#this is just. me having fun with fiction ig
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randomly thought of a pretty shitty convo i had with someone over a year ago but if weāre engaged in a discussion about fictional characters and you stop the conversation to say āyou know theyāre fictional rightā i will actually think less of you, because youāre not playing the game right. obviously theyāre fictional if they werenāt i wouldnāt talk about their lives like that. call it trauma or whatever but i only really let myself talk freely about the characters i care about with people i think i can trust, and if you're going to take that trust and use it to put me down i'm sorry but clearly you don't understand how important this was to me and we shouldn't be friends
#there's a difference between acting like characters are real and causing problems for actually irl people because of it#i'm not hurting anyone by talking seriously about my blorbos i'm just having fun#i think also like#i have such an issue being open with people about who i actually am and the things that really mess me up#fiction is a way for me to ease into being open with someone#i understand it's not fair to ig test people? like test if they're trustworthy by seeing how they react to how i talk about my fav characte#but also like the test has never failed me#anyways idek why i've been thinking about them recently#they've just been coming up in convos a lot it's weird#personal
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#just blocked someone who had initially made me feel v welcome in the 911 fandom#they seemed really nice at first. but then I started seeing a bunch of posts 'calling out' 'homophobia' in the buddie side of the fandom#all the while this same person had previously 'threatened violence' against another person in the fandom#and THEN today (or maybe yesterday idk) they claimed they wanted to fight another fandom member (a gay man btw)#and like. i'm not really involved in the ship war or whatever.#there are questionable things going on on both sides ig#but trying to claim the 'moral high ground' over calling out joke posts about FICTIONAL characters#while also making comments about wanting to punch/fight real people is just. wow. the lack of self awareness is really something.#the drama of the whole ship war is really entertaining to me (a lurker and gossip-lover at heart)#but I just can't handle people taking themselves too seriously in all of it. like this person wanted to have the moral high ground so bad.#and yet.#anyway I don't hate tommy. I like him/am neutral about him. however. the tommy haters at least have a sense of humor š#and I'll defend haters' rights til my dying day!#calling ppl names and lashing out at real human beings over their dislike of a fictional character is wild.#anyway rant over š now my dash is a fun and chill place again woohoo
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fuck it, unedited snippet from an early early post-ph scene i decided to write one night
#uhhh. how do i tag this#post-ph#yeahhhhh#this is meant to be a bit after bellum runs into link and linebeck (mostly linebeck) and theyre just. talkin#like a day after running jnto each other so theyre just figuring things out with the shared theme of how tf are ypu alive#i like linebecks response it feels very. 19 years old idk. hes not like. entirely chill during this hes tired and wary#hes just got a lil more humor in thsi bit. writing this to try out how i might want to do bellumās dialogue#and get his perspective on linebeckās survival and just have a literal dialogue about that topic specifically#and also figure out some other ideas like linebeck waiting to actually tell link whi bellum is and whatnot#i think i like the idea of bellum having a slighrly childish side with the āyoure the weird oneā line#some kinda balance between him using more complex phrases and ideas in his speech while also talking casually and roughly#and having little indignant childish moments usually in response to something or to demean someone#tbfh mostly posting this bc i wanted to work on it. cuz ive been reading scps and in my enjoyment of it as a cool fiction collection site#forgot that its like. horror. and fucked up some times. and its been a while since i delved into this kinda stuff and forgot my own limits#yknow how it is. prolly gonna play fire emblem or maybe smash bros havent touched that in a while#specifically smash 4 3ds havent played it in a while most been playing ultimate. i have 6 smash mains or w/e. characters i like#sheik ganondorf lucario greninja cloud corrin. used to do lucina but shes a bit too standard swordfighter to be fun for me so now corrin#anyways this is a decent snippet ig. its a lil funny and kinda gives an idea of the convo without giving too much away#not aure if i want rhem to more or less figure out why linebeck survived in this first interaction. tbh its not too hard i think#since bellum does some deductive reasoning comparing jt to past experiences and is like ah. maybe ill save it#maybe he gets conveniently cut off while theyre figuring it out. tbh it works wirh wanting to have link join in somewhat
