong and p! Macaque ship kinda funny because like, p! Mac is like two people in one body type situation right ( I might be wrong since I have goldfish brain) that means Mac affection for Wukong is so strong that LBD's hatred for Wukong is just gone
In a VERY short way to put it -
P!Mac is a fusion of both of em - But mainly in control is Mac. Well, whatever was left of him that is . P!Mac if fusion of whatever was left of them both after 1000 years of being sealed together by Wukong and the Pilgrims. THere are no 2 minds in one head, there is not 2 concious beings in this body, there's only one.
(LBD possessed Mac, they got stuck for a 1000 yr , they both were on the verge of dying , well it didn't work out , they got fused, bam you have P!Mac.)
P!Mac absolutely HATES his Wukong. His ex-mate, his King , his doom. That's not only LBD . SO , why not do a cleanup of the world and start from that simian? That's what happens in P!Mac's story in normal circumstances In Normal circumstances Mac DIE at the end of the story That is his destiny , that is my will, that is will of the universe. That's his canon. And P!Mac knows about it. He is accepting that fate.
...
And then V!Wukong appears .
and that's the only reason why P!Mac is alive n well.
(V!Wuk timelines are freaking great sksksks)
And it's not like P!Mac love V!Wuk (he wouldn't name it that way) . He is too mad. He find him useful- very risky, desireable , and the best way to keep V!Wukong around is not by doing him harm but to give him waht he want.
This man needed to die a couple of times just to prove he'd be USEFUL to P!Mac cuz the first time they met up P!mac almost died from his hand and he bolted the shit out of the place, away from him .
That is a guilty pleasure ship , don't judge
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New AU? 🤔🤔
(This drawing took several years of my life, i think. Had fun but I wasn't a pro artist, sorry color theorists)
I made a joke UTMV AU based on Blue Archive, as a joke, said joke took too many effort now to just be called a joke. Decided to post it on Tumblr because I guess I need Social Media sometimes. The AU is based off Blue Archive (heavily) and To Aru Kagaku no Railgun (loosely). Interested in this long idea dump?
Under the cut.
(logo made with the Blue Archive Logo Generator, this is also a joke name)
ArchiveVerse, or I would personally abbreviate it as ArchV or ArcV for the remaining of this post, is a UTMV AU, where all the characters are our favourite skeleton: Sans but from multiple AUs. It is heavily based off Blue Archive, borrowing a lot of concepts— and loosely from To Aru Kagaku No Railgun.
Side note, i do not actually watch To Aru, nor do I play Blue Archive anymore. So several stuff are definitely made up.
This is literally my second post ever on Tumblr.
The joke concept image that started it all...
I'm sorry for the terrible artwork sksksks
Do note ahead that this AU is made in-and-out of art block, so some information and designs are inconsistent throughout the post. Everything is also written in Comic Sans MS, as a joke.
The Academy City
Do not take this AU seriously, it's just a slice of life thing. (Unless)
The academy city is occupied with students, nobody is an adult. However there are complete facilities in the city, like malls, restaurants, etc. Some students work in these facilities, but most of the time they are ran by robots/artificial intelligence.
In the heart of the city, rests the Omega Tower, which, hypothetically, kept the city running. It is occupied by the General Student Council. The Academy City itself is shrouded in mystery.
There are four academies in the city, each with their own districts:
(Thanks to an irl friend for helping me design and clean up the logos ♡)
Each student belongs to their own unique academy, though students can be promoted and enrolled from OPS to either Ordenance or Paradigm if they possess the qualities of excellence. Students who have already been in Juvenile Containment aren't allowed enrollment in Ordenance or Paradigm.
Here are several more fun facts about the academies:
Juvie students are still allowed to go out of their district, though this depends. If the student has a light sentence and hasn't committed any heavy crimes, they're allowed to go pretty much everywhere (unless they're banned in certain locations). Any student can go in and out freely if they have a pass.
There are no teachers, the students learn from text books and videos, though they still attend class.
Even if students come from different academies, they're still allowed to visit and make friends with students from other academies.
The Omega Public School district is the largest district among all academies, and each and every student has their own house, as opposed to the other academies' dormitory system.
Only the Paradigm Academy has a standard uniform. Ordenance students have a dress code, OPS is free to wear whatever. While Juvie students must still wear the uniform of the academy they are once associated with.
Students/Characters
A list of basically every student I have somewhat designed for this AU. Each student has their own unique halo, and their own unique powers, which I have put in the sheets. It also includes a short backstory.
However, they're, uh, pretty shabby. This is the most I have designed for a joke (what the hell). Some are well-made, though i faltered around the end. So please zoom in to see text more clearly.
Friendly note that Nightmare's bones isn't covered in goop in this AU, see the very very first Illustration on top of this post to see what I mean. They also have wings. Nightmare's wings are broken and a bit ugly here and there, while Dream's wings are white and pristine. Can they fly? Take a guess.
Guys I love Reaper but I suck at drawing him Im sorry
Halo designs are not final. Also, rest assured, these three are not the only members of the GSC.
Each student has their own special power. So far, I... Literally have nothing to say about these powers, except a few things:
They can manifest from emotions. For example, when Horror is flustered, smoke can come out of the crack of his skull. Or when Dust is nervous, he gets 'cold feet,' A.K.A the ground under his feet turns to ice. Cross also has lightning fizzle out of his fingers when he's nervous or surprised.
They can channel their powers to a weapon, though it's not necessary.
Welp, that was fun. I have fun making this AU (even if it's unlikely anyone will see it). Thanks, guys, have a nice day.
Credits (please tell me if I missed anyone, or misspelled anything):
Undertale by Toby Fox
Nightmare and Dream Sans by Jokublog
Dust Sans by Ask-Dusttale blog
Killer Sans by Rahafwabas
Horror Sans by SourAppleStudios
Cross Sans by Jakei
Epic Sans by Yugogeer012
Color Sans by superyoumna
Delta Sans by AnimatedZorox
Ink Sans by Comyet/Mye bi
Error Sans and Geno by CrayonQueen/LoverofPiggies
Reaper Sans by Renrink
#ArchiveVerse#undertale multiverse#killer sans#cross sans#dream sans#dust sans#nightmare sans#horror sans#sans au#undertale alternate universe#alternate multiverse???#nah i ain't confusing myself#is this how you tag?
