#this is my real toxic trait for real

[the-bi-space-ace]

I’m gonna be completely honest. Sometimes I don’t like the tone of someone’s poll question so I vote for the option they clearly want to dunk on. I’ll vote just out of spite. It is, in fact, my worst quality.

[idontmindifuforgetme]

my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them

[bumblingbabooshka]

I think Sarek and Amanda Grayson both lowkey seeing their children as little experiments in different ways is undeniably bad parenting BUT .... I mean you talk about matching each other's freak .... Like imagine for a second Sarek is like "I am going to show that Humans are just as good as Vulcans by molding this Human child and my half Human son into the perfect Vulcans - This will show that despite what society thinks of as their genetic inferiority, they're just as good as any Vulcan." and Amanda's response to that is to think "Sarek is wrong...Michael's humanity MUST be preserved...so that I can show her all the love and affection I can't show Spock and maybe through their sibling bond all my unspoken and unexpressed love can trickle down to him through her." What are you both DOOOOING!?? You guys are NUTS like PLEASE just TALK to each other and compromise about how you're going to raise your children!! [Love the drama though] So I'm imagining in my head that Sarek is severely pressuring both Spock and Michael to act as perfect Vulcans their entire lives with him or else they're failures not only in his eyes but in all of society's (because he's an ambassador and raising these children is tied irrevocably with his work as such) WHILE Amanda is secretly trying to funnel her humanity and love for Spock through Michael and as such failure to receive, express, or internalize that love is failing not only your mother but also the entire Human race. Damned if you do damned if you don't! Who do you want to disappoint more, kids?

In 'Point of Light' Amanda says that she gave Michael all of the love, joy, and affection which she wasn't "permitted" (we must question the use of the word - what stopped her from directly giving Spock this love? I'm not saying there wasn't pressure for her not to, I'm saying the word 'permitted' absolves her of any personal choice or failing in a way that's interesting to me) to give Spock and though this is on the surface level sweet and probably meant to be interpreted that way, I submit that it must be kind of fucked up to hear that your foster mother was maybe only so kind and caring to you because she felt she wasn't allowed to act that way towards her "real" son. Michael Burnham as a tool for both her parents, however unintentional, is very interesting and I'm not sure it's something canon considers (haven't watched the show, I just like imagining things). The feeling that you have to be grateful to these people for not only being your parents but being YOUR parents. For taking you in and giving you a beautiful life - you have to pay them back, you have to make them especially proud of YOU. Because they didn't HAVE to, did they? Because you're not their "real" child. In the end, it's always Spock - isn't it? The love your mother gives you is Spock's love and if only one child can enter the Vulcan Science Academy then it has to be Spock. You're the appetizer your father serves before the REAL main course and your mother's stuffed doll which represents the thing she REALLY wants to hold and you know they genuinely care about you. That's the worst part. Because you know they care and they didn't mean to hurt you and the voice in the back of your head keeps telling you that any hurt they've dealt you pales in comparison to the debt you owe them and they love you, they love you, they love you, they love you, they love you [repeat as often as need be: remember the debt]

[thedevilscarnival]

johannes cabal is an excellent series for many reasons but one of the best ones is how the entire thing basically boils down to "the solution for apathetic depression was not to get better morals, but to get better friends" and i think that's beautiful.

[wispurring-moss]

alright. i have held my tongue long enough but i can do it no longer.

i'm gonna something that the whippersnappers aren't going to understand & the veterans will probably take psychic damage from reading. but. consider, if you will:

Husk♦️Angel

...that's it, that's the post x'3c

[samijey]

Sami seemed to strike a big nerve with Jey last night

[greenbirdtrash]

literally no one on this hellsite knows how to be a fan of metal in a thoughtful non-entrusive respectful way except for my mutuals who are trying to gaslight 43 years old tobias forge that he is nonbinary

or they.

[paradisekissmoon]

He is so fine🥺

[the-poppy-outie-effect]

Somebody cancel my ass, I’m a Ben Arnold apologist and no i will not be repenting. You don’t have to like it, but from the bottom of my heart i believe that it’s one of the best pieces of media ever made. KFAM was a terrible show and i will listen to it until the heat death of the motherfucking universe. You can pry the 660 crew from my cold, dead, rotting and putrescent hands. Im done giving a fuck. Consume bad media or die a fucking loser.

[lilrebelkat69]

[cto10121]

Amāre (Aimer) - Latin Translation

A/N: Guess who stumbled upon a Latin grammar textbook in her local library? Yeah, this took me awhile because I had some options. There was “Amoris pulchritudo” (The beauty of love), which would have been badass. There was also “Amor est pulcherrimus” (To love is the most beautiful), very close to the French. But I realized quickly that any starter word more than two syllables long would be murder, and I’m a stickler for accent stress. Hence, I took advantage of Latin’s syntactical flexibility. At least I got to keep the infinitive. Hope you enjoy!

