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Person: Omg, your hair is so long!
Me: Thanks! I've been growing it out for a while
Person: How do you keep from sitting on it?
Me: It's actually not quite long enough to actually sit on, but I usually have it up-
Person: Like, how to you wear it when you're in the bathroom or something?"
Me: ..It's normally tied up to sit on my shoulders instead of my lower back.
Person: But what about when it's down?
Me: Then I throw it over my shoulder..? Why is this relavent?
Person: Are you gonna dye it again?
Me: Soon, hopefully
Person: Why don't you dye it every few months?
Me: Because I don't get paid enough for that
Person: Oh. How much does this job pay?
Me: Depending on the venue, anywhere from $10 to $16 an hour, out home venue paying the lowest
Person: Have you thought about getting another job?
Me: I've been looking, yeah
Person: Why not just get a new job?
Me: I'm trying to get a second one
Person: Just get a better paying job
Me: I know, but the job market is shit right now
Person: You young people just don't want to work!
Me: I'm trying to get a second job with 4 years experience and no degree. People aren't exactly lining up to hire me
Person: Then go to school and get a degree! You're good at your job, so not having a degree is the only thing stopping you
Me: I can't go to school; it's too expensive
Person: Then get a better paying job and pay your way through
Me: *screams*
#random#job market#this is an actual convo i've had#old people live in bubbles#tell me i'm wrong#you can't because i'm right#i am actually applying for a second security job on recommendation of someone i met at work this past weekend#it'll be the same thing i'm doing now but for this one venue only and with more consistent hours#the only thing that will make me not take the job is if they don't let me keep my current one as well
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You know what's interesting to me? For all people keep claiming at every juncture that perhaps Bells Hells will come around on the gods and see the harm they do (which, as discussed extensively, is, half the time, simply not intervening) not only have they never done so, but also they never quite cross the line into saying the party should join the Ruby Vanguard or aid them - and indeed, they defend against it - so what does this achieve? It feels like they're asking for a story in which the party stands idly by, which isn't much of a story nor, if I may connect this briefly to the real world, a political stance anyone should be proud of.
That's honestly the frustration with the gods and the "what if the Vanguard has a point" conversations in-game. What do we do then? Do we allow the organization that will murder anyone for pretty much any reason that loosely ties into their goals run rampant? The group that (perhaps unwittingly, but then again, Otohan's blades had that poison) disrupted magic world-wide, and caused people who had the misfortune to live at nexus points to be teleported (most, as commoners, without means of return). While also fomenting worldwide unrest?
Those were the arguments before the trip to Ruidus; with the reveal of the Vanguard's goals to invade Exandria, the situation becomes even more dire. Do you let the Imperium take over the planet?
And do the arguments against the gods even hold up? If Ludinus is so angry at them for the Calamity, what does it say that he destroyed Western Wildemount's first post-Calamity society for entirely selfish means? (What does it say about the validity of vengeance as a motivator?) What does it say that Laudna told Imogen she could always just live in a cottage quietly without issue before the solstice even happened? (Would this still be true if the Imperium controls the world?) What does it say that when faced with a furious, grieving party and the daughter she keeps telling herself was her reason for all of this, Liliana can't provide an answer to the question of what the gods have done other than that their followers will retaliate...for, you know, the Vanguard's endless list of murders. (That is how the Vanguard and Imperium tend to think, huh? "How dare your face get in the way of my boot; how dare you hit me back when I strike you.") She can't even provide a positive answer - why is Predathos better - other than "I feel it", even though Imogen and Fearne know firsthand that Predathos can provide artificial feelings of elation. Given all the harm Ludinus has done in pursuit, why isn't the conclusion "the gods should have crashed Aeor in such a way that the tech was unrecoverable?"
