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clutch. - ìŽíëŠì€.
clutch: when someone or a team performs really well in important situations.
SYNOPSIS. felix is the last one standing against the last squad. since you don't want to end the night on a loss you give your friend felix a little motivation: "felix, if you clutch this i'll send you my tits"
bsf!felix x f!reader ft. seungmin, smut, mdni
tags. sub!felix, also simp felix (he's got a big fat crush on you), also felix' gorgeous and luscious hair, phone sex, guided masturbation, masturbation (f & m), nudes, use of toys, begging, teasing, pet names (good boy, pretty boy, baby), praising (he deserves 'em, ok??), squirting, orgasms (f & m). wc. 2.9k
a/n. i hope you enjoy because this is pure filth lolzzz. my inspiration comes from a twitcher that was playing val and one of her friends said that to her and she fucking slayed everything. also this is based on apex because i dont play val or lol so yeah.
âFuck! Iâm downâ you heard Seungmin wail in your headset. You sighed, annoyed. It was your very last game of the evening and you really didnât want to end on a loss. Your eyes went up to the corner of the screen again. It was down to the last team and you could have been the champions. But you died in a 2v1 earlier and the team didnât have anymore respawn beacons. You still had hope to win because Seungmin could surely take them but he was cornered and the other team had the high ground. Felix was the last one standing on your team and well⊠He wasnât the best player and the enemy squad was still full.Â
Felix was petrified watching all of his squad get slaughtered one by one. He was frantically checking his hiding spot, hearing the steps of the other squad coming in.
âFelix if you clutch this Iâll send you my titsâ.
The silence that followed was almost religious. Felix didnât even think, he didnât let his nerves take the best out of him at the idea of possibly seeing you in a way he had secretly dreamed of for a long time now. Instead it calmed him, he was in a sort of serene trance. He knew if wanted to get his crushâs nude he had to do this. He had to win.
So he did.
In a second he jumped out of his hiding spot, surprising the healer of the enemy squad and fired first and took them down. He was light as a shadow as precise as an assassin. He heard the footsteps coming in from the left so he circled the building by the right. He jumped on the roof waiting for the last two enemies to find him. One opened the door just beneath Felix he fired, not missing a single shot but the second one quickly came to help his teammate. Felix had to take cover but as the first one was trying to heal he shot again to take them down. He quickly came down the rooftop and made the final blow with his melee weapon. And there it was: you are the champions. Written in red and gold across the screen while epic music played in the background but Felix heard none of it. The song was completely drowned out by the loud cheers of his friends.Â
You and Seungmin screamed and jumped. You couldnât believe what you saw, Felix single handedly took out the entire last squad. When you got up your chair to jump around you were really thankful you swapped for a wireless headset.Â
âBrooooooâ Seungmin started, âWhat the fuck was that? You absolute legend.â
âMate, I donât even knowâ
âLix, that was actually insane!â you chipped in.
The conversation went on and Felix was patiently waiting for someone to bring up what you said earlier. But no one said anything. It was probably a figure of speech or a joke⊠Yeah, probably a joke. And Felix couldnât help the little tinge of disappointment that tainted his heart when he heard you say goodnight at the other end of the line.
âI really gotta go, Iâm working in the morningâ Seungming started.
âYeahâ Felix chuckled, trying his hardest to maintain the euphoria of winning, because somehow he still felt like he lost in the end.
âGood night, Lixieâ you whispered.
âByeâ He exhaled, staring at your small icon before the green halo around it disappeared.Â
Your picture was smiling right at him and he sighed again picturing you smiling like this tonight. Then he thought of what you said again. He slapped his forehead and frowned at himself. How did he actually believe that?! Of course it was a joke. A stupid joke you would make to your friends⊠A friend who you love platonically⊠Platonically and thatâs it⊠Felix had to understand that, he had to accept that. After all these years you probably saw him as a brother.Â
He cringed and shook his head at the idea, trying to stop the dreadful train of thoughts before heâd eventually break his own heart. But right when he was hovering above the shut down button the distinct sound of a new message chimed in.
[Attachment received: for_the_goat_my_lixie.jpg]
Just like earlier, Felis didnât take a second breath, didnât scramble, his hand was steady when he clicked on it. What the screen then showed knocked the air right out of his lungs.Â
You are so beautiful.Â
You were wearing your gaming gear, your LED baby blue headset, your hair beautifully tied back, no make up. Your gray demon slayer hoodie was pulled up. You seemingly didnât wear a bra today because the hoodie was the only thing you needed to lift up to snap the perfect picture of your heavenly tits.Â
Felix swallowed thickly, he flipped his long blond hair out of his eyes as they were screwed onto the screen as hot blood rushed to his groin at an alarming rate. He felt dizzy as his tongue swiped across his bottom lip. You looked so mischievous, wearing a devilish little smirk slightly crooked, just so playful. Your breasts were squished together and you held the camera with one hand with the other lifting up the hoodie. Your nipples were pebbled. So fucking perfect, Felix thought as his hand found his growing bulge. The perfect size, the perfect color. Perfection. And to top it all off your tongue was sticking out, a long and thick string of saliva was dripping onto your chest, right into the cleavage and rolling down to your nipples, making your skin wet and shiny. It was the most erotic thing he had ever seen. You were the most erotic thing ever.
[incoming audio call: staydreamgurl]
Felix panicked for a second, almost knocking the ninja energy drink on his custom keyboard.
âShitâ he caught the can before the disaster and picked up the call.Â
âHm-Hello?â Felix tried, his deep voice was careful, almost hesitant. And you chuckled at his awkwardness.
âSo,â you started, Felix could hear the same devilish crooked smirk through the phone. âWhat are you gonna do with it?â You sounded so naughty and Felix almost choked on his saliva, a novel attitude he was not about to start complaining about.
âHmm⊠I-I donât really know yetâ He lied, his eyes fluttering to the huge bottle of lotion behind the monitor.Â
âLiarâ you said, tit for tat.
Fuck.
âYouâre gonna jack off to itâÂ
âYeahâ He chuckled awkwardly again. âI was gonna do thatâ
âHow?â
âW-what, what do you mean?â
âHow are you gonna touch yourself to my pic?â There was not an ounce of hesitation in your voice. âTell me how youâre gonna do itâ
âI-IâŠHmmmâ Felix stammered, he was at a loss for words. This brand new attitude you had, your sultry voice, your pushy, self assured demeanor and the lewd photo that was still full-screen on his monitor. He loved all of that a little too much.
âYou want help?â
âWhat?â
âI could tell you exactly how to do it. Youâd just have to listen to me and do what I tell you.â
âFuckâ he let escape, his breath was already short. Was he fucking dreaming? Was it really happening? Was something finally happening? He would have ever imagined this. Not tonight after dreaming about it countless times. It was finally happening. âHm, yeah, y-yeah Iâd love that.â Felix agreed.
âGood boy.â you praised in the same sultry tone, the pet name made Felixâ cock jump between his thighs.
âGrab your lube, your lotion. What do you usually use?â You asked, your voice a little lower, a little quieter too.
âI-I use lotion.â Felix said, reaching behind his monitor and dragging the blue and white bottle to him.
âOh! So naughty, not so innocent after all, huh?â You chuckled. âTake your clothes off, all of them.â You ordered, and in a split second Felix was completely naked on his chair, his pink nipples were hardening as he pushed his back onto the comfortable gaming chair.
âAre you hard?â you asked in a sinful sigh that had Felixâs heart flutter stupidly.
âY-Yesâ Felix said, struggling not to stroke himself, impatiently waiting for your instructions. âIâm so fucking hard right now.â
âMy bare tits get you hard, pretty boy?â You said, a little rasp in the voice that didnât go unnoticed.
His dick throbbed again as he let out a stifled sigh. He definitely liked the way you were talking to him.
âF-fuck yes they do. And your voice too.â Felixâs usually deep voice sounded ever so slightly more squeaky. âC-can I please touch myself, now?â
âAlready begging, huh?â you asked, rather amused.
âPleaseâ Felix huffed quietly. For you he seemed he had only been waiting a couple of minutes but in reality he had been waiting for you for a lifetime. He was so eager for you, so thirsty for more of you in a brand new novel way. A version of you that he never met and only ever dreamt of was suddenly here, suddenly you were real. And he couldn't get to know the new you fast enough.
âGet the lotion in your hand, a good amount. I want it to glide smoothlyâ
âYes!â Felix hastened to answer. He extended his hand and pushed on the pump twice, getting a generous dollop of lotion onto his palm.
âNow smear it on yourself. Base to tip, everywhere and donât forget the balls.â He immediately did as he was told. He hissed quietly at the feeling of the cold lotion on his hot cock. He took the lotion to his base, all the way up to his tip and down to the balls.
âThere, there. Good job babyâ you cooed and the kind words earned you a small little whimper.
Felix was gripping down at his cock, trying hard not to stroke himself yet, waiting for you.Â
âNow, start rubbing your thumb over the tip, tease yourself a little bit for me, babyâ
âO-okayâ he said, his fist went up his shaft and his thumb circled his tip, teasing the little ridges at the sides and going up to also tease his slit. He gasped at how sensitive he already was.
âTell me how it feels, baby donât be shyâ you whispered.
âNghh... It feels sâgood but I-I want moreâ Felixâ voice bordered on a grunt, as his hips involuntarily bucked into his fist. âPlease can I stroke it?â
âI really like when you begâ You huffed again, your voice sounded strained. âKeep going baby, I might just say yesâ
âShitttâ Felix was still rubbing his tip, growing more sensitive by the second. âpleasepleasepleaseplease, l-let me jack off for you, Iâll be so good for you. I-I⊠Aaah- I promiseâ.
âHmmmmâ you hummed in satisfaction. âGood boy, you make me so wet. Can you hear it?â
Just then Felix held his breath, turning up the volume in his headset and he heard the most melodious sounds heâs ever heard. A beautiful symphony of lewd wet noises erupting from your end of the call. It sounded so sinful.Â
âI hope you wonât mind that I started without you. I just couldnât resist fucking myself with my favorite toy right nowâ you chuckled, almost bashfully, as if you werenât now spilling the most sinful arrangement of words known to man.
Felixâ eyes grew twice their size as his jaw hung open in surprise, he could have exploded in his hand right there. He would have pledged abstinence for a month to see you right now. Hell, he would have given everything! Everything to see you push the toy inside your wet and dripping little pussy. But he didnât want to possibly scare you away by asking after waiting for so long so he settled for a less intrusive question.
âH-how is it? The toy? What does it look like?â Felix burned with impatience for more details that would make him imagine you perfectly.
âItâs purple, thick and long. I canât take it all in but it feels so fucking good.â You confessed, feeling more pleasure coming in with another deep thrust of your wrist.
âGoddamn- AaahâŠâ Felix sighed as he imagined your dripping little cunt all stretched out by the big purple cock you were holding and mercilessly shoving into your throbbing little pussy.
âTouch yourself now, stroke your cock for me, Felixâ
âFuck yesssâ He literally melted as his hand wrapped around his clock and dragged the lotion across his shaft down to the base and back up to the tip again. âAaah- Fuck-â
âNot too fast, babyâ you said, as more lewd wet noises erupted from your end.
âFuck, o-okayâ Felix slowed down, but somehow it was agonizing, he wanted to feel more, and he wanted to match your rhythm, imagine he was the one inside you right now, rearranging your guts and making you pant and moan. You sounded so heavenly and Felix was convinced you looked even more unreal. His eyes fluttered back to the picture on his screen taking in your perfect tits and picturing them bouncing with each thrust of your wrist, maybe you were even the big toy with two hands, your breasts squished between your arms, shoving it inside with force, making your back arch against the chair.
âOh god- Felixâ you moaned, your breath catching in your throat as you gave yourself a particularly powerful thrust. âOh f-fuckâ you hissed. âIâm getting close.â
âOh fuck yes, Please can I go faster? I-I wanna finish with youâ
âYesss, stroke it faster baby, really milk your cock for me. IâmâŠNggghh- Iâm almost there.â
âFuck, you sound so fucking hot Iâm going insaneâ Felix sighed as he stroked his cock faster, his movements were more shallow, focussing mainly on his tip as his other hand naturally came up to tease his hard sensitive pink nipples. He let out a high pitched moan, that made your cunt grip on the purple cock inside you, you huffed and moaned picturing Felixâs cock weeping for you, twitching for you, simply awaiting your command to finally explode.
âListen, Lixie, I want you to cum on my tits, cum on my picâ
The cute nickname sounded so sinful on your lips right now. Felix grabbed the screen and pulled it closer to him, not caring about straining the cables of his carefully put together setup. He wasnât thinking of anything that wasnât the way you right now. His mind and thoughts were only for your perfectly wet and tight cunt and how it would feel around him.
He kept on stroking himself, his tip touching your tongue on the picture, smearing precum on his screen.Â
âAhh fuck, I canât hold it much longerâ He whimpered. âPleasepleaseplease I wanna cum for you, let me c-cum for you.â
He sounded so perfect for you, so desperate, on the verge of insanity, begging you to let him cum. You pictured his tight balls filled to the brim with delicious piping hot cum he specially cooked up just for you. The idea brought you over the edge.
âNowww, Felix. Cum. Cum with meâ.
Your movements became uneven as your pussy clenched down on the toy, throbbing uncontrollably. The crushing weight of your orgasm swept you off your feet, sending radiating heat from your core to each of your limbs. Every muscle of your body tensed up and spurts of translucent liquid rushed out of you, soaking the toy beneath you and the chair.
You sounded so fucking divine, and even if he couldnât see Felix heard you were squirting, he heard the liquid rushing out of your to get soaked in by the chair and even crashing on the floor. Those wet sounds coupled with your divine moans and your command for him to cum was more than enough.
He aimed right at your perfect tits, the first squirt of cum was absolutely massive, almost effectively covering your whole chest in one go. Felix felt himself twitch in his hand as he moaned, his voice was so high pitched that his voice cracked but none of you even noticed. He aimed the second spurt at your pretty face, picturing he was cumming on your perfect tongue and you could taste him, eagerly waiting for him with your tongue out, just like in the picture. He couldn't stop cumming, rope after rope of cum came crashing on his screen, covering your picture in thick layers of cum.Â
When he was done a satisfying shiver ran down his spine and he sighed at the way his muscles relaxed, he felt at peace finally. There was a silence that was only cut by both of your sighs and pants but the silence wasnât awkward. Not anymore, you went too far for that.
âThat was amazing.â You were the first one to speak, when you had caught your breath. âI came so hard,â you confessed as you looked down at the mess you had made.
âFor me too. I donât think I ever came this much ever.â Felix brushed the sweaty strands of blond hair away for his eyes as he was also looking at his cum gradually thinning out and dripping off the monitor onto his desk.Â
âWe should do that againâ You suggested and Felix sat up in his chair, he ceased the opportunity.
âMaybe next time⊠you could like⊠let me see youâ He said, testing the waters, trying to take things even further.
âNo, next time Iâll let you feel meâ.
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SYNOPSIS. felix's heart flutter when he thinks of you but he's not sure if he can be with a girl like you...
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He didn't mean to do it. He meant it, with every fucked-up fibre of his being he meant it, but he didn't mean to actually do it.Â
Stiles had justâbeen so very fucking Stiles, in that stupid, irresponsible jump-head-first-into-the fray-on-everybody-else's-behalf kind of way that he has about him, and after the pack had neutralised the danger but everybody's veins still had more adrenaline than blood coursing though them, Derek feltâfeelsâso fucking livid, and so damn grateful, and so utterly, utterly muddled that he's grabbed Stiles by the shoulders and pulled the kid's body into his own, hard, crashing their torsos together like a devastating highway collision, arms enveloping Stiles's shoulders as a crushed car bonnet wraps itself around a tree.Â
Nowâhere, at a clearing in the trees on what has been Hale land for generations going back centuries, with Stiles in his space, and his nostrils, and in his fucking headâDerek is terrified.Â
There's a fairly stilted, âWhoa, okay, alright, we're doing this, huh, big guy?â but then Stiles is relaxing into the hug. He sort of melts, actually, snaking long and wiry yet surprisingly strong arms around Derek's waist; so very warm, and alive, alive, alive.
âStiles, you shouldn't haveâwhy do you always have toâyou could've fucking died!â he admonishes, although it doesn't come out half as harshly as he means and wants it to.Â
Lost, Derek shoves his nose into Stiles's neck, and breathes.
Stiles lets him, because of course he does, cocking his head to the side to accommodate Derek's needs.
âMust be a day that ends in Y, huh, Der?â he answers, ever the class clown.
Derek quietly growls his annoyance and relief in equal measure, and even though he senses the rest of the pack has now gathered around them, and hating that he has an audience for this, he squeezes Stiles into him impossibly more.
Stiles wheezes comically, then jokes more, because humour is his default in any situation. âWhy don't you ease up a bit there, buddy? Kinda need this work of art that I call a body in one piece if I'm ever gonna save your wolfy-ass again, oh alpha, my alpha.â
Derek shuts him up with a slick lick to the jugular. The kid shivers beautifully, but even Derek's tongue doesn't keep him quiet for long. Only Stiles Stilinski could ramble incessantly with a werewolf at his throat.Â
âOkay, shit, thatâahhhhhhh, that tickles, Fido! Do I need to get the collar and chain on yâoh my fucking god!â
Derek clamps his jaws around the most exquisite throat he's ever seen, smelled, dreamed about, and growls out a warning sound that causes the betas to back off and Stiles to go weak at the knees.
Mine, he thinks loudly.
After a few moments of Derek gnawing on Stiles's throat, once they're alone in the preserve, other than the nocturnal animals and eery sound of the wind picking up from the west, Derek releases his jaws' hold on the sheriff's boyâthe boy who runs with wolves; little red riding hoodie; the best human Derek's ever knownâand soothes the purpling mark with a lingering press of his lips.
