#this is temporary but i just needed to do it.

[qussymagnet]

THANK YOU!! You are NOT going to cause any kind of damage to your dick/clit/whatever from using a vibrator a lot or jacking it often.

Sex toys are designed to be used at length safely. Unless you're buying some sketchy item from Amazon, you're probably gonna be fine. And even then, the greatest risk to you is probably that the materials the toy is made of are dangerous and that it might catch on fire if the electronics are cheap lol. You could in theory for example give yourself a blister or something, but that's super unlikely to happen anyway unless you're really going hard. And in that case you'd know because it would fucking hurt. If something you're doing is hurting (in a way that you don't intend ;) lol) just back the hell off for a couple days and you'll be good. But again, this type of thing is only going to happen if you're really going hard for hours on end and not listening to your body. It's much more likely that you're going to injure your hand or your wrist.

There is no evidence linking heavy vibrator use with decreased sensation. For those that experience a numbing sensation, here's what Healthline has to say:

Clinical sexologist Megan Stubbs, Ed.D, compares temporary numbness after vibrator use to the numbness your arm might experience after cutting grass or holding a Theragun. “It doesn’t last forever. With any kind of intense stimulation, your body just needs some time to reset and recover,” she says. Same goes for sex. Great news for vibrator lovers.

In fact, evidence shows that regularly jerking off is really good for sensitivity:

studies have shown that regular sexual activity, including the use of sex toys, can actually increase sensitivity over time. ... Sex toys improve blood circulation to the clitoris: The clitoris becomes extremely sensitive when there’s increased blood flow to the genitals. If you don’t stimulate the clitoris regularly through penetration, oral sex, fingering, masturbation, or sex toys, blood flow to the area can diminish, leading to a lack of sensitivity. Sex toys can gradually improve blood circulation to the genitals, helping you achieve better orgasms.

So if you really care about keeping things working great, you probably should go spend some time with your vibrator right now! lol

If you feel like you got kinda numbed out from being extra enthusiastic (not a crime lmao), just stop using the vibe for a while and your body will get back to whatever your baseline was prior, I swear. Or just use it on a lower setting and give your body some time to adjust to that again.

But yeah this mindset annoys me because not only is it shaming people, but it's just not factual whatsoever. People also have natural sensitivity differences and enjoy different things! And if you do feel a temporary loss of sensation, that does not mean something is damaged! It just means your body acclimated to you blasting it on high. Like, just use the toy on low or medium for a couple days and you're good.

"But - "

You're good.

And if you're asking me how I know this?

By straight up jorking it.

and by 'it', haha, well. let's just say.

My peanits.

this shit is soooooo infuriating to me like some people have trouble climaxing through NO fault of their own—maybe it’s a natural variation of their bodies maybe it’s medication side effects maybe it’s trauma—it’s actually really common and it’s something that makes a lot of people feel really ashamed and miserable… you haven’t “masturbated yourself into dysfunction” in fact masturbation often helps you get better at figuring out what makes you climax like !!!!!!! and even if you HAVE been hitting the vibe too hard recently you can always cool off for a week or two until you get in the mood again. your clit isn’t ruined forever. christ. this chewed-gum approach to sex simply does not have a basis in fact. pleasure is not a scarce resource

[maypiles]

But I'm very homesick for arms that have never hold me🎀🪞

PICK A PILE: What Do You Need to Hear, What Do You Need to Know?🦢🩰

You guys are not ready for this one, because let me tell you—Spirit decided to wake me up with a Chihiro x Ariana Grande mashup blaring in my head like an alarm clock, and I just knew. This isn’t a coincidence; this is a channeled message, loud and clear. I mean, who else gets spiritual downloads with a side of TikTok trends? Clearly, I’m favored. Anyway, grab your coffee, your crystals, or whatever you need to ground yourself, because today’s reading is about to serve you layers of spicy revelations, unexpected clarity, and a sprinkle of divine chaos (because why not?). If you're feeling hot flashes, dreaming in metaphors, or noticing all the crows in your neighborhood suddenly staring at you like they’ve got something to say—this one’s for you. Let’s get into it, shall we?

❗This is a collective reading so please take what resonates and leave what does not❗ Please be careful of scammers, I'll never reach out to you and ask you for money or personal readings❗

Pile One🦪

My gorgeous Pile 1, let’s talk, because Spirit came in loud with this one—and I mean literally. The crows wouldn’t shut up, the downloads wouldn’t stop, and my body? On fire. Hot flushes, all over, like Spirit turned the heat up to make sure you get this message. So, let’s break it down.

Signs & Synchronicities

Right off the bat, notifications could be huge for you right now—check your messages, your DMs, your emails, whatever. Something important is trying to reach you, and you don’t want to miss it. Chocolate? Perfume? These are connected to sweetness and self-care, but also attraction and indulgence. Are you finally indulging in yourself, Pile 1? Or are you craving something—or someone—that feels just out of reach?

And crows? Let me tell you, they are not just random birds hanging out. They’re messengers, carriers of divine justice, and omens of transformation. If you’ve been hearing or seeing them, this is your wake-up call. Spirit is saying, ‘Listen, babe. We’re talking.’ And that crow sound? It’s sharp, like a reminder to stay alert, to notice what’s unfolding around you. This message has layers, so stay with me.

The Energy—Hot, Spicy, Intense

This whole reading is laced with heat—those hot flushes all over your body? That’s Spirit igniting a fire within you to finally heal. And when I say "heal," I don’t mean just dust off old wounds. No, this is deep, soul-level healing from something that cut you hard and left you spinning. You’ve been carrying this pain for too long, and Spirit is here, loud and unapologetic, telling you it’s time to let it go.

The Cards

Queen of Swords upright with The Star—This is your clarity and your hope. You’re stepping into your truth, cutting through the nonsense, and reclaiming your voice. The Star says healing is happening, but don’t expect it to be gentle. It’s the kind of healing that burns before it soothes. You’re being guided to dream big, even if your dreams seem out of reach right now.

Queen of Swords reversed with Three of Swords—But let’s be real. You’ve been here before, haven’t you? Trying to heal, only to slip back into old cycles. That reversed Queen shows me there’s still some bitterness, some unresolved pain. Spirit is asking you to look directly at your heartbreak without flinching. The Three of Swords is raw, but it’s also a turning point. Acknowledge it, cry over it if you must, but know that it’s not your forever.

