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ian and mickey mature and make peace with the fact that their respective mental illnesses/emotional intelligence fucks with their body awareness sometimes. it's just a thing they're working on. but they do it together - using that knowledge to help the other person when they're going through it.
mickey will crash on the couch next to him, slumping and mumbling "feel like dogshit," and ian will do a little cursory glance before asking it.
"you know what kind?"
"uh uh. just feel bad."
and then it's like clockwork. they go through it enough that they might as well get a book bound and place it on their mantle to refer to. if they weren't so good at it already, that is. "body bad, or brain bad?"
mickey takes a second to himself. silent and unhappy. then, "body."
"yeah? feelin' sick?"
a shake of his head, but then a grimace. like that was too much movement. "head hurts."
something ian can work with. he scoots closer to his husband on the couch, experimenting with a little brush of his fingers over the back of his neck. "don't think i've seen you drink today..."
"just had a beer."
ian huffs a little laugh. "meant water, mick..." the fact that mickey moves closer to him is a good sign too. "your lower back hurt?"
another self-assessment. then, with heavy, suspicious eyes that peer over at him, "how the hell you know that...?"
ian grins softly. bingo. "s'your kidneys." an easy fix this time around. "you're dehydrated, baby."
"mm."
"and grumpy." but water will probably fix that too.
ian gives the back of his neck a little squeeze and then grabs him a glass of water from the kitchen, dumping a Liquid-IV into it (just the lemon-lime one - the only one mickey tolerates)
he loves an easy fix. they aren't always this way. but even when they aren't - even when it's him on the other side, they always get through it together.
#hey if i don't writes something im going to fucking [redacted]#gallavich#this is sloppy but take it anyway
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HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!
So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!
ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.
I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!
I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!
#update#just rambling#my art#dont wanna really add this to the welcome home tags?#feels inappropriate? even with the doodle but the post itself is just to let anyone wondering about me know I'm alright#anyway#I probably shouldn't have pushed through drawing this but I mostly drew it for my own comfort if anything#and felt fitting to use for an update post#art looks so sloppy lol but thats okay....#Repeating that I am very much okay though! But I'm def needing some time. For my mind's sake. Too much noise around me gets overwhelming#so energy is low and I am taking my time#dandy leon#I dont mind adding my oc tag lmao#tw stitches
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Another Jinx Web Weave because i cant wait for s2
Song- Claw Machine - Sloppy Jane, Phoebe Bridgers
#web weave#web weaving#arcane#i love them#jinx#silco arcane#ekko arcane#ekkojinx#vi arcane#league of legends#i saw the tv glow#claw machine#sloppy jane#phoebe bridgers#rahhhh#uhm#anyways#Take away my computer plz#for my own sanity
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i think a fun thing to have happened during the loops siffrin forgot is the party lost some regular battle against a sadness and specifically siffrin was not able to successfully take the brunt of the attack and die first
#on one hand siffrin is so strong by then that the regular battles are so easy#but on the other hand#i as a player sure got sloppy#taking riskier risks bc it’ll get reset anyway#and if they don’t remember it happening then they won’t have learned their lesson to slow down and be more careful#and in fact any lingering panic might just push them to throw themself into each battle even harder and more recklessly#so#it could make sense i think#if you wanted it to#thoughts#thoughts about siffrin#isat#siffrin
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❤️💛