Even as early as the first real discussion on what the party should do, the fandom always stopped short of saying "no, Imogen's right, they should join up with the people who killed half the party," it was always "no, she didn't really mean it, she just was trying to connect with her mother." Well, she's connected with her mother, and at this point the party doesn't even care about the gods particularly (their only divinely-connected party member having died to prevent the Vanguard from killing all of them). So they will stop the Vanguard; as Ashton says, the means are unforgiveable. As Laudna says, it's not safe to bet on Predathos's apathy. As Imogen says, she's done running; the voice that she used to think of as a lifeline belongs to someone she doesn't trust. So I guess my question is: if they're stopping the people who are trying to kill the gods (and defense of the gods isn't remotely their personal motivation)...do you think the next phase of the campaign is Bells Hells personally killing the gods? Reconstructing the Aeor tech and hoping none of their allies notice? How does this end? Does your ideology ever get enacted? Or is this entirely moot and pointless and the story ends with Bells Hells saying "well, I'm really glad we stopped the people who [insert list of Vanguard atrocities from above]; none of us follow the gods or plan to, but honestly, the status quo we return to is preferable to whatever nightmare Ludinus had concocted in his violent quest for power and revenge"?
#i've got a lot to do today so I think I'm done posting but#cr spoilers#i called that this particular cohort of fans had empathy only for those like them and were terrified of player agency like. 18 mos ago#and i have never been proven wrong. zero analysis just a constant demand that everyone coddle their feelings and confirm their biases#literally will straight up fabricate lore and cry you're disrespecting a pretend person for not including it in your considerations#absolutely SHIT understanding of actual lore. utter incapacity to follow a logical throughline to its conclusion#it's like. wow. wonder why you're so focused on hypocrisy and you overreact to the word selfish#the reason they hate or fear orym (they say they don't...but that just means they want him to go to a reeducation camp instead of die)#is bc i think they are truly terrified of the idea that people can not just hold opinions that are against theirs but stand fast by them#easier to stan the villain because then they die and you can feel wronged and betrayed and wallow in a sense of continual victimhood#than to like a character who might last long enough to call you the idiot and asshole that you are#but it's also funny bc literally if orym weren't there in the latest convo the conclusion is the same.#ashton's had the same opinion of the vanguard the whole time (and it's not positive) but that's not under scrutiny#probably bc it doesn't allow people to be ghoulish in the most cringeworthy way possible
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hello friends. despite my 9 million existing dreamling wips i'm feeling the need to branch out a bit for the sake of my mental variety. what pairing other than dreamling should i write a little something for? could be romantic or platonic
other way of phrasing i guess: any pairings you really want to see more fics for in the fandom?
#i actually do have one someone asked me for ages ago i've been meaning to get to so i'll try to do that too#bonus points if it still involves dream bc you know i love dream XD#probably wont do any romantic pairings /between/ the endless because well yeah#but open to exploring pretty much anything else... feel free to send whatever if you want. dont worry about if i'll like it#if i can't vibe with it or find it uncomfy i just won't write it no harm no foul#not me soliciting little prompts fully knowing that motivation is a fickle beast and who knows if i would get to writing them XD i want#to though! or like. idk. if anyone wants to share headcanons about their favorite pairings i am happy to receive them#the sandman#a couple that are bouncing around my head already:#rose meeting desire. this could be really interesting i think (they are of course her grandparent)#calliope and lucienne post-calliope's imprisonment: i think their dynamic could be interesting since they both have/had close relationships#with dream. but of course calliope's relationship with him fell apart. i think lucienne with whatever context of it she had would probably#be sympathetic to calliope's perspective but still staunchly On Dream's Side so the speak bc she is ultimately very loyal to him... could b#an interesting convo.#additionally - calliope and johanna. both suffered things recently. both had curious interactions with dream where they recently saw both#his vicious side AND a kinder more understanding side of him... [dream gave rachel a peaceful death at johanna's request etc]#but they've come out of their suffering really differently (granted it was different types of suffering. but)#wow here i am asking for people's ideas and then just coming up with my own XD#anyway#wait two others: i'm fascinated by the potential dynamic of lucienne and the corinthian they only had like one short scene together in the#show but can you imagine. spending eons being loyal to dream and then going opposite directions with that loyalty. being among dream's inne#circle so to speak except lucienne is her own entity while corinthian was /created/ by dream. they have the most fascinating venn diagram o#personality traits and narrative positions...#secondly. and this is kind of crack. but like. imagine johanna and corinthian in the same room XD 'hi i'm an exorcist and this is my pet#serial killer' 'yeah my lord gave me a vacation to go kill some demons' why doesn't he try to kill johanna? bc she tried to destroy him#first time they met and he can't help but respect it XD
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Just realized that only 14 of the 101 fics I have published since 2018 pass the Bechdel Test, keep me in your prayers.