Eight of Wands with The Hanged Man—Once you face that pain, things will move fast. Communication, opportunities, and clarity will flood in, but you need to shift your perspective first. The Hanged Man is here to remind you that sometimes, the only way out is through. Let yourself sit with the discomfort—it’s temporary, I promise.

Seven of Swords reversed with Eight of Swords reversed—Oof, someone’s lies or sneaky behavior might have trapped you in your head before. But no more. These cards are about releasing deception, both from others and yourself. Stop lying to yourself about what you want, Pile 1. Stop pretending everything’s fine when you’re screaming inside. You’re freeing yourself from this mental prison, and let me tell you, it’s about damn time.

The Hermit with Knight of Cups—This is where it gets juicy. After all this introspection, someone—or something—new is coming in. The Knight of Cups is a romantic, a dreamer, someone who stirs your heart. Whether it’s a person, a creative project, or an emotional awakening, this is the spark you’ve been waiting for. But it only comes after you’ve done the inner work.

Nine of Pentacles with Five of Swords—You’re stepping into independence and self-worth, but beware of those who might try to sabotage you. The Five of Swords is a warning: not everyone will celebrate your glow-up. Some people are better left in the past.

Ten of Pentacles reversed with Page of Wands—This could indicate a shake-up in your foundation. Maybe it’s family drama, a breakup, or a financial reset. But the Page of Wands reminds you to stay curious and optimistic. New beginnings often feel messy before they feel right.

Knight of Swords with The Devil reversed—Your determination to break free from toxic patterns is unmatched. The Devil reversed says you’re cutting cords, ditching bad habits, and stepping out of cycles that no longer serve you. You’re unstoppable, babe.

Strength reversed with Ace of Cups—Here’s the emotional release. You’ve been holding it together for so long that you’ve forgotten how to let go. The Ace of Cups is your emotional renewal, your fresh start, your permission to feel everything again.

The High Priestess reversed with Queen of Cups—Spirit is saying, ‘Stop doubting yourself.’ Your intuition has been screaming at you, but you’ve been ignoring it. The Queen of Cups is here to remind you of your emotional depth and wisdom. Trust yourself—you already know what’s right for you.

Eight of Pentacles with The Sun—All this hard work you’re putting into yourself? It’s going to pay off in ways you can’t even imagine. The Sun is your ultimate happiness, your reward for all the effort. Keep going; you’re so close.

Five of Cups with Justice—Justice came out right as I was saying, ‘You’re getting your justice.’ Spirit does not play. This is karmic balance, the universe setting things right. Yes, you’ve experienced loss, but it wasn’t in vain. Everything you’ve endured is leading you to this moment of divine justice.

Bottom of the Deck: Temperance—Patience, my love. Healing isn’t a straight line, and balance takes time. But you’re on the right path.

Split Deck: Four of Cups reversed—You’re waking up, finally seeing the opportunities Spirit has been placing in ront of you. Stop dwelling on what didn’t work and focus on what’s possible.

The Message

Pile 1, you’re in the middle of a transformation so profound it’s practically radiating from your cards. You’re healing, releasing, and stepping into your power. Spirit is here, crows and all, to remind you that justice is on your side. Keep pushing through the discomfort—it’s leading you to a life that’s brighter, freer, and more aligned with who you are.

And those notifications? Answer them. Something important is trying to reach you. Stay hot, stay spicy, and stay open to the blessings heading your way.

Pile Two🥀

The Vibe is Magnetic, and Spirit is Dancing With You

Oh, Pile Two. You didn’t just stumble into this reading—you waltzed in, spinning, singing, and twirling with a vibe so contagious it practically leaps off the cards. Let’s talk, because Spirit is loud and clear with this one. There’s a rhythm here, an undeniable flow, and the details? Oh, they’re dripping with significance.

Signs & Synchronicities

Dancing is huge for this pile. Whether you’re on the dance floor or grooving in your kitchen, there’s something about movement and rhythm that feeds your soul. Singing could be just as vital—expressing your voice, your truth, your essence. You might be someone who loves to accessorize—colorful bracelets that jingle with every step, or those stunning braided hairstyles adorned with beads.

The energy here screams personality—vibrant, unapologetic, and undeniably you.

But there’s a competitive streak too, isn’t there? Whether it’s proving yourself to others or loving that rush of pushing boundaries, there’s a fire in you that thrives on standing out and shocking the world. You don’t back down from a challenge—you lean in.

Now, let’s talk about itchiness. An itchy nose, a sudden rash—it’s like your body is reacting to this energy shift. Spirit is saying, “Pay attention!” These physical signs are nudges from the universe, reminders that something big is brewing.

And then there’s the time zone difference. Are you in a long-distance situation? Maybe you’re straddling two worlds—north and south, winter and summer (Timezone difference, Australia mentioned. HELLO?). But what stands out? Spring. A fresh start, a rebirth, a blossoming.

Also, Aries energy is coming in strong—bold, fiery, determined. Maybe it’s in your big three, or perhaps it’s just the vibe you’re stepping into: courageous, unstoppable, and unafraid to take the lead.

The Cards—Breaking It Down

Nine of Wands & The Devil—Let’s start with the tension. You’ve been through the wringer, haven’t you? The Nine of Wands shows resilience—standing tall, even when life keeps throwing curveballs. Paired with The Devil, though, it’s clear there’s something or someone trying to hold you back. Old habits? Toxic patterns? This card combo screams, “Break the chain!” You’re on the verge of freeing yourself from whatever’s been binding you.

Nine of Swords reversed & Five of Pentacles reversed—Here’s the good news: The worst is over. Those sleepless nights, those feelings of lack and abandonment—they’re lifting. You’re stepping out of the shadows, finding your strength again.

Three of Pentacles & Page of Swords reversed—Collaboration is key, but Spirit is warning you: not everyone in your circle has your best interests at heart. The Page of Swords reversed suggests miscommunication or even gossip. Keep your guard up and trust your intuition about who’s really in your corner.

Four of Swords reversed & Queen of Pentacles—You’ve rested long enough. Now, it’s time to get back in the game. The Queen of Pentacles shows you stepping into a nurturing, abundant energy—balancing your hustle with self-care.

