#this is a rough one folks
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Everything changes when the owl appears. Hamal begins the day like any other. They walk to a nearby stream to fetch water, which their small family will use for cooking, drinking, and washing. They feel eyes on them, but that isnāt too unusual in these wilds. Only when the birdās shadow passes over them do they realize they arenāt alone. He settles on the opposite side of the stream, directly across from Hamal. The young sheep freezes, bucket half-submerged in the water. This isnāt an ordinary owl; heās nearly three times as tall as Mesarā and their elder brother isnāt short by any means. Intelligent yellow eyes regard them withā¦something. Curiosity? Sympathy? Hamal isnāt certain; all they can focus on is the Crown on the owlās head, its eye gone, as if a wound had been stitched closed. They start to tremble, terrified. When their siblings taught them about the Bishops, they never mentioned an owl with a blinded Crown. Instead of attacking, the bird speaks, his tone oddly despondent, āThree they were. At the end of the dispiteous crusade, three sheep stood alone. Erelong the time of sheep will end, and the age of The Lamb will begin. Thine age.ā
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanfic#my posts#my fanfic#red star fanfic#this is a rough one folks#the lamb#ratau#flinky#shrumy#klunko and bop#and special guest star#haro
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Hurricane Helene Relief Funds to those affected in the Southern Regions *will edit as I find more, please reblog as usual and check back for updates (Liking doesn't circulate it and isn't helpful)* *9/30 Has been edited! (Also, I think whenever I edit this it doesn't update the versions already reblogged?) ORGANIZATIONS American Red Cross FEMA Disaster Assistance Improvement Program Warmline Directory (Mental health resource) AKC Pet Reunite Food Not Bombs Operation BBQ Relief Partnership for Inclusive Disaster Strategies & Roll Mobility Operation Air Drop GEORGIA State and Local Level Referrals - (60 Organizations Listed) Emergency Shelter Locations Animal League
NORTH CAROLINA Brother Wolf Animal Rescue Asheville Survival Program Homeward Bound State and Local Level Referrals Beloved Asheville Rural Community funds CLT Mutual Aid Fundraiser for a NC resident to deliver food to affected areas Mutual Aid Disaster Relief Animal Disaster Relief Coalition Mutual Aid Disaster Groups
Special Note: There are 2 Wifi Stations now open for public use. The locations are: SPOT 1: DoubleTree Hilton Downtown 199 Haywood SSID: SORTOR STARLINK Pass: ncstrong SPOT 2: Asheville Shelter Ferguson Building 340 Victoria Rd SSID: HALL STARLINK Pass: ncstrong SOUTH CAROLINA State and Local Level Referrals (44 Organizations Listed) FLORIDA Volunteer Florida Disaster Fund FootPrint Project State and Local Level Referrals - (52 Organizations Listed)
TENNESSEE HellBender Harm Reduction
More supplies to consider donating in hurricane impacted areas:
Bottled water, potentially water filters
Personal hygiene items: wipes, tampons/pads/other menstrual products, hand sanitizer, mosquito spray, laundry detergent, toilet paper, diapers, and especially any products safe for sensitive skin
Medications like ibuprofen/tylenol, yeast infection medicine, cold & cough medicine, any diabetic meds that can be safely shared, etc
Individually wrapped low to no prep food items, baby formula, and Gatorade
Pet Food
Sunscreen
Heavy duty bags, Duffel bags, backpacks, and trash bags, 5 gallon buckets, coolers
Fans, dehumidifiers, moisture sensors, generators, gas, gas canisters, solar charging items, portable battery banks, first aid kits
Chainsaws, crowbars, hammers, air filters, respirators, 2Ć4 planks, bleach, roofing nails, heavy duty gloves, and waders.
Books, Board Games or other non electric activities for children
Double check before donating items, especially if your local drive is accepting donations of particular products and can distribute the more specialized ones where they're needed.
