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Anyone care for a meme in these trying times?-
Based on the "Jack isn't actually Night Swan's kid" theory
#this is the only way i cope okay?-#just dance#just dance 2023#just dance 2024#just dance 2025#jd jack rose#jack rose#night swan#jd night swan#leda nox#jd leda#jd Leda Nox
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!! crucial !! piece of hilson lore confirmed - they're fucking LOSERS honestly? so affirming to me. this isn't news i know but to get this explicit piece of interaction about being a lonely child and now being weird adults who don't know how to make friends or have "normal" conversations or connections like this is the shit i eat for breakfast, especially accompanied with the complete and utter sense of surrender to this fact that wilson displays. there's absolutely no reason whatsoever for him to defend himself or act as if what house is saying isn't true bc it is and they both know it and knows the other knows it even if they've never actually talked about this once which is very likely but they know cause they're the same and they only have each other and and and
#they're so lame#hilson#hatecrimes md#to be clear i do think they had pretty different childhoods in many ways#but very early on feeling alone and different and/or misunderstood is the common thread running through both of their experiences#they almost definitely handled it very differently but just ended up on the same miserable bastard boat in the end#and no one can save them except each other. but they're actually unsaveable. and the only way for that to be okay is through each other#blahdi blahdi blah they're doomed either way but they need each other to cope blahdiblah fucked up losers solidarity#they're the worst<333 they would've bullied each other if they knew each other as kids. in fact the bully each other now aghjdfkdsfs#also honestly. wilsons response to house reading him to shreds being to play along and make a dry joke?? very cunty. love him to bits#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hmd#mypost
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“The humans treat you well? Did you have fun, dear brother?”
“I did, yeah. Best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
screencap redraw! experimented a little with style
#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun 98#vash the stampede#millions knives#fanart#trigun 1998 episode 26 under a sky so blue had me feeling shrimp emotions#especially for this scene in particular.#wasn't that into trigun when i started watching 98 (only watched one ep of stampede)#so it was basically my first exposure. and i liked it! i thought it was fun!#then this episode came and hit me with like a sledgehammer. and i was like oh! okay!#it's about......... coping with trauma.........and moving forward................#also btw i hate rendering and this is as far as i'll get tbh#i know i need to work on it so yknow what better way than this#but still it was not fun. and i still don't rlly like how it looks.
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hear me out hear me out hear me out Gojo's head is still intact, so all we need is Yuta to use rct and he'll be fine (i am extremely delusional)
#leave me alone#i am coping the only way i know#i already lost nanami okay i cannot lose gojo too#HES FINE#HE IS JUST RESTING#SUKUNA YOU UGLY ASS BITCH#WHEN I FUCKING FIND YOU GEGE#jjk#gojo satoru#jujustu kaisen#seeing teen gojo again was so sweet tho#jujutsu gojo#jjk spoilers#jjk 236
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Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.
#🌞#See. The point is that I think Will has severe issues with anxiety-tied organization & possibly contamination OCD (as a stretch of being#a doctor) so his behaviors mostly include anxious overthinking of organization and attempts to quench the OCD need#with rituals and compulsions. But at its core it is an anxiety disorder and I do think it's pretty much canon that Will is an anxious guy#who has his shit together because he has healthy coping mechanisms (in his idea of healthy).#Meanwhile Annabeth seems to have a strong trauma surrounding the need to fend for herself and take care about herself since she comes#from a way more unstable and hectic household than Will does. Childhood neglect and parental issues with 'Beth could easily result in#anger-tied personality disorder such as OCPD. Where the need for perfectionism and 'JUST LET ME DO IT' come not out of irrational#anxiety but rather out of a existing traumagenic personality disorder that convinced you that YOU are the only person who can do#something right.#Ultimately Will is OKAY with others taking care of things but he gets anxious when he handles things bc he overthinks.#'Beth does not overthink but she cannot handle having others take care of things bc she fended for herself her whole life & is traumatized.#But yeah also they're friends.#I am definitely not projecting bc I have organization&contamination OCD and i know how it feels.#rrverse#pjo#will solace#annabeth chase
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well well well if it isn’t the thing that was already implied to have happened
sending love to the copers
#i mean i myself am coping about hakuri#there’s no way he’d die from this he’s so okay definitely just a little tired#and i’m the only one who’s allowed to joke about it if anyone even breathes he could die i’ll mei shred#kagurabachi#my post
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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Spiderbit Theme Week from @anonymous-dentist in which I choose cooking!
