#this is probably gonna flop

[evvyyypeters-fics]

“She’s got a way. She got away”

Misty Day x f!reader

Warnings! Angst, maybe cringe writing idk, short, not proofread rlly, hopefully not ooc

Been obsessed w/ Subway by Chappell Roan (needs to be released ASAP PLS CHAPPELL PLS) so I decided to write Misty angst. This is probably gonna flop like my other angst but it’s ok

Misty Day fic also requested by @urlittlelisb0ngirl sorry

Required listening (I’m not responsible for your tears)

Lily of the Valley. Was that it? Or maybe it was Jasmine. That scent that always lingered on you.

I think I smelled it again, on a girl with your hair that walked past me today.

It’s like a sign, because I swear I could smell you on her. A reminder that there will be a fragment of you in my mind. The memories of us on the pier are fading, just like the ones of us eating ice cream on the ferris wheel–the first time you had ever been to an amusement park. It was also our first date. Do you still remember it?

I don’t.

The look on your face is blurred. Were you smiling? Did you even look at me? Did you drip ice cream on your blouse? Were we laughing? What time of day was it?

It’s all a blur to me now. I guess that’s a blessing and a curse, because as the memories fade, so does the pain. But as the pain fades, so do the feelings I had for you. There’s a part of me that doesn’t want to let go, but at this rate it’s inevitable. Are you ready to move on? Is that what you really wanted?

I think about you a lot, and I can keep holding onto the memories as long as I want, but I still watch them as they slip past my fingers. I wonder the most–if you still think about me? Do you regret it? Have you found someone else? Where was it that you ran away to again? Saskatchewan? You really were always a country girl at heart, weren’t you? If only I knew your new address, maybe I’d show up on your doorstep with a charming bouquet of flowers, maybe a boombox over my head and playing your favorite Stevie Nicks song.

I still have your jar of swamp mud you gifted me for my birthday, you told me it didn’t mean anything, that it was “just good wishes”. But I know how much it really means to you, and I can still remember the faint feeling of a burning in my chest from the way you gazed at me, and the way your fingers whispered over mine as you placed the jar between them.

If you asked me if this is what I wanted too, I don’t think I’d have an answer. I’d say “It’s complicated” and either way, it’d end the same as it always does. Sometimes I think I see you, when I’m in large crowds. Usually by the subway. I’ll see a blurry image of your face, maybe a familiar feeling of a smile on someone else, or the sound of your voice walking by. But of course, it never is. It almost drives me mad how your shadow follows me, even in the dark of the night. As if the stars are the twinkle of your eyes. I can’t escape your gaze, even when I can’t remember it.

The warmth and radiance of your presence haunts me. There was something about the way you carried yourself everyday, a true angel. I guess that’s why you were so unreachable. You were made from heaven, and I was born in hell.

On that fateful day, when the it came down to the last page in our story, you said to me:

“I don’t think this is where I’m meant to be. I’m not ready. I’m not ready for whatever this is.”

Well, I don’t think this is where I’m meant to be either. I’m not ready to give up on what we had yet, and it’s the worst torture to experience. At least I still remember the feeling that was loving you. But as the image of you in the corner of my eye becomes dark and darker, I’m starting to think this was how it was always meant to be.

Misty Day, you truly have a way. If only you didn’t get away.

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[ichijoucult]

i love spending money on my nieche hyperfixation yaay

[starletdust]

’implied’ sexualities !!!!!

yeah i did just kinda reblog a post about this but i wanna rant about it too esp after getting into an argument on tiktok about this ⁉️

i firmly believe some hsr / gi characters ARE genuinely implied to be gay. obviously due to censorship/legal troubles, they really can’t explicitly state ‘oh, this character is homosexual!’ — i’ve heard they even got into some trouble with hi3, but i don’t know how legitimate that was. [reasoning and whatnot under the cut]

however, they can still cover it up with ‘extremely close best friends who honestly know eachother more than they know themselves’, along with other implications (alrhough i will say that most of the ones off of the top of my head are mlm (and mayhaps i have a bit of a bias being a gay man myself)). we’ve only been blessed with one canon (again, mlm) ship, and that was dan feng & yingxing — two characters who, while their reincarnation may be, aren’t even playable. yes, characters can be best friends. but that doesn’t mean they all are, you cannot erase what has already been covered up. PLEASE

there are relationships, and characters individually, while truthfully rarer. enter: aventurine. i know he’s the one most often mentioned in this kind of thing. that’s for a reason.

first of all, likely the most obvious thing, is the peacock imagery plastered all over him. they often symbolize homosexuality; and yes, i know they can also represent wealth. he doesn’t need to be confined to just one of them. both meanings fit, and with the latter mentioned evidence, i think both are valid interpretations.

secondly, there’s an oscar wilde reference in some of his dialogue — ‘the happy prince’, described as man made of/adorned with gold and jewels (from what i remember; this is all being written in one sitting, without much evidence on the side, but i’ve yapped about this enough to remember at least a semblance of it) is referenced, not directly, but with an extremely similar description as aforementioned. i’m pretty sure there’s also some sort of foreign/faraway traveler mentioned somewhere too, which further solidifies this as evidence. (for anyone who doesn’t know, oscar wilde is a gay man. gay gay homosexual gay.)

thirdly, and a bit of a reach, is looking at his general interactions with each gender. if you compare what he says and how he acts around male and female chars, you can see his attitude around male characters is much more suggestive. an obvious example is his reference to sunday as “the most handsome man in penacony,” although i do think that can be interpreted in multiple ways. in his conversation with sparkle, she also calls him a gay pr0stitute. she doesn’t talk about him sleeping around in general. specifically with a man.