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Should I reblog an ask game. Question of the century. Idk maybe it will make me able to form a coherent thought about hetalia
#just talking recreationally#Honestly? This month my hyperfixation on hetalia kinda slipped away a little? I sort of focused on other things#And like. Forgot how much fun it is. How much joy it brings me#History(and history adjacent things) is the love of my life and hetalia is related to that y'know.#And storytelling too which I sort of use hetalia as a way to exercise telling and writing (historical) fiction for#The hypothetical day I will write non hetalia maybe original stories.#I loveee hetalia and I really wanted to write so much about it since it's summer and I have some free time#But I just cant bring myself to sometimes. Sometimes it's hard even thinking about it#I don't know. I'm trying to remember why hetalia is special to me in the first place.#This is a mess but I just. Man I used to be able to make a million posts a day (cuz I was ignoring school ig)#I'm so frustrated about evrything and I hate the way my brain works.#Tl;dr : My hyperfixtion on hetalia kinda slipped away a lil and I don't have any current hyperfixation (besides maybe FOB) +#+ and I am cranky about it.#Delete later maybe
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I have two stardew valley farms rn, one where the character is a boy and the other the character is a girl. I hate talking to people on the girl save because they call me miss and girl. this means nothing and I will not be thinking about this for the next three to five weeks
#it's probably mostly because on the girl save that's me. that's the co op farm I have with my gf so we named them after ourselves and made#the avatars look like us. on the other save it's just some guy who is fictional and not real#but also likeeee. when the gender fluids.#and my mom just cut my hair so it looks less gnc and more feminine so because it makes perfect sense I feel. less feminine#like when I finally got the haircut I had wanted for a long time that was short and masculine and I went hmmm. I should take they/them out#of my bio#people only ask your pronouns when they think you look like you 'have pronouns'#I only ever feel like something when I don't look that way#genderfluid that includes comfortable with the gender you were assigned is so fun (/s) because you go for long periods of time when you're#like well. maybe it was just a phase. ig I am (girl/boy) and then some little thing will hit you and make you go oh yeah that's right
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Me, age ten, reading Roman Mysteries: Jonathan my beloved my fictional crush
Me, age twenty-two, watching Roman Mysteries: Why Jonathan's Dad lowkey the most attractive man here???
#wren rambles#roman mysteries#watching this show is like: Hey. You see this boy. Your past fictional crush your blorbo your beloved who goes through so much?#Yeah he's a CHILD he is a BABY#anyway jonathan's father is like the Ideal Man tho#attractive? Family man? Protective? God fearing Christian?#get me a guy like that#this show is fun and i'm not sure if i'm excited or terrified for Jonathan's gladiator arc#he's just a BABY he goes through so much#i love kids books that are borderline horrific but you don't notice because you are ten years old#also they gave lupus a tongue and idk how i feel about that#ig it makes sense cos they can't really cut out an actor's tongue#plus it's kinda hard for a 8-10 year old actor to have to factor that into his acting ig
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bruh i get such a superiority complex over being a good writer
#i keep seeing ppl post their āessay that got me into harvardā and every time iām like damn. ig i shouldāve applied to harvard#like not to be full of myself but these essays SUCK i am a way better writer than them. lol. i have edits#i donāt act like it on here bc itās fun to break grammar rules & i never believe ppl when they say iām a good writer but then i see someone#elseās writing and iām like oh wow. i am really really good at this apparently#iām not necessarily the best at fiction but journalism? narratives? PERSONAL ESSAYS? i am a MASTER apparently#these kids r sooooo proud of their essays and i look and itās like ābabes why r u showing me this. isnt it just a draft. huhā#i wish i could afford one of those fancy schools with no merit aid šš goin to a good school for mega cheap but i feel like i would have#gotten into some ivies if iād been able to try. at least on the basis of writing.#affirmative action isnāt keeping you from the ivies babe itās your horrid essay topic & style & grammar & concision & approach. lol#sorry for being conceited or whatever but also if uād just read this girlās essay u would be too
