#this is not me being clingy

[tricksheart]

I think I might start blocking those who don't interact with me after a month. Rant under the cut. Not about anyone that follows me.

Me: Hey. Um, there was untagged irl dogs on your post. Can you please tag 'irl dogs'. It's even in my rules, thank you.

Other person: OMG! Don't eat me please. And tagging will be hard for me because they are my comfort. Let's not be mutuals anymore. Bye. ( softblocks instead of hard blocks ).

Me, who just saw the message and couldn't respond before: ...... :/ All I asked was for a trigger to be tagged, it's not the end of the world. Oh well, they really never wanted to put in the effort to rp with me anyways.

( I just hate when people don't read my rules and/or not put in effort to rp with me when I reached out to them several times. I guess it was for the best to go different ways. But dammit, they were so cool. And followed me first! I just don't know anymore. Some words of encouragement would be nice ).

Sorry everyone had to see this but it's just frustrating that people said they would be accommodating for triggers, IM them to talk about things like that and then backtrack.

[thebrainrotsreal]

Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.

Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.

[inkskinned]

they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?

they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.

you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.

you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.

mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.

you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.

[lunarlivs]

but with him there, everything else fades away

drarry doodles below the cut <333

[kazumist]

aventurine never made it obvious that he’s clingy.

he doesn’t want to be vocal about these things—he wants you to know right away that he wants your affection. a hand to your waist as it gently rubs your hipbone, him burying his face in the crook of your neck all of a sudden, and many more. he doesn’t want to be vocal about these things at all.

it wasn’t like you hated it. in fact, you found it quite adorable that your lover had this side to him. despite being a gambler in… many ways, it was cute how he had such a clingy side to him. although of course, it will always be behind closed doors.

when aventurine came back home to you, he immediately wrapped his arms around you as you felt him mumble into your skin how he’s tired. your hand reaches the nape of his neck as you gently play with the hair in that area. you feel aventurine sigh in relief—who knew that a person like him would end up acting like an exhausted child from the playground when he’s tired? 

“long day?” you asked him. he just mumbles in agreement and you couldn’t help but chuckle at him.

it’s these little moments that reminds you that love is as simple as a comforting hug after a long day.

[forzathunder]

"I have many fears, most of them about Lucrezia." — Cesare Borgia (The Borgias, 2011-2013) + hints of insecurity

that she adores someone that much / if she will reject his dark nature and act of love and violence as Ursula did / if he truly is not part of her desires / that she easily forgets him

[takesfew]

Johnshi (+one railao) as texts part 2

[impuls1veworm]

Unless you're into clingy men, dating Gojo would be so annoying. This mf won't let you leave the room without asking where you're going. He's not gonna follow you, but don't take too long. Even if you're just using the bathroom, if he thinks you're taking too long, he's outside the door asking what you're doing.

God forbid you try to go out with friends who aren't also his friends. He'll tell you to go out, have fun, and he doesn't care. Until it's 3 hours later and you hear a very familiar voice from behind you responding to what your friend just said.

This man is never leaving you alone. You're stuck with him for life.

[freensrcha]

early morning clingy jihyun 🥹

THE EIGHTH SENSE | EPISODE 10

[gumi-writes]

commissioned from hewoweens

i've taken to calling these guys the mean girls of eridia

(starring ais "my favourite kind of foreplay is getting my ass beat" and vere "i literally threw myself at her (sat on her lap expectantly and expected her to understand) why the fuck is she so dense" and tiên "*is tiên*")

[t4tozier]

thinking about after derry, eddie’s living with richie but maybe the divorce isn’t completely finalized and maybe eddie’s not ready to be in the public eye just yet so richie’s still flying solo to the few events he’s invited to after ditching his tour halfway through a set.

but eddie still waits up for him every time because he doesn’t like going asleep alone and he likes knowing that richie made it home safe, and one night he’s watching house hunters when he hears the keys fiddling in the lock and then a metallic kind of clunk and a low swear, and eddie snickers as he goes to open the door for richie.

and his boyfriend has the biggest grin on his face when he sees who’s answering the door, and he forgets about his keys because he’s too busy tugging eddie into the biggest bear hug. he coos, “eddie spaghetti, spaghetti man, my—hi, eds, baby, i missed ya,” and oh, richie’s drunk, and all eddie can do is laugh as he pulls him inside, grabbing the keys as he goes.

