#this is NOT liam positive
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This is so complicated, so I’m just going to write my feelings out and idk how this is gonna go. This will be a very selfish post to just talk about my feelings.
If you see me post about liam pre-2016 just know I’m grieving the man I thought he was and who’s music helped me so much in life because it is impossible to separate 1D from myself.
Personally I am not grieving Liam as the person he was exposed to be. I know now that he’s dead we shouldn’t attack him but I have been 100% against him in the past month. I supported him 100% since 2012, then he started getting into some weird things, then he dated Maya, and then everything about the type of person he was came out and those all culminated to me being completely against him. I am not mourning him right now if I’m completely honest.
But, that man was a part of a band that has been integral to me for almost half my life. 1D was my world. I was a liam girl before I was a louie, I have not and probably will never love something as much as I did 1D. He and 1D were so important to me. So I am grieving the person he was, I’m grieving my childhood, I’m grieving the band that saved my life when I was at my lowest I’ve ever been.
I feel so so so so fucking bad for his family, for his parents most of all oh my fucking god I can’t believe they have to bury a child. I feel bad for his sisters, I feel bad for his son. I’ve been out of the loop when it comes to Liam’s personal life so idk how involved he was with Bear, but now that kid is gonna grow up without his father and that’s so painful.
I personally don’t think Liam could have been redeemed after everything that came to light. Maybe this isn’t something I should be saying when he’s just died. But I don’t think an abuser could have bettered himself much. Maybe I’m ignorant or closed minded but I’m open to hearing the opposite perspective on something like this. I think it’s tragic that he died before his victims could get justice. I grieve for his victims and the things Maya had to go through at just 19 years old and what she will have to go through now as the person who exposed him the most, I know the Liam fans are going to attack her ruthlessly.
So I’m not mourning him as the person we know he was now. But I am mourning who we thought he was in the 1D years. I’m mourning the friendships he had with the other boys and the happiness they brought each other and the millions of fans who sought comfort from them. I’m grieving for the girl who was 14 years old that found 1D at just the right time so that I could keep living with a new source of happiness keeping my alive. But I am not grieving the Liam we have all found out about the past couple years.
#before anyone wants to read this#just know#this is NOT liam positive#sorry to my 1d moots and all the friends I’ve made on this app#but this was just a way to get my feelings out because idk how else to get my words out
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I think Orym's position here is such a great one to depict, because the reality of any form of political organizing you will find someone who will not budge. This is fundamentally neutral, though someone like this can certainly have a position you find repugnant. It doesn't matter. This is the reality of dealing with that person. If someone will under no circumstances change their position - especially if it's informed by personal experience - that doesn't mean they are a good or bad person or their position is justified or not, but it does mean that to get them on your side, either you will have to find a way to appeal to them, not the other way around, or you will have to move forward without their support.
When encountering someone like this, you can bang your head against the brick wall and tell them about the superiority of your position for as long as you want, but unless you dip into threats and coercion or worse, you really cannot make them do anything they don't want to, no matter how eloquently you speak. There's considerable power in being that person.
(For what it's worth, I think he's perhaps the truest foil to Ludinus in this respect; I believe Ludinus's beliefs to be just as deeply ingrained and immutable. The key difference is that Orym is not in any way responsible for the death of Ludinus's family, or like, Molaesmyr, so when they move into the moral part of the argument instead of simply the blunt reality of unmoving objects, he does have a significant advantage.)
#my feeling re: bringing up will and derrig is that if the conversation can be shut down by that it should be shut down#if someone else has greater conviction in ludinus's position then by all means speak up. you can talk over him.#slash. have that conversation without him there. liam's got a backup character. orym can leave if bells hells decides to go vanguard#he's not precious about characters he'd do it#anyway i imagine after leaving ludinus was like well shit i fucked that up beyond repair before even knowing i had#and i better go with my contingencies bc somehow the two ruidusborn have found someone who will defend them unto death against me#which is very funny for me. maybe you could have gotten it all if you hadn't called a hit on Keyleth. but you did!#cr spoilers#absolutely incredible to demonstrate tanking but like. in conversation.