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meanwhile, some quotes about the material:
The "musical within a musical"Ā is about a ramshackle theater troupe haphazardly putting on a show destined for Broadway in exchange for doing chores around the farm. People fall in and out of love throughout the process, all while the city folk comically struggle with the country life. Emmy-winning writerĀ Cheri SteinkellnerĀ was given one mandate, however: "No tractor," she laughed on the phone just weeks before the show was set to begin previews. "They were adamant about that. And there's a tractor in the movie. There's a tractor in almost every scene. It's in many ways about a tractor. But I was told absolutely no tractor." [...] "We're all working on this like we're on an actual summer stock schedule. Art imitates life imitates art. It's just go, go, go. And I couldn't be prouder of our cast, and our Jane and Joe," Steinkellner, who is also a Golden Globe winner, said. Her writing partner also happens to be her husband Bill. "Our 'Summer Stock' is more 'inspired by' than adaptation. There are four songs included from the original film that you can't not do. But the new songs are the best of the old songs. The secret sauce was the great American Songbook." She said "It Had To Be You" is one of the classics audiences can expect.Ā Ā
[source: āHigh School Musicalāsā Corbin Bleu makes his Goodspeed debut in āSummer Stockā]
So, how different is the musicalĀ Summer StockĀ from the movie? It feels like a whole new animal, even though weāve borrowed some elements from the movie. It is still, first and foremost, a love letter to the theater; itās about this group of players who come to a farm to put on a show. So many numbers are how they get into farming through performance! We also still focus on how Joe and his partner Phil [played by Gilbert L. Bailey II] fight to get the show on its feet, and how Joe helps his eventual love interest Jane [played by Danielle Wade] find her inner performer. But a lot has changed from the film, including some of the relationships. We have a brilliant new writer, Cheri Steinkellner, who has dropped in a lot of nods to why we love musical theater. We have Veanne Cox as Orvilleās mother, who is the new ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½villainā of the piece. And weāve added a lot of music, such as āIt Had to Be Youā and āItās Only a Paper Moon,ā and weāve switched around whoās singing some of the filmās songs, such as āDig, Dig, Digā and āHappy Harvest.ā But the most important thing is that while weāre still in the late 1940s, there are two Black actors playing the male leads ā me and Gilbert Bailey as Phil ā and it is definitely not color-blind casting; itās color-conscious. That means weāre dealing with an interracial love affair, for instance. The racial element is an additional driving force, which I think is necessary, but the main story isnāt about the struggle for racial equality. In the end, itās still a feel-good MGM-like affair. Youāve previously stepped into the figurative shoes of Gene Kelly, who originated the role of Joe in the movie, as well as Fred Astaire. How does that feel? I am always aware these golden age icons from MGM have such a specific style and that they make what they do look easy. Of course, I want to bring that to Joe. But in the tap dance sequence, for instance, we also have a bit of Gregory Hines, even though Iām no Gregory Hines. And at the end of the day, itās me on stage, and I work hardest on finding my own characterization of these roles. This is your first time working with Donna Feore, who is one of Canadaās leading directors and choreographers. Tell me about your experience with her? Donna is wonderful to work with, both as director and choreographer. I think the best thing about her handling both roles is we donāt have to get everyone on the same page, because she is the same page. Sheās also really hands-on with the music; she fought to have a drummer in the room during rehearsals so we could find those beats while we created the choreography, not just insert them later. As she directs, she considers the movement of every scene, but also the story that weāre telling through that movement! Itās not movement for movementās sake, and I appreciate that! Goodspeed isnāt the easiest place to do a dance-oriented show, is it? Yes, weāre dealing with the confines of a very small stage, itās like dancing on a Chiclet. I am so impressed how vibrantly our cast can move on this stage. Weāre on top of each other!Ā I think weād look great on a bigger stage, which is just one reason why everyone is focused on moving this show to New York.