i think aventurine is simply one of the best examples for this kind of ordeal. another decent one is wriothesley — i won’t go very deep into it, but there’s the fact that henry wriothesley is heavily speculated to be a gay man, if not bisexual, but still homosexual nonetheless.

people have probably explained this kind of thing a million times before but i’ll say it again. not every character has to be gay, no. but some are most definitely implied. i’m sick of people saying “do you even know what implied means???” do YOU? do you know what it means? i’m pretty sure implied means that there’s a shit ton of evidence pointing towards it, but it isn’t explicitly stated. i’m pretty sure everything above is an example of something implied. implied does not mean canon, and vice versa. characters being straight are just as much of a headcanon of them being gay. stop trying to erase what little we have. i’m so done with it — same with the people who say that [insert female character] gets in the way of [insert mlm ship] which is why everyone hates her. it’s likely not everyone hates her. it’s also quite likely that she doesn’t even really get in the way of it, and you just want to have your straight ship more popular than a gay one with much more evidence towards it. obviously, rarepairs existc with their whole thing with popularity and all, and i adore them, but that isn’t what i’m talking about; i mean the ships with canon chemistry, where they’re barely ever apart and are so obviously meant to be more than friends. those gay ships. she doesn’t get in the way, most of the time, i promise you.

thank you for listening to my ted talk.

[f4gg0t-4-0b3y-m3]

“your cries are music to my ears”

DNI: MINORS, ANTI MLM, PROSHITTERS, HOMOPHOBES

warnings: dacryphilia, bondage, brat taming, BDSM, daddy kink (?) sub/dom, possibly dub-con, degradation, praise

NOT PROOFREAD DONT COME FOR MY ASS PLS

a/n: this was requested by my lover, for two of our ocs (his: zach, mine: venus) so hope yall enjoy as this is only my second time writing smut

moans, whimpers, and pleas to venus filled the room, but all fell on deaf ears as venus continued to move his hand on zacha cock agonizingly slow. zach had been denied his orgasm over and over again for god knows how long

how did he end up in this situation?

zach had been fooling around at home, and venus wasnt in the mood so when zach decided to be a brat and get venus worked up while doing work, he had enough

“im done with your antics zach…go to the room and strip, if i cone in there and your not stripped of your clothes there will be hell to pay”

zach smiled and happily went to the room and stripped himself of his clothes, he was even kind enough to grab the blindfold, ropes, and lube for venus

venus soon came into the room, grinning down at the brat that sat on his bed, he took the rope and started to tie the brat up with his arms behind his back, tied together. he then grabbed the blindfold and tied the sliky fabric around the brats eyes.

venus got onto the bed and sat behind zach, both legs on each side of zach “youve been a naughty brat for daddy…now hes gonna have to punish you…but youd like that anyway, just look at your boner, oh wait…you cant look” he chuckles lowly against zachs ear as he grabbed zach hardened cock, moving agonizingly slow

thats how zach had ended up in this situation but at this point he didnt care, he was to focussed on the pain and pleasure

he was snapped out of his daze when venus picked up his pace on zachs cock, “ve-venus! oh fuck—please! daddy let me cum! it hurts!” tears streamed down his cheeks as venus chuckled and slowed down his hand “oh but youve been bad for daddy, so you don’t deserve to cum, maybe next time youll think about that before working me up while im doing work”

zachs cries and pleas started getting louder as he was soon close to orgasm but denied of that pleasure once again

venus chuckled before removing his hand completely, untying zach and taking the blind fold off of him “maybe next time youll think before you tease daddy” zach whined and sobbed harder as he tried to hrind against venus’ hand only for venus to take his hand away from zachs aching cock and grabs a towel, cleaning up the mess he and zach made “if you be a good boy and not touch yourself while daddy works then maybe, just maybe ill let you cum”

venus soon left the room and went back to work with zach whining and crying to venus from their shared room

hope you liked it!

dividers by: @sister-lucifer

[accidentarisen]

She Wants Revenge, Talk To Her, She Past Away.

WHO IS THIS WOMAN?

[theforestknowsmydreams]

I'm trying to expand my "List of movies/shows I should definitely watch based on how often they appear on my dash", so what are things YOU think I should add?

I'm looking for anything from "it's just that good" to "it's just that important to tumblr culture, even if it's bad"

[anony-lynn]

Trying to post my art on here as well cuz why not

[lavellun]

Lucy Gray Baird, Coriolanus Snow and Sejanus Plinth as the three different social contracts of the philosophers Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Thomas Hobbes and John Locke.

[mispatchedgreens]

oh, to be an absolute ten while a repressed belligerent asshole administers to you the kiss of life

[minho-knows]

HYUNJIN | 'ATE' VISUAL FILM

[outofcontextdanandphil]

Dan and Phil should NOT tweet this - OUT OF CONTEXT

[i-am-lakuna]

Ooooo creepy Darkstalker ooooo

My brain has been infested with Wings Of Fire thoughts again, this is probably my sign to come back to drawing dragons.

[homocidalpotat]

New tag game: make (platonic/romantic) ship names for you and your moots

Examples:

@names-confuse-me jasperin

@yourlocalbadgerscales jamsper

Get creative!! Make names for words that describe you both too, like this

@ravenwordss spudwords

[gemharvest]

And goodness, you're bleeding, what a wonderful feeling You're down, and you're pleading, my head is just reeling

Goretober 2024, Day 2: Sharp Objects

[hongtonie]

HONGJOONG 𖠋 A WALKER

[francy-sketches]

Hiiiii guess who finished her pmv. finally. um enjoy :3