#The storm didn't hit my town but it sure ate alive everything around us and what it didn't eat it certainly chewed up and spit out#I'd appreciate some reblogs on this folks- this is a rough time for a lot of places that were underprepared for this freak occurrence#Towns further inland even 300 miles from the coast got slammed HARD and no one would've expected this and only had days to evacuate#hurricane helene#hurricane helene relief#mutual aid#disaster relief#asheville#north carolina#georgia
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#this is a rough one folks#Iāve been having a lot of nightmares lately and most of the time itās fine#like Iāll wake up and know it was a nightmare but not really remember or be able to comprehend it#but this morning I woke up from a particularly nasty nightmare (which is great since Iām heading to my parents for the next month)#so in this dream I was at a dan howell show (lol ik but I did go to one a couple months ago) and sitting next to me was my abusive ex#in the dream I was immediately filled with dread and panic but then I turn to my other side and itās her again? and now where she had been#is a whole different person#who I still think is my ex and I tell my actual ex that Iām uncomfortable#she ignores me which is very like her and I spend the rest of the show frozen in fear#after the show we get in her car and then all of a sudden Iām waking up in the car with the fake ex#they tell me that they found my on the side of the road in hysterics and I guess I passed out. I tell them we need to look for my ex bc she#might be hurt and they agree#we drive by a turn in the road and they briefly flash their headlights and I think I maybe see her but they say they donāt see anyone#so we drive away with a giant pit in my stomach#they take me to their house and bathe me? itās weird and Iām uncomfortable but I also am barely functioning#they leave me to sleep at theirs and go to a motel but I donāt sleep at all#in the morning I check my phone and see I have a 6min voicemail from my ex where sheās screaming at me for leaving her and I feel terrible#they donāt seem to concerned by it tho and I somehow end up at school where I walk around in a daze before going to a prof and telling him#what happened#then I woke up and now Iām filled with dread and anxiety
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a darker theory about why the Contestant went on the Finding Frankie show
tw for discussions of suicidality, attempted suicide and mental health user @mana-is-lost figured out that the Contestant went through an extraordinary amount of Frankie's Fruit Flakes in order to get on the Finding Frankie show...which raises a lot of interesting questions and ideas.
the first is that the Contestant appears to be a long-time fan of the show - Mana also noticed that they have a sticker of Frankie on their VHS tape. a few people have speculated that the Contestant wanted to get on the show just for the money, but in order to go through that many boxes of cereal, they would've had to spend thousands of dollars. more importantly, they are constantly buying the family size cereal (presumably the only kind in which the tapes are available), although there is no evidence they have a family...they live in a small apartment and are on the verge of bankruptcy.
Mana also noticed that the Contestant has a Finding Frankie sticker on the side of their VHS tape, establishing that they are likely a long-term fan. it may well be that we've gotten things backwards. is it possible that the Contestant was not on the verge of bankruptcy due to normal life circumstances, but lost a lot of their money trying to get on the show, finding the golden ticket video tapes?
we know that the Contestant is down on their luck and living in a squalid environment. however, take note of everything about this setup. the trash hasn't been taken out. items are scattered and free-floating to convey disarray, and recalled through a hazy fog, as if the Contestant hasn't been in the best frame of mind. most tellingly, the oven is open and there's a carton of some kind of liquid behind the stovetop. i believe this liquid, based on the shape of the container, is either gasoline or bleach. consider this. what if the Contestant wants to die?
i believe that the Contestant has been suicidal for a while, and has been psyching themselves up to try and kill themselves: the remnants of which we see scattered around their apartment. in the midst of a mental health crisis, they've lapsed back into a longtime fixation of theirs: Finding Frankie, which until recently was nothing more than a feel-good parkour show. however, over the past year ratings have declined and more troublesome things about the show have been reported, including rumours about injury and even death. the Contestant, rather than being horrified and no longer idolising the show, sees this as a way out. if people really are being killed in the Parkour Palace, there's no way they'd survive...and the agency is removed from them to perform the act themselves, which they have been unable to do. i think this is where the true horror lies for the Contestant in the final scene with Frankie. it isn't that they will have to go through the terror of surviving against the odds over and over again as the star of the show. it's that they have been denied the one thing they came on the show for: death.