#soft poolverine my beloved#I contain multitudes as far as trope enjoying goes (Logan likes Wade's yapping AND Logan likes to shut Wade up the old fashioned way)#(aka sticking his tongue down his throat)#(among other things but we're sticking with that for this one lol)#Wade is yapping about something#anything really because he can monologue about anything under the sun#and Logan just reaches over wordlessly and grabs his face and Wade just KEEPS TALKING#and every time Logan comes up for air Wade just starts up again#and Logan just smirks and takes a deep breath and goes back in#he gets some silence for a moment AND gets to feel that endless energy fizzing on his tongue#as Wade focuses his nervous mental energy on exploring Logan's mouth for a bit#you know they are SLOPPY kissers#just drool and teeth and tongues EVERYWHERE#I bet kissing Wade is interesting too because his tongue and lips are all ridged and scarred#anyway I just think Logan would shut him up once in a while for like hours long makeout sessions#and then peacefully go back to listening to him yammer endlessly about the minutiae of the My Little Pony Extended Universe#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#kinda wip?#are any of these ever really FINISHED or do I just give up on them and move on 🫠#also dont get me wrong they def fuck nasty too#but I think Logan “Touch Starved As Fuck” Howlett would really revel in just being able to touch him lazily for hours#idk man I'm too far gone I need to be anaesthetized#deadpool & wolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#poolverine fanart#deadpool x wolverine
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Prince William and his knight in shinning armour
@i-promise-i-am-not-on-drugs
#byler#byler au#byler fanart#stranger things season 4#stranger things au#stranger things#st#Will Byers#Mike Wheeler#Prince!Will#Knight!Mike#Mike Wheeler x Will Byers#Will Byers x Mike Wheeler#I love this soooo much#can’t wait to start the fanfic#Prince will and sir mike#byler royal au#honestly my colouring could’ve been better#but it’s fine#improvements take time#anyways#byler endgame#so ya#the flower crown was made by El#sorry if it looks sloppy#I was rushing a bit#but still very happy with how it came out#ok#goodbye now
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Pete's fever wasn't going down. It wasn't really Pete's fault. He had started eating more regularly, even if slowly to not upset his stomach. (He didn't want to vomit his insides all over the duvet again. It hadn't been a pleasant experience.) He had started sleeping more, too, and even though it had mostly been accompanied by disturbing dreams and could be described as anything but nourishing, at least it was something. This wasn't really Vegas' fault, either. Well. It was. It was difficult to explain, and Pete didn't quite have the mental capacity or the patience to make Vegas understand why he hadn't magically healed in a day thanks to a bowl of noodles, a couple of pills and some bandages wrapped around his torso. In all honesty, that was a lie. Despite Pete's reluctance to admit it, he had been way more patient that he should have. More than he could sustain. Today, his patience seemed to be at its limit. Pete didn't let it show - he never did, he couldn't afford to, not even now - but he could feel it brewing under his skin. The urge to snap at an anxious Vegas hovering above him with blood-shot eyes and trembling limbs was big and tempting, but Pete knew better than to succumb to it. He simply closed his eyes and breathed in through his nose, trying to forget about it. Vegas, of course, wouldn't allow that. "Pete," he heard Vegas whisper. When he didn't respond, Vegas said it again, louder. "Pete. Hey, look at me." Pete did. "Do you not hate me?" Pete didn't answer. "Don't you want to kill me?" Pete sighed. He refused. H wouldn't give Vegas the satisfaction. "How would you do it?" This was starting to get irritating. "Vegas-" "Tell me, Pete. What would you do? Would you use your hands or a weapon?" Pete couldn't escape this. He realized when he looked at the pure desperation in Vegas' eyes. "I'm a bodyguard, aren't I?" he foolishly said, his voice breaking slightly. He lifted his head and stared at the ceiling. He could picture it; him wearing his uniform, blowing Vegas' brains out with his gun. The image brought him no satisfaction. Only a faint sense of dread he couldn't rationalize. Vegas' humming snapped him out of it. "Yes, I can see that. I can't imagine you using a knife, though." Pete felt slightly offended by that comment for some reason. "Why? Don't you think I have the guts?" "It's too... emotional a choice for you. You wouldn't use it to kill me." Right. Pete huffed in amusement. "I guess you're right. I'm not like you." This did the trick. Pete could feel the effect of his words, the hostility Vegas was emitting. It gave him goosebumps, despite the temperature of the room. The sound of the door closing harshly made him flinch, a racing heartbeat remaining for a while afterwards. It didn't bother him. He was finally left alone. It didn't matter if he'd manage to get better or not. If only Vegas could see that.
