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elmorejuniorhigh · 2 years ago

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waow. so fucking cool that both ging and mito freecss are aroace. who would have thought

#mine #hunter x hunter #hxh #mito freecss #ging freecss #i usually dont put original posts in fandom tags but. you will all witness this #this is my belief and im sticking to it #usually i kind of have to reach when i want to hc a character as aroace but this?? its all right there on the page/screen baby #also sidenote i dont really care about pariston and i didnt read the manga #ive heard there are Things in there about him and ging but you know what im gonna ignore that shit #aroace ging idgaf #it also fuckin hit me a while back that (unless im forgetting something) at least in the anime there are like. no actual canon relationships #literally the only ones i could think of were like. killuas parents. eliza and squala.#… like. the rest is very prominent subtext #as an aroace this is fuckin king shit #like a enjoy a good romance now and then but it is so refreshing to have a piece of media that so blatently does not center relationships #(like i like killugon but it is arguably Not the focus of the show)#like obv friendship is centered #and its practically canon but its not the focus #idk what im talking about. im very tired

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faunandfloraas · 6 months ago

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Sometimes I think "Should I follow other people's standards?" but if I went on like that, I'd be missing my own standards. For a long time I stayed busy and felt accomplished about the records we set, but when I looked back... Everyone has their own joys in life, but I had come so far from my own joys.

SONG By Seungmin, Episode 02- High and Dry.

#I respect him so much... I also relate. I very much stick to my own standards regardless of if giving in to others ideas would be easier #or if it'd win me more acceptance- it's not easy and it can get real tiring like I often wish I didnt have such a solid backbone and belief #system bc my life would probably be easier and maybe better but! im just like that so Thats that #so yeah <3 minnie <3 #stray kids #skz #skz gifs #skz edit #stray kids gifs #seungminsource #bystay #createskz #staysource #kim seungmin #jesskz #seungmin #i fully intended to make code gifs all yesterday and instead rewatchef this so now we are here lok #SONG by

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short-wooloo · 5 months ago

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I MADE THE ZIONIST BLOCKLIST!!!😀

#jumblr #wooloo-writes #wooloo writes #not jewish #i just try to be the best ally i can be #which i guess makes me a zionist #I've never personally identified myself as such before #but i guess #judaism #welp #i stand with jews #i stand with israel #if people are going to say im such might as well #hi to all my “zionist” friends #we gots to stick together #what with our lunatic beliefs of “Jews should not be murdered”

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notamamiboye · 7 months ago

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I'm making a line of pride stickers and I need the opinions of two-spirit folks. For the sake of transparency, I was raised Ojibwe and have taken part of several pow wows and ghost suppers that my family organized but do not identify as two-spirit.

#two spirit #nativeamericans #stickers #notamamiboye #lovealotls #love-a-lotl #mamis concept art #ive never tried making art for other natives seeing as im mixed in my beliefs #but thats mostly due to my identity disorder which includes my alters having different beliefs #i usually stick strong to the flag designs but i have strong opinions on being native and didnt want to offer my siblings #a subpar design since their exclusion in queer spaces makes my blood boil #turquoise is one of my favorite stones and always will be #I miss watching the jewelery be made when I was little and still want one of those hair pipe bracelets

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the-somwthing · 2 months ago

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Controversial opinion: I don’t really count Cleo’s win as a full win, LIKE LISTEN I REALLY WANTED HER TO WIN, but Real Life is like a half win or something.

People always act like this opinion is an attack on Cleo and all that but like, you’re saying Real Life counts as a regular win like any other? So, if next season Cleo makes it really far, she should give up so someone new can get a win? You think she should say “I already won a season someone else deserves this more”? Like idk, to me counting Real Life as a full win feels like saying you don’t believe Cleo could get a win in a legit season so you want to count this one. And I don’t think that’s fair. Cleo doesn’t place very high on average but anyone can win. I think her winning Real Life is proof that she’s getting closer to a real win, like how Jimmy dying near the middle is proof that he could fully break the curse. I don’t count either of those as fully winning/breaking the curse but I see it as like. Half points. But apparently this opinion makes me a Cleo hater who doesn’t want to see her succeed. Idk it just feels like secretly thinking she isn’t capable of a real win, of course I don’t assume the worst of people like that, but like, that’s why I can’t subscribe to the opinion that RL was a win like all the others. I would’ve said it wasn’t a real win no matter WHO won, changing my mind just because it’s a woman feels like backwards feminism to me lmao.

