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last christmas, i gave you my heart
ex!joe x fem!reader
note: (& kinda summary) SURPRISE! i said cindy lou didnât have a part two butâŚ. how could i spoil it for you? hereâs what happened after the instagram dm, from joeâs perspective.
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warnings: more sadness, hurt feelings, joe isnât really an ass but he has poor decision making skills⌠etc. this fic is sfw but minors please do not interact with my page.
song inspo: cindy lou who by sabrina carpenter and lips of an angel by hinder.
joe didnât really care about likes or comments on instagram.
he didnât care to post too much either, regardless of what it was, because he preferred staying private and in his own lane. sure, he posted brand deals on there, the occasional game day fit or victory post, but he wasnât one to flaunt a relationship around⌠not until today.
the christmas eve festivities were in full swing, and joe and his new girlfriend, along with his parents, were spending the evening together. theyâd been to dinner, stopped by a few local places and eventually ended up at a rec center to watch a local christmas play.
when it was over they decided to take photos out in the hall, where the archway was decorated to the nines and the lighting was absolutely perfect for those warm, christmas-y shots.
joe and his girlfriend posed together alone, and then with his parents, and then they each took photos alone. once the photos were sent to him, he vetted through them carefully, selecting which ones he should post.
in his mind, he knew what he was doing was wrong⌠but in his heart, he wanted to know if you still cared. he wondered what you were up to this christmas. he assumed home with your family, maybe out with your sister. thatâs something he knew youâd missed doing since youâd spent the last few christmases with him. he hoped you were able to go with her, that your holiday still felt special.
it didnât. he didnât know you didnât go home to your family, that you were sat on your couch ready to drown in your wine glass and cry over a heart-breaking christmas movie. he didnât know you were all alone there with him on your mind.
but in a sick, sick way⌠he also hoped that you were thinking of him, too.
joe posted the photos to his instagram with no caption, but he made sure to tag his girl. he slid his phone into his back pocket before joining back in the conversation she was having with his parents. his mind lingered on you.
joe wasnât a cheater - nor would he ever be. he really enjoyed having his new girl around, and he didnât know if he was in love yet, but he knew she felt like she could be right for him.
he sat with his thoughts for another hour before he checked his phone again. in the time since he posted the photos he laughed and talked with his company, holding his girlfriendâs hand and smoothing his thumb over her palm soothingly.
when he slid his phone from his back pocket and opened instagram, he had a multitude of notifications. family, fans friends.
but he looked at the likes anyway. it was wrong of him, toxic of him to hope youâd seen it⌠but you had. and you liked it. his chest began to feel tight.
why did he do that to you?
when you and joe broke up, it was all him. he knew it, you knew it. you were still completely in love with him. it made him physically sick to think about.
joeâs issue was⌠he still loved you too.
around the time of your break-up, things were incredibly tense. he was injured, he was in the roughest mental place heâd ever been in, and despite your valiant efforts to help him work through it, all he ever did was push you away. he continued to treat you poorly out of anger, and out of love you stuck by him.
he should have thanked you for that.
joe didnât think he was falling out of love with you per se, but he wanted a break. he wanted space to find himself again, and though it completely broke you, you agreed. you would never force yourself into his life, not if he didnât want you there.
he knew you thought you were the problem, and no matter how much he tried to explain you werenât, you didnât listen. he knew his actions werenât conveying that he loved you, and thatâs what forced the wedge between you⌠so when you split, there was never a reconciliation.
joe never reached out to you because he was afraid youâd reject him after all the pain he put you through. you didnât reach out to him because you were convinced he was done with you, that he didnât love you anymore.
when he met his new girl he was in a better place, and she was sweet. she was kind, beautiful, she had a heart of gold. she took his breath away, he hadnât felt that in a while.
they started seeing each other casually before diving in head first, and he knew she loved him. he was getting there. but he still needed to let you go. the air in the room was getting hot, and although it felt like heâd been on his phone for an eternity, it was just a few minutes.
the hallway was full now, people who were in the play and family friends gathered around. his parents were chatting with the neighbors, his girlfriend was talking to one of the stars of the play. he looked around his periphery to make sure nobody could see him click your profile, and quickly he tapped your message button and typed something out.
joeyb_9: merry christmas, y/n.
he pressed send. his heart was hammering against his chest. his parents and his girl didnât seem to notice. he didnât expect you to answer so quickly. his breathing felt shaky as he saw you typing.
y/n: merry christmas, joe. iâm so happy for you.
the room began to spin. joe was getting hot. why why why. why did he do this?
he made a quick impulsive decision, against his better judgement. the voice in his head told him to stop, donât do this. but his heart had to know. he excused himself quickly, claiming he had to make a work call.
he stepped outside of the rec center, the cool december air felt hot on his newly flushed skin. he closed the instagram app, clicking on the phone app and dialing your number. ring ring ring.
you answered.
âum⌠joe?â you asked. your voice sounded groggy, like youâd just fallen asleep.
âfuck. iâm sorry. i donât know why i called.â he admitted. he ran his hand over his face.
âare youâ is everything okay?â
âitâs fine. iâm⌠fuck. iâm sorry. i hope youâre having a good holiday. i guess it just feels weird not to be with you.â he doesnât know why heâs telling you this. in the building behind him, his girlfriend is laughing with his parents. sheâs having a lovely holiday. and joeâs outside, on the phone with his ex.
âit is weird. but it seemed like you were having a good night based on your post. go back to whatever you were doing, please. i canât do this.â he heard your voice crack. he imagined your face. he knew your hand was probably clamped over your mouth, he heard you start to cry.
âfuck, y/n. iâm so sorry.â he says. he feels like heâs going to cry too.
âdonât be upset for me, joey. youâve got a beautiful girl in there. i saw the love in your eyes in those photos. donât fumble this one, okay 9?â you told him through tears. hearing you call him that felt like a slap right across the cheek. he missed what you used to have.
he felt sickly. he knew he was probably as white as a ghost. you were right⌠but he needed the closure.
âthank you, y/n. i hope youâre doing well⌠and uh, it was good to hear your voice.â he said, scratching at the back of his head lightly.
âyours too, joe.â you said, and then you hung up. he heard the door to the rec center open and turned around, coming face to face with his girlfriend.
âyou alright?â she asked, coming down the short steps to caress his cheek. âiâm okay.â he said. he put on a smile and let her link their arms before he walked back inside with her, leaving the last of his feelings for you outside in the freezing winter air. he was thankful that you let him go, and now he could finally let you go too.
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hiiii! can I request some hcs (fluff + smut) for chrollo (or any other troupe members) if they have a husband/wife from meteor city (who he grew up with)?
im just rlly tired of ppl constantly making the pt k!snap their s/oâs tbhđ
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Ofc I can !! <3 also I agree with the kidnapping part , I struggle to find good troupe content that isn't grr yandere zaddy kidnaps you. No hate to those who like that though !
phantom troupe members w a S/O they grew up with !! đˇď¸ŕžŕ˝˛` .
⧠characters in this are chrollo , feitan , shalnark , pakunoda
⧠content : headcanon format , fluff , smut / not safe for work content , fingering , oral , p in v ( chrollo , feitan , shalnarks part) , angst / death on pakus , also I don't really know how to write male or gn reader so I just did fem !! I hope that's ok.
!! Minors, please do not interact with this post !!
Chrollo đˇď¸ŕžŕ˝˛` .
⧠growing up with chrollo before the incident with Sarasa's death would be quite sweet tbh , staying up late together , talking about finding new tapes to perform and dub over. You were always a constant in his life , which was comforting for him.
⧠after the trauma of Sarasa's death , It just made him need you around him more. that need for you to be safe lasts into his adult years. This man is so protective of you , not in a cliche get away from my girl type way , no its in the way that your safety is on his mind alot. Especially with the line of work he's in. Probably keeps a troupe member with you at most times when he's not home , just in case.
⧠with the fact you grew up together , you already knew the troupe before it existed , so it would be something he couldn't really hide from you.
⧠I'm a firm believer in that chrollo is suffering from insomnia or some disorder that is similar. like this man is never asleep first when you're both in bed , when he finally puts his book away to sleep you can feel his arms snake around your waist as he breathes in your nostalgic scent. He doesn't get many times to relax nor to be so close to you due to the troupe, but he enjoys these moments more than anything , It brings him back to a simpler time.
⧠you both visit meteor City quiet abit (i'd also like to think you got married there) , seeing you pass out new clothes and food to the kids who live there warms his heart , it makes him remember why he fell for you in the first place.
⧠you were his first time and the only woman he wants to pleasure. I feel like growing up with him makes being intimate just that much more passionate , he fucks you like he might never see you again (which is a possibility If he isnt careful enough with protecting you , the reality makes his heart ache.) . Whispering the dirtiest but softest praises into your ear , acting like he isn't making you moan so loud under him , your voice might give out.
⧠this man eats pussy SO well , after the first time he eats you out your just stunned for a second , like what magic did this man just cast on your pussy to make you feel this good. He probably read a book about it or something. Also defo would eat you out because he likes it not for anything in return , your needs come first for him.
⧠about seeing you helping out the kids in meteor City thing I mentioned. when your home be ready. He doesn't have a breeding kink , but the thought of you taking care of his child and doing motherly activities makes him so happy he can't help but want to get you pregnant the second you close the front door. Get ready for a long night , he has stamina , and he won't be stopping till you're absolutely full of his loads. He'd whisper to you how "I should of done this so much sooner , my darling" or "feeling you this raw is pure bliss... like I'm fully claiming you in body and mind."
⧠100% into cock warming you while reading a book. No one will change my opinion.
Feitanđˇď¸ŕžŕ˝˛` .
⧠when you first met him , he avoided you like the plague. Honestly , at first you thought he hated your guts. Whenever you hung out with him and his friends , he'd refuse to reply to you but he didn't mean it in a rude way he just didn't want to embarrass himself around you because of how bad his english was.
⧠phinks eventually told you why he wouldn't talk to you , which made you feel somewhat bad ? To communicate with him for a while , you used a pen and some paper you found in the garbage heeps writing down what you said to help him learn some English.
⧠the first time hearing his voice is SHOCKING , he wrote down how he didn't want to because it sounded bad but you thought his voice was soothing which you told him , making him a bit more comfortable around you.
⧠As he grew up , he got more reserved but you didn't care sticking to him like glue , he could complain as much as he wanted saying you where wasting your time being around him or that it's too dangerous for you to stick with him but his words never held any malice more concern that you would get hurt by something or his actions but he'd never admit to having such 'weak' thoughts.
⧠like chrollo , he's another protective boy , but he doesn't trust anyone else with protecting you but himself. Would break someone's neck for looking at you in a way he didn't like , oh and don't even get me started if someone tries to hit on you because they think he's just some short loser who got lucky... let's just say later that night you will hear some screaming coming from the basement (aka where he does his work).
⧠you definitely know about the troupe , he's probably the only one who will outright tell you before you can ask. I mean , he literally tortures people... when you move in together , he literally can't hide it , so he's just honest with you. Another thing if the screams from the basement freak you out and you complain he probably will be grumpy about it , but he will line the walls down there to make it not as loud.
⧠for feitan knowing him from childhood will 100% be the easiest way for him to be comfortable around you , feitan just doesn't like people to be honest but your company is actually enjoyable for him.
⧠another cute thing I can imagine is him trying to teach you his native language like you taught him some English. You telling him you love him in his native tongue... the things that does to him.
⧠both of your firsts times are with each other. Honestly , sometimes you doubt he would have ever even had sex if it wasn't for you. Your first time was... not the best because you both had no idea what to do really , but after that mess of a first time , he definitely went to chrollo or phinks for advice. Another thing is not to make fun of him for it , it would really hurt his ego and he'd probably avoid you for a couple weeks.
⧠he is still a total sadist don't get me wrong but with you he's softer , he can't bring himself to hurt you alot. The worst he can do is bite you or slap you , anything else makes him feel icky because it reminds him of his work too much. He still finds your tears really hot though , and will overstim you just to see them.
⧠the first time he finger you , it was surprising how good he was with his hands (for a torturer , I guess you have to be). He's so unfair when he fingers you , he hits spots so deep you see colours then he'll pull back just near your climax saying he didn't say you could finish yet with a dumb smirk on his face as tears threaten to fall from your pathetic looking eyes.
⧠probably doesn't want kids even if you knew him that long his opinion wouldn't change , if you asked he'd say "no. I dont like kids" but really , he didn't mind kids he just didn't want to bring more kids into a world like this.
⧠super random but has eaten you out in your period before , he doesn't think it's a big deal... like he's around blood everyday ? What difference does it make.
Shalnark đˇď¸ŕžŕ˝˛` .
⧠he definitely mocked and teased you a lot when you were younger. Stealing your shoes when you where acting on the stage with everyone else or messing up your cute braids in your hair , but he never meant it in a mean way , it was his weird way of showing he liked you.
