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[spite] has entered the chat >:P
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#cole dragon age#manfred dragon age#dragon age cole#dragon age manfred#cole the spirit of compassion#manfred the skeleton#dragon age veilguard spoilers#<- i guess ?????#also does spite have his own tag...? idk sorry but#heard there was another spirit in the area *twirls hair and kicks feet* I LOVE YOU SPIRITS I LOVE U ABOMINATIONS I LOVE Y#this originally started as a nod to the banter about manfred being “mesmerized by the steam” while making tea#but then i made it about spite as well :] now there are THREE spirit friends (well... probs more like frenemies but yknow) :P#btw i changed coles outfit/design bc i saw the veilguard concept art of him (UGHHH MY BOY HE LOOKED SO GOOD IM DEVASTATED oTL)#also i hc that cole is very picky w food bc he seemed grossed out abt it when talking to blackwall lol#so even tho hes “used” to eating now he has a hard time w weird new things (in this case tea). autistic food aversion :]#which is extra funny in this case bc manfred (and spite) would be like “whats it like” while cole is like “...bad :(”#anyway yeah hope u guys like this one :D im very happy ppl seem to like this series(?) bc i really like drawing them !!! <3
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‘Is it wrong that I could not stand the caitvi sex scene cuz it felt wrong to watch them, it felt fetishizing, I much prefer the wholesome stuff that jinx and ekko were doing’ SHUT UP. SHHH I literally cheered what is happening
#sorry that I keep posting about arcane but the hyperfixation is STRONG and I’m having trouble concentrating and this is all the discourse I#see when I get in the tags and it’s driving me nuts#the Puritan nature of it is making me lose it cuz what do you mean it felt wrong to see the lesbian ship that’s been built up since season 1#have non graphic sex??? what do you mean it felt dirty??? and I like jinx and ekko! it’s getting weird#and I say this as an asexual- way too many ppl are comfortable saying that the sex scene was fanservice#Especially cuz the switch up is giving me whiplash cuz the night before the new eps aired I was seeing overjoyed wlw making caitvi memes#like ooh can’t wait to finally have a Sesbian lex scene in my fav mainstreem media only to now only see ppl be like ‘idk it felt gross’… huh#especially cuz idk if I trust some of yall to actually interpret it correctly since so many ppl are just hating on vi for being a ‘bad older#sister’ not too much on my girl pls#rant over I’m so sorry#I also hope this rant doesn’t show up in the tags since i specifically didn’t type the ship names
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#cw: gross#idk what to tag it sorry this is related to my previosu post#might be a mobile thing but i cant add videos on reblogs so separate post it is. this was yesterday and its still taking me out good god#DISCLAIMER THE ONE I HAD WAS NOT THIS KIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! some other unfortunate soul got brought up which prompted#this 😭😭😭😭😭#apple bapple#i love you my friends. i’m papa here if it wasnt clear
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it sucks that so much of my family has also dealt with cancer but it's really lovely that they were able to give me warnings about things
#a friend of mine just had a computer glitch and lost a bunch of work and i said it sucked and i'm sorry and asked if he could email his prof#and he's i think just really upset about it as i would be too bc that does suck so bad#but i don't have the energy to commiserate. i feel like a steaming pile of shit right now. i only got home 30 minutes ago from the hospital#and i have to go back tomorrow and then spend the rest of the day probably feeling like this while also having to go to another appointment#bc i need to get my earrings changed out so i can take them out for my body scan#and then going home with earl and setting up. and finally getting a bday gift to my friend as well and dropping that off#i feel increasingly gross and sick rn and this was just one injection#but my relatives were like 'listen. no one in your life is going to get this unless they've had cancer. and it sucks but that's how it is'#and i'm just very glad i got that heads up because i'm getting a lot of love and support from relatives now#esp the ones who also dealt with cancer#but it's just been radio silence from friends. and i get it i get they have their own lives and might not know what to say#but it does still hurt a little#i do have one friend who has been lovely and accommodating with the diet i have to be on#but my other best friend is just. i think with his school he has his own friends and his own life but. yeah. it just hurts a little#maybe i'm being irrational idk. something to discuss with my therapist today at our appointment#not everything is about me etc etc#this is the same friend who lost his work that i mentioned in the tags#cancer tw
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speaking of all the questionable things i did as a teenager, i am sort of mourning omegle. all of my friends who are mourning omegle are like "man i met so many friends on there through various RP tags or through our shared hyperfixations :(" when i was 15 i used omegle as my excuse to hook up with girls i'd just met on camera bc they wanted attention from the adult men online and i just wanted to hook up with girls. We Are Somewhat Different You And I,
#occasionally i wonder if there are still Very Illegal videos out there of 15-year-old me and then realize i don't particularly care#yes this was yucky. NO i promise no adults in our lives coerced us into it.#we just had the impulse control and desire for attention that most 15-year-olds do.#there was this one girl i only met one time and i still remember what her tongue tasted like. (it tasted gross.)#idk what to tag this. sorry for being How I Am i suppose.