I mean I’m going to assume that most people who say this aren’t doing that and would’ve said that it counts as a Real Win no matter who won? But if not then plz think about that lol. But like. No seriously if someone who always wins like idk Scott had won would y’all be saying “wow… Scott won yet another full season for realsies…” I’m assuming the best of you all and assuming that for some reason y’all hopped into Real Life thinking “can’t wait to see who our OFFICIAL sixth winner is”

#I keep wanting to say ‘even if it was someone who I wanted to see win the most’ but like I WANTED TO SEE CLEO WIN THE MOST.#next most maybe Joel cuz he’s the other one of my mains who hasn’t won. I wouldn’t count a Joel RL win.#ohh I also want an Impulse win real bad. I wouldn’t have counted that either #AND AGAIN IF YOU COUNT CLEO AS A FULL WINNER IM NOT ASSUMING THE WORST OF YOU. youre probably chill. i just must stick firm to my beliefs.#HONESTLY my opinion will change depending on how the lifers treat it. so WE WILL SEE!!!!!#but like idk all arguments to count real life just really harp in on ‘Cleo’s win’ like I’m sorry that won’t convince me this ain’t about her #it’s about the concept of Real Life itself. if I choose based on the fact that It’s Her then I’m biased and I shouldn’t do that.#cuz like I DO use that bias and say Cleo is a winner sometimes cuz as I said I WANTED HER TO WIN THE MOST. but in truth I cannot count it.

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karinyosa · 9 months ago

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okay the website of my local church w the pride flags out front actually really slaps they have like 5000000 choirs and a page on their specific beliefs that is pretty slay actually, unfortunately for the part of my brain that thinks choosing to do this is insane for me

#like to be honest it seems very tailored to the things i would like to get out of going to church if i were to actually follow through on #this #particularly their attitude toward doubt and sin #doubt is welcome and even an expression of faith? intriguing!#sin is a part of what makes us human? thats what i think!#i however relish in sin and this may make me incompatible with ANY church #perhaps their response would be that what i was taught was sin is not actually sin and we will see if that sticks to me or not #i dont really like the concept of sin regardless of whether god is forgiving about it or not but i guess that would lead me to the last tag #like if we can agree that certain things are bad then sure i guess theoretically i can get on board with the concept of sin #there are some reads of the bible that lean more leftist or queer that intrigue me but which i don't know much about #if anywhere's gonna be open to that it'd probably be this church #they've got a food pantry as well which is nice. like as a church you SHOULD be doing mutual aid i think but you know #i think i would always relish in being a little blasphemous though. thats the spice of life thats why im alive #im rereading this. who the fuck says relish #thank god for the industriously cautious part of my brain though because i'm doing so much fucking research before even daring to step foot #in there #on the sect and on the church itself #i think this would be very much a me reading the bible to shape it to my life and beliefs thing rather than the opposite #maybe the real reason i want to go to church is so i can dom god #karinyo.txt

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hecksupremechips · 1 month ago

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Time for me to be completely changed as a person! *just watched falsettos*