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Finally ,,, more proper Sozo ref without a bunch of text (<- very guilty of that)
Anyways ,, I've been Very normal about him the past few days (i blame blahaj)
For when hes able to recover ++ heal , he actually becomes the cult's doctor after quite some time ,, from being Hubre's (follower oc) assistant to having her be Sozo's assistant is rlly funny to me with the switchup sksksks
The switch up between clothes was smth i wanted to enuciate too—yellow and pink hues rather than a continous theme of blue and red hues,, i wanted to show that Sozo has moved on past the infection / addiction ,, he's definitely gotten better mentally with getting back into doctor stuff ++ archeology c: he never plans on running a cult again cuz hes afraid of losing his mind again
Now for height comparison of followers;
Leshy thought he was the tallest of the cult! Not after sozo arrived 😭 . Sozo is freakishly tall all cuz of genetics ,, his family members were WAY taller than him,, so seeing people this short ++ below him came off as a surprise cuz /sozo/ was the one who was short in the family
Okay thats all i can think of for now i think?? Im happy with his redesign nd being able to redo his color palette C:
TIL NEXT TIME 🫡🫡🫡 I rlly wanna draw some more sozolamb stuff so be on the lookout bc their relationship is my favorite thing Ever as of recent AAAAAA💥💥💥
#Being soooo incredibly ++ disgustingly self indulgent recently I fear once I do things I want I CANNOT be stopped#Jokes aside- blahaj was the one who gave me motivation of completing sozo's ref LOL so i thank blahaj for that the most XD#sydneys doodles#cotl#cult of the lamb#mystic pursuit#mystic pursuit au refs#sozo#sozonius#dr sozonius#sozo cotl#Yippee! Yay! Yahoo! Yaha! YAYYYYYYYY🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊
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Curbside Service
Luca x GN!Reader (ft. Marcus)
For @the-slumberparty's Bingo Challenge! Bingo Square: bakery
Warnings: 18+, language
Word Count: 3.2k
A/N: au where Luca runs his own bakery, my beloved. this is retaliatory insanity aimed directly at @narcolini and i simply have nothing else to say about it sksksk.
The Bear Taglist: @garbinge @withmyteeth @justreblogginfics (If you want to be added to any of my taglists, please let me know!)
For as much as Luca typically relished the hour or so at the very start of the day that he had to himself, he had to admit that he didn’t quite mind Marcus being there with him. He wasn’t expecting him to want to show up before five—he wouldn’t have blamed him for it either. Luca enjoyed the small hours of the morning because of the silence and peace that they afforded him. Apparently he wasn’t the only one who felt that way.
Marcus had the same sense of quiet, same calmness about him that was so rare to find in the kitchen. Luca really hadn’t known what to expect when Carmy broached the topic of sending someone his way. The memories of what it was like with Carmy in the kitchen were still clear in the back of his mind, and for as much as he respected Carmy, enjoyed the push that he got from him to be better, Luca was still painfully aware of the energy that he carried with him. He’d been preparing for more of the same, would do it gladly if it was Carmy asking, but he couldn’t deny the relief in him when he met Marcus and felt the easy-going energy he seemed to exude.
“Chef,” Marcus said in greeting as he passed through the kitchen.
Luca nodded, not looking up from his measurements as he listened to Marcus stroll by him to go and put his things away. “Morning, Chef.”
That was all the two of them said for a bit. Marcus came back out, tying his apron into place as he did. He found his place beside Luca and picked up right where Luca was leaving off. It was a routine that they’d found themselves getting comfortable in over the last few days. They would do their work, soak up the peace and quiet. Every now and then they’d chat, but it always felt purposeful when they did—it wasn’t just for the sake of filling the silence.
“Make up the next batch of these, Chef?” Luca asked, wiping his hands on his apron as he got ready to move onto the next part of his daily prep.
Marcus nodded, knowing that the question was only phrased as such to be polite. “Yes, Chef.”
He stepped away, making his way over to where he knew all of the baking supplies were kept. He didn’t have it memorized the same way that he did at The Beef—The Bear, but for how short his time there had been he was doing alright. He scanned the shelves, going back and raking over them again when he didn’t see what he was looking for, then once more even slower when the second through yielded no results. He didn’t want to ask for assistance if the answer was looking him in the face.
When he was fairly certain it just wasn’t there, Marcus took a deep breath. “Chef?”
“Yea?”
“Um. You guys got a secret back room you forgot to tell me about?”
Luca chuckled. “Why’s that?”
“Because if you don’t, we’re out of flour.”
The kitchen was silent for a moment as Luca stopped what he was doing and made his way over to Marcus. For five long seconds it was just the two of them looking at the empty storage shelves. Marcus felt himself tensing up, not knowing how this was going to end up. He knew how this would end up playing out in Chicago, but they were a long ways away from there now.
“Well,” Luca let out a quiet laugh, “looks like we’re out of flour, then.”
The genuine ease in his voice made the tension instantly disappear from Marcus’s shoulders. He laughed, too, before jokingly saying, “Guess we should just close up?”
Luca laughed a little harder at that. “Yea, quit while we’re ahead.” He shook his head. “I’ll make a call in a bit. Been too busy—didn’t realize the delivery hadn’t come through yet.”
Marcus nodded. “Heard.” He paused. “Now what?”
Luca shrugged. “Onto the next.” He nodded towards the doors that led out into the customer side of the bakery. “You can start on front of the house.”
He agreed without hesitation, the way that he always did in the kitchen. “Yes, Chef.”
Luca kept a loose eye on the clock while he did whatever else he could of the prep for the day. The delay was going to put them behind, but not in any way that wasn’t going to be manageable. In the back of his mind he was aware that the people who filtered in and out of the shop most likely wouldn’t even notice as long as there was something in the display case.
When it was finally late enough, he pulled his phone out of the back pocket of his jeans. Scrolling through his contacts, he made it down to the list of miscellaneous vendors he’d collected over the years. Once he dialed, he leaned back against the counter, phone pinned to his ear as he watched the timer ticking down on the oven.
“Hello?” you answered, sounding frazzled even though the day had hardly gotten started. It was going around, apparently.
“Hey, uh, sorry,” Luca didn’t recognize the voice, and for a moment he thought he’d called the wrong number. It took him a moment to recover and say, “Just calling about a delivery.”
“Okay, sure. What about it?” you asked.
He chuckled. “Never showed up.”
“Shit,” you said before you could stop yourself. You immediately covered your mouth with your hand, not that he could see you do it. “Sorry. Sorry.”
He smiled, not that you could see it. “It’s alright.”
“Okay. Right. Sorry.” You were trying to get your papers together, dig through the mess of a situation that had been left behind on the desk in the office. “Give me a second to get…get it together.” You heard him let out something between a hum and a laugh, but he didn’t say anything in response. Giving you the second you’d asked for, you assumed. Taking a deep breath, you finally said, “Alright. Sorry about that. What delivery were you looking for?”
The two of you went back and forth for a minute. You asked him some basic questions as you went through the papers, the orders that were pulled up on the computer screen in front of you. Then, sure enough, you found what you were looking for—a delivery that was supposed to have happened two days prior.
“I’m so sorry about that,” you said, pressing the heel of your free palm against your forehead. “Raf’s out and it threw a wrench into everything and his office is a mess so I’ve been trying to figure it out and some stuff, clearly, went through the cracks.”
“It’s alright. Blame it on Raf, yea?”
You laughed, feeling a little relieved at the ease with which he was handling the situation, but still anxious underneath it all. “Believe me, I will.” Leaning back in your chair, you tried to think about what your schedule looked like for the day. “I can run it over now?”
“What?”
“The flour. I can run it over to you if that works.”
“I can send my—”
“It’s fine. We usually bring it to you anyway. That’s,” you chuckled nervously, “that’s kind of the whole point, yea?”
