#this is the only way i cope okay?-
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Anyone care for a meme in these trying times?-
Based on the "Jack isn't actually Night Swan's kid" theory
#this is the only way i cope okay?-#just dance#just dance 2023#just dance 2024#just dance 2025#jd jack rose#jack rose#night swan#jd night swan#leda nox#jd leda#jd Leda Nox
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!! crucial !! piece of hilson lore confirmed - they're fucking LOSERS honestly? so affirming to me. this isn't news i know but to get this explicit piece of interaction about being a lonely child and now being weird adults who don't know how to make friends or have "normal" conversations or connections like this is the shit i eat for breakfast, especially accompanied with the complete and utter sense of surrender to this fact that wilson displays. there's absolutely no reason whatsoever for him to defend himself or act as if what house is saying isn't true bc it is and they both know it and knows the other knows it even if they've never actually talked about this once which is very likely but they know cause they're the same and they only have each other and and and
#they're so lame#hilson#hatecrimes md#to be clear i do think they had pretty different childhoods in many ways#but very early on feeling alone and different and/or misunderstood is the common thread running through both of their experiences#they almost definitely handled it very differently but just ended up on the same miserable bastard boat in the end#and no one can save them except each other. but they're actually unsaveable. and the only way for that to be okay is through each other#blahdi blahdi blah they're doomed either way but they need each other to cope blahdiblah fucked up losers solidarity#they're the worst<333 they would've bullied each other if they knew each other as kids. in fact the bully each other now aghjdfkdsfs#also honestly. wilsons response to house reading him to shreds being to play along and make a dry joke?? very cunty. love him to bits#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hmd#mypost
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“The humans treat you well? Did you have fun, dear brother?”
“I did, yeah. Best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
screencap redraw! experimented a little with style
#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun 98#vash the stampede#millions knives#fanart#trigun 1998 episode 26 under a sky so blue had me feeling shrimp emotions#especially for this scene in particular.#wasn't that into trigun when i started watching 98 (only watched one ep of stampede)#so it was basically my first exposure. and i liked it! i thought it was fun!#then this episode came and hit me with like a sledgehammer. and i was like oh! okay!#it's about......... coping with trauma.........and moving forward................#also btw i hate rendering and this is as far as i'll get tbh#i know i need to work on it so yknow what better way than this#but still it was not fun. and i still don't rlly like how it looks.
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hear me out hear me out hear me out Gojo's head is still intact, so all we need is Yuta to use rct and he'll be fine (i am extremely delusional)
#leave me alone#i am coping the only way i know#i already lost nanami okay i cannot lose gojo too#HES FINE#HE IS JUST RESTING#SUKUNA YOU UGLY ASS BITCH#WHEN I FUCKING FIND YOU GEGE#jjk#gojo satoru#jujustu kaisen#seeing teen gojo again was so sweet tho#jujutsu gojo#jjk spoilers#jjk 236
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Organizing & contamination OCD Will Solace 🤝🏼 OCPD Annabeth Chase friendship forever in my head.
#🌞#See. The point is that I think Will has severe issues with anxiety-tied organization & possibly contamination OCD (as a stretch of being#a doctor) so his behaviors mostly include anxious overthinking of organization and attempts to quench the OCD need#with rituals and compulsions. But at its core it is an anxiety disorder and I do think it's pretty much canon that Will is an anxious guy#who has his shit together because he has healthy coping mechanisms (in his idea of healthy).#Meanwhile Annabeth seems to have a strong trauma surrounding the need to fend for herself and take care about herself since she comes#from a way more unstable and hectic household than Will does. Childhood neglect and parental issues with 'Beth could easily result in#anger-tied personality disorder such as OCPD. Where the need for perfectionism and 'JUST LET ME DO IT' come not out of irrational#anxiety but rather out of a existing traumagenic personality disorder that convinced you that YOU are the only person who can do#something right.#Ultimately Will is OKAY with others taking care of things but he gets anxious when he handles things bc he overthinks.#'Beth does not overthink but she cannot handle having others take care of things bc she fended for herself her whole life & is traumatized.#But yeah also they're friends.#I am definitely not projecting bc I have organization&contamination OCD and i know how it feels.#rrverse#pjo#will solace#annabeth chase
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kinda wild to me that one of the most compelling aspects of both Chuuya and Kunikida's characters to me, that I never really see talked about, is how they're heavily set on a doomed crash course towards complete and utter destruction, and how I am so, so worried for them both.....
