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Hey guys, don’t really comment about stuff like this. But Aubrey Plaza loosing her husband is such an awful thing and I hope she’s getting all the love and support she deserves.
Another note, people are being absolutely horrific to her in the comment of instagram, with speculation- people are saying that they now have a shot, or that she might get with Kathryn now.
And I just wanted to say, how on earth are you being so disrespectful to someone. This is going to be a difficult time for her. And we DON’T know what happened. And we’re not owed that explanation either. Jeff’s family has yet to make a comment, and yet people are speculating all kinds of things. And they’re making up stories about Jeff.
Celebrities are still people. They are allowed to grieve and not comment, they’re allowed to not perform. They don’t owe you anything, just because you like them. They will not ever owe you anything. She’s probably still in shock.
So get over your entitled self, and have some empathy and understanding. Stop making an already horrific time for Aubrey even worse by spreading rumours and being insensitive.
We’re sending Aubrey our love and we hope she has s big support network. 💕💕💕
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I see your point, but I still think she might have thought she killed him because, even if she heard rumours about him, I doubt she would've heard about the specifics of his disappearence, which also happened not too long after their fight.
Here's my guess at the timeline of events. It's not too exact because to be honest the show plays fast and loose with establishing when the fuck anything is happening, but this is my understanding:
Battle on the bridge, she sets off the grenade, it nearly kills her and injures him.
Over that night and most of the next day, Singed does shimmer surgery on Jinx while Ekko (I guess?) rests under the bridge until he meets Heimerdinger.
I'm pretty sure it's the night of that very same day when Jinx kidnaps Silco, Caitlyn, and Vi and shoots the rocket at the Council.
Season 2 kicks off with Cassandra Kiramman's funeral, so it's probably been no longer than a week (despite the fact that Zaun immediately went up in flames of infighting between the chem-barons vying for Silco's seat).
Memorial and attack on the memorial happens the next day.
I think Viktor wakes up the next morning, but it might have been a a couple of days later to account for how long it must have taken for Caitlyn to put her team together and for Jayce to make their hextech weapons. It can't have been more than a couple of days, though, because when Viktor wakes, Jayce was sleeping at the lab, shirtless and in his bloodied bandages like he was in the scene at the forge in the previous episode.
We see Ekko again for the first time in season 2 right after that; he and Heimerdinger go to the lab and find Jayce there, properly dressed. When Heimer inquires after Viktor, the show cuts to him as he's just gotten to the Sumps of the Undercity. This leads me to deduce this is all happening on the afternoon of the same day that Viktor wakes up.
Ekko, Heimerdinger, and Jayce go to the Hexgates that same day and they get shucked off into alternate realities for months in the original timeline.
This means that, between Ekko and Jinx's fight on the bridge and Ekko disappearing, about two weeks transpired. Less than ten days, if they didn't take an entire week to bury Caitlyn's mother and my assumptions about Viktor waking up next day after the memorial attack are correct.
I also think that Ekko spent those days at the Firelight hide-out recovering from the damage that the grenade blast inflicted on him (he's not being treated with shimmer, after all) and managing their growing population crisis, so nobody but the Firelights (and Heimer and Jayce) saw him in Zaun.
Furthermore, the Firelights are kind of secretive (out of necessity, of course). They conceal their identities when out and about in season 1, they managed to keep the location of their base out of Silco's knowledge for years, and they'll welcome anyone who needs a safe place, but they lead them there with bandaged eyes until they know they can be trusted. This is to say that if, and that's a big if, news of Ekko disappearing made it out of the Firelight community and, say, Sevika found out, I don't think she'd have all the details of the exact timeline of events. And although I don't doubt the Firelights searched for him extensively, there was no sign of him for months; they painted him on the mural, which means they eventually gave him up for dead, and that might as well have been what Sevika was told.
I think Jinx is predisposed to think she did kill him, too. That quote embershroud108 brought up in a previous reblog: "It’s always me. Whether I’m pulling the pin or not, everyone who gets close to me dies." Ekko was one of the very few people remaining from her past when she was still Powder, which would make his death another one in the list of people who cared for her that she's killed. So when she starts hearing the rumours that Ekko is MIA all of a sudden, and it happened around the same time as the first attack on Piltover, she'd jump to the conclusion that the explosion blast killed him and his body must have fallen over the bridge and into the river, and then she would not inquire further about it because it would hurt too much to know the details and confront (what she perceives to be) the truth that she'll jinx whoever comes close to her.
Someone pointed out that it's likely that until Ekko said, "See if I can talk an old friend out of blowing us up," Jinx thought he was a hallucination. That's why she didn't hesitate to pull the ring in the first loop, but jumped off the platform the second that he implied the explosion would affect him too and therefore he was actually there. And that got me thinking that she hadn't seen him since their fight on the bridge. That it had been months and there had been riots and movilisations in Zaun that the Firelights were involved in and Ekko wasn't among them. She didn't see that he managed to get away when she blew up that grenade. She thought she'd killed him. Jinx thought she'd killed Ekko months ago and was hallucinating him in her final moments. I'm fine.
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✮⋆˙ newboy!matt goes to a bonfire at the beach but afterwards, wishes he'd just stayed at home.
read the other newboy!matt blurb here and find everything else here
matt sat at the edge of the cafeteria, the food on his plate untouched, it had been a couple of weeks since he had started at the new school, and he knew that the rumours about him hadn't stopped spreading— his temper, his past, why he'd gotten kicked out of his last school, everyone thought they knew his backstory, but they didn't. most people hadn't even bothered asking him about it, they all just looked at him with a familiar mix of curiosity and fear.
the only person who hadn't treated him like an outsider was one of the few people that had made an actual effort to talk to him, a guy called nate who sat next to him at lunch on his second day, he had started a normal conversation, not about any of the rumours or his past, but instead, gave him the in's and out's of the school—who is who, where to sit, who to avoid.
for the first time since he’d arrived, nate made matt feel less out of place, even though he hadn’t planned on making any new friends when he started, he realised how easy it was to be around nate, it felt natural and like they’d known each other longer than a few weeks.
nate was talking about some new computer game he had picked up over the weekend, but matt was only half-listening, thoughts still spiraling, he caught the looks and the whispers out the corner of his eye, it felt like everyone was looking at him all the time, waiting for him to do something, but his thoughts are cut short when he notices you making your way over to his table, tray in hand.
you stop infront of them, a soft smile on your lips. "hi boys" you greet them both, eyes lingering on matt for a moment longer. "are you doing anything tonight?"
nate looks up at you, his grin wide. "we have nothing planned for this fine friday night, why do you ask?"
you lean against the edge of the table, looking between the two of them. "there's a bonfire on the beach tonight, you guys should come" you say, voice casual. "the football captain is hosting it, you know him, right? he throws the best parties, nothing too crazy but it'll be fun."
matt raises an eyebrow at you, the football captain, he'd heard about him a few times, he was a guy who walked round like he owned the place, popular, athletic, liked being the centre of attention. the golden boy everyone seemed to worship, he was exactly the type of guy matt avoided at all costs and this certainly didn’t sound like the kind of party matt was interested in.
nate, however, had already made up his mind for the both of them, he flashes you a grin, "yeah, we'll be there" he says, his tone confident. "we wouldn't miss it for the world.”
matt kicks nate under the table, but the expression on his face remains neutral, he didn't want to go, matt thinks to himself. he was trying to keep his head down, avoid trouble, and parties that the popular crowd were hosting sounded like trouble, he wasn't in the mood for any drama, and honestly, he was planning on just spending the weekend with nick and chris.