Luca was nodding even though you couldn’t see him. Part of him wanted to say not to worry about it, that clearly you’ve got enough shit on your plate to try and handle. But he also knew that if the roles were reversed, he would be offering to do the same thing.
“Right. You have the address?”
“Um,” you looked over the order form on the screen, “yes.”
“See you in a bit, then.”
You let out a short sigh, glad that things didn’t implode like you thought they were going to when you picked up the phone. “See you in a bit.”
It wasn’t long before Luca heard Marcus calling back to him from the front of the bakery. “Chef?”
“Yea!” Luca called back as he started walking towards the door, fairly certain what it was about.
“Someone’s pulling up?”
“Yea,” Luca said with a laugh as he walked out of the kitchen and into retail side of the bakery, “the person letting you get the rest of your prep done, Chef.”
Marcus’s eyes widened slightly as he quickly started to follow in Luca’s footsteps, hardly even a stride behind him. Luca flipped the lock and pushed the glass doors of the bakery open. Reaching, he used his foot to drag out the doorstop to prop open the door on one side, Marcus taking the cue to do the same on the other.
“Wow,” you said with a laugh as you hopped out of the delivery van, “all hands on deck, huh?”
Luca flashed a quick grin as you strode up to him. “Make your life a little easier.”
Your brows furrowed for a moment as you registered the voice. “Luca? We spoke on the phone?”
“That was me,” he held his hand out for you to shake as he nodded towards the other man who had walked out with him, “And that’s Marcus.”
The morning had been such a whirlwind that until you felt the firm grasp Luca had on your hand, the warmth seeping from his palm into yours, your brain hadn’t slowed down enough to even register who you were really looking at. But then your eyes locked with his and every racing thought in your brain came to a screeching halt.
He broke off the handshake, an easy smile on his face as he nodded towards the van. “Thanks for this.”
“Yea, yea,” you worked harder than you should’ve had to just to get another word out, “no problem. Sorry,” you laughed nervously, “sorry it didn’t get here two days ago.”
Then it was just the two of you standing there. The concept of time was completely lost on you. It could’ve been seconds or hours as far as you were concerned. The only thing that alerted you to time passing at all was the sound of Marcus clearing his throat as he stood in the doorway of the bakery.
“These going in the usual spot?” he asked Luca, bag of flour held securely in his arms.
Luca looked back at him for a brief moment, nodding. “Yes, Chef. Thank you.”
Once Marcus nodded in understanding, Luca turned right back to you. You found yourself shoving your hands into the pockets of your jeans just to keep from fidgeting with them. This was just supposed to be a quick delivery, and another quick apology, but now it felt like you couldn’t move.
“Raf’s out?”
You huffed, rolling your eyes. “Yea.” You looked at Luca, saw the traces of concern on his face, and you shook your head. “Oh, don’t feel bad for him. He got hurt doing something stupid with his mates over the weekend. Messed up,” you gestured to your leg, “his entire shit.”
Luca chuckled, as much at your explanation as at your annoyance. You made it look good, somehow. “Left you holding the bag?”
You held your arms out. “Looks that way.”
“Still made it, though,” he said with a half-grin, like he was trying to soften the blow of it all for you.
“Two days late,” you said, almost like a joke even though it was the truth, “but we got here.”
You were vaguely aware of the fact that Marcus was still making trips back and forth with the bags of flour. You knew that you should let Luca go. You’d already put them behind schedule enough for not getting them what they needed when they actually needed it. But Luca didn’t seem like he was in that much of a hurry and if he wasn’t rushing off neither were you. You’d be willing to let the rest of your manager’s business crumble for a bit if it meant standing out on the sidewalk in the grey light of the early morning talking to a baker whose hair couldn’t have looked that good when he woke up in the morning.
“You’re not new,” he said it like a statement, but there was an unsaid question in there somewhere. He shook his head. “Never seen you, though.”
You shrugged. “Usually in the warehouse.”
“All the heavy lifting.”
Marcus butt into the conversation for a moment. “Least someone does the heavy lifting.”
You couldn’t stop the chuckle that slipped past your lips. You covered your mouth with your hand, like that would unmake the sound. Neither of them gave you time to wonder if there was tension there, because Luca smiled and Marcus laughed.
“Be there in a minute,” Luca called over his shoulder. Even not knowing him, you could tell that there wasn’t any sense of urgency to his voice. It would be more than a minute.
Marcus mumbled something under his breath. It was too muffled for you to hear, but Luca must’ve, because the slick grin on his face got a little wider. Whatever mumbled shorthand they’d developed was effective. You watched Luca shake his head.
“I don’t wanna hold you up,” you said. It was a formality, of course—you’d hold him up all day if he let you.
He shook his head, the lack of hesitation almost making you want to believe him. “No, you’re good. It’s alright.”
You tilted your head, cocking one eyebrow. “Is it?”
“We’re already behind, you know?”
You laughed. “That makes it alright?”
He shrugged. “A bit.”
You wanted to say that you hated how the way he was looking at you made your whole face feel hot, heat creeping down the column of your throat despite the cool morning air. You wanted to hate it, wanted to think it was ridiculous because it absolutely was, but you didn’t. You watched him run his hand over all the patchwork tattoos that he had and you knew that you would waste away the entire day right there on the sidewalk. Waste his entire day too.
“When’s Raf back?” he asked.
You huffed, shaking your head. “Who fucking knows?” You laughed but you really didn’t have any idea.
“Then back to the warehouse, yea?”
“Hope so—his office gives me anxiety just thinking about it,” you said, chuckling at the truth of it.
“Organized chaos.”
“Nothing organized about it,” you fired back, trying not to laugh because the state of that room really was beyond the reaches of your nightmares.
You didn’t know why it felt so easy. You didn’t know what was so disarming about him. It wasn’t even seven in the morning and his apron already had steaks going down it, probably the last of the flour that they had before running out because of the delivery you hadn’t made yet. No on in their right mind should look as ready and happy about the day as he did, but there he was anyway. Mellowed out and positive in the face of it all.
“You should come by again,” he said, tone level in a way that you wouldn’t have been able to achieve if the roles were reversed.
It sent a jolt through you but you tried to keep it together. “I’ll come through on time next time, at least,” you joked.
The ends of his mouth lifted into a tiny smile. “No, I mean just come by. Stop in. Doesn’t have to be at six in the morning.”
“But I get all your undivided attention this way,” you said, shocking yourself with how easily it rolled off your tongue. You hoped your face didn’t convey the surprise you felt.
If he picked up on it, he didn’t say anything about it. He let out a quiet laugh. “I wouldn’t worry about that if I were you.”
Your heart was pounding against the confines of your ribcage but you somehow managed to keep your voice level. “Right.”
There was the sound of one of the doors to the bakery clattering shut. Both you and Luca looked at the van to see Marcus lifting one of the last two bags of flour from the back of it. His gaze was fixed directly onto Luca as he said, “Last bag is yours, Chef. Don’t hurt yourself.”
Luca caught the way that Marcus’s serious façade cracked at the last minute, a grin on his face as he stepped into the bakery. Luca laughed as he called after him, “Thanks, Chef!”