#bungou stray dogs#been thinking a lot about chuuya lately (shocking for me i know (said with no sarcasm truly lmao it is rare for me))#cause of the 15 manga and also playing the fucking jeht quest in genshin impact ugh (where's the one dual genshin bsd fan who Understands)#but like this pressure has been building up for chuuya for so long due to being used and manipulated by all these people#first the sheep then mori then verlaine then still mori now#he was groomed since childhood just like dazai#but unlike dazai he didn't have an oda to help him get out of the mafia........ he's still stuck there#and his personality is different from dazai's. dazai was more self-aware imo (but still a groomed emotionally abused kid don't get me wrong#but chuuya's whole thing is needing to belong and wanting a leader to be loyal to but ending up in positions of leadership himself#which makes him feel pressured but he accepts and stifles any negative feelings just because he wants to belong#and all this crushed him with the events in the light novels and yeah he went through character growth but he's...... Still In The Mafia...#and that fucking scene asagiri added to the cannibalism stage play i don't think hardly anyone even knows about bc IT'S NOT DISCUSSED ANYMO#where mori emotionally manipulates him with the flags!!! and it deeply hurts him!!! and he presumably deals with that shit all the time!!!#it is WORRISOME. it WORRIES ME okay.#chuuya doesn't have anyone who can save him from the mafia (dazai is in no position to okay; it's all he can do just to try to save himself#and it's so so scary. it spells awful things for him.#didn't asagiri say he'd have a rough path or something??? and he added that fucking scene in the play!!! it haunts me!!#i fully expected this shit to hit a turning point in the meursault arc but we can't have nice things i guess#and as for kunikida a;lskdfl (took me this long to get to him oop) literally the ending of Entrance Exam (the novel) is just#One Big Foreshadowing for Kunikida's downfall#he's compared to the azure king for a reason. Sasaki saw the azure king in him for a reason. it's fucking worrying!!!!!#there hasn't really been anything like that since in the manga (just like for chuuya lol ugh) but he's TERRIBLE at coping with his trauma#and it only gets more apparent once shit hit the fan in the doa/hunting dogs/meursault arc#it's not good!!! i'm worried for kunikida too!!!!#even if the manga isn't focusing on this these worries are always in the back of my mind man#both kunikida and chuuya are doomed to hit some kind of breaking point eventually and i await those moments with dread yet anticipation#i want dazai to be able to save kunikida from the despair being too good a person brings the way he couldn't save oda#and chuuya.... if we get a scene with him & mori mirroring the one in dark era where dazai finds out that mori orchestrated the kids' death#oh man i think i'll fucking die (give it to me i need to cry)
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Spiderbit Theme Week from @anonymous-dentist in which I choose cooking!
I live in denial simply and bad at drawing food :3 I pretend they are getting a plate and putting food on it while being insufferably sappy
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp roier#roier#guapoduo#qsmp cellbit#cellbit#spiderbit#Spiderbit theme week#day 1#this took too long :3#but it’s my coping mechanism#so it’s okay#I only ready know#my art style will just fail half way though#I_Kfanart#I_KArt
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Gabriel: There are three ways to fuck up the Premier League, the right way, the wrong way and the Arsenal way.
Declan: Isn't that the wrong way as well?
Martin: Yeah, but faster.
#this is the only way i can cope with our performance okay#gabriel magalhaes#declan rice#martin odegaard#arsenal fc#arsenal#incorrect arsenal quotes#incorrect quotes#incorrect football quotes
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Drv3 WIPs post
Usually I try to not start another piece until I finish the current one, but some of arts still end up abandoned because I lose motivation lol. So here some of those I probably won't finish
This one is the most recent and I still love it immensely but I genuinely have no energy (irl is killing me mercilessly huh). The idea belongs to @/ultimateplaylistmaker (and I asked permission to draw this six months ago lol). Kiss their beautiful brains, the concept of pinning insects is sooo good
Another one was supposed to be made for Ryoma zine, but unfortunately the zine was cancelled. (When was that again? A year ago? Two years ago??)
And consistently once a year I try to make a Training trio art (I Love Them sm. I love them. I lo-) and consistently abandon it because of its complexity.
So yeah. 2022-> 2023 -> 2023
#won't tag anything lol#okay i've taken hiatus for more than a month before and that was fine#but the past month was really devastating and im still kinda struggling (mentally and financially)#still drawing is a way to cope#maybe im a bit sad that I have been publishing only portraits for the last six months#without interesting compositions or meaningful ideas like I used to#and also almost stopped drawing digital arts#but well. if some simple messy sketches still manage to make me feel better so be it#maybe some day I'll show you some good stuff lol#quitting complaining /inhale-exhale/#nika's art
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Hey if you gloat about "stealing" f/o's from a person who doesn't like to share, I'm gonna need you to grow up and respect people's boundaries and also get the fuck away from me.