The Star & Ten of Pentacles reversed—Hope is your guiding light, but don’t get stuck chasing someone else’s idea of success. The Ten of Pentacles reversed suggests that your “happily ever after” might look different from what you originally envisioned—and that’s okay.

Queen of Cups & Page of Pentacles reversed—Emotionally, you’re in tune, but don’t let small setbacks throw you off course. The Page reversed is a reminder to keep learning, growing, and experimenting without fear of failure.

Seven of Wands reversed & Seven of Cups—You don’t always have to fight. Sometimes, stepping back and reassessing your options (and there are many, trust me) is the best move.

The World & Six of Cups—A cycle is coming to a close, and it’s paving the way for something deeply nostalgic and fulfilling. Whether it’s reconnecting with a person or rediscovering a passion, there’s a sense of coming full circle.

Strength & Judgement—You’re stepping into your power, answering Spirit’s call. This is a rebirth, a reckoning, a chance to redefine yourself. Don’t shy away from the reflection staring back at you.

Knight of Pentacles & Queen of Swords reversed—Slow and steady wins the race, but don’t let impatience or harsh self-criticism derail you. The Knight is reliable, and you’re building something that lasts.

The Bottom of the Deck

The Lovers—Ah, the heart of it all. This is about choices, connections, and alignment. Whether it’s romantic or not, you’re calling in something—or someone—that resonates with your soul.

Split: Nine of Cups & Justice—Wish fulfillment is on the horizon, but Justice says you’ll get exactly what you deserve. This is karma balancing the scales, so trust that what’s coming is meant for you.

The Message

Pile Two, you’re in the middle of a transformation that feels like a dance—sometimes smooth, sometimes chaotic, but always moving forward. Spirit is asking you to embrace your unique rhythm. Let go of what no longer serves you, lean into the things that light you up, and trust that you’re exactly where you’re meant to be.

That Aries energy? It’s your cue to be bold, fearless, and unapologetically you.

Pile Three🎀

Traveling Through Love, Fireworks, and a Deep Connection

There’s something sparkly and electrifying about this pile, isn’t there? You’re stepping into a story that feels like a whirlwind—like packing up everything in your bags and rushing toward an adventure. Travel is on the horizon, either you’re coming back from a trip, or one is definitely in your future. And it’s not just any trip. There’s a sense that this one will change you, shift you into something more you than you’ve been in a while. But it’s not all about the destination. Oh no, this is about the journey—one full of love, fireworks, lace, and that breathless feeling when you know your heart is about to explode.

Signs & Synchronicities

So many things stand out. First of all, broken earbuds or earphones? That’s a message right there. A reminder that some things, or perhaps even relationships, just don’t stay in one piece. They break, but in the breaking, there’s a deeper connection waiting to be made. There’s an underlying theme of things falling apart to make space for something new and beautiful.

And let’s talk about pink. Baby pink specifically. It’s soft, it’s delicate, but it’s also powerful. Maybe you’ve been seeing pink lately—whether in your wardrobe, decor, or in the most random of places. This is an invitation to open your heart, embrace vulnerability, and trust that love is not only possible but waiting for you.

Then there’s the theme of bags—packed bags. You’re not just physically packing up, though; you’re preparing for an emotional journey. Some of you could be making big moves soon, whether in relationships or lifestyle choices. It’s like Spirit is preparing you for something big, and you’re already subconsciously getting ready.

And fireworks—boom. There’s something that’s about to explode into your life in the most magnificent way. Maybe it’s a relationship, maybe it’s a moment of self-discovery. Whatever it is, it’s going to leave you breathless. Lace could also be significant—delicate, but intricate and deeply meaningful, like the threads of connection in your life.

Travel? I know we’ve mentioned it, but there’s something special about it. You could be reconnecting with someone from your past, or maybe you’re about to meet someone who feels like a past life connection. Someone who’s going to be incredibly dear to you.

The Cards—Breaking It Down

King of Wands & The Devil—The energy here is intense, fire-burning, and possibly a little addictive. The King of Wands is bold, confident, and passionate—someone who knows what they want and goes after it. Paired with The Devil, though, it’s clear that there’s a magnetic attraction here. Maybe there’s a person in your life or someone coming in who embodies this energy—a powerful force that could sweep you off your feet. But beware: there’s something about this connection that could be a little...dangerous. Will it lift you up or leave you craving more?

Three of Pentacles reversed & Eight of Pentacles—You’ve been trying to collaborate, work with others, and build something lasting. But right now, it feels like things aren’t coming together as smoothly as you’d like. Don’t let that dishearten you. The Eight of Pentacles is here to say that your hard work will pay off. Maybe it’s time to focus on yourself for a bit—hone your craft, perfect your skills, and let things fall into place.

Nine of Pentacles & The Chariot—Ah, independence and drive. You’re stepping into your power, learning how to stand alone, but there’s also a rush of energy—like a burst of momentum carrying you forward. The Chariot says go. Whatever it is you’ve been hesitating about, it’s time to take the wheel and drive. You’re unstoppable now.

King of Cups reversed & Seven of Cups—The emotional confusion here is palpable. There’s a lot of energy, but not all of it feels grounded. Is there someone who’s emotionally distant or unstable around you? The King of Cups reversed could indicate that someone close to you is struggling with their emotions, and the Seven of Cups adds to the fog, making everything seem unclear. Keep your heart open, but trust your instincts to cut through the illusions.

High Priestess reversed & Seven of Swords—Don’t let secrets or lies stand in the way. The High Priestess reversed is asking you to trust your intuition, but the Seven of Swords is a warning. Someone may not be telling the truth, or you might be withholding a truth from yourself. Pay attention to what’s hidden—whether it’s in a relationship or in your own actions.

Knight of Cups & Queen of Cups—Here comes the love, or at least, the potential for it. The Knight of Cups is a dreamy, romantic energy, and with the Queen of Cups, this is a deeply emotional connection. Someone is about to step forward—perhaps they’re already in your life—who sees you for who you are, someone who feels like home.

Queen of Pentacles & Four of Wands—Stability, home, family—this is what’s on your mind. You’re looking for something grounded, something that feels like it lasts. The Queen of Pentacles is practical and nurturing, and with the Four of Wands, there’s a sense of celebration. Could this be a wedding, a reunion, or a coming together with someone from your past? Whatever it is, it’s building toward something beautiful.