(A snippet inspired by a scene in the movie "Eileen")
#I would have apologized about my random “Eileen” gifset spam#but as you can see the movie inspired me in a lot of ways#unbelievable how that happened#my VP brainrot is so bad you guys#anyway this is barely edited and looks sloppy in my eyes but it's midnight and I'm tired so take it as it is#I'm in my safehouse feels lately if you couldn't tell#Vegas wanting Pete to kill him so so so so SO badly fascinates me#and especially in this concept how he's craving Pete's animalistic fury on him#because it's a sign Pete is getting better#because it's a sign he hasn't failed in nourishing him back to health#because they can return to their initial performance (they can't)#(they could never)#(and both of them know it)#addicting it's simply addicting#vegaspete#yu is writing
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Hi, I’m a sad lesbian obsessed with these two sad women. Have a nice day.
#oh god my art style for these two might change again I’m not ready#I finally take pomni as a serious protagonist and this relationship as doomed digital yuri#bro. it’s not a joke anymore. these mfkers ARE doomed. but In a good way#in the way it will get worse before it gets better it will be hard before it’s easy anything worth fighting for is diffcult#omg what I am going on about . anyway . oh my god. i love buttonblossom . otp till the end#IF RAGAPOM GOES DOWN IM GOONG DOWN WITH THEM#my art#sketch sloppy oppy sketch#digital roughs#tadc posting#buttonblossom#Sunday sketches
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puts bocchi under ur pillow
What's that I see?
My, my. How did such a cute little thing get in here?
#I'll take good care of her~#*ahem*#the stuff in caps is from me earlier when i first had the idea#she wanted that to be the text but didnt think i might want to.. talk about the drawing process. thats why this awkward transition is here#anyway.. when drawing characters simply i like to draw them like little miis or perhaps teru teru bōzu#thats why her skirt is longer and why she doesnt have arms#also.. i dont use colored pencils often. and while i do have quite a few this is the closest i could get to the Bocchi the Hot! Pink#(or should it be Bocchi the Hot Pink! ?)#anyway.. i also only wanted to use the Bocchi the Hot! Pink and her blue and yellow.. so no brown for her shoes.#to make the pink more striking#anyway i said i dont use colored pencils often.. you can tell. i made a mistake boldening the line work before colouring..#cus the pink mixed with the lead more than it would have otherwise.. making it darker#o well#also.. i added a little colour around the clover as a oneshot reference. pink yellow and cyan where the red green and blue are normally#its meant to be subtle#unfortunately it mixed with the lead too so it looks more sloppy than anything#anyway um#my art#communication#my actual posts lol#bocchi the rock!#bocchi#bocchi the rock#bocchi fanart#hitori gotou#i think this ask was meant to bug me to watch bocchi#its working in a roundabout way#also.. u can see my niko oneshot plush and focks *cough* i mean fox tunic plush in the background of the first image
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HAPPY birthday to Garfield, and meeeeee!!! he is 46 this year, and i am 26!
#garf#garfield#art#traditional art#oil pastel#i finished this ahead of our birthday but it was really hard to take a pic to upload because of the heat wave orz#its been sealed generously and carefully with kamar varnish but i still was worried about melting LOL but it was fine#anyway this years garfdown was a little sloppy because i like. forgot that june existed orz#but i still lke the stuff i made! fun little painterly garfs#im excited to be 26! although i did have a nightmare last night. today is garbage day and i had a nightmare that instead of#picking up all the stuff set out - that the garbage guys only picked up the cardboard recycling and left the plastic containers untouched#and then i had to figure out how to deal with them in the midst of this heatwave. luckily irl this did not happen LOL thank u very much#my dear local sanitation workers for picking up my recycling so nicely. i appreciate you#but is this what happens when ur 26..... you have nightmares about garbage day..... awesome
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brother just texted me a screenshot of what mr fantastic's gonna look like in rivals and said 'they keep giving everyone beards' like he KNOWS ima be pissed
#snap chats#AND HE'S RIGHT LIKE STOOOPPPPP#i saw the screenshot days ago lowkey and thought to just keep my thoughts to myself but alas ..... here we are#brother think this shit a game..... i mean it is technically but not the point ...#not reed richards .... not him ..... get that off his FACE#i aint even a shooter for richards like that he aint old enough for me but still. ENOUGH#anyway. i thought i was gonna finish a thing today but i might finish it tomorrow#welcome back to the continued series of I Underestimate How Slow I Draw#i repeat if i could have a superpower... super speed my beautiful best friend lover wife beloved i need you...#ok bye. im gonna finish up at least coloring this with the intent to shade it tomorrow and then maybe ill play rivals a lil#as a treat.. i should maximize the time i have this break but if i dont take SOME kind of a break im just gonna make sloppy work#work-advised rivals time .. see it all makes sense i swear ..