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still thinking about the count of monte cristo movie. some of it felt half-baked on a technical level (score choices, some weird edits, etc) BUT also it hasn't left my head since i watched it and i WILL be seeing it again on wednesday. enraptured by the count's sad brown eyes and long eyelashes. and his dumbass leather coat.
it's a situation where i wish the movie had more of the book but i also wish the book had a little more of the movie in it.
#i think the problem with any modern adaptation of the book is that you can't keep the original ending because uh. gross. unfortunately.#but also how the hell do you replace that#and then how do you replace it while also streamlining enough that it's not a 12-hour epic a la lord of the rings#(which is what it deserves! in my opinion! not a miniseries. a trilogy like lord of the rings)#i also want to say that the movie gets distracted by its younger characters when the real interesting person there is the count. but uh.#so does the book#however the book had more to say with its younger characters – the movie does not#i think the best temporary solution is to always double feature count of monte cristo with The Diving Bell and the Butterfly#i think that's the perfect fix for sure. no noirtier? watch a movie that references him several times! that's the solution!#sorry im just a sap who loves maxemillian and valentine#also like. the movie didn't completely lose the 'filial piety' thing but it didn't have enough of it tragically#it's very muddied and thus looses a lot of the central points of the book#if you lose the 'filial piety' thing you also lose most of the very christian take on why what the count is doing is bad#we're god's children so we have to trust him and wait and hope (i think? i frankly hadn't considered it much until now)#all that to say i'd normally strongly condemn it as an adaptation#but i adored it anyway. literally i had so much fun#i need to watch it over and over until i figure out how it bypassed my snob tendencies so effectively#maybe it was including both of the best scenes with the count and mercedes?#PLUS the bit where he beats the shit out of some guys with his walking stick that was hot#idk this needs further research#chatterbox tag
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Anyone who’s out of high school or in college, do teenage boys eventually get nicer? They make me not want to go to school.
#sorry to the good teenage boys out there#but I hate these guys so much#why am I being harassed just because they don’t find me attractive#why do they come up to me and say random shit just because I’m quiet#I remember in sixth grade a boy called me a gorilla because of my hairy arms#and it’s been years and I still haven’t recovered I bleach my arm hairs because of that#it got better when I grew into my body a bit more but still#they call girls females and speak lowly of them#this one guy said he would never be afraid of a female even though he’s under 4’9 and everyone is taller than him#ik height is not relevant but why is his ego taller than him#they’ve called me out on my checks flushing (it’s rosacea)#and the amount of times I’ve heard them rate a girls body behind their backs is gross#and now that I’m not ‘ugly’ they respect me which still sucks bc why is that the reason they don’t treat me like shit#and the girls who are like them and condone the behavior are just as bad bc why are you against yourself do we not have enough difficulties#anyways#had to ask this#because the school year is starting and that means I have to see them again#after a nice summer of recovering from then#rant?#idk#when do they outgrow the middle school phase because it doesn’t look like it’s happening anytime soon#teenage boy#girlhood#?#or is that just me#pjo#kotlc#high school#idk what to tag this as#school core
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my worst insecurity is very much my feet in regards to my nails .. euckk
#txt#pain tolerance off the charts bc i am ripping pieces of my nail over bc theyre either overlapping or ingrown#im bleedinf but its fine#ask to tag#sorry idk what to tag this jts gross kind of
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I think it's evil that I have to take a shower AGAIN. Like I JUST DID THAT LAST WEEK. What do you MEAN I have to GET CLEAN in order to be clean? Honestly I think I might feel different about it if I actually like. FELT clean afterward. But I don't. I always feel slimy and gross no matter how well I dry off, and then I go to bed and wake up all sweaty and disgusting and it's a fucking nightmare.