#obligatory “it isn't actually a good measurement for feminism just a bar to accidentally stumble over”#but given how inclusive I've always tried to be it was pretty surprising to find#The Year 2014 did not pass#(tho tbf that's technically Hugo's fault not mine)#AN AGE WITHOUT HEROES ALSO DOESN'T SEEM TO PASS????#and I can blame the cast of characters I write being almost all male#or the fact that fanfiction as a genre tenfd to be character-focused and tgus necessitates convos had by non-main character entities#to be about the main characters#but it's still very interesting to realize that if AWH passes it's only bc Combeferre said “hi” to a she/her partner#or Lamarque spoke with a named female charactet once (1)#personal#writing
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(mgv) when adam goes into labor with his and lawrence's pup, he's sent into one of the worst panic attacks he's had in months. he had managed all other appointments beforehand well enough but when the time finally comes, he totally freaks out, remembering how awful it was to be there after the trap, his only visitor having been scott of all people -- whatever frail hope he had of the alpha being even remotely kind to him after everything was dashed within minutes. his instincts are screaming at him to hole up at home, burrow into every blanket and towel and bathroom rug they have, and just pup there. lawrence, who is alarmed but not surprised that adam tries to convince him to let them stay home, realizes very quick that he has to maintain composure if he wants to get through to adam when he's like this.
"don't make me go back there, lawrence," adam had sobbed, "please, i can't-- i can't do it--"
and lawrence holds him as close as he can, forcing his own feelings (sympathy, excitement, nervousness) down long enough to push soothing notes into his scent. "breathe, sweetheart. you can do this. you made it out of that hellhole scared, i promise this will be so much easier than that. you're so brave, adam. you might not think so right now but you are. i'll be right beside you the whole time. you can do this."
luckily lawrence had the foresight to bring their hospital bag out to the car days ago because when adam does calm down enough to follow lawrence's lead, their steps are unsteady, both of them off-balance.
the trip itself is a quieter affair. adam is still panicking, one arm locked with lawrence's and the other wrapped around himself to try to find relief. he almost wants to spring from the car even though they're making good time -- it's an ungodly hour so traffic isn't as bad as it could be.
then lawrence speaks up. "almost there, sweetheart, just a bit longer." and adam whines because he's doing his best, but when he looks over he finds lawrence glancing at his belly instead of him. "we can't wait to meet you."
he was talking to their pup.