Amāre (Aimer)

Romeo Pulcer est bene amāre Est ad summum surgere Et alas maiesti tangere Pulcer est bene amāre

Juliette Pulcer est magnē amāre Vīvens gloriam manēre Et in cor ignis ardēre Pulcer est magnē amāre

Both Amor est potentissimus Nobis optimum dāre Ama, et in spei vīve Ama ultra timorem

Chorus Pulcer est bene amāre Est ad summum surgere Et alas maiesti tangere Pulcer est bene amāre

Pulcer est magnē amāre Vivens gloriam manēre Et in cor ignis ardēre Pulcer est magnē amāre

Chorus (+ Juliette) Amor in noctem ardet (In noctem is ardet) Amor pretium habet (Amor pretium habet) Etiamsi nōs consūmeret Amor in nōs vīveret

Chorus (+ Romeo) Pulcer est bene amāre (Pulcer est amāre) Est ad summum surgere (Ad summum volāre) Et alas maiesti tangere Pulcer est bene amāre

Semper…

English Translation

Romeo It is beautiful to love well It is to rise to the highest And to touch the wings of majesty It is beautiful to love well

Juliet It is beautiful to love greatly To remain living in glory And to burn in the heart of a fire It is beautiful to love greatly

Both Love is the most powerful [It is] to give the best of us Love, and live in hope Love beyond fear

Chorus It is beautiful to love well It is to rise to the highest And to touch the wings of majesty It is beautiful to love well

It is beautiful to love greatly To remain living in glory And to burn in the heart of a fire It is beautiful to love greatly

Chorus (+ Juliet) Love burns in the night (It burns in the night) Love has a price (Love has a price) Even if it consumes us Love would live in us

Chorus (+ Romeo) It is beautiful to love well (It is beautiful to love) It is to rise to the highest (To fly to the highest) And to touch the wings of majesty It is beautiful to love well

Always…

[moonlight-alphafemale]

I have the most unhealthy obsession with these men 😭

[discluded]

I love how opposites mileapo are and how it always show in their interviews lol because miles mostly analytic so he remembers the detail experience of their encounter while apo leans on the emotional side on how he felt although he doesn't remember if he gets good vibes its worth noting for him. They really lean into their astrology dynamic so much. Idk much about astrology but from what I read they literally fit the healthy soulmate vibes Capricorn-Pisces built despite being opposites.

I don't think they're so much opposites as complements. :)

You can tell from the Journey quick Q&A how well they match each other in terms similar where they need to be and puzzle pieces when they need to be.

(credit to @nattaphum for the gifs)

I don't know much about astrology nor do I believe it in (my toxic and typical capricorn trait lol) but capricorns and pisces are known to have high compatibility.

Maybe if I tag @sinnadreams she'll show up and do their star charts for us 🥺

As for their first gym meet-cute, Apo has said he doesn't remember many details, but hilariously, the one telling he did for an interview also coincided with the Apo calls him p'mee reveal 🤭🤭🤭

[foreverfearlessred]

My most toxic trait is thinking the second someone other than Max is pole after quali means they’ll win and we won’t be hearing the Dutch national anthem on Sunday… anyways Charles Leclerc’s gonna win at COTA besties mark my words <3

[idontdrinkgatorade]

why are you as a former psychology student using the phrase ‘dark triad’ unironically

[hellishvxbes]

A STUDY IN TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS

Based on my portrayal of these muses:

Michael- nevermind the fact that he is the chief of angels, the one like God. He has serious issues. ( you can ask Raph) but he let his heart open for one person and then that person betrayed him. Heaven was never same after Lucifer fell, and so Michael has a deeply hardened heart. He’s cruel and he isn’t afraid to take his anger out on angels who misbehave. He’s not without control though, and it’s what makes him worse. Because he will ask and take but give you crumbs in return. Even if he had feelings for you he would never admit them. Just let you make a fool out of yourself for thinking he would ever convey those emotions for you. Thats the tricky part, because he does have the capability but he’s too strung up in the fast. He hasn’t moved on, and so you’ll be loving someone who’s still in love with his ghost. With an illusion of what was and refuses to see what is. Michael sees no error in his ways and that’s his biggest obstacle.

Alastor- right off the bat, he’s toxic. While he’s capable of romance and falling in love, he’s lust for power and self preservation will take the lead on his relationships 99% of the time. Not only is he a push and pull, he’s gonna play with your head. Drop hints that he’s interested and then completely ignore them the next day. It’s like a game, and I think he’s more interested in the idea that someone could love him and so he plays around with it until he gets bored or he finds something else to catch his attention. I think if you manage to reach being that 1% you’ll find his love can be quite worse than him simply toying with you. He’s possessive, he’s manipulative, once he has you and decides you’re his, that’s kind of it. I don’t see him as controlling, I think he can give his partners a genuinely good relationship but he isn’t going to give that 100% and mainly demand more from you. He’ll never be fully open or trusting with you, always make you feel like there’s more he’s not telling. It’s gonna be a ride, and at some point you’ll end up wanting to be let off.