#the klock keeps ticking #oh dude we’re so back oh its so back #how am i supposed to live my life after this how am i supposed to go on #its funny cuz ive seen this damn show actually a thousand times i know it forward and backwards #and i dont really cry ever in general and ive become so familiar with falsettos that i dont cry anymore #but it still has the ability to destroy some deep part of me every single time in a new way #I will stay firm in my belief that its the greatest piece of media ever made #if i ever get to see falsettos on broadway (pipe dream ik) like #thatd be it for me man like how the hell are you supposed to leave and drive home after that akdnsk #i cant remember the last time i watched either i think it mightve been like. when i first moved into my old apartment 😳#and ive gone through quite a bit of shit since then and im smarter. i think #so yeah it hit me very hard this time i always stick to something different #im very much wrecked about this fucking family lets just say that #lets just say ‘shes cooked for some 200 guests i know we’re not that many actually we’re 7’#really hit different this time KID DO YOU KNOW HOW PROUD I AM #DONT KNOW WHY BUT HE LOOKS LIKE MARVIN #so so good so lovingly written and performed so real and beautiful and tragic FUCKKKK #yeah basically prepare for me to write like 50 essays for a few days about all the characters every song every lyric every sound yeah #falsettos is probably deadass the reason im like this it shaped me so much #just like. the ending of tragedy that was so unexpected and unfair #and it looks at the fucking homophobic shits who preached all about this being just desserts for the perverted behavior #and it says ‘this man could’ve kept that unhappy heterosexual life and avoided all of this but he chose the one that killed him because #it made him feel like himself it made him happy despite how brief it was and hed choose this route in every universe’#just a piece of art that is so true to queerness i dont think anything else has instilled a sense of pride in me like falsettos has #the tight knit family marvin tries so hard to keep together is falling apart worse and worse with each attempt #but once marvin is happy and loves himself and is loved by others the family ends up growing and sticking together naturally #aaughhh yeah ahahaha yeah man everyone please love your friends so genuinely love yourself and keep going 🥰

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vanweezer · 2 months ago

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oh im like alone for real. like im for real alone. wow. wow ...... does anyone else not exist or is it just me and the nothing

#problems!#unreality #id like to say that ill be better in the morning but what even is 'better' for me #occupied with something else until my own thoughts creep up on me? quiet until i cant sit still?#feeling more like a loser than usual probably because its starting to become more true as the days go by #no job no social life no joy from most things. there are videos on my phone that keep me smiling but nothing is forever #i dont even feel like a member of my family. kinda just a sentient pillow thats not good or useful for anything #i really am trying to remember what it is im supposed to be sticking around for. theres nothing. theres no one. theres just small pockets #where i actually 'feel' happy. if i feel anything at all #lol this is probably what people use belief systems for. remember when i used to have one of those

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arolesbianism · 4 months ago

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I may be failing my plan to not make any isat aus. So there's this guy her name is Euphrasie right. What if I took her and combined what could be 3 separate au concepts into one. And in the process forced myself to go back and reread a bunch of shit to make sure I know how to maximally fuck over this sad wet puppy of a woman

#rat rambles #did I ever actually make a proper isat talking tag? I don't remember but erm #stars posting #anyways dont count on me committing to this au too hard since Im mostly eternal gales brained rn but I am rotating ideas in my head #shes always interested me deeply as what am I if not a sucker for women who are mostly silhouettes of a character #I was mostly just thinking abt other ppls aus where she is also looping and was thinking abt how fucked it be for her in general but also #how much more fucked it would be for her if it was Only her looping #because as far as she would know theres straight up nothing that can be done to fix this and shed be stuck in a hell of what shed be sure #is her own creation #and then I thought to myself. what if she then accidentally did a loop while trying to fix it #and then my brain also said but what if loop was also there #so I did some mental gymnastics to ignore the possible problems and decided to take an extra spin on it and just sorta add her to the main #party by having her have basically wished to be able to help them defeat the king to make things right and her getting dropped earlier #on in the adventure so I can fuck around with potential character dymamics more (cough cough siffrin)#and for the actual loops I think it'd be funny if she could remember just like loop but was fully convinced that she was looping alone #so itd be siffrin and her acting at eachother trying to hide their seperate breakdowns while meamwhile loop is just staring at her with a #whole heap of mixed emotions but mostly the confusion of who the fuck is this guy???????#and sif is just like yeah thats secret. shes a powerful craft user who's craft experiments backfired and fucked up her body. duh.#and loop just Knows that thats not true but they have no real way to bring it up properly without drawing too much suspicious #oh yeah and Im calling her secret for now. in my minds eye shes like constantly putting on different fronts in hopes that one of them will #stick but shes been able to get away with it by playing up her belief in change to a cartoonish degree #shes really trying to be strong and not raise suspicion since she does want mirabelle to be able to learn and grow from this just the same #as her own mirabelle before and just wants to be able to fix the broken wish by being there to defeat the king herself #which she had already convinced herself was the reason the wish broke since she was the one stuck remembering #I should reword it to that probably because saying shes the one looping isnt Wrong but asside from sif not remembering it still entirely #revolved around him she was just the one forced to deal with it without any real way of learning how to fix it #and while she never figured out the entirety of the sif stuff it was always him taking to her that reset the loop #so she has. complicated feelings on him. she doesn't want to be avoidant or distant or to dislike him! and as time goes on she does grow to #like him a lot! but its just. hard to look him in the eye sometimes.#and then theres the horrors of the actual main game starting and the slow but horrifying realization of how badly she fucked up