You cleared your throat, trying to knock the dazed look off your face because you were certain it was painfully evident. “I’ll let you get to it, then.”
Luca nodded as he looked at you. “Alright, yea.” His eyes scanned over you and you tried not to think too much about the way that his smile grew just a little wider.
“Good luck with the heavy lifting,” you said with a laugh, white knuckling the keys in your pocket like they would keep you present in the moment rather than getting lost in the imaginary future scenarios that you were already conjuring up in your head.
“I think I’ll be alright,” he joked as he stepped over and grabbed the bag from the back of the van.
It was shameless and you knew it, the way your eyes shot straight to his arms. But he started it, right? He looked first. Fair was fair. When your eyes finally made their way back to his face the smirk pulling at his lips said everything that his words never would. He was a gentleman for that at least.
“You’ll be back though, right?” he asked.
You knew that he had the answer to that question already just from the look in his eyes. You indulged him by saying it out loud, though. Maybe you were indulging yourself too. “’Course, yea. Starting at six AM, right?”
He laughed, taking another step backwards towards the door. “I actually get here closer to four, if you’re ever—”
“I’m never,” you cut him off with a laugh. You shook your head, getting yourself together for a moment. “I’ll see you, Luca.”
He laughed, nodding. “See ya.”
He was inside and the bakery door was shut and locked behind him again before you even managed to put the van in drive. You gave the place one more look through your sideview mirror before finally pulling away. You would be shaking your head at yourself for the rest of the day, for sure. But it’d be worth it. Going back would be worth it too.
Luca strolled into the kitchen, not saying anything as he went to put the last of the delivery away.
Marcus was shaking his head as he worked his way through the prep that Luca had decided to put off just a little while longer. He wanted to try and sound annoyed but he started laughing before he could take a good stab at it. “Fuckin’ unbelievable.”
Luca was laughing too as he found his spot next to Marcus. “You had this under control just fine.”
“Like you’d know,” Marcus joked. “Too busy out there talking and not helping me with the two tons of flour you ordered.”
“Want me to pretend to be sorry?” he asked, laughing still.
Marcus shook his head. “Fucker.”
“Come on,” Luca feigned a serious tone, “Get to it—we’re behind on prep.”
The silence between them only lasted for another second before they both broke back down into laughter again.
#the bear#the bear fanfiction#the bear hulu#the bear fx#luca#luca the bear#luca x reader#luca x you#x reader#x reader fic#my writing#fanfiction#drabblesmc#navy and roos sleepover#navy and roo's sleepover#slumber party bingo#slumber party
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One might call Asra a very charismatic charmer, and they'd be so right. That's the only explanation available for how easily he managed to pull Helen into indulging him tonight.
With his parents spending more and more time at the shop lately, there wasn't nearly enough alone time as Asra preferred. But he knew it was only a matter of time before the palace called them back. So, he tried to be patient. Its always like this with her. More and more patience required every single day. Yet still he couldn't help but yearn for Helen's attention to be solely on him and him alone.
And how did he achieve that desire? By tugging at her love for colours of course
. . .
His low lidded eyes watch as her brows furrow in contemplation. Tongue sticking out slightly as she frets over the dried-up nail polish that won't apply properly. Breathing in softly to steady her shaky hands, she tries to paint an abominably vibrant range of colours on his nails. At his request, she is more than willing to commit a colour theory violation . . . Only for him though.
The brush ever so slightly touches the skin next to his nail making her hiss in frustration. Tightening her grip on his hand, she shoots him a glare, "stop moving, you're ruining my work." He shoots her a sheepish smile, "sorry my arm was falling asleep a little." Another white lie that falls so easily from his lips . . . The truth? He finds her irritation directed towards him very endearing.
(@graciebasie's oc has stolen my heart . . . and asra's too sksksks- This is a very short drabble cause I've been extremely tired as of lately, but I hope you like it nonetheless!)
#Cԋ: Aʂɾα🔮 ࿐ ࿔*:・゚#irides talks#📝🫧🍂#irides writes 📝#asra alnazar#asra the arcana#arcana#the arcana#the arcana game#moot:gracie#asra x oc#asra x apprentice
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(Episode 404, The Mysterious Angel's Mansion - pt. 2)
This little scene is probably one of my favorite DB interactions in the entire show -v- Everything from the way they got here— that is, Conan deliberately starting shit (and then throwing hands sksksk)— to the way they each react to the situation, to the eventual resolution and their implied state of their relationship with Conan...
To be fair, their dynamic is more than implied and we see it in action all the time, but rarely do we get to see anything apart from the reactionary, situational interactions necessitated by some external circumstance. Friends sometimes fight amongst themselves, kids even moreso, but the DB often get tangled in such dire, life-or-death situations that we usually don't get to evaluate the friendship beyond raw reactions to things like Genta nearly being shot, Mitsuhiko going missing, drivers taking off with Ayumi in the trunk, etc.
You could happily argue that this is just proof of strong relationships, because there's no time to premeditate anything and they're forced to be little balls of instinct-- and I would agree, but that's not the angle I'm taking with this scene.
Obviously, Conan is Team Mom, always spearheading the charge and guiding and looking after the others, but if the DB rarely hear Conan apologize for anything (as is the implication here), it fits right in with his character. He's a proud individual and having to even associate with children is, at least in the beginning of the series, embarrassing to him. Haibara even teases him a little afterwards with an observation that it's "tough" to motivate kids, possibly referring to the mental mountain he had to summit by admitting that he was wrong.
The only thing that could maybe make me like this scene more is if Conan's authenticity were less nebulous, but that same ambiguity is exactly what makes this scene appealing to me, too: reuniting the group by forcing a conflict to overcome despair and hopelessness and press onwards for the sake of someone else is, to Shinichi, probable justification to be both disingenuous or earnest about an apology, so I'm… well, I don't come away from this scene really knowing which one it is, and I... kind of love that. The series struggles with grey areas and I will absolutely take what I can get here
So does anyone think he meant it? Shinichi obviously cares about the children, so the natural answer is yes, but whether he's more or less honest about his apology has no bearing on the result— the kids stop fighting either way— so... at least in my head... there is no correct answer. It's left entirely to the viewer and just comes down to how you interpret his character: if he meant it, cool, the fact that he cares enough about the kids to put aside his pride for them is selfless and delightful; if he didn't, well... that's equally intriguing, isn't it? Maybe he's simply too proud to apologize and mean it, and the fight was just a means to an end (and nothing more) so that they could continue pursuing the solution to their dilemma... which could mean that Shinichi has an enduring problem prioritizing the mystery* over his peers (exactly the thing that got him into the Conan mess in the first place)...