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okay i'm finishing up my s1 rewatch and this moment with lilith and the explosives was actually very funny and also wholesome like okay! we're working together now! lilith is a type A proactive control freak on a good day and right now we're also dealing with some brain interference vis a vis magical brainwashing from the otherside SO! it's a little complicated. but she's been talked off the ledge and she wants to help!
HOWEVER. probably not actually a great idea to let her impulsively blow through a bunch of rock with all those explosives! BUT THE GIRLS RECOGNIZE AND RESPECT THE INTENT. AND THEY ALSO KNOW THAT IF THEY DON'T REDIRECT LILITH'S MANIC ENERGY SOMEPLACE THINGS WILL GET BAD AGAIN. so they take her explosives away and she lets them bc she's On Their Side now but she's SO SAD about it and then bea lectures her quite gently and asks her to help drill a hole! A TASK! FINALLY! A PURPOSE!
LOOK AT HER SHE'S HELPING AND SHE'S SO SO SERIOUS ABOUT IT
#warrior nun#sister lilith#shotgun mary#sister beatrice#honestly yeah this is silly and sweet in an otherwise pretty tense situation but the layers underneath this#lilith is literally SO obsessed with having 'a purpose' she straight up doesn't know what to do without this#it's why she resents ava for taking the halo#it's why she joins adriel#for someone who resents being a pawn she sure cannot handle not being told what to do#anyway pardon the sloppy screenshots i'm not going through the trouble of editing shit. we're just having fun out here
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do you write fic on ao3?
unfortunately for everyone involved i do!
#ask#and if youre wondering about my handle i write on anon so its doesnt particularly matter (shrugs)#and also i think its pretty easy to figure out which fics ive written because i want to makeout mad sloppy style with an em dash#anyways (waves offhandely) it doesnt really matter much because i have like posted an ss on here before so you know#its not like im trying to hide it like eh#but also because of my disposition that would put a tranced rabbit to shame i dont exactly yell it from the hilltops either#the moral of the story is if you ask me what im working on ill yap about it maybe like post an excerpt#and months later youll find something posted on anon and youll be like oh! so they finally posted it!#so to spare you all (lies on my tummy like we're at a sleepover and giggles) you wanna hear what im working on#haha of course you do youre a prisoner in my yap box#and i want an excuse to talk about it hidden in the tags so people skim over it and not read it <3#SO the earliest wip is from like early october about a magical realism au because i rewatched lwa as i usually do and well theres this one#ep about a magical animal if you will... and you can kinda guess what it is from that lol its sashaforsyekky#because the dreaded @/tungpin infected me with the brainworms about this trio specifically#and it really is ekky going 🥺 at whatever sashaforsy have (persumably) got going on woe is him its at 5k rn but uh ive stalled progress#because puppyekky has consumed my every thought which leads me to my second wip that ive been labouring over since the start of october#that also just broke 5k and not even remotely done lol whoops but its puppy ekky in a team environment with a heavy emphasis on the euros#rn there are scenes scrabbled out with sasha (multiple) mikksy luosty lundy and forsy. i know i have an idea for bobby.#and really lets see where the muse takes us i have vague ideas that are mmmhmm but we'll see when we get there!#the third one isnt the most likely to get finished but uh it is sashamaffhew global series stuff because it stemmed from#“it really is funny that sasha is treating the finland trip like he knocked up a girl#and is trying to make her meet his parents so it doesnt feel like a shotgun wedding when he you know marries her to take responsibility“#and i just think a maffhew pov with that thought in mind because of the whole touchy at e11even thing is funny to me like think mundane#slice of life oh i feel like im being wined and dined i hope i dont fuck it up jfc i think im fucking it up oh god this feels romantic#anyways it feels remotely ooc to me and it really was more of like a writing break from the wips stated above so (shrugs)#might not see the light of day but its 2k as of now so i do feel its a shame if i dont /try/ to finish it you know? its just low priority#anyways thats my writing check in and i am a prisoner to my own mind i will go insane haha these wont be published anytime soon#because i am slow and get distracted soooo easily so you know <3