âOh!â is amazingly all Stiles has gotâalthough Derek can satisfyingly smell Stiles's arousal, his wolf now howling inside of him at the delicious scent.
âYeah, oh,â he answers, after trying his level best to calm the feral instinct he has to pull them both down into the undergrowth and mate the boy.
He finally pulls away from Stiles, but doesn't release him from his grip entirely. Fire-red irises find big, brown doe eyes, and a smirk that Derek wants to lick right off Stiles's face and replace with a look of pure ecstasy.
âStop doing stupid things,â he demands.
Begs.Â
âYeah, no, probably never gonnaâoomph!âÂ
Derek kisses Stiles, kisses him like it's the end of the fucking world because he's realised that every time Stiles puts his own life in danger, it feels like it might be.
Stiles doesn't hesitate this time, though. He kisses Derek right back like he gets it.
Now found, Derek takes, and he takes, and he takes.
Stiles kisses like nobody else in existence, Derek is sure of it; he is earth and wind, fire and water.
Fucking elemental.Â
When he presumably needs to breathe, Stiles tears his lips away from Derek'sâswollen and blood-redâand Derek can't help the whine that escapes his. Their foreheads bump as they both pant, attempting to settle as they shake with post-fight waning nerves and a feverish desire.
Stiles says, âHow âbout if you keep doing that, I'll get myself a bigger bat?â
Derek both hates and loves the smile that spreads across his face like a rash, entirely of its own volition.Â
âHow about next time, you just wait for me?âÂ
âDeal,â Stiles grins and kisses Derek again, and Derek hopes it's the kind of deal that's forever.
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for @greyhavenisbackâlove yew, love <3 (unedited, soz!)
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now edited and on ao3 HERE
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Itâs the summer of â85. The summer of chlorine-bleached hair and navy blue shorts. Of red felt tip against white board and molten ice cream on sticky hands. Of unexpected friendships and teenage sorrows, snug-in screenings and bumpy car rides. Itâs a cruel summer. Itâs the summer Eddie Munson climbs through Steveâs bedroom window. Repeatedly.
It all starts the day of graduation at someone's house. Everyone around Eddie is having the time of their life, getting wasted and high while Eddie throws himself a pity party. And judging by the figure hidden in the corner, arms crossed in front of his chest, pout on his lips Eddie isn't the only one. It's weird seeing King Steve, ruler of parties and champion of kegs stands, awkwardly stand on the sidelines of a party. But then again Steve Harrington hasn't been King Steve for a while. He may have won prom king (at least that's what Eddie has heard, he wouldn't be caught dead at prom) but it's been a hot minute since Steve held his head high, acting like his hair was a crown, his varsity jacket a fur coat and sports trophy his scepter. Not that Eddie has paid much attention to Steve Harrington over the years or anything. Eddie knows that curiosity killed the cat, but cats have nine lives and Eddie can definitely spare one, he thinks as he slowly crosses the room and approaches Steve.
"Penny for your thoughts, joint for your sorrows," Eddie asks and holds out a joint for Steve. Steve's eyes widen in confusion for a second, before the frown on his face turns into a soft smile that's going to haunt Eddie's dreams.
"This a pity smoke, Munson?" he says, nodding towards the joint in Eddie's palm.
"Charity actually," Eddie says, "Looks good on my tax return and all. You know the drill."
The soft smile turns into soft laughter and fuck abort mission, abort mission, Eddie thinks. Pretty boys shouldn't be allowed to laugh like that. But Steve does and it leads to smoking the joint in the back of Eddie's van which somehow leads to a far too vulnerable conversation about expectations and failure, about pressure and loneliness and about how Eddie is the prettiest thing Steve has ever seen. It leads to an unexpected kiss and another and another and another that leads to an unexpected hook-up.
Eddie thinks Steve is gonna run the next day, act like it never happened, stay away from Eddie. He might not go to college after summer, but Steve is probably going to leave Hawkins sooner or later, so best for him to just forget everything about last night. Only that Steve apparently doesn't want to forget or to run. Instead, he shows up at Eddie's trailer the next day. For a second Eddie is afraid Steve is going to punch him, he doesn't expect to get pulled into another kiss.
It kinda becomes a regular thing during the first few weeks of summer after that. Steve drives to the trailer when Wayne is out and Eddie climbs through Steve's bedroom window regardless of whether Steve's parents are home or not. Just for the fun of it, the summer romance feeling of it, the drama of it all.
It also makes Steve roll his eyes with a fond smile when Eddie stumbles through his window. It's all fun and games until it starts to become a problem. Because Eddie already had harbored a small but not insignificant crush on Steve while they were still in school and Steve was just the popular jock at the other end of the hallway. But having Steve like this, naked, stripped bare of his clothes and all the pretense he always wore at school like armor? It's life-ruining. Eddie already knows he is not going to start his third try at senior year with his heart intact.
They are a couple of weeks into whatever this is, when Steve mentions his parents forcing him to get a job at the mall, says they'll have to meet up less, talks about the stupid costume with a dorky hat he has to wear, but says Eddie should come say hi, if he wants to. Steve can get him a free scoop or something.
"Ah yes the real benefit in friends with benefits," Eddie laughs, "free ice cream."
Only that friends with benefits isn't quite accurate. They aren't friends, they aren't dating, they are just repeat hook ups. Eddie tries not to be bitter about this, knows this is already more than he ever thought he could get. Despite his instincts telling him not to go see Steve at Scoops because obviously it was just a stupid joke, Eddie goes. He is glad he does because maybe god is real and the indecently short and tight sailor uniform shorts are his way of trying to make up for all the hardship he has made Eddie suffer through.
Steve is a vision in the uniform especially with the dorky hat he claims to hate so much. Steve beams at Eddie when he sees him.
âYou came!âÂ
âAnd will several more times today now that I have seen you in those shorts,â Eddie whispers and leans on the counter. Steve rolls his eyes but blushes slightly. The same shade of red as the scribbles on the white board behind Steve. âWhat does the you rule you suck mean?âÂ
âThatâs Harringtonâs score board with our customers,â Steveâs coworker chimes in. Eddie hadnât paid much attention to her until now. âAs you can see he sucks quite a lot at scoring any phone numbers or dates.âÂ
âOh,â is all Eddie can say. He is glad he hasnât tried the ice cream yet because he is sure he is about to throw up. Of course Steve is trying to score. They never said they were exclusive and why would they. Why would Steve want to be with some trailer trash boy for anything more than a little fun. Eddie doesnât know whatâs going to happen first: crying or throwing up. All he knows is that he has to get out of here. But before Eddie can run and berate himself for being so fucking stupid, Steveâs hand closes around his wrist.
âIâm taking my break,â Steve announces loudly and pulls Eddie into the back room.Â
âItâs not what you think,â Steve hurries to explain as soon as the door falls shut behind them. âIt was Robinâs stupid idea. She thought my customer service voice was me trying to strike out. I just wanted to get a tip.âÂ
âSo youâre not flirting with your customers?âÂ
âOnly metalheads with curly hair and a beat up van,â Steve teases. âRobin just assumed because I got the reputation that I was striking out. And I didnât bother to correct because it doesnât really matter and itâs not like I can go around announcing that I have a boyfriend.âÂ
âBoyfriend?â Eddie raises his eyebrows, heart beating in his chest, the word echoing in his mind.Â
âWell Iâd have to ask him first if he wants to be,â Steve grins and puts his hands on Eddieâs hips, pulling him closer. âI had it all planned out. Romantic dinner, candlelight, Judas Priest playing. Might have to up that though since he apparently had no idea how serious I am about him.âÂ
âYou know you could make him a pb&j and he would be wooed. Heâd be stupid not to say yes to being your boyfriend,â Eddie says and leans in, lips only inches away from Steve. Even without touching he can feel Steveâs lips twist into a smile.Â
âYeah?â Steve asks.Â
âYeah,â Eddie says before sealing his promise with a kiss.Â
Maybe itâs not going to be a cruel summer after all.Â
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OMGG I JUST GOT RESULTS WITHOUT BEATING MYSELF UP WITH ROUTINES đ + RANT âš
HEYY LUVS! I JUST WANNA SHARE MY RESULTS I MANIFESTED WITHIN 2-3 DAYS! THIS YEAR'S GONNA BE MY BEST YEAR Y'ALL âAND GUESS WHAT I DID? NOTHING. LITERALLY NOTHING. NUH-UH. PERIODT.
â LONG POST AHEAD, SWEARING â
WHAT I MANIFESTED:
đȘ PASSING MY FRESHMAN YEAR WITH HIGH SCORES
đȘ MY FAMILY BOUGHT A NEW APARTMENT WHICH WERE PREPARING TO MOVE IN 3 WEEKS
đȘ ME GETTING INTO THE VOID STATE đ AND MANIFESTED CLEAR SKIN! (DAYUM GETTING INTO THE VOID IS DEFO VERY EASY OMGG)
đȘ GETTING LESS ANXIOUS LATELY!
đȘ MY GASTRITIS AND ULCERITIS GETTING CURED
đȘ GETTING MORE COMPLIMENTS IN MY UNI!
đȘ GETTING TALLER! I WENT FROM 5'3" TO 5'7" IN 2 DAYS đđ
đȘ GETTING DREAMS OF ME SHIFTING TO MY WR đ„ș (ACTUALLY RESPAWNING LOL, AS THIS THING IS REALLY CONTROVERSIAL IN HERE, PLEASE DON'T GET ME CANCELLED- I'M DOING DEATHLESS RESPAWNING â)
đȘ MY MIND IS SURPRISINGLY CALM đ THERE'S STILL INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS THO (THOSE ARE ANNOYING ASS BITCHES) BUT I JUST IGNORE EM LIKE I IGNORE PEOPLE AT SCHOOL đż
đȘ GOT MANY CONFESSIONS TOO đ AND I REJECTED EM ALL, CUS I JUST WANT TO BE SINGLE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE âđż JK
đȘ GETTING COOL CLOTHES THAT MY MOM DENIED A LOTTA TIMES! (ACTUALLY I'VE ORDERED EM BUT STILL HAVEN'T SHIPPED TO MY ADDRESS YET LOL)
đȘ MY CRUSH BECOMING CLOSE TO ME HEHE đ€ LIKE SHE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT ME MUCH, BUT LATELY SHE'S BEEN TOO CLOSE TO ME AND ALWAYS WANNA BE WITH ME LOL, 3 DAYS BACK SHE AND I WALKED HOME TOGETHER, WHILE WE GRABBED SOME SNACKS, SPOKE ABT EACH OTHER AND ALL (I FELT LIKE BEING IN A SHOUJO MANGA đ©)
đȘ A NEW PHONE! THAT SAMSUNG GALAXY S22 đ©
I MANIFESTED EVERYTHING WITHIN 3 DAYS đ I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE MY EYES, JUST. 3. FUCKING. DAYS. GODDAMMIT.
HOW I DID IT:
JUST FULFILLED IT IN MY IMAGINATION
YEP, YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT. I LIVED IN THE 4D REALITY, I NEVER GAVE A SHIT ABOUT THE 3D AT ALL. OK LEMME BREAK IT DOWN FOR Y'ALL SO JUST PAY ATTENTION FROM HERE ONWARDS.
đȘ SUPPOSE SOMETHING UNDESIRABLE OR UNFAVORABLE CIRCUMSTANCES ARE HAPPENING IN YOUR 3D. WHO'S THE CAUSE FOR THAT? YOU. 'BUT I DIDN'T IMAGINE OR THINK OF THESE đ' BABY, YOU'RE THE SOLE CAUSE, EFFECT, AND THE SOLUTION. THERE'S NO OTHER EXPLANATION TO THIS.
đȘ AS WE ALL KNOW, 3D IS A MIRROR. RIGHT? WHATEVER YOU THINK ABOUT, YOUR ASSUMPTIONS, YOUR THOUGHTS, YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR PERSPECTIVE EVERYTHING WILL BE REFLECTED. SO WHY NOT THINK THE WAY YOU WANT SO YOU CAN EXPERIENCE THE SAME? GET IT.
đȘ IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE 3D, CHANGE YOUR 4D FIRST. CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE TO HOW YOUR DESIRED SELF WOULD SEE THE WORLD. KEEP DWELLING IN IT. IF THE 3D SHOWS UNFAVORABLE CIRCUMSTANCES, DON'T FUCKING GET TRIGGERED. GO BACK TO YOUR IMAGINATION AND DENY YOUR SENSES.
đȘ EVERYTIME YOU SEE SOMETHING ELSE IN THE 3D, GO 'BRUHH THIS IS MY OLD STORY, I ALREADY HAVE WHAT I WANT, THIS IS JUST FAKE' AND MOVE ON. DISTRACT YOURSELF. CUS THE 3D WORLD WHICH YOU SEE IS AN ILLUSION, IT'S NOT REAL. IT'S YOUR CREATION, WHY WOULD YOU TRY TO CONTROL WHAT YOU CREATED? IT'S ALREADY IN CONTROL. YOU ONLY GOTTA REALISE YOUR GODSELF. YOU ARE THE CREATOR, NOT THE CREATION. STOP FUCKING VICTIMIZING YOURSELF.
đȘ I GET IT THAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE ARE CONFUSED BETWEEN LAW OF ASSUMPTION AND NON DUALISM. EVEN I WAS, BUT SLOWLY I REALISED THAT WE'RE ALL NOTHING. WE'RE JUST LIVING IN OUR OWN CREATIONS. VICTIMIZING OURSELVES IN OUR OWN CREATIONS. IRONIC RIGHT?
đȘ THOSE THOUGHTS, ANXIETY, FEELINGS, EMOTIONS ARE ALL IN YOUR PHYSICAL REALM. YOUR MIND, YOUR BODY, YOUR EGO EVERYTHING IS NO REAL, WE ASSUME IT TO BE. WE'RE ARE SHAPELESS, FORMLESS, WE'RE NOTHING! AND EVERYTHING AT THE SAME TIME. CUS EVERYTHING COMES DOWN TO ONE THING, I AM.
đȘ K Y'ALL MIGHT BE SUPER CONFUSED, WHAT I'M TRYNA INFUSE IN YOUR BRAINS. SO WHAT YOU DO IS, LIVE IN YOUR 4D.HOW? IMAGINATION. NO MATTER WHAT YOU SEE IN YOUR 3D, GO BACK TO YOUR IMAGINATION, AFFIRM OR VISUALISE. ANYTHING IS FINE BTW. JUST STAY IN THE STATE OF WISH FULFILLED.
đȘ STOP RELYING ON METHODS, FUCK THEM. JUST BE. DON'T TRY TO CHANGE SOMETHING WHEN YOU ALREADY HAVE THEM. JUST STOP, SURRENDER, STOP FIGHTING, STOP TRYING SO HARD WHEN YOUR ALREADY IT. SO GO LIVE IN YOUR IMAGINATION, FULLY SURRENDER. DO THINGS WHICH YOU LIKE. GO LIVE YOUR LIFE. TAKE YOUR POWER BACK.
LIKE AREN'T YOU TIRED? TRAPPED IN YOUR OWN CREATIONS? YOU CREATED THEM, YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE WHATEVER. TELL ME HOW LONG ARE YOU GONNA LIVE THIS BULLSHIT LIFE? YOU'RE REALLY GETTING COMFORTABLE BEING UNCOMFORTABLE. SO LISTEN UP, DO WHAT YOU LOVE, AFFIRM, VISUALISE, OR DAYDREAM, ZONE OUT, WHATEVER. ALL I DID WAS DO THIS MEDITATION IN THE MORNING, WENT ABOUT MY DAY WATCHING JUJUTSU KAISEN LMAO. THEN RANDOMLY AFFIRM, LIVED IN MY 4D, NEVER PAYED ANY FUCKING ATTENTION TO MY 3D, CUS I'M GOD. I REALLY LOVE VISUALISING, SO I PUT ON A SONG AND START DAYDREAMING IN MY ROOM SMILING LIKE AN IDIOT. ALSO, I DID SATS BEFORE GOING TO BED. THAT'S IT. THAT'S ALL I DID FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS, AND GOT WHAT EVER I WANT. ALSO I MADE A CUSTOM TAPE TOO (IT'S A GENERAL SELF CONCEPT ONE) I LISTENED TO IT FOR 30 MINS AND JUST WENT ABOUT MY DAY THINKING I HAD WHATEVER I FUCKING DESIRE, CUS IT'S ALL MY CREATIONS AND I HAVE IT ALREADY. THERE'S NOTHING TO GET, IT'S ALREADY IN ME.