[source: Interview: Corbin Bleu Talks About the New MusicalĀ Summer StockĀ and the Fourth Season ofĀ HSMTMTS]
āSummer Stockā is right inĀ Corbin Bleuās wheelhouse. āI feel at home on the stage,ā he said. An actor, singer and dancer his whole life, Bleu is appearing in the upcoming stage adaptation of the Hollywood musical beginning July 7 at theĀ Goodspeed Opera House. āI established myself in this particular genre, doing shows associated with Gene Kelly or Fred Astaire,ā he said. āI am a bit of an old soul. This is what my voice naturally goes to.ā The āHigh School Musicalā star is playing Joe Ross, one of a troupe of actors that descends on a small farming town to turn an old barn into a theater. It appears he was born to play the roleĀ originated by KellyĀ on the big screen. āI grew up as a theater kid,ā Bleu said. āI grew up watching old MGM movies. I was a theater nerd and a musical theater fan. My dad kept a storage unit of stuff from our childhood, and he found an old school paper from when I was in elementary school where Iām dreaming of performing in musicals.ā [...] Of the four shows, āHoliday Innā is most similar to āSummer Stock,ā which was also adapted from a movie . āHoliday Innā was a fairly close reworking of the film, but āSummer Stockā takes a few more liberties. āItās not the exact same story,ā Bleu said. āWhen I watch the movie, I think it could definitely use some updates.ā Those updates include a multi-racial cast. āLetās not skirt the obvious,ā Bleu said. āIām a Black guy doing characters traditionally played by white men, doing things Black men werenāt traditionally able to do easily at the time these shows take place.ā [...] āSome parts of the book are still in process,ā Bleu said. āCheri is in the room with us at rehearsals. We want this to feel modern, but we donāt want to shoehorn anything in. āI was also part of the workshop we did in New York a month and a half ago,ā he added. āIām loving seeing it and Iām loving being a part of it. We know this genre. Itās a feel-good musical comedy, a big song and dance show.ā Though there is a lot that has been rethought when reshaping āSummer Stockā for the 21st-century stage, those who know it as a Gene Kelly movie will have plenty to latch onto. āWe are completely paying our homage to Gene,ā Bleu said. āI am not Gene, but I do have a natural tendency to lean into that style. Gregory Hines is also a big inspiration. Thereās tap dancing in this. Thereās a whole Lindy Hop number. There are a lot of very large dance numbers.ā
[source: āHigh School Musicalā star Corbin Bleu is rethinking āSummer Stockā at the Goodspeed Opera House]
#already able to guess abt the ''inspired by'' more than [trying for a peak one to one adaptation] and gilbert as phil (as herb in the film)#and vienna as margaret wingate as orville's mother....#doing the like look up & kinda combine nodding and a head tilt abt [moving the show to new york] didn't occur to me but like oh yeah ig#hand on my shoulder like even in looking through one actor's relatively recent oeuvre you See the productions' iterations travel....#hand back on my own shoulder like counterpoint i don't know or much notice or extrapolate shit lol. unless? when i do#you gotta love the meta show bound for nyc within a show about what it takes putting on a show etc etc what all & have you#summer stock#implicitly:#will roland#explicitly a lot re:#corbin bleu#for everyone keeping up with the corbinews / corbin bleuws. got htm:tm:ts in that lol didn't know he was Fictional Corbin in there...#this is just like when corbin bleu went to see the show ft. will roland on bway with a show within its show mentioning going to bway fr...#oh i'd also thought about the tractor issue and figured that truly might be a bit much for a stage production#there's a lot you can move around / evolve / excise / add in the film's material. including the parts about the tractor i'm very sure#even though that's the main character's big Actually Nice moment lmao. i assume an inspired change is that he's Overall actually nice#remembering that fun fact of bmc's bway stage actually being shallower than its off-bway dimensions
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girl help I'm thinking. about that guy again.