⧠probably the only one out of the guys to realise he had a crush on you as a kid , would cope by being even more of a little shit to you till he went to far one day and actually upset you , which led to admitting he was only mean to you because he had a silly little crush.
⧠this man is sooo clingy to you , he gives pathetic vibes like you can't leave this mf alone for a couple hours without getting messages like , 'babeeee I miss you (Ë ËĚŁĚŁĚĽâËĚŁĚŁĚĽ )' and 'come homeeee pretty please ? ・°(°.âáŻ
â°)°・' (yes I believe he uses emoticons). When he's busy on troupe work he's calling you every hour it feels like , feeding you some lies about being on a work trip.
⧠he wouldn't be honest about the troupe with you. You know all the members as you grew up with them , but he thought leaving you in the dark was better. If you asked too many questions , he'd probably tell you you're being delulu. he doesn't want to lie to you but your safety is too important to him and he knows he isn't like feitan and chrollo , he can't always protect you.
⧠he's not yandere , but he is a bit obsessed with you , having cameras in the rooms in his house so he can watch you when he's lonely on a mission. He wouldn't take advantage of the fact he can see you without you knowing , if you started to change clothes or something , he'd turn the screen off. If he wanted to see you naked he'd literally just ask for nudes or look at old pics you sent him.
⧠your first time was... Good ? Shalnark actually knew what to do , mostly from how much porn he's watched to prepare for the day he finally got to do it. Side note he also made you finish during your first time.
⧠he's such a service top when he doms , he struggles to tease you because of how needy for him you sound , can you blame him though when you look so pretty under him ?
⧠whenever he is busy on work for the troupe but he misses you , he always ends up calling you even if you're in public , whispering sweet praises into your ear through the phone asking you to go to somewhere private because he misses you. "Baby... please ? It's been a week and I'm so needy for you" his whiney voice would beg at you , he was too cute to deny.
⧠he loves seeing you in really girly lingerie. It makes you look so innocent that he feels bad for having such perverse thoughts about you.
Pakunoda đˇď¸ŕžŕ˝˛` .
⧠while you were trying to catch an injured kitten to help it , crawling over the heep of trash it ran over , you saw a blonde young girl you soon learned who's name was pakunoda holding it , softly stroking its fur as it snuggled up into her. Her caring and nurturing personality has been known since the day you met her.
⧠you two were like two peas in a pod , always cheering her on in the audience when she was on stage with the rest of her friends acting out the tapes. It was so silly , but you both had made a pinky promise that when you grew up you would get married.
⧠after Sarasa's death , she abandoned you to focus on the troupe. She left you with a kiss on the cheek and a "I promise when we grow up , I'll find you... and I won't stop till I do." Being forced out as she looked at your form , hands shaking tears forming and soft begs for her not to leave.
⧠you had no clue how she did it but after you left meteor City and moved to yorknew she found you , waiting for her felt like waiting for glue to dry and when she came back she refused to ever leave you again.
⧠she isn't possessive I'd say , but she does sometimes check your memories to make sure you don't do anything bad when she isn't around. She doesn't worry about your safety as much as the others also because no one knows your her s/o but you both.
⧠she told you about the troupe after you demanded an explanation for her leaving you , though she didn't explain her nen ability to you yet mainly just because she doesn't think you're ready for that.
⧠got you a cat called ophelia , it reminds her of how you both first met and she also likes for you to have company when she's busy.
⧠you weren't each others first times , but with how loving and passionate it felt like it was your first time , you would never forget the feeling of her nails running down your spine as she whispered sweet nothings into your ears , leaving lipstick marks on your jaw.
⧠she doesn't like strap-ons , Likes to think her hands and mouth are enough to make you fulfilled , but if you ask her to use a vibrator on you she wouldn't mind.
⧠LOVES when you sit on her face , her nose is built for grinding on as she eats you out. If you were worried about crushing her , she'd spend a good couple minutes lecturing you about your weight was nothing to her and if she did 'die' being crushed by you , it would be a perfectly fine death for her in her mind.
⧠you would only learn about her nen ability when she found out she was the one to have to go get the boss. She had called you after telling the troupe about you , then explained the situation , asking you to go to the location of the troupes base incase this was the last time she could contact you.
⧠after she got kurapikas chain around her heart , she already knew her fate. After the deal went well getting the boss back , she came to the troupes base. Your wet eyes looked at her as you ran to her , falling to your knees , hugging waist. She felt guilty knowing what she was about to do. she ended up using a memory bullet on you instead of one of the troupe members , you deserve an explanation after you spent most of your life waiting for her.
⧠after her death , you kept her gun , keeping it as your last reminder of her you could bare to keep around yourself. Every once in a while , someone in the troupe would send u a message from a random number to see if you were okay the first year after. You were also set for life as everything she had went to you , but it never filled that hole in your heart.
⧠that promise of marriage never happened , huh ?
Omg I got abit carried away on pakus LOL. But I hope you enjoy <3
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what did you think about skadi's handling in arctic summer world? as an ibuki fan i'm puzzled as to why she agreed to skadi's request to stop, but any general insight into what aspects of her were explored here is appreciated.
Thanks to Odin's questionable kindness, ScĂĄthach-Skadi is the last survivor of RagnarĂśk. That's a situation she's very displeased with and her every major appearance has been her trying to process her grief in some way.
The most relevant attempt is obviously her Lostbelt. She was initially grateful for the lengths Odin went to keep her alive and believed she also needed to go great lengths to preserve the world he left her with. Skadi ruled for 3000 as the most anti-violence Lostbelt King we've ever seen. She constantly had her eyes on her world, and micromanaged all the humans and Jotunns so that there would be no fighting in her world.
She was unquestionably devoted to her Lostbelt, but by no means she made a good job. Her messed up decisions came at great personal cost for the giants who couldn't think for themselves, the humans who only got to live until age 25 at most, and to Skadi herself who had to overexert herself to keep everything in check while also maintain Surtr's seal. Skadi was a joyless woman stuck in the joyless world of her own design. Absolutely no one benefitted from her dystopia.
But playable Skadi is obviously not like that. The world that was hers to care is already gone, and she finds herself free from her queenly chains of responsibility for what might as well be the first time ever. In Chaldea, she's characterized as very lost and clueless. Someone Medb and the other ScĂĄthach need to introduce to so many things she could never see in her small, enclosured world. She has something of a background arc through many cameos with her experiencing many new things, from food (ice cream, takoyaki, alien monster sashimi) to roles for herself (fairy godmother for Lizderella and Martha, and of course, park administrator).
There's also her Interlude, but I'll get back to it later. The reason why I covered this whole recap of Skadi's character is because Skadi's part in Arctic Summer World also feels like a recap of her character. A return to her origins without the previous stakes. In this less messed up environment, Skadi remains as awful an administrator as she was always and remains self-destructively overworking herself for something the people she's serving didn't ask for.
The difference here is that GÜtterdämmerung is a story about Ophelia's inability to distinguish love from emotional abuse, so Skadi had to carry the important role of sincerely loving mother that made everything worse for everyone, while Summer Skadi is in a role where she can review her mistake and not create Super Fun & Colorful GÜtterdämmerung 2.
But the part about vaguely self-biographical manga being the medium that lets her examine her past and assess what she needs to do feels like a mark of progress for herself and more like a mark of progress for Jalter as a mentor sharing with others what brought her solace.
As for Ibuki, I think she just stopped because she knew she wouldn't get what she wanted from Skadi's current state. Ibuki wanted things to get joyous and lively, so she ordered Douman to give the Grail to someone full of love. Douman's choice was Skadi because his initial mission was interacting with the Lostbelt Kings, so he was very aware of her love. I don't think Douman was too surprised by the mistakes Skadi repeated here. If Skadi and Fujimaru say they're unwilling, then who is Ibuki throwing this party for?
I get that the end is sudden, but I feel like it works really well for Skadi's long-term characterization. The Scandinavian Lostbelt was a shit place to because Skadi had no respect for anyone's autonomy. After going to Chaldea, disrespecting other people's autonomies remained a recurring problem with Skadi, with Summer Caenis, Lizderella, and Santa Martha all being unconsented transformations.
But then came her Interlude, with the conclusion being that even though she eventually found new happiness in Chaldea because of Odin making her survive and endure 3000 years of trauma, this is not something she wanted, so Odin violated her autonomy and she doesn't need to feel grateful for it. Skadi's consent issues disappear entirely after this Interlude, but since Arctic Summer World was so shortly after it, I like to believe that Skadi saying no and Ibuki immediately respecting also played a part in fixing her flaw.
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my eye-spy sitcom best friendcore ass apartment. btw. just thought you should know. I kind of recommend zooming in if you want to.
Constant Visual Stimulation. No Escape.
bonus: the newest addition that we stole rescued from my place of work yesterday after taking these pics. a lovely lady.
#this covers the majority of it for now. I cannot stop myself from putting every little thing on a wall#if you can spot just how many of these things are my own art you get some sort of prize ig#I don't think you'd be able to though. not in full tbh.#also please forgive me for the tumblr sexyman sash and the blorbo poster. I was going thru it last year. had a moment of weakness.#idk what to tag this as tbqh.#maximalism#I think?#apartment#aesthetic#the tragedy of this is that you can't see my Dr. Who book+comic shelves in this#I also didn't really document our bat shelf very well either. maybe I should just take pics of the bookshelves. lmao.#ok to interact. please do actually tbh#there was a part of me that was going to make a way more intense exploration of the living room#almost point and click style. hard to explain rn. maybe one day I'll do it when I clean up the bookshelves and stuff more#but this doesn't even get into all the stickers on the end tables and my speakers and stuff loll
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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.
#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea#like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit#and the place as well like itâs so. i donât want to say isolated necessarily. but so much itâs own little bubble#and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal#and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die#and i donât think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide#like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif#like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and itâs like. cmon. wouldnât it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat#is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself#is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like iâm like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isnât within these hills#feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesnât actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing#actually exists except the place iâm in and my family and the pub#i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think itâs making this worse. especially because itâs henryâs dadâs local#and where henryâs wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. itâs like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id#if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and itâs going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i havenât even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like#such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just#is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadnât come back iâd be in a normal mental state#by now. thatâs the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about#living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the#urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends#and they love me and i donât want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so#fucking hard and it feels like itâs not even worth the effort because itâs so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i#hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever#bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc#everything and i canât deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m#father and itâs so exhausting and i canât sleep and thereâs so much yelling and i just need it all to stop#iâve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak
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you ever read a work of fiction so good that you immediately need to find more and consume it but it doesn't have any more and there will likely be no more so you just suffer and think what if.
#theres no fanfic of it. its not a fandom#it was one 150000 word original fiction fic on ao3#i read it all in one sitting and i can't stop thinking about it#its not that i found the leads attractive or fuckable and thats why i kept reading#(the leads weren't like WHOA HEY levels of attraction but more like a id tap level)#((they were def fuckable tho thats not what made them interesting))#the way they interacted. with eachother. with their family. with the world around them#htere was so much lore. what about hte demon world tell me more about the classifications of demons and how it affects their lifestyle#tell me more about how a demon who had before this when needing to see would just create more eyes and needing to eat would just#create more mouths interacts with a body that cannot have more than what it was given. tell me more.#why was jade so effective? who was two really? who hired those assassins? are shades normally powerful or is he an exception?#did she ever learn to ride? did he figure out how to balance? do their children inherit his constitution? do they inherit hers? what happen#when she starts to age? does he try to do anything to stop it? does his body rotting around him limit his time or is it something else?#does the doctor get the herbs from hell? does the butler ever find out he didn't know she knew until the last min?#the sex is good. obviously. but what was cuddling like? is carrying a 1/3 demon baby full term different from a standard human baby?#did he choose velvet for his wedding suit because it felt like his regular skin or because of something else? tell me. tell me. tell me.#if i were to get isekaied i hope to fuck it wouldnt be here bc my ass would be dead but also im feeling so intensly curious#if truck kun came knocking i would ahve a notebook in hand full of questions to be answered#the romance was good ig but the world was better#is this what sqq felt lmao#rants and rambles
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Category 5 "Locked out of govt offices bc I was exactly 4 minutes late" event
#I've been trying to get all the paperwork I need to get officially hired THIS WHOLE MONTH!!!!#MAKE IT STOP!!!#(rly glad* to have a real full-time with which we can afford a bike so we can move around town without paying multiple appendages per trip-#but DAMN....)#*terrfied also ofc bc this implies working actual 9-to-6 hourd which is???? sometimes that's my SLEEP SCHEDULE#like BITCH???????#also i have to Be At The Office a couple times per week & they absolutely require formal clothing and a faceshield to get thru the door ._.#like ok queen ty for 'taking covid seriously' or whatever#but letting me work from home fulltime like we'd done all of last year would be safer.... lol#and also not a sensory nightmare which causes me to work at 0.5% normal speed#pandemic aside THE CLOTHES!!! how am i gonna muster enough brain-RAM to tank shitty stiff office attire (WHICH I DON'T OWN CURRENTLY BTW-#partner says their dad can help w that but it's going to be a) humiliating and b) prolly a rushed fastfashion pick & thus illfitting as FUQ#) and ALSO FUNCTION at the same time ?#gonna be tbh creaturing amongst my coworkers in the flesh for the 1st time#sure hope I can get a good grade in those soshe inties (social interactions)..........#HRAAAGHFJRHRHRHDHGDGG#viitalks
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spring day never latches on to a permanent face. it takes the form of the people i miss whom i have no way of reconnecting with. ever since i read that message in my inbox, it has taken the form of you, kesya.