This is a very short scene but goddamn if I don't enjoy the hell out of it. I love the kids and I wish they did more open-ended stuff with them like this (sobbing)
#dcmk#internal screaming hours#text#edogawa conan#tsuburaya mitsuhiko#yoshida ayumi#kojima genta#haibara ai#queue#long post
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okay alpha seb again! i just cant stop thinking about him 😭 have you seen the tom holland protecting zendaya against the pparazis video? sico, single momma, genderbent, famous au
nico being this big amazing serious movie star and also so tall skkssk he has a little puppy, maxy logie or charles?, and he loves him!! he is such a good momma to the baby, always bringing him to the functions when he can, having him on a sling on sets, etc
enter alpha short king seb: also an actor, soooo good, more of a cheeky vibe. he falls in love with nico the moment he sees him playing with the baby on a break for their new movie.
so fast foward, they start to date, they are having fun, they are the new hot couple. they spend time with the puppy, who loves cheeky and fun seb, that brings out an even cheekier side of nico! seb loves when him and nico match, shirt and dress in the same color. he also LOVES when nico uses high heels, long legs even longer and towering over seb.
so they have a premier (or maybe theyre just going out to eat as a family) and the baby is in sebs arms, cuddling to papa (seb cried the first time they call him that!)
and the paparazzis are just crazy. they separate seb and nico when the later stops to talk to a little fan. and the paps start pushing nico, asking about private stuff, if hes planning on getting pregnant again, if hes still brestfeeding, the flashes going crazy. and sebs is not having that!!! he pushes the paps, takes nicos arms and gets him away by the waist, all with a baby in his arms
maybe the puppy was even a little restless seeing his momma being pushed? so seb takes nico to a private place and he nurses the pup, talking to him, calming the baby and his alpha in the process
nico is so touched and grateful for his alpha! that night seb gets reallyyyyy lucky sksksk
Ohhh yes!
Short king seb who is a very good actor, normally doing more serious roles but being so cheeky in person! Sure he dated around a bit but never really settled down and the Alpha has been fine with that until now. And then beautiful Omega nico, who has been fighting to not only be cast as the dumb blond arm candy in movies and is now in the movie Seb is in too (maybe he is directing too? Either way I think Seb would have requested Nico to be in it, he saw potential). And Nico has a few month old pup, such a sweet little baby who loves momma! (Pls I love baby maxie okay)
Seb seeing Nico playing with his sweet pup during a break in filming and he falls for Nico, hard and fast. He starts courting them a little (cos he has to convince the pup as much as the momma!) Bringing them gifts and offering to watch Maxie when Nico is filming a scene he isnt in himself and Nico is a little shy around him but trusts him with Max no problem. They start to date and it's just lovely. Nico really likes having seb around, makes him feel safe, and Maxie loves Seb too! Seb being a real gentlemen and always spoiling Nico and just making the Omega feel looked after and ofc he is amazing in bed too lol! Nico being so used to being fucked quickly and not made to cum but seb takes his sweet fucking time eating Nico out and some days doesn't even fuck him at all, it's enough for him to see Nico blissed out just from his mouth!
It also doesn't take long before Maxy calls Seb papa cos he loooves papa so much! Seb being emotional about it but so happy cos he is honoured Max sees him that way!
Seb taking his beautiful partner and pup out for a dinner and he is carrying Maxy in his arms and holding Nico's hand, just loving that Nico is wearing his heels and towering over him<3 Nico stopping to talk to a little fan and just smiling at the little pup and signing a poster for him, but when he wants to go back to Seb and Maxy, paparazzi surrounds him suddenly and asks so many questions, so intrusive if they ask if Seb knocked him up yet, if he is still breastfeeding, if he is tight enough for seb to enjoy and Nico is panicking!
Seb going in to save Nico and growling a lot at the pap. Little maxy bring a little whiny and wanting to be in momma's arms and Seb quickly whisks them off somewhere safe and fusses over Nico a lot. Nico nursing Maxy a little to soothe him even tjo he doesn't nurse his pup thst much anymore. Seb just gently scenting them both a little and whispering they are safe with him and Nico shakily whispers he knows! Seb is so good to them!
For sure Seb is aboit to get really lucky that night lol!
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Winter 2022 Anime Opinions
As always my thoughts because no one asked
From least to fav here are my overall thoughts:
Urusei Yatsura (2022)
I am just not the target audience for this. This is probably a nostalgia ridden show that people who watched the original will love and enjoy but I am not that person and with the two eps I watched I had enough. The jokes were not funny to me all characters were annoying and yeah the animation is nice but I will not put myself through something I will not enjoy for it tbh. Watch it if you liked the original ig
Tonikaku Kawaii: SeifukU
I dislike tonikaku with a passion it gives go girl give us nothing to the negative 20 no flavor no taste still the same shiz as the show so yeah. Watch it if you liked the series lmao its more of the same
Shinobi no Ittoki
I guess…… Its really kinda bland and I can’t pinpoint why. The concept is interesting but it just doesn’t hold up in its execution and I dont care for it run sorry do better I guess
Fumetsu no Anata e 2nd Season
I try so hard to care, SO hard. Since season 1 I have found this show to be kinda…. All over. Like the only storyline I cared about was the one with the kid with the mask last season and since that its just been meh to me. Like, we already kinda know how everything is going to go and all the arcs are kinda the same, they show us someone, we care for them for like half an episode, they die, repeat.
Bocchi the Rock!
I TRIES SO HARD TO CARE TOO I AM SO SORRY. This has been like the number 1 show this year but I… I dont know I just dont like it ASDFGHJ I am not a big fan of cute girls doing nothing specially mixed with the uwu social anxiety quirky. Like they dont paint it in a bad light like most shows do and the art style is very unique but I just dont… Give a shit adfgdhjf I tried I promise but hey if you are into this shows probs the one for you.
Mushikaburi-hime
This one is boring I am ngl. Its not bad but like… Its not good either. Ive seen this trope done SO many times its just boring. It hasn’t done anything bad per se but I just dont really care for it much. I like my romance with spicier ships so yeah I mean if you like cute royal same old same old couples then watch it.
Fuufu Ijou, Koibito Miman.
Do you like boobs????? Do you like boobs ON your screen for 23 minutes??????? Then you will for sure enjoy this one fellas! ASDFGHJ I… I am not the biggest fan of ecchi so this is a lot for me but hey if you like this fan service trash then you go bestie. Character design is cute I dont care for any characters as of the moment so yeah I guess its something
Chainsaw Man
This is the one that gets me cancelled ASDFGH. I am not going to say much other than I've never been a fan of chainsaw man since the manga and you can write me all the essays y'all want but I just.... Dont care sorry lol ADFSJAK Its just not for me; I am not saying its bad per se, I am just not the person that enjoys this type of shows. Akiangel as the only thing that matters of chainsaw man fr fr
Aru Asa Dummy Head Mic ni Natteita Ore-kun no Jinsei
This is trash but it goes higher just because Its what it is and delivers just what I expected. The reincarnated person is annoying as fuck but the girls have cute dynamics so that's why it goes higher. Its just 3 minutes skits of the girls being cute so yeah its okay
Koukyuu no Karasu
I feel like this is a good show but I am just not the target for this adsfgh its a show you gotta pay attention to understand and a lot of history goes behind it and it just kinda bored me but I know its not bad. I just dont think its for me but that's okay I might keep watching it.
Eternal Boys
Its okay. Its a nice concept and I have only watched like 3 eps but its a nice message I guess. Its short and whatever so it doesn't take much time to watch but its not something revolutionary. I like idol shows so maybe I am giving it more than what it is.
