#this is actually about dean winchester

[bi4bisamjess]

yeah um. give us a heaven where everyone is happy and nothing is wrong and you drink the beer you first drank with your dad and you drive the same car he passed down and it never breaks down or needs repairs and you never get stuck in traffic and you never scrape your knees and get to put cute bandaids over the scabs and you can never ever escape. not to get existential. if death is just another life then what's the point of either? why have your heart stop if you are stuck forever in a mock life that is nothing more than simply existing? not to get biblical and miltonian or anything but. eden was heaven on earth. why did eve eat the fruit if there was nothing to be desired in eden? why would she have desire for anything if she was meant to live out a painless ambitionless ambling life? why would god put fruit containing the knowledge of good and evil in the garden if he did not want humanity to have free will? why would he give us the ability to fall from paradise at all? why would god put us back there if we've already tasted life?

pain comes with free will. i'd rather rule in hell than serve in heaven. i'd rather drive 6 hours to see my brother for a day and turn around and drive the 6 hours back. i'd rather drink warm beer.

[gabriellehull]

one thing about me is that i’m going to call a grown ass man babygirl

[callisteios]

Hi, feel free to take my new uquiz to discover what kind of vampire you are!

[drulalovescas]

Fan: Why does Dean call Jack half-angel in the last episode but anti-christ and other bad names before?

Jensen: In the beginning, he could only see Lucifer in Jack, now he sees Cas.

I am gonna be sick 😭😭

[bragginball-z]

[castiels-undercoat]

After the confession Dean starts telling women he's very much taken when they hit on him at bars

[cthulhum]

does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship

[samdyke]

[smollkittykat]

I kind of don't like how a lot of people forget that despite all the angst and the drama around Dean and Cas they are fundamentaly best friends.

How many times did Dean say it throught the entire show? Bobby in season 6 saying "Well, you just lost the best friend you ever had."

For Bobby to say that, knowing Dean better than even Sam in some regards, how many times had Dean been sitting with Castiel on the couch in his living room?

Cas doesn't sleep, and rarely does Dean, with the Apocalypse looming right behind him.

So all they had left, in those quiet nights were each other. And they were okay with it, because they liked each other's company.

[borgialucrezia]

"[Saying goodbye to Sam and Dean] was the most difficult thing to do, but in the most beautiful way. Because we earned the right to have that moment, and it was special, but it was really difficult and emotional." — Jensen Ackles, spndallas 2023

[sordidseraphim]

Claire paints Castiel's nails black and Dean is SO normal about it

[youchangedmedestiel]

Cas wasn't touch starved before, but he was once he knew how it felt to be touched by humans Dean.

[sammygender]

girlcoded sam readings are like. his arcs are so tied up with control and bodily autonomy and sexual assault and otherness and cleanness and a desire for freedom and rebellion against oppressive masculine forces to the point where an examination of his show-long arcs looks like a thesis on The Female Gothic. he’s never afforded the respect or the power of characters like john and dean and is in fact narratively punished whenever he isn’t subservient to them. both the show itself and the fandom surrounding it treat him like dean’s bitch wife. he is textually compared to female characters multiple times, by the narrative and by dean.

and then meanwhile girlcoded dean readings are like. Eldest daughter core! (his father handed down ultimate control over every aspect of sam’s life once he died like a family heirloom)(he is THE patriarch). Yes he does the cooking yes he does the cleaning (which he doesn’t even…. and even if he solely did all the housework how does that make him Girl Coded unless it’s being delegated exclusively to him like its his role and he’s punished for not conforming to it… which is not happening…).

like girlcoded dean readings rely on stereotypes about women in real life. girlcoded sam readings rely on noticing how much the narrative constructed around sam falls into tropes used in fiction almost always about women. even things like his psychic powers! the way people are always swarming around trying to ‘corrupt’ him! the fixation on his purity and innocence! the two readings are very different things

[sirlancenotalot]

[lazarushound]

06.14

15.18

if I had a nickel for every time dean's love interest tells him they want him but can't have him........

[lambmotifz]

this is still one of the most insane parallels in this show. they just want to be loved by their big brothers…