#i read that the night before a big midterm examination and tbh i haven't had the headspace to deal with the weight of the emotions until now#tumblr deactivations always bore more weight bc it's permanent and ig thats why it hurt a lot more i'm heartbroken#i didn't realize until now how much your deactivation has wipedâevery ask sent; every reblogged interacted with; your tags; your writing#i've looked up to you for a while haha long before i've bombarded your inbox with lengthy asks abt bsd; i loved your writing first#then your thoughts second and how well articulated you were and eventually your whole being; how you consumed content as a whole#whenever you loved something you loved it in full; every piece of media you enjoyed was passed on with such appreciation#it showed in the way you passionately talked abt things; bsd-86-eren-aot to name a few. i always loved talking to you.#you always reciprocated my energy#i'm sorry for never getting around to answering your last ask i've been so busy with life. and i'm also sorry for finding out too late.#i can't quite sum up all my feelings into these tags. i just miss you a lot and i don't know where these emotions should go#but i hope they find you somehow. i'm not really going anywhere so i hope you'll find me here when the time comes.#who am i going to talk to when bsd s6 (whenever that may be) comes out? đđ#your presence is dearly missed kesya#i've received asks on your deactivation and have seen posts from your mutuals#for the past year since i've stopped writing here you've been the only thing i came for#i was always so curious to hear what you thought of the recent episodes or chapters. rest assured i'll love media the way you did.#just to carry on the bits and pieces i've absorbed from you somehow haha#i hope this finds you someday and you don't owe us an explanation or anything. pop into my asks if you do or just pm me directly.#i miss you. i'm sorry. i hope you're doing well wherever you are.#lots of love from a tumblr penpal-ish ahaha#love you!!#by-moonflower#kesya#kesya please find this T_T
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Tim accidently referring to the Joker as Dad but those who know about Joker Jr arenât present and so everyone is left with the ârealisationâ that Tim is the son of the biggest nightmare to their family.
Itâs probably Jason and Steph, her there to bother Tim but Jason went to the manor for food and the two naturally started arguing. Maybe Jason tells Tim to stop costing on his case and prove a point be made against blonde, but Tim just offhandedly goes, âLater, I think my dad broke out of Arkham again but the guards arenât doing anything. Maybe theyâre in on itâŚâ
The two present naturally look at each other with confusion and for the first time stop bickering to peak over his shoulder and see what his case is because, holy shit Tim had a villain for a dad and didnât tell us? Only to see numerous photos of the Joker in his cell and many reports over the last week of how heâs been behaving and JasonâŚ
Steph pushes the man out of the room when she sees his face go from frozen fear to anger, thinking itâs towards Tim and his secrecy and, while she totally gets that, now isnât the time.
Though when they get into the Jason starts a rant about how Bruce and Dick should have told him that the monster had a child, even if that child wasnât Tim! Jason protects kids! Did they think heâd hurt him just because of who his father is?
No!
If anything, heâd become the kids full time body guard to stop that mad man from making Tim into another version of himself!
The two naturally go to tell the others, pulling Damian, Cass and Duke into a mostly unused room and telling them what they discovered, all while Tim stays in the library working on his case.
Cass is beyond worried but also confused because he doesnât seem to have any physical characteristics of the Joker or Harley, but maybe the mother is different? Perhaps itâs still Janet and either she had a fling with the Joker or something far worse, which makes the young girl enraged on the womanâs behalf.
Damian makes a comment about him killing Tim, not in a serious manner but more as an option, but Duke shuts it down, saying that having a villain for a parent doesnât mean anything about who you will be. He points out those in the family of that nature and other heroes like Superboy.
When asked why they didnât get Dick or Babs involved, Jason says they defiantly know and lied about it.
Itâs only after another three hours of working that Tim catches himself referring to the Joker as dad and shuts his laptop, making his way to Bruceâs room to hide under the older manâs bed like he usually does when that happens, only to overhear what his siblings are saying.
Tim presses his ear against the door to hear better.
âIf that maniac had a kid, surely heâd have told everyone he had an heir or something.â Thatâs Stephâs voice, filled with worry that only he and Cass could detect as she hides it under a whiney tone.
Jason is next to respond, âmaybe he doesnât know? I mean, did Tim ever even interacted with him before he became Robin?â
It doesnât take much more than that for Tim to realise that he must have been talking aloud again or absently answered someone earlier and misspoke in front of them.
Panic fills him as he avoids telling Bruce when he gets bad, even if itâs just a small thing, because the older man will start of being a concerned parent then go into Batman mode and only just stop himself from putting Tim in the confinement cell. Sure Tim came up with the idea of the cell so he wouldnât hurt anyone if his conditioning got too bad, but heâs learnt the signs. Heâs not a mindless drone, he still knows who he is and doesnât hear someone talking to him or anything like that.
He just⌠sometimes forgets the Joker hurt him.
Itâs not Timâs fault that memories of watching TV with him and Harley, tucked between them with a big bowl of ice cream felt better than most memories of his real parents.
But he knows itâs wrong, always comes back to calling the Joker his enemy.
Bruce just doesnât get that.
Tim hears them talk a bit more, theories about who his mother might be, if Tim is safe at the manor, if Joker knows he has a sonâŚ
Opening the door, Tim stands there and stares at them as all eyes snap to him in alarm.
He doesnât let anybody speak, cutting them all off quickly, âHeâs not my dad. Go the cave and search for file number 26557933301-JJ and put in the code AGELAST, all caps.â
With that he turns and leaves, walking at first before running to Bruceâs room to hide.
He goes to family dinner and pretends not to notice the quietness or how Jason is still there, eating his food quietly and waiting for the ball to drop.
Naturally, Damian is the one to say what he wants first, âSo why is okay that Tim shot the joker but I got in trouble for stabbing Bane?â
Everyone groans.
#batfam#tim drake#bat family#dc comics#batfamily#dc universe#dc#tim drake is red robin#tim drake is a menace#damian wayne#Jason Todd#dick grayson#stephanie brown#duke thomas#cassandra cain#barbara gordon#and joker junior#joker jr#dc joker#joker junior#JJ
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This will be the last update about the accusations against Nyx and me from last year and recent months.
VERSION EN ESPAĂOL:
I cannot force everyone to forgive or believe us, but I would like to provide a closure from our part on the events following Hopeless Peaches' false accusations last year, and a few more that have been reappearing this year, once more.
In recent months, we resumed communication with CrystalFlame, one of the victims of the Glitchtale server. Crystal acknowledged that the accusations against us for allegedly being sexual towards minors and bribing her to remain silent about our "crimes" were entirely fabricated by these people. It was never our intention to hide our past mistakes with money. The separate donations Nyx and I gave to Crystal were solely intended to help her.
Regarding the conversations on Skype in 2017, neither Nyx nor I ever forced the minors present to engage in sexual behavior for our entertainment, nor did we sexualize them in any way. There were inappropriate conversations between adults, in which they should not have been involved, and we recognize our mistake in being negligent and not caring enough about them. I must admit that Veir also disgusted me, and I reacted foolishly by not confronting him or by saying things he liked just to make him leave me alone. I deeply regret this. Although we have apologized to Crystal for this, I also want to apologize to the minors who were there, even if they don't want to know about this anymore, and to the entire community for this huge mistake. Since Nyx and I stopped using that chat short after our irl meeting that same year, plus our detachment to the members of GT, we have changed our views significantly both in public and in private, creating a healthy community for everyone. I will add more details later regarding my experiences with NSFW material, for which I have also been accused of being a depraved person.
I disagree with how Nyx tried to explain how these behaviors were so normalized, but he never intended to endorse the toxicity and unpunished crimes occurring in Latin culture. Nyx acknowledges this, and we discussed it again privately with Crystal. We apologize once more to our Latin members who might have been offended by this take, which could have been better explained. Nyx and I said a lot of things out of fear and frustration, which caused more harm and distress rather than solutions due to the explosive harassment we faced because of the false accusations by Hopeless Peaches and their group. I won't go into too many details because I have chosen to keep my mental health private, but this wave of harassment severely impacted my mental and physical health, and I am currently undergoing treatment to manage the aftermath.
However, I want to take full responsibility for causing Nyx to act out of emotion rather than with a clear mind in a desperate attempt to protect me, as Crystal ended up in a very complicated situation during the harassment wave created by Peaches, making her believe that our lives were in her hands and dependent on her choices. This was not only inappropriate but also unfair, considering Crystal was going through a lot at that time. Nyx and I poorly worded many things both publicly and privately. We should never have let our emotions take over while trying to defend ourselves. We could have handled the situation more maturely. None of these mistakes will be repeated ever again. Crystal has also admitted her mistakes. Many things would have taken a different path if dialogue had been the first option instead of public statements, but both sides have learned a lot.
With all this, I don't want to hear anything about Glitchtale, its creator, or its still-active members. Nor do I want to hear about Hopeless Peaches or their community, or what's left of it. My purpose on the internet is to entertain people with my art, and on the rare occasions I interact publicly, to maintain a calm and healthy environment, as I have been doing for years. My boundaries with fans are very strict and defined. It may sound ambitious or silly to many, but for a long time, I have wanted to make a difference and show that not all artists with a large audience are people who hide dark secrets and seek to harm others. I just want to tell stories and brighten people's days.
People have become used to seeing random individuals or public figures being exposed daily for horrible acts and behavior, which is very depressing. However, when those accusations are false, it is sometimes too late to undo the damage. No one likes to be pointed at and accused of something they didn't commit, especially when those accusations are serious, like harming another human being.
Some people today are confused and believe that I am actually Camila, and that Nyx is Veir, that my husband has been dating minors despite us being married, and that I defended my "pedophile" partner and protected other groomers. People are not only mistaking us for other individuals, but we also don't have anything to do with that other than the 2017 Skype chats. We have been put in some sort of black list from parts of the fandom due to misinformation or because some people seek an excuse to justify their dislike for us by wishing we had harmed real children. This is sickening, sickeing and frustrating if you actually think about the victims not only in fandoms but everywhere. So, please, I beg you to distinguish between names and what has actually happened. Even if you don't like us, don't seek or wish for us to be monsters just to feel proud of yourselves.
I feel I could regain some peace in my heart by having the opportunity to talk to Crystal about all what happened and ending in good terms. This should be the end of the whole controversy regarding the Skype Chat and the GT Server.
Now I would also like to take the opportunity to talk about other accusations still aimed at me to this day, which I once explained on a Twitter thread that was eventually deleted due to unnecesary arguments between fans. I'm being accused of being a horrible and irredeemable person for drawing a comic in my early years in the fandom that insinuated a non-consensual act between Cross and Dream.
Before any explanation, I want to emphasize that I still feel immense regret and shame for creating that nsfw comic, even if I didn't feel comfortable doing so, I still made the decision as an adult and shouldn't have done it in a space where there were minors and people who might find that material triggering. Even though it happened many years ago, it was not right, and I will apologize as many times as necessary.
I haven't had any contact with the creator of Dreamtale since 2017, so I'm unaware of her current viewpoint about this topic in general, but one thing is certain: both of us don't want to be associated with that ship between our characters and want to move on. We want it as far away from us as possible. I don't want anybody to harass her over this situation.
During that time, I was in an unstable relationship with the creator of Dreamtale, with whom I used to roleplay privately. This, along with being pressured to make the ship "canon", led me to create the comics for that ship. Among them was the infamous scene for which I'm accused of supporting rape. This content and private interactions reached a point where the entire situation made me uncomfortable, along with the toxic attitudes in our relationship, I ended up closing the blog, though not before writing a summary of what would happen next in the story -that didn't have any other sexual moments, to clarify-, simply a closure for those who enjoyed the comic. Not long after, we broke up.
After this experience, I began to realize that any NSFW content, both fictional and real, made me very uncomfortable. This is connected to future members of the fandom, like Veir, who tried to sexualize me, and later, ex-friends whom I wanted to please for their support during my growth as a content creator by drawing them private NSFW commissions. I ignored my discomfort, believing I was doing the right thing and that I could trust them, but what happened later finally made me understand that I personally cannot tolerate any of this content.