LUV YOU, BYE đ
#non dualism#law of assumption#neville goddard#reality shifting#affirmdaily#dream life#frequency#loa success#manifestations#manifestyourreality#scripting#3roe#self concept#higher self#consciousness#Spotify
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fanboy behavior - t.w.
pairing: female driver!reader x toto wolff
word count: 1.3k
warnings: an older man having an insanely large crush on a woman thirty years his junior, ONE-SIDED PINING (LOTS OF IT OKAY), allusions to smut/sexual fantasies, toto is a mess, mentions of divorce, common fic tropes, yadayadayada
a/n: this is sort of a prequel to alkaline! this is set one year before the events of the 2024 bahrain grand prix. toto is super down bad in this already, so expect lots of pining and him being a flustered mess hehe! i figured this would provide some context/background for the first chapter of alkaline <3 (ALSO PLS LISTEN TO ALKALINE BY SLEEP TOKEN!!! IT REALLY ENCAPSULATES TOTO'S YEARNING!!)
his mind is other places.
he should be invested in the current conversation with his engineers and drivers, discussing the current status of the car and the potential modifications that needed to be made before sunday.
but he's not, his foot tapping against the concrete floor absentmindedly, body on autopilot.
it's almost as if his brain was short-circuiting, desperately trying to compute any sort of coherent thought in correlation with the task at hand. yet, if he tries, it just sputters, trailing off, veering towards something else.
well, someone else.
he's thinking about a driver, merely a few paddocks down.
a williams racing driver, actually.
the american girl. barely twenty-one, a rookie in the second williams seat, preparing to compete in her first formula one race in approximately twenty-four hours.
her eyes were like starlight, bursting with a torrent of emotions and complexity, pulling you into their depths, begging for you to get lost within them. her hair was absolutely gorgeous, complementing her features no matter its state.
and her physique?
fuck, the team principal felt like a teenage boy very time he stole a glance, his slacks feeling a little tighter than usual.
with a smile that lit up every room she was in, a radiant aura brimming with kindness and humility, as well as a fiery determination to compete, she was comparable to the sun.
the woman who was starting to become routinely embedded in his daily pondering.
ever since that fateful day in december, when his eyes first drank in that photo of her, hand interlocked with james in front of that williams car, she was the last thing on his mind before he dozed off. and well, the first thing his mind wandered to in the mornings.
she even made an appearance in his dreams, the sound of her voice almost haunting him, so tantalizingly sweet and angelic.
fuck, he was a goner.
this was the third month now where she consumed every crevice of his brain. a continuous loop of all of the sins he wanted to confess, the ways in which he wanted to touch her, and the burning desire to take her under his wing, teaching her all of the ins and outs of racing.
was he obsessed with her? surely not.
not that he memorized every single one of her f2 stats or anything. not that he spent a majority of his free time lately invested in interview clips with her, jotting down all of her favorite things. not that he doodled her during meetings or anything.
not that at least twelve times a day he fantasized about her in a mercedes suit, his fingers carefully tugging down the zipper.
this was normal behavior after a recent divorce. completely normal behavior, actually.
the team principal clears his throat, "i need to step away for a moment. i can barely think straight right now. please, continue. i will rejoin the conversation once i get my shit together."
he can't help but notice the way his drivers exchange a concerned glance, lewis coughing slightly.
"um, all right. toto, is everything okay?"
not quite.
he was going absolutely insane, his mind already reeling at the anticipation of potentially catching a glimpse of her. he wasn't even sure if he would or not, but that possibility sent a rush of adrenaline coursing through his veins.
those endless possibilities are what kept him up at night. what sent the blood rushing in the mornings, the stiffness in his boxers nearly pulling him out of his slumber. what had him pacing some days in his office, desperate beyond belief for some sort of way to break this spell.
as he strolls out of the garage, a warm breeze rolls through the track, strands of hair blowing all over. he curses slightly, running a quick hand through the tousled mess.
just to his left, a flurry of voice catches his attention, his head swiveling, searching for the source.
besides james is the object of his every desire, the apple of his eye.
as the sun dips below the horizon, he can barely make out her expression. she appears frustrated, her brows furrowed together, a deep frown etched across her lips.
"i just don't fucking understand why that dickhead felt the need to ask me if i was on my period!" she groans, shaking her head, "what the fuck was i supposed to do? let that slide?"
there's a sternness plastered across james' face, yet his voice is soft, laced with sympathy, "i know, but you have to realize that you're going to be asked questions like that because there are misogynists within the sport. no matter how much you prove to us that you deserve this seat, there are going to be pricks out there. we can do a little bit more media training, if you'd like. or, i can hire a publicist for you."
"a publicist? are you fucking kidding me?" her eyes widen, her tone growing more and more frustrated, "i'm not fifteen. i can speak for myself, james."
"it was just a suggestion," he shrugs, sticking out his hands, "look, i know you had a rough day, but let's focus on tomorrow. all right? you're tenth on the grid. that's monumental for your first race. you could win us points."
"we'll see," she scoffs, the toe of her shoe scuffing against the pavement, "i'm sorry for getting upset with you. i'm just really nervous. and well, scared."
scared of what? you have nothing to fear, sweet girl. you're one of the best drivers i have seen step foot on the grid.
toto narrows his eyes, lingering for just a moment longer.
"i just don't know if i deserve this seat," he can sense the falter in her voice, how it shakes, "i don't even know if i deserve a spot in formula one. i mean, look at me! i'm this upset over a dumb question. and i'm just scared everything is going to go to my head tomorrow and i'm going to overthink it."
james wraps his arms around the driver, pulling her in for a tight embrace as a sob wracks her body, "hey, when you're in doubt, you have alex and i. we will always be there for you. i know you're nervous, but you have to realize how special and talented you are to be in this position. you've deserved everything that has come your way, and you will continue to deserve this. i promise."
his biceps flex as he folds his arms against his chest, every fiber of his being resisting the urge to just walk over there and casually sweep her off her feet, squeezing her against his chest as he murmurs in her ear how fucking special she was.
james, she wasn't just special and talented.
she was a fucking star. a star that deserved to shine and hold every ounce of that spotlight.
just like the sun, she deserved to cast her rays of light all over the world.
the world deserved to know who she was. where she came from. how she got here. why she was a worthy competitor and excellent driver.
and by god, toto wolff was hellbent on making that happen.
one way or another.
he just had to be patient. play the long game.
every move from here was to be carefully calculated.
as toto harbored a plan. one that had been brewing the second that speculations swirled around the world of formula one that the first female american driver would be signing to a team.
he was going to have her by his side at mercedes.
fuck, he had been yearning for her this long already.
how much harm would a few more months do? a year?
he could wait a year. he was a patient man.
well, he could wait that long.
as long as that hunger gnawing away at him didn't kill him first.
#toto wolff#toto wolff x reader#formula one#f1#formula 1 x reader#toto wolff x you#formula one x reader#f1 x reader#female driver au#toto wolff x y/n#alkaline: female driver! x toto wolff#alkaline series#alkaline#george russell#lewis hamilton#mercedes amg petronas#williams racing#james vowles
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SHE'S MY COLLAR
I clear my system, I don't need no other This is my persona, secret lover, sheâs my collarÂ
WARNING! Explicit RPF!Â
EDIT! Prequel available, you can read that first if you want.
Summary: You donât want a relationship and he does, he should know better to keep falling in your trap but the feel of your soft legs wrapping around his hips is too tempting to quit so like a fool he keeps coming back to you.
Word count: Â 5.4k
CW: 18+, f! reader, friends with benefits, mentions of past sex, mutual pining, set in Berlin but reader is not specified to be German or anything, no specific body descriptions.Â
You had met Joost some months ago, before the incident and before he blew up too. There was an instant connection. Not just psychical but he was easy to talk to, so funny and kind, really unlike anyone you had ever met. He was incredibly charismatic and the people around him seemed to adore him, you honestly had a crush as soon as you started talking but you had an amazing poker face too so you did well to hide it. The night you first had run into each other you were at a private event at some club in Berlin that a well connected friend had invited you to. He caught your eye and apparently so did you. The rest of the night was a whirlwind, you drank heavily, danced wildly and laughed together until your jaw started hurting, all to end up back at the place where he was staying.
You hadnât even slept together that first time, well you had in the sense that he had let you sleep on his bed, wearing his clothes. However, in the morning when you woke up he had fucked you within an inch of your life, still heavy with sleep but so deliciously slow savoring every thrust. He was a generous lover, always preoccupied with your pleasure first and he was a fast learner, sweet and eager to please. You liked fixating on the many beauty marks and tattoos that littered his body, enjoyed sharing a shower together and falling asleep on the couch after a make out session. It was never awkward, it just felt so good from the get go. The lines were not entirely clear, you would have casual sex together but also go out for lunch, and hang out like normal friends. You had bought him his own toothbrush for your place at some point, he didnât say anything as not to fluster you but he appreciated it. He didnât leave right after he finished, always made sure you came first too, he liked cuddling and he would help you clean up softly between your legs when your limbs were still too heavy for a bath. He was usually in town only for a day or the weekend at most but he made an effort to see you every time. He would bring food to have dinner before trying to get you in bed, he also brought you other trinkets form his travels and always texted and called you when he was away so you wouldnât forget him in the meantime, as if that was even possible. It was nice but it made your heart hurt a bit, scared and expectant for when the fantasy would stop and your idilic âfriendshipâ would end. Â
You felt a little out of place in his life, he would always invite you to his shows and there you would see how you were not the only one enamored by him. It was fine really, you werenât together, there was no expectations and furthermore you had no right to even feel jealous when it was you who coyly stopped his advances every time he tried moving the goalpost from casual to serious. He couldnât complain, he felt so at ease when he was with you, you were smart, funny and beautiful, he really felt you came straight out of one of his dreams. But you seemed so far away at the same time, perhaps exactly like an illusion you wouldnât let him get any closer. He knew you had a life of your own, friends and a job you loved but he also wished you would actually take him up on the multiple offers to fly you out with him, yet you never did. Through the months you had known each other he had found himself in your bed countless times, he liked it more than taking you back to whatever place he was staying at. It felt like home in a way that made him greedy. Your place was nice and tidy, a little on the old side but it just made it more charming in his eyes. He wanted to bring you back to his home, to show you around the places he liked and where he grew up, to have you on his bed waking up every morning, yet for whatever reason you wouldnât let him. Still, like an idiot knowing he was playing for the losing team he kept coming back to you every time.
One of the many nights you had gone out drinking together you ended up, as usual, getting separated from the group and wandering the streets alone, just the two of you, hand in hand. There was never an uncomfortable silence with you, his thumbs traced shapes on the side of your hand while you pulled him seemingly aimlessly under the street lamps. âLook!â You said happily pulling at his hand to follow, there was what seemed like a little run down playground and some old looking photo booths, you pulled him inside one. You both squeezed into the small bench, you were almost sitting on his lap. âYou have to put the bill hereâ You pointed at a metallic slip. âI donât have cash on meâ He replied. âOh! you owe me big time thenâ You said smiling poking out your tongue at him, you pulled some bills from your pockets and the machine started making strange noises before a bright light blinded both of you. You immediately erupted into shared laughter âOkay, quick pose!â The machine kept snatching pictures one after the other and you kept feeding it money amused. At some point he became too distracted by the faces you were making and didnât even bother looking towards the camera, he thinks that is probably when he truly fell for you. You had noticed his stare and looked down at him. âYou are wasting my photo money if you donât pose!â You whined, he couldnât bring himself to speak a single syllable, he just pulled you further into his lap and kissed you deeply. It felt like the world had started and stopped right there inside that photo booth. After an eternity in your lips he softly spoke up again.
âCan I walk you home?â He said a breath away from your lips.
You nodded, face red and pupils dilated âYeahâ Your voice was so pretty when you were breathless, he couldnât wait to have you moaning under him or over him, however you wanted, he was just a fool at your mercy.
Before you left he had picked up the photos you almost forgot and shoved them in his back pocket, back home in the Netherlands he had carefully placed them on the drawer of his nightstand and kept coming back to them on days when he was feeling particularly homesick for your arms.Â
Now he was in Berlin again, for a show, you knew because he had texted you days before asking you to come. You had told him you couldnât, that there was some important work meeting you had to prepare for. Truth was, it wasnât that important, but you were trying to put some distance between the two of you. Every time you had sex it became more tender more gentle, addicting in a way you knew you couldnât allow yourself, it felt like making love. You felt bad about not getting to see him, guilty about the disappointed little face he made in a selfie he sent you as a reply, but you felt it was for the better. Like this, soon he would get tired and move on so he could become a fun memory that hopefully wouldnât hurt you too much when you thought about him years down the line.
But you weigh heavy on his mind and on his heart and when the show is over and the alcohol is all gone he feels an impulse that gets him to his feet. He wants to see you. He knows you are busy but also distantly feels like you are avoiding him, like you caught on the fact that he is falling, or more like already fell, for you. But so what if he likes you? What if he is in love for real? What you donât know cant hurt you and if he gets hurt in the process then that is fine, it doesnât bother him, maybe only bothers a little bit. He knows the way to your apartment by heart, could probably get there blindfolded, has been there so many times he feels it is a second home, wants it to be a second home. He is drunk and deeply melancholic, he is feeling down on his luck but maybe a beautiful woman can save him, but only if it is you. The venue he is at is luckily close enough to your pace, he makes his way on foot, somewhere along the night it had started raining, fitting for his mood. He is only wearing a light hoodie, that quickly gets soaked, he honestly canât even feel cold he is just moving on instinct trying to reach you. Soon enough he gets to the entrance of your building and pulls his phone out, texts you before his brain can stop him.Â
You are rolling around in bed not able to fall asleep at all, not worried about the stupid meeting but knowing that Joost is in town and your idiot past self denied him makes you feel terrible. You should just enjoy the moment as much you can, take everything he is willing to give you and when you get thrown away there will be more fun memories. You donât really know why you are tying to be the responsible one in this situation, you should just bet everything on your losing horse and let future you worry about how to deal with the unpleasant consequences. Right as you unsuccessfully try to close your eyes again and let the soft rain outside lull you to sleep, you hear the little ping of your phone on the nightstand. You already know who it is without having to check in the way your stomach does a summersault. But still, you pick up the phone and read âIâm outside, can I come in?â. Idiot, it is raining, he probably doesnât even have an umbrella. You have to let him in or he will catch a cold, it is a kindness really, you have no hidden motives, you are just being nice, your hands are tied. You try to convince yourself as you immediately stand from the bed and walk quickly towards the door.Â
You ring him in and wait right by the door with your heart threatening to pound out of your chest. He all but races pathetically upstairs, two steps at the time, like he canât be fast enough to reach you. You wait on held breath and you hear his heavy footsteps right outside but wait until he knocks, then you make a show of waiting a few seconds, pretending like you are just getting up and open the door slowly rubbing your eyes as if you had really been asleep. You move aside to make way for him.
âCome inâ you mumble after a small yawn leaves your mouth, he walks in and takes his shoes off, then you notice that he is dripping wet. âJoost did you walk here?â You drop the sleepy act immediately.
âIt wasnât that farâ he mumbles looking away, there is a small blush blooming on the high of his cheeks.
You stand in front of him taking his hoodie off âGo get in the shower, you are gonna catch a coldâ.
He does as he is told there is a strange cozy feeling in this interaction that goes straight to his heart.
In the shower he keeps trying to come up with what to say to convince you to date him seriously. For a songwriter he feels he is not very good at this words things right now or maybe he is too drunk or maybe he cares too much about what you will think of him. He gets under the warm water, reaches for your soap, not the expensive one because you will get mad that he used it, but the one you use for everyday, his favorite one. He likes this, smelling like you, it makes him feel like he is a little bit a part of you, makes him wish you would become a little bit a part of him too. After a few minutes you open the door of the bathroom to drop a warm towel for him and take his clothes to dry. You say nothing, it feels too domestic, like it is a built up habit the two of you have. He wants to keep you all to himself. He never asks if you are seeing someone else and you do the same, it is common curtesy but he feels the question itching at the back of his throat every time he sees you start dressing right after you are done. He could take care of you, he makes good money, make it so you could be at every one of his shows. The rational part of his brain thinks he is being cruel. You love your job and your career, it would be like keeping a bird on a cage he canât bear the though while at the same time he just keeps having this vivid fantasy of coming home to you every day, of waking up by your side, seeing your tooth brush next to his, have your hair clog the drain of his shower, actually buy groceries to have at home and not just the pre-made meals and beer he is used to. He wants to treat you right and be good for you and yet you are standing firmly on your side denying him even the chance. It hurts him, he feels a little inadequate for as much as he is sure of himself he still wants to ask what is stopping you from taking a chance on him.Â
Outside you try to fix the bed a little bit after putting his clothes on the dryer. You feel electricity right under your skin, to have him naked in your bathroom, the man that just few hours ago had so many people screaming his name. It feels like a beautiful secret in your tongue, only for you. The reality is you like him as much as he does you, you really do, you are eager to see him every chance you can and your chest start beating so hard when you get a text from him. Since you met there has been rarely a week you go without talking and it feels nice, you want to keep it going. But he is a budding star, when you met him you could see it, that he was made of something otherworldly it was just waiting below the surface for the whole world to see and now they finally did. You are so incredibly proud of him, but it is exactly because of it that you canât have him. He is young, can have so much fun with as many people as he wants, you donât understand why he would want to tie himself down to you, knowing you canât even follow him around like he wishes. He should be free, you would feel like you are cutting his wings too early and you canât bear the thought of him deciding half way through that you are boring, that having a girlfriend is boring and the world is his oyster and he should just enjoy himself as much as he wants without you stopping him. He is not that type, not at all and you know it, but it still wonât let you take the step even when he has his hand out expectantly waiting on you.Â
You hear the water from the shower stop, you are probably not getting lucky tonight and that is okay, you just like having him near you, with the weather now he works as a personal heather. You havenât really just slept together without sex as an excuse, not since the first time at least, and it makes you a little nervous. You think briefly about changing into nicer pajamas but he already saw the ones you are wearing so no point, you feel a rush of nervousness raise on your body. Before you get more anxious, he comes out of the bathroom, hair leaving little droplets of water on your floor as he walks. White towel hanging low from his hips, you appreciate the softness of his belly, the happy trail that disappears under the towel, the way the hair there is darker than anywhere else in his body and even more noticeable when wet. You canât help but scan all over his body, ogle at his chest, his soft pecs and the thin hair on them that looks white usually and now a dark golden yellow, his wide shoulders littered with freckles because he canât be bothered to ever use sunscreen, he is so beautiful it hurts. Without the excuse of sex you feel shy looking and maybe like a little bit of a creep, you try to avert your gaze. If he notices the staring he says nothing about it and slowly walks towards you. You are holding a towel in your hands âLet me help youâ You say raising your hands above his head, he stands right in front of you making you look up, you start gently moving your hands to dry his hair a little, he places his big hands on your hips and pulls you closer, wants to kiss you so bad but stops himself, he doesnât want to get kicked out in the middle of the night when your unmade bed looks so delicious and inviting. You feel your cheeks heat up under his gaze, his thumbs drawing circles in the exposed skin under your sleeping camisole, you want to make this last forever. âDoneâ You say almost in a whisper, you throw the towel on chair nearby. Almost on instinct you raise to your tip toes and kiss softly at his cheek, too late you realize what you just did, infinitely more intimate than what you should, you just look away quickly and clear your throat.