Strength & Ace of Pentacles—You’ve got the strength to make this new beginning happen. The Ace of Pentacles is all about tangible, grounded beginnings—whether it’s love, work, or both. But it’s going to take courage. Do you have the strength to face what’s ahead? I know you do.

Five of Cups reversed & Six of Cups—Letting go of past hurts, emotional releases, and embracing the lessons. The Six of Cups is all about reconnection—could it be that someone from your past, someone who means the world to you, is coming back into your life? Or maybe it’s just a new love that feels like it’s been years in the making.

Three of Cups & Eight of Swords reversed—Celebration and release. The Eight of Swords reversed is a reminder that you are no longer trapped by your thoughts or circumstances. It’s time to embrace joy, to surround yourself with people who lift you up and support you.

Ace of Cups & Page of Wands—A new emotional beginning is coming, and it’s going to ignite that spark in you. The Page of Wands suggests excitement, curiosity, and exploration—there’s a sense of newness in your emotional journey, and it’s one that’s going to set your heart on fire.

Page of Swords reversed & Star—Communication could be a little off, but don’t let that stop you. The Star brings hope, healing, and renewal. Even if things aren’t perfect right now, there’s a beautiful future waiting for you.

Moon reversed & Two of Cups—Truth is coming to light. The Moon reversed uncovers secrets, and the Two of Cups brings balance, a true partnership, or union. This is about clarity in love. Whether it's someone from your past or a new, deep connection, this relationship is unfolding just as it’s meant to.

The Bottom of the Deck

Ace of Wands reversed—There’s a delay in the beginning, but it’s coming. This is a slow burn, not a flash fire. When the Ace of Wands comes in reversed, it’s a reminder that sometimes, the most powerful sparks take time to ignite.

Split: The World—A cycle is coming full circle, and you’re about to experience completion, closure, or a new phase. The world is a powerful card of achievement, success, and finally coming into your own.

The Message

Pile 3, you’re entering a chapter full of excitement, love, and undeniable fireworks. Whether you’re about to reconnect with someone special or embrace a brand-new relationship that feels like fate, the energy is palpable. Love is coming in hot, but it’s not without its twists and turns. This journey will be full of moments that make you feel like you’re traveling the world, discovering pieces of yourself along the way. Stay open, stay grounded, and let the universe unfold its magic for you. You’re ready.

And there you have it, my darlings. Another reading, another wave of energy to sift through. I hope you caught those messages—whether the fireworks, the lace, or the truth that’s just waiting to spill out. Remember, the universe doesn’t speak in straight lines; it whispers through synchronicities, songs stuck in your head, and moments of undeniable connection. Keep your eyes open, your heart even more so, and let things unfold as they should. Until next time, you know where to find me when you need clarity, a nudge, or just a little dose of cosmic truth. Stay fiery, stay fierce, and always keep a little mystery, darling. Xoxo, May.

[brittle-doughie]

Y/N: fine, if you’re going to live here, I’m making you a place to stay, and you better stay there.

Shadow Milk: no promises~! Where will I be staying?

Y/N: a… holding place until I can make it better, it’s temporary, but you will like it.

The place in question:

I’m sure he’ll be just fine here.

Also Dark Cacao what are you doing at the Mystic Flour shrine-

The decor needs to drop now

[sugarplumfairy777]

everytime i get close to inducing pure conciousness i panick and procrastinate can u give me some advice please be harsh or whatever

helloooo!! ♡︎♡︎ if your getting so close, and it’s like you’re standing on the edge of something so beautiful and natural. but every time you feel yourself about to take that leap, you panic and pull back. and i get it, you can be scared, doubtful or whatever but it doesn’t make any sense it’s so dumb pure consciousness is so easy and instant to reach it’s so natural and beautiful it is you. are you afraid of yourself right now in this moment? cause that just makes totally no sense. here’s the thing: pure consciousness, the state you’re trying to reach, is actually the most natural thing in the world. it’s not something you have to fight for or force. it’s already inside you, waiting for you to let go and just be. pure consciousness is like breathing. it’s something that’s always there, always available, and it’s the easiest thing when you stop overthinking it. the only thing that makes it feel hard is the pressure you’re putting on yourself. the more you panic and pull back, the more you’re telling yourself it’s something you can’t handle, when in reality, it’s the most natural state of being. your mind is just clouding it with all these distractions, worries, and doubts. you don’t have to push through anything complicated. all you have to do is stop resisting, stop procrastinating, and just allow yourself to be. it’s not about effort or struggle, it’s about letting go of the fear and realizing that you’ve always been capable of this, you have always been this. the part of you that’s afraid is the same part that’s holding you back. but the part of you that’s calm, that’s already in tune with pure consciousness, is ready to take over if you just allow it. next time you feel that panic rising, remind yourself that you’re not doing something unnatural or difficult. you’re just getting back to your truest self, the easiest state of being there is. it’s yours to step into whenever you’re ready, and once you do, you’ll wonder why you ever doubted yourself in the first place. and remember your the creator of your reality stop limiting yourself and asking questions around to bloggers, because at the end of the day your the only one who can apply and save yourself. stop waiting around and acting so helpless and pathetic. you got this, like oml stop giving your power and attention to things that don’t freaking matter. no effort, no struggle, nothing, nothing is needed to induce your purest form/state. just be. like literally it is what you make it to be.

persist even if your feeling these not existing random negative emotions because they’re nothing but temporary. take a deep breath and relax.

[orieriee]

PROLOGUE

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Sypnosis: Y/N L/N is a special shaman from a jujutsu family. Y/N was sent to Tokyo to go on missions to prove their worth as the next heir. With the ability of 'flow', a cursed technique that allows its user to see and manipulate forces of energy freely. Y/N stumbled across Geto Suguru amidst a dark aura, carrying a weight of chaotic and dark energy. Will Y/N be able to help Geto overcome his turmoil? Will Y/N fulfill the lifelong anticipation and succeed in becoming the next heir?

Time setting: 2007, a year after Amanai Riko's death, before Geto Suguru's breaking point. gn!reader. I use they/them pronounce for neutrality.