but nate didn't flinch, just shooting matt a look, the corners of his mouth curling into a smug grin before he mutters to matt through gritted teeth, "relax bro."
you give them both a satisfied nod, your smile lingering and again, your eyes meet with matt's a little longer than usual, there was something so obvious in the air between you—an unspoken tension—and for a moment, matt thinks he senses nervousness in your expression, you straighten yourself up, your voice full of nerves but masked with a false confidence. "so, i’ll see you there, matt."
he meets your gaze then, lips curling into a smirk. "you sure will" he says, holding your gaze, still not breaking the eye contact.
with a final smile, you turn and make your way back to your friends, but as soon as you’re completely out of earshot, matt leans into nate, voice low, muttering. "what the fuck man? i wasn't gonna go"
nate raises an eyebrow, his grin only widening. "oh yeah sure, you weren't, we both know you've got the hots for her" he smirks, lightly pushing matt away. "just think of it as your chance to shoot your shot, take it or leave it buddy, we’re going”
matt shoots nate a look, but doesn't say anything, letting his friends teasing slide without a word.
nate chuckles and leans back in his chair, clearly enjoying the situation. "alright, but dont go acting grumpy at the party, its meant to be fun, it’s not a life sentence and you might just surprise yourself and have a good time."
when matt and nate arrive to the beach that night, the atmosphere buzzed with the crackling of the bonfire and the distant sound of the waves crashing against the shore, the crowd was already pretty rowdy, scattered around the fire, all laughing and talking, people were gathered into groups, some standing, others sitting down on the sand, all with drinks in their hands, the whole beach buzzing with energy, and matt couldn’t help but feel a bit out of place as he looks around.
he was stood at the side lines of it all, hands shoved deep into the pockets of his jackst, he wasn’t here to party, he had barely even wanted to come, only coming for nate’s sake.
he had also somehow ended up with a beer in his hand, but he wasn’t planning on drinking it, he wasn’t here to get involved, or to put himself in any kind of situation, it was hard to ignore the way people were watching him, they all knew who he was, or at least, they thought they did.
that’s when he sees you, standing near the fire with a few of your friends, some that he recognised from classes and some he didn’t, you were laughing at something one of them had said, your head tilted back slightly, smile bright and effortless as you soak in all the attention, you hadn’t noticed matt yet, but then again, why would you? you were surrounded by people, your circle of friends all buzzing around you, all eyes were on you, their golden girl, making him feel like an outsider in your world.
suddenly, an unmistakable voice cuts through all the noise, pulling matt away from his thoughts.
“ah, it's the new boy” matt turns his head towards the sound, and there he was, the football captain making his way towards him, a smirk already plastered on his face, clearly drunk as he staggers from side to side. “hey, i’m glad you came, i've been hearing a lot about you" he says. "you're the guy with the temper, huh? heard you caused a bit of a scene at your old school."
matt raises an eyebrow, his expression casual and he tries to keep his tone light. "oh, really? probably all just gossip" he says, shrugging, as if he didn't care. "people like to speculate"
the captain narrows his eyes at matt, “yeah, maybe. i’ve also heard you like to settle things with your fists” he says, letting the words hang in the air before slyly adding, “not a great reputation to have, is it?”
matt’s gaze is steady, not a flicker of irritation in his eyes as he takes a sip of the beer he didn’t even want, keeping his body language entirely unbothered. “reputation is just another word for rumor, doesn’t mean anything if you don’t buy into the talk”
the captain's eyes smirk falters slightly, obviously frustrated that matt wasn’t biting as easily as he’d hoped he would. "right" he says, leaning in a little closer, lowering his voice so only matt could hear. "i've also heard you don't just talk, you get straight into it, huh? throw punches first, talk later."
matt stays silent for a second, letting the words hang in the air, he wasn't going to rise to it, he wasn't going to be that guy again, his jaw tightens but he keeps his cool, though he can feel the tension rising. “i’m not here for this shit”
the captain doesn’t take a step back, and matt can now feel a crowd beginning to watch. the whispers amongst people spreading like wildfire, and he could see a few of the guys that he recognised from being on the football team, obviously friends with the captain, grinning like they were waiting for something to happen, like they were expecting this, it now becoming clear to matt that he wasn’t standing here just for a conversation.
“no? then what are you here for?” he pushes, gaze fixed on matt, like it’s a challenge to him, “maybe you like people thinking you’re this tough, mysterious guy who’s untouchable, but really you’re just a kid who got kicked out of his old school because he couldn’t keep his fists to himself”
matt could feel his heart pounding in his chest now, the adrenaline kicking in, he wasn’t sure if it was the football captain’s words or the crowd lingering but something inside of him snapped and without warning, he takes a quick step forward and shoves the captain hard in the chest, causing him to stumble back a few steps, clearly catching him off guard.
the crowd gasp and erupt into whispers, unsure of what was going to happen next.
“drop this stupid shit” matt growls, his voice low and full of warning. “come on nate, we’re going”
there was a tense silence hanging in the air, the captain’s eyes were locked on matt’s with an intensity now like no other, it was no longer playful, it never was to begin with but now his gaze was almost calculating, as if he was weighing up his options on wether or not to take things further.
matt didn’t give the football captain the chance to escalate things. without another word, he turns and walks away, tension still heavy in the air, a bitter feeling erupting in his chest, he hasn’t asked for any of this or provoked any of it, he never wanted to be dragged into this mess, but it felt like he’d been shoved right into it.
it felt like you had known this would happen—inviting him to the party, just to watch him get caught up in it all, it felt like some kind of set up.
the way you had looked at him earlier, that smile of yours that, now that he really thought about it, had to be on purpose. the way you smiled at him after he had agreed to come—like you knew exactly what was going to happen.
you were no different from the rest of them, acting all sweet and innocent, always acting nervous around him, but all along you were obviously waiting for things to get messy so you could see if the rumours about him were true, he’d thought you were different but now, he could see you were just like every other one of your popular friends, playing a game.
maybe he had been the fool all along, for thinking you were anything other than that.
note: was he or was he not set up?!!! oo angsty!!!!! but so exciting!!!!! also fun lil nate feature in this one :) let me know your thoughts, my asks are always open for any of my au’s so come yap to me about them!!!!
#✮⋆˙ newboy!matt x popular!reader#matt sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#matt sturniolo x reader#matthew sturniolo x reader#matt sturniolo angst#matt sturniolo x you#sturniolo x reader#sturniolo x you#sturniolo triplets
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Hi! I would love to see a fic on how innocent reader x sylus met? since we are not a hunter
Beloved - Sylus x Innocent Fem Reader
A/N: Hi anon, am so sorry it took me practically forever to write this for you. It took me a while but I think I’ve come up with a backstory that hopefully you and everyone will like
Also, happy new years everyone!! How we doing after Sylus’ myth and the nightly rendezvous. Somehow, I managed to get Sylus’ myth pair (after 132 pulls and cost me an arm and leg) but I also got lucky with this spicy update and got 3 of them aka Zayne, Sylus, and Xavier AKA THE 3 MOST INTENSE CARDS AND SYLUS + ZAYNE’S CARD IS ASDFGHJKL
Anyways, onto the story :D sorry I’m doing it in bullet points and I might refer to innocent reader as you/her
Disclaimer: I do not own the images nor the characters or you (the MC). All images were taken from Pinterest and credit goes to the image's respective owners.