âLets get some sleep yeah?â You say turning around to hide your blushing face, you climb on the bed and raise the comforter, patting at the empty space beside you motioning for him to move.
You make it so incredibly hard not to like you and he is such a weak man. He takes a few steps before reaching the edge of the bed, takes the towel off and throws it to the chair before climbing up behind you.Â
Your breath gets caught in your throat, of course he would sleep naked he has no other clothes here but it also makes you fight a great urge to stare at his pretty dick hanging heavy between his legs. You turn over on bed and have your back face him, you cannot deal with any more of this tonight so you will just have to avoid it and try to figure out the best diplomatic solution on the morning. As you start to settle down you feel him move behind you, for a moment he stops and then you feel his strong arms wrap around your torso and pull you to his chest. Your heart is beating wildly, he has to be able to feel it trough the thin fabric of your pajamas that is doing very little to separate you from the heat of his body, you canât be expected to sleep like this. He thinks even if you were surgically sewn together it would not be close enough, you feel so soft under his touch so tender he wants to, no, needs to fall asleep just like this for the rest of his life.Â
You close your eyes really hard trying to ignore everything around, you still actually need to sleep. There is a long moment of silence that feels like an eternity, then you feel him take a deep breath. You fear you know what is coming and you fear you are not strong enough right now to stop it.
âWhy donât you wanna date me?â He asks, the words come down on you heavy like rocks, you can feel a strain in his voice, you hate to be the reason why his usual cheerful tone is fully gone.
âDo we really have to have this conversation again?â You say your eyebrows knitting in worry.
âYeah actually I want an answer.â He swiftly turns you around like you are weightless, he looks directly at you, deep blue eyes expectantly, you feel yourself shiver under his gaze, the tension is rapidly building up, you want to put distance between you but he has your legs trapped, tangled between his.
âJoost you know-â He cuts you off before you can give him the usual excuses.
âIâm serious about you, about us, would it be so terrible to date me?â He has a kicked puppy kind of face, you accidentally laugh at his dramatics, he adores that sound so much never tires of it. You snake your arms around his shoulders to pull him closer into a short kiss trying to distract him, he deepens the kiss eager explore you mouth, all but melts under your touch and you far too soon pull away before he can do more.
âYou are hardâ You mumble against his lips in between giggles.
He rolls his eyes at you, he is trying to be serious here âIgnore it, I am in the room of the woman I like where everything smells like her, give me a break.â
If there was any light in the room you would be able to see how deeply red his face is now.
âWhat are you a dog?â You say shaking your head entertained by his reactions.
You try to pull away but he grabs your hand again and rests it square against his heart like this way he will make you understand. âI really like youâ He is not letting it go this time, you shake your head lightly again and pull your hand away, you cannot face this proximity, you untangle yourself from his embrace and raise into a sitting position, he does the same.Â
âJoost you are great, really I donât think Iâve ever met someone like you and I donât think I ever will again.â There is a horrible pause, he knows what is coming next, the awful fear of rejection becoming reality far too quick. You continue âBut you are traveling all over the world and that is so cool, I just can't be part of that.â He doesnât understand why you look so sad when he is the one being let down here.
âWe could make it work you know, phones exists and I come here all the time, it is only like an hour by planeâ He is pleading at this point, feels so pathetic doing so but canât stop himself. You make an effort to meet his gaze, he is being so sincere it feels bad not to.
âYou could have someone new every night, at every city. You are young, you can enjoy yourself, you donât have to tie yourself down to me, it would be such a waste-â
âNot to me, not when it is youâ He is indignant at your proposal, he hates the idea that you could be so easily replaced, he feels like an idiot, like none of his efforts to make you understand how precious you are to him have reached you.
âI donât want thatâ He is so exasperated now, it is like you are not listening to any of the words he is saying or not believing them which is even worse. âI donât want any of that I donât like it, I know I could but I donât want it. I like you, I want youâ. He pauses for a second to give himself strength to get it all out "It is my business and you can reject me if you want but you donât get to tell me what I should doâ He feels offended that you seem to not understand at all.
You had never seen him this angry. He goes speechless wracking his brain trying to come up with something else to say to convince you, maybe drinking before coming here was bad, he should do this sober, maybe bring some flowers and wear the blazer you like, maybe then you would not throw him out like an old toy. He is looking at you waiting for anything, his eyes are glossy, his lips almost tremble into a pout, his hands are clenched into nervous fists at his sides, he is pleading and you canât help but reach out for him too. Fuck it, if you are gonna ever get hurt you want it to be him, if you get heart broken you want it to be him, whatever happens good or bad, you want it to be him, he is worth everything.
You close the distance between the two of you again, move to sit on his lap just to have him as close as possible, he has become a rock in your bed, feels like if he breathes he will break the spell and you will disappear right in front of his eyes. You grab at his hand, unclenching his fist with you fringes, softly stretching his palm and placing it right above your fast beating heart before speaking again.
âI really like you too Joostâ His eyes shine impossibly bright, he looks at you stupefied, he canât quiet belive what he is finally hearing, he feels your heart beating fast right under his palm, hard proof that you are just as gone for him as he is for you, his brain is trying to catch up to what is happening, but you help him.
You caress his cheek with your other hand and bring him into a sweet kiss. Your lips move together slowly like you are kissing again for the first time, his tongue pushes softly into your mouth, he wants to taste you, he traces the back of your teeth, you suck softly on his plump bottom lip, you smile into the kiss and pull away gently but continue to pepper soft kisses on his lips, on his jaw, on his cheeks. You wonder if he was always this handsome or has your love made him even more beautiful now. He pulls you closer hugs you thigh, happy just to be in your embrace again and feel like he truly belongs there. He chases after your lips kisses you like he is drowning and you are the only source of air, he feels the softness of your mouth it takes him back to the first night he met you, he wants to stay here forever, live on this moment until the end of time, only you and him in a soft unmade bed kissing for eternity.Â
Finally with lips kissed raw you pull away leaving one last small peck on the little beauty mark underneath his bottom lip. He holds you close, traces soft circles with his palms on your back under the camisole savoring every inch of exposed skin he can touch. You let him relax under you for a bit before you speak again, with a new world of prospects opening in front of you you want to share some more ideas with him now that all the cards are on the table.
âYou knowâŠmy company is thinking of opening a new branch in Nethera-â
âYesâ he cuts you off immediately, you laugh at his eagerness.
âI didnât finish talkingâ You push the hair away from his pretty face so you can see him better.
âYou can stay with me yeah? I have a guest room you can stay there if you feel more comfortable, I am not trying to imply we have to sleep together but I mean we could if you wanted toâ He is running his mouth all nervous and impatient like he is just a few steps away from winning the race of his life, you donât reply, all too amused at his monologue, but it makes him fear he might have overstepped and scared you too fast with commitments. âI mean, until you get settled and you find an apartment, I could help you with thatâŠâ He trails off and looks away shyly, then looks up again holding your gaze. âBut you could stay there too if you wanted, it could be your home too.â
He looks up at you from under white eyelashes, eyes full of hope. The possibilities seem endless, at this moment you feel like you can touch the sky with your hands and that if you couldnât reach he would pull it down for you. You nod speechless, bite your lip and kiss him again, because you can, because he is yours.Â
You keep playing with his hair as rest his head on your chest, feels your heart beat under his ear, he wants to memorize it, now knows he has all the time in the world to do so. You move slightly on his lap.
âBut we really do have to sleep nowâ You say, your voice sounds suddenly so groggy, every worry you have had the past months, that would keep you up at night, seems to have melted away in an instant and your body is feeling so tired and heavy.
He nods against you and moves you softly into laying down position again. He wants to start getting used to taking care of you, he thinks it will come easy, already feels so satisfied with so little, he lets you settle on the bed then moves behind you again snaking his arms around your torso pushing his palms under your shirt to feel the soft expanses of your belly as you breath in and out, you let him, between his strong arms it feels like home.Â
You feel your eyes close heavy, the sound of his calm breathing behind you lulling you to sleep, the steady beat of his heart perfectly in synch with yours, but you canât fully let slumber take you since somewhere in the kissing his dick woke up again and is now pressing against your back.
You laugh to yourself before speaking. âJoost you know I can feel your dick, right?â.
He hums in acknowledgment but makes no further move, he just keeps holding you on his embrace, his chest against your back soft and deliciously warm. âIgnore itâ He says in a sleepy mumble that transforms into a yawn right above your head. âMy girlfriend has work in the morning, you have to let her sleep.â He loves how that sounds coming from his mouth, gets excited thinking about using that word again.
If you turned around at that moment you would see the beautiful smile that paints his features, he looks like he just won the lottery. He canât wait for tomorrow, to wake up and have breakfast in your table, gets excited over the prospect of all the mundane with you. He falls asleep quickly with the warmth of your body nestled between his arms, in his dreams he sees even further ahead, dreams of taking you with him everywhere you will let, of changing your contact name to âLiefdeâ and of continuing to call you his girlfriend forever and ever until one day if he is lucky, he can upgrade it to wife.Â
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⥠Pairings: frat boy!jaehyun x chubby!fem!reader, frat boy!johnny x chubby!fem!reader
⥠Genre: college au/angst/fluff/smut
⥠Summary: Jaehyun has made it a habit of playing with your heart. One day he loves you, the next he hates you, with nothing in between. Growing tired of his games, you find your attention drifting somewhere else. Toward his roommate and frat brother Johnny to be exact.
[Part Two Here đ€]
⥠Word Count: 2.1k-ish
⥠Warnings: fuckboy Jaehyun in his full villain era (for now), voyeurism, two couples having sex in the same room (not an orgy), technically unprotected sex by way of protection not being explicitly mentioned, a lil spanking, partying, kissing, mentions of drinking, casual/meaningless sex, sexual fantasies, everyone's a lil morally gray, heartbreak & that's all bbys.
⥠A/N: I had a bloodlust for something angsty and ya know this did a pretty good job at satisfying it. It also satisfied by craving for something sweet so I'll keep my fingers crossed it does both for y'all too. đ€
It was exciting at first. Weekends at the frat house partying with Jaehyun. No rules. No limitations. Everything a girl could want just waiting to be given to her if she asked. And the sex? The sex was incredible. Jaehyun could be a real asshole sometimes but he always knew how to make you come so hard your ears were ringing.Â
You knew from the start that itâd be delusional to think you were anything more to him than a pretty face and a dependable fuck. Jaehyunâs killer bone structure and gorgeous features make him what one might imagine a fairytale prince to be. All the girls on campus dream of being with him and he knows it. He loves it.
That man has an ego bigger than his cock which is unfortunately rather large. Thereâs so much of himself floating around in his head that thereâs just no room for anyone else. Still he has his endearing moments, ones that make a girl feel special, and thatâs what keeps you coming back when you begin to think better of tolerating his bullshit.
Thatâs why youâre here tonight, knees digging into his mattress, cheek pressed to his pillow, as he fucks you from behind. You feel it, the force of his hips snapping against your ass, his cock pulsing deep in your core. But it feels like nothing. Itâs like getting a tooth pulled after the dentist has numbed you up real good. The force of the movement is there but the feelingâs gone.
A few feet away another bed creaks as a girl youâve only met once or twice rides Jaehyunâs frat brother Johnny like one of those mechanical bulls. This isnât abnormal. During these parties sex happens any time, anywhere, and that almost always includes being in the same room together. But you canât help feeling like a pervert for stealing a few glances of the adjacent couple.
Jaehyun never formally introduced you to Johnny. Come to think of it, he's never formally introduced you to anyone. It was Johnny who introduced himself one night when youâd had a few too many drinks for your own good and ended up hunched over the toilet with Jaehyun nowhere to be found.Â
Johnny sat with you for hours making sure you were hydrated and feeding you snacks until he was sure you were okay. You canât for the life of you remember what was said. You can only recall that you felt comfortable and safe with him. It was enough to make you develop the tiniest crush thatâs only been made worse by how sweet heâs been to you since.
Jaehyun slaps your ass, interrupting your train of thought. Almost simultaneously Johnny begins to caress the other girlâs hips. Thereâs so much tenderness in the way he touches her and you envy it. You wish Jaehyun could give you even a fraction of that. Just once. Pulling the girl in for a kiss, Johnny wraps his arms around her, holding her close to his chest. With her head nestled in the side of his neck, he cradles her gently as he lifts into her at a slow, rhythmic pace.Â
You imagine thatâs you, not being hammered into but actually feeling something, and magically the friction of Jaehyunâs cock rubbing your walls feels good. In fact, far better than it ever has before. You let out a moan, a whisper, âAah, oh god.â Jaehyun takes notice of it, loving the way you clench too much not to hit that sweet spot again and again. Heâs so distracted by the delicious jiggling of your body, his vision curtained by messy dark brown hair, that he canât see that he isnât the only one captivated by you.
But you notice. Johnnyâs staring back at you now, his eyes glued to yours as he takes in all those pretty faces you make. This isnât the first time heâs watched you either. He and Jaehyun were roommates long before you came into the picture. Johnnyâs seen more than a few girls naked in Jaehyunâs bed but youâre the only one heâs cared to sneak a peek at. The crush you have on him is so mutual. How you never picked up on it he doesnât know but itâs oh so obvious now.
The longing behind Johnnyâs eyes is immense, luring you deeper into his gaze until heâs all you see. Setting your bodies on autopilot with your respective partners, you begin to quietly explore each other. Your minds indulge in every dirty thought youâve had about each other. Thoughts youâd suppressed out of fear that you were doing something wrong.Â
You find yourself getting wetter than youâve been all night, walls dripping twice as much as they hug Jaehyunâs cock. âDamn, you feel so good, babyâ Jaehyun praises, planting kisses down the middle of your back. He shifts to a position he knows will have you trembling and you let out the sexiest moan. So sexy it makes Johnnyâs cock twitch inside of the other girl, heat washing over both of your bodies.Â
âYouâre so fucking cuteâ Johnny whispers in a way that seems to be for the girl in his arms but is meant for you and only you. His face lights up like the 4th of July at every broken moan or arch of your back. You can tell how badly he wishes the pussy warming his cock right now were yours and you get the filthiest rush out of that.
Before you know it the pressure inside you has reached its peak and your legs are shaking, knees threatening to give out from under you. A faint smile creeps across Johnnyâs face and he mouths to you, âCome.â And you do, as if on command. Burying your face in the pillow, you bite down on the fluffy cotton and let it fill your cheeks. Itâs a gag of sorts, a desperately needed one incase you should cry out the wrong name on accident.
You know in your heart that even by frat boy standards youâve crossed a line. Youâve stumbled into territory thereâs no coming back from. But when it feels this good itâs difficult to want to turn back anyway.Â
âYouâre overreacting. Itâs not like youâre my girlfriend.âÂ
You know this to be true, Jaehyun isnât your boyfriend, but it hurts all the same to wake up to him texting another girl. Your heart sank when you rolled over this morning, still in his arms, to find him making plans to meet up with her tonight.
It was so blatant, he didnât even attempt to hide what he was doing, and maybe thatâs what hurts most of all. You thought he cared enough about you to at least pretend he wasnât playing the absolute fuck out of you. Itâs clear now that you thought wrong.Â
âYouâre such an asshole, you know that?â you shout, gathering your things from the floor, the sheet from his bed still draped around your naked body.Â
A fully dressed Jaehyun casually searches the dresser for his keys, the smile on his face so cocky you want to slap it off. âRight, Iâm going to the gym. You know how to see yourself out right?âÂ
Picking up one of your heels, you channel all your strength into throwing it at his head. âI never wanna see you again!âÂ
Jaehyun opens the bedroom door in time to take cover behind it, the heel of your shoe leaving a dent where it wouldâve hit him. âOoh, feistyâ he teases, cracking the door to throw you a wink, âSave some of that for next time, hmm?â
Thereâs so much you want to say but none of it will change anything. He walks away from you like itâs nothing and thatâs precisely what you feel like. Nothing. Unable to hold back anymore, you burst into tears where you stand, gathering up some of the sheet to sob quietly into. You canât recall the last time you cried like this. A chest tightening, nose dripping, lip quivering type of cry that makes you want to double over in pain.Â
âHey, come hereâ a voice whispers, the rasp of sleep still hanging over it.
You feel a tug on the back of the sheet and turn to see Johnny sitting up in bed, one hand rubbing his barely open eyes while the other clings to the sheet around you.
âIâm sorry if I woke you upâ you apologize, too embarrassed to make eye contact, âIâll just get my things andââ
âNo, come hereâ he insists, pulling you closer to his bed, âCome lay with me.â
Something in you says to resist itâyou shouldnât be crawling into bed with Jaehyunâs roommateâbut Johnnyâs already taking you by the hand, guiding you down into the empty spot beside him. No words are spoken as he pulls the soft blanket over the two of you, tucking it at your side to keep you warm.
His head hits the pillow, heavy lids closing, as he pulls you into his chest. Thereâs tension at first, on your part only. A hesitance to allow yourself to fully relax into the gentle embrace youâve been desperately pining for. But the longer he holds you, his palm massaging your lower back in soothing figure eights, the more you soften.