#To the idiot I just blocked.#you're not cool or funny. You're an asshole.#My self ships and my f/o are incredibly personal to me. I do not self ship strictly for fun. I ship for a multitude of reasons one being#I'm ficto and second is that I cope a lot with my f/o. They've helped me in so many ways that your tiny little brain cannot even begin to#comprehend. (you as in the jerk I blocked)#So yeah if you throw around the terms 'stealing f/o's' please block me you're too immature for my liking.#Yeah. I'm pissed off. I don't care. I'm going to feel what I'm feeling. Don't do this shit- I have past trauma's of this shit happening to#me where someone actually did just ship with every f/o I shipped with after meeting me or started dming me#Or pretending they're platonic only to turn around and have them romantic and show me#So yes this is a very very touchy subject for me and why I heavily curate who I follow // don't follow. I have trust issues big time.#vent.tw#Sorry but I'm not okay with this type of behaviour.
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A trip down memory lane! Writing a short drabble for Elder Faerie :]
I've been thinking about the kind of person Elder Faerie could have been before the Beasts had turned evil.
In episode 2, Shadow Milk kept calling him a foolish king and how he envied the five great heroes before they were sealed away.
You can probably tell where I'm going with this haha X]
Elder Faerie was young back then. He was rashful and stubborn.
His insecurities were high during those years.
What if, during that time, he did feel envy towards the five great heroes?
I like to think he had no powers at all during that time. He could wield a sword, and he would have a long life, like any other faerie, but the power of the guardian did not exist at that time.
Not yet.
He had no silver tree to guard, so it would be interesting if he had no magic powers to begin with.
#grrrr#the thought of him acting like the complete opposite of his older self is making my mind spin#i love it when a character ends up maturing whenever a great danger appears in front of them#elder faerie had to wisen up once the beasts started their terror across earthbread#i really just want young and stubborn elder faerie okay?!#devsisters probably won't touch him again and i need to cope 😭 this is the only way#also want shadow milk and elder faerie tension before sm turned evil#imagine the guy having beef with the young faerie king??? it would be funny#the displeasure that shadow milk shows towards the young king is hilarious to me X)#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#shadow milk cookie#elder faerie cookie#elder faerie
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the way so many queen of tears watchers are pretending the first episode didn't exist just to be anti hyun woo is insane 😭 the way both hae in and hyun woo are basically morally grey characters but only hae in is seen as a saint?? 😭
#like i love them both and know they both went through it#i know they're still going through it and cope in their own way#but why are people forgetting hae in's been cold and dismissive toward hyun woo??? 😭#and her family SUCKS and only 1 person now has treated him okay because he saved hae in#like people WAKE UP#the leads don't have to be good vs bad#THEY BOTH ARE MORALLY GREY and kind of sucks sometimes#and they're still amazing characters!!!#queen of tears spoilers
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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honestly. being able to be honest with my loved ones about when i am Mentally Unwell but also Dont Want To Talk About It has done wonders for my mental health
#its nice just being able to tell people “im not okay! please dont focus too much on me tho!” and have them respect it#instead of doing things that will trigger me bc they are uncomfortable w the fact that im not okay#i deeply appreciate others sitting in their discomfort/holding the discomfort with me instead of comforting me#and like i get that ppl who offer space or time or comforts are trying to care for me but tbh its not welcome most of the time#bc when I'm upset often times it triggers deep emotional pain that only i can really manage by taking time to sit and calm down and Feel#(bc if not it becomes a flashback instead of Feelings from being Triggered) and having my attention diverted is actually distressing for me#bc i have to be grounded in very specific ways also that i just dont usually have the energy to explain bc like... i know how to do it?#and like also. i can just be Not okay. it doesnt have to be a Thing for me to acknowledge it#iderk what the point of this tag ramble is#im just like. really glad ive found people who understand that im not Avoidant just bc i have different needs bc of how my nervous system i#also if its not clear: please do not offer comforts for this. i am handling my own feelings and issues i just kinda wanna talk about it#also reminding myself its okay to not want to be comforted and that doesnt mean im Wrong or Bad or Resistant or Harming myself#(also ngl having a therapist who understands that certain coping skills may never go away but can be modified to be more useful is LIFE#CHANGING. DO YOU KNOW HOW FREEING IT WAS TO HEAR SOMEONE WHO ISNT CRAZY SAY “i can see how [these things] can be distressing and if you wan#to stop doing them we can explore new coping skills - AND if the distress from these coping skills is shame related we can work through it#and see what happens and its okay if you come out the other side using the same coping skills with a better understanding of yourself “#when most of my life every coping skill ive ever engaged in has been moralized (esp by therapists) and attempted to be beaten out of me.)#also I'm saying “comfort me” thru this bc even tho it's not actually comforting TO me when ppl do this ik thats usually their intent