Disclaimer: This will be a slight crossover with chainsaw man because I needed a mentor figure who is not known in Jujutsu Kaisen. I do not own any of the characters from Jujutsu Kaisen or Chainsaw Man. The characters belong to Gege Akutami as the creator of Jujutsu Kaisen and Tatsuki Fujimoto as the creator of Chainsaw Man. I only own the story plot of this work of fiction. I will also mix in a written story for the plot so it's not just the SMAU story. Also english isn't my first language and I used AI to help clean up the grammars so excuse any grammar errors in the story (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

written and published by orieriee on tumblr. Please do not copy or repost in any other platform.

"You look terrible.".

The bullet train hurtled as he stands, holding the train handrail. Geto Suguru found himself lost in thoughts, staring blankly out of the train window, his conflicting mind and emotions threatened to consume him.

"Ah... Yes." he replied weakly to person who was sitting in front of him, having no more energy left after coming back from a mission. His expression a mixture of surprise and weariness as he met the person's gaze. He offered a faint nod, though dark circle below his eyes gave it away that he hasn't been sleeping well.

"You don't look fine. It might sound strange, but... I sense a darkness surrounding you, a shadow that threatens to consume you if left unchecked.", the person replied, "But there is also light. You have the power to choose which path to follow, to embrace the shadows or to seek the light. A suggestion I may say: the darkness may seem overwhelming at times, but it is only temporary. The light will always find a way to shine through, even in the darkest of nights."

CHARACTER INTRO 𖤐

Y/N L/N 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ

We're definitely starting of with you, Y/N here.

In this story, you are about the same age as Geto Suguru in 2007. But I imagined you would be somewhat older than him by 2-3 years. So you're basically his senpai in this story.

You're not enrolled in Jujutsu Tech as a student, but you are a shaman from a jujutsu family/clan who possess a cursed technique called 'flow'.

Flow is a cursed technique that allows the user to sense and manipulate energy, mainly positive energy.

I sort of took the inspiration from Frieren, inuyasha and kekkaishi, where you would carry a similar staff to cast your cursed technique. Your cursed technique allows you to use positive energy to cleanse cursed spirits and imbue positive energy to heal, basically it's reversed curse technique inspired by traditional japanese shaman.

Therefore in this story, I'm going to refer you as a shrine shaman or a shrine sorcerer so I can differentiate jujutsu high sorcerers with you.

Your techniques include casting spells to cleanse cursed spirits and energies, casting spells to heal others, sense energy and in some cases, energy-based prediction.

Basically you can also predict what the possible outcome will be by reading the energy, sort of like a gut feeling that you have, since you're sensitive to energy. Although it's not 100% accurate.

You can also help the flow of energy in other people by contact, so for example if a person's flow of energy is ruptured because he's tired, you can give them a pat and his energy would be restored

You’re also the grandchild of this jujutsu family clan.

The reason why your clan is not known or kept a secret was because The L/N clan predominantly dedicates themselves to cleansing evil spirits that haunt humans and assisting temples across Japan.

You were sent by your grandfather to Tokyo at 2007 to have you prove yourself that you are worthy of becoming the next head of the family.

Kishibe (from chainsaw man) was your grandfather's bodyguard, yes he can also fight curses and was your mentor as well.

In the prologue, you were traveling to Tokyo and was on the same subway train as Geto.

Geto just got off from his mission and was returning back to Jujutsu Tech. He was standing in front of you while you were seated, so when you look up, you see his face and his overall energy shrouded in turmoil.

GETO SUGURU 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ

He's the main lead in this story.

Yes, it is based on "I can fix him" kind of situation.

That's already a spoiler alert.

You know how he has been in the Hidden Inventory Arc when Riko Amanai unal1v3d... He was d3pr3ssed.

And his negative thoughts has been consuming him

So I wonder, what if there's someone whom he can really talk to about all this and get the perspective on things?

And not take in what Yuki Tsukumo told him to literally 😭

To sum it up, spoiler alert, Geto x Free Therapist

GOJO SATORU 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ ᡣ

He's here to help Geto realize his feelings

I don't want to put out too many spoilers for now

He's in the same group as Geto and Ieiri

IEIRI SHOKO 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ

She's also here to help Geto realize his feelings

HAIBARA YU 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ

We'll only be seeing him in the early episodes of this SMAU

NANAMI KENTO 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ

We're also only going to be seeing him in the early episodes of this SMAU

ANOTHER DISCLAIMER!

I apologize in advance if the characters are a bit out of character. I tried to stay in character as much as possible so I kinda hope it is somewhat accurate 😭.

That's all for now. I think I might clean it up and add some more details here once I posted all the episodes! Stay tuned!

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© published on 10/01/25 by orieriee

[fairyminnie444]

how to manifest something if I can't distract myself from not having it? like because of the thing that I want to manifest away I can't do activities that make me happy

1. Neutralize the Current Situation

• Reframe the Unwanted: Instead of resisting the situation, remind yourself that it’s temporary and doesn’t define your desired reality. Say, “This is just old energy playing out, and my new reality is already forming.”

• Gratitude for the Now: Find even one small thing to appreciate about your current state. Gratitude shifts your focus and lightens your energy.

2. Immerse Yourself in Your Desired Reality

• Inner World First: Instead of focusing on activities you can’t do, live in your imagination where you already have what you want. Visualize, script, or affirm in detail about the joy you’re experiencing in your new reality.

• Feel the Freedom: Imagine what it feels like to have your desire and how it changes your life. Let yourself experience that joy internally.

3. Replace Distractions with Alignment Practices

• If distractions like hobbies are unavailable, use the time to focus on alignment. Meditate, affirm, or visualize.

• Engage in passive alignment: listen to uplifting music, podcasts, or subliminals that support your manifestation.

4. Shift Focus Gently

• It’s okay to feel frustrated or stuck, but don’t dwell on it. Instead of forcing happiness, allow yourself to gently shift focus to your desired reality.

• Ask, “What would I do right now if I already had what I wanted?” Then, do a version of it that feels doable.

5. Trust It’s Happening Now

• Let go of the need to constantly check for changes. Remind yourself that the process is working, even if you can’t see it yet.

• Affirm: “My desire is already mine, and everything is unfolding perfectly.”

The key is consistency and self-compassion. Even in tough circumstances, prioritizing your inner world can help you manifest the change you desire.