This group of people shared these private commissions among themselves. One of these people was someone I considered a close friend and was even my Discord moderator but began abusing their power towards other members, trying to escape the consequences just because of our friendship. They even tried to offer me money to remove a character from another artist who would appear in my animation as a cameo, just because they both had personal issues. I decided to end our friendship because I saw no changes or improvements on their part and I felt i was being used as a power tool for them.
It wasn't long after this that I found an alt account of them, posting these private NSFW drawings, tagging me to attract attention as a form of revenge for cutting ties with them (They also got Nyx's phone number to trying to get in contact with me despite what they were doing). These images spread last year among a few people who, unaware of the background, used them as a reason to question me as an artist. However I explained the rest of the story before it became more public, and I appreciate that they listened to me first, however, the damage was already done.
In March of this year, I made a thread on Twitter explaining this and my reason for not supporting or consuming NSFW content. I want to stay away from this whole debate. I don't want my words to be used to attack others. My reasons for not enjoying this are because I had people around me who caused me a lot of harm with this matter, it triggers me, and I don't like any sexual topics around me, even as an adult reaching my 30s. I simply don't like it, I'm not interested, and I want my feelings to be respected. I'm very aware that more than half of my audience are minors, and I know how to behave and what to show in my art, but there are still others looking for any excuse to call me or my husband horrible things. It has happened before with accusations of transphobia for making Frisk and Chara from Xtale male instead of non-binary as they are in the canon version. I have been called a pedophile for portraying Frisk and Muffet from XTale in an innocent romantic context, even though there is no age difference, just because is not following, again, the canon (which with all honesty, I'm not aware if it has been confirmed she is a child or not). I have been accused of racism because of the characters' skin color, and so on.
Being hated in a fandom as an artist with a big following is supposed to be normal, but, to what extent?
I know I should ignore those comments and move on, but I still don't understand why it hurts so much that people want to discredit my efforts as an artist and as a person by believing they have found some dark secret in me⌠I really can't understand, I just want to live in peace.
My art is my only escape from negative thoughts. Nyx is my only support in real life. I have been working on how to deal with online criticism and harassment, but it is really hard when people tell lies in order to ruin a life, especially when those lies try to make us look like disgusting human beings. This puts me in a lot of distress, mostly because I hate conflict and prefer to be left alone. I want to be a role model in this community by not getting involved with problematic people and toxic environments. Even if there are people who don't like my work, I want to show that there is still a bit of decency and common sense in the art community.
For this reason, this will be the last time I talk about this because I want to focus on what makes me, my husband, and my audience happy. I want to set an example, and I want people to read this, try to understand our position, and give us a chance.
Once again, we deeply regret the mistakes we made in the past.
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Platonic Yan!Batfam X dazai!GNreader X Yandere DC
Mix of neglected batfam and based of port mafia dazai with a small slice of ada dazai
Forgotten child
Pro. (You are here) Ch.1 Ch.2
A bastard is what you are
You were a result of a one night stand between Bruce Wayne and your mother who you donât or will ever know the name of.
Howâd you know his your father? A simple DNA test.
Who wouldâve thought that a child of a billionaire Bruce Wayne would ended up in the mafia.
As much as you want to know more about your mother, it was quickly dialed down by one sentence.
âTraitors doesnât deserve to have their name pass downâ
Mori isnât really the best person to look up to
You were at the very least 5 or older when the GCPD took you away, you donât remember.
Alfred was the one who pick you up from the investigation.
He remembers that day as if it was yesterday.
You, a malnourished child who stayed still, staring into the darkness with no light in their eyes, bandages covering you.
It was a pity sight.
A few calling of your name to realized it time to go to your new âhomeâ
You move as if youâre not even human, instead a doll who was abandoned and left to rot.
With what left of your belongings, if you even had any, Alfred with his gentle nature guided you to the car.
You didnât even made a breathing sound, only blinking and constant fidgeting to your doll.
He tried his best to struck up a conversation with you, such as âhow are you?â Yet only to be replied back with either a deafening silence or words barely above a whisper.
You were a child yet have suffered so much beyond to see the light of hope.
Only when youâve arrived at the manor is when you started clinging more to him. Maybe it your nature as a child to be nervous to go to your new home.
With what left of your innocence, you looked up to him with a pleading look , âdonâtâŚ. Donât let go pleaseâŚ.â
Your voice was hoarse and dehydrated but it still sounded as if you were afraid of being left alone.
Probably the effect of losing the only person whom you know and trust.
When you cling onto him is when he took note of your entire appearance.
Yes you were covered in bandages but those bandages were not only dirty but also covered in red streaks of blood and was layered below the fresh white one.
Your clothes had some torn at end, hair being messy and full of knots, sections of your skin having bruises.
Alfred was more than ready to hold your hand while guiding you to wherever you two go together.
Yes the absent of your family saddened you but Alfred company was what you wanted.
You didnât care for the others, not when they ignore you 90% of the time and not when Alfred is there with whenever he has the chance.
In your mind, Bruce Wayne is not your father no, instead it was Alfred Pennyworth.
But even that doesnât stop you from being what you are now.
Bruce Wayne, the man who is your supposed father. Do you hate him? Not really.
You canât really hate a man you barely know your whole life.
And it wasnât hard to learn what does he do for a living other than being a man whore.
He bare- actually never even had a proper conversation that lasted more than 3 seconds.
The dude didnât even notice the increasing amount of bandages when you first stared in the port mafia.
Richard Grayson, the second person to talk to you after Alfred. Do you also hate him? A mix feeling really.
You know about him more than you know about Bruce, on what he doing when heâs Nightwing, what heâs favourite food, and just the minimalist stuff.
You donât exactly have the right feeling to describe your relationship with him.
Do you talk? Barely. Do you have a proper conversation? Never. Spend time together? Nope.
In short, you donât think the two of you are fitted to be considered siblings.
Jason Todd, was probably the closest to you.
You saw him being taken in as a robin and died as a robin.
Yes you two mocked eachother in terms of whatever you can remember but at the very least there was interactions between the two of you in comparison to the others.
As much as you hated it, you did infact miss his presence when he died.
Timothy Drake was the most distant than all of them combine. The two of you didnât have a single conversation or even a single sentence to eachother.
You knew well heâs a fan of Batman and probably didnât even knew you existed or just didnât care since youâre not one of the vigilante.
Not that you care, you never identify yourself as a Wayne anyway
Cassandra Cain, Stephanie Brown and Barbara GordonâŚâŚ how should you describe themâŚ.
Just like Tim, you donât exist in their world, but instead a background character.
You were sure that they canât even remember your name properly without mispronouncing.
But You do sure as hell do love it when youâre given a nickname by someone
Last of all, Your half Brother. Damian Wayne, as much as the two of you barely talk, the first meeting wasnât very welcoming.
Almost being impaled doesnât give out a nice first impression after all.
You mostly try your best to ignore the insults and the degrading words from him.
The little kid barely met you yet for some reason hold a deep hatred for you like you did something illegal.
Youâre currently standing in front of a graveâŚ.. someone who was there to take care of you in the port mafia.
You stare blankly at the grave, not knowing what to do, wether to breakdown and cry or to leave it alone.
You were trembling, sweating and on the verge of actually breaking down yet something is holding you back.
Oda Sakunosuke
Your father figure after Alfred is dead.
Ango is right by your side trying his best to comfort you.
As much as you were a demon prodigy, he knew that deep down thereâs a child whoâs unable to act like one.
You shrugged him off before walking away to do a phone call.
âAlfredâŚ.? I know itâs a sudden butâŚ. Please clean up my roomâŚâŚ I no longer staying at the manor from now onâ
You try your best to held in your tears but your voice betrays you, and Alfred knows that.
He swallow a lump in his throat before replying, âdonât worry Master [N], I understand. But do please remember that I will always be there to welcome youâ
He was the only one who knows about your work in the Port Mafia and the only one who you trusted to told it too.
He knows about the people you met and the people who you befriended.
He understands how a death of one of them can put you on the verge of losing what left in your humanity and to live.
And he knows that the death of your second father figure can cause you distorted in many ways.
Inspired by @-acid-ixx again & again series and @-marcyvampire silly little bat.
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surprise | tyler owens x reader
Pairing: Tyler Owens x Reader Summary: You drive to Oklahoma to surprise Tyler before a chase after he's had a stressful week. Warnings: Tyler calls reader baby. Other than that, I think there's nothing! Word Count: 1.2k A/N: I randomly had this idea after I rewatched Twisters tonight and thought it was so cute so I had to write it. I am also working on some requests you guys have sent in, just have been having a crazy few days at work so I haven't had the chance to finish and post them â but they're coming! For now, enjoy this! đ
The second that Tyler stops the truck, itâs practically swarmed by tens of fans, all wanting an autograph and a selfie and the chance to see the famous Tornado Wranglers in person. The gas station is packed to the brim full of actual professional storm chasers and amateurs. You would consider yourself to be neither.
From your spot across the parking lot, you watch as Tyler exits the car, yelling his famous catchphrase: âIf you feel itâŚâ, the fans finishing it off with âchase it!â Youâre leant up against the door of your own car, a smile on your face as you see the smile on Tylerâs. He almost always takes the time to greet everyone thatâs come out to see them, signing photos and taking selfies. His stash of pre-signed photos that he keeps in his car always coming in handy.
Dating the one and only Tyler Owens, famous storm chaser, was not something for the weak. Youâd known that from the very start. To anyone else, itâd probably bother them, having to wait for him to interact with all of the fans before he could make his way over to you. But for you? You love being able to watch him, see the genuine joy on his face at meeting the people who had changed his life by watching their once little Youtube videos. You wish you got to do it more often.
You know that when Tyler does eventually spot you, itâll be worth all the waiting, worth the hours of solo driving youâd done alone to get here. Nearly seven hours of driving from your home in Arkansas just to surprise your boyfriend. Heâd been stressed lately with the lack of storms across Oklahoma and the neighbouring states along Tornado Alley, wondering what was going to happen to their channel if they couldnât produce content for it.
But the sight of everyone still taking selfies with the Wranglers proves to you that Tyler has nothing to worry about at all. You can see the Tornado Wranglers have a loyal fanbase.Â
You watch for a few more minutes, stifling a yawn as you do. Youâd stopped after five hours of driving last night and spent the night at a motel which had given you one of the worst nights sleep of your life, and done the last few hours in the morning before arriving at the gas station that Tyler had told you they were headed to today. It was the closest gas station to where storms were predicted today, hence the crowd.Â
Youâre about to start wandering over towards Tyler and the other Wranglers, still making their way through the crowd of fans, when you can see Tyler spot you. Heâs just finished taking a selfie with a middle-aged woman when he stops in his tracks, eyes settling on you. Even from your distance, you can tell heâs spotted you.
Itâs confirmed when he mutters a quick word to the people around him before he takes off at a run, straight towards you. He kicks up dust and dirt as he runs, trying to get to you as quickly as possible. You canât keep the smile off your face as he gets closer.
âBaby, what the hell!?â He yells, not long before he reaches you.Â
Tyler almost knocks the wind out of you as he barrels into you, wrapping his arms around your body and lifting you off the ground. He spins you around in a circle and itâs impossible not to laugh at the feeling, his arms tight around you. He sets you back down on the ground and pulls away, hands still resting on your waist.
âSurprise,â you grin at him.Â
âYou drove all this way just to surprise me?â Tyler looks at you in awe, his eyes both filled with an immense amount of love as well as a tinge of worry. âBaby, thatâs a seven hour drive. Didnât you have a shift yesterday? Please donât tell me you drove all night.â
You shake your head. âI only drove till midnight, then I stopped at a motel. Promise.â
Tyler moves one of his hands to cup your cheek before he leans in and presses a kiss to your forehead. âYouâre insane, yâknow that? Drivinâ till midnight after an eight hour shift. You shouldâve told me. What if something had happened to you on the road?âÂ
You can see the worry etched on his face so you waste no time in pulling him in for a hug again, burying your face in his chest. Tyler reacts immediately, gently resting one of his hands on the side of your head. You feel him take a deep breath, taking everything in, taking your presence in.Â
âTy, nothing happened. Iâm here, Iâm safe. Iâm with you.â
He nods and rubs one of his hands up and down your back. âThank you for cominâ, baby. You have no idea how good it feels to be holdinâ you right now. When I looked over here and I saw you⌠was like everything felt like it might actually be okay.â
âCause it will be, Ty,â you assure him. âBut I do feel a little bad for tearing you away from the people that didnât get selfies or autographs with you before you ran off.â
Tyler pulls away from the hug, but he still keeps a hand on you. âYou got nothinâ to feel bad about, baby. I promise you that. And they all know who you are, Iâm sure they get it.âÂ
You smile up at him and then have to stifle another yawn. Your attempt at hiding it fails spectacularly, though, and Tyler narrows his eyes at you.Â
âDid you get any sleep last night?â One of his hands rests on your cheek again, a thumb gently stroking back and forth over your cheek.Â
âA little,â you say. âThe motel was kinda dodgy. The mattress was like a rock.â
Tyler gives you one of his best unimpressed looks and shakes his head. âOkay, Iâm sending you back to our motel. Iâll give you my room key, itâs in the truck, and you can go and rest up while we try and chase this storm this afternoon.â
âNo, no,â you disagree. âIâm cominâ with you, Ty. I didnât drive all this way just to be cooped up in some motel watching your chase on a computer screen. I gotta steal my seat back from Boone. Heâs been gettinâ way too comfortable up there.â
Tyler let out a laugh and leans down to gently peck your lips. âOh, baby, you know that seat belongs to you. And believe me, Boone knows it too.âÂ
He attempts to step backwards, then, but youâre quick to move, placing one of your hands on the back of his neck and bringing his lips back to yours. Tyler has no objections, wrapping his arms around your waist as he kisses you back. Itâs been weeks since he last saw you, weeks since he got to kiss you like this. Youâre surprised he managed to hold off on it for so long after reuniting with you.Â
âCome on,â you say after breaking apart from the kiss. You reach down and grab Tylerâs hand in yours, weaving your fingers through his. âLetâs go give the rest of these people their autographs and selfies and get me my seat back.â
Tyler grins, giving your hand a squeeze. âLead the way, baby.âÂ
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I honestly donât know how to write this; I have spent all week attempting to figure out what to say.