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alright friends i'm not gonna lie i wouldn't mind if the byler kiss had will leaning in first. or like. will kissing mike first on impulse during a heated moment. and then he regrets it immediately after because he thinks mike doesn't reciprocate (even though he obviously does) because mike just stands there for a second like 🧍🏻♂️ before swooping in to kiss will back
#im tired doesthis make sense#anyway. just a concept#i feel like a lot of takes have mike kissing will first but im gonna be honest i think will kissing mike impulsively is more realistic#<- like. at a point where he's 90% sure mike reciprocates but he's had these feelings bottled up for so long that he can't take it anymore#and just. finds himself kissing mike before he even knows what's happening#so he has his “oh fuck” moment when mike is just standing there staring at him. Bug Eyed 🐛#because he's fucked everything up hasn't he??? what the fuck was he thinking???? mike ISN'T like him#only for mike to crush his lips against will's like 10 seconds later and they make out sloppy#(and they're clumsy about it DO NOT FORGET THE CLUMSY OKAY)#(((GIVE ME THEM SMILING AGAINST EACH OTHERS' LIPS. ESP MIKE OKAY))))))#oh my god i thought of smthn even better. will leaning away from kissing mike and being like “i'm sorry i shouldn't hav-”#only for mike to INTERRUPT HIM WITH A KISS oh. giggles and kicks my feet#alr we are starting to tread in fanfic trope territory and these tags are getting long. im done now#stranger things#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#st.txt
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my hot take is that c!quackity was never a real threat except for the prison lore and the execution. And both ended with him losing a life by being killed pretty easily. And i love that for him, he's trying too hard to be intimidating but it just makes him look silly
Respectfully anon this is what I meant about the hot takes stuff 😭 like this is the central point of his character … his inability to make a solid impact and lack of being perceived as a threat or someone worth respecting at every level is LITERALLY what drives c!q’s whole arc . Like ur right he’s not much of a threat at all and failchamps at being intimidating consistently this is also like the whole point …?
#honestly I’ve tried several times to try and make him intimidating#bc there’s a lot there? he can get Wilbur on the back foot? he tortured people?#he’s quite adept at getting people to listen to him and is generally charming and funny#even tho his manipulation can be heavy handed and. sloppy. at times#like he’s not. a character without potential to be pretty damn intimidating . he’s also so fucking failchamp#anyway there’s a bit of nuance to the c!q intimidation narrative but failing at it over and over Is like#the point of this guy and his power issues and insecurity#my asks !!#dsmp hot takes
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honestly the funniest part about the quodo kiss blooper is that kira had like no reaction to it. it just made so much sense that even she just stood there and watched it happen
#also i'm not just saying this as a quodo shipper but if they kept the kiss blooper in it genuinely would've been a better ending for them#i think it would've given them and the audience some actual sense of closure#rather than odo just refusing to let quark hear what he wanted. refusing to admit to him how much he means to him and then just leaving#like literally. after over 10 years of Whatever The Fuck They Had Going On#why not get out all that tension and frustration with one impulsive sloppy passionate kiss. and THEN never see each other again#like rene auberjonois really knew what was up when he decided to go in for that kiss#and armin shimerman Definitely knew what was up when he fucking moaned during it#like. they knew. they Get it. i honestly think it would've been fitting for them to keep it in#especially since quark still says ''that man loves me'' in the final take. and it's true ! he just desperately wanted odo to admit it#and they didn't give him that even after he practically begged for it. and after all he did for him during all those years#quark loves odo so much. genuinely. truly. and whether you personally view that love as platonic or romantic. he LOVES him#and odo even admitted to kira afterwards that he'd miss quark. THEN TELL HIM THAT TO HIS FACE !!!!!!!!#anyway lmao. they drive me fucking insane
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