[light-the-spark-of-dawn]

Jason Todd was That Kid who would stay up all night reading if no one stopped him- and he was also sneaky enough to hide his book and pretend to be asleep when Alfred or Bruce checked on him. Unfortunately, this usually meant that he ended up cranky and tired during the day- and his nighttime patrols as Robin only made things worse.

Most parents would simply confiscate the book and flashlight. But most parents didn't have kids who were adopted street rats. It had taken far longer for Jason to become comfortable in the Manor than it had for Dick, and neither Bruce nor Alfred wanted to undo that progress by taking away his possessions, even if it was temporary and for his own good.

Hilariously, the solution came in the form of Hal, Ollie, and Barry all falling asleep during a Justice League meeting while Bruce was reading off a report. Even Clark and Diana were starting to doze off toward the end. And not a single one of them were even the slightest bit apologetic about it.

"Sorry Spooky, but I don't have the willpower to stay awake through your speeches."

"I have an accelerated attention span, so you might only have been talking for twenty minutes but for me it's more like three hours. And my blood sugar is starting to crash."

"This meeting could and should have been an email."

"To be fair, it was a very dry report."

"You have a nice voice, Bruce. But we can only listen to it for so long."

Incorrigible menaces, the whole lot of them. He missed the days when his fellow heroes were too intimidated to talk back to him. Still, his friends' irreverence gave Bruce an idea. He returned to the manor and went to check on his son. Sure enough, there was light peeking out from beneath his bedroom door. "Can I come in, chum? I know you're awake."

"...how'd you know?"

"I'm Batman." Even through the closed door, Bruce can feel Jason's judgmental look. "And even a little bit of light is pretty noticeable in a dark hallway."

"Damn. Alright, come in."

The hinges creak as Bruce pushes open the door. Jason is sitting up in his bed, with a thick book on his lap and flashlight in hand. His face is expressionless, but Batman's careful eye notes the slight tension in the boy's posture.

Bruce pulls Jason's desk chair over and sits next to the bed. "So, what're you reading?"

Jason tilts the book upward to show the cover of The Complete Works of William Shakespeare.

"Huh. I thought you preferred prose."

"I do." Jason shrugged. "But Othello was interesting enough when we read it in class, so I figured I'd give some of the other plays a shot."

"I see. So which one are you reading now?"

"Julius Caesar."

"Ah I had to read that for my eighth grade English class. Alfred told me then that Shakespeare sounds better when read out loud." Bruce pointed at the book. "Mind if I have a crack at it? I have it on good authority that I have a nice voice."

"Who said that??" Jason looks skeptical but still hands over the book.

"Wonder Woman." Bruce flicks on Jason's desk lamp so he can see the letters, leans back in the chair, and begins to read, "The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars..."

As Bruce reads the lines of iambic pentameter in a slow, steady cadence, Jason's eyelids begin to droop. Before long, he's fast asleep, and doesn't stir when Bruce stops reading and tucks a bookmark between the pages, when he sets the book down on the desk and turns off the lamp, or even when the hinges creak as he closes the door behind him.

Just in case though, Bruce waits in the hallway for several minutes to see if Jason's flashlight comes back on. Thankfully, there is only darkness. Bruce breathes a sigh of relief, then jumps at Alfred's sudden quiet whisper.

"Quite the performance, Master Bruce. Though I do think the Bard would consider it a tad underwhelming."

"Well," Bruce chuckled. "you told me once that an actor should play to his crowd, and my audience was one boy who needed to sleep."

"An unorthodox interpretation of my lesson, but if it encourages Master Jason towards healthier sleeping habits, I think it is a lesson applied well." Alfred nudges Bruce's elbow gently, guiding him along the hallway toward his own bedroom. "Now, do follow his example and get some rest. Or else I shall have to recite Pericles, and nobody wants that."

[naehja]

You know this moment in the prisoner of Azkaban, when Snape catches Harry who had sneaked to Hogsmeade. While he's a ass and shouldn't have speak about James, he was right to yells at Harry for have left Hogwart's security.

1) Snape fully believes that Sirius is guilty. After all, if he had knew who was the traitor, you can be sure that he would have told Dumbledore. So he 100% thinks that Sirius has betrayed the Potter. And thinks that if Sirius has tried to kill him at 15, then betraying his best friend or triying to kill a child is something that he can do. After all, he's Bellatrix's cousin.

2) Snape knows that Sirius is smart and can be manipulative.

3) Snape knows that Harry didn't have all the informations (like Sirius was his godfather or has betrayed his parents). But that he knows that Black is after him.

4) Snape knows that Sirius knows Hogsmeade very well and that he knows all the secret passages of Hogwarts.

5) Sirius knows about Potter's invisibility cloak.

6) He's right when he says to Harry that "everyone tried to protect you but noo you can't listen when people are worried for your safety and you have to do everything you want!" I mean yes it's suck that Harry can't go to Hogsmeade but 1) it was likely until the madman who wants to kill him get arrested (even if WE knows that Sirius doesn't want to kill him, the minister, Dumbledore and the teachers don't know at this point) 2) he could have negociated with Dumbledore after that. EVERYONE thought it would be safer that he doesn't go at Hogsmeade this year.

For being fair Fred and George thought he just didn't have the authorization. If they had knew that Harry was Black's target, they would have maybe not giving him the map. They're troublemakers but they can also be protective if needed.

Harry says that Hogsmeade is safe but he has no proofs. Even when he knows that Black is near of Hogwart, he still wants to go, even with his invisibility coat.

And for being fair, if Harry had been found by MacGonagall or Dumbledore, they would have been dissapointed and would have lectured him. They could have confiscated both the map AND the cloak until the end of the year. Beause the map wouldn't have insulted MacGonagall or Dumbledore but would have probably reacted to their attempt to reveal it.

Snape likely knows about the map, even if he never had proofs. What he says to Remus shows he KNOWS.

So yeah Snape has been a ass but he was right to be angry. Like he says, the ministery has put a lot of mesures to protect Harry and Harry doesn't care and do whatever he wants just for have fun. I know he's a teenager but people told him "Black wants to kill you". And it was a temporary mesure. He could have go to Hogsmeade later.

And for Snape, who tries to keep Harry alive, it must be SO frustrating to see him ignore all the protections put to protect his life only for have few hours of fun.

Even Remus lectures him for that.