I live in denial simply and bad at drawing food :3 I pretend they are getting a plate and putting food on it while being insufferably sappy
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp roier#roier#guapoduo#qsmp cellbit#cellbit#spiderbit#Spiderbit theme week#day 1#this took too long :3#but it’s my coping mechanism#so it’s okay#I only ready know#my art style will just fail half way though#I_Kfanart#I_KArt
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Gabriel: There are three ways to fuck up the Premier League, the right way, the wrong way and the Arsenal way.
Declan: Isn't that the wrong way as well?
Martin: Yeah, but faster.
#this is the only way i can cope with our performance okay#gabriel magalhaes#declan rice#martin odegaard#arsenal fc#arsenal#incorrect arsenal quotes#incorrect quotes#incorrect football quotes
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Drv3 WIPs post
Usually I try to not start another piece until I finish the current one, but some of arts still end up abandoned because I lose motivation lol. So here some of those I probably won't finish
This one is the most recent and I still love it immensely but I genuinely have no energy (irl is killing me mercilessly huh). The idea belongs to @/ultimateplaylistmaker (and I asked permission to draw this six months ago lol). Kiss their beautiful brains, the concept of pinning insects is sooo good
Another one was supposed to be made for Ryoma zine, but unfortunately the zine was cancelled. (When was that again? A year ago? Two years ago??)
And consistently once a year I try to make a Training trio art (I Love Them sm. I love them. I lo-) and consistently abandon it because of its complexity.
So yeah. 2022-> 2023 -> 2023
#won't tag anything lol#okay i've taken hiatus for more than a month before and that was fine#but the past month was really devastating and im still kinda struggling (mentally and financially)#still drawing is a way to cope#maybe im a bit sad that I have been publishing only portraits for the last six months#without interesting compositions or meaningful ideas like I used to#and also almost stopped drawing digital arts#but well. if some simple messy sketches still manage to make me feel better so be it#maybe some day I'll show you some good stuff lol#quitting complaining /inhale-exhale/#nika's art
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Hey if you gloat about "stealing" f/o's from a person who doesn't like to share, I'm gonna need you to grow up and respect people's boundaries and also get the fuck away from me.
#To the idiot I just blocked.#you're not cool or funny. You're an asshole.#My self ships and my f/o are incredibly personal to me. I do not self ship strictly for fun. I ship for a multitude of reasons one being#I'm ficto and second is that I cope a lot with my f/o. They've helped me in so many ways that your tiny little brain cannot even begin to#comprehend. (you as in the jerk I blocked)#So yeah if you throw around the terms 'stealing f/o's' please block me you're too immature for my liking.#Yeah. I'm pissed off. I don't care. I'm going to feel what I'm feeling. Don't do this shit- I have past trauma's of this shit happening to#me where someone actually did just ship with every f/o I shipped with after meeting me or started dming me#Or pretending they're platonic only to turn around and have them romantic and show me#So yes this is a very very touchy subject for me and why I heavily curate who I follow // don't follow. I have trust issues big time.#vent.tw#Sorry but I'm not okay with this type of behaviour.
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A trip down memory lane! Writing a short drabble for Elder Faerie :]
I've been thinking about the kind of person Elder Faerie could have been before the Beasts had turned evil.
In episode 2, Shadow Milk kept calling him a foolish king and how he envied the five great heroes before they were sealed away.
You can probably tell where I'm going with this haha X]
Elder Faerie was young back then. He was rashful and stubborn.
His insecurities were high during those years.
What if, during that time, he did feel envy towards the five great heroes?
I like to think he had no powers at all during that time. He could wield a sword, and he would have a long life, like any other faerie, but the power of the guardian did not exist at that time.
Not yet.
He had no silver tree to guard, so it would be interesting if he had no magic powers to begin with.