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I alluded to this in tags awhile ago but like. IK continuity doesn’t work this way and when things shifted from kooky and silly 40s stuff with psas scattered to like dark brooding whatever we’re supposed to take it as like either time passing with some hand waving to personalities or ‘it was always like this for them trust’ but thinking about dick specifically going from holy galloping grasshoppers Batman to dealing with Bruce in spyral and shit is so so so sad I can’t articulate it well rn but like everyone kinda agrees the shift happened after two face and jason but like no dick saw it all he saw it while it happened he saw Bruce taking tim to baseball games and then gaslighting him at 16 he saw the man who’d take care of a random baby on the fly threaten to send his youngest son back to the league he saw the man who helped usher in a new era of young heroes treat Steph like shit he saw the man who inspired hope for a future in civilians heroes and enemies alike take advantage of cass’ suicidal thoughts and separation from her own humanity he saw everything and he just has to. Deal. To everyone else this is just Bruce and ppl like Tim and cass justify it to an extent bc they love him and get exasperated and when Dick is angry but how couldn’t Dick be angry? That’s his dad and he’s being so fucking mean and idk I’m rambling
#i promise this is better thought out on the daily Im so so tired rn autocorrect is saving me#and It’s like the lighthearted era of the 40s smacking someone across the face into shit like throwing him into Jason’s memorial#like It’s not even whiplash bc it’s always happened it’s just. aaruhdsjak#and this is why I hate the entire thing where Bruce does nothing and it’s ALL terrible writing like#they had Superman doing corporal punishment bro idk#and not saying that’s good or necessary today I’m just saying unfortunately for Bruce Stans literally everyone is shaped by his behavior#It’s why they’re so fucked to eachother too#like the reason perfect dad bruce who’s only issue is miscommunication is annoying bc u#sets up every following issue tk ve of the same vein#he and Jason DONT have genuine morality clashes that usually end up violent and beLetha#near lethal bc they’re both secure in their own righteousness#It’s ‘they need to talk and Jason needs to call alfie and gl#go to Sunday brunch and Bruce needs to be okay with killing the really really bad ppl :(‘#like no bro sorry they’re not as wishy washy as u 🙄#that’s a joke#Im not saying bruxe should hit his kids I’m just saying when he does it’s not automatically the writer doesn’t know him#they might know him all too well actually#also it’s just the way it’s framed for me sorry I think Conflict is interesting#so bruce growing up (at 60 lmao) and dick just having to deal with it is sooo#like idk IK dc is trying to happy family Damian and Bruce rn but to me Bruce DID get somewhat better but Damian can’t ades#address tough shit without feeling luke he’s dragging it and rlly he should be grateful they’re turning a blind eye tk his mistakes so he#goes along with it#pretend the soulless ‘i hate you bc I’m insecure and secretly think ur my favorite Drake!’ is actually#‘i know the role I need to play in order to keep things smooth and if u#i talk to any of you genuinely I’ll explode and also you’ll hate me and also I think I’ll hate you I think I already do so’#that’s my coping#and thats for me personally like this entire post Is how I personally like to see it#i like happy go lucky batfam in microdoses except WFA y will not be forgiven for what u did to Duke#also for the og post I have a whole thing about how Bruce’s attempt to separate the man and the mask causes him to do crazy shit to his kids#but diff time THATS just how I get my middle between incorrect quotes bruce and dudebro bruce tbh
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@katkastrofa: *forgets a few OCs when making a list because it’s been a long day, she’s tired and brain farts happen to everyone occasionally*
#I’m sorry. I can excuse liu and afarin bc one only exists in flashbacks and the other has only been drawn twice#but LIEN-HUA?#our precious baby child??#the catalyst behind literally the entire story being the way it is?#fucking criminal#jail. I’m a prison abolitionist but–#lucky for you the judge can very easily be bribed 😁#you may atone for your sins at the altar of delicious smut#I realise this is nonsense for 99.999% of people. however#this is my blog and I can do what I want#I have a personal blog for a reason but if I wanna use this one I’m gonna use this one#sue me#but for the record lien-hua is p’li’s little sister and whether she lives or dies sends the story in two completely opposite directions#and by story I mean entire avatar world since her survival leads up to red lotus korra#okay enough rambling. it’s 7 a.m I should probably try to sleep a little#I sobbed for half the night because I suddenly felt really lonely and unwanted. so now I’m shitposting to cope#:’)#and yes I know that image quality is horrendous but there’s nothing I can do about it#that’s how procreate exported it. what do you want me to do#sure I could just make the whole thing a text post but the picture makes it funnier#okay that’s it I’m done. going to bed now byeeeeee#(who am I kidding I’m not going to bed I’m too emotionally unstable for that)
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