Innocent reader is not the hunter MC but her soul is the one that Sylus fell in love with
LET ME EXPLAIN!!
Hunter MC only has the same face as the girl sylus fell in love with in his past (aka his myth)
Sylus had been spying on hunter MC for quite some time but he was still unsure whether she was the one he was looking for
Sylus bumped into you when you were at one of your lowest times, barely surviving but still kept going on
Let’s say Sylus owns a bar and you were working there in the beginning. You also didn’t know that Sylus owns the place; you had only heard rumours that whoever owns the place also had several other business streams, including part of the black market
But on the night when you were working, Sylus came to check in on the place. To you, Sylus didn’t seem like the big scary or ruthless boss you’ve been hearing. Sure he was intimidating, but he didn’t seem mean or scary. At least not to you.
As you were working, you overheard some men talking about “stealing” from Sylus and youdecided to inform Sylus. Though Sylus knew that these men weren’t just “stealing” from him like a typical robber, they were planning to ambush him and take his riches
Sylus sent Luke and Kieran to handle the “robbers” and once your shift was done, he started to ask personal questions regarding why “someone like you” (aka someone who seemed young and innocent looking) would be working in a place like this where you can never be sure who would be coming and who would be leaving
Sylus pitied you, reminding himself of who he was in the past. Struggling to survive for being part beast
But then it clicked him. That fire to survive, it was her. It had to be. You might not look the same as in the past. But Sylus was more than sure that it was truly her soul that was now in another body
Sylus started to get to know you more and every time, he was more than convinced that she was the one
Sylus started to pay close attention to you, worried that if he were to turn away for a moment, you would slip away from him
Sylus was also worried that any sudden advance he made would only drive you further away from him
As Sylus kept coming back to where you worked, the more he got to know you and the more nervous Sylus became as he wanted nothing more than to tell her, to show her that he was serious with you
That all Sylus desired was to be reunited with his beloved lover
It wasn’t until one of the busiest nights that Sylus got his chance to be real and vulnerable with you; albeit not in the most perfect situation
Throughout the night, Sylus was in a meeting with a fellow business partner who one of their men was eyeing on her; saying all the nasty things he wanted to do to her
As the meeting was coming to a close, you came to the room to give Sylus his drink and food which his partner and their men were eyeing her from top to bottom
Right as you were about to leave, the men tried to hit on you and even went as far as to almost touch you, making her clearly uncomfortable and shaking
Luckily, before it got too far, Sylus got in between you, pulling you into his chest, softly soothing your shaking self
“Don’t look, sweetie. Trust me. I won’t let them touch you. Let me take care of you”
With that Sylus used his evol to hurt the men, his partner cowering in fear as Luke and Kieran stood by, not letting anyone escape their boss’ wrath
It wasn’t until Sylus felt a soft gentle touch on his hand that he decided not to kill the man
“I’m okay. You don’t have to waste your energy on something like this”
Sylus immediately released his evol, making the man drop to his knees as he assessed her face, wanting nothing more for you to be comfortable and hoping that he hadn’t stepped over the boundary
“Get out. Our deal is over. If I ever see any of your faces in any of my properties, I’ll make sure you won’t have a face anymore”
Once everyone left, it was just sylus and innocent
But instead, you gave him the softest smile he had ever seen. The same smile and eyes that he saw in his past all while telling him that you were grateful and thankful for him
“Thank you. No one has ever stepped in like that before”
Hearing those words, Sylus gently stroked your cheeks as he pulled her closer, letting you bury your face in his chest; knowing that he had finally found his beloved lover again
“Anytime. I’d do anything for you. Let me take care of you from now own”
And ever since, Sylus finally felt reunited with his beloved lover, loving her once more despite the slightly different personality and looks, she was still his as he was hers
A/N: Aghhh I know it's bad, I've been rusty and haven't had inspiration to write. I'm also posting this while having a bad migraine but I feel bad for not posting for an entire month T^T I hope this was alright for you anon and happy new years again everyone!!
May 2025 be kinder to us all and to my fellow 00 liners, let's just enjoy our quarter-life year together :') xoxo peanutpinet
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The problem I have with people disliking Sofia:
(ok maybe this is biased since I love her but I’ll try to speak from an objective perspective)
Most of the reasons I see for people not liking her (ignoring the people who feel jealousy over rafe/ownership over him because I can’t reason with that [he’s a fictional character touch grass I beggg/hj]) is either because she’s boring or annoying. (Or they simply just ignore her completely).
After season 3 I semi-understood those sentiments. She had like 10 minutes of screen time, a couple lines of vague dialogue, and to a casual watcher of the show, she was pretty forgettable. She was kinda boring, compared to everything else happening in the show, and it could be argued that she was annoying– overly flirty, intensely optimistic etc…(though that word irks me a bit, especially when talking about female characters). I personally didn’t think any of that, I loved her!! But it didn’t irrate me, (as much as it does now), when people didn’t like her.
Moving on to season 4 coming out and I was pleased with her screen time and her development. Which is why I don’t get the “Sofia is so boring” comments?
Her character is cemented as a direct comparison to Rafe. She’s good, kind, moral, sweet. And I’m not just saying that. We see her ire in s4x04 at the beach, she’s repulsed at the idea of “going behind her boyfriends back”, she helps Rafe unselfishly (giving him advice, prompting him to talk to Sarah, consoling him after Ward’s passing) and she loves her family. We see her character become fleshed out. Her arc is interesting, as she transitions from being a good, devout girlfriend, to betraying Rafe, then dealing with the clear guilt and departure from her morals.
Remember interesting doesn’t always equal loud, brash, combative. It’s disheartening to see people equate boringness to someone who is quiet, gentle, meditative. And even then, she isn’t a pushover. She still has strength. She doesn’t shy away from showing her disdain in s4x04 (I so wish we had the deleted scene), and when she feels attacked, she doesn’t just take it– she retaliates.
She’s smart too. More so than Rafe. She smelled Hollis’ scam a mile away. She’s astute– eavesdropping on the club goers conversation whilst she works to get the dirt on Groff and Hollis. She’s business savvy– there’s a reason why Rafe always goes to her for advice (and listens to it!!)
Her big heart is what leads to her downfall. She loves Rafe, despite all the rumours tied to his name. She sees him for what he shows her, choosing to believe him and have faith in him instead of listening to her rationale and staying away from ‘bad Rafe Cameron’. And I think that’s so beautiful.
You can like it or dislike it, but I don’t understand how it’s boring?
And then people calling her annoying– how?
‘Idk she just is I don’t like her’ – don’t want to be screaming misogyny like the boy who cries wolf, but sometimes you gotta call it out for what it is🤷🏽♀️Like Rafe is objectively more annoying.
And if you think she’d be more interesting if she was more ‘badass’ and ‘strong’ and ‘cooler’, like no offence (truly no offence) but it’s giving “2010s heroine, not like other girls, I can fight, I can sometimes be a bitch, I’m not a sweet bubbly girl– that’s disgusting” typa energy. Or if you wanted her to be more sexier, or have a maneater quality– that just seems really reductive and archetypal imo.
Like just because she wasn’t what you wanted/expected, doesn’t mean she was a bad character. Like yes could’ve been developed more, but she’s literally a side character in an ensemble cast– she got a lot more than all the other side characters.