And for Harry who refuses to see potential danger, we have also the case of the firebolt. With Hermione who was right about it, because yes it was suspect to receive a suck beautiful gift with no expeditor name. Especially when someone wanted him dead. And when we sees how Sirius has managed to buy it, it was very easy. So even a criminal escaped from prison could use his money (funny because Ron pointed that it would be impossible for Sirius to buy it. and we discover that it wasn't).

Yes i know that Hermione's cat wouldn't have helped Sirius is Sirius was really a bad guy but still.

Harry refused to listen Hermione when she says "it's suspicious, it may be dangerous" and she even suggested to tell a teacher about it. And Harry refused to listen.

I mean, for someone who know that a guy want to kill him, he's very nonchalant. WE know that it was safe because WE know that Sirius is innocent, but nobody knew at this point (and the first time we read the book, we didn't know). But if Sirius had really been what people thought he was, had really be a murderer who wanted to kill Harry? And that Hermione didn't tell anything? Well, we can guess would have happened as soon Harry would have tried the firebolt, right?

Yeah Hermione was maybe wrong to tell McGonagall behind Harry's back but Harry was kinda irresponsable too. He acted like if he wasn't potentially in danger. Like if everything was normal.

I understand that he wanted to be a normal kid but he had someone that everyone thought to be a murderer after him. And It also must be annoying for people who try to protect him to see him ignore the protection to do whatever he wants without thinking to the potential consequences.

[pikachicachan]

So after reading more into what's going on in California related to the fires, I decided to create a follow-up to clarify some things and also shower Cali with some much deserved love.

[At the Table]

Gov: Thanks for coming today guys. How are you fairing with the fires California?

Cali: [clears throat] We're working to disperse the remaining flames. [cough] 3 of the 6 fires have been 100% contained and we've received international help from Canada and... Mexico.

[Texas quickly turns to Cali]

Texas: Whut? You spoke to Mexico?

Cali: Yeah, I'm just as surprised as you are honestly. [cough] After everything we've been doing to immigrants and after everything we've said... it's amazing they're helping me at all!

Texas: Yeah, that's... mighty generous of 'em.

Texas: [mutters to himself] Mexico doesn't call me...

Gov: Right, moving on. California, the federal government has come to an agreement to grant you 100% coverage of the aftermath costs for the duration of 180 days.

Cali: buuuuut...?

Gov: but... nothing. "These costs will go towards debris removal, temporary shelters, salaries for first responders, and [whatever you see fit]."

Cali: [cough] ... really?

Gov: Yes, really. "spare no expense to what [you] need to do" (quotes from Biden)

Cali: I... thank you.

New Mexico: Órale! Don't forget about us!

Idaho: Yeah!

Colorado: Yeahhh dude! We got your back!... [rubs back of neck] for now.

Utah: Los Angeles is literally the City of Angels. There's no way I'm not helping.

Nevada: But soooome people think it's Sin city?? - like that's literally my thing!

Oregon: [shakes head] You can be annoying, but we're not going to let you burn. Count us in!

Washington: Yeah, of course we're going to help!... [hesitates then nods to Coco] for now.

[Cali softly smiles and chuckles]

Cali: Thanks guys.

Texas: [clears throat]

Texas: It's... not jus' them y'know.

[Cali's jaw drops]

Cali: [coughs] You too? Weren't you just mocking me last time though?

Texas: [scratches the back of his head] Well yea', but I was mockin' your silly liberal politics. Do you... remember what I said to Gov when we were watchin' the Johnny Depp Trials?

Cali: That [cough]... some things are -

Texas: bigger than politics. “[Us] Texans know all too well the devastation wildfires can cause to our communities, and our country is stronger when we come together in times of crisis.” (Quote from Greg Abbott) I'd reckon this is one of those moments, wouldn't you say?

[Cali grins]

Cali: Oh, most definitely... thanks dude.

Texas: [tips hat and grins]

Gov: That was... [puts a hand to his chest] so sweet.

Florida: Wait, where's the chaos? This is too mushy for me!

N. Carolina: Yeahh! [snarls] Are y'all really just going to brush by Cali cutting $18 million from the LA fire department? Maybe these fires wouldn't have gotten out of hand if you weren't so greedy!

Cali: Thank You for bringing that up. I wanted to clarify [cough] what actually happened.

Florida: [chuckles] What do ya mean "actually happened"? I heard about it from the internet and if the internet says it, it must be true!

Cali: [shakes head at Florida and coughs] No Florida. "While funding for the LAFD was cut 2% [mind you], the department actually received more money overall after a union deal was reached." (quote from CBS News Confirmed)

Gov: [sighs] so that's what happened. This misinformation is getting out of hand... Wait Florida, where in the internet did you hear this from?

Florida: Oh! [grins] I heard it from TikTok!

Cali: [screams into his hands]

Gov: Hah, see?! [points around the room] This is why TikTok needs to be banned!

New York: [scoffs] right but people also get dere unfiltered and legit news from TikTok too. Dat's not a reason tuh ban it. What evuh happened tuh freedom of speech or is dat only fawh de privileged now, or what?  

Louis: oh-ho, I like dem fightin' words sha! You want a daquiri?

New York: [shakes head] Nah, I'm gud. Well Gov, my offa still stands. Jus let my guy Luigi go an' -

Gov: Oh, would you look at the time! I have to go do... literally anything else now.

[Gov snaps away]

I've been disgusted with people spreading hate and misinformation about LA and the fires, so I wanted to right my wrong because I blindly believed in the budget cutting too. It's getting more and more difficult to differentiate what news is correct and which is lies - which is super scary and sad.

Not to mention Meta getting rid of its fact checking system... its getting more wild out there.

Stay sharp y'all!

I'm sending my all love to Cali from Texas! ❤️🤍💙

I just thought of something and now it won't leave my head, so here it is:

[At The Table]

Florida: Heyyy Human Torch! Living up to your name I see!

[California glares while wheezing and sweating]

Cali: Now's [wheeze]... not the time Florida... [coughs up smoke]

Gov: Don't worry California, the emergency funds have been approved and help is on the way to Los Angeles. Hopefully the weather calms down soon so we can start to put out the fires...

[Gov warily glances over to Mother Nature]

Mother Nature: Hmmm, I've never conjured up a firecane before... sounds fun! A great way to start 2025, right?