#jesus...this one was a rough one to write but once the pieces were pointed out i couldn't stop thinking about the implications#there could be perfectly innocent explanations for everything i've mentioned above...but the more i think about it. the more likely it seem#interested in folks' perspective on this one#tw suicide#tw suicidality#tw mental health#finding frankie spoilers#finding frankie#the contestant#real frankie#the other one#the other#the other frnakie#frankie#starleskatalks#long post
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#rellor#okay i hate this thing. you're not getting any positive comments out of me about this thing#fuck this thing. fuck its stupid face. fuck its giant ball of shit that it rolls around. fuck its smug face and eyebrows and mouth#and FUCK how i've gotten EIGHT SHINY RELLOR WHILE HUNTING OTHER POKĆMON#GOLDEN BALL?? this is the only pokĆ©mon i've ever seen to change the TEXTURE of a piece of its body when it turns shiny#the ball goes from rough and gross to STRAIGHT-UP SHINING SOLID GOLD#i don't like itā i'm not going to like itā and you won't get me to like it#anyone out there who likes it. fine. okay. i get it. folks like the āuglyā villagers in animal crossing#i get it!! tammy is one of my favorite villagers!! but this thing has wronged me in ways no other pokĆ©mon has#i've tried to GIVE these away and i still have a full team of them. SHINY ONESā MIND YOU. it's ridiculous
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Marks and Rec: Misc #2580
(Dialogue from 30 Rock.)
#sanders sides#incorrect quotes#marks and rec misc#prinxiety#thomas sanders#roman sanders#virgil sanders#source: 30 rock#it was a rough one today folks; sorry it's late#swearing
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Luke getting completely and utterly wrecked with overstimulation (NSFW AUDIO)
Original audio here
In my head, Luke's so drunk on fucking you he keeps fucking you after he came. He's so goddamn sensitive, but he's desperate to make you cum. Having abandoned any semblance of a rhythm, he just desperately ruts into you, whining into your shoulder, shuddering every time you tell him he's good.
#luke skywalker smut#sub!luke skywalker#luke skywalker nsft#donnie does š#thanks for your patience with this one folks it's been a rough semester
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save me basil omori
#omori basil#omori basil fanart#omori fanart#omori game#omori#rough sketches. But this guy makes me so weepy#projecting with this one folks .#toby draws
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here are some photos I've taken that I think are neat, hopefully you find them neat too
here are also photos I took of last week's supermon that do NOT do the actual full moon justice at all :]
#my post#photography#I find that appreciating the little things about life and nature is so important when the concept of living seems so tiring#and like I know that folks are going through a rough time right now#and idk how much this is gonna help people#but if even one person finds joy in these photos that I took then I'll feel fulfilled :]
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Me: surely I am handling this trauma anniversary like a champ
Also me: in so much pain I can hardly move around my house
Also me: āmood swingsā every 20-30 minutes ranging from ādissociated hazeā to āwow life is great Iām so glad to be aliveā to āI shouldāve died over a decade agoā to āif I could plausibly rip my skin off I would do it right nowā to āwait am I actually aliveā all the way back around to ādissociated hazeā
Also me: canāt go to bed until it gets light outside, struggles to sleep when itās light outside
Also me: randomly gets an intense urge to just scream as loud as I can with all the anguish my entire being can hold and then someā¦only for it to vanish before I can even open my mouth. Every couple hours or so
Also me: so stressed I have a rash all over my arms, the skin on my face and scalp are sloughing off in chunks, Iām having a constant pounding heartbeat, and my anxiety meds arenāt touching this level of stress :ā)
Also me: randomly forgets I even have a serious trauma anniversary right now and wonders why I feel like shit (do I have a cold? Did I exercise too much?) no dumbass the body keeps the score and the mind and the body are wholly interconnected. lucky you! It came free with the fuckinā child-torture-fueled tragic backstory your dad concocted with a goddamn cult
Me: oh maybe Iām not handling this as well as I thought
#iāll be fine in a few days#itās just a bit of a rough one out here folks#thereās definitely more than just this going on but i dont wanna be trauma dumping up in here#tw suicidal ideation#tw self harm#many but one#dissociative identity disorder#personal post#tw cult#tw child torture
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Very rough light sketches I did of Tubbo and Quackity I did a while back
#art#traditional art#drawing#art on tumblr#sketch#artists on tumblr#artwork#rough sketch#doodle#Chipsdraws#Dsmp#Dream smp#Tubbo#Holy fuck the amount of tries it took me to write Tubbo#I can't type today folks#That had to be at least 9 attempts at writing one word#Wow#Alright#Quackity#I love how āflat quackityā is the first recommended thing when I wrote āquackityā#Flat quackity#Dsmp tubbo#Dsmp quackity#Dsmp fanart#Alright WHO HAS SEEN THE SASISY ANIMATION WHERE QUACKITY GETS HIS SCAR? That was fucking lit. LOVED the animation. Just the fluidity of it#Get this to 300 likes and I'll draw flat quackity#Not 300 notes. 300 likes. Don't spam the comments
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shout out to non-friending aplatonic people!
your worth is not based on whether or not you have/want friends! You hold just as much value in this world as friending people and you add a unique and beautiful perspective to life.