#sawmegaverse#mgv#saw#chainshipping#formats topics of convo with luca into entire posts before i forget (this has already happened)#this actually ties in to the other thing i've been talking about but shhh :) dw about it :)#lawrence is so so jazzed but this isn't his first pup so he has an advantage wrt pupping anxiety#plus he and ali had diana later in life than adam's having his#i think lawrence would be in his late 30s? if my math is right#and adam at this point has only just started to close in on 30#then there's the horrors. you know. that's like a big thing too#but also having babies is scary by itself so idk why i'm trying to justify adam freaking out. shit's scary anyway
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I just started learning Korean on this app and I'm loving the apps priorities. I was hesitant because I knew I would lose my motivation if I had to go through hours of learning the alphabet just to spend hours learning to say "Anna is from Germany" but this app really taught me 4 characters and said "great, now say 'let's go to the karaoke'"
I started the second (SECOND) section and "I really like this music video" is before learning "D"
I love this app
#It also had videos of people saying the words and sentences in the appropriate situations#But tell me why the video to learning#Yeah#Okay#Was a guy going#Mmhm#Without opening his mouth???#I KNOW THAT#THAT'S UNIVERSAL#TEACH ME FUCKING WORD#But I've been learning for an hour total and I can already do small talk this is fantastic#Memrise#I've used years on duolingo#And I've never had so much fun learning a language before#It's actually teaching me things I would say in casual convo#Instead of things I'd never say
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I think we should bring back basic etiquette lessons such as shutting the fuck up when you’re watching a movie in a group that is not exclusively your friend group 🙂
#welcome to another Mick Airs Out Their Grievances and by god is it a VERY long one#prob best if u don't expand the tags#am I being maybe a bit meaner about this than I would be for any other movie? maybe but pac rim is one of my favorite movies of all time#so I think I get a pass on this one.#one of the groups on campus is hosting movie nights & I went to this one bc I've only ever watched pac rim on my laptop and wanted to watch#it on a larger screen. yay yippee I love this movie!#there r maybe 10-ish of us in this room and a three person friend group is sitting on the couch one of whom has seen the movie and two who#have not. okay so far so normal.#and then the movie starts and they won't! stop! fucking! commentating! the whole fucking movie!!! I don't have a problem with doing that#when I'm in just my friend group because I know that I can tell my friend to stop talking or pause the movie or whatnot but not when I'm in#a large group w people I'm not good friends with ffs#and the comments aren't even funny or anything they're all oh this is JUST like in iron widow!! oh they're SO gay and autistic!!! and#they're talking so loud about this that it completely drowns out the movie audio which has already been turned up a few times#like. be considerate!! some of us want to yknow actually listen to what's going on and not whatever bullshit you're saying#I nearly walked out three or four times before I actually wound up doing so#I may have been a bit of a bitch at the end but I don't care. I got up to leave because this was not an enjoyable environment and one of#them offered to turn the movie down if it was too loud. this caught me a bit off guard since I expected them to still be so wrapped up in#their convo and. well. I may have said 'it's not the movie that's too loud' before closing the door#this also reminds me a lot about my issues with online shipping culture and it bleeding through into how we interact with media irl#this is probably heavily influenced by my aromanticism but I'm so sick of people constantly reading romantic relationships into everything#AND placing more importance on those relationships than any other form. I don't mind romance in media. I think if done right it has great#emotional impact on a story but when a movie is running and when other people who may not want to hear it are in the room watching it too#is not the time to be loudly saying 'he's autistic!' 'they're in love!' 'she has a crush on him!'#I have my own interpretations of the movie some of which agree with what they said and some of which don't but that's beside the point of#knowing how to coexist politely in public#anyway. I think they were awful and annoying and they ruined my night out.#I think I'm just so incredibly mad about this because I love the movie and I was looking forward to watching it in a group of people who#found it cool as well while still having some modicum of politeness#I almost wish I had been meaner but that's the extreme annoyance talking I think#hater hour over love u guys bye