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Liam o'brien absolutely vibrating with anger that he's channeling for orym is making me feel more than anything else in this philosophical snoozery is
#critical role#cr spoilers#crc3#bells hells#cr 3 x 102#liam o'brien#orym of the air ashari#i don't like ludinus and i don't care for his position being heard out though i know we need it for the Narrative
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Liam Payne Memorial- Cathedral Gardens, Manchester, England.
(pic is mine </3)
#liam payne memorials#liam payne 1d#liam payne rip#liam 1d#one direction liam#rip liam payne#liam payne#rip liam#liam payne one direction#1d#1direction#one direction stan#one direction fans#one direction#positive thoughts#gone but never forgotten#always in our hearts#love forever#never forget
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the way we're gonna get to see zayn's ease and confidence as a solo performer grow just as we have with harry, louis, and niall 🥺 i couldn't be more proud of all of them
#i almost typed liam and i'm gonna fucking cry what the fuck#it really is so difficult trying to speak about 1d in a positive way without liam 😔😔#it just feels so wrong without him even as solo artists#my heart 💔💔
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ladies and gentlemen *posts*
they're married! plus I'm back :D
#murder drones#serial designation n#uzi doorman#nuzi#n x uzi#uzi murder drones#n murder drones#murder drones uzi#nuzi nuzi nuzi nuzi nuzi#a spoiler from that one scene in episode 8#they're married in ep 8 y'all#don't trust me?#ask liam himself >;)#GOD I HATE THE POSITIONS#I'M SO FUCKING BAD AT ART#*cries in a corner*#i forgor his tail#ok done#the bouquet looks so nasty wth 💀#hate the veil also💀#uzi x n#NUZI MARRIAGE#THEY'RE OFFICIALLY MARRIED!!!
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-US Vogue January 1998
#putting this here#it was weirdly hard to find#even though I’m positive I’ve seen it on here before#liam gallagher#patsy kensit#oasis#vouge#1998
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#teen wolf confessions#teen wolf#confession#theo raeken#liam dunbar#thiam#this is too cute#positive confessions
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Self-Injury in Teen Wolf
“A Hideous Torture on Himself”: Madness and Self-Mutilation in Victorian Literature by Sarah Chaney / Representing the Unrepresentable: Self-Harm as Affect by Laura Wilson / Damaging the Body Politic: Self-Mutilation as Spectacle by Alexandra Gray
Written for @teenwolf-meta‘s Meta May Monday theme: pain.
The idea of pain making you human was introduced into the show when Derek said "And that's what keeps you human- pain." to Scott in the season one episode The Tell. It's a concept which is repeatedly brought up throughout the show and might actually be one of the more consistent facets of werewolf lore seen within the show.
When lycanthropic characters are incapable of relying on their anchor to tether them to their human side, they can instead draw on their own pain, often self-inflicted, to avoid the consequences of shifting. Throughout the show the character shown to utilize this the most is Liam. He's often incapable of controlling his anger and as a result is incapable of keeping in touch with his humanity, meaning that he's pushed to the edge of self-injury more often than other characters.
Another instance where we see characters inflict injury on themselves, or others, is when they need to trigger their healing. As seen in the season four finale when Kira is unable to heal after being attacked by berserker-Scott, where she then has to cut up her hand with a shard of obsidian for the rest of her body to heal. This is interesting because it visualizes a clear disconnect between the body and the self, the self which needs to heal can only communicate this with the body through more pain and injury.
Lydia is also seen injuring herself in season two when she's being controlled by Peter. When she's awoken by her mother her sheets are covered in blood and it's then revealed that she punched her mirror with no recollection of it. This serves as a narrative red herring as it's revealed later in the same episode that the Kanima hates its own reflection, but on a personal level it also shows the viewer the disconnect Lydia is experiencing between herself and her mind.