âYou donât deserve this, you know?â he finally says when your tears have subsided and your breathing has evened out enough for you to speak. Thereâs exhaustion in those words as he says them, giving the impression that this is something heâs wanted to ask you for a long time.Â
âIs this gonna be a lecture?â you sniffle, nervously patting the tears from the dips between his muscles, âBecause I really donât need a lecture right now.âÂ
Johnny laughs, letting out a yawn, âNah, itâs too early for a lecture. My brainâs not heated up yet.âÂ
âNot heated up yet? What does that even mean?â you giggle, leaning to look up at him, your nose scrunched in confusion. Johnny opens his eyes, staring back at you with those starry brown orbs, and youâre transported back to the way you felt last night. If you thought his gaze made you want to melt from afar, itâs reducing you to volcanic ash at this distance.Â
âWell, itâs like, when you first wake up your brainâs cold. Your thoughts are all jumbled so youâve gotta wait a little, let it heat upâ Johnny explains, the tips of his sable hair kissing your face. Â
âYouâre, uhâŠâ you stutter, searching for the perfect word, âReallyâŠinteresting? Yeah, youâre interesting, Johnny Suh.âÂ
The most genuine smile takes over that handsome face as he lets out a joyful squeak, sincerely flattered by your comment. âYeah? Well, so are you. Youâre really interesting and cool and cute. I did mean that last night. You are cute.â
You tuck your head, trying to hide a smile of your own, but Johnny caresses your cheek, bringing you right back where he wants you. âWhy do you let him treat you like that?â he asks without the slightest bit of judgment. Your smile fades as you contemplate a question you arenât even sure you know the answer to. You file through 1001 possibilities before coming to the raw, painful truth.Â
âI was trying to prove something, I guessâ you confess, feeling an odd sense of relief at admitting this to him and yourself. âI thought if I could obtain the unattainable itâd be proof that I was special.â
Johnny scoffs, rolling his eyes, âJaehyun? Unattainable? I could fuck him if I complemented him enough.âÂ
âThanks, that makes me feel so much betterâ you huff, beginning to regret that moment of vulnerability.Â
âNo, Iâm sorry! I didnât mean it like that. I just mean that he isnât one of those people that can appreciate when they have something special.âÂ
You shrug in defeat, letting your fears tumble freely from your lips, âYeah, I donât know if any guy can at this point.â
âSo you think weâre all the same?â he asks, tilting your head to let your lips brush his. His lips are like static, making the little hairs on your arm stand on end. Your heartâs running a marathon and the butterflies in your stomach are throwing fits. This canât be happening. Only it is.
You swallow hard, inhaling the scent of the fresh morning air meddled with his cologne. âWell, IâŠI mean no oneâs really shown me any different.âÂ
Johnny presses his lips to yours, lingering there for a moment to savor the warmth of your kiss. âCan you give it some time?â he whispers, fingers charting a course across the curve of your hip to take your hand into his.Â
âIt or you, Johnny?â you ask, silently begging him not to say a thing if itâs not something he means.
âHmm,â he hums, bringing your hand up to gently kiss your inner wrist, your palm, your fingertips, âMe.âÂ
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Okay so Iâm thinking Pedro x Actress!reader where another famous guy/actor says in an interview that he has a crush on us which makes Pedro a bit jealous and then we all end up at the same event - maybe Pedro gets abit angsty with him but heâs super loving and affectionate toward usâŠ
warnings: jelousy
a/n: it goes without saying that i apologize for the wait babe, i really loved this requestÂ
It wasn't that he hated him, it was just that if anything were to happen to him he wouldn't be the one to cry, that's all...
and maybe he'd thought about punching that smug look off his face once... or twice... or every time the thought of him came up.
But it still wasn't hate
Hate is a strong word, and Pedro wasn't not one to throw it around easily, he was all for peace and love and everything but this guy... this guy was really pushing the limits
And what the actual fuck was he even doing here tonight?
"You're staring"
Your soft, amused voice pulled him out of his own thoughts, his eyes sliding to you
"I just don't get why he's here"
You stifled a laugh as you answered "The same reason why we are baby"
"he's not even nominated" he grumbled,
"neither am I" You smiled, placing your hand on his cheek, feeling his soft scruff graze your palm "It's not a big deal babe, he probably said my name just because it was the first one that popped into his mind" you shook your head "I bet it's not even true"
Yeah right
He would have believed that if you were anybody else, but you... fuck- it didn't take him even a second to fall in love and you expected him to believe that that guy didn't have a crush on you? He would have sooner begun believing that Mark Zuckerberg was one of those lizard guys.
You were everything anyone could have ever dreamed of, you were funny, so incredibly smart it made him feel like a fifth grader in comparison, and god you were the most beautiful woman he'd ever seenÂ
he knew what you did to men, he knew what you did to men because that's exactly what you did to him,
and he didn't even mind that much, he'd never been the jealous type, but the problem with Shawn wasn't that he liked you (because he clearly did), but it was that he had the audacity, the smugness to fucking say it out loud, to admit it in front of a camera for anyone to see, like the woman he was talking about didn't have a husband, like he wasn't her fucking husband.
"I saw him look at you before"
This time, you did let out a little snort
"what, how dares he?" you mocked him, laughing again as his face remained completely unamused "It's your big night babe, don't let this silly little thing ruin it, please"
But just then, just when he was finally starting to let go a little, the focus of all of his loathing appeared beside you
"I'm sorry to interrupt-"
Then fucking don't
"I just wanted to introduce myself"Â
Shawn's eyes were only on you, as if he didn't even exist, as if your hands hadn't been on his cheeks but a moment prior
"I'm Shawn," he said, offering his hand to you "I'm... well, I'm a really big fan" he ended with a soft laugh, smiling in that charming way that surely made women all woozy
"Hi Shawn, it's a pleasure to meet you-"
As you shook his hand, Pedro was closing his into fists
This fucking guy-
"Hi pal"
Pedro's voice didn't sound even a little bit not completely pissed off
"I'm Pedro," he said "her husband"
The flicker of amusement that sparked behind his eyes made Pedro seriously ponder whether or not a little punch was that bad of an idea
"Oh, I didn't know you were married"
Andrew's eyes were back to you, and god it was taking all of Pedro not to grab him and throw him to the other side of the room
Just the fact that he was looking your way seemed too much,Â
How dare he look at you, at his beautiful wife, at the love of his life?
It felt wrong, it was wrong, and it was making him furious
"I'm sure you didn't" Pedro grunted, taking a slow step closer to him "Shawn right?" he asked, even though he knew much too well who he was "What exactly are you doing here?" Pedro's eyes narrowed, his head tilting "I didn't notice your name in any of the nominations"
"baby" your soft warning was met with a soft smile from him, one that faded into a stoic/murderous gaze as soon as your husband's eyes were back on the man before him
"I'm just asking a question sweetheart, that's all"
Shawn seemed to accept Pedro's challenge in the blink of an eye
"I'm here with a friend, he's the one that got the nom"
Pedro nodded slowly, "ah. Right," he said, his hand going to your back and drawing gentle circles on it
He didn't miss the way Shawn followed the movement
"And why exactly are you talking to my wife Shawn?"
Now that, that seemed to take him aback a little, but he recovered quickly
"What?" he laughed "is no one allowed to talk to your wife without your permission or something?"
"Oh absolutely not, my wife can talk to whomever she wishes," Pedro spoke "I'm just not very fond of her talking to men that have openly admitted to liking her" he shrugged as if his eyes and voice weren't yelling murderÂ
You, in the meantime, were busy looking for the fastest way out of this place
"You've seen the video," Shawn said more like a statement
"I sure did" Your husband nodded "I especially liked the part where you described her as your "dream woman""
Shawn sighed loudly, shaking his head
"listen, man-"
"No, you listen, man" Pedro interrupted him "How 'bout you get the fuck away from me and my wife, mh?" he said more like a threat "How bout that?"
Shawn let out a loud breath before responding
"whatever man" he sighed, his eyes moving to you "It was nice to meet you y/n, maybe we can meet another time..." he glanced to the man on your right "when the guard dog isn't around"
"yeah" Pedro scoffed "Go fuck yourself, buddy"
You both stared at his back as he walked away, but after no more than two seconds, you couldn't help but let your lips pull into the smile you'd been holding this whole time
"that was a bit harsh"
Pedro only grinned as he brought you flash against him with his hands on your waist
"Like you haven't done worse" he smirked
Yeah... while Pedro wasn't usually jealous, you were... let's just say you were not exactly on the same wavelength
"you looked ready to kill him" you chuckled, wrapping your arms behind his neck
"mh" he hummed, ghosting your mouth "Who says I wasn't" he teased, his lips crashing with yours in a long, deep kiss that Pedro absolutely didn't wish for Shawn to be witnessing
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Interested in seeing Yun's A/B/O arc. I am very picky about my omegaverse content BUT. Idea: Alpha/Omega Batfam desperately wanting reader who is a beta, unbothered by their nonsense. They're gnawing on their enclosure as reader says, "The fuck is their problem???"
@sophiethewitch1 just to inflict more damage to your psyche đ©”
like it when you guys use my name so much huhu
YANDERE! A/B/O! BATFAM x BETA! READER
Beta Reader who is just unbothered and unwilling to care about the whole second gender hierarchy and just wants to get a normal job at Wayne Industries
But itâs literally impossible when they have Alpha! Dick as their childhood friend.
You should thank him really, he gave you a spot at your dream (totally) job. You should thank him for many things actually. Youâre the only beta he ever told his hero identity to. He gave his whole heart and trust towards your irrelevant beta self. As such, you should be grateful that he asked you out right? Wrong.
Unfortunately, you were already in a relationship with Omega! Tim. Who you met after the death of your partner Beta! Jason. His omega tendencies and the fact that you were unable to fully take care of him as a mate saddened you, but sacrifices must be made for love right?
Omega! Tim whoâs just so fucking obnoxious about bagging you. He leaves his scent all over your items. Warding off Alpha! Damian who had been crushing on you since forever.
Alpha! Damian who kept bullying you for being a Beta up until that fateful day Batman suddenly died(disappeared), and you were the only one that stepped up to comfort him. Sure, you didnât know he was your tormentor (God was he thankful you couldnât smell his arousal and pheromones going haywire when you hugged him) but you were the only person he felt safe being so vulnerable with. So un-alpha like with. You knew who Nightwing was right? You must know who he was and cared for him eitherway.
Beta! Jason who comes back with a vengeance. Cursing Joker for separating you two. Who hated you for being a beta even though he was one himself, but learnt to love you and eventually his second gender. Whose first coherent thought was to return to his mate, but is heartbroken upon the sight of his replacement.
Alpha! Batman who lurks within the shadows. He knows of his childrenâs obsessions, he knows youâre the final piece needed for his gamble to succeed.
You whoâs unknowingly walking into the jaws of the most unhinged men on Gotham.
âŠ.
⊠Captured! Beta Reader who wakes up to the leering eyes of the Dark Knight. Scalpel in hand.
âItâs time to fix you.â
#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere imagine#yandere fic#yandere core#yandere batfam#batfam#batfam x reader#yandere batfam x reader#damian wayne x reader#tim drake x reader#jason todd x reader#dick grayson x reader#bruce wayne x reader#dc x reader#abo#omegaverse
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The sound of Hawk's voice was something you still hear when you close your eyes, undertones of something deeper, something similar to devotion... almost too caring... asking you to bare his children and become completely and irrevocably, HIS.
ft. Hawks centered, Hawks x reader, Slight! Dabi x Hawks, Slight! Bakugo x reader, Slight! Dabi x reader (in future chaps)
Hawks x UA Student! Reader (Part 14)
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Warning tag: obsessed! Hawks, possessive! Hawks, naive! student reader, violation of trust, dubious consent, mating cycles, rut response, obsessive behavior, uncontrollable thirst for reader, manipulation, forced, thigh riding, hormonal minds out of control, sexual content, first time, cock riding, teenage fuck, Dabi's toxically interested in you, Bakugo bestie yet secretly inlove wit you, love confessions, cock-drunk, Hawks trying to be good but failing miserably, gaslighting, HEAVY plot, lots of smut.
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Hawks felt like a glorified asshole for keeping an eye on you instead of doing his patrols. But he couldn't help it... he was just drawn to you like a magnet. Now, you were the gravitational force of his entire universe.
A loose gray sweatshirt covered up to your thighs, it was large and easily hid your identity. Those honey marbles that he called eyes, followed you closely bouncing from solitary tops of buildings, wondering where you were going in such a hurry and with so much stealth.
"What are you up to, baby bird?"
After all the commotion created in the dorms the night the Nomu attacked you, the last thing you wanted was to attract more attention.
The days to come it was difficult to find a moment alone especially with how overprotective your friends got, but you finally managed to shake them off a little, making up a credible enough excuse to go out alone even when Bakugo insisted proficiently on tagging along.Â
You reassured him, and quickly claimed that your parents wanted to see that you were okay in person. Actually, this web of lies was only due to you didnât want Bakugo by your side when going to the drugstore in search of that, vital and inculpatory, item.Â
You moved at a fast pace; it surprised you how sharp you were even when had been unable to close your eyes for the last nights. The thought of already being carrying Hawks' child in your womb plagued you mercilessly.
âI'm gonna stuff you with my chicks, you are gonna look soooooo pretty all swelled and heavyâŠâ you remembered his words, you could even feel his warm breath against your ear.
The sound of his voice was something you still hear when you closed your eyes, undertones of something deeper, something similar to devotion... almost too caring... asking you to bare his children and become completely and irrevocably, HIS.
âI can barely wait to come home to my pretty little wifey, waiting for meââ he had claimed, reverentlyâas if you were meant to be his most prized person, â...round belly, full of my chicks and big, pretty smile on your face,â his daydream, way too chaotic, way to visceralâŠÂ â-SO ready for me to fill you again.â
Your favorite Hero had come inside you more times than you could keep count, since you stopped doing it when he reached five.Â
You even remember, now like a bittersweet and faraway, fond memoryâŠ. that Hawks was your first sexual awakening, at the tender age of fourteen, it was his golden curls and his captivating, carefree smile, that had made your heart skip a beat, that had set your hormones on fire... he, alone had been the protagonist in your first sexual fantasy, your first masturbation session in the privacy of your room, your first fictitious boyfriend, your first crush with a man-.... So, was expected, that this situation should be a dream come true for you, but it wasn'tâŠ. Because you were no longer a naive and dreamy girl, and he was no longer the idealized, unattainable Hero. Everything had fallen into place in the most painful way possible.
âHere you go miss, thank you for your purchase."Â
The cashier replied as dry as a martini, prejudice peeking out of her cold stare, to which you only gave a soft thank you. Without a doubt, she and her unjustified reaction was a clear example of what to expect in a teenage pregnancy.
 A heavy sigh escaped from your lips as you left the drugstore, you hated the situation you were in. The contents of the paper bag resting on your hand, your best kept secret so far, or so you thought.
Keigoâs skin crawled, the entire time you were inside the drugstore. Pinching the bridge of his nose, the winged hero felt like throwing up. He had used one of his feathers with a hidden microphone, so he could listen to what you ordered at the pharmacy, and his fists had clenched almost homicidally when heard you order 'morning-after pills' and a pregnancy test.
You were his mate, Goddammit! You were supposed to be happy and proud to sport his seed inside your tummy. Hawks sulked feeling highly wounded and offended, and not just for thisâŠÂ but also for yesterday's incident. That Bakugo guy was brazenly prickling at his infinitive patience, the bastard had overstepped his welcome yesterday and now, Hawks got him on his radar.Â
The winged blond paced from side to side like a bull seeing red, like a lion caged⊠yet eventually, after seeing how miserable and slouched you looked while searching for a public bathroom to make the test, his heart softened for you.Â
âIâm the worst trash that ever existed," The blond chastised himself, "nevertheless, I'm HER trash now."
Hawks didnât even try to deny his bizarre infatuation. He, almost proudly, admitted that this was not the end for the two of you-Â
He gifted you a month out of the graciousness of his heart, even when he doubted his ability to keep that promise. You were freely looming, in his mind, taunting his every thought.Â
So, he kept watch, waiting for something he didn't even know what it was. Nevertheless, his watch has begun, and it shall not end until his dying breath.Â
His mind had been set. You were his and he was yours, he could easily overpower you no matter how hard you tried, no matter who you ran to, what you did to try to protect yourself.... there was nothing you could do to stop him, and that simple truth was what was keeping him at ease. Granting you certain freedom from his iron grasp, from his sharp claws.
Finally, you found a public bathroom and ran in, this time the winged hero chose to give you the privacy of urinating on a stick, alone. You deserved that much. So, he patiently waited on the nearby roofs, he would then go get the pregnancy test from the garbage can, without a doubt, you wouldn't take the proof of his sin back to the dorms. So, all he had to do was wait.
You pee on the blessed plastic stick and wait. The instructions said one minute but you felt like two hours had already passed.
"God! Can't this take any longer?!" You complained loudly, nerves eating you alive. The minute passed and suddenly all your courage disappeared along with your desire to know the result.
The plastic stick left abandoned on top of the sink, you just had to take a look at it, but you couldn't move, you couldnât breathe, you couldnât fucking blink.
What was there would change your life three hundred and sixty degrees.
"Dammit!" you heard yourself curse, burying your face between your hands to massage your temple burdensomely, "...Grow a fuckin' pair and be done with it, (Y/N)-"
"-If you want, I can tell you the result."
You suddenly heard a bubbly voice say, and your hands fell from your face to reveal a girl standing there. A cute brunet with something akin to a smirk, or a very self-indulgent grin on her face.
âI really donât mind,â she giggled, all teeth and bubbly energy, ânor I will judge you, Iâve been there myself.â Her smile twisted reassuringly, and you sighed, embarrassed at having to resource to a stranger to do this.
âYou are way too kind but-â
âDonât overthink,â the girl stepped closer, offering you her best winning smile, âIâll look and then you can tell me if you want me to tell you the result, okey?âÂ
Somehow, her odd and unrequested company felt better than face this alone. You ended up, nodding stoically and she peek at the pregnancy test.
âOh.â
âOh?â you repeated, quizzically. âIs that a good âOhâ or a bad âOhâ?â your voice sounded weird even to you.