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#I'm a bit late but :)#Mmmhh lots of thoughts about this episode. Nothing really relevant though lol#I like it... Mostly. Well‚ I like Atsushi‚ and I like Atsushi screentime.#I always forget that there's actually a one week timeskip within the Guild arc#I think these chapters were generally better executed in the manga.#But even then it's just...#Why do the make the Guild / Fitzgerald so. dumb. Why do they make them act so wildly irrationally and at the protagonists' advantage#It really gives villain acting entirely mindlessly to make the plot advance and the heroes win. It's really sensless.#I mean especially when Atsushi yielded. Why didn't Fitzgerald take his offer. For real!!#For real. He had NOTHING to gain from proceeding with his plan. He already obtained for Atsushi and the ada to collaborate.#Now they are NEVER going to help him‚ and that's agreat loss for him.#And idk. i hear that little Tumblr post in my voice saying “why would you complain about characters acting irrationally!#Do people irl never act irrationally?”#And yeah I get Fitzgerald was frustrated for losing Mitchell and his fight with Hawthorne. Okay I understand.#But that's definitely too much. That's him acting downright stupid at the heroes' advantage and it's just pretty underwhelming to read?#That said. It's just general notes I'm not particularly annoyed because like. That's just b/s/d to you. Dumbing down the villains a second–#so the author can escape the trap they put themselves into. Very Marvel-esque move lol.#On that exact same note WHY WOULD LUCY HAVE THE DOLL.#The doll is the whole premise for your plan working why would you not protect it with everything 😭😭😭#I'm not getting in the Lucy / Atsushi scene itself. I love Lucy but I swear every time that scene gets played a femminist dies#(it's me. I'm the femminist dying every time.)#Mmmhh a couple more things. I dislike the ost choice in the scene where Steinbeck is torturing Q it feels so out of place#And I really don't get what's the deal with the Hawthorne / Fitzgerald convo it's so confusing to me. Like it It looks like Hawtorne is–#blaming Fitzgerald for Mitchell's condition (both in health and for her family status) but...#Objectively neither of those things are Fitzgerald's fault? Idk maybe I just have very little media comprehension for this arc because–#a lot of things just seem to happen with no sense. But it's okay#Im complaining a lot lol but its mostly irrelevant things (or like with the dumbification of villains things I've learnt to live with lmao)#But the episode was generally nice. The animation this season is consistently very pretty.#random rambles
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I said it before and I'll say it again; I love reading the tags people add when they reblog my art bc a lot of them have me WHEEZING
while I can't respond to all of them, I've picked one recent one bc it also has a little detail that sadly had to be hidden bc of placement within the scene
@peachiexparfait (sorry for the @ lmao) yep! Donnie's got a tail! Leo got one too, but the pizza box was in the way lmao
didn't pay much attention to anything that was going to be hidden by the table so that's why Leo's legs might look off lmaooo
I don't have a post-movie ref yet, but here's one of the profiles from my specific Donnie's full ref sheet; specifically the spider shell one since that's the one he's wearing in the Slime Comic(tm), showing his shell, tail length, and tail markings
#⭑🛠⭑ Hey so *infodumps about the thing I’m into* { Tony Talks }#also another funfact: these two little comics I made? The dinosaur tornado one and the slime one?#genuinely actual conversations I've had with Otus lmao#like the dialogue is ripped right from our convos lmao#also yes Donnie's tail is probably a weapon if he wags it like an excited dog#source: I currently live with a german shepherd who can't stop wagging her tail I love her so much#but Hope please don't take my knees out with your tail lmaooo
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Also finished a book finally...everyone clap
#it's been 80 years#I've actually been reading for like a month#the magic was rooted in reality in a nice way and it had some good convos about grief that had me tearing tf up#books#random
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I'm actually not attracted to people physically. People are pretty, just in general. I find beauty in everyone. But like actual attraction? Desire? Wanting to be with someone? It takes their voice, it takes personality, connection, in order for me to feel attracted to someone.
#in other words. I'm drawing pretty people because well. They're pretty and fun to draw#I've had this discussion so many times. It's just the basic ace convo#I'm asexual. Not blind.#the ghost breakdancing beside you#like actual attraction??? You wanna know the fictional characters over the years that have EVER given me the doki dokies?#Hellboy. The Iron Bull. Batou.#Musicians? Only Jutty Taylor off the top of my head.#like yeah I draw heavily suggestive stuff but that's because I'm not involved in it#I'm not a part of the fictional scene/relationship I'm just drawing it#I don't want that irl NO THANKS#But it's fun to think!