I guess taking showers in the morning instead of evening MIGHT help a bit but I don't have the time or energy for that.
Also I potentially have an infection in my chest area and it smells extra bad and I'm so self conscious about it, Idk what it is so Idk how to treat it but it's itchy so I just put calamine lotion on it when I have time and think of it and it seems to help with the itching for a few hours.
Everything is disgusting and it sucks. The world is dark and cruel. Why does it always have to be this way.
#real shit#edgy shit#depressionposting Ig#don't know what triggers to tag this as so sorry I know this is gross#I just needed to fucking vent Ig 'cause I'm going through it rn#ventpost#tw gross#Idk anymore I should just stop adding things#I shouldn't even be making this post at all but I can't talk to anyone about it so#everything just feels so fucking hopeless#I'm literally about to break down crying just THINKING about getting in the shower
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ok. once and for all
#devi vishwakumar#ben gross#benvi#bevi#ben x devi#devi x ben#never have i ever#nhie#idk what else to tag this is probably fine i just wanna get a decent sample size. i am doign a Study#also theres. theres definitely a right answer and a wrong answer#and if you pick the wrong one. well i cant trust you sorry.#i have noticed ppl who aren't actually In the fandom use one of these while those of us who are active in the fandom use the other#polls#🗣️
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watched nimona. it was ok.
#(i'm very mean in the tags sorry :()#i havent seen the comic so my criticism is purely of the movie.#idk just kind of a mid kids movie. balister is very cute i liked him.#nimona......i want to like her but idk. i think her backstory should've had more attention put towards it. more hints about it#instead of the really abrupt scene near the end that explains everything. that was stupid.#(honestly better yet don't show anything have a big heartfelt outburst where she half explains what happens#(gross crying optional but preferred)#and leaves the rest to the audiences imagination. maybe a scene with voiceover that doesn't quite reveal everything)#the setting is pretty cool. story didn't make much sense to me.#''the wall is there to protect us against monsters!!'' but there's literally only one monster and it's nimona.#which could have been ok if the movie had been...better written i guess??#like do the guards just sit around doing nothing. is it a police state?? i mean obviously they're cops but. they don't do anything.#they aren't even shown to be especially bad or anything just incredibly incompetent#uhhh the romance is cute. it's nice. i wish it was more fraught and bitter.#the passage of time isn't clear it seems like it happens over the course of like a day???#balister learning to accept nimona was clumsy and rushed#the message of the film is nice. would be better if the movie was good.#i think the movie could've been longer and it would've fixed most of these things#i REALLY liked the animation though. the eyes being permanantly dilated was ehhh but forgivable on account of balister being very cute.
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at least now i've gone through an important tumblr rite of passage, watching a longtime mutual become a radfem :/
#the thing that really got me was that they were talking about their morality ocd triggering them about it#bc of the way tumblr and the internet in general has this black and white approach to things#and one of those i guess was 'transphobes = bad' which like. is not what i'm ever talking about when i say that things have more nuance#that said i DO think that the way this website prioritizing hating terfs over supporting trans people is kinda gross#but anyway this person was so anxious about it and it just was depressing bc i related to that#they were SO afraid of losing friends or being cancelled over it and i was just like damn i wonder if all terfs are that miserable#but they acted like they just had no choice but to believe this 'thing' that they constantly alluded to but never talked outright about#which i am pretty sure now is just that they're a radfem or at least believe in a lot of radfem ideologies#and honestly? i go back and forth between genuinely feeling so bad for them and being like well that's what you fucking get#i wish i'd had the courage to talk to them about it but whenever i thought about it i got immeasurable anxiety#sorry for the very long tag ramble i just haven't been able to talk about this and it's been eating ME up too for a long time#i just feel horrible. i know in the past they've mentioned too how they want people to tell them why if they unfollow/block them#but i can't. i cannot. and then i'm afraid of just feeding into their victim complex by doing this#i just can't win. and it's like. i'm trans i am literally affected by their bigotry that they're acting like is just not even a choice#ALSO I REMEMBER HOW THEY MADE A POST ONCE ABOUT HOW PEOPLE IRL DON'T TALK ABOUT TRANS STUFF#LIEK IDK WHAT PLANET YOU ARE LIVING ON MY DUDE BUT I HAVE LIKE 5 TRANS COWORKERS AND EVERYONE IS VERY NORMAL ABOUT THEM#like maybe YOU live in a bad area#but you're just a really loud minority#anyway. yeah. just. oof.#still feeling some kind of anxiety about it#win rambles
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St. Thomas medal, hole in my side
#I think he should be the patron saint of medical drains but that's just me#medical#blood#idk what to tag this sorry if you are grossed out#txt
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you think mcdonalds food is inedible... maybe it's just growing up in the usa but mcdonalds is my beautiful burger chain... so good... little french fries 🍟?