The girl cracked a wide smile taking the test in her hand. âWell that depends on you, do you want to be a mommy or not?â
You heart fluttered awkwardly at the bold use of term mommy. You shook your head anxiously, and she hummed in understanding.Â
âI see.â The girl conceded in a weird resignation, âtoo bad, you're so pretty... they would have been very cute children."
Oxygen refilled your lungs again, and you felt as if your life with dreams and hopes, was turned back on. A devastating feeling of relief washing over you.
âThank god!â you beamed with so much relief, you even felt like hugging this opportune strange, girl. âThat means, Iâm not with child.â
âNop.â She corroborated, handing you the test back, yet you refused to touch it.
âI don't want to have one of those in my hand again for a long time,â you admitted, honestly, âyou can throw it away.â
âSure,â the girl did, and after an unholy and vast blast of thank youâs, you parted ways with your anonymous hero. Almost skipping on your feet all the way out.
âThank you again.â You screamed back, once at the exit door. âSure, it was my pleasure...-â You left, and the door slowly swayed until it closed completely, and the girl added, â-(Y/N).â
Once alone, she reached into the trash can and retrieved the pregnancy test, giggling the whole time.
"A heroine-to-be shouldn't be so trusting." A macabre smile spread across her face, and she tilted her head at the test in her hand, "...I wonder why Dabi is so interested in Hawks' toy?" Toga wanted to rip her face off, but she had chosen one so pretty that decided to stay in costume a little longer. "Well, it doesn't matter, Dabi said heâll pay me for this, anyway."
Still, in disguise, pocketed the pregnancy test and left without raising any suspicion.Â
Hawks kept pacing on the roof, desperation clear in every stomp of his boots. He was doing his best to be patient while searching. The blond had been looking for the evidence for more than half a day, the damn pregnancy test, he sent a dozen of his feathers in search of it, but nothing... had you taken it with you? One would only keep a test if it was positive, right?! Were you pregnant with his nugget?!?... Was he really that lucky?
âHawks, where are you? over.â His radio came to live, once again and this time felt he couldnât dodge his Hero responsibilities anymore, âWe have not had any communication from you all day, over.â
Hawks inhaled sharply before answering. âI am on surveillance, please do not use this channel unless it is an emergency.â
âIt's not an emergency, but I thought it was prudent to let you know before accepting, over."
The night was already upon him, and the cleaning man was just leaving his shift. Hawks sighed, heavily. He had lost his chance to find anything.Â
"Speak."
"You have to say over when you finish talking." Hawks deadpanned; he wasnât in the mood for this.
"Speak." He repeated, sternly, patience close to its limit. The person on the other end sighed, "UA Academy is calling for reinforcements for this year's sports festival, over," the voice on the other end said and suddenly he felt very interested, "continue."
The radio biped again, "They fear an attack from the League of Villains, since yesterday someone managed to throw a projectile through the shield and break a gym window,â Hawks listened attentively, an impious smirk slowly twisting his lips up, apparently his little outburst had had interesting consequences. The person on the other side continued, âand therefore, they request the help of Pro-heroes to avoid any incident. Endeavor, Mirko, Best Jeanist and Ryukyu have already been confirmed," the voice explained, "I think It would be an overkill if you were to-"
"I accept, confirm my attendance immediately." There was an awkward silence before the radio biped again, "Are you sure? We have no intel of an attack from the League, you would be the first to know, I think they are overreacting-"
"Better safe than sorry."
Long silence, and then.
"If you say so, over and out."
The memory of yesterday's incident made his blood burn again, he knew it wasn't your fault but that of your little friend: Bakugo, that shameless son of a bitch, that made him foam at the mouth like a mad dog, it made him want to kill someone... it made him need to get even, and suddenly, the blue eyes and stapled skin of his lover in turn, spark in his brain... Dabi could take it, he'd even love it.. Hawks left the roof in a rush of crimson feathers and sent a text message.
Hawks. -
See you at the agreed place.
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So fast, birdbrains?
Hawks didn't answer, just heading to the agreed upon location.
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âGive it here, Toga.â Dabi entered the room where Toga was upside down on the couch, scrolling through her cell phone. He needed to close that before meeting Hawks. "...I assume you have what I asked for?"
Toga sat up straight and stretched her back soundly, before answering. "I got it," she assured, "...where's my payment?"
Dabi took out a box of fine sweets, from the best store in town. Store that at this moment was being put out by firefighters after the sudden and unsuspected electrical short that set it on fire. If only.
"First give me the evidence and I'll give you the box." Dabi offered with a bored grimace, and Toga pulled the coveted item out of her backpack.
"At the same time?"
Dabi shrugged, unconcerned. After both snatched the precious items from each otherâs hands in a quick exchange, the pregnancy test rested in his scarred hand. Without ceremony, Toga ripped the box open and stuffed her mouth, making her words difficult to understand.
"Why aw-re you interestwed in Hawks' girlwfriend?"
A pierced eyebrow rose on the dark-haired man's face.Â
"How many lines for positive or negative?" the turquoise-eyed asked, openly ignoring her ramblings.Â
Toga shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know, I never knew how to read them." She admitted in all honesty, stuffing her cheeks with more candy.
Dabi grimaced, and luckily for him Kurogiriâs timing couldnât be better. The dark purple mist appeared out of thin air behind the bar. Misty's hands beginning to clean glasses, absentmindedly.
"Oi Kurogiri, do you know how to read these things?"
The dark purple mist's yellow eyes stared sharply at the item in his hand before meeting his eyes for a brief minute, and then returning his gaze to the pregnancy test. "I have some knowledge about it."
Dabi stepped closer, handing him the test. Kurogiriâs eyes fixed on the stripes and Dabiâs lips pursed, unable to know if he was smiling or scoffing when he ended up saying quite politely.
"Congratulations, Dabi."
COMING SOON PART 15....
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Some Adam smut with a fangirl? I mean he did mention a band.. so that means he would have a ton of fans across the music genre! And one in particular likes HIM the most. How would he handle that? Just like another groupie? Or maybe something more? Please have fun with this!!
ă»ïčă» diggin' on the guitarist - request
Summary: You wanted him to notice you- but you were too scared to make yourself known. You were his biggest fangirl but too shy to say something. However, he finally noticed you in ways you never could have imagined.
Warnings: 18+, fingering [reader receiving], aftercare
Pairing: Adam x Fem!Fangirl!reader
You went to his every show, but not feeling confident enough to go up and meet him as you would probably find someway to mess up. You had the biggest crush on him, biggest fangirl this side of Heaven regardless of what everyone else says. He was just so hot, you would kill just for a little wink at you. This show was no different as you jumped up with the crowd as you yelled along to his lyrics, always so passionate about his music, you loved the energy. By the end, you were exhausted and had another amazing time. Starting to leave after mostly everyone filed out, you felt a hand grab onto your wrist. Turning around, you saw that it was Adam himself. What did he want? With someone like you?
"Heeeyy now, where ya goin' hot stuff? Don't think I don't notice ya at every single show of mine. Gotta say, I'm always sad when I see ya leave. Not this time" He had on a smirk as he let you go, only to get right up in your personal space. Only then did you realize just how much bigger than he was from you, he had to lean down a good few inches just to be above your head. Face growing hot from the size difference, you panicked and looked around the now completely empty venue- it was just you two. Was this really happening? Did he actually notice you every single time? Freezing, you had no idea what to say and how to respond. He was your idol, your true love, and he actually noticed you. You felt like an idiot, like you were back in high school with a stupid crush on a guy. But, you try and muster up something and fail spectacularly.
"I uh- I just uh. Uhm-" A slim finger rested itself on your lips, promptly shutting you up. Eyes wide, you saw his mischievous ones as he pulled his finger away, grabbing onto your waist and walking you backstage into what looked like a sort of lounge room. You were shaky and unable to fully process everything that was happening. The Adam, the first man eas hitting on you, touching you, and bringing you on stage. Your dreams were all coming true.
"You don't have to say anything Babe, it's ok, I know I'm too awesome that I make you speechless. Now- sit down" You stayed silent as he gently pushed you onto the pale, golden couch, opting for being quiet that as the bst option so you don't keep making a fool of yourself. You didn't know what he was planning but you did as he asked, sitting on the cushions as he stood and hovered right over you.
"You ready to be pleasured by the original dick, Babe?" You nodded egarly and he chuckled before telling you to take off your clothes. You hurriedly rushed as you ripped them off while also being careful not to damage them, you felt the cold rush of air hit your now naked body. Staring up at the man, he took off his mask to reveal a handsome face with brown hair and gold eyes. It then occurs to you that you've never seen him without his mask, or anyone has.
"I know, I'm fucking handsome. Now sit back and relax as I give you a special show for my favorite fan" Before you could fully register that he said you were his favorite, he smashes his lips against yours and grabbed onto your tits. You moaned in his mouth as he tweaked your nipples, already making you so aroused as you grabbed onto his hair and tugged it. After a few minutes, he pulled away and took off all his clothes except his underwear. He then slid himself between your thighs, sloppily kissing your neck, causing you to moan loudly. He nipped and sucked until the point where you're sure there were at least 2 hickeys that would form. As he was doing that, he slipped a finger to your pussy, which caused you to jump in his hold. The first man moved down to suck on your tit, picking the nipple as he gently moved his finger right where your clit was, flicking it and gently dipping it into your folds.
"Adaaaammm..." You moaned, from the tit sucking to the feeling of his finger penetrating you was getting overwhelming. Squirming, you tugged on his hair and gripped it as he started to move in and out of you, switching the breast he was sucking to the other side. He then added a second finger, going faster as you could feel that familiar pool gather in your stomach, at this rate, you were going to orgasm in a little bit. Biting your lip, your breaths became fast and unsteady as he knew exactly how to move his fingers inside you as a guitarist.
"Keep moaning my name, its hot as fuck" Before you could release, he pulled his fingers out of you, making you whine from having your orgasm robbed from you. Chuckling, he took off his underwear to reveal an average sized cock, but it was pretty thick. Gulping, you wondered if it would even fit. Looking back up at him, he pulled you into a kiss- a softer one this time- as he lined himself up.
"Tell me if it gets too much, alright? Or tap me or some shit I don't know" Nodding, you took a deep breath as he slowly started to push in, with just his tip you were already feeling full. Grabbing onto his arms, you closed eyes and curled your toes as he was making sure to be gentle. Taking deep breaths, you felt kisses on your untouched side of your neck as he finally pushed all the way in. Opening your eyes, you saw him have a soft look on his face before he asked if you were ready. Saying yes, he started thrusting in and out. Yelling out his name, you moaned the entire time as he went slower at first before quickly picking up. Your arms were wrapped around his neck as you tugged on his hair hard, causing him to fuck you into the couch harder. Tears formed in your eyes from just how good it was- heavenly- if you will.
"Keep sounding like that and I'm gonna have to claim as mine, fuck" You could barely register what he said as he pounded into you mercilessly, the feeling of an orgasm quickly returning. You started sobbing as you finally orgasmed, moaning out his name so loud you swore all of Heaven heard you. Breath slowing down, he slowed down as well, hair all messy from your tugging, sweat covered both of your bodies as you stared into each other like old lovers. He gently slid himself out of you and you already missed the feeling of being so full. His cum and your fluids mixed as they leaked out of you. You watched as he grabbed a towel that he slightly wet and a water bottle and set them on the couch.
"Drink" He noticed you were out of it and shaky, so he opened the bottle and lifted the opening to your mouth, slightly leaning your head back as you drank some water. He set it back down when he thought you had enough for now and started to clean you off. He was being so gentle as he made sure to get every single part of your body. He went to grab your clothes when you tugged on his wrist, even if weakly, but it was enough to signal him.
"Can you uh...can we uh..." Your voice was hoarse from all the screaming and the water only did so much, but even after he fucked you silly, you still couldn't ask to cuddle with him. Smiling, he shook his head as he pulled away and grabbed a random blanket on a chair and walked back over, laying you down softly on the large couch. Resting the blanket on top of you, he crawled in behind you as he was much larger than you. Wrapping his arms around you, you felt him kiss your head, making your chest warm.
"Thank you for being my favorite fan"
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I SEE YOU (FIRST TIME IS A CHARM)
a/n: a simple first date of frat!miguel and cheerleader!reader after the party
warnings; tiny angst but then turned to comfort<3
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miguel sometimes think it would be good if he occasionally pinches himself in the arm. or glen could do it if he wanted to since heâs got quite a grip. enough to make sure heâs not living the dream.
for example, finally scoring a chance to take you out after months of pining on you? not getting rejected by his long time crush?! scratch pinching, somebody slap the dog shit out of him and tell him that this is real,
he had texted beck prior the date that he needed his right hand man to keep tabs on everything at the party. and being the good best friend that he is, beck congratulated him for finally having the balls to actually do it,
beck: so i guess that means we donât have to hear about you moaning her name again during sleep?
miguel: shut the fuck up, kingsley. do as what youâre told.
beck: aye aye buddy
âso uh.. are you hungry? we could grab something to eat if you want toâ he asked you while looking over to the passengers seat
âstarving, actuallyâ you replied with a giggle, and he felt his heart skip a beat at the sound. âgot any recommendations, oâhara?â
but for a guy who knows his ways around women, he sure is nervous when it comes to you. and fuck, he cursed himself for being like this. he wanted to look cool in front of you, not stupid. what is wrong with him?!
âwell we can have something off the diner on 13th street. thatâs twenty minutes from campus, though. sushi stop, i know one where they serve the best sashimi. and kebab food truck but i donât think you-â
âa kebab?!â a gasp fell from your mouth, eyes widening at the sound of middle eastern delicacy. âyes. no doubt. i want it. letâs punch it!â
he swore heâs not the type who falls in love quickly. but the way your eyes twinkle in excitement when he mentioned about kebabs,
he might just have,
he smiled at you before putting his focus back on the road. âkebab food truck it isâ
one thing that miguel had forgotten to mention, is that food trucks donât have tables and chairs. so people either eat them while standing up or inside their cars,
he didnât want to trouble you at all, because looking at you right now, in a very pretty dress and heels, he doubt. that you actually wanted to eat while standing up,
âiâm so sorry, muñeca. i forgot to say something about thisâ he scratched the back of his head. eyes looking through the window where the kebab truck is at,
with a shrug you shot him a reassuring smile. âi donât mind standing up while eating if thatâs what you worried aboutâ
he shook his head. âi mind actually. canât let you eat and get tired while standing. how about weâll eat in my car and iâll go order something for you, si? what do you prefer? i swear if it you say vegan, i will leave youâ
you laughed at that comment, âno of course not. iâll get the chicken one, medium sized. and a cold waterâ
he pulled out his cash from the back pocket, smiling at you. âbe right backâ
there was definitely something different about him. a good different. one of them was how miguel is not how the people at campus had painted him to be. could be too soon for that conclusion but throughout the car ride, you were extremely sure that miguel is not a jackass.
instead, he had asked about which songs you wanted him to play in his car. whether or not if youâre comfortable and constantly saying sorry if he overstepped. it all seemed so sweet to you,
your friends would probably give you a weird look praising such simple things. the bare minimum. but these days, those âbare minimumsâ are hard to pluck from a decent person, correct? nothingâs wrong with praising them anyway.
he knocked on the window, pulling you out of the train thoughts, in which you then rolled it down. âhere you go, muñeca. the man assumed that it was for me so he put a lot of chicken there, so-â
âitâs fine. i said i was starving anywayâ you took it from his hand, the smell of the delicious meal was making your mouth water.
miguel had himself crouched down to your eye level, thumb pointing over his shoulder. âso. standing up? or my car?â
you thought for a while, then an idea came into your mind with a pretty smile. âgot a better oneâ
miguel frowned in confusion at that, watching you opening the door before walking out of the vehicle. and thatâs when you and him standing almost chest to chest, unintentionally.
the moment he looked at you, his mind immediately went blank. in that exact moment, he thought that if it was possible to put charges on someone for how they stare with their eyes, yours would be number one.
because it felt like he was getting hypnotized by your beautiful irises and that thereâs no turning back for him. he would volunteer to drown himself in them if it means he gets to see those eyes forever,
ââway nicerâ
he blinked. mentally slapping himself in the forehead because he had just realized he wasnât listening to you at all, too busy day dreaming about your gaze.
âiâm sorry, w-what were you saying?â
an amused smile made it towards your lips, âi said, we could sit by the pavement here. itâs way nicer. we could act like one of those drunk people after night out.â
âbut weâre not drunk, muñecaâ
âi said act, miguelâ you reply in a duh tone, closing the door behind before guiding him to one of the empty ones where itâs not taken, âsee? this oneâs good spotâ
one thing he noticed, you were wearing a pretty dress. âwait!â miguel then rushed towards the back of his car to grab a jacket before going back to you and laying it down on the asphalt. âthere. now you can sitâ
that one made your heart flutter, eyes moved up to him. âmiguel you canât just do that. your jacket will get dirtyâ
âI donât mind. they made washing machine for a reason. i wasnât going to let your dress get dirty anyway. the color is too prettyâ he smiled, finally taking a seat on the rough surface with you following his actions after,
it was quite a cold night, and you regret not bringing a jacket along with you. what even was this weather? sometimes itâs hot, sometimes itâs rainy and sometimes you couldnât even fucking predict it,
you tried not to let the chills get to you, because it seemed like miguel wasnât really bothered by it. this man had his whole arms out in a muscle tank and he sat still like it was nothing,
âthis is the best kebab i have ever tastedâ you moaned with your eyes close on you had the first bite, chewing on the sweet delish,
miguel tried not to let his mind wander when he saw you doing that. âyou like it?â
âlike?! i love it! miguel this is amazing!â eyes turning into hearts when you gaze the food upon your hands, âhow did you find this perfect place?â
âme and the guys often tried to find new places to eat other than burgers and hot dogs after parties and football practiceâ he settled his legs down, crossing them. âsaw this truck while passing by and decided to give it a goâ
you hummed. âdo you do that a lot?â
âdo what a lot?â
âpartyingâ you took another bite, looking over at him as he raised his brows at the question,
âw-wellâ he chuckled nervously, thinking of a better way to answer. âif iâm being honest, i donât enjoy it⊠as much as i did beforeâ
âreally?â
âyeah. it was fun at first. partying, getting shit faced⊠feels lame now. also, probably because now i think of alcohol are just empty caloriesâ
âis that why you wanted to take me out? so you didnât have a reason to stay there?â
his eyes turned wide, shaking his head in panic mode. âwhat? no! no of course not! i wanted to! i meanâit just felt like it was the perfect timing! and iâ Iâsoâdidnât i tell you i have a crush on you?!â
with that, you laughed. placing a hand over his knee. âjust joking, miguelâ
oh fuck youâre touching him.