Last Monday I was informed by our factory that our merchandiser and direct point of contact with the factory passed away unexpectedly two weeks ago. She was someone who I have spent a great deal of time speaking to ever since we switched factories two years ago. She helped us realize designs for new products, sent us samples of garments extremely quickly and kept track of all our orders. She went to bat for us if something went wrong with our print shop or if I was unhappy with how a garment pattern was interpreted by their team. As their first American client and a brand that focuses on size inclusion, something that is not typical of their other clients, she handled a lot of crazy requests from us without blinking and she was dedicated to ensuring that both us and our customers were happy. We talked nearly every day, and though it was work related she was one of the kindest people I have had the pleasure interacting with daily.
She was beyond dedicated to her work and to working with us. Turkey has an 11-hour time difference from me in California, which means when she was emailing me at 2pm in the afternoon it was 1am there. You can sure bet that I extended her the same courtesy and tried my best to answer her emails at night too, even when I would rather just be sleeping.
It was also clear just how much she loved her job, and now much she loved you guys. She had been silently watching our social media since we first started working with them. She got just as excited as we did on launch days and would often email me unprompted about how she was glad people were leaving such positive comments and reviews. She read your feedback when no one ever asked her to do that or even expected it of her. She did it because she really, really cared.
Even though she was miles away and we never met in person, she was like a coworker to me and the loss of her is like losing someone on our team.
The Maya Kern team, as a whole, has been dealing with a lot lately. I personally just moved (which took far longer than we expected) and Maya and Devin are gearing up to move back to Minneapolis pretty soon. With the loss of our merchandizer, it has taken the wind out of my sails a little bit. I was trying to push through, even though I am exhausted, and carry out the photo shoot for our new products this weekend, but it has become clear that my body just canât handle it. My arthritis has finally told me to stop moving, so unfortunately, we are going to have to reschedule the shoot for later on.
We are doing everything we can to make sure our next product drop on the 21st still happens. But as of right now, due to this sudden loss, the garments havenât even shipped from the factory yet and I am not optimistic that they will clear customs and get checked into the fulfillment center in time for the launch. This means the drop is likely going to be pushed back to December 5th and instead of a full photo shoot, we will probably have to settle for taking quick photos of everyone at home, and likely with our phones.Â
We work really hard to deliver not just garments we believe in, but also pictures of said garments on bodies that our customers can relate to, and unfortunately I just do not think that is possible this time. As always, we really appreciate your patience and understanding during what has been a very difficult time for us.
Ash
Chief Operations Officer
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An Ethical Consideration.
Pairing: IVEâs Yujin x Male Reader
Word Count: 9,124
A/N:Â The last fic of 2024. Been wanting to write some office-related stuff right now and glad I had the time to do so. Hope y'all like this quick piece of mine and cheers onto the next year ahead! <33
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The weight on her shoulders is the sum of her choices, and it bears the burden of being intact and to be precise eloquently. Sheâs often mistaken as a model due to her undeniably stunning pulchritude from head to toe as well as her clever mind that's just the cherry on top, and you canât deny that, but the thing is, sheâs a power lesser than you since youâre the more omnipotent one.
Your ego refuses to let her crumble down your defenses whenever you fall for her natural charms and whatnot, yet again, you canât deny that. Mainly, it doesnât help with the nature you have with her, always used to assert dominance.
Despite all of these egotistic approaches and hypocritical advances, you still treat her as a human because youâre not that cruel of a person, and even so, letting her be the first one to know what you have in plan for today.
âSchedules, again, Yujin.â
âAll over? Today? Toââ
âYes.â You look at her, fixing your necktie with a stern stare that possibly intimidates her. âAnd yes.â
Standing a little awkwardly beside you, Yujin mutters each of your endeavors, an occupation that seems to strangle the concept of time.
âAt 1 P.M., youâll have a meeting with Mr. Kim and his colleagues, and that will take an hour and a half, presumably. Then, at 3 P.M., youâll be in aââ
âWait, wait, Yujin.â She gulps nervously with your words, possibly a little nuanced from whatâs her usual demeanor until you chuckled a laugh.
âYou are really something else, Yujin.â
She composes herself with her eye contact with yours, and you replied with a mutual action as your reassuring tone possibly relieves her. âW-What do you mean, sir?â
âCome on, Iâm just playing with youâyou donât need to repeat it all but youâre justâŚâ You look at her, from her doe eyes to her black heels, and then paint that smile you know that she always loves to see. âA different breed, I guess.â
Yujin smiles, knowing this is all a test and completely reassured. She continues assessing the paperwork lying on the desk and you watch her amusedly, clearly admiring her determination and this little interaction etches a note down your brain.
These are one of her struggles being your secretary, and itâs often making her question her every move nowadays since your mood is often played inside a Russian roulette. Yet on your side, itâs clear that you like to see the subtle anxiety in her eyes and your little, silly fantasies that possibly annoys her.
âAlso, one thing, Yujin.â She looks at you, eyes full of anticipation.
âYes, sir?â
âYou can drop the paperworks.â You gesture it with your hands, a smile vibrant towards her even though itâs evidently simple, and she canât help but feel relieved with your words. âTreat yourself a little, alright?âÂ
A simple token of gratitude is what made her smile that gleefully. At long last, she wonât be worrying most times, beating herself into that stress thatâs always inevitable whenever sheâs in your vicinity but it doesn't eliminate the fact that sheâs still incredibly doubtful.
âI donât understand, sir.â
âI mean it, Yujin.â You draw yourself closer but not too much, then stare at those brown orbs of hers to make her feel the sincerity of your words. âDonât worry for me, for now. Make yourself comfortable, okay?â
She nods and is clearly being reassured with your words. She thanks you for the little token of gratitude, bows at you and walks swiftly immediately, not before stopping on her tracks with her name coming out of your lips, her eyes intrigued. âBy the way, come to my office later at 5 P.M., Iâll show you something and donât worry, you wonât be in any trouble.â
Well, that doesnât help her at all but your reassuring tone was the indicator, to say the least.
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Youâre just hoping she gets to use her time in the best ways possible, for every second should be worth her time, and youâre just waiting patiently for her and whatâs bound to possibly happen.
Frequently checking your watch, you patiently wait for her as the rook takes your queen, near with your king and thatâs another checkmate. Youâre killing time playing chess online, and knowing youâll still have some time to spare allows you to decide on this.
âWow, heâs good.â You murmured as your focus is entirely invested onto what could be your next move as a knock on the door could be audibly heard.
âCome on in.â Itâs enough to hear it, and there the figure goes into the room. Thereâs a high chance that Yujinâs the one thatâs going to knock on the door at this given time, three minutes after the clock strikes five and damn right it is.
âOh sir, Iâm incredibly sorryââ
You snap and she shuts herself, eyes wide and a gulp evident. âDonât apologize, Yujinâtake a seat instead.â
Once she hurried to take a seat, you fixed your collar, and composed yourself to possibly intimidate her. Here it starts, and your choice of words reflects the outcomes that may happen.
âYou really do surprise me sometimes, Yujin.â Your voice is so close to being unreadable that even Yujin takes a hard time to decipher it. Sheâs matching your disposition, and clearly anticipating more. âYouâre still into those things that we used to do?â
Fuck. Something clicked in her, and she instantly knew the sole reason for her appearance here.
She still denies it, knowing thereâs no evidence of the assumption but you know sheâs back to her clandestine roots. âS-sir, I can assure you that Iâm over whatever youâre possibly thinking.â
âOh please, Yujin, stop with the liesââ
Knowing how retaliation with words and the defensive approach could absolutely result in anything going against her way, she would opt for an option that could possibly bear the best of outcomes. âThen what is it, sir? Whatâs this assumption all about?â
Sheâs slowly raising her tone, failing to cover up her permeating defensiveness as you gestured to calm her down, and let yourself be heard as sheâs in clear of any trouble.Â
âYujin, me personallyâIâm just saying that I was genuinely baffled that youâre still into that.â Your words work like a charm, getting more loosened up as the soothing atmosphere really eliminates the fact that about denial and lies. âIf itâs the others, you couldâve landed onto something hard on the surface but not for me.â
Her gaze fixated towards you with your last words, a smirl curling up your lips as you can see the comfort within her. Yet, thereâs still a question lingering in her mind that she canât contain any longer.Â
She gave up knowing itâs not worth it to put a nail on a coffin, yet rather, open it up. âHowâd you know, sir?â
She's still anxious and itâs completely normal even with the possibly platonic relationship youâve built with her because at the end of the day, youâre the one in control, a higher hierarchy. âWell, itâs quite simple, actually?â
Thereâs probably glint in her eyes, running up the possible reasons of a secret unshackled as her career is probably flashing before her eyes, knowing how your sugar coating is absolutely deceiving at most times. âHow s-simple, sir?â
Sheâs stuttering but that didnât stop you, and itâs cruel to know how bittersweet these events can get but you need to address it, and add a possible way to bring something back to life.
You push the seat away from you as you stand up, now going towards her and breaking that suspense thatâs lingering right from the start when she steps foot onto your office. âWonyoung reported me about your naughty desires when all eyes arenât watching you, clearly moaning my name and still fantasizing about me, hm?â
Oh, the sabotage. You know how it can possibly hurt her to hear those words come out of your mouth, but thatâs the truth and right when Yujin is coming to defend her actions, you pull up a trick on your sleeve that could easily dismantle her attempts to dismiss the truth.
The recording plays, loud and clear, her voice calling you lustfully and god, itâs breaking her, piece by piece.
âWhaââ
âItâs hard, YujinâI know, but at least keep it within yourself probably, you know?â Now, youâre just hitting her critically, opposing the reassurance you enlightened her with earlier. Sheâs looking down, defeated and apologetic and youâre sympathetic with her vulnerable state. âOh please, look at me, Yujin.â
You inch closer towards her, tilt her chin up, looking at you endearingly with a plea loud in each second she stares at you, as you continue. âEnjoy your break, Yujin. Weâll talk later for more. Iâm clearly disappointed.â
You give her way towards the door as she stands up quickly, on the verge of tears, sniffling with a loud thud of steps. As sheâs about to reach for the door handle, your voice interrupts her, feeling like a deja vu from earlier. âClearly disappointed to know I wasnât there to aid you.â
Those words struck hee like lightning, piercing through her like a sword as it hit too well, letting her feel rivaled and frozen. You walk towards her, a smile curling up your lips as she turns around with a quizzical expression. âWhat do you mean, sir?â
âYou know what that means, Yujin.â Your hands are quick to pull her dangerously close toward you, making her yelp with your actions and sheâs clearly processing whatâs currently happening yet jovial knowing this could end up something elevated that what she was expecting.
Youâre now facing her, nose a mere inch away as you whisper. âNow let me show you what you really need.â
God, itâs a sight to behold. You immediately pull her and latch your lips with hers, exchanging torrid pecks that define the hunger and deprivation between the both of you.
Youâve been in your cage for so long and for the longest time possible, you missed these moments with Yujin and you canât let that opportunity slide. You tug onto the hem of her blazer as you admire her outfit, and teased with how itâs clearly against the dress code. âFeeling really stylish, as always.â
âHope you liked it, sir.â
âI really do, Yujin.â Then, you continued with the sloppy exchanges, clearly savoring each second you latch onto hers as her plum lipstick accentuates her given scrumptious taste, letting you yearn for more and she reciprocates so swiftly.