#i wore my fob necklace today and it reminded about that time in science class that the kid across from me asked what it meant#and the guy i had (have) a crush on told him because he was sat next to me#and how that same kid went to a fob show with the guy i liked (they were friends ig idk) and i was so jealous#and when he was talking about it i just exploded basically#i mean i would have been jealous of anyone in my class seeing them in concert but the fact that it was him#i thought about how much fun that would have been#and ofc being like 13 and a fanfic reader yaknow#you can imagine what i daydreamed about#also apparently hes like mean now or so ive heard from my neighbor which was awful to hear#i dont think hes mean because he said hi to me that one time last year or whatever#also the friend i heard that from doesnt know i had a crush on him#i haven't told her#i dont really want to tbh#i did tell her about when i saw him tho i just didn't say who it was#just that i had a crush on him and was confused as to how he recognized me#basically what i posted here when it happened#man talking about this is so like exhilarating#i feel like mabel gravity falls rn#everytime i think about my real crushes it is like wow fictional crushes do not compare for me#at least not anymore#maybe i need a new real crush idk#winona has something to say#crush talk
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story of my life tbh
#completely ignoring what happened with the album preordersā¦ guess who dropped a load of cash on a game that they have no time to play~?#yeahā¦ meā¦ ą²„āæą²„ i still havenāt finished p5r tooā¦ so b s#i woke up from my mid-dinner nap and justā¦ had this thought of ādamn i need to buy the collectors ed of nirvana initiativeā soā¦ yeah#i canāt wait to get onto the gameās inevitable equivalent of an annihilation route on my initial blind playthrough lmaoooo#i swear ztd aside iāve always alwaysssss somehow gotten on the one route where p. much everyone kicks the bucket on my initial playthroughs#(of the games by that particular director anyway)#999? knife ending. vlr? luna route. aitsf? annihilation ending. am i just bad at making decisions or sth lmaoooo#though ig it could be worse? there was that other character ending in vlr that was kindaā¦ ye a h. iirc#hmmmmm but ngl i kinda miss 999 the funyarinpa bit was funny#but the 2 room was hella gross ngl as was the thing in the 3 roomā¦ and the 5 room was it? hmā¦#either way fictional science: the escape room games were fun~ i wonder if there will be a callback to 999 in ni though bc n i r v a n a ā#ā¦though i have to sayā¦ aitsf ruined me fr. now i canāt look at acetone without thinking āasetton-chan~ā#which sucks bc i have to use acetone like every day sooooooo aaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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^^ "coming to the conclusion that positioning the "can people enjoy things that would be immoral IRL in their fiction" debate as a proship v anti fandom debate is akin to pretending that "should we have the death penalty" is a discussion that only matters in Death Note discourse"
not proshipper not anti but a secret third thing (person who has a career in the media and, through covering legislative politics, has watched "associating with problematic fiction or entertainment is an indicator of moral degeneracy" rapidly become a mainstream GOP position that they are encoding in legislation to target the queer community under the guise of protecting children, thus coming to the conclusion that positioning the "can people enjoy things that would be immoral IRL in their fiction" debate as a proship v anti fandom debate is akin to pretending that "should we have the death penalty" is a discussion that only matters in Death Note discourse ā the extent and manner to which fiction affects reality is an issue that is immediately relevant to today's US politics, and to summarize my opinions on the matter in fandom terms would be to diminish the ways this debate is affecting america Right The Fuck Now. and i have stopped taking "this person is bad for shipping the wrong anime thing and being horny about it" in any sort of good faith ever since I saw it literally used as part of a GOP smear campaign against a transgender state legislator in an attempt to defend the right from backlash after they used their supermajority in the Montana house to prevent her from speaking on the floor. Anyway I think everyone on this site, especially Americans, could benefit from ceasing to think in proship v anti vocabulary and instead developing coherent political positions on the nature of fiction that do not directly align with current fascist political tactics)
