#this is almost as bad as last week
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I’m meant to be working but all I can think of is: Buck really said “I’m an ally” whilst on a whole date with another man if that’s not bisexual culture then I don’t know what is I love him your honor. My thoughts and prayers and condolences to everyone else whose productivity is suffering this Thursday.
#911#911 spoilers#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard#I really have stock to put out#I’m standing in front of it in my empty store typing this post#and I don’t normally make posts#but here I am#because the screaming in my head needs to be shared#I have five and a half hours left of my shift then another three until the episode#this is almost as bad as last week#personal
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me every single time i’m on the edge of going fully insane about a new fandom: haha what if i just checked ao3. just for fun. just to see what there is. i won’t save anything or get in too deep i’ll just do some recon. i’ll just go see. for fun
#the locked tomb OWNS me this week. i read gideon before but gideon in combination with harrow is a whole new flavour of insanity#i almost bought a t shirt last night except i wouldn’t pay the postage it’s BAD#i remember this phase for merlin and look what happened there 🫡#mine
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had to start eating gluten free this week is there literally anything worse 😭 I feel like I’ve been sentenced to death
#the suffering does not end!!!!!#hopefully this is my mystery allergy :/#because boy it’s been almost a year now and I’m sick of breaking out into rashes!!!#my mom has celiac so I should’ve done this way sooner but I was being stubborn#but I got such a bad rash last week I had to try something
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Okay, it's not a good *wallet* habit, but i highly recommend cultivating a stress response of acquiring a new niche hobby. Work is hard? New hobby! Never enough hours in the day to do important things? NEW HOBBY. It's a flawless solution, don't even worry. I have no idea how long I'm going to be preoccupied with this, because I'm accelerating but have no gauge for max speed, but straw marquetry time
#i also got good news at work when i was expecting bad news so#emotional turmoil? NEW! HOBBY!!!!!!!#jk i bought the supplies after giving a high stakes presentation two weeks ago#and then jumped into motion after almost being dumped into an even higher stakes presentation with no prep time last week#also as a partial salve for not being able to afford a woodworking space of my own#if you can't buy your own wood veneers homemade is fine#the straw is really interesting#it's finicky because it's small and stiff#but in some ways it's more forgiving than paper OR wood#reasonable decisions: what if my first ever project was 1.5x2 feet#some girls will ask has anyone ever made their own straw marquetry mat for a frame and not wait for an answer
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@naffeclipse
Them ❤️
#HOLD ON IMMA RAMBLE IN TAGS#my ârt#fnaf daycare attendant#cryptid sightings#naffeclipse#OKOKok so maybe I got busy with school for a few weeks there and couldn't keep up#BUT last week I finally sat down and read like 6 chapters in a row#and my stars I am bouncing off the walls#naff naff listen these demon guys live in my brain#this is exactly how I got excited during sleuth jesters naff you have sorcery#good lord you know how to write tension and foreshadowing#I have theories I have thoughts but I truly just want to see all the guns placed on stage and they are about to go off I can feel it#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh their emotional conflict is killing me and ripping my heart out#they want to say something so bad but also protect the bean bc they're clearly scared and they're gonna freak out but#can they calm the heart down before it runs away?#naff I am not joking this is literally my favorite thing rn#anyway it's almost 2am have a lovely night!!!!#friend fanart#tw blood
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what are your favorite ninjago seasons?
Rise of the Snakes, HANDS DOWN.
I've rewatched it so many times, and I adore this season, it's so nostalgic, and easy to digest, it brings me back to when I was 12 years old searching "Lloyd gets revenge against the ninja" on youtube only to instantly get spoiled that he was the green ninja LOL. (twelve years old me really thought he was going to become a major villain and I WAS READY TO EMBRACE THAT)
altought I also rewatch Dragon Rising alot? Probably cuz it's easy to watch it and similiar to season 1, it just feels like I'm eating a snack.
I also really like Possesion and March of the oni, but that's mainly becuase of the opening? like the opening of the season is just so cool.
and I feel like seabound is one of my top favorites becuase I am AWFUL at dealing with that type of stuff so I was sobbing so hard in the end. Same with Sons of Garmadon.