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wadesprincessboy · 6 months ago

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My mum just told me to go back to tumblr and keep talking because its keeping me quiet....my dear Jewish mother I hate to break it to you but I am on this app talking about how I love Jesus...Im sorry

#im well aware being Christian is like a privilege in this society or whatev #but being raised in a Jewish family and becoming Christian kinda sucks #shes so disappointed in me :(#like I cant help what i believe but also fuck i wish I could just stick with my families beliefs #my family fought to be Jewish and im like nah lemme join the oppressors #my saftas family didnt die for this :/#im not trying to victimise my Christian ass btw #ik im the one chosing this it just sucks to see my mum cry about it #like she fullly cried and asked what she did wrong when i said i want to convert to Christianity #[me coming out to her as gay] her: oh this is chill same #[me saying Im Christian] her: nooooo my baby what did i do wrong 😭#i love my mum so much #shes great #/srs #i feel bad...#shell get used to it but ill mostly just shut up about it #born and raised Christians wont get this #they were raised priveleged and their family will never be hurt by them being Christian #i was raised a minority and abandoned my culture for the opressors religion #fellow converts (of any faiths) pls make yourself known #uhhhh #ok #rant done #religion #jewish #chrisitian #convert

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itissadbutitsmy-artblog · 10 months ago

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YOURE SO MEAN TO STRANSON DOUGHBLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#i mean i guess.#species: wooden staff.....................#despite your warnings and my own misery i am still on the wiki #stranson doughblow is the guy they turned into a stick in that one episode. for the uninitiated #im desperate to know why they needed HIS stick to summon bella noche but the wiki has no theories #i mean i have my own theory but it requires the most insane set of beliefs about wizardry in adventuretime. i dont think its my real theory #not art #sorry

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tiredtriedfailures · 1 year ago

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my new acquaintances/friends from school are concerningly different from me, what sticks out the most are this obvious lack of self articulation and/or awareness AND general distaste for discussing things in detail. i am constantly on the uncomfortable spot of "questioning a bit too deep and engaging a bit too strong and discussing a bit too aggressive" where my attempts at getting to know them AND getting across my own opinion all end up in the same pit. i dont know if im being "hurr durr i hate small talk tell me which 2 philosophers merging would result in the person closest to your own self and rank capitalism global warming and global rise of fascism in how urgent a problem they are to you personally" but it seems the small talk and humor they thrive in is too alien to my interests and my in depth engagement is too uncomfortable/stress inducing for them. they are PEOPLE with interests and views! and i wanna know and i wanna understand! but im too particular about my lines of socialization and too aggressive in my attitude and they are surprisingly bothered by slightest tension and deeply confrontation avoidant. i dont think we'll manage to get too close. i think ill reel it in a bit

#mypost #this will result in me feeling more cold and seeming more cold until the quiet snap and break of the relationship?#i dont know man. im really trying to be open #its just. god theyre really bad at expressing themselves? irony-pilled humormaxxing is surprisingly not a good way to speak sincerely #who'd have guessed #call me a humorless bastard with a stick up his ass but im serious about my thoughts and beliefs.#serious enough to try to express them honestly?#theyre ONLY talking about lectures and teachers and homeworks and sometimes a random buzzfeed ass topic is chosen #''which character from winx club were you''#''fucked up details in your childhood animated movies''#''how much celebrity drama do you know?''#haha girls youre so nostalgiapilled and humormaxxed and now say something beautiful and true. please. please