Mob Psycho
This is the one that gets me cancelled part 2 SKSKSK. I am not going to lie besties, I am not the biggest mob psyhco fan. Its okay, I just never got into the hyper around it sorry :(( I really wish I could because I know its a good story and I ddi like that last episode a lot but like,,,,, I feel like the story was over last season ASDFGH But hey I am glad y'all enjoyed it a lot!
Boku no Hero Academia 6th Season
I am ngl, I am like on ep 2 of bnha season 6 but have seen the Dabi scene like 20 times thanks to social media and I got no choice but to Stan. I dont like this arc of bnha as y'all know but it seems more interesting than last season and I like the way the animation direction is going so I will give them points for it.
Do It Yourself!!
Lesbians your honor!!!! I like this one! Its cute girls doing silly lil stuff and I am not a big fan of the genre like I said but this one is more entertaining for me, maybe because I am more into DIY shit but its cute!! Nothing big happens tbh but its a soft watch to put in the background if y'all enjoy this
Romantic Killer
This was cute! A refreshing romcom from the ones weve gotten recently tbh. I liked it even though I have a different interpretation of the road they took it in the end but it was a fun show to watch with some nice gags and cute characters, defo give it a go!
Renai Flops
Okay hear me out. This one is in a weird place but hear me out. I hate everything this anime stands for because it was such a cliche weird and ecchi but it was such an interesting train wreck I HAD to keep on watching every episode and when I least expected it I was suddenly on ep 6 and the twist left me screAmiNG. It kinda goes downhill again after ep 7 but just because it took me so off guard (dont wanna spoil it but aloO) it goes high up, gg 1 for the ecchi trash 0 for Maria this round.
Yowamushi Pedal: Limit Break
Ngl this season of yowapeda hasn't been as hyped as I hoped for me but I care so much about the characters I will place it high up SKSKSKSK its basically more of the same; I honestly miss the upperclassman a lot but its okay my babies appear like for .2 frames and I start sobbing
Akuyaku Reijou nano de Last Boss wo Kattemimashita
okaY is this trash??? yes. Do I care??? nO. I LOVE MY SILLY LIL TROPES OKAY ITS FUNNY AND SILLY AND DUMB AND THEY ARE CUTE SO IT GOES UP OKAY I LIKE HAMEFURA WHAT DO YALL EXPECT FROM ME. still kinda trash but like, guilty pleasure trash.
4-nin wa Sorezore Uso wo Tsuku
THIS IS HOW YOU DO CUTE GIRLS (AND TSUKASA LY BESTIE) DOING CUTE STUFF IN A GOOD WAY. If you like Saiki K you'll like this show. I dont know how to explain it but it gives the energy from Saiki K and I loved it they are very important and relevant.
Spy x Family Part 2
Its more of the same of part 1 y'all know spy x family its a good show I love them all I love when my families are found go stream it look at Bond and Anya being best family
Tiger & Bunny
The gays are back for more and better! Not my favorite season buT I still care about them all so much that I dont care SKSKSK go stream tiger & bunny I dont have much more to say
Cool Doji Danshi
Do you love dumb people??? Me too! then this anime is for you ! Its silly short and goes to the point. It doesnt try to be something its not and I like my anime silly and dumb. If you are looking for something easy and silly watch this.
Blue Lock
Guys guys my favorite comfort soccer players are finally animated!!! Watch it. If y'all follow me y'all know I am annoying about blue lock. Its the only anime that has Bachira AND Reo imagine the odds!!! Its a great sports anime and the characters are great and I love it and its my comfort okay
Mairimashita! Iruma-kun 3rd Season
Lets all pretend for a second we are all surprised M!ik is number one woah Maria that is so weird your favorite manga animated as number one????? did not expect it that's wild. Anyways M!ik supremacy today tomorrow its the Lied arc and Iruma and that one episode were Iruma cries made me emo and I love it and I think you should all be super cool and interesting and go watch m!ik it would make us all a better society.
#hey I made it!!! speed ran the first 2 eps of at least each show to do this before 2023 please bare with me#kind of a weak season I am ngl fellas I found almost everything to be mid#anime#anime opinions#anime recommendation#m!ik#blue lock#Cool Doji Danshi#Tiger & Bunny#spy x family#4-nin wa Sorezore Uso wo Tsuku#Akuyaku Reijou nano de Last Boss wo Kattemimashita#yowapeda#Renai Flops#Romantic Killer#Do It Yourself!!#bnha#Mob Psycho#Eternal Boys#Koukyuu no Karasu#chainsawman#Fuufu Ijou Koibito Miman.#Aru Asa Dummy Head Mic ni Natteita Ore-kun no Jinsei#Mushikaburi-hime#Bocchi the Rock!#Fumetsu no Anata e#Shinobi no Ittoki#tonikaku kawaii#Urusei Yatsura
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here with some oc asks!!!
if you already answered this somewhere, I apologize sksksk my memory is failing me
but, how did ah'den meet rennie and kaz? im gussing rennie and Paz knew each other before with them both being reapers, but how did the trio become a triooo 👀
TY RAEE (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ ) ♡
hehehehe THANK YOU HALA >:33 <33333
This is probably gonna be a long one, and a very lore heavy one. The backstory of Kaz / Ah'den and Kaz / Rennie in 1000 words.
(Apologies for not making it Rennie / Ah'den, alas Kaz/Rennie meeting plays a much larger part in the story ;u;)!
Ah'den meets Kaz first. 1944.
When a reaper is turned, one of three things can happen.
1. Their body immediately rejects their core, killing them within the first week.
2. Their body recognizes the fact that the core could potentially be dangerous if immediately acted upon, so it forces it to lie dormant for about a decade to only contribute to maintaining the body until its properly settled in and theres no possibility of the core overtaking the body.
3. The core does not lie dormant, overtakes the body and causes the reaper to go grim.
Kaz was the third case.
Only about a week or so of being turned, Cassius went grim; Grim being the state a reaper goes into when the core completely takes over their body and conscious, driving the reaper to do nothing but continuously kill to feed itself. Typically, when reapers go grim, their are immediately hunted down and killed- as every past case of reverting a reaper back to their humane form has ended in failure.
Although, when accruing who was going to uptake the mission, Ah'den actually intervened and proposed a plan for his own experiment:
Let him try to revert the reaper back to their original state. If it comes to it, and it fails, he'll take the responsibility of killing him himself.
And, well, His plan was approved. Ah'den hunted Kaz down, and after a bit of a fight and a goose chase was able to finally corner him in the proper place.
[Now, for the nitty gritty part of how he did it: Ah'den reverted to his own natural form, back into his plasma-like seraphic form, and quite literally reached into Cassius and tore his core out completely. He allowed a couple of minutes to pass for his body to reset, though not too much time for the left-over magic keeping his body alive to run out- then successfully put his core back into him.]
And, just like that, Ah’den successfully pulled off the impossible, and Cassius was back into his own mind.