#watched Sons of Garmadon for a second time with a friend last week and it's still insanely good#I think that out of all of them I have enjoyed Dragon Rising and Rise of the Snakes the most#ITS JUST A DIFFERENT VIBEEE YKNOW???#Season 2 is also very cool#My least favorite is probably The fire chapter one#ICE CHAPTER WAS NICE THO#ones that I hate rewatching is Rebooted and Hands of time#they aren't even bad it's just like idk I have a hard time sitting throught it#and the ones I feel guilty for liking it is prime empire and the island#IT IS SO LIKE “NOT GREAT??” BUT I ENJOYED IT ALOT#Ones I didn't mention here I consider great or nostalgic to me#also funfact 12 years old me really felt guilty for watching a show for children#WELL GUESS WHAT GIRL??? YOU ARE ALMOST 20 LMAOOOOOO NEEEEERDDDD#GUESS WHO USES HER SALARY TO BUY LEGOS??? YOUUU!!! LOSER!!! BAHAHAHA
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Teeny tiny snupdate regarding the new ball python! He's settled in so well and has become a lovely, cuddly - even kissy snake. He was really quite shy to start off with, even handling was scary for him as even though he didn't ball up, he would flinch a lot at unexpected movements. Two months down the line, he seems to really enjoy coming out, nice long tongue flickers and wanting to check everything out. ❤️
#💀 ;; ooc#;; mun rambles#It's not munday but it is Wednesday and I hope everyone is doing well!#I've been doing my chores today since it's my one day off this week and things had to be washed#But new guy wanted to come out today too and he's gotten sooo sweet#snake tw#snake cw#He's gotten a bit bigger too! Up from 160ish grams to almost 190g#Should be on small weaners soon#Will aim for getting his big viv either at the end of the month or start of next :3#Going to try and be active tonight I think I am shaking off this cold at last#Wasn't very strong but it lingered like a bad smell yeesh
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max and i are closing in on launching [redacted sports rpf charity fest] and i am once again pondering how do i write "experience with writing form emails and manipulating google forms in ways no one has dreamed of" in a cover letter without saying "i did it for the rpf grind"...like there's no way unless everyone in this microsoft teams meeting gets really cool about a bunch of stuff really quickly. you know
#IT LITERALLY CAME UP WHILE I WAS WRITING A COVER LETTER A COUPLE WEEKS AGO#AND IT WAS SUCH A BAD COVER LETTER BC IT WAS LIKE. I CAN DO THIS. I CAN BE A VIRTUAL PROGRAMMING MANAGER#I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I CAME BY THESE SKILLS!!!!#i did not get an interview lmao. but we stay silly#like how do u frame ''community organizer'' when you're organizing. people on the internet to create rpf fanworks. for charity#lmaooooo oh well#me and max locking down our timeline last night and i'm like 😶 the thing i have wanted to do for years is finally happening#the universe tried to smite us multiple times in multiple ways. but we persisted. and it is happening!!!#last night i had to go to the grocery store at 9pm wearing short-shorts and an oversized t-shirt bc i was really like#if i don't get a coke in me right the fuck now i am going to end it all#procured coca-cola. drank it in the parking lot. recovered instantly. got on here and started posting#went to monday night service. last one bc after this week it'll be too late at night in est :(#it was such a nice global community to be apart of. people in 5 countries on four continents showed up almost every week!#not to be christian on main. but i love working with ecumenical organizations because i meet people all over the world#who have different ways of doing church and different interpretations of scripture and different takes on faith#and i always learn so much from people! good and bad lol sometimes it's like wow i will NOT be integrating that into my worldview#yo just under one week until i move 😵💫 i decided i am packing one (1) more box and then saying fuck it we ball#whatever i forgot has to go in the car. i cannot let myself be owned by cardboard boxes any longer#and soon. freedom. new start. new beginnings. someone said ''i hope you look at this as a time of new growth and unfolding'' to me#and i went man. i think i am#like the pine trees that reseed after a forest fire#fresno oilers.txt
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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attention pleasepleaspleaseplease
#onyx.txt#fia almost revealed#smth ab me like last week while regressed and they told me later cus they felt bad even tho they didnt and i briefly considered using the#power i have for more evil things than bringing our mood down and splitting
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original colors
#a doodley#1. alt title was gonna just be Dracula. like. the my name is dvd normal post.#2. im still struggling soooo much to find a way to darken my fun usual line drawings to color em in like this.#like. i always end up losing what makes em fun and gorgeous and it turns into this. no 2 tone. just looks bad and messy.#3. when talon is almost too weak to fang feed he'll use the last of his energy to low energy shapeshift to look like dis#less purple hair - his original brown eyes - original ears#just a little more disarming than the usual...easier to lure someone...doesnt sap too much energy...it works !#also i think talon wld learn internet shit from al bothering him with it#i already know im gonna hate this doodle in like a week so im. sorry for how bad it is in advance. my art brain takes ages to develop.