“have a good time, rich?” he teases, letting richie hang onto him like a koala bear as he makes his way into the kitchen and starts pouring a glass of water. richie nods and begins telling him all about the night, stumbling through it and interrupting himself every minute or so to insist that “it would’ve been so much better with you there, baby, missed you all night, the whole time.”

and eddie eventually wrangles him into bed and gives him another glass of water and right before richie falls asleep, face mushed into eddie’s stomach, he mumbles, “‘m gonna marry ya, eds, i swear it.”

and eddie can’t help but smile, swiping richie’s hair away from his forehead as he presses a kiss to it and whispers back, “tell me that in the morning,” but it doesn’t actually matter if richie hears him, because now eddie knows that the little velvet box secreted away in his sock drawer is going to go over even better than he’d hoped.

[veinsfullofstars]

🍷 Kirbtober 2024 Day 22: Ship or Hangout 🍷

(ID: Kirby series fanart of Daroach and Dark Meta Knight overindulging on “fancy grape juice” together, their faces brightly flushed from the several bottles standing empty around them. The thief sits with a glass held loosely in one paw, laughing and resting the other paw on the unmasked knight’s head as he lays sprawled over Daroach’s torso, disgruntled but not particularly inclined to move, his wing lazily draped over them both. END ID.)

“Ha! Who's the *hic* lightweight now, sunshine?”

“Mmrrghshuddup. Smartass rat with your stupid pretty mouth stupid mmghngh..."

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Started on 10/02/24, finished on 10/03/24. | Kirbtober 2023 Comp

[rheakira]

I just like to think that in the event that all the souls are revived with their bodies back, Clover had a very hard time letting Robin go. 💛💚

[krsnaradhika]

something something about the peace in his eyes. the wisdom in them. the calm of his temples. the stillness of his visage. something about the way he's ever ready to lead. he holds her hand and walks ahead. she follows as she loves to. a bow on his shoulders, and a flute tucked safely in his waistband. the swarthy skin of his glinting beautifully against her pale one. he is more full of life, she is a ghostly shadow of it.

“and what if it doesn't work out? what if i fail? what if i disappoint you and them again? lord, what if this is a dead end?” she implores and shivers in terror, wincing as she tries to hide behind his back. a cold gust of wind goes by and raises the hackles on her. a wickedly restless heart thumps wildly in her chest. he smiles and holds her hand tighter, the gleam of his dark irises multiplying manifolds.

“and what if you just trust me and let them talk? how about you do your best, and let go of everything else? what then, sakhi? you know what karmayoga is, now, don’t you?”

they stop at the frothing ocean lapping at their feet, sand slipping away like an illusive trap. fishes and conch shells line before them, the moonlight dancing on the waves. the nightfall has never been darker, except for the one when he had arrived. the distraction is fascinating but her fingers tighten around him unnecessarily, some part of her knowing that she might be lost.

she heaves a breath and blinks away her tears— no, you must not leave me to myself again. you must not take away this assurance of your touch, lord— “then i find you again?”

his eyes crinkle in crescents— naive sakhi, always forgets the same thing and always comforts herself the same way. cries and cries but never quite drifts away. never too gone to not be saved— “then i find you again. beyond the ties of right and wrong, uncaring of how tainted your soul maybe from your past lives and actions. i find you, and we walk through the shores again— as forever companions.”

“promise?” her drenched eyelashes look up to his looming handsome face and she sniffles, ridiculous to every bit as a few last stray tears of hers are brushed away by a lotus palm.

a soft sort of longing is in his heart too. “oh i haven't been surer of anything else.”

[xoxoemynn]

Anyway here’s Daphne.

[hearts4dorlene]

Sirius: Wanna come to Hogsmede with me?

Remus: No, I'm studying for our NEWTs

*few days later*

Sirius: Wanna stargaze with me on the Astronomy Tower?

Remus: No, I'm studying for our NEWTs

*few days later*

Sirius: You've left me with no alternative Lupin. Wanna cuddle and have chocolate and read muggle fantasy books with me?

Remus:

Remus: I guess I could have a break I suppose