#teen wolf#self injury#teen wolf meta#twmeta#twmetamay#scott mccall#lydia martin#liam dunbar#kira yukimura#web weave#webweaving#mine#teen wolf academia#tw self harm#anyways i love the role pain and injury plays in teen wolf particularly when it comes to the idea of being human#i could definitely talk about it for muuuuch longer#also the degree to which the were characters engage in self injury is soooo interesting to me#because as i said liam is the one who does it most often#scott is only seen doing it a few times the most notable at the beginning of 3b when he has no control over his shift#malia on the other hand never injures herself to stay in control possibly due to her being in a position where she's more accepting of her#animalistic tendencies#derek and peter also never do it#most likely as a result of them being born wolves raised with the knowledge of werewolves leading them to being more in control generally
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Kinda a redraw of this piece requested by @puppycillz like embarrassingly a LONG time ago (2022 🫣🙈), I never forgot and it's always haunted me!!! It's just a very hard pose to pull off with that many bodies. 😭😭😭😭😭
Bit of a fantastical stretch of a scenario and bed lmao. 😂
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it at least goes with the funny idea that Chakotay gives up his fleet commander's quarters on Voyager to the Paris family lol.
#ed being prone to end up in the weirdest positions while sleeping lmao#ALWAYS KICKS KATHRYN#My Art#Star Trek: Voyager#First Splinter Timeline#Chakotay#Liam Janeway#Edward Janeway#Amelia Janeway#Philippa Janeway#Kathryn Janeway#Threshold#AU
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my boys interacting ????? 🥲
#if only it had been in a positive way#the only two rb drivers i like 🫶🫶#oop arvid soz#theyre cute tho 😍 im doing so well at focusing on the positives right??#EDIT BECAUSE I FORGOT!!!! if thats his mom on the left i will scream#(im blind dont blame me for not seeing)#liam lawson#pepe marti#f2
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Looks like I have to wait a bit longer for Alfons, but that's okay because
IT'S LIAM!!!
And this event is right up my alley!
#I would say “Time to remind everyone who my actual favorite is ”#but the type of brainrot I have for Liam and Alfons are very different#my Liam brainrot doesn't translate to tumblr post as well as Alfons’s does#... and Alfons has infected my brain more as of late#BUT IT'S LIAM'S TURN! HE FINALLY GETS AN EVENT#AND I GET HANDCUFFED#in a non-sad way *glances at Elbert*#hehehehehe no room between us. not leaving room for Jesus because Liam IS my lord and savior#... Alfons is also in the running though I feel he’d hate the position#...can't believe I managed to talk about Alfons so much in a more Liam centered post#ikevil#ikemen villains#liam evans#ikevil liam
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and if i said that i’m on lip’s side in season 4?
#the answer is i’d be right#i don’t condone the whole screaming in fiona’s face shit#but he wasn’t wrong… fiona was refusing to take accountability or responsibility for her literal kids#and then lip calls her out and he’s the bad guy#like ‘i’m not guilty’ ‘it’s never about me’ like- no- liam literally almost died in your care… you’re guilty#fiona also wasn’t the only parentified one- lip was as well#i don’t blame him at all for his reaction and i honestly think he was being incredibly generous#because if i were in his position i wouldn’t want her around liam and i know that’s controversial but you can’t blame him for it#he’s protective as he should be because there isn’t really many people protecting the gallagher kids#actions have consequences and there’s no point in being angry about the fact that fiona needed to face consequences#it would be an injustice to liam if she wasn’t arrested and charged and i stand by that#shameless#fiona gallagher#lip gallagher#liam gallagher shameless#4x05#4x06#4x07
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Some rules that I’m giving myself next year:
• Have more fun (stop saying no when offered to hang out with someone)
• Put myself before others even if I have to be selfish
• Live my life how I want to live it
• Do what I want even if it means doing it by myself (this will also help w my anxiety so it’s a win/win situation)
• Enjoy my life as a woman in my early 20s
• Work my ass off but give myself a chance to enjoy my success
• Stop caring about what others think of me
• Read more (even if it’s smut, idc, just read)
• Live every day the way that One Direction made me feel as a teenager
#positive mental attitude#positive thoughts#positivity#self improvement#romanticizing life#new year#one direction#harry styles#niall horan#louis tomlinson#liam payne#zayn malik
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#teen wolf confessions#teen wolf#confession#theo raeken#allison argent#isaac lahey#scott mccall#liam dunbar#lydia martin#positive confessions
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Is it true that Maya Henry used to be a Directioner and attended a Meet & Greet?
Yes - and Liam was her favourite. Here's a picture of her with them in 2015, when Maya was 14 years old.
#absolutely horrendous that he abused his position of trust and power just three years later#maya henry#liam payne#maya henry 1d
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