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as of ten minutes ago we are officially Jobless™️. my sign to retire early and devote the remainder of my existence to writing toxic old man yaoi
#pennforyourthoughts#personal#someone rb this with silly tags i feel it deserves some levity#warning: novel-length tags lmfao#THEY TOLD ME TODAY MY LAST DAY IS FRIDAY? that's only two whole workdays for me HELLO??#knew it was coming bc they let my friend go two weeks ago and he had more seniority than me but jfc#at least let me ride out the contract till november. WHY. i JUST went back to uni i need money goddamn it#full disclosure tho i haven't been able to stop laughing bc so much of the surrounding circumstances are insanely funny to me#1) i was LITERALLY at a job fair yesterday and I almost considered not going bc I was so damn tired#surprisingly made some really great connections so ty universe now i have people to poke in the coming months#2) i switched from part time to ft course load at the last second and have been regretting it ever since but if im to be unemployed then#MAYBE now I can actually handle the uni workload :D#3) when my boss called me she asked how ive been and i told her i was sooo sick last week and got into a car accident#that same day omw back from uni (universal karma for skipping class for my health ig)#THE WAY SHE PAUSED ON CALL IS SO FUNNY IN RETROSPECT. was prolly thinking fuck. now i have to add to this#she literally went “omg im so sorry...anyways i have bad news”#im not even lying when i say i was GIGGLING through that whole call she was so concerned#love her bc she genuinely tried to fight for me and is the reason i wasn't let go two weeks ago but man. the timing is impeccable#also don't think i get any unemployment benefits bc i was temp contract and my situation as a whole is a bit complicated so YAY :DDD#the way i ran to my bestie to spill the tea & we're over here like 🤝 fired buddies 🤝 time to speed run job interviews while juggling uni
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#there's a flood coming to my city 😬#the wave is supposed to hit tomorrow at night#i'm a bit worried?#they say it's gonna be similae to 1997#which is. not good.#everyone at work was panicking which did not help#they said the water is almost sold out in shops#and i couldn't go to the shop to buy it because i was. at work.#so i messaged my dad and he bought some for me and he'll drive over to bring it to me#his town doesn't have a big river so you can still buy water there lmao#i asked him to buy me some non perishable food like rice crackers while he was at it too#and now i'm scared that he and my mom will buy out the entire shop and i'll have to eat those things for months 😬#they can be like that sometimes haha#yeah they most definitely will bring over the whole car full of food what do i do 😭#anyway my main concern is the lack of electricity because the stupid stove in this flat doesn't use gas ;_;#gotta charge the powerbanks 💪#people are also worried that we'll go to work tomorrow and then it'll turn out the road is flooded and we'll have to stay at work overnight#lmaoooo why won't the company just give everyone the week off?? (because of capitalism)#my sister has a two months old baby and she is leaving the city tonight to stay with our grandma#they do need clean water for the baby and the government recommended the children and the elderly to evacuate#i'd evacuate myself if it wasn't for my work 😭 (capitalism)#aghhh i'm sure it's not gonna be that bad#it's just my first flood you see#well technically the second one because i was born in 1997 hahaha but yeah. yeah.#i do like my warm meals and hot tea and i do like to shower#i do hope it'll last 2 days max!! but a friend says it can last longer depending on the damage ;_;#i know i can't really complain because i at least live on the 5th floor#my sister lives on the first floor. right by the river. yeah...#not to mention the people in surrounding villages#someone at work said that the water reached the third floor in some places in 1997 wtf 😭
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on top of being really sick and stuck in the house, we found out my oldest cat has thyroid disease 🫤 which we've been trying to treat for a few weeks but it's just not going well so I'm trying to be positive but also mentally prepare myself for losing the first pet I ever had as an adult and ugh. I've kind of been a wreck lately esp the last few days (doesn't help that my period is right around the corner and at this time on a good day I'm crying at Aflac commercials).
it seems like it it's been that way for a lot of people though, idk what the stars or planets or whatever are doing but if they wanna stop that'd be cooooool
#i also almost died of dehydration at that music festival and had to get an iv and everything lmao that probably fucked with my systems and#got me here#it seems like everyone's got something hard rn though a friend of mine just got dumped after 7 years and family member last their job#hurricanes floods etc#maggie Smith passed#a youtuber i watch had to take a week off for something undisclosed that's bad lol#idk it just feels like it's in the air#streams of consciousness
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Chronic pain having disabled Jace with a mobility aid 💖
#his cane is so decked out#going through it so I’m projecting again 💖💖 onto my fave lil guy~~~#ily disabled Jace ilyyyyy#I imagine he found one to match his wand so it looks like a large version of it#just also purple bc it has to be his favorite color#porter offers to carry him places and he refuses bc he likes to build his strength back up after being bedridden for a week or two#jace stardiamond#personal#feel free to ignore beyond this point#->#watch this is gonna be what pushed me to get my own can bc the days that my mobility is limited are fuckin rough#these last couple weeks have been ROUGH#I had trouble making it up the stairs when I got home today trying to put all the weight onto my good leg#just for THAT ONE to start hurting too#gah#bad bad bad day man FUCK#getting in and out of the car almost fucking killed me#I had to keep adjusting on the drive bc every turn shifted me back onto where it hurts the most
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Got a bad grade in Feet at the shoe store
#i almost typed feet store. bed time!#this was last week but they did the scan of my walk and it was my friend who did it#but i was asking questions like what's that? what's that? why's that different?#and she was like well this means your left foot tilts way out and your right foot tilts way in (carrying babies)#and this means your arches are rigid which means they don't bend to touch the ground and cushion impact#and i was like they do that????#mine don't. very much not. could be minerva tomgallon's fault. child me did weirder things to my body bc of characters#my smile is lopsided because i wanted to figure out if junior asparagus' smile was possible for a human#so. that's me. good grade in Work bad grade in Feet.
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