#this is just me ranting/venting

[astral-from-afar]

Why am I so annoying and overbearing in any interaction I am apart of

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[kaspermoon]

nothing feels better than seeing your weight go down

[st4rv3dcr3atur3]

low cal snacks i actually wanna try (to motivate me to grab the right ingredients at the grocery store)

[cowboysonacid]

[starvingforattention18]

Nara smith thinšpø bc wtf

[skinnywannbeblog]

Nothing is more embarrassing then being fat and having an eating disorder, like why isn’t my eating disorder eating disordering ugsjhsjshjsnsh

[cokejoints]

[gougarfem]

i've never had such fake, shallow friendships as i have with white, liberal, "queer" friends. people i've supposedly been close with for years consistently left me on read when i texted them at 4am in hospital scared and alone with critically low sats because they didn't have the energy for emotional labour. you have to ask to vent, respect triggers, never ever traumadump, so real conversations are difficult because nobody wants to complain - unless, of course, it's related to identity somehow - you can say you had a bad day because your teacher is transphobic, but not because you had an argument at home or threw up or just didn't feel well - none of it comes from genuine concern but instead the rules and norms within your online community. constant reassurance, validation, knowing there's no possibility of a nuanced discussion on anything other than your approved safe topics. attempts at open communication feel sanitized and are laced with therapy-speak, not reflecting real human emotions, but "i sincerely apologize for crossing your boundaries" because it's ideologically wrong, the undertone is 'please don't make a callout on me', not 'i'm sorry', abuse and manipulation are wrong because they get you ostracised and put on blast publicly by your friendship group so any little disagreement comes with a flurry of reassurance that you aren't an abuser, and they still call you they/them behind your back, they still ask your other friends what they think of your opinion on ace discourse, have you crossed the line yet, can we cut you out yet, it's so fucking tiring and there's no space for real connection or humanity in all of it

[americanredrum]

NIKACADO AVOCADO LOST ALL HIS WEIGHT BEFORE ME??!??!?!??!!??

[navnae]

This is eating me up inside, I genuinely want to know why is Steve so okay with putting himself down and everyone just thinks it’s fine? Like no one questions why he thinks so lowly of himself even though he’s done a lot to prove that he’s more than what the show let on. I think it’s weird how in a conversation he’ll slip in comments about himself that are negative. I also think it’s so gross that he can’t have a moment of confusion without being disrespected and I know it’s supposed to be funny but at a certain point someone should really ask “is Steve okay?” I can bet money that the answer won’t be yes.

I also want to add how come Eddie (someone who doesn’t even know Steve from a can of paint other than school) find something nice to say about him and not put him down. This also adds to my list why I think steddie is real but that’s for another time

[spiltcandycoatedpunkblood]

ngl being a trans man and being sidelined in the media and being treated as 'brainwashed little girls' or 'privileged aggressive men' pisses me off so much, especially with how the gender binary and essentialism is wrapped up in progressive or patronising language. it is depressing to see the media portray trans women as predators, nonbinary people as 'special little snowflakes' and trans men as brainwashed girls generally forgotten about. none of us are benefitting from this except the societal structure that the media is a part of. I do not gain privilege as a man because my transness exists. I don't know if it's just me, but there is an unspoken level of transandrophobia that people just don't want to acknowledge.

[hrtzyeon]

remember:

binging = not skinny

restricting = skinny

so continue to restrict!!

[skinnycaffine]

Reasons to lose weight

✨ fat ed edition ✨

1. To not have to find plus size clothing stores

2. To not be afraid to sit in chairs without breaking them

3. To sit without your thighs touching

4. No more underboob/stomach sweat

5. No longer being told your problems are because you’re “obese”

6. Affordable clothing/lingerie/bras

7. Not feeling guilty for being out of breath

8. No double chin

9. To have your mental health taken seriously

10. To have people drool over you

11. Stop being people’s ‘meanspo’

12. Less physical pain

13. No more feeling guilt eating in public or around people

14. Being able to see down your whole body

15. Thigh gap

16. Being seen as “dainty” or “fragile”

17. Much much prettier clothes

18. Being able to look in the mirror

19. Being able to fit in other’s clothes

20. Your CW will no longer be twice as some people HW/SW

[babymay888]

did yall ever felt like you will never find love cus youre too fat?

[skinnywannbeblog]

Sometimes I just need someone to scream in my ear and tell me how much of a pig I am😒😒