The years following were rough for Kaz, as he remembered all the horrendous things he did as a reaper. Ah’den felt partly responsible for the fact Kaz has to experience such a load of guilt and thus decided to stay with him for a couple short years. To not get way too far into detail: What wasn’t exactly planned, though, was how close these two were going to grow in those short few years- and eventually those years grew way more than a few.
Kaz meets Rennie first. 2020.
Rennie becomes a reaper, and makes it past case 1 as mentioned above.
The first people to catch wind of a new reaper was an empowered government head and his office, him being a dream walker named Andrew Doxon. At the time, Kaz was currently working a mission alongside Han Sunja out in Europe- although by contract the government was required to notify Cassius immediately if any Reaper is found.
Andrew didn’t do that. Well, he made it seem like he did. Him and his office forged a rejection letter from Cassius, making it seem as though Kaz himself was notified and rejected taking Rennie under his wing in contrast to his contract. Instead, Andrew and his office blocked all communication from a new reaper being found from outside their immediate organization.
Why though?
Reapers are insane war machines. If you have a reaper on your side, you basically have the power at your fingertips. Except, other governments also had reapers as well, they needed something more than the typically reaper.
So they had a theory. Force a reaper to go grim, tame it, and use its power.
They kept their plans and plots secret from all other corners of the organization outside of Andrew’s immediate office, making it seem as if Renha at the time was being pushed through typical newborn reaper conditioning and training.
Rennie was the second case as I mentioned, where the core had laid dormant for protective measures. So, by constant rough and abusive training and provoking it, Andrew’s inevitable end game was to break that protective measure and through Rennie into the Grim stage.
Going through months of abusive “training”, Rennie started to notice very much something was wrong- so she had gone to the director of Seraphic and Reaper Operations, who she had become familiar with at this point, Genevieve La Fouriniere. She practically broke down in front of Genevieve, even admitting the things she wasn’t permitted to share- one of which being the Rejection Letter written and signed by Cassius Cage.
Genevieve knew Cassius. Since the day he was set under her watch after being reverted back by Ah’den in the 1940’s.
She knew him well. And she also knew there’s no way in hell he wrote that.
So. She whistle blew.
One letter, and one undercover plane ride across the Atlantic, her plan began to unfold.
So, That next week, when coming home, Rennie walked into her apartments kitchen- finding Cassius Cage leaning against her counter waiting for her.
And that’s where they met.
Again, to explain the aftermath of this would take another 1,000-2,000 words so ill withhold for today, but hopefully soon I’ll be able to elaborate further! :3
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just wanted to stop by and say ILY ! I LOVE UR PFP TOO !!! i think about feitan— specifically during that fight— often and i do a little giggly leg wiggle bc he’s so >///< also that zeke fic you have looks delicious i can’t wait to devour it when i wake up tomorrow 😩 first few lines already have me tingling
ILY OMG
Yes FEITANNNN little short murderer 😭💚💚 I am on my knees
I think a lot about the auction scene where he’s like “family? What’s that? 😏” his little smirk is SO
Really really REALLY need to write for feitan he’s been on my radar for a while now!!
Omg please do let me know when you read it! I didn’t actually realize zeke is like… not very popular SKSKSK I was like hes a shitty little man and I want to fuck him
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name: en
pronouns: they/them
preference of communication: disco.rd imo but you're gonna have to @ me since i don't get the notifs
most active muse: this idiot right here sir
experience / how many years: earlier than 2016, on and off again with an old friend not on tumblr and eron's been around the longest, but i started to really commit rping him on tumblr a year later lmao i did NOT know what i was getting myself into when t.lj came out 💀
platforms you use: mostly tumblr. i do write on d.iscord too but i'm way slower bc i keep forgetting
best experience: honestly? experiencing the sw celebration livestream in 2019 with friends and mutuals and how we were losing our minds over every trailer and announcement sksksks it was a different time
rp pet peeves: uhhh when people just don't read the rules lol or get very passive aggressive about interacting with ocs KNOWING damn well they followed you first??
fluff, angst, or smut: fluff after the angst. i wanna say smut too but i am terrible at writing it so i only write with close friends and would rather just share hcs instead
plots or memes: both!!! memes are great for first time interactions no matter the context and plotting can lead to so many more things. i do love to plot tho bc we can have a specific dynamic planned out between our muses. it might end up going nowhere but it's fun just sharing ideas with other people
long or short replies: depends on the motivation i have the most for. i'm faster with short replies and asks but if you want me to match your 5+ paragraph reply, you're gonna have to give me time. it's the adhd.
best time to write: whenever my brain lets me
are you like your muses: WELL. i am not a six foot tall white man but we do share traits and deeply personal issuesTM
tagged by: @percentstardust
tagging: if you see this you're tagged!!
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OKAY RANDOM STORY TIME, but earlier (and by that i mean 5am where i was just about to go to sleep) something fell down like REALLY LOUDLY down in my neighbours apartment? idk which one or which side but then there was banging down the hall? have know idea what they where up to but i got so scared for some reason? like maybe it was bc i was barely even awake at that point but just random loud noises while living alone, it's kinda scary sksksks i am in a safe apartment complex but my overthinking mind just isn't having it
BUT ALSO ALSO bc it was followed by like an angry voice too like i couldn't make out what was said. and then it went quiet. and then something banged again? like someone hitting wood maybe so like the door and stuff. and then i heard a very faint cry/scream from a woman? now a this point idk if i imagined it bc it was soooo far away and it was just so short
but anyway, was contemplating just peeking out, bc there's a small window by the door here, but i also was literally so scared that something was going on and i don't want to get involved, in case i'd get hurt or something? like it honestly was just a fight between a couple prolly bc i think there's a few who live here and the banging was just furniture or some shit. but i just didn't want to risk trying to see what was going on. bc bro i'm 5'1 i live alone i barely know anyone in this building so like, apart from this family who has these lil kids i come across whenever i get to the elevator, so yeah i'd rather not ALKSKLAS
#i deadass was about to go to sleep#and it startled me so much 😭#and also after that nothing else happened#so maybe there was just some cockroach alskakls#and this was EARLY in the morning#so i'm guessing these ppl were getting ready for work#idk man sksksks i don't want to find out#ramblings
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That’s so trippy! 😂 I find it kinda flattering too, I’m like what the actual fuck, because the girl has a similar jaw shape as me, hair length, brunette and skinny like me. Ironically my ex (previous relations) look nothing like each other. So I’m like what the fuck. My friend even was like when I showed her the pics “I was just thinking that” (referring to her looking like me).
I can’t tell if that means we meant a lot to them or some shit or we were their type? And they think about us?