#oof lots of tags ahead#social#fandom discourse#it's rly hard to be concise about why anti-fandom stuff hits different from other types of fandom wank in short tags or a brief comment#this is not your regular āis luke skywalker evil for blowing up a space stationā or āis inuyasha better off with kikyo or kagomeā#these conversations can be fun or contentious but ultimately have no bearing on rl. meanwhile current discourse leans towards-#āshould dark fiction be allowed to exist?ā āshould we maintain accepting spaces for mature fans?ā āis fiction always literal?ā#āis this person Dangerous IRL for the stories they engage with?ā āshould we kick them out? All Of Them? From Everywhere?ā#2010ās conservatism in online spaces was & still is convincing. it regurgitates all conservative talking points that have Always Worked#eg. video games make people violent. deviant sexualities/orientations/identities are dangerous to families. limit childrens' resources.#except this time make it Fandom. except this time the characters and stories are all Literal. they're all Real. not narratives but copies.#and when the motivation for a point is virtue signaling and reactionary moralism and scandalized emotions over critical thinking-#-It Will Always Work. especially bc anyone who saw the writing on the wall (bc this isn't the first time this happened) got shut down Quick#bc āyou just care too much.ā it's not an issue about censorship- āit's anime.ā it's not shoving members out of queer spaces-#(at a time where for a lot of us in intolerant environments FANDOM WAS OUR QUEER SPACE and for plenty STILL IS)#-āit's just the internetā where nothing that happens has any bearing on rl culture or consequence. which is a sentiment that's aged well#all of it tying in with big entities like twitter & google purposefully directing engines to prioritize revenue via clicks/viewership-#-and constantly pushing users to see & engage with contentious threads (you can look up āTristan Harris - US Senate June 25 2019ā on YT)#that fucked up users' perception of How To Address Conflict 101 bc fans speaking out against anti stuff ig got conflated with Moral Callout#instead of āhey please don't do x bc of abc reasonsā-disagreeing now meant you had to FIGHT and gun for some big mic-drop moment of Victory#so fewer spoke up when all this snowballed bc it got harder to just SAY that a ship isn't real and a trope is only narrative#fast forward to today. people of all ages have been soaking in this culture and take it to other facets of their lives#Should There Be Kink At Pride & other queer events? Is my discomfort/lack of understanding equivalent to something outright attacking me?#Did You Know That People Use This Website For Sex Work or other adult-focused services? or even just a creative outlet? should it be banned#IS MY DISCOMFORT SOMETHING I SHOULD ADDRESS AND MANAGE? Or do Others bear the responsibility of catering their worlds around it?
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we used to have more pt. 2 | oscar piastri
part 1 part 3 part 4
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: after oscar gets back with his ex you found yourself coping in the best way possible: running away
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: some very questionable work dynamics that iām pretty sure are not accurate at all (good thing this is fiction and i can do whatever i want for the plot!)
a/n: thank you so so so much for all the love you gave to part 1! this story is like my baby and iām truly so happy people liked it <3
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thinking about Kiryu so much today has given me the urge to finish some of my kazumaji fics + start 2 more. dont ask me how many are already sitting in my drafts <3
#time to research japanese marriage laws again ig lets see if anything's changed since 2019#'Cy what do you mean *again*?' the variety of things i have researched for college classes is incredible#anyways yeah i wanna make a kazumaji proposal fic but idk if i wanna make it goofy or more serious. gotta do the research 1st#by research i mean looking into the proof of partnership and which prefectures/municipalities use it again and seeing laws ->#on marriages performed outside of Japan. plus i just got a news article about a bill that passed yesterday so i gotta read up on that and-#look ik i dont HAVE to make it realistic and i can just have my fun fictional proposal but man...#college has kinda ruined me in that i GOTTA do the research first ykwim? they rewired my brain#idkidk maybe i'll just have them get fake documents for Goromi or somethin if im feeling silly goofy that'd work just as well in fic#i have 3 that are almost already done though that im gonna edit and post in the next few days. only one is lighthearted though oopsie#im so in denial im adding more kazumaji into the ecosystem to ignore the lad8 info šāļø peace and love on planet earth#bulletin board
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i have some specific hangups that keep me from watching the last of us (or playing the game) but im glad that nick offerman played a gay tragedy that feels right and from what i've seen it's done really well
#i Cannot do zombie or undead stuff and all apocalypse fiction is on thin ice#just like genuinely scares the fuck out of me lmao that's it.#many many years ago i did watch in the flesh but i couldn't watch like . a solid third of the scenes i had to close my eyes#i like horror but that's just the specific genre that isnt even 'fun scary' to me it's just like . well im gonna have nightmares for a#month straight ig now#ask me about the underground bunker incident if you wanna hear one of most illustrative examples of me not being able to deal w zombies or#apocalypse stuff
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I have hopes and dreams and predictions for the show but if they don't come true, I go "Okay, this is actually really cool in another direction" or "Damn, that was disappointing but I wonder what's gonna happen next" and I enjoy what I got and go write fanfiction about what I didn't.