Like people can create cool and in depth headcanons/lore/development for Barry (who I love! This is not an attack on him) but can’t for Sofia? And he’s only seen with Rafe. There’s not a lot of canon information about his life. Like he’s a drug dealer, he lives on the cut, he used to be in the army and now he catches fish on a boat. There’s no real arc for him, he supports Rafe’s story. Which Sofia also does, but she gets a family backstory, she’s seen interacting with characters outside of Rafe, she has an individual arc that affects only her and not Rafe– yet she doesn’t get that same fanon treatment. Instead she’s denigrated for being too boring, being too annoying, being too meek. Like female characters being held to a different standard to male ones makes me so upset.
(Idk this was a whole rant, if you disagree with me I’d love to hear you out. But I tried to be objective about this. Like yes it makes it easier for me to like her because I’m in love with Fiona Palomo, but in such a big and active fandom, it’s strange to me how little love she gets? Does the pre eminence of x reader fics contribute to this? Probably. Ugh idk I just felt like complaining tbh😓)
Like look at herrrr she’s a cutieeee
#this is probably my most opinionated post#lowkey scared don’t wanna offend anyone😓#but i genuinely don’t understand the hate#outer banks#rafe and sofia#sofia outer banks#rafe x sofia#rafe cameron#sofia obx#barry obx#fiona palomo#drew starkey#rafe cameron thoughts#sofia outer banks thoughts#outer banks thoughts#༊*·˚syren
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Hearts and Sleeves: William Beckett Interview
30/04/2005 Interview by Nathan Wrann
THE ACADEMY IS... NOT A BUNCH OF JUNKIES!
The first time we saw the The Academy Is... was in New Jersey opening for Something Corporate. It was a few weeks before their debut CD 'Almost Here' hit the street and we were completely blown away. William Beckett has the stage presence of a rock star, the music was right on and the songs, oh the songs are catchy as hell. When we finally got the CD a few weeks later the tunes were still fresh in my and sounded familiar. The Academy Is... came to Hartford, CT to play at the Webster Theater on April 22nd so we took some time to sit down with lead singer, William Beckett and ask him some intimate questions about rumours, regrets and world domination.
Hearts And Sleeves: We're going to do something a little different for this interview. I took one or two lines from each of your songs on Almost Here and have come up with a question inspired by that line. I'm not interested in knowing what the meaning of the lyric is because I think that's for the listener to decide.
William: Okay.
H&S: So we'll go ahead and start. In 'Attention' the line is: 'It's not like it hurts that much anyway.' What hurts you the most?
William: Fear of failure. And failing in anything.
H&S: In 'Season' the lyrics are. 'We're shaping up to be all you wish you could have been.' What do you wish to be?
William: I wish to be someone that people look to are are inspired by and can learn something from as far as what I'm doing with my art. And I'm taking it on a global level. With a lot of the bands that we've toured with and stuff it's very evident that they have sort of a narrow scope and their goals reflect that too. It's like 'dude I'm just touring and drinking and we've screwing girls and it's awesome' So for me I want to use this indie scene as a vehicle, you know. One way to put it is when my parents were younger there were bands like U2 and The Beatles...
H&S: When your parent were younger there was U2? 'cause when I was young was when U2 first came out.
William: My parents are young though. They're like 40.
H&S: I'm 31 so they're 9 years older than me.
Kimberly [H&S Asst Editor]: Oh my God. [ed note: Age sneaks up on you so enjoy it while you can].
William: Like Zed Zeppelin and Pink Floyd and band from their generation that really stood out. Like band that they loved when they were 16 years old and they still love being 40 years old. A band that they can grow with. A band that you can constantly relate to. Those are the bands that end up moving mountains and inspiring nations. And transcend language and transcend sex and age. And transcend social class and things like that. And that's what I want to do.
H&S: A related question then is what do you consider success? But I guess you've pretty much just answered that.
William: It's not a dollar sign for me. But I understand that it's a business and I'm a smart guy and I'm going to make money doing what I love. But there's that ultimate goal at the end of the road and that's that global inspiration.
H&S: In "Slow Down" the line is "Take back everything you've ever said." Have you ever said anything that you want to take back?
William: Ummm. I think at times. For me I'm always honest. I was actually thinking about this a few weeks ago and I wrote it down. I thought it was an interesting thought. Honesty should never be relative but your delivery of it should be. I think that sometimes I've said things to whom ever and said things that I could have said differently but there's no use living in the past.
H&S: and another line from "Slow Down": "You kiss me like an over dramatic actor." Have you ever considered acting?
William: Oh man. Every day. My one big regret from high school was not getting into theater and not getting into musicals and things like that because I think I could have benefited so much more than I did doing nothing.
Kimberly: Teen angst.
William: Yeah right. It's that shitty teen angst.
H&S: I DON'T WANNA JOIN A CLUB!
Kimberly: Try going to Catholic school. You wanna see angst?
William: I used to play baseball and then I stopped playing and I started playing guitar and carrying around a notebook and wearing "emo" glasses and wearing tight pants. And then I was the "gay kid." I was the "gay kid" who went out with all of their ex-girlfriends.
H&S: In "The Phrase That Pays" you sing: "Some things I may have taken for granted again and again." What do you now realize that you have taken for granted in the past?
William: Easily everybody in my life that helped me get to this point. Like my parents and my close, close friends and my girlfriend. I think I take all those people for granted daily. I constantly try to remind myself that while I have this personal goal that's like: "I want to do this, for other people." At the same time I have to acknowledge the balance between this life and life back home with my parents and everyone that I love and everyone who loves me and has always supported me. It's easy to get selfish and get so wrapped up in yourself. When you're so self sufficient as well and you're not de pendent on anyone for so long and you've forgotten what it was like to be dependent and how much you need them. So yeah. Everyday.
H&S: "Black Mamba" "We've got one chance to break out and we need it now." How is the record doing?
William: The record is doing great for the short time that it's been out. We wrote the record that we wanted to write and it's honest as hell. Everything about it is hon est as hell. That honesty is sort of permeating throughout the record and permeating throughout the room upstairs [the Webster Theater stage] and throughout the country. It's doing really, really well. We're really happy with how it's building. It's very natural too. We're not shoving radio down your throat. We're not shoving singles down your throat. It's just a really natural, organic growing experience. Kind of like how The Police built from their roots building it slowly with touring and touring and touring.
H&S: I think one of the things that makes your record great is that it's so personal to you because it's auto-bio graphical. And that makes it personal to the people who listen to it. In "Skeptics and True Believers" the line is "Don't believe a word you've heard." Have you heard anything lately that you just couldn't believe?
William: Most of the gossip that goes around the Net about our band I cannot believe. There's just crazy, crazy things about us. Like, I don't know, there's just some crazy stuff. Like that we're heroin addicts and-hey you checked! I saw you! You looked! [indicating to his arm]
H&S: No I didn't! But you're so thin.
William: Yeah yeah. Like the Rolling Stones or Scott Weiland.
H&S: Now the rumor's going to be that you're the gay guy that goes out with all the girls.
William: Yeah, right.
H&S: They'll take that one line out of context.
William: Oh man.
H&S: In "Classifieds" there's the line: "He's got a decent voice." So where does your voice come from? You're about 90 pounds and you have this big, operatic, theatrical voice.