âkeep it cool, miguelâ he thought,
âoh-oh right, right. sorryâ he replied, clearing his throat. still feeling nervous. âyou know, i rarely see you at our weekly parties. only gloria and some of your friends.â he pointed out. wiping some of the sauce from the corner of his lips,
you answered. ânot really my sceneâ
âyou donât like parties?â
ânot really. i prefer when itâs just a few people that i know. not a whole campus. i like it better when itâs intimateâ
âwhy is that?â he couldnât help but ask,
âso i can hear people better when they talk. i love having a conversationâ. itâs simple really. and itâs true.
you havenât gone out to wild parties or clubs in a while, and it was safe to say that your life is truly at peace now. not saying that you would turn down any offer to go to one, but you just donât do it as often,
waste of money and energy. simple things like sleeping before eleven, waking up early, getting your work done and having walks or working out regularly have been your main priorities now,
âah, i seeâ he nodded at that, a smile appeared on his face. âintimate party yeah? i keep that in mindâ
you raised one of your brows. âyou donât have to just because i said so, miguelâ
he shrugged, taking another bite of his food âif thatâs what i have to do just so i could see you around more oftenâ
his response completely took you by surprise. and you had no clue what to say to that. fluttered? sure, thatâs why you tried to suppress the smile on your face by looking away. you were quite thankful that it was dark out. that way, he wouldnât be able to see the blush prominent on your cheeks.
the two of you sat there in comfortable silence for a while. devouring the perfect late night meal while watching the cars go by, accompanied by mindless chatters from left to right,
it did come to a surprise that you and miguel have a lot more in common than you think. something that you didnât see coming. hell, you didnât even think that you would actually converse with the head of a fraternity and captain of a football team.
a person whom you always try to avoid ever since freshmen year.
âanother thingâwhy havenât i seen you in lots of my games?â
âmiguel, i come to your games. iâm the cheerleader for crying out loudâ
âwhat i meant was why have you never stick around? you do your part and then poof! youâre goneâ
raising an eyebrow, you eye him. âare you stalking me now?â he laughs at the accusation, but itâs not entirely false. âi have no reason to stay, why would i stick around?â
ânot even for me?â he fakes a dramatic gasp, hand over his chest as if heâs actually hurt. âthat pains me, muñecaâ
âyouâre getting way ahead of yourself, oâharaâ you reply with an eye roll but smile anyway,
miguel then looks at the road, shaking his head. âunbelievable. and here i thought about handing you my jersey for you to wear next at our championship gameâ
and man, did your heart somehow stop for a second there.
because miguel oâhara do not give away his jersey numbers. not the real one nor the merch ones.
âyouâre joking?â
âwhy would i be?â miguel turned his head at you, finding it is much better to look at you rather than the busy road ahead of him,
shrugging, you looked down at your open kebab. âpeople talk about how your jerseys are off limits. you donât give away those numbers for anyoneâ
âwellâ he breathed out, chewing his lower lip while fiddling with his fingers. âyouâre not just anyone to meâ
a breath hitched on your throat when his ruby eyes met with your pretty ones once more. and he made a mental note on how your smile deflated in seconds after he said that,
and fuck fuck fuck, he didnât mean to make you feel weird or uncomfortable. it was the last thing he wanted to do. because he did feel like he was confessing too much to you that night.
but what could he have done?! he likes you and you make him nervous. put the two and two together, and miguel would sputter bunch of shit from his mouth without actually thinking,
âshitâ he shook his head, looking away from embarrassment. âi didnâtâI didnât mean to say thatâ i mean, i did butâsorry if it made you feel weird. that was too straight forwardâ
you couldnât lie, it was rather entertaining to see the captain of a football team and the so called âplayer of campusâ stumble upon his words like that. usually, you would simply roll your eyes and brushed every single guy who had said that to you. because you knew all they wanted to do was to get into your pants,
however miguel looked genuine. and by how fast his cheeks were warming to the color of crimson red or how he scratched the tip of his ears was pretty explanatory,
he wasnât trying to get into your pants,
instead of giving him a dirty look, you just smiled shyly at him who looked down on his lap. probably re-thinking about his life choices.
âthatâs cuteâ you managed to mumble, scooting a bit closer to his body. putting the half of kebab down beside you. âyou actually like me, huh?â
he scoffed at the silly thought, as if the answer to that question had already been written well enough. âi really like youâ he confessed, craning his head towards you and he almost passed out on how close you were to him. âmakes me go crazy every time i see you, muñecaâi counted the times that you looked at me for just one split second and i died on days that you didnâtâ
the way he spoke so carefully and lovingly with you was truly something you had longed from someone. took you by surprise just how much it meant to him for something so simple like wanting you to look at him for once,
one that you didnât expect miguel oâhara would have said,
âyeah?â and this time, your voice wavered a little. almost like he made his mission accomplished by making you nervous too. âhave you been gawking at me then?â
âgod you made it sound like iâm a creepâ he shook his head out of embarrassment making you laugh. ânot gawkâjust simply admiring you from afarâduring class and your cheerleading practice. but itâs not a weird ass admiring or something like that. hope thatâs okayâ
it was. indeed it was.
because before this happened, you always assumed that miguel was the typical jock that romcoms have always shown. heartless, player, annoying, screw ups, and the list goes on.
but fuck was he different.
âmore than okayâ you responded rather quietly, letting your shoulder touched with his and it made miguelâs eyebrows quirk upwards,
and the moment miguel let his eyes looked into yours for more than twenty seconds, he knew for the second time that nightâhe was in. hooked line and sinker.
you pulled him in deeper than anyone had ever did without you even realizing. he hadnât even shared a three hour conversation with you. this is the longest he had spoken with the girl he had a crush on,
miguel gulped by the sight of your pretty lips and doe eyes looking up at him. the innocence twinkled within your gaze and he had to refrain himself from kissing you out in the street,
it was one of the hardest thing he had to do that night,
âi just wanted you to give me a chanceâ he admitted, resting his arms on his knees as he stared at you. âto look at me as meânot as someone who people had spread rumors about on campusâbecause iâm not thatâ i donât sleep around, i promise I donâtâ
it was a weird feeling on how your heart broke a little by how defeated he sounded at the moment. his eyes were soften, voice turned small. he was begging silently for you to look past the âplayboy miguelâ talk from the people that barely even knows him,
he didnât care if others donât believe him but he cared if you did.
thatâs the only approval he needed,
âi want you to see meâ he shyly continued when you chose not to say anything, only looking at him with your widening eyes. âthatâs allâ
trust has always been something you struggle with from time to time. because itâs easier said than done.
relationships are indeed not your strongest virtue. you shared some in the past but not all of it were pretty except for one. and you havenât even heard about that person in a long time but you did wish he was okay.
it is unbelievably difficult to put your heart upon someone elseâs hands and asking them to take care of it knowing how easy it would be for them to break it along the way,
which was the reason why you avoided miguel in the first place,
to say you hate him with all of your guts and soul would probably be too much. you wouldnât go that far. you hardly know the man.
but you were persuaded by the gossips and girl talk scattered throughout campus. how he used girls for sex, only to dump them the next day. despite gloria telling you the opposite, you refused to believe her. you were solemnly only trying to protect yourself.
yet only now the guilt was eating you alive. why didnât you even try to find out for yourself instead of listening to a gang of plastics who love to start off disgusting rumors about others?
looking at him now just made your heart clenched and for your head tilt to the side, just so you can look at him a bit better. you wanted to look at his eyes. you wanted him to not avoid your gaze because you understood now,
more clearer than ever.
âi do. i see you, miguelâ you placed a hand on top of his, gently rubbing the skin until his ruby eyes turned to you at the sudden affection,
miguelâs heart almost did a somersault at your smile. even more to the words you had chosen to say next,
âi see you, babyâ
â
reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated! it would make my day:)
#frat!miguel#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara blurbs#miguel o'hara x fem!reader#short one i know but i have no idea what to put in more lol
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work is driving me fucking insane this week, so here's this silly self-indulgent thing i wrote to distract myself.
the spirit of this post is here as well XD
coffee shop au, meet cute, literally falling for your crush
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In retrospect, forgetting to eat for three meals in a row wasn't Dream's best move. Not that he'd done it on purpose. Hence the forgetting. But taking time to cook always felt so wasteful when he was finally making progress on his novel. He could eat later, whenever the hyperfocus burned itself out.
The only thing that eventually got him out of the house was caffeine. He'd run out of both coffee and tea in the dysfunction of this week, and thus was forced to venture out to the cafe a few blocks away from his flat in search of enough energy to keep him awake for a few more hours.
Technically, there was a place that was closer. There was also a grocery store, where he could have bought coffee grounds. But Dream took the excuse to go a bit further, and not for the quality of the coffee.
He and Johanna, on the occasion she could convince Dream to leave the house and attempt to be part of society, had first started coming to this particular coffee shop because Johanna's girlfriend Rachel worked there. But Dream had to admit that what really kept him coming back, including at times when he wasn't being dragged along by Johanna, was another employee entirely.
Hob.
Hob was, in Rachel's words, "a perfectly nice guy but I don't know why you're so obsessed with him." In Johanna's words, Hob was, "quite fit, I can't lie, but I really thought you'd have gone for someone who's a bit more of an arts gremlin like you."
In Dream's words, Hob was perfect. He always had a smile for Dream, and a kind word or compliment, and he had kind eyes, and nice hands, and was terribly handsome. Dream had never been particularly attracted to masculinity before but Hob was proving him wrong over and over. He looked like he was strong enough to pick Dream up, and that did all sorts of exciting things to Dream's insides. Dream may or may not have had an actual dream about Hob holding his hand.
Hob also made terrible coffee. But Dream didn't care. He took whatever coffee Hob made him, whether the grounds were burnt, or it had way too much cream, or was vastly overbrewed, and drank it quite happily, sneaking looks at Hob all the while. Because Hob's coffee might be awful, but he always smiled at Dream as he gave it to him, and sometimes their hands brushed and it sent a thrilling little shock up Dream's arms. And anything Hob made for him felt made with love, he could tell, it was like a homemade birthday cake with uneven frosting and an undercooked part in the middle.
It was possible Dream should care more about the quality of the coffee and less about the symbolism of it.
In any case, he went to the coffee shop, underfed and undercaffeinated, hoping that Hob would be there, even if it meant he would have to down another cup of extremely bad coffee. Hob should be there, he did usually work Tuesday afternoons, not that Dream had memorized his schedule like a stalker or anything.
He stepped inside, the little bell over the door jingling, and found that he was right, Hob was there. A thrill of delight ran through him. Dream did not often feel anything as carefree or joyous as delight, but he was very sleep-deprived, and Hob was there, so there it was. Rachel was also working, and waved to him as he stepped up to the counter. As she and Johanna were both very aware of his embarrassing crush on Hob--much to Dream's chagrin--she didn't come over to take his order, instead leaving him to Hob.
"Hey, it's Dream, right?" said Hob, wiping off his hands on a towel and leaning on the counter, looking at Dream with a smile. He knows my name, Dream thought with a heady rush, then remembered that Hob was obligated to write it on his coffee cup, and that Dream came here often, and it didn't have to mean anything. "Dark roast with almond milk and caramel?"
How Hob could be so diligent about remembering his order and so terrible at making it, Dream didn't know. "That's correct," he said.
Behind Hob, Rachel mouthed keep going, which Dream took to mean that if he wanted to get anywhere he had to attempt to engage Hob in slightly more conversation than his usual coffee-ordering script. This was unfortunately true, particularly since Hob had already nullified half the sentences Dream would usually say by predicting his order.
"You remembered my order," he said, which felt like a reasonably normal response, definitely better than do you want to see if you can pick me up? which would probably be creepy. Rachel gave him a thumbs up.
"Of course. You're quite memorable," said Hob, and winked at him. Was he flirting? Dream would like to think so, but he wasn't usually very good at picking up on that sort of thing. Why would Hob be interested in him anyway? Perhaps he meant that Dream was memorable in a bad way, that he was annoying or weird, or--
Dream still hadn't responded.
"I am not trying to be," he said, and behind Hob, Rachel sighed. It was true, though. In most areas of life Dream preferred to go unnoticed. It was only Hob's attention that made him feel all bubbly inside.
"Task failed successfully," said Hob, "because I can't stop noticing you."
Was Dream... still succeeding at the conversation? That was truly unexpected, that he hadn't already turned Hob off by being utterly unsuitable for human society.
"Is that a good thing?" Dream asked.
"Is it?" asked Hob.
Undoubtedly it was. Dream liked the thought of Hob noticing him. He liked the thought of Hob remembering his name, and his coffee order, and when he came into the cafe, with as much detail as Dream had memorized his schedule. He did not normally like having people's eyes on him but he liked the thought of Hob looking. Of Hob caring about what he saw. It made him feel interesting and worthy, and sort of giddy and lightheaded--
Oh. No. That wasn't Hob's attention. That was the fact that the last meal he'd eaten had been a sleeve of biscuits for breakfast two days ago, and that he'd been on his feet for a long time, or what constituted a long time when one had only had a sleeve of biscuits two days ago to eat. And he hadn't slept, and he'd had quite an exciting few minutes just now, and apparently this all meant that his body had decided it needed to check out for a moment, thanks, goodbye.
Inconvenient timing, Dream thought, as everything went sort of spinny and blurry. He was making such progress! He really thought Hob might even like him, and falling on the ground was not going to help his case.
Inevitable now, though. The last thing he saw before he passed out was Hob's face, expression shifting from amusement to concern, and really, there were worse ways to go out.
He woke up not much later, or at least it felt like little time had passed, to find himself lying down on a couch in what seemed to be the cafe's back office, as best as his overtaxed mind could gather. And Hob was crouched beside him, looking at him worriedly, Rachel leaning over his shoulder, face likewise creased in concern.
Dream wondered how he had gotten to the couch. Had Hob carried him there? It was a pleasant thought, though he wished he could have experienced it in person.
"You know," said Hob, "there are easier ways to get out of talking to me than blacking out." The words were light, but he sounded genuinely stressed out about it.
Dream immediately felt bad. "I'm sorry."
Hob chucked him on the cheek, a light touch that felt fond. "Not what I meant. Are you okay?"
Dream carefully pushed himself up to sitting, Hob watching all the while, hands hovering over him but not touching. Dream sat up. His head didn't spin. "I am okay," he said.
"Probably didn't eat anything today, huh?" said Rachel. She didn't look quite as concerned as Hob did, she was used to Dream's habits. Meanwhile, for all Hob knew, Dream had a brain tumor and would imminently die.
"No," Dream admitted. "I was... occupied."
"Will you be okay here for a sec?" Hob asked, brow scrunching as if he truly thought Dream might just collapse again onto the floor without him. "I'll get you some water. Something to eat, too."
It was worth fainting in a public place, Dream thought, just to have Hob look at him with such care.
When Dream nodded, Hob hurried away to do just that.
Only now his crush was going to be one million times worse, and certainly not reciprocated, not after the scene he'd caused.
Beside him, Rachel was laughing, hiding it behind her hand.
"Is my suffering humorous to you?" Dream asked, but there was no heat in it, he was too busy looking after where Hob had disappeared.
"You should have seen it," she said. "He launched himself over the counter to catch you. Oh my god, I wish you could have witnessed it."
"Surely Hob would aid any customer in distress," Dream sniffed. But something turned over in his stomach, a little flutter of hope.
"Yeah but not literally vault the counter. It was terrific. I was worried he'd break a hip."
"I'm not that old," said Hob, coming back around the corner and crouching beside Dream again, water bottle and what looked like a chocolate muffin clasped in his hands.
Rachel was unrepentant. "You're lucky you didn't wind up on the floor, too."
"You caught me," said Dream, staring into Hob's eyes. He had such pretty eyes. Rich brown, like coffee with a dash of cream.
Dream might still be a bit lightheaded.
"Of course," said Hob, and uncapped the water, handing it to him. Dream took slow sips, realizing as he did that he hadn't drank any water all day. "I'm fond of you, you know. Can't let you hit your head on the floor."
Fond. Dream might faint again.
"Should I take you to hospital or something?" Hob asked, still so concerned it was making that floaty feeling bubble up again in Dream's chest.
"I will be fine here," he said.
"He just fell for you, that's all," said Rachel, and Dream glared at her. She just smiled back. "Swooned and everything."
"I did not swoon," Dream protested.
"You kind of did, actually," said Hob. "I've never seen someone just crumple so dramatically."
"Oh, have you seen many people faint, then?"
"No, but--"
"I'm going to man the till," said Rachel, patting Dream on the arm. "I don't think I want to be in the middle of this. Let me know if you want me to take you home, Dream." She winked at him. "Unless you'd rather Hob do it."
Johanna was never this meddlesome, Dream thought bitterly. She just made fun of him and left it at that.
Then he was alone with Hob, which was both an exciting and anxiety-inducing state of affairs. He clutched his water bottle for balance.
"Um. I got you this," said Hob, and handed him the muffin. "Made them this morning."
Dream was really quite hungry, so despite Hob's poor coffee record, he took a bite of the muffin.