#grrrr#the thought of him acting like the complete opposite of his older self is making my mind spin#i love it when a character ends up maturing whenever a great danger appears in front of them#elder faerie had to wisen up once the beasts started their terror across earthbread#i really just want young and stubborn elder faerie okay?!#devsisters probably won't touch him again and i need to cope 😭 this is the only way#also want shadow milk and elder faerie tension before sm turned evil#imagine the guy having beef with the young faerie king??? it would be funny#the displeasure that shadow milk shows towards the young king is hilarious to me X)#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#shadow milk cookie#elder faerie cookie#elder faerie
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the way so many queen of tears watchers are pretending the first episode didn't exist just to be anti hyun woo is insane 😭 the way both hae in and hyun woo are basically morally grey characters but only hae in is seen as a saint?? 😭
#like i love them both and know they both went through it#i know they're still going through it and cope in their own way#but why are people forgetting hae in's been cold and dismissive toward hyun woo??? 😭#and her family SUCKS and only 1 person now has treated him okay because he saved hae in#like people WAKE UP#the leads don't have to be good vs bad#THEY BOTH ARE MORALLY GREY and kind of sucks sometimes#and they're still amazing characters!!!#queen of tears spoilers
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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finally watching channel zero and i immediately have so many thoughts in the first ten minutes
#random thoughts#candle cove#okay so first: the fly#obviously represents mike in some way#it was drowning in a glass which was given to him complimentary. something about struggling to feel like he belongs in his life?#like it was something given to him that he does not deserve and does not make him happy#his relationship with his wife is obviously strained. his son is mentioned so far only in relation to his career#though his mother says he's always welcome the framing in the kitchen is claustrophobic#either only one of their faces is in camera very close or they're clustered together in one half of the kitchen#his mother is a foster parent or a teacher of some kind. possibly trying to fill the void made empty#by what she views is the disappearance of both her sons#though mike said his father was out of the picture he seems shocked his mother doesn't have pictures of him around#probably not dead but has left and mike blames her somehow and views his father as blameless#when his brother disappeared mike also lost a mother. and his mother lost both her sons#their dialogue is very. distant and impersonal. no questions about each others' lives. no questions about his wife and son.#and mike seems to struggle with children despite being a child psychologist. in both times we've seen him he's been overly friendly#and strained. in the dream sequence we see him snap at the child to turn the tv off#which is more evidence to the idea mike feels he doesn't belong in his career#he may also be experiencing some kind of depersonalization of others (the mannequins behind the cameras)#possibly believing his actions to ultimately not matter because those there to witness them are not truly people#hope to see what kind of relationships he DOES form or if his sense of relationships has been completely tarnished by his brother's death#subconsciously he fears his childhood home. he possibly knows something about the disappearance of his brother#who he also talks about more as an extension of himself rather than as a seperate entity#so far no puppets. sad!#back to the framing in the kitchen. i think mike views his relationship to his mother as one which is forced#it lacks closeness but they are forced to be part of each others' lives due to the genetic bond between them#his mother fears mike is back to prod at the old wound which is the murders#it seems she's trying to cope by distancing herself and keeping her mind busy with raising children#it's notable the girl calls her miss rather than mom. more distance despite objective closeness#mike may also become jealous of the girl. he seems like he has a strange relationship with the children in his life
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#this is what I get for hyperfocusing on a currently airing canon queer ship to cope with life stress#instead of decades-old queerbait/non-canon#i want so badly to be able to focus on Oliver’s quote about wanting a bi hoe Buck phase if Buck and Tommy were ‘on a break’#bc I’m pretty sure that was the interview he said they were filming masks so he should’ve already known?#and it was also the one where he talked about overcoming obstacles in their relationship#and bi hoe Buck phase before getting back together would be#i don’t want to say the only good outcome. I’ll get over the shock and it’ll hurt less and I’ll see other okay options#but it would certainly be the best#but the things Lou is saying. and the way it feels so shoehorned in.#i am not insane (coughs. definitely not vagueing any section of fandom.)#and I’ve also been destroyed by hope twice in three days now. one obviously more globally significant than the other but.#yeah.#sometimes Ted lasso was wrong and it is the hope that kills you#i want to cling to that possibility but in the face of the episode itself I don’t think I can#it was obviously a last-minute thing for absolutely no narrative reason#and there’s no reason to shoehorn that in to create a getting together arc. there’s no reason to do that suddenly and impromptu#from either a narrative or a network perspective#honestly it’s not even entirely the breakup itself for me#i mean don’t get me wrong that sucks so bad on so many levels#but it’s the implication in Lou’s interviews that Tommy’s just gonna disappear now#he was fully enmeshed in the firefam and getting more and more so. he’s Eddie’s good friend!#that was a big part of what made it a good relationship but it was also just. really nice for Tommy#and I love him and I will be particularly devastated if the show just cuts him cold now#and everything Lou said like. makes it make SENSE from his perspective. in a way he obviously had to work for to be able to do it#but it still doesn’t make it a good or narratively satisfying breakup#or rather a good or narratively satisfying conclusion#specifically for Tommy!!! it makes it a decent and justifiable midpoint to a character arc about learning to be vulnerable#which is a really interesting arc you could do with Tommy! actually based on what we know about him!#if you hadn’t told Lou to go back to SWAT!#started typing these in an attempt to get the emotions out and instead I’ve just added irritation
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