#this is just me ranting/venting

[astral-from-afar]

Why am I so annoying and overbearing in any interaction I am apart of

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

[kaspermoon]

nothing feels better than seeing your weight go down

[drugs-n-bunnies-alt]

ballet core thinspø mood board ˚₊‧꒰ა❤︎໒꒱ ‧₊˚

[starscream-is-my-wife]

Sometimes a day makes you want a Starscream to bite and squeeze

[cowboysonacid]

[st4rv3dcr3atur3]

low cal snacks i actually wanna try (to motivate me to grab the right ingredients at the grocery store)

[try1ngcry1ng]

I’ve never actually fully f@sted. By that I mean that I’ve never gone a full day without 3at1ng. I’m thinking of doing my first f@st tomorrow because my moms out for the night. Wish me luck!

[skinnywannbeblog]

Nothing is more embarrassing then being fat and having an eating disorder, like why isn’t my eating disorder eating disordering ugsjhsjshjsnsh

[cokejoints]

[tsukkifeather]

i love bones ⭐️

[xxplastic-cubexx]

🧙‍♀️🐈‍⬛

[drugs-n-bunnies-alt]

⭐️🩰🫐 thinspø mood board 🫐🩰⭐️

[floralbones5]

Are you really ill?

Or are you getting better...

[gougarfem]

i've never had such fake, shallow friendships as i have with white, liberal, "queer" friends. people i've supposedly been close with for years consistently left me on read when i texted them at 4am in hospital scared and alone with critically low sats because they didn't have the energy for emotional labour. you have to ask to vent, respect triggers, never ever traumadump, so real conversations are difficult because nobody wants to complain - unless, of course, it's related to identity somehow - you can say you had a bad day because your teacher is transphobic, but not because you had an argument at home or threw up or just didn't feel well - none of it comes from genuine concern but instead the rules and norms within your online community. constant reassurance, validation, knowing there's no possibility of a nuanced discussion on anything other than your approved safe topics. attempts at open communication feel sanitized and are laced with therapy-speak, not reflecting real human emotions, but "i sincerely apologize for crossing your boundaries" because it's ideologically wrong, the undertone is 'please don't make a callout on me', not 'i'm sorry', abuse and manipulation are wrong because they get you ostracised and put on blast publicly by your friendship group so any little disagreement comes with a flurry of reassurance that you aren't an abuser, and they still call you they/them behind your back, they still ask your other friends what they think of your opinion on ace discourse, have you crossed the line yet, can we cut you out yet, it's so fucking tiring and there's no space for real connection or humanity in all of it

[ghoul1sh-girl]

Dinner🖤