And this was how he learned that Hob was utterly lacking in coffee-making skills because all his talent was in baking.
The chocolate was so rich, it tasted more like cake than a muffin. the chocolate chips melted on his tongue, and he had to force himself not to just immediately take another huge bite. He really was so hungry. Perhaps, now that he knew he could get such things here, he would have a reason to visit the cafe other than just Hob -- and a reason to eat breakfast, too.
"Good?" said Hob, and Dream nodded, licking the melted chocolate from his lips, and he didn't fail to notice Hob watching the movement of his tongue. Perhaps Johanna and Rachel were right, and it wasn't hopeless, even if Dream's best attempt at flirting back was collapsing onto the floor.
He did not know what possessed him then. Perhaps it was the chocolate. Perhaps it was the worry still lingering in Hob's warm eyes, or maybe he had just hit his head and forgotten about it. Either way, he leaned forward in his seat, and kissed Hob on the lips.
His lips were so soft. Just as Dream had dreamt they would be. Hob made a sound of surprise against Dream's mouth, and caught him by the arms so he wouldn't fall out of his chair. Which was a definite possibility, though now the lightheadedness was not caused by a calorie deficit but rather because he was kissing Hob.
Hob who was kissing him back, too. Softening against his mouth, licking the remaining chocolate from Dream's lips. Would Hob hug him, too? If he had already caught him? Dream had fantasized so much about being hugged by Hob.
Only one way to find out. He leaned into Hob's arms, and Hob caught him again, wrapping his arms around Dream's back. He was so warm, and strong. He was wonderful.
"It is a good thing," he said into Hob's shoulder.
"What is?"
"You noticing me."
Hob chuckled. The sound rumbled through Dream's chest. "It's not hard to do. I've been eyeing you for a while, you know. I always hoped you'd talk to me more."
"I am not very good at talking more," said Dream.
"I think I've got that now." Hob pulled back to look at him, the corners of his eyes crinkling as he smiled. "Falling over is more your style."
"I only faint on occasion," Dream protested, which only seemed to amuse Hob more.
"Well. If talking is a bit tough, maybe we can go for a walk sometime?" He tucked a strand of Dream's hair behind his ear, and Dream shivered. Hob clocked it, too, and let his hand rest on the back of Dream's head, fingers curled in his hair as his gaze flicked to Dream's lips and back up. "Or. Something else?"
Dream thought something else might make him spontaneously combust. That might have to wait a bit, at least until he could cope with Hob looking at him like that without feeling like he was about to explode in a flurry of butterflies.
"A walk, if you will hold my hand," he said, and Hob smiled, and took his hand, and Dream learned that all dreams really could come true at once.
#this is SO silly#hob is literally the most average guy and dream is salivating with lust and completely ferally obsessed with him#it's mutual tho dream is literally a gremlin and hob is like đ wow he's beautiful he's like an angel#and then they lived happily ever after#dreamling#dream of the endless#hob gadling#my writing#sex scene between these two would be funny as fuck i think hob would touch dream once and he would come instantly and maybe also faint
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HEYYYY SWEETHEART đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ i have this idea about yubin...đ©đ© soooo reader at yubin house because they having a sleepover together. anyways yubin was busy buying snacks and he thought reader wouldn't cook so when he get back home, reader greet him while he wearing an apron like housewife greet their husband.. how yubin will react?.. i have two things in mind. its either yubin get excited and hide it or he just fuck reader on the table?.. (with the apron on) i don't know... đđ
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Rating âș NSFT
Warnings âș none
Kinks âș feminization, dumbification, light praise
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Yubin was excited. He had been able to convince (Name) to stay at his house for the night after they finished their homework.
He was lucky that it was Saturday tomorrow. The bag of ingredients he got to make tteokbokki bounced as he skipped around in excitement.
Yubin had a semi decent plan. Flex his semi decent cooking skills and get (Name) into bed.
And basically have sex but heâd take cuddling tonight as well.
A mischievous smirk was on his lips as he unlocked the door to his house and stepped inside, taking off his shoes. âHyung?â
âYubin!â
Yubin wanted to kill himself. Coming from the kitchen was the most beautiful man heâd ever seen. God, heâd never get tired of seeing (Name) as if it was still the first time.
(Name) was dressed in his pajamas but had an apron on. Yubinâs motherâs apron. It was a bit tight on (Name) but only really set to push up his boobs.
Honestly, with the way (Name) was standing in front of him, itâŠ
It was like (Name) was his very own housewife.
Yubin felt himself choke on his own spit. (Name) looked a bit disturbed at this but could only watch as Yubin forced a tight smile.
âYou shouldâve told me you could cook⊠I wouldnât have bought stuff to make tteokbokki.â
âWe can use it for dinner tomorrow,â (Name) smiled, reaching over to take the bags from Yubin.
âNo! I can carry it for my wife!â
Oh.
Yubin and (Name) stared at each other for a moment, a definite silence taking over. Ah, Yubin should really learn to shut his fucking mouth sometimes.
But he will silently congratulate himself on making (Name) look embarrassed. It was something he took pleasure in.
âOkay,â (Name) muttered. âI need to go check on the stewâŠâ he quickly walked away.
Yubin wanted to kill himself but decided heâd do that later. He dejectedly joined (Name) in the kitchen as he began to put away the stuff he bought.
The only sound accompanying them was the light hum of the television that was still on in the living room. Yubin honestly hoped he didnât push (Name) too hard.
He was ready to apologize until (Name) glanced back at him with a shy expression.
âGo sit down. Iâll serve you your dinnerâŠâ
Yubin paused but did as he was told, walking over to the dinning room and sitting down. He was trying to think if (Name) was actually about to act like a housewife or if he just misheard him.
Turns out he didnât when (Name) came over with his bowl and a soda from the fridge. Yubin couldnât help the boner he had.
His crush was acting like a cute housewife. He actually served him his food. Was he dreaming?
This couldnât be real life! (Name) came back with his own bowl and soda, sitting down from across Yubin. The dinning table was small, usually only having Yubin and his mother during meals.
âThank you,â Yubin muttered, honestly shocked someone as⊠less academically inclined like (Name) could cook something that smelled so nice.
(Name) simply hummed and began to eat, not looking at Yubin at all. The two sat in silence as they ate, glancing at the other form time to time.
Yubin was about to just let it continue like that until he felt that his boned needed some attention.
Might as well get it from the man who sucked it twice.
â(Name), who taught you how to cook?â Heâll start slow, make sure to get the other horny before just pulling out his cock.
âOh, my dad. Is it goodâŠ?â
âItâs in close competition with my momâs,â Yubin joked, enjoying the bashful smile he got. âDid you⊠like it when I called you my house wife?â
(Name) blush, âwhat?! No way!â
âBut youâre still wearing the apronâŠâ
âIâŠâ
âCâmere.â
(Name) bit his lip but did as he was told, walking over to where Yubin sat. Yubin grinned, happy with himself at how easily (Name) bend to his commands.
Yubin reached out and grasped (Name)âs ass, gently kneading it as he looked up at his crush with pouty lips. âCan I fuck my beautiful housewife?â
(Name) gasped at the title. He hated how he wanted Yubin to keep calling him that. Honestly, he kept dreaming of being Yubinâs actual housewife.
Waiting at home for his husband while he cooked and cleaned. Took care of the house and maybe even childrenâŠ
Oh, he was certainly going insane.
âYou mayâŠâ (Name) whispered, gasping as Yubin quickly stood up and pushed him to lay on the table.
âThank you for the meal, Hyungie~!â Yubin grinned as he pulled off (Name)âs bottoms, getting full access to his hole.
They didnât have any sort of lube so Yubin knew he had to improvise. He kneeled down and made his mouth level with the new territory in front of him.
He gripped (Name)âs muscular thighs tightly as he went straight in, lapping at his hole as the man beneath him screeched out in shock.
(Name) didnât know how to feel. It felt dirty but the tongue inside of him was giving him a new type of pleasure. Heâd never put anything in his asshole.
Yet here Yubin was, easily easing his tongue in and out as if he had done it before. Pathetic moans left (Name)âs lips as his back arched off the table, his legs twitching in Yubinâs hold.
Yubin ate as if he was a starved man. And honestly he felt as if he was. His first time getting to truly taste his (Name). His housewife. And it tasted good.
The noises that left his lover was honestly a bonus that caused him to go harder. Even if he didnât get to use his cock inside, heâd die happily right now.
âBinnieâŠ. oh!â (Name) cried, not knowing what that nickname did to Yubin.
Itâd only been almost a month and he already had a nickname for him. Oh, he was truly whipped for this man. Yubin reached one finger down to begin slipping one in.
The hole was slick enough it which earned Yubin a mewl from (Name). Yubin pulled away from his now slicked hole and slipped in two more fingers beside the first. (Name) cried out at the odd feeling.
âWe can wait,â Yubin said, a smile on his lips. âOur first time needs to be special.â
Yeah he was a pervert but he was also a romantic at heart.
(Name) hummed. He was a bit disappointed but knew he himself wasnât actually ready for any cock to go inside his hole.
Yubin grinned as his finger pushed in deep and pressed against something that made (Name) see stars. (Name) cried out when he continued to touch that spot, smirking at how easily he turned into putty from this.
He really had (Name) on his fingertips faster than he believed he could.
âCum for me, baby.â Yubin muttered, moving to lay on top of (Name). His fingers continued to harshly press against (Name)âs prostate, rubbing it to get out those tiny screams and whimpers from his lover.
(Name) could never go back to just regular old masturbation after this. Honestly, he wasnât sure if he could do anything without Yubin there to lead the way.
He hated to admit that he loved Yubin leading their relationship.
âBinnieâŠâ (Name) mewled as he felt his cock twitch. Yubin loved the imagine in front of him.
(Name) on the table as if he was meal for him to devour. Messy hair, the feminine apron still on him, his pajama shirt riding up, and his face flushed red as he moaned in pleasure.
âYouâre almost there, baby.â Yubin whispered, deciding heâll be nice tonight. (Name) whimpered, gripping Yubinâs shoulder as he arched his back with his mouth opened in a silent scream.
His cock twitched once or twice before cumming, shooting it on the apron as he shuddered in pleasure. Yubin continued to thrust his fingers inside, enjoying the whines of overstimulation he got from (Name).
He finally stopped when (Name) could no longer cum, licking off his fingers as (Name) watched. (Name) hated how his hole twitched at the sight.
Fuck, he was truly in too deep now.
âââââââââ àłàŸàż ËË-
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Yubinâs a bit of a romantic despite being a massive perv, multi layered if you will đ€
Keitaâs meet cute tomorrow!
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Say My Name - Sevika x Reader
NSFW!
Words: 1.5k
Warnings: Explicit, Cunnilingus, edging, drunk reader
Summary: Sevikaâs dream comes true the instant you stumbled into her room drunk.
âMoreâŠâ The sight before Sevika made her even more aroused.
Your strained voice echoed through the room as the older woman fastened her pace, her tongue moving rapidly against your clit.
âIâm going toââ
â
The older woman was startled by a sudden knock, jolting her out of her dream.
âSevikaaaaâŠâ
Upon hearing the familiar voice, she eased the tension in her body, her angry expression turning into a calm one.
As she sat up in her bed, scenes from her dream suddenly played in her head.
Fuck.
It was one of those nights again.
â
Sevika never thought of catching feelings for anyone. She actually never thought she was capable of having feelings even.
She was certain she never had feelings for you too.
Ever since you stepped foot into Silcoâs shimmer business, you have become one of his goons.
Although you were always by her side, the older woman only saw you like the other Zaunites.
Not until these dreams kept occurring.
She never knew how it started, but letâs just say that whenever she has these silly dreamsâ
She cannot look at you in the eyes without thinking about it.
â
Sevika swung open the door, looking down at you before rolling her eyes and gesturing you to come in.
âSevikaâŠâ
The older woman didnât respond to you.
âSevikaâŠâ
âStop it.â
Sevika yanked you forcefully, making you sit in the sofa. The moment your eyes spotted the half-empty glass of whiskey on the table, your arm instinctively stretched out, craving for another sip.
âTouch that and Iâll break your arm.â
You snickered at her before settling into the sofa, awkwardly shifting your weight as you lowered yourself down.
âBehave.â
âSevik-â
âShut it.â
Sevika never imagined she'd find herself in this situation where she was the caretaker.
To be honest, she doesnât know how to.
âDo you see yourself right now?â
The older woman huffed in annoyance, immediately pouring a glass of water before sliding it toward you.
âNo.â
"Drink.â She growled, her voice deepening as she glared at you. But you remained stubborn, shaking your head defiantly.
Impatiently, Sevika snatched the glass of water and forcefully poured the liquid into your mouth, causing you to cough and push her hand away, spilling the remaining water all over your shirt.
The older woman's eyes involuntarily traced the thin trail of water as it trickled down your chin and onto your neck.
She immediately looked away, taking a long deep breath to control herself.
With drunken eyes, you shifted your body toward the older woman, resting your head against the side of her arm.
Sevika froze in place, her head slowly turning to look at you.
You craned your head upward with a sheepish smile before leaning closer to kiss her on the cheek.
Just as Sevika was about to react, you gently caressed the side of her face before going for her lips.
Sevikaâs entire body tensed up, not realizing that she was holding her breath until you pulled away with a disappointed expression on your face.
â
You wouldnât say it was love at first sight, but the moment you saw Sevika enter Silcoâs office for the very first time, you couldnât help but stare.
Something was alluring about this woman.
But now all those feelings are crushed when you realize that the woman in front of you didnât reciprocate the kiss.
â
Just as you were about to stand up, you felt a pair of strong arms around your waist, pulling you in.
Your body collided with hers, the same pair of arms enveloping you before her lips gently met yours.
Sevika hummed into the kiss, one of her hands finding its way to the nape of your neck.
Still, in a drunken state, you couldnât really process what was going on. You felt like the world was spinning before concluding that you were being carried bridal-style.
As much as she is excited, Sevika gently places you on her bed, adjusting the pillow beneath your head, before pulling down your bra.
You whimpered, feeling the cold air nip at your naked body.
Sevika slightly pulled away, her eyes moving hastily as if she were trying to take in every single detail of you.
âFuck, Y/NâŠâ
The older womanâs tongue went for your neck, licking and sucking until red spots appeared. You winced, feeling her teeth grazing over your soft skin.
âMoreâŠâ
Sevika paused, the word echoed in her head, causing her to recall the exact same word that came out of your mouth from her recent dream.
Her heart quickened, losing control as she tightened her grip on you.
âSay it again,â Her grey eyes fixated on you as she ordered which you obeyed without hesitation.
The older woman hovered over you, peppering kisses all over your breasts before enveloping one with her lips, her tongue circling the hard peak. You moaned, your back arching as you begged for more, a hand finding its way to the back of her head, your fingers tangling in her hair.
Sevikaâs tongue continued to move at a consistent pace, making sure to give attention to the other side as her hand traveled down to your hip. Her fingers eagerly tugged on your pants, yanking them down before cupping the sensitive, wet spot between your legs.
Her lips traveled down to your stomach, her hands still fondling your breasts.
âSevikaâŠâ
âYes,â Sevika growled as she sucked on your sensitive skin, marking you, âMoan my name.â
The pad of her fingers mischievously danced around your body as she continued giving you wet kisses along the way. As her lips come across a specific area between your legs, she takes a good look at it, smirking to herself.
Her hands forcefully pushed the back of your thighs up, impatiently going in to lick the soft, wet spot, earning a loud moan from you.
Your hand clenched into a fist, desperate to find something to grip on as your legs tremble from the sudden contact.
Sevika groaned, lapping up the wetness with her tongue, relishing the taste of you before circling your entrance.
She sucked harder, skillfully moving her tongue, making sure that she didnât miss a spot.
âToo muchââ Your thighs shook in pleasure, wanting to close them shut but the older womanâs grip was too strong.
The older woman continued with her pattern, her tongue busily moving in all directions, starting from your clit and down to your entrance. Sevika didnât show any signs of stopping or getting tiredâ she just kept going.
Strands of her hair tickled the inside of your thighs as she focused on devouring you, making you even more sensitive than before.
âIâm going toââ
You started to feel the built-up knot twisting inside your abdomen.
Just as you were about to shut your eyes, waiting for the pleasurable feeling to burst, Sevika stopped completely, her tongue leaving your swollen clit.
âWhaââ You immediately looked down at her, her face still buried between your legs. The only problem was that she wasnât doing anything but staring back at you.
âWhy did you stop?â You pound your fist on the mattress in irritation.
âBeg for it.â Sevikaâs lips vibrated against your aching heat as she spoke.
âCome on⊠Say my name.â
âYou told me not to when I first got here.â You retorted, chuckling at your own response.
âItâs not the same, is it? Now youâre calling out my name because you have my head between your legs. Now say it,â Sevika sneered, the pad of her thumb teasingly swiping over your clit, âSay. My. Name.â
âFuck, Sevika,â You threw your head back, fully surrendering as you sense a familiar feeling inside your abdomen starting to grow from just the slight touch against your clit, âSevika pleaseâŠâ
Your hand instantly reaches down to hold her head in place, your hips grinding against her tongue before pushing yourself closer.
With your remaining strength, you kept grinding, trying to match the pace and rhythm before coming undone.
The older womanâs name echoed throughout the room, followed by your faint gasps as you tried to calm down.
Little did Sevika know, you were already sobering up, your eyes slowly moving across the ceiling as you process what had just happened.
As the older woman got up, licking the side of her lips to clean up the mess, she hovered over you, admiring the crimson hue of your cheeks.
âYou like that?â She purred, caressing the side of your face as she watched you adoringly, refusing to let go.
You shyly smiled, nodding your head before leaning your face into her palm, enjoying the warmth.
âNext time,â Sevika whispered into your ear, âSay my name more.â
You grinned, arms extending as you embrace the older woman firmly before drifting off to sleep.
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