William: I don't know. I started singing and playing guitar when I was a sophomore in high school and I just sat in my room and played and sang. And sang my favorite songs and learned Beach Boys songs and wrote my own songs right away. But I don't know, my voice is a lot different than it was. It was whiney, I was trying to sound like someone else kind of. Then for this new record I just dropped it all and just sang naturally and it just came out really naturally. I study many, many vocalists but I don't try to emulate any of them other than phrasing. Like phrasing that's interesting or certain enunciation. But I don't think too much about it. Just sing and be articulate.
H&S: No formal vocal training?
William: I've done a lot of research on it. I have a vocal Doctor in New York that I went to because I was really sick on the Something Corporate tour. In Jersey I was sick as hell. I had bronchitis so I went to this Doctor and he gave me steroid shots and this crazy shit. But I have a pre-show ritual and I have a vaporizer with this serum so I put a few drops in and I breathe that in.
H&S: I took another line from "Classifieds" "Will you promise yourself this isn't all we've got." Do you have any plans for the next album?
William: The albums been out for what, like a month? And I've written like 13 songs already. Mike, our other writer has written 10 or 11 songs already. So I'm in this crazy zone where I just love song writing. And I'm just studying Simon & Garfunkel and great songsmiths like Don Henley. You listen to his greatest hits and it's like a fuckin' generation… of '80's movies. But they're all great songs. I'm just really, really excited about writing. I'm not even worried about what the next record is going to sound like. These are just acoustic. Like just acoustic songs that are kind of folky. But for the next record I think that we're going to get a little more rock 'n roll.
H&S: As opposed to?
William: This record sort of covers a lot of bases but I want to incorporate more instruments. I want to incorporate piano and perhaps some strings and percussion and shakers and tambourines. Where we can really focus on making great pop songs with this twist of throwback rock 'n roll. I'm so fucking excited to do a new record because we just want to write like a hundred ballads. Like a hundred Rolling Stones rock 'n roll songs. Just awesome in your face and you can just smell the whiskey on the recording. And a hundred songs that are like this record. And you know on this record each song has it's own little feel, like "Black Mamba" has a flamenco feel. I'm just so excited about writing. But we're constantly touring. We're on the road and then after this we're doing support for Mae. Their new record is great and they're incredible live. We're going to like touring for them. And then we're doing a headlining tour out here on the east coast and the mid-west. Like small intimate spaces. And then we're doing two weeks of Warped Tour. And then we're talking about doing something in late August and then we're going to Japan in September.
H&S: In "Down and Out" "Always up or down, never down and out." What's a high point in your life?
William: Pretty much performing is the highest point of my life. As well as just overall happiness with my view on the world and my view of things. That's sort of what that song is about. It's about all of the bad things that happen to people, that happen to families, that happen to friends. That happen to loved ones. People die. People get divorced. People get raped and domestically abused. And kids see that. And that's not a good thing. But the whole thing is that if you look at it. I'm trying to look at life in a different way. I use this exercise that I try to do every morning. I try to envision both my creative mind and my perception of the world. Lets say that the back part of your psyche is a dark room and you have this little candle in front of you so your only source of perspective is this 4 or 5 inch bubble in front of you and that's all you're focused on. This goes past your view of the world it goes into a writers view of the word as well. A lot of bad art and bad lyrics are from that candle lit view of the world. They're so wrapped up in themselves that they can't just feel around and feel the wall and find the light switch. And you can flip the switch and the whole room illuminates around you and for me that's the rest of the world and that's all of the bright parts of life. It's everything that's happy. But it's also every thing that's not. But with that perspective of the entire world you're taking in every thing, not just this isolated microcosm of life. And looking at things less selfishly and that's sort of the way that I try to look at life. Those are the kind of lyrics that I'm writing a lot of now. Less focused on self I guess. But in a way that's sort of thought provoking in a positive way.
H&S: Well I'm sure you have a different view of the world now than you did when you wrote this album.
William: Totally. I totally do. But it wasn't too far off. I had it. There was an EP that we did before this and it was so self-righteous. I was just out of high school.
H&S: One of those things that you're glad to have out of print?
William: Yeah, I guess. Uh Yeah, totally. But lyrically it was really good. I was really proud of it. I was singing about a lot of really good things. But it was from the wrong angle. It was me sitting with a candle in front of me in a dark room. It was: this is what everyone else is doing wrong in their lives but I'm not going to address what I'm doing wrong. Because I don't want to show you that part. It's what people did wrong to me.
H&S: It's hard to admit that shit
William: Right. I think that's what this record is. I think it's stepping into that. But it's okay. It's okay to have faults. It's okay to make mistakes. It's okay to accept those things and take a deep breath and look around you and notice that there's people that love you. And you're on tour with your band and you're doing what you love. Or you wake up and you have 3 kids and they're doing well in school and you have a loving wife and it's like this is good. This is really good. So that's the direction that I want things to continue to go.
H&S: The final song is "Almost Here" the line I chose was "Hey now we're al most home" What do you miss the most about home?
William: The weird thing about home is, I hate to do this but you've seen Garden State, right? His whole idea of home isn't a place, it isn't a house anymore it's just a feeling of home. And for me I guess it's just this daily feeling where it's regiment ed and I'm used to this but home is when I'm on stage. Home is when I'm talking to people. And talking to fans. That's home to me. I feel it when I'm home as well, you know, in the people around me. I was thinking about that the past 2 days you know, this is home for me. I love it. I mean I miss my girlfriend like hell. I miss my family. But this is home.
H&S: Thank you for taking the time to talk with us and we wish you the best of luck on the road.
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get him back
pairing: gavi x ofc
summary: jimena sees her ex at a party. she does not shy away from the reunion.
taglist: @htpssgavi ; @joaosnovia
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Jimena did not leave her home with the idea of ending up tangled on Gavi's sheets. She did not even think of meeting him when she met her friends at the only club in her small town. It was just some local festivity, and all the young people had had the same idea.
Jimena wanted to get drunk, find a nice guy to make out with and disappear into the night with her friends. But rumours spread fast, and soon she caught wind of who was also at the club.
Gavi wasn't known for going to parties, Jimena wa pretty sure that the last time he had stepped on this same club had been by her side, when they were still dating and his debut in first division was still a dream.
Jimena had reached a point in which she did not think of him for longer than she needed to. Only when the World Cup happened, she saw his face evrywhere she went. And she knew everyone around her saw him too. Jimean felt the glances everyone directed at her whenever something newsworthy happened.
Gavi socred a goal for Spain? The guys at the bar noticed if she celebrated or not. There were rumours that prnicess Leonor had a crush on him? Some lady at the supermarket asked her what it was like to have had what the royalty wanted. Even when he got injured, some tried to ask her if he was alright.
Gavi and Jimena had broken up before he even made it to the first team. She wanted to be someone's first choice, and his first choice would always be Barcelona, or the countless hot girls he had been rumoured to be dating.
As insidious as it was, Jimena was glad that the general public considered some random tiktoker to be Gavi's first love: if it was already annoying to be known as his ex only in their small town, she could not concieve how much bullshit she woud have to go through if the rest of the world knew.
However, Jimena was completely over Gavi. She had cried all the tears she had to, she had buried their pictures in a box and kissed half a dozen of other boys as a rebound. Her eyes should not linger on his silouhette when she finally spotted him, the lights of the club reflecting on his clothes. Her heart should not beat when she found his gaze already on her.
Jimena turned around, searching for Nacho. He was a guy she had been stringing around for a while, who she had no intention to actually date, but who would be perfect for her half threader plan.
Nacho was not too far away. He always made a point of being close to Jimena, and when her very famous ex was around, it was not the time to slack off.