It was a quick descent and possibly all according to plan, but you canât deny the fact that a possible friendship can be ruined between such close friends, but for now, all these things are set aside as your focus is entirely averted towards Yujin.
One, twoâfuck, sheâs a great kisser.
And so are you, possibly.
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These events really took a wild turn, and not even two minutes of such a lustful exchange, comes the comfortability of both parties, even descending down to the madness of lust, and the first victim that falls onto that is Yujin, clearly vocal about how she missed getting that taste of your succulent shaft.
âYou really want to suck my cock, huh?â She canât help herself with the thoughts in her, absolutely telling her to give in to her carnal desires and she does so.
Yujin just falls onto her knees, a loud thud audible as she canât help herself but just be drunk with the thought of slobbering all over your length. âPlease, sirâI need your cockâto taste it.â
âWrong name, Yujin.â You tug her ponytail, earning a yelp from her as bites her lips, subtly liking the way youâre rough on her.
âSorry, daddyâI just canât help itâŚâ And so, you gave her mercy, even with just the precious seconds left to spare.
You smirk, looking down and eventually seeing the lust behind those adorable, doe-like eyes that resembles how sheâs undeniably ruinable whenever she pulls up this look.
âOh, YujinâŚâ You lift her head up with a finger on her chin, chuckling as your sinister plans are starting to choreograph the possible actions you can do to ruin your secretary on your professional grounds as this can be considered somewhat ethical at your own words. âIâm going to make you choke all over my dick so bad that the only thing youâll remember on the whole day weâre here is the taste of it, and mark my fucking words.â
Fuck. Yujin mutters and gulps, because your tone permeates sincerity and thereâs no way on godâs green earth youâll never fulfill those promises, not when Yujin is kneeling down so submissive and entirely begging to be sullied.
âThatâs what I want to hear, daddy.â
The falling consonants escaping her lips ignites something within you, and youâre throbbing just hearing her voice being sultry, aching to be freed. You are unable to take it anymore, and Yujin knows how much you need to be relieved even if it gets so risky. âDo the honors, my Yujin, now.â
Youâre really demanding, and she fulfills it within a heartbeat.
Yujin unbuckles and frees every bit of clothing that deprives her with the view of insatiability, hungry and yearning to get herself a hold of her desired prize. Sheâs swift and deft with it, hands skating through the confines like itâs nothing and thatâs what you like about herâthe lingering confidence that no one else can match, and sheâs bold and audacious with a care towards you only. As selfish as that sounds, why would it matter when itâs Ahn Yujin thatâs in front of you and possibly, worshiping you.
The last bit of defense, your boxers, and itâs going to be deemed useless as her hands tug on it and give you that submissive look. âPromise me that youâll be rough for me, daddy.â
There are two reasons why is this extremely rhetorical: first, with a girl oozing with hotness and a body built to be ruined, how can you not think of something so ludicrous and utterly aiming to ruin her living life out of her; and second, preferably last, she always wants to be pounded and controlled to oblivion, putting in her place, just like the usual pursuits that sparks the risk.
âAlways, Yujinânow get that lips on my cock nowâwant to feel it.â Again, itâs commanding and she likes it a lot.
The encapsulation of her lips around your purplish crown meets the inevitability of moans coming from your lips, her hot, wet flesh being too euphoric to handle. You can bear with the gratification, of course, but the way that sheâs applying the pressure whenever her cheeks hollow and the plumpness her lips provide would like to have a word. It feels like your cock is made for her to suck, and she proves it with every second she spends her precious time with, a slobbering mess all over your length. She was quick to be messy, spit already seeping out of her mouth as she held your thighs for a support with her rapidly increasing pace.Â
âJesus, Yujinâthis hungry for my dick? Really this badâfuck!â The question was quick for her to be registered yet she chooses to ignore it, occupied with the devotion of giving the utmost pleasure and fulfilling her needs of tasting you.
âI asked you a question, didnât I?â You tugged her hair, a statement to consider as she pulls away from your saliva-sheathed shaft and catches her breath.
âYes, daddyâI want yâmmh!â All you need to hear is a single yes to conclude the satisfaction within you and the want in her. Sheâs quickly muted with your sudden impalement, making her hands grab onto your thighs as she eagerly bobbed her head to prove that she can match your roughness. You grit your teeth, looking down at the sight of a lifetime, groaning with Yujinâs actions as her eyes gaze at yours through the reflection of her glasses, scanning your expressions to tell if youâre loving this or not.
Why would that be a question within her when youâre already moaning with her suction wringing the best bits of pleasure possible? Guess people have their own ways of assurance and Yujinâs ways are something youâd always commendâshe always loves to ensure things even if itâs already confirmed to be certain.
When your tip hits the back of her throat, nose flushed onto your lower abdomen and her glasses slightly pressed, thatâs when you uttered the hottest moans imaginable, feeling her oral assaults are a battery to invigorated the lust within you.
âGodâfuckâhow are you always feeling so good, Yujin?â You hands caress her ponytail as she ensues her pace, rightfully sullied then pulling out to state the rhetorical within you.
âMaybe because Iâm a sucker for daddyâs cock, thatâs why.â The choices of words were simple, yet hot and itâs the way that she delivers it too. Yujin flashed a smile before indulging onto your length again, stroking your base as her hunger speaks loud and clear, actions rapid and pleasurable.
The scene alone inside your office is something like in the pornogrpahic videos that tells the tale of fiction and whatâs on the camera yet this is real, as the insatiability between the both of you drew towards this madness. Knowing that you keep your promises and wanting to make things elevated, you flashed a sinister smile before tapping Yujinâs cheeks poking with your length, and then she pulled out yet again, whimpering with the sudden depravity.
âWhat now, daddy?â
âIâm going to make a mess outta you, starting with this tight throat.â Your words are laced with lust and the venom that stings her to bite onto your commands, and eagerly anticipates what youâll do next. You take a hold of your wet length and direct it inside her tightness yet again, groaning with how warm and pleasurable it is before grabbing her head with both hands and thrusting with an already moderate pace.Â
She wants it rough, right? Then youâll give it to her, even if it takes to break you as long as you get to ruin her innocence and that existing class within her.
She gags when it hits too deep, yet she doesn't stop you, taming her reflex as you invite you with more, digging her hands onto your hips and urging to take what her limits can. Sheâs fighting you, closing her shut and tight as she takes you was the notion that sheâs already reaching her limitations, yet this is not what you trained her for and she knows it.
Without further to do, you let yourself be the one to expand her horizons of the inevitable domination all over her, and this time, youâll be berserk.
âOpen your fucking mouth, Yujin.â You let her jaw be slacked, up for the taking as you relentlessly pound her tight throat, fulfilling your needs and deeply disheveling and leaving her sullied once she leaves the office doors. You pinch her nose, playing with the risky game between asphyxiation and god, sheâs struggling and constantly gagging onto your rapid length.
âYou always love my cock balls deep into your slutty throat, donât you?â The mocking gets into her, nodding frantically as your words spill the truth, nothing even close on being a lie.
Yujinâs cheeks flushed red, struggling for oxygen as you let go, letting her breathe through her nose and with a pocket of relief, she took your whole cock with an invigorated stance, standing her ground and not letting herself break. You tug onto her ponytail, surprisingly still bonded even with your relentless pace and ruthless actions and itâs just a great element for leverage, elevating the ruined look she emanates all for your eyes to see, and the glasses sheâs constantly wearing is just the cherry on top. She digs her fingers onto your thighs, spit seeping out of the crevices of her mouth and your cock, coating the vicinity of skin around your length.
She wanted this anyway, and youâre just warming everything up.
Her ruined countenance is a sight to be etched within your deepest lobes in your brain, for itâs something stupendous and incredibly monumental. She ruins her own clothing and gags repeatedly, yet it doesnât matter because as long as youâre molding her throat with the shape of your cock, then youâd say youâre in a triumphant run of domination over Yujin. âTake it all for me, Yujinâgod, t-this fucking throat is way too good.â
You can vouch and itâs incredibly factual. Youâd want to just warm up your shaft for the magnitudinal display of pleasure thatâll happen later (and itâs going up her tight cunt) yet her throat and her lips would like to speak up, or maybe even adding up to the mess youâre making right now.
Pick a side, and you canât, but you have to decide yet the pleasure coursing down within you is putting you in a position of indecisiveness.
You continue the ruthless assault against her mouth, chanting her name while you do what youâre best at and your sincere praises towards her is just the cherry on top. Usually, she would be writhing her arms with subsequent gags resonating all over the room but it's surprisingly and genuinely impressive how she takes you better now, yet not the perfected craft you sought her to be and you wouldnât complain.Â
Thereâs also an additional element of lust that elevates the oral experience, and you cared to address that because of how hot it actually makes her, even more than what you expected.
âNot going to take those off, huh, Yujin?â You cool down your thrusts and let Yujin have the capability to control her pursuits, impaling her with more of what you can offer she pulls out to answer you, catching her breath and painting such a vibrant smile that contradicts the sexual tension lingering in the air.
Her mouth is utterly messy, saliva drips down to her chin as her insatiability towards you didnât even bother the tiniest bit of modesty to even clean up. âIâd like to see how much youâll cum knowing this does turn you on more.â
She knows. She fucking knows you. The way she said it so confidently with the smirk painted on her face says a lot, knowing that sheâs just inflicting on the wounds of lust within you. She cracks the code open with your subtle kinks thatâs profoundly known by her and immediately, she would live up to those fantasies of yoursâitâs actually baffling how she knew your little fetishes that no one else can, and sheâs absolutely clever reading you like a book.
âYou know that Iâll probably destroy these glasses, Yujin.â The warning is audible, falling onto her ears as she continuously teases your tip with her tongue, before setting your insatiability aside and muttering up a reply.
âYou probably can consider that youâll fuck my mouth like itâs my cunt.â Sheâs not wrong, though, and certainly, thatâs bound to happen. âAnd just so I know, youâre going to give me another set once these are broken because Iâm something special, am I?â
Itâs a blessing and a curse whenever she gets too cockyâher permeating confidence knowing her words exhibits the truth and it wonât help for your supposed reasonings, yet sometimes, her limits wouldnât help her much, not when you still have the authority to be in control with a flick of a switch.
âDamn right it is, Yujin⌠You gave up and relinquished the truth, but you canât wait up any longer for whatâs the reason behind this sinful mess. âNow shut up and let me fuck your mouth.â
âOh plâmmh!â It was a mistake once she parted her lips enough to impale her with your cock, yet itâs all bound to happen and embraces every thrust your hips muster.Â
The opportunity is taken, instantly ravaging her mouth like itâs your last, tugging on her ponytail thatâs holding on thanks with your vice grip onto it. Sheâs tearing up as you ensued and put her in her place, managing eye contact towards you with a silent plea laced behind those glinting orbs of her for more. Sheâs gripping your thighs, a leverage thatâs still not enough for her to handle your roughness and god, her hands digging you for more tells exactly how she doesnât want the pace to dissipate.
Sheâs crazy for this, and youâll match that freak of hers.
It hits balls deep every time, her glasses almost slipping out and being crushed with your own weight of force being distributed to this sinful endeavor. She grasps your thighs like sheâs bound to break, and youâre going to achieve that yet sheâs robust and able to take you for she is capable of your pace even with the evident gags and subsequent grips that could probably bruise your skin.Â
Your pace never fails to bring her to the weakest, tears flowing down her cheeks as she indulges under your control and youâll never falter, not when you had enough. The way her throat tightens up once you push your length deeper always sends yourself closer to the promising heights of euphoria and god, sheâs just taking everything your hips oscillates. Sheâs just getting messier with every second that counts, yet she perseveres to prove her worth despite the apparent struggles.
And she delivers, every inch, every thrust, and every goddamn gagâ
You pull out and sheâs gasping for oxygen, her reddened face tells the story of your roughness and she just flashed a grin, her satisfaction fulfilled choking on a cock like yours.
âGod, youâre so fucking messy, Yujin.â Your swears ignites something in her and itâs such a gem to hear profanities coming out of your mouth, because she knows sheâs making you crazy and this was just the start of an exhilarating show. You wipe the saliva that escapes out of her mouth and seductively play with those lips of hers, and she knows whatâs the reply of such display of lust.
She didnât waste her breath to mutter a word, but rather, invest in constant hums as she sucks onto your fingers like a lollipop, enveloping that soft flesh and tasting like the sun wonât come up tomorrow. The voracious assault onto your fingers concludes her insatiability towards you, and sheâs trying her best to live up to her desires and selfish pleasures.
As sheâs incredibly readable, you could only imagine how soaked her cunt is with all of the lingering intimacy.