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today was my first day back at work since thursday and turns out: i missed a covid outbreak (outbreak being 3 positive cases within 7 days)
apparently my body goes into Mayday mode if my allergies are triggered rn bc my sinuses aren't clear yet and body can't handle both at once
started my period at work and can't take meds for it bc it'll interact with the cold meds
coworker used my one direction shirt to tell me about her son's death metal band (which i am interested in, it was just a wild turn of conversation)
#i've been testing!! but i keep getting negatives!#s/o to this cold for knocking me out of the covid bullet path#also that whole music convo was wild bc a) she said 'i don't wanna be nosy but what band is on ur shirt' maam i'm wearing the shirt#it's not nosy i'm advertising it b) she had ZERO recognition when i said 1d and clarified they're pop music#c) she said my son has a band but you probably don't listen to death metal and i said oh i do actually#d) her son's band is Apparition whom i've heard in sptify ads BUT they're disbanded kljhgfd#kathy. maam. we gotta have a real conversation one of these days#i'm imagining her telling her son that a 'young lady at work' in a one direction tshirt mightve heard his music#personal
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I CANNOT BE DOING THIS. THIS IS NOT WHAT I INTENDED TO DO. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#HELP.#I JUST. I JUST. wanted to do a silly easy comic.... one that has rattled around in my head for Years#but i just never got to it. and as i was thinking about it i had some silly fun character moments too i'm SO proud of tbh#LIKE..... it's SUCH a Specific Thing. but it adds SO MUCH....... i can't wait to fully draw it out it's so silly#but. one snippet of this comic. does use/reference one part of alfonse's 40 convo. and i was really struggling to place the emotion here.#so i start pouring over the conversation more broadly trying to pinpoint what motions he might be going through here#i'm sketching them out on lined paper. i'm thinking about what moe is thinking/feeling. i'm. oh no.#I WANTED AN EASY COMIC. NOT SHARENA LEVEL 40 CONVO 2 ELECTRIC BOOGALOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#THE MOST FUCKED UP THING. is literally as i was In the Process of that sharena convo comic#i truly felt like there was no alfonse equivalent. bc moe's head was probably empty about it.#it was probably just like. hah. got you bitch. also maybe a bit of a red flag but he's nicies. and i'm doing it better than him. so.#LIKE.... head empty my ass actually. there is a REASON i've been obsessed w him for years.#ALSO .... MOE..... PLEASE..... moe really does have. Tendencies.#anyways i'm. on the cusp of this. if you never see me again you know what happened.
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glad you incorporated the infection aspect of aemond's trauma, because it's easy to forget since the show glossed over it, but there would've definitely been some kind of fever from a wound that severe! the show made a point of focusing on viserys' health deteriorating from being cut on the throne, but no one (aside from alicent) stopped to consider that aemond's health could've been on the decline from losing a freaking eye. oof! really appreciate the spotlight you gave it. ❤️
Yeah this is something I've been harping on for a while here on my blog. Aemond has a massive wound, which would take time to heal, in a period where infectious bacteria was rampant, and there was no adequate way to treat it. And considering that Viserys loses a hand whenever he gets a paper cut from the Iron Throne, it likely was a very legitimate concern that, with their limited medical capabilities, the massive cut being exposed to open air and likely taking a long time to heal would get infected, and could lead to further health complications or even death if it healed badly. Even nowadays, someone getting a massive facial wound like that would need to be really really careful to make sure it didn't get infected.
This is something I think a lot of people fail to consider about Aemond's injury and his feelings about it. It's not just that he got a painful injury for no reason, though that's enough for someone to be mad. It is that he then had a very long and likely slow recovery period, with a constant concern that he could sicken or even die from it. And then, because of the nature of his injury (losing an eye), he had to relearn how to do practically everything. His depth perception was permanently altered, so he had to relearn how to navigate in the world, how to fight, how to move, literally how to walk. Aemond is half blind now, and has been since the age of ten, and had to completely re-acclimate to the world and how to operate in it. And yeah, on top of that, at least a year was spent being very worried that he could catch any kind of disease as a result of the exposure the wound had to open air and how nonexistent medicine was, which could literally kill him. It's a miracle it didn't, and it's a miracle that he was able to adjust as well as he apparently has.