this is hesburgerless talk
#idk if they do it differently here but every single thing is so.... vinegary#burger is vinegar dips is vinegar wraps are way vinegar every food tastes only of vinegar#the little fries are okay tho ur right#u guys have so many goods there that we dont have#but we have mcdonalds (or mäkkäri/mäkki) and its very gross#multiple times i couldnt even finish what i was eating cause it only tasted like vinegar#hesburger supremacy and burger king is good too#thats like the only chain burger fast foods we got here#asks#mutuals#ty for the ask mutual belobed<3 even if u like my mortal enemy big m#(also sorry my actual ask answer is so short i dont wanna be rude to u D: i just like writing in tags more than in the answer fsgdv)
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understimulated girls in a dentist waiting room will literally play with bits of teeth that fell out their mouth. just roll it around their hands and study it like a cool pebble and think 'yeah i need to be here'. like that's a normal thing to do
#and i'll do it again#rip tho forgot my lip balm#teeth#gross#idk what to tag this as tbh. if you saw this & got grossed out 1. genuinely sorry 2. could you tell me the right tags to use?#have a good one yall. know i am (except for boredom)
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#(ramblings in tags. dont read if u dont wanna see criticism of female character writing in naruto)#(i think im pretty chill but it's still negativity so look away if u dont wanna see this)#my hot take (?) is that the naruto author is 100% a misogynist and that HAS to factor into your analysis of his female characters#im only getting thru the anime in increments bc the way theyre written is so frustrating#and fandom discourse surrounding them isnt great either#(i already know the gist of how it ends bc the ending is infamous for being hated so idc about spoilers)#from what ive seen everyone generally knows the female chars are written terribly and arent respected by the author#but dudebros hate them for gross misogynist reasons#and in contrast fans of those female characters get so defensive that they loop right back around to being misogynist#idk how to explain it but its odd seeing fans say “its empowering actually!” for the female chars to end up in miserable marriages#with less combat involvement than the male chars despite taking up the same profession/training#like yeah in a vaccum these conclusions are fine and completely neutral. but we're not in a vacuum. this was written by a male misogynist#how do i articulate that u can personally like characters w/out pretending misogyny didnt play a role in their development + conclusions#and critiquing the way female characters end up is not misogyny. its basic media analysis#like if i were to apply this to MHA i would say Midnight's death was poor writing in comparison to Nighteye's (narratively similar)#bc it supposedly was supposed to give development to the class. particularly Momo since Momo was the one she was rooting for#however hori did not bother showing more interactions between Midnight and her so it falls flat. her death even happens offscreen#and Momo wasnt there to confront the ppl who murdered her. it was Mina. so Midnight's arc wasnt completed satisfyingly#her death ends up becoming meaningless for Momo's development and purely for shock value so the war has stakes#as opposed to Nighteye and Mirio having a fleshed out relationship/backstory and a proper goodbye#there was a difference in the way the author wrote male mentorships and female ones. critiquing that is fine#now imagine if some Midnight fans went “its misogynist of you to downplay her death. she was noble and heroic and a girlboss”#it misses the point completely bc they interpret writing criticism as shade against her as a person#anyway thats what a lot of female character discourse in naruto feels like#and thats not even mentioning the cesspool of dudebro sexism but i avoid them so i dont see it as much#anyway in conclusion naruto would probably be a great series if the author wasnt a raging misogynist#sorry for the rant#my post
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