âGod, pleaseâmore, daddyâplease let meââ
âNo.â You caress her cheeks and look at those eyes full of that lustful glint, preparing for what you could possibly do with her. Help her stand up and pin your arms so her back is pressed against the wall, your stare continues to pique her as it lures her in like a trap. âHereâs whatâs going to happen, Yujin. Since you took me so well, I might have to consider something to aid your wrongdoings.â
A cunning smile paints you, as her eyebrows furrow in anticipation as her lust puppets her to desperation. âA-And what is that, daddy? Please, Iâll do everything even if it means more than what you can expect of me.â
âExpect? Hah.â A chuckle escapes your lips, and that puzzles Yujin. Sheâs laughable at that moment given how sheâs mostly the epitome of fulfillment, the clear meeting of expectations. âGladly enough, everything that I could think of links every missing piece so perfectly.â
Thatâs the beauty of An Yujinâclearly innocent yet determined for every obstacle that gets in her way, even if it means something unethical. But hereâs the thing, you orchestrate whatâs the order in this room and have the authority to bend whatâs considered to be rightfully taken.
In this case, itâs something way too obvious.
âThe question is: where do you want it, Yujin?âÂ
Once those words were said, her eyes immediately averted to your throbbing cock, rock-hard just for her as her hand seizes the opportunity yet you stop her. âAnswer me, Yujin.â
âInside meâjust as long as I can feel it, feel you, daddy.â Now, youâve just broken her and itâs all with a single kryptonite that she always loves to play with and it never fails her to be driven towards insanity.
âOh, you really want it, huh?â The nod is evident and desperate, and youâre just igniting the fire to tease her further. âBend over for me, on the desk.â
âBut the documentsââ Maybe the addressing of concerns should take place in a completely separate hour or day as you don't care if theyâll get all tangled in a huge mess because getting Yujin railed from behind will be your utmost priority.Â
âI donât give a shit, Yujinâwe can rearrange them some time.â
âBut daddy, itâll be aâow!â Youâre fed up with her considerate actions because of your selfishness too, a grab on her wrists and a spank is enough to enlighten a statement within her.
Your eyes penetrate daggers through her, and itâs turning her on even more. âI really hate repeating myself, Yujin.â
You really do, and with the grip immediately loosening, she obliges and gets rid of such paperwork and bends over your main desk without any care but you.
âBetter. Fucking better.âÂ
You glance over the helpless, submissive stance Yujin is on, and youâre just running on the possible permutation you can possibly do with her. She holds onto each side of the desk while looking over her shoulder, eagerly anticipating what you have in store with you and you definitely have an abundance of tricks up your sleeves.
âDonât look back and put your hands behind you, Yujin.â Sheâs quick and obedient, gladly compliant because this would definitely turn around worse for her if she wasnât being one. You are quick to grab your belt and she knows whatâs possibly going to happen, erratic breaths and chuckles coming out of her mouth are the signs of her building satisfaction.
âGod, I always wanted to experience this while you ravage me senseless, daddy.â
âGreat thing this is your lucky day.â You wrap your leather belt around her wrists and hold them in place, making sure that Yujin is as helpless as possible before the sinful act commences.
âToo tight?â
âNot really, itâs just right.â She yelps and cries because of a harsh spank as its hypnotic ripple earns that groan from her, deriving pleasure out of your enervating ruthless approach towards her ass. You raise the hem of her skirt up to her waist, and so are those grey-colored shorts just a little to get a delectable view of a backside that could be worth millions, and luckily enough, youâll be the only to see the wonder of such treasure.Â
Your hands roam around her arched butt and those heaven-sent thighs, feeling the smooth, porcelain skin in every inch that just feeds to the hunger youâre having towards her but you have your own composure, a word of modesty and patience that Yujin isnât bothering to have at these desperate moments. âYou know this dress code isnât really allowed, hm?â
âHow so? No one has ever called me out wearing short skirts like theseâoh god, right thereâŚâ Sheâs delving nearer onto her breaking point, moaning with your repeated assault towards her supposedly drenched lips through the frustrating fabric, teasing and building up her lust while she fights to be as eloquent as possible. âYou n-never said a warning, daddy, let alone implement a rule or a châow! Ohh, fuck!â
âAll Iâm saying is that youâre being such a slut for wearing one, just to summarize it for you, Yujin.â Your words sting as much as the heavy hits of your palm, marking a familiar rosy hue onto her ass that earns that triumphant smirk on your face.
âBut I know you like it, by a lot.â
âNever said I didnât.â Youâre growing impatient because of the possible things thatâs running around your mind, and itâs all about how you can totally sully her.
Your eyes darts onto her perfect skin, before tugging onto her shorts which is surprisingly easy to undress, coming off and onto her ankles just with a few seconds (Yujin standing up quickly also helps) and then the last bit of defense against the inevitabilityâthose ruined, black silk thong thatâs drenched with juices. Also, those come off and down on her ankles and all of those kicked to god knows where as she canât help but moan with the sensitivity sheâs currently feeling, and she likes being defenseless and being totally handled by you.
She never looked great being incredibly submissive and sheâs perfectly built to be like this.
Amongst all of the foreseeable futures that could happen, one by one they are eliminated, until only three had made it to the final cut as these are the things that can go so right for the both of you: you could curse her satisfaction with your fingers teasing her tight cunt, on the edge of breaking apart and make her cum effortlessly; could invest onto some returned favor, your lips eating those succulent holes of hers as she writhes with the wetness you bring; and lastly (being the most cruel and pleasurable act you can possibly do), a finger, knuckle deep into her asshole and teasing her tightness with your own length.
Yet, with all of the articulative thinking, you canât help but let your patience run thin and do what you promised earlier onâto let her see stars, ruin her entirely.
You nudge your cock onto her waiting heat, and immediately, you halt the agonizing reprieve as it is sheathed inside without a warning, knowing she can take it all despite her helpless state. At this rate, Yujin would be gripping both ends of the desk yet with the belt around her wrists and your hand holding her in place, she could just writhe and moan your name out uncontrollably as she gives everything in, and you control her.
Thanks to her slick juices, it wasnât hard to accommodate yourself onto a moderate thrust that she grew accustomed to once you keep assuring and complimenting her, even if it comes out as a profanity.
âNot bad for a slut like you, Yujinâgod, do you like this, hm?â Youâre refraining to voice out how great she fucking feels around your cock, and let your mind savor the sight of her powerless figure dependent for your handling.Â
âYes, y-yesâoh fuck, yes, daddyâitâs so good, so good!â Her strained voice, stuttering and alluring is what invites you for a harsher pace. The both of you are mutually gratified with each otherâs actions, and you canât help but groan her name too in every thrust you do, now filling her up.to the hilt and withdrawing with just your tip inside. It is hard yet moderately paced, just how you like it for now, and knowing how this possibly defeats what Yujin likes, you donât want her to wail and break apart within your own eyes.
Wait, she is calling you and pleading with youâthatâs the sign, she wants more.
âHarder, daddyâplease.â Of course youâll fulfill that as soon as possible. You pull the belt towards you, letting her hands meet your abdomen and pound her tight cunt with a power greater than before. Every clash of your hips to her butt resonates this sound thatâs the epitome of candy in your ears, and itâs just going to get better, knowing that with the profound kisses you do on her nape makes her clench even harder and wringing out the best of all pleasures.
She cries and you hum onto her skin, continuously worshipping her as her moans with your repeated actions set the fire in you, as well as her constant compliments that you know would be inevitable.
âYou lipsâg-god, you kiss me so good, daddyâoh shitâŚâ
Your lips are dangerously close to her ears now, as you whisper, âAnd you take me so wellâthis tight cunt is really for my cock.â
Well, it probably is, considering how every thrust molds to the shape of your shaft lives up to your words. Sheâs incredibly tight and slick, even with the constant ravaging and itâs just getting way better knowing that sheâs not showing any signs for you to slow down nor stop, letting you go berserk on living up to both your likings. Itâs possibly painful to know that your eyes canât get that hypnotic sight of her thighs rippling and as much as you like kissing her backside, you canât afford to lose an opportunity with an angelic view.
âGrab the desk, Yujin. Iâm gonna fuck you harder now.â Now loosening the grip of the belt around her wrists, she immediately leveraged with a painful grip onto each end of the desk as you didnât slow down and continued your igniting fervor. Sheâs trembling once she grabbed onto both ends, thighs shaking due to your actions as her mouth spills honey-filled moans with the pleasure spiking up on her spine, and through her veins.Â
Now, you have the everlasting sight to beholdâthe recoil of her skin with your thrusts is a vision to be etched within the deepest parts of your brain, and youâd live every moment seeing her like this. You painfully grip her hips, pounding her harshly to the point that the desk is even responding to your ruthlessness, but you don't care, not when sheâs still coherent, able to walk and most of all, not cumming all over you.
These are just the multiple goals you'd eventually achieve, and itâs getting pretty near considering how her lips pulsate and drenches with copious amounts. Sheâs now creating a miniscule puddle onto the floor and the small rivulets on her thighs full of her nectar, and youâd eventually double that given how hard youâre fucking her and god, sheâs crying and far from the An Yujin everybody knows.
âGod, fuckâda-ddy, p-pleaseâlet me cumâlet me cum, Iâm s-so fucking closeâoh god, oh god, p-please!â It continues like this, a jumble of words due to the skyrocketed pleasure sheâs experienced and you know sheâs dangerously close, and youâre just there to pull the trigger sooner.
She lets out a primal cry, and you seal her fate.
âCum for me, Yujin.â Simple words yet enough to break a woman like her.
Sheâs practically gushing onto your fingers as you rub them out to reach her climax and she does so, spilling the borderline screams of pleasure that is caused by you, and sheâs basically elevated way past her euphoric trance.Â
Her knees tremble due to her orgasm, and whisper onto her ear while still pounding her through it since she wanted this in the first place. âYou know, YujinâI would have just fucked your tight ass if we have some lube, want to see your cunt gushing out while I ravage your tight hole.â
Youâre not yet finished and your words immediately made her clenched so tightly that it made you groan in the middle of your sentences, but that doesnât stop you from enlightening her with your fantasies. âGodâboth of your holes are fucking tightâguess Iâd just make this pussy cum all over again while you could only imagine how my cock would slide so good inside you, hm?â
Your words do make her squirm uncontrollably, a key to the door of madness as you didnât waste time increasing the pace and getting back to the roots of how this goes. Knowing how much you want her to reach another inevitable high, you opted for a leverage on her end, offering your fingers for her to such as she eagerly does so, tasting you and humming in need as every second passes by. You make her choke with your own digits, and she slurps each time she does so, yearning to impress you and to voice out how much she loves these miniscule actions to fight against the pleasure.
âP-Please, daddyâŚâ She cries for you, letting her catch her breath as your thrusts are constant, deep, and unforgiving.
âSay i-it, Yujinâplease for what?â You need that answer escaping those sinful lips of hers, you need it desperately, even if her voice is broken for all of the vocals she bestowed.
âFuckâf-fuck me, daddy, please!âÂ
Itâs the constant chant of the same sets of phrases and words and you canât blame her, not when youâre absolutely fucking her like you do mean it. She canât think straight, possibly seeing stars at this moment as her nectar spills into rivulets yet again, the mess currently spoiling the marble floor that didnât concern you.
âMy office is gonna smell like sex thanks to you, Yujin.â You let out that primal call, a satisfied one as her clenches aids more with the pleasure youâre currently experiencing. âAnd IâmâIâm fucking close, Yujin.â
The stream of constant moans ends up on a halt, as Yujin still has the coherence to think and break the loop of words, pleading as she tightens her grip on the desk. âOn my face, please, daddyâyou canât cum inside me yet, not here!â
Oh, she now has this courage to utter words against your possible wants, and honestly, thatâs commendable yet you didnât like it and not when youâre in the peak of the hierarchy, in the absolute authority of things.
âAnd why not? Also, girls like you deserve a load inside their tight cunts, no matter what the circumstance.â No one could probably argue against you, not when her walls clench for you to fill her up, even though itâs against her wants yet again, you are the dominant one, the power to control and bend towards your will.
You didnât utter a word and ramped up the pace again, and this time, youâll do everything to feel every ounce of pleasure as much as possible. Yujinâs face contorts into that familiar countenance of being cock-drunken, yet you break that trance with a hand on her chin, making her face towards you and then again, you meet those luscious lips of hers thatâs entirely insatiable.
You pull her close and continue to pound her tightness, humming on your reciprocation and her lips quivering in pleasure, chasing that high of yours thatâs bound to spill into the depth of her tight walls. She tastes so great you canât pull away just yet, closing your eyes and feeling how soft her lips are and when you do, you bring the final onslaught of thrust thatâs possibly going to break her in half, moaning on how good youâre making her feel.
âFuckâf-fuck, daddyâIâm gonna cum tooâso close!â At long last, sheâs a hairâs width onto her own high and being in the same boat as yours, and this couldnât be any better.
âFucking cumming again? Hah, then weâll cum together thenâgonna fill this pussy up so good, Yujin.â Itâs surprising how coherent you are even though youâre as stimulated as Yujin but it doesnât matter, not when your primal instincts are the ones that powers you to achieve that euphoria.