LMAo that’s true about ME! Gonna play it right now sksksks
I think it’s mostly a type thing like that’s what they find attractive (like for my ex it was petite, dark haired - until this current girl who is blonde but fits the rest, sorta pretty but in a non threatening way, a bit “Jewish looking” lol, dresses in a fairly classic way - the girl he sorta “left me for” who was and is very alternative style wise bit otherwise she fit all this and the blonde girl he’s with now and I literally have the same Michael Kors sneakers as I learned from when I stalked her for this exercise lol that’s the vibe usually, party girl with advanced degree). Another joke here is my ex wanted to break up in part because he said he thought I’m gay and need to be free to like explore that more and he wasn’t fully wrong there obviously but currently I’m with a man and that girl he left me for has been with a woman for the last few years lmao. In fact there was also another girl he dated briefly who I did meet because we were friendlier than we are at the time (not that we’re not friends now but he lives on another continent) and that girl was also short and dark haired and Jewish and has fully come out as a lesbian and is now with a girl I went on a few dates with before they got together lol. So maybe my ex’s other type is also yk kinda gay. Like yeah I mean I think he def has a type but I think I was the formative experience for the creation of that type because from 16/17-19/20 that was what a “girlfriend” was for him 😂
I once went through a very weird era of deciding I’m secretly still in love with him and like basically writing a fanfic in my head about how we should get back together but he was (fortunately because I was yk going through something there lol) not very receptive to the idea (I didn’t fully proposition him but I did message quite a bit and we had a few phone calls and I was like “idk maybe we should visit each other” and he was like “ummm” and yeah I mean I think he’s v happy with the current gf). So I don’t think he thinks of me per se but I do think it was a formative experience he can work through in therapy at some point lol and I also do think like in our case idk I don’t think you ever are gonna fully forget your first serious relationship/first love. Like much like we take stuff from our family dynamics and relationships, I think we also carry stuff over from our serious exes and I think even though we were kids, it went on a long time and it was generally a positive experience so I think we’ve definitely carried expectations from that into our adult lives. For instance quantity of sex tbh and the fact that we do both expect like our partners to be our best friends (probably why he keeps hitting on the gay women there lol but my current bf is the same like he’s disproportionately dated gay women and he and I are very close friends aside from the relationship aspect) and a bunch of other good stuff.
none of my subsequent partners look like him and tbh none of them have a similar job to him but all the men I’ve ever dated/90% of the ones I’ve hooked up with are very very tall and that was the thing I liked most about him physically so that also makes sense and I do like as humans and expect to want to want to be best friends with if we’re seeing each other idk sorry for the morning ramble.
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Dearest Sunshine,
I hope this ask finds you well and that you’re doing amazing. How do I get guys to notice me? I think I’m starting to crave male validation a bit but I know that too much can be bad. I’ve changed up my wardrobe recently to be more feminine and cutesy because dressing like that makes me feel really pretty but I was hoping it would help guys notice me too. I think i’ve started to delude myself into thinking that if I wear a really pretty outfit outside then like 10 boys will come up to me and start talking to me. (I’m not dressing for them, but maybe I want to get noticed a bit 😞)
I definitely want to put myself out there but I don’t even know how to talk to boys.
Hello my love, i hope you are doing well. Let me start by saying that i am not an expert on talking to men, the fact that i found my boyfriend at all is something of a miracle in itself, so i may not be the best person to come to for advice, but i will try anyways 💕
First things first: confidence is key. Everyone loves confidence, whether they realize it or not. We're all attracted to people who have high self esteem and are very sure of yourselves, so start by working on your confidence. Positive affirmations help a lot. I recommend getting Self Esteem (3rd Edition) by Matthew McKay: i got it for 50 cents at a surplus store and it has done wonders for my self esteem and how i view myself. I think it would be helpful in building your confidence.
Next, don't worry about what you wear. I've pulled guys when i wore leggings, sweatshirts, old shorts, and tie dye shirts i made myself. Looks do not always matter. If a guy is interested in you and he wants to talk to you, trust me, he will. Don't worry your pretty head about being feminine or looking a certain way to attract guys.
Be friendly! I know it's hard when you're nervous, but the best way to get to know people is by being friendly and talking with them. See a cute guy in the grocery store? Ask him about something he has in his shopping cart, start a conversation. At the gym when you see a hot guy? Ask him how to use a specific machine and chat if you can. Just let things flow naturally. If he doesn't want to talk, just let him go, there's plenty of fish in the sea. If he does talk, ask him about himself: does he buy this product every time he goes grocery shopping, what recipes does he use this food in, how long has he been going to the gym, what does his workout routine consist of. Again, if he doesn't want to talk, he won't, so don't force it. Just relax and see where things go.
If you're REALLY desperate for attention, you could always post nudes on nsfw twitter. That's what i did for a while and it satisfied me for a bit (tbh that's actually how i met my boyfriend sksksk but that's a story for a different day). If you post nudes, don't show your face, don't share your real name or location, don't give out any clues as to who you are and where you live. Be as anonymous as possible. It may help satisfy your urge for male attention.
Overall, just be yourself. If a guy really wants to get to know you, he wants to know the REAL you, not just who you present yourself to be.
I hope you find what you're looking for sweetie, stay safe, love you 💕
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I think it's obvious what my favorite ship is at this point but I want to ramble a little
Shuichi x Kaito is EASILY my favorite ship at this point; it used to be saimatsu (don't get me wrong, I still love that one, it probably takes a distant second) but their relationship is what holds v3 together for me
saimota platonically or romantically is insanely good
Kaito is the reason Shuichi got back on his feet after Kaede's death, and kept going in general
the whole sidekick/ hero thing may make it seem like Kaito is out of Shuichi's league in a way, and that Kaito *wants* to be seen by Shuichi as someone unreachable and to look up to but never be on the same level as, then I'll just say that's dead wrong
Kaito is actually relieved to hear that Shuichi sees him like that, a friend or equal, and not just blind hero adoration
Shuichi CAN reach Kaito, this relationship isn't just benefitting him and him alone, he can also help Kaito in turn
I also already made a stupid post a few days ago about how much having Kaito in Shuichi's life helped him grow and change so much for the better and it's pretty painstakingly clear in the game how much Kaito supports and helps unburden the detective, so I won't go too much into that
I kinda wish I was a better and more fluent essay writer just so I could ramble about these kinds of things more intelligently than 'SKKSK LOOK AT THEM THEY'RE SO SWEET AND IMPORTANT TO EACH OTHER SKSJSKNJSM'
but yeah these two are my life
going to put a short list of my other top ships just because I feel like I barely talk about anything other than saimota
2-saimatsu(saihara x akamatsu); I'm tired at this point of people bashing it because it's basic or whatever else but idfc they're sweet and kaede's FTE's will never not make me smile like this girl is trying to so very unsubtly scope out shuichi's interests and it's tooth-rotting fluff sksksk
3-tokomaru(komaru x toko); komaru's and toko's relationship and growth with each other throughout udg is quite literally the best thing about the game to me
4-irouma(iruma x ouma); I- cannot explain why I like this one as much as I do it's just incredibly stupid but the pure energy radiating off these two especially during trials is insane
5-tenkaede(chabashira x akamatsu); girl power- it's pretty self explanatory
I'm just posting this because I want to understand ships better but what is your guys favorite ship and why?
(There will be no judgment unless it's actually illegal :3)
#if I could write more I would#I'm so incredibly saimota-brained I probably sound like a madman sometimes when I try talking about them#shuichi and kaito's relationship is the glue that holds v3 together and I will die on this hill#shuichi saihara#kaito momota#saimota#drv3
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