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butchlifeguard · 1 year ago

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prev post loml. someone in the notes said 'what makes these people think muslims and jews are more likely to celebrate a pagan holiday' which is so real

#beating back quirky tumblr brand philosemitism with a stick #people fw yr religion when yr like 'i feel like i engage in conversation/debate with Gd'#'my religious principles line up with my leftist beliefs'#but the SECONDT you bring up anything that culturally christian people think sounds too christian its an instant turnoff #'i am very devoted to Gd and do my best to follow religious rules'#'there are restrictions on how i eat/dress/etc because of my religion and i refuse to compromise on that bc you think im unfun and a hassle #'i believe that i can sin (commit a transgression prohibited by my religion) and do my best not to'#stuff like that

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touhouweed · 2 years ago

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Death sucks yeah but we all gotta face the music one day, and frankly, both an afterlife where I get to see my family and loved ones or an eternity of literally nothingness sound p alright if it means I get to enjoy whats here while Im here.

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#Either your conciousness somehow sticks around through means we literally cannot fathom in any way or its the longest dreamless nap ever #Whatever happens after death isnt my problem because it wasnt my problem before I was born :p #Im mostly buddhist in my beliefs tho personally

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izzy-b-hands · 2 years ago

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got back from tax place a lil bit ago and found out:

i overpaid enough before i quit my job so even tho i emptied my retirement acct

I dont have to pay anything. we thought for sure it would be over 1k to pay in at least, but the accountant that does our taxes confirmed it for me! I don't owe the IRS anything!!! (at least for this year lmao)

and. and. the thing that made me almost happy cry in their office

im getting some back from fed and state. not a huge amount, but enough to help me out for a few months at least and keep my accts from being drained completely

it's not entirely getting me out of the hole im in, but i feel like the universe just tossed me a rope to start trying to climb out. if i can get to ct, get a job, and pay back ct friend and my mum?

then i will happy cry all over everything and everyone. even all of you, ur in on this happy cry with me bc you've all listened to me bitch abt this stuff and lose my mind over it for months

#text post #also i do need to shout out as a Luciferan that this happened after my last lil meditation/devotional session so maybe i got help there too #normally i don't look at my beliefs like that bc it's mostly just for my own comfort and not something i usually talk abt much but #part of the practice is learning and sitting with discomfort and growing even in scary rough patches and sticking things out #and i have thus far so maybe if i keep that up i can keep doing well #...also definitely doing another lil mediation thing tonight bc i feel i should #i guess i could also do one for the irs? since they also helped here #im babbling im just. some heavy weight just came off my shoulders rn #now i do need to call the post office tho and find out why they still aren't providing updates on any mail #the elderly neighbours are also concerned so im gonna call on their behalf too

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minamotoz · 2 years ago

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a song about a guy who is afraid of change and commitment but still acts as though he has the authority to tell other people what they should be doing with their life...... s5-7 cory matthews

#boy meets world #fatimas silly tunes #love this song a whole lot btw. this album deserved more than it got!#anyways i Like cory ok. i know its popular to shit on cory bc he does kinda suck. but i will stick up for him #at least in bmw. gmw!cory is just the worst possible version of cory bc gmw literally takes place in the s7 bad end #i know saying cory is afraid of commitment is a strange take considering how quickly he rushed into marriage #and was Not the one to have second thoughts #but i think my point still stands cory is the typa guy to be wishy washy about what he wants in life #like compared to his two closest friends who had things they were good at and stuck with it #cory is just sorta a Floater . yet he still acts as if he knows everything #think of that episode where he pressured shawn into going to college #like what is cory gonna do in college? fuck if he knows #but shawn NEEDS to follow him there even if hes already set to start working after he graduates #i think im mostly sympathetic towards cory solely bc of my (true) belief that hes deeply closeted #it doesnt make him any less of a jackass but it adds enough complexity to make me be a cory apologist #Spotify

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