Nacho's hand fell on her hip, covered by a shirt purple dress. The Jimena Gavi knew would not have worn something so daring, but the Gavi Jimena knew would not have shown up at the club on his own volition.
Nacho pressed their bodies together, swaying at the rhythm of the baf quality song that was on the TOP50, while his eyes lifted up.
"Your ex is staring," he said. Jimena sighed. She didn't need to look up to know, she could feel the weight of Gavi's eyes on her skin.
"I imagine he is," she said, non-committal.
"I can't believe I am going to sleep with Gavi's ex," he said. Jimena froze in place. That sentence did not sit well with her.
"Excuse me?"
"It's like, the biggest power trip of my life."
Jimena took a step froward trying to get rid of Nacho's hands on her body.
"Actually, I don't think this is a good idea..."
"Aw, c'mon! You're going to leave me like this?"
"I don't want to..." insisted Jimena, taking another step away and clashing with someone.
"I would advice you to leave the girl alone."
Gavi.
His voice was lower, his hand came up to hold her hip. Jimena stopped breathing. How was it possible that he had slipped through the crowd so quickly?
She then noticed that most people around them had stopped dancing. She spotted a couple of phone camera pointed towards them. She shivered, her skin crawling with discomfort.
"Ha. You don't want me to make a scene, do you?" bluffed Nacho. "They wouldn't like that back in you separatist club."
Gavi clenched his jaw, his grip on Jimena tightening.
"Let's go, he said softly on her ear."
Jimena shivered, but allowed herself to be led by Gavi away from the crowd, away from the phones pointing at them. She tried to spot her friends, but she couldn't understand the colored lights, and soon they were back on the open air.
"What the fuck was that?" she asked him.
"You tell me that," Gavi snapped.
"Since when do you go to clubs?"
"Since I'm searching for you?"
"Why would you do that?"
"Because you still have me blocked on everything and I wanted to talk to you?"
"Why would you—?"
Gavi cut their argument short by grabbing her face and pressing their lips together. Jimena froze for a minute, but then she returned the kiss with the intensity they both craved.
"I wanted to get you back," he explained once they parted. "I... have matured a but since the last time we were together and well, I realised I made quite a big mistake by letting you go."
Jimena scoffed.
"Oh, my God," she said. "I'm going to punch you in your pretty face so hard you won't be able to play for weeks."
He smirked.
"If I can spend those weeks with you, I'll call it a win."
Jimena bit her lip, but spotted that people were leaving the club, searching for Gavi, for them.
"I would love to do that in a place where people are not recording us," she offered, and Gavi laughed, pulling her towards the parking.
"I'll see what I can do."
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This motherfucker took so damn long to draw everything for along with writing its whole story (or at least the one that does get told in the Nomicon) that it’s already so dark where I live rn but it’s finally done!
Meet the Kitsune!
One of my Rc9gn ocs who isn’t just another ninja! Yeeee!
This fox has its own little lore and stuff with the Tengu, also First Ninja too kinda! It will also appear in the new ninja AU as an antagonist cuz yes.
Now, let’s just go straight for the info’s and stuff already! (I didn’t reread all of this after writing it all down so if there’s any mistakes, don’t be surprised.)
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Story (the way it’s mostly told in the Nomicon):
centuries ago, back when the Tengu was still free, there was a powerful nine-tailed fox spirit it knew of, the Kitsune. The fox spirit and the demon bird, while being total opposites, were quite close. The Tengu and the Kitsune’s powerful abilities balanced well together, almost making them a perfect pair. They were like the yin and yang, both different yet strongly connected to one another in more ways then one…
Until one day, it all suddenly took a turn.
(Yes, I even made a few kinda lazy drawings just for this)
Before anyone knew it, the two were against one another, at each other’s throats. They argued and fought every time they crossed paths, bringing nothing but destruction around them in the process. No other yokai out there understood why this started happening but someone had to stop it.. and that someone was the Ninja! (First Ninja)
The big fights between the two yokais only finally stopped once the ninja trapped the Tengu in the eye of eternities with its feathers taken and used for power during their own battle, leaving the Kitsune to be all alone. The ninja thought the Kitsune would stop and leave now that its rival was taken but the fox spirit, instead of being upset like expected, only seemed to become more spiteful and cruel later on. It would sometimes follow him to pull tricks and pranks on him nonstop, even make fun of him for the loss of his family.
Tons of bad rumours and little fights suddenly started happening in the village one day, all the people constantly going arguing and fighting for no reasons which even led to some being stanked by the sorcerer. The Ninja found out the culprit behind this sudden chaos, The Kitsune itself. Knowing this couldn’t go on any longer, the Ninja finally went to defeat the fox spirit once and for all.
Just like what he did to the Tengu, he trapped the Kitsune in its own new prison but instead of being stuck in a stone and have some part of it taken for power, its form was trapped in a statue made of stone. Its statue was hidden in a temple that would soon be abandoned many years later in the present, the only way to free the fox spirit from its stone prison is with a unormal gem stone as a key and put it in the hole on its forehead… but the gemstone is also hidden somewhere, and it still has not being found today…however, maybe you can also free it by breaking the statue completely with enough brutal force.
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Info:
-The Kitsune goes by it/itself but it also uses feminine pronouns as well.
-in case the story might not have made it quite clear, Kitsune and Tengu are long time rivals. They used to be friends, in fact they might’ve been more than that…maybe.. (friends to (kinda) lovers to enemies!?-) but now, they hate each other. ALOT. Even in the present time they do, arguing like they’re a divorced couple.
-The Kitsune was first good but then started being bad later on, yet it wouldn’t really chose to work with any villain if it was asked to. It isn’t really on anyone’s side, neither good or evil right now, making it more of an anti hero.
-The Kitsune most of the time have its eyes closed but it can open them, usually whenever it is surprised, excited or just doing its shit eating grin.
-it can talk normally but it can also talk telepathically, its voice sounds mostly feminine. It also can understand the Tengu perfectly, even if it doesn’t speak like the Kitsune does.
-it can, of course, shapeshift to disguise itself. It does often turn into beautiful women but can also turn into men as well, tho that one is a little bit rare.
-the one who chopped off one of its tails was First Ninja himself, it was done during their battle before he trapped it in the stone statue. It didn’t affect its powers that much but it really did piss the fox spirit off.
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And that’s about it for now! Hope you all like this trickster!
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Anonymous asked: What song do you think the guys would have their first dance to at their wedding including Matt please?
The First Song was posted to this request a few weeks ago, and as requested, I'm making a part 2 to it. Each song will have a short story behind it. Enjoy my wonderful Culties!
First Dance Part 2
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Folio
It took a lot of convincing for you to finally agree to go on a date with Nick. He's goofiness and energy and energy is not easily tolerable all the time, but that's okay because you knew how to reel him in each time he went a little too far. You became his stability, his conscience, his beautiful day, his everything. So, when you got engaged and were planning the music with Noah, he asked if he could pick the first song you dance to. You'll admit, you were scared at first, thinking it was going to Metallica or something off the wall, but when that moment came, after you were officially Mr. And Mrs., and the beginning of the song came on, you immediately teared up. It was one of your favorite songs and you never realized how perfect it fit your life with him. Taking your hand, Folio led you out to the dance floor and even though neither one of you knew how to properly dance, it didn't stop you from falling in love with your husband even more.