You dug your hand onto her hips, spreading her legs more to go deeper and god, you canât possibly survive another set of thrusts on the count of five.
That familiar tingle firing you up was the call, and you impaled yourself deep into her snug walls, filling her with every spurt your slit can possibly deposit. Sheâs wailing, calling you and yearning for more as her brain canât possibly fathom the utmost pleasure sheâs experiencing and youâre just giving it all, giving what she desires right from the start.
Sheâs thanking you, a cry that could break you but in a different, unorthodox way that relies on the scope of lust. âJesusâfuck, why are you always so goddamn tight, Yujin?â
Itâs rhetorical and she knows itâsheâs aware of what she can do to you, and even in a submissive frame, she can absolutely break you apart. You kept your length buried in her for a longer while, possibly extending the pleasure thatâs beating your brain in a mush, and eventually, the inevitable could not be stopped. You pull out and let out exasperated breaths, admiring with the wonder of your roughness evident with your red handprints, and as the cherry on top, her cunt dripping with your anticipated load.
Thereâs still that gas left in the tank, a fuel burning and igniting for more and you canât let it become idle.
âThankâo-oh fuckâthank you for this, daddyâŚâ Yujinâs chants are a constant ringing in your ear, her moans subsiding as she recovers from her own high, assessing how great you feel with your load deep inside her.
Your hubris never fails to fuel you up too, and youâre far from over.
âYou remember me saying Iâm going to fuck you rough, Yujin?â Youâre demanding, incredibly primal and wanting more of what she can offer. She can sense it as she looks onto her shoulder only for you to guide her and flip her around, now facing you with your eyes evidently distracted with her leaking cunt. âAnd really mean it, because you're going to take more.â
Her eyes darted towards you, glowing, endeared, and laced with lust. She wanted this for weeks and now, sheâll get to feel your wrath once more, and this time, it would be way better than before since youâll see how beautiful her face contorts whenever she succumbs to the pleasure, on even her moans to the very least.
Itâs one of the robust parts of the pillars that builds up your concupiscence, and itâs the strongest amongst them allâher sultry tone says it all, and itâs just making you descend down to your own madness.
âGonna breed me like the desperate girl I am, daddy?â
âCorrection,â Your hands deftly find her waist, drawing her frame closer to you as she yelps with your sudden control, then smiles knowing sheâs going to be put in her place. âA desperate slut.â
Yujin is still leaking, thighs stained in the right places with indistinguishable liquids caused by you and youâll stand proud for the product you just made. Still with the skirt pulled up on her waist, you lifted her legs a little as she relaxes herself onto your deskâitâs pretty surprising how sturdy this is and probably, youâll invest onto some greater furniture in the latter weeks, if everâand teased your rock-hard shaft against those sullied, white-stained slit of hers, which earned another set of needy moans thatâs clearly aphrodisiac in nature.
Youâd never shut up how great she sounds, and youâre growing impatient by the second you tease her heat.
âPlease, daddyâplease put it in againâŚâ Both of her arms extend down your shoulders, hands resting on your neck and caressing it, urging you to comply with her needs and she doesnât need to plead more because youâre definitely in a losing battle of discipline.
Why would you even bother thinking of such a concept in this filthy endeavor? Yes, you wonât, and youâll dismiss it.
Itâs another sudden action, you buried deep, withdrew and slammed back in, repeating the harshness you bestowed upon her earlier but this time, youâre feeling everything and even better, see how pretty she looks when sheâs blessed with the constant overwhelming pleasure. You grabbed her hips and impaled her deeper, your cum leaking repeatedly out of her tightness as it stained everywhere in its vicinityâyouâd probably have this dilemma of cleaning your workspace once youâre done with her, but you wouldnât care until sheâs fucked senseless, her mind thinking of you and you only.
Youâd intend on doing that, and with your stored-up strength, youâre able to lift her with your arms and pinned her onto the nearest wall where youâre in full pace on revving up your thrusts with abandon, letting out the most sinful moans of satisfaction Yujin can produce. Youâre in the same boat as hers, utterly succumbing into the abyss of gratification and constantly grunting with how great she still feels, tight in the right places, possibly molding her walls onto the shape of yours.Â
Itâs genuinely hard to comprehend her unparalleled tightness despite the pounding she took earlier and thatâs just elevating the pleasure you experience as always, dismissing that sensitivity that once took over your length. You hold her frame with your hands on her waist, her legs wrapping around yours as you achieved greater depths that resonated magnitudes of different cries of pleasure. You catch her lips again, holding her chin upright as the both of you exchange torrid kisses, hungry for each other and utterly leveraging the unstoppable pleasure each of you brings to the table.
Itâs the sound that she makes while making up with you, and youâll never get tired of it, not when sheâs dancing her tongue against yours, and attempting to mutter words that fail to be audible with how much youâre investing on dancing with her. Her legs instinctively pull you closer, and canât help but groan against her lips on how much she clenches between every thrust your hips muster.Â
âAre you getting close again, Yujin?â Your breaths come right after, clearly anticipating on achieving her ultimate prize once again, letter her see stars let alone galaxies with how much exertion you bring onto pounding her. Her legs are falling limp, tired with the monstrosity youâre doing but neither of you will have any regrets, and the closest thing to have a thought like that is if someone sees you and thereâs no world anyone would have an eye of a trusted, hierarchical man of the company ruining her secretary.
Oh, curse these ethical bullshit and your reputation, because youâll fulfill your utter desires before you can call this a day.
âI canât h-holdâoh fuckâso good! Canât hold it anymore, daddyâŚâ Sheâs just desperate for another release, and youâre inching closer towards your promised land. Sheâs bound to feel something so euphoric, and itâs all mutual, even up to the point where you fill her up to the brim. Youâre gaining every ounce of strength to wrap herself around you and a bright idea sparked within you despite all of the thoughts within you spiraled up, all tangled and in haywire.
Before the unexpected detour, she could just moan onto your neck, resting her head against your shoulder and chasing her high, messing up the floor and your thighs with her succulent nectar. Your workplace being stenched with the smell of sex will be the least of your concerns in this current affair, but rather the fact that you canât see a pulchritude broken into something sullied, and your mind currently emptied, just with the thought of making herself her own canvas.
âWhatâwhat are you d-doing?â Yujin is limp once she stands on her feet, messed up thanks to you as her puzzled face is evidently confused with what youâre having it in your mind. Still recovering and gaining that semblance of urgency, she anticipates what youâll utter and it wouldnât be long.
âRemember what you said earlier about your favorite pair of yours?â Even with the stupor clearly shown, sheâs still articulative and bright, grasping with what youâre trying to make her remember and just flashing that innocent grin with the thought of it.
âOh god, yes.â Sheâs quick with it, instantly dropping down onto your knees, legs quivering as she looks up at you, her eyes glistening with what youâre going to shower her with. âWould like to see my favorite pair covered with your cum, daddy.â
God, she knows, she fucking knows.
You didnât hold back, and sheâs sticking her tongue out and closing her eyes, letting her imagination roll upon what could be the most erotic sight that could happen between the both of you. Itâs turning you on even more, clearly focused on chasing your high with the velocity your wrists are doing and eventually, it wouldnât be long enough for her to be deprived of it.
Itâs a decent shower, not excessive but god, itâs just right. Her messy bangs got caught off on the process, a little stained and you did what you could to seal the promise, her nose, mouth, chin and most importantly, the scaffolding of her glasses, stained with that white liquid thatâs drained out of you.
To be honest, you clearly forgot the existence of such an element, but glad youâre able to cover it and fulfill her needs.
âFuckâgod.â Yujinâs breaths are erratic, still kneeling down and scooping the remnants of your cum and tasting, undeniably satisfied with the outcome. âConsidering the load in my pussy, you still came a lot.â
Itâs still surprising how she sounds so confident saying such sinful words, but being still in the trance, you wouldnât mind it so much. âDropping the names, huh?â
âOh, sorryââ
âHey, hey, itâs totally fine, Yujin.â Still managing to display humor, she laughed it off in relief, dropping the act and exchanging exhausted breaths in every second that counts.
âWell, I guess we should clean up, sir.â You help her stand up, legs trembling as she laughs it out and reassures you that everything is going to be fine.
âYeah, we should, Iâll call up myââ
âNo sirââ Her hands stop you from grabbing your phone on the desk, unharmed, and youâre painting shock with her actions.
âWhy?â
Yujin stares at you, removing the cum-stained glasses and onto the desk and you can clearly see what sheâs made of, a monster in the making. âJust us, please, sirâat your place.â
Thatâs a bold move, but considering what happened, it wouldnât be much of a deal as you drop the hierarchical advantage you possess. âThereâs still another hole you havenât stretched yet.â
The wink was the cherry on top and you swear to god, this girl will break you, possibly into millions of pieces more.
You need to fix yourselves up first, and with the obviously influenced and hurried decision, it was damn sealed in the history books.
âHow can I resist that?â Your chuckles reflect your masked answer, and clearly, she knows whatâs bound to happen. âGuess tomorrowâs going to be your day off then.â
She broke you, and itâs mutual between both parties. Possibly, the threat of a tension between Wonyoung and herself would break apart with this profound comeback of such roots yet who knows?Â
These hours have been stressful and quick, but nonetheless, absolutely phenomenal and bafflingâŚ
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saying somethin' stupid like 'i love you'
fwb!gojo saying the forbidden L word during the deed ????
slightly nsfw, minors please don't interact. also fluff bc i miss gojo :(
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satoru thinks you're so cruel. one minute you're holding onto him, nails digging into his back as if you needed him to live.
chanting his name so so beautifully as he trapped you between his bare body and the bed, relentlessly thrusting into you.
and then the next you were back to acting like even his mere existence irritated you. in a way it does but not in the way he thinks.
not once had you been there the morning after. only the crumpled sheets and your nail marks served as reminders that you were here, with him.
âgojo can you not-â
âthat wasn't what you called me last night. what happened to toru?â
you glare daggers at him as one of his hand held your notebook high up. he was ridiculously tall and he liked abusing that privilege. especially against you.
âshut upâ you walk past him without bothering to take your book.
âhey you mad baby?â he chuckled, getting in front of you, stopping you again.
âcome on, answer me. why'd you leave? i thought we agreed to go to class together hmm?â
you roll your eyes at him and crossed your arms.
âthat's what you said. i didn't agree.â
âaw you're too meanâ he pouted as you scowl and try passing him again only to be stopped by his hand on your arm.
âi wanted you to stay.â his words were heavy, his face not showing even the slightest bit of his shit eating grin he always has on.
he turns to you, his round sunglasses were low on his nose and you could see his oh so beautiful eyes.
you look away because if you don't, you were pretty sure you'd be hypnotised and you'd do whatever he wanted.
âif you keep doing this i won't stay over anymore.â your words shot a painful jab at your own abdomen. his grip around you loosened slowly until he lets go completely.
âalright then.â he hands you your notebook, more like placed them into your arms as he walked away, eyes never meeting yours.
the next âsleepoverâ took place three days after the banter with satoru. he hadn't called or texted the whole time but when you asked if he was up for it, he replied almost immediately.
so here you were again, him ramming into you as you cling onto his bare body for dear life. you could feel your climax coming as your grip grew tighter and tighter.
satoru was the same, chasing his high. he had missed you a lot the past three days but tried distancing himself just so his feelings for you would simmer down.
it only resulted him thinking about you all day and even more during the night. he finds himself wishing you were here with him, either giving you the pleasure you both agreed upon or just you laying down next to him. he didn't care.
he just wanted you to be there. with him.
and now that you are, his heart clenches the way you clench around him as the both of you cummed simultaneously.
he holds your body tight as you both work your way through the orgasm, euphoria rushing through both your veins.
âfuck y/nâŚâ he groaned as he felt your grip loosen. he can't let you go just yet.
âi love youâ
he hadn't meant to say it really. not like this at least.
âsatoru we've been through this-â you push him weakly but he stays grounded, eyes boring into yours.
âi mean it.â he says, one of his hands found themselves caressing your cheeks as the other supported him while he hovered above you.
âyou don't have to say it back or⌠feel it backâŚâ satoru's voice was full of emotion.
âbut just give me a chance to show you how much i love you. then we can work things out from there.â
you find yourself falling into the charms of gojo satoru. it's not everyday he offers his heart to someone. he doesn't offer it at all but now here he is, handing it to you on a silver platter.
âalrightâ
you could see satoru's face visibly light up and his blue eyes gleammed. he leaned down to place a soft kiss on your lips.
âthankyouâ he traced his fingers on your jaw, his touch so soft, so addicting.
âyou better treat me like a princessâ you chuckle as he physically melted at the sound.
âoh i plan to do exactly that, and more, lovely.â he leaned down to place another kiss on your lips.
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