You're not unkind or selfish for not feeling platonic feelings, and if wanting to explore life without friends is what makes you happiest then you deserve to pursue that without judgement!
The world is full of different types of relationships and there are not rules on what attraction is right or wrong to feel or not feel! It's okay for friendship to simply be a relationship type that doesn't work for you!
You can live a full, happy, wonderful life without friends. Friendship is not the core of humanity or at all required to be a good person.
There is a lot of media that demonizes people without friends, that pushes the idea that they're evil BECAUSE they have no friends. but I promise that's not true. Friendship does not determine your morals and ability to be kind to others. Aplatonic people are not evil or bad because we don't feel friendship in the same way non-aplatonic people do. We are not morally corrupt because of the attraction we feel. We are capable of kindness and cruelty just as much as any other group of people on this planet.
So shout out to non-friending aplatonic people! I hope we all find peace and happiness in ourselves and our lives!
#aplatonic#aspec positivity#aspec#its just pretty rough being apl in a world that insists anyone without friends is the peak of evil.#and apl folks deserve some acknowledgment at the VERY least. bc god knows no one else will if we dont speak up for ourselves
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"machine. why have you given me this shirt?"
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill gabriel#implied gabv1el#I guess?#my art#id in alt#rough sketch but I just wanted to get the idea out quickly lol#remember folks moving parts can crush and cut. keep hands clear. or not#tbh one of the robots wearing this would also be funny but anyway
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Buddy Daddies trailer (subtitled) - second half of the series
Contains spoilers for episode 6 and future content we havenāt seen.
Subtitles are mine and donāt match exactly with the official Crunchyroll version.
#buddy daddies#buddy daddies preview#most stressful thing I've seen in my entire life#i've been out of the fansub game for a long time so the formatting and timing are kind of rough but it should do#reposted with one minor edit sorry folks
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#why do you need this many legs sir#toedscruel#woah holy shit i just looked outside and it's super dark out. i'm queuing this up at noon why is it so dark#lemme look#yeah it's. dark. there's a bunch of dark evil clouds in the sky lookin like it's gonna storm oh i just heard thunder yeah it's gonna storm#uh oh. good thing i'm queueing this guy up before the storm so my power doesn't go out. this happens frequently#anyway toedscruel. it's definitely an evolution of toedscool. it definitely looks like tentacruel#if it's a different pokĆ©mon why does it evolve into something so suspiciously similar. i can understand wigglet and wugtrio being#different pokĆ©mon. just based on how different they are from diglett and dugtrio. even though their names are a typo away#but this guy is. it. really should've just been a regional formā i think#unrelatedā but on random occasions seemingly whenever someone new finds the blog and reads my tags#i'll occasionally get folks asking me how i type commas in the tags#the answer is that this character ā ā ā is not a comma. it just looks identical to a comma because of tumblr's font#it's actually a lower quotation mark. so for a language that does āthis kindā of quotation marks#and i use it as a comma because i have a fancy linguist keyboard that can type all kinds of fancy symbols. and it's easily accessible#some of my favorites include the single-character ellipse: ā¦#the degrees symbol: Āŗ and Ā°#small A: ĀŖ#fractions: 1ā2 2ā3 1ā4 etc#and obviously IPA symbols and various diacriticsā so that i can type the word pokĆ©mon without having to copy-and-paste the E#currency symbolsā too. Ā£Ā¢$Ā§Ā„ euro is on here somewhere but i don't know where bc i don't use that one really#i just like being able to type things the way they're supposed to be. like it's 80Āŗ outside. the stopwatch costs 15Ā¢ in the shop#andā of courseā pokĆ©mon. it's the linguistics and computer 'tism combining together i think#it's storming harder now but i found the euro symbol: ā¬#oh fuckin hell my lights just flickered. this is gonna be rough..!
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