And that's why Aemond was entirely within his rights to be mad at Luke and demand at minimum an apology and some kind of restitution, and honestly Vhagar eating him was still too good for that kid.
#personal#answered#anonymous#the show kinda fucked up by doing the second timeskip immediately after driftmark#because aemond's recovery period likely had just as severe an impact on him as the actual assault in and of itself#and the fact that the wound appears to have healed cleanly and didn't get infected or damaged in some kind of way#is genuinely impressive#considering that half of viserys's fucking face was falling off from getting cut to ribbons by the iron throne over the years#it's reasonable that he's upset about this!!!#and it's reasonable that his family members who had to watch all this go down and try to help him out#decided that they could not and would not trust or care for the people trying to pretend this wasn't as big an issue as it was#so yeah i incorporated it into aegon's reasoning during his conversation with rhaenyra#that's also something i've had in my head for a while that he should be allowed to harp on#as long as they were having a post b&c convo
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I need to break up with my boyfriend. Fuck.
#he hasn't done anything wrong and he's actually a pretty great guy and I'm scared shitless that I'll never find anyone else#but saying i love you shouldn't be that hard#not after over 7 months#he's my first like real official relationship and I'm his#and i don't want to hurt him#but we both deserve someone who can give us and who we want to gove 100%#but i suck at communicating (also why we should break up. i need to work on that alone i think)#I've had this convo with him in my head like 300 times but idk if i can actually say it#aaaahhhhhh#I'll shut up now sorry
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#I'VE GROWN INTO A DEEPLY UNLOVABLE ADULT: playlist.#I know this is kind of a weird place to start with misao BUT I swear this song is relevant to her character jsjsj#During the 400 years she spent in Japan after she left home she had actually become acquainted with Japanese Pirates.#And she had joined them on their ' travels ' ( which basically just means raids / illegal exploits JSJSJ ).#But something unexpected happened during her time spent with them. There was one other woman on the ship and of course Misao wanted to try-#to connect with them as a result. And Misao was left being in complete wonder of her as she had never seen someone be so agile with a sword#before that point since the other woman in question ( her name was reika ) was known for being a BRILLIANT swordfighter. and due to her-#bunk being right above reika's they often found themselves have late night convo's with each other. And over time Misao felt this-#overwhelming feeling of warmth within her heart whenever she was around her as they soon began spending pretty much every single waking-#moment of their time together. And because Misao had never experience romantic love before this point she had thought she just held a deep-#admiration for Reika for a while. But then Reika volunteered to show Misao how to sword-fight and that's when she knew that she loved Reika#Because every single time she would physically correct Misao's stance with her hands or show her how to do a move more properly-#Misao felt this uncontrollable desire to kiss her. She just thought that Reika was so beautiful. And she wanted to have the spirit-#of a ' warrior ' just like her. So she reallyyy wanted for Reika to be her gf and after having a nightmare one night-#(because she is unfortunately plagued with them sometimes) and Reika expressed her concern for Misao by telling her that she could sleep-#in the same bed as hers Misao could've sworn that her heart stopped for a second and she was hesitant to at first but crawled in bed next-#to her anyhow in the end and after just laying there for a bit Reika turned to face her + just look into her eyes for a moment Misao asked-#if she could kiss her and Reika laughed and said something akin to ' oh if you only knew how long i've wanted for you to say that. -#of course you can ' and from that moment on Misao + Reika were a couple. And Misao was sooo in love with her that she wanted to find a way-#to make her immortal too. But decided not to when the topic was met with Pity by Reika whenever Misao finally revealed to her what she-#really is. Though the years that Misao spent with her were perhaps the happiest she's ever had. And she still loves Reika to this day.#She is also the reason why Misao wants to perfect her sword-fighting skills. Because she wants to make Reika proud of her.#... wherever she may be.#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.
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