Nicholas
When you and Nick fell in love was a mystery. It just kind of happened, and it continued to happen everyday. Five years in and you two still felt the same way about each other as when you first met. Nick had a way of wearing his feelings for you on his sleeve. He never did it with anyone else; just you. You'd tell him often that his feelings were always thinking too loud, to which he'd reply it was hard not to do it with you. You'd joke with him and say that eventually his feelings would change especially once you had kids, but that would never happen. It would only make him love and want you more. Your wedding day came and after the toast, the first dance. You took Nicholas' hand and led him to the spot set up for dancing and wrapped your arms around his neck while he found your waist and together, as close as possible, danced to the song that would forever be yours.
Noah
Being with Noah wasn't easy. You met at a time in his life when things weren't going the best for him mentally and at first you believed that the relationship wouldn't last. His attitude and behavior, his negativity and outlook sometimes got to be too much. But you stayed. Time and time again, over and over you stayed, refusing to give up on him. You loved him, despite all the hardships, because even though things got hard, Noah loved the hell out of you, he was crazy about you and the future you were building together, and you felt it every single day. When he asked you to marry him, you didn't even let him get the proposal out all the way before saying yes, making Noah the happiest he'd ever been. You asked him to choose the song for your first dance, confident he'd pick a good one. And he did. Dancing alone together after everyone had left, Noah softly sang the song to you as he held you close with your head pressed against his chest.
Jolly
When you and Jolly met, it wasn't under the best circumstance. There was tension and irritation involved, a high lack of tolerance from both sides. But as time went on, you noticed that Jolly had softened up to you just a little bit and eventually you began seeing him in a different light. He became sort of a beacon of safety in the midst of chaos and before you realized it, you had fallen for him, even though you were sure he didn't feel the same. But you promised yourself you'd wait for him, no matter how long it took; even if it never happened. Jolly was the one you'd ever want. It took a world rocking moment in Jolly's life for him to realize what you were to him; how you stayed by him and supported him through the worst, never questioning, never wavering. It was in those moments he knew he loved you. You and Jolly didn't have a reception after your wedding, instead choosing an intimate dinner with the Omen family. But once you were home, alone together, Jolly played this song for you as the two of you consummate your marriage.
Matt
Matt was anything but traditional when it came to your relationship. He never asked you out, but just started telling everyone that the two of you were together. You were his and he was yours and that was that. When you were alone he'd call you his lover and that's what you became to him; his lover with benefits. As time went on, the two of you became such a strong team together. You became a huge part in the way he worked and managed things behind the scenes for the band and other projects he did. But you needed him just as much. He was your voice when you were too scared to stick up for yourself, he was your protector from the assholes who tried to mess with you, but mostly, Matt was solid rock you anchored to, making everything that you couldn't figure out make sense. You both knew you were destined for one another, so it was no surprise when he took you to the clerk's office in town and you got your marriage license, keeping it a sacred secret between the two of you. And the very first and only time you ever saw Matt dance, was with you, a few days afterwards when he played this song for you while the two of you were working in the warehouse. To your surprise, Matt was a natural dancer and that was the day he swept you off your feet forever.
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"I will, I promise." There's no reason he won't, just not when he's so emotionally charged. He's a thinker - a planner. Needs time and space to draw up some kind of battle plan rather than just charging right into something like this when he's too ready to break. His friends are a sure way to reset, to put things in perspective a bit. They might be a bit chaotic sometimes, but they're his best friends ( brothers, practically! ) and he knows without a doubt that they'll support him, even if they take the piss a bit first.
Dad's never told him to stop crying or not to cry at all - not like some of the dads of he other boys at his school, who often threaten to give their sons something to really cry about! Gordy's never really been a big crier, though he knows that if he feels the need to, he can --- and he is, right now. It feels like he might never stop, like he can't breathe, he's crying so hard but he doesn't exactly know why. When he does finally run out of steam, he can only really rest tiredly against his dad as he takes his mug back with the sole intention of drinking some cold hot chocolate to soothe the itch in his throat that screams of dehydration.
( And he still feels bad about the jumper, even if his father tells him not to. )
"Chloe and Mum made lemonade?" Man, he loves lemonade. Suddenly there's a brighter side to being so down ( not that today was in any way worth it for a couple of his favourite drinks ), enough so that Gordy offers a small smile, and a "yes, please", but not enough that he feels any better about the prospect of tomorrow. Tomorrow, he's going to have to put on his big boy pants and face up to the same lads who have reduced him to this ( if his parents don't agree to let him stay off ). Tomorrow, he's going to have to pretend as if none of what was said had affected him in any way, if he wants to survive the next year and a bit in peace.
Gordy waits for Dad's answer, fully expecting a straight no; he's not sick, after all - he's not at risk of harm, he's just miserable and his pride's been hurt. "Please!" It's worth a try, anyway. There's nothing left to lose, and his desperation is mounting, and even with his friends potentially coming to sleep over tonight, he doesn't think he can cope with walking through the front doors and listening to whatever whispered rumours people might be spreading about him already. "Can't you just--- I don't know, homeschool me for a year? Swap me for a foreign exchange student for a year?"
“You tell your mum whenever you feel ready to tell her, alright?“ Of course it would be strange to keep this from Kate, but it wasn’t his story to tell, and it would just be unfair towards his son, if he took this from him. And technically, he wouldn’t be lying to Kate – knowing her, and how well she knew him, too, she would be able to tell from the look on his face, that there was more to his request about having Josh and Howie stay over, than just the simple desire to get little sleep and wake up to find a mess in the kitchen. The thought put a smile on his face, before he returned to the task of HOW he would ask Kate. In the end, he’d just ask her, tell her, that he’d take full responsibility for the boys eating the cupboard full of snacks and whatever grumpy mood the girls would be in, because they didn’t get to have their friends over that night. It would be fine – just as Gordy would be fine when he told his mum about all of this.
Hand still brushing over his son’s back, he said nothing while he was crying into his jumper – his sobs heartbreaking, but anything he could have said, would just make it worse. Sometimes there was nothing one could do but cry until there were no more tears, and then you’d start feeling better eventually. He was sure it would be the case for Gordy and at his apology, he just managed a smile and shook his head in a silent reminder, that there was NO need to apologise after the situation that Gordy had just lived through. No judgement – he had promised that, and he was keeping his promise, too. Never understood those parents, who didn’t let their kids – especially their sons – cry. It wasn’t a sign of weakness, in his opinion.
“Right, I’ll chuck that jumper in the wash and grab a new one later. No bother. — I’m more worried about that cold hot chocolate. Reckon I need to make us a new cup, or get you summat else to drink. How’s about some lemonade? I know cryin’ makes you thirsty. – And Chloe made some earlier, before she left with your mum.” Head tilted in question, he slowly got up from the chair he had been sitting on; hand on his son’s shoulder as a soft, calming presence, before he walked after to the cupboard to get two clean glasses out.
Sighed silently at the question he was asked, before he turned back around to Gordy; leaning against the kitchen counter, with his hands resting on the counter’s surface at either side of him. “Listen, I can’t just say yes, Gordy. School’s proper important, and I think your mum’s gonna ask why you want to stay off. I don’t like lying to her, so I can’t say you’re sick, even if that’s what you’re planning to say tomorrow. Maybe the world’ll look different again in the mornin’? – I know why you ain't keen on going to school and I totally understand, I really do. But not showin' up might just make it bleedin' worse? If those fellas think they've won, 'cause they managed to intimidate you?”