"Expectations are premeditated disappointments." This doesn't mean don't have expectations, it means be aware your expectations might not be met and that you're going to have an emotional reaction about it.
And while I don't believe there's any such thing as overreacting because you feel what you feel, there is such a thing as reacting appropriately or inappropriately. So when your expectations are let down and you're having an emotional reaction about it, make sure to express that reaction appropriately.
Maybe come up with a plan in advance. "If Cody doesn't show up in the finale, I will choose something else I like about the episodes to focus on instead of obsessing over my disappointment. When I'm done watching, I will be miserable into my pillow for a bit to properly feel the emotion. Afterward, to cheer myself up, I will grab comfort food or take a shower and then make/look for fanworks about what he was doing instead or about him deus ex machina-ing the episode. I will not harass the creative team who did their jobs or my fellow fans who aren't that upset about it."
Please reblog if you're here for the story.
I watch The Bad Batch as an exploration of the beginning of the Empire from the perspective of a group of fugitives trying to get by in a galaxy that doesn't always make sense.
I'm here for their story.
I'm here for WHATEVER the writers, artists, and composers give us in their own good time. I want the plot to be given to me slowly. I want a character's redemption or further fall to have so much meat to it that I sit back and think, "Wow. They went through hell to get here."
I want to find out what makes the characters tick one morsel at a time, and I'm NOT going to complain about where the writers take them if it's not what I envisioned for them because it's the story.
Honestly, I'm finding this fandom to be a tedious place lately. A lot of people only seem to enjoy the show if they are given exactly what they want by the writers and the moment the show deviates from that, they complain.
I'm here for the story. Please reblog this or leave me a comment if you are too because I want to surround myself with other fans who are here for the Batch's story in whatever direction it takes us.
#/incoherent noises/#star wars#the bad batch#op is right some of y'all need to learn chill like yesterday#dont even get me started on the unwh/tewashtbb gang#as a bipoc i am ashamed to share a fandom with people so aggressively proselytizing about the bare minimum#racism doesnt start and stop at whitewashing and there are far more concerning things to me in the show#like trandoshans being antisemitic caricatures who in tcw literally hunt and kill children for sport#and cid especially is greedy and selfish and only being portrayed as more and more so to play up phee#i love phee so much but pitting two marginalized women against each other is not the thing to do disney#its pretty obvious just about everybody knows tem is mÄori and the clones shouldn't look the way they do#just look at all the art#though some of yall take it too far in the opposite direction and make them black instead of mÄori#bc y'all cant tell bipoc apart ig???#i am also still very much going to die on the hill of y'all making fun of gree's hair is racist#bc it is and i have energy to defend that one small thing even though literally nobody is listening#anyways its a finished work of fiction and we're getting one chapter at a time#unless you got a time machine the writer's choices are already made and you have to live with that#everybody does bc thats how common sense works#if you dont like it read or write fanfiction that is literally what fanfiction is for#youre entitled to your opinion and your right to be disappointed and complain#but dear god please have some civility about it#anyway i said dont get me started and then got myself started#i have Opinions about this#when it comes to media hoard things that spark joy yeet things that dont and move on with your life
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See my main problem as a creator is that one specific group of headmates is going into every story we write. Like you'll meet Prima and then you're going to see a character very similar to her in basically every oc story we make. I can't just slam dunk her into every story I've ever had so it's like I am about to create a character that is so actually just serving the roles prima would play in this story.
#a part of me is like nooooo this is so problematic somehow but I'm fairly certain that's the OCD talking#anyway Prima's a self insert of a certain headmate I'm obsessed with so i simply refuse to write stories that aren't secretly about her/hj#god forbid women do anything#oc things#lowkey the vast majority of story ideas we have are like#based on our exomemories but our exomemories are so vast and take up such a huge amount of genres#that it is literally just so much easier to take isolated chunks of it and create new characters to mirror ourselves as we were then#but ig that's just writing from experience but the cool fun system version#but also not at all in the 'noooo dont treat my fictional works as fiction they're so based on my personal life haha' way and more in the#holy shit please psychoanalyse us please engage with the texy examine the THEMES get obnoxiously meta for funsies#i want. ppl to analyze my silly oc stories like they're goncharave fr
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