Florida: I like the way you think! I wanna see it!

Gov: No! Both of you stop it!

Cali: [wheezes] Yes dude, please don't! 5 fires are burning in the LA area... and as of now, [wheeze] 0% of them have been contained due to the heavy winds... [wheeze] this is hella crazy. [coughs]

Florida: You know, I read something very interesting earlier...

Gov, Cali, Texas and New York: [turns to Florida in confusion]

Gov: I... I thought you didn't know how? Did you actually learn?

Florida: Ha — no! I just wanted to get your hopes up! Anywayyyy, I heard from somewhere on the internet that the firefighter budget in LA got cut by about $18 million last year which was given to the LAPD — even though crime has been soooo much lower and there aren't many cops! [chuckles] Like, what are they doing with all that money??

Gov: EXCUSE ME?? [turns to Cali] You did what?!

[New York raises his eyebrow in interest]

Cali: [coughs] Umm —

Texas: [shivers in his 5 layers of clothes] Oh-ho! [grins] N-Now that's interestin'! Didn't think that all the w-way through, huh wildfire?

Cali: [glares and wheezes] Oh yeah? Looks like [wheeze]... you're not fairing well either! [baby voice] Awe, is it getting too cold for the 'big guy'? Seems like it seeing how Ted Cruz left you again!

Texas: [seethes] Why you little —

Gov: Alright, enough!

Louis: maaais, lemme get a daiquiri 'eal quick! Dis is gettin' good.

Florida: [giggles] Oh yeah! I also heard that Ted Cruz leaving is like the Waffle House Index of Texas — but for winter storms! Did he go to Cancun again? Cause that would be sooo wild!

New York: [grunts] we need some kind of miracle dis year to get things movin'. [nudges Gov] ya know, I know a guy... [smirks] name's Luigi —

Gov: Alright, alright! This is getting out of hand...

Gov: [sighs and drags his hands through his face and hair]

Gov: ...but what else is new?

Florida: [chuckles] Happy 2025 everyone!

... this is the only way I can cope, pls —

But also, my heart goes out to those affected by the fires and I hope action gets taken soon to extinguish the fires! 🙏🏼

[suuho]

suuho -> gavincreel

[rika-mortis]

Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore

They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The Quest Continues...

(part 1- part 2)

[phoerby]

okay so I thought more about it. I thought the entire event was alright except for this specific part:

relationships are supposed to be free of self doubt and an should feel safe enough to be able to trust kohane that even if she stumbles back sometimes kohane will wait for her and That's Not a Bad Thing. it happens. the fight itself was fine if she reached the conclusion of that she doesn't need to be better than kohane to feel that she's good enough, and she's doing that by facing kohane's rapid growth head on in a fight

but instead it's like.. she basically put more weight on her shoulders to feel worthy of being kohane's partner. which is an Insane thing to do with your friend. she's worthy of being her partner even without winning a fight because she's still fighting, she'll never give up. that's what makes her worthy of being kohane's partner.

she didn't actually get over her abandonment issues here, it's still there. she's just coping with it by making herself feel a temporary sense of control over her relationship (again) without actually facing the problem that this is not necessary for kohane to love her or need her. what's necessary is that she's trying, for kohane and because she loves singing as a whole.

like this is Insane okay this is an insane thing to say after such a climatic fight. what happened to being equals. she's already kohane's best partner without having to fight or win against her because she's simply an. I don't know anymore

wanna talk about wtwg again cause I hate how they had the set up to fix all of an's issues but they just decided not to

the way an's abandonment issues was always built on her wanting to be the cool independent girl that everyone can rely on that is incredibly good at singing the same way her father is ever since vot and the build up we had since bfby was used as a powerscaling skill issue bothers me so so much

instead of kohane saying "I will never think of you as worse than me in any way and I want you for you not because you're good enough, your singing skill was never a factor I considered when I decided to partner up with you it is purely out of love for you and the passion you put in everything you love" it was whatever the fuck happened in wtwg

an I'm going to need to take away nagi from you for a sec. no she wasn't perfect she was flawed and so are you anchan. your friends love you. you're extremely lovable for who you are right now and you'll always be wanted whether you're good enough for them or not it doesn't matter anchan. you'll always be everything to them no matter what

[eydilily]

really cringe but i wanted to test out how to do an animatic again and the only clip i had was this one from pearl

i have not . touched anything moving in so long oh god

[fromdarzaitoleeza]

Spring is here , the true beginning of the year , the season where my soul reborns and blooms .

I have made some progress in terms of the person I am becoming, truly in all my honesty all that i have done is to stop caring for everything that once used to matter , the less I care about anything in particular the less I am bothered and the happier i stay. And i really hope everyone here is doing well and I appreciate all the love that was sent.

The problem is I care a lot about everything and i don't even get the bare minimum in return and when i do get it it's too late, so much time has passed by then ,when it comes by then i do not want or need it because it's the not care that came out of love it came out of their guilts. And the longer i wait for it to come by -the more I learn why I don't need it anymore .

I am slowly learning to value myself ,trying to put myself in a position where I can agree that i too deserve all the good things and love even on the days when i have nothing to offer .

Idk guys I am just here to rant and to be stupid

Better late than never they say , I guess it's not too late for me either, I will start my life and live up to what I want & how I feel ,i don't have to care about anything else as long as I feel alive in my bones things will eventually flow, I will fall in love with myself little by little day after day.

I will choose myself instead of choosing others and I will fall in love with my solitude instead of bearing it with me , i don't care if I end up alone if I do end up all by myself I will be with someone who i know has a tendency not to give up .

Life is really short i just don't want to sit and watch it pass by , if I am lucky enough I will have 40 more springs to experience , I have clear boundaries and thoughts in my head now, eventually i will find peace through it I hope so.

Ramdan kareem to people who celebrate it here please remember gaza in your prayers and fastings

[heich0e]

LIVVIE HIW MANY BABIES FO POLY!SUNAOSA HAVE W READER

I think poly!sunaosa are happy being TrINKs (Triple Income No Kids) especially bc it’s already hard enough to navigate society as a poly couple, and they largely keep their relationship very private. There are convos for sure, especially as they get older and buy a house and settle down, but the thought of having to raise a kid when so many ppl already don’t “understand” their family just seems too… challenging. They’re happy and fulfilled with what they have <3