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Bonus 8: How met your mother (CSSR design by @qourmet!)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#cangse sanren#wei changze#jiang fengmian#It was important to me that WCZ had the hereditary mole. I will die on this hill.#I have been *waiting* for the day to finally arrive when I could finally make this comic. It's been marinating for months.#My mission is to redraw all of qour's character designs one day. They are just *that* good.#CSSR has the vibes of a wandering menace who shows up in towns like a stray cat arriving at a new doorstep for treats. 10/10.#While YZY strongly leads us to believe that JFM was in love with CSSR and that's his whole motivation behind taking wwx in-#-I do think this is (once again) rumour being presented as reality. It's the juicer story to tell after all.#It is still possible that he did love her! But I think that story undercuts the relationship he also had with WCZ.#Yall ever think about how JC and WWX parallel their fathers? How Wei Changze also left the Jiang Leader's side? I do.#Unlike JC though It is far more hilarious and plausible to imagine JFM begging to be CSSR and WCZ's third. You know he would.#My wild headcanon is that JFM and YZY are in a mlm and wlw arranged marriage situation. Deeply unhappy as partners. Better as friends.#they care for each other and I'll admit that there is a beautiful tragedy in them having romantic feelings for each other the whole time.#But I am also here for the gaffs. Let them be unfulfilled homosexuals together.#Meanwhile cssr and wcz are having incredible hetrosexual sex in a bisexual way that WILL leave him pregnant by the end of it.
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Wouldn't it be funny for the hot doctor Knock Out to not actually be that big a fan of sex. Still tho- it doesn't stop him from tormenting his husband with horny thoughts <3
Hah, instead of leaving him cold and sleaveless in just scrubs alone, I gave dear KO a puffy racer jacket (you know damn well it's ruby red), and to give himself an excuse to wear it in the medbay and on the field, he's got the Decepticon medical symbol patched on his arms :)
hmm does the implied impregnation mean i need to tag this as something?
#knock out#tfp knock out#breakdown#tfp breakdown#kobd#transformers#tfp#humanformers#maccadam#fanart#ask to tag#i saw someone make a knock out human design and gave him a racer jacket which i thought was really nice#especially since robot ko has beeg fuckin shoulders#but i initially wanted to keep him in uniform hence why he's only in scrubs the first time i drew him (the predaking looming comic)#but i thought about tactical gear and how field medics if they don't have their own armour they still have like a jacket or whatever#plus the whole 'doctors and nurses wear cardigans and coats' thing#i put ko in a racer jacket that has a medic patch on it (a legally distinct alternative to the red cross lmao)#ah and before i forget i'm not making ko sex-repulsed ace as a punishment i just thought it'd be cool if the hot doctor wasn't into sex#a joke i make in humanformers specifically because canonically bots are sexless and thus can't be sex-favourable because haha taxonomic ace#he is not immune to rumours but- he's off the market in more ways than also being married#which i realise there isn't a ring on any of breakdown's fingers but lmao don't look at that (if there is a ring its probably elsewhere saf#look at the hands for other reasons please :)
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I cannot express how debilitating it would be if the rumours I’ve been seeing regarding Ice Ado being cancelled is because of Viktor coming out as queer in some capacity and profits in China and Russia being the main concern for the studio are true.
I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again, making Viktor an openly queer Russian was genuinely groundbreaking in a lot of ways because it lends a hand to queer Russian youth who may have never come across a character of this nature before, especially since Viktor’s sexuality is a comfortable aspect of his character. We see that Viktor is comfortable being queer, he embraces his queerness as much as he does his eye colour or hair colour, it is an intrinsic part of himself.
Queer Russian youth deserve to have that and I don’t believe a corporate entity would ever care about something like that, but fans should, and not just Russian fans. All of us should care about the ways in which queer censorship will have a very heavy impact on queer youth in places where simply existing is a death sentence, especially now as more and more of our rights are stripped away. Unfortunately, this goes beyond the cancellation of Ice Ado because of the implications of why it was cancelled in the first place, let alone the message that sends out to fans and other studios.
YOI has always been revolutionary in the impact it has held in regards to sexuality, gender identity and mental health since the airing of the very first episode and it would be a dishonour to fans, to Kubo-Sensei and Yamamoto-Sensei that their legacy is tarnished with greed and hatred.
#if you remember how HARD they fought to even get the kiss into the original series you’d understand doubly so why this is so angering#this is just a rumour (?) for the time being but still#i wouldn’t put it past them#ice adolescence#yuri on ice#ice ado#ice adolescence cancellation#mappa studio#censorship#yuuri katsuki#viktor nikiforov#oh my god#just. man.#cross posted on twitter
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#rumour has it Kloppo is still laughing#feel you Robbo! :D#god that new away shirt and the collection is so ugly#and Joel just standing there smiling and being happy he's not the one everyone is making fun of this time#Jürgen Klopp#Andy Robertson#Ibrahima Konate#Joel Matip#LFC#Liverpool FC#Jurgen Klopp#23/24#meins#football#flashing tw#a father and his favourite scotsman
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that weird ass fucking lifetime christmas movie that’s thinly veiled fan fiction about taylor swift and travis kelce makes me so uncomfortable like that is FREAK behaviour, making that a real movie is FREAK BEHAVIOUR. i can’t even watch the trailer for it it just freaks me out
#idk how to explain it#like i think the harry styles fan fic movies are kind of funny#like definitely still deeply weird and creepy and if i was him i’d never go outside again#but for some reason this one is like 1000 times worse to me#maybe because it’s not even a y/n thing it’s just 2 real life actual people#idk i don’t like a lot of the tayvis fans anyway#i really don’t have any opinions on travis kelce like i’m a fan of taylor swift not her boyfriends lol#did he write all too well 🤔🤨#anyway#but yeah i don’t like them!!! they’re freaks! people didn’t even act like this over haylor and that was CULTURE#it’s mostly how obsessed they are like why are we watching FOOTBALL for a MAN#it just feels so conservative to me lol#and how badly they want her to get married and get pregnant 😭#WERID AS FUCK TO OBESSIVE OVER SOMEONE LIKE THAT#weird as fuck!!! like she’s never talked about wanting kids and wanting to get married#and has consistently referred to herself as a lonely cat lady#but i digress#and the way she’s only shut down rumours about her getting married or being pregnant because they actually offend her🤔#food for thought#moral of the story is i don’t like how people behave about them#let’s talk about her lyricism and her artistic abilities not her womb lmao crazy thought#taylor swift#mari.txt
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like a lot of articulate autists who aren't conflict-averse, i have had many a one-sided nemesis in my life. 99% of those situations were clown car level convoluted drama that revolved around a white queer person getting mad at the uppity brown bitch who dared to speak authoritatively in a space that now is ~unsafe~ bc someone brought up race (and was right to do so tyvm) and decided to devote way too much time to ruining my life, sometimes without me noticing for years
#honestly the first one is still the funniest. who the fuck asked a 30+ year old white woman to explicitly declare a 19 y/o her nemesis#and then to just continue to post through it when i hit share on her post accusing me of being fake intersex#and publicly listed all the ways she'd been racist to me#least funny at least at the time was the terf spreading the rumour i was a literal murderer that meant i lost access to queer youth spaces#while i was still fuckin homeless#most pathetic is the dyke who was still showing screenshots from my 2014 tumblr at lesbian munches in early 2020#like girl nobody cares or knows who i am i don't go to these things and also i'm uncancelable#tony muses
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