#this has definitely been done before but i have shit memory so 😭

[lesbianbatlucille]

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[harleehazbinfics]

HOME IS WHERE MY HEART IS. (S1 FINALE)

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Word Count: 1400+ A/N: 😭 we're already done!! thank you sm for being part of the journey hngh, it's insane how much this blog has grown despite it just me spitting out random scenarios, this was my first series here. so im grateful to each and every one that has come with me in the process. every heart, comment and reblog made me happy. please enjoy the s1 finale! I'll be over my other works doing stuff so you can check them out here: link

“I need you to stay here,” I say holding Abby’s shoulders, “We can’t risk you getting caught in the crossfire. Promise me.”

She furrows here brows before nodding, “I understand.”

“Good,” I say firmly before kissing her cheek, “I love you so much.”

“Stay safe, mom,” she encourages with a smile.

I return it and give her crystal orb. “Here, you can have this. This can help you see what’s going on outside.”

She accepts and immediately inspects it. Her fingers brushing on the screen seeing her mother’s face in the orb as she was in real time. I gave a smile which was transmitted to the orb instantly. She slides on the orb one more time to her father, attending the speech Charlie was speaking. She hid it with the use of her powers and gives me one final hug.

“Dear, why don’t you join the other’s downstairs? You should get to know them better now that you decided on staying,” Alastor joins us and holds my waist with one hand and his microphone in the other.

“Oh! Right!” she enthusiastically runs down the hall and disappears.

“Gosh, where does she get that energy from,” I comment holding my cheek, feeling tired just looking at her. “That definitely wasn’t from me.”

Alastor laughs and gives me a kiss on the cheek before we follow after her slowly. He says this instead of answering, “As long as she’s happy that’s fine!”

I roll my eyes playfully at him and gazed at the group that gathered around the bar. I spot Abby holding a glass of orange juice trying to get closer to Cherri. I laugh at her actions, of course she chooses the coolest one to be her friend.

“Hi! I’m Abigail! You can just call me Abby,” she introduces holding out her hand.

“Uhh, sup? Name’s Cherri,” the pinkette answers reluctantly shaking her hand.

“Pleasure to meet you! We’ve met before but I never caught your name,” Abby asks the arachnid.

“Angel Dust. Angel’s fine, toots. Orange juice? What are you? 5?” Angel asks not exactly mocking her, but genuine confused by her choice.

“I’ve tried liquor before but it’s just not for me,” she replies not even bothered that she just got slighted.

“Fair enough,” Angel shrugs before walking to the bar to talk to Husk.

“So, uhh, your dad’s the radio demon?” Cherri asks trying to be polite.

“Indeed!” Abby answers enthusiastically, “We haven’t seen each other since I was a kid though.”

“Oh, why? What happened?” Cherri asks placing her drink down.

“He—uhh died when I was younger and by the time I was 15 I only had a few memories that I remember of him.”

“Oh shit. What about your mom though?”

“Mom also died when I was 14. So, I was on my own for a time in my life.”

“Well, at least we survived that shit. To being orphans!” Cherri exclaims raising her glass to Abby.

“Hurray?!” Abby panics confused and clinked their glasses together before doing the same as Cherri who downed her drink.

Alastor and I laugh while Niffty crawls on the railing between us.

“Ah, the celebratory night before a courageous last stand. It's been a surprising thrill to witness these wayward souls find connection. Almost makes one sentimental, eh, Niffty?”

 “I really like them, Alastor. They let me put on roach puppet shows without booing!” she replies enthusiastically, while I watched the two talk with a smile on my face.

“Ah, an enjoyable collective to be around. I admit one could get accustomed,” he sighs looking back down at them, particularly at Abby who was getting along with them quite well.

“I dub thee, King Roach,” NIffty proclaimed, putting on a bug crown on Alastor which he let her do and gave her a little bow.

“Oh, to understand your twisted little mind!” he comments before they started cackling where Alastor just played along with her. It made me sentimental of how he used to play house and have tea parties with Abby way back when.

Niffty scampers off with the other giving me the space and scoot over to him. “Will you be okay handling Adam?” I asked worriedly.

“It’ll be fine. I’ll be as careful as can. I’m not going to lose to him that easily,” he snorts, “You, however, I need you to back to me in one piece.”

I sighed and reminded him, “I think you forgot our deal, Al. I won’t exist if you don’t.”

He falls silent and tries to think. While I continue and place my hand on his chest, “You own my heart and my everything. This body beats for two. United as one, in sickness and in health—”

“Til’ death do us part,” we finish together. He wordlessly encases me in his arms and fall into a comfortable silence.

--timeskip

“Here they come. Get ready, everyone. We fight together!”

“Now! FOR YOUR SOULS!”

“Let's FUCK THEM UP!”

Alastor and I waited for them at the top of the hotel, watching as the angels begin their assault.

“Let the slaughter begin. AHAHAHAHAHAHA-HA!” Alastor yells swinging his microphone, summoning a black force field around us.

I left him and dove all the way from the rooftop and phasing to the floor, allowing me to transform into my giant demon form. With a terrifying grin and half lidded eyes that craved for chaos, I let out a shriek causing everyone to cover their ear giving Alastor to cut down the angels.

I raise my left and clenched it into a fist encasing every angel that aimed for me in a bubble immobilizing them, leaving them to Angel to shoot down. In that moment, Alastor’s shield disappeared leaving the silhouette of Adam with a sadistic smile.

He lounges for me while I only swiped him away with my hand causing him to tumble and crash on top of the hotel where Alastor was waiting for him. I left them and focused on helping the others, summoning my underlings to help the others.

After a while of killing angels, their numbers didn’t seem to waver making me curse under my breath feeling the weight of prolonging this fight for so long. I let out a pained shriek collapsing on myself and transforming back to my original form.

‘Shit. Is Alastor ok? What the hell happened?’ I thought starting to get delirious with the pain.

“MILEDY NO!”

“SUCK MY HOLY LIGHT, FUCKERS! YEAH!” Adam yells over our heads making me glare at him.

“What? Alastor was supposed to handle him. Oh no, he must be—”

White noise fills my ears as my vision starts to fail me leaving me in an unconscious state, where the last thing I see was tendrils wrapping around me.

---later

“Dad!”

“Alastor!!”

Everyone hugs him seeing his return that he was safe, however they fail to spot Miledy with him.

“Dad… Where’s mom?” Abby asks worried, trying to calm herself before she goes crazy looking for her mom.

“She’s fine. Just resting,” he assures giving his daughter a smile. ‘She has to be,’ he thought furrowing his brows before following the others.

<<flashback>>

“Al!” I scream getting away from an exorcist that was after me. She pushes me down and attempts to stab my chest. As soon as the steel met my skin, a tendril pushes her off me. I screamed as I see a large cut, opening up my chest. I watch mortified as I see my own beating heart.

“Miledy!”

Alastor rushes to me and knelt beside me. I hold onto him tightly confused and afraid, “Al, where are we? I don’t know what’s going on. I’m scared!”

His breathing stutters and tries to answer her, his eyes knit together and wore a frown. “It’s okay, you’re okay. I need to save you. You have to make a deal with me, Mel.”

I nodded my head despite not knowing anything he was saying. I just wanted to get out of here and be with him. Explain things to me carefully without my life being endangered and on the run.

“Mel, you will have to give your heart to me. So that no one will find your weakness, this is to keep you alive. Do we have a deal?” Alastor says to me seriously a faint green light emanating from him and his outstretched hand.

I nodded vehemently and shook his hand, “Deal.”

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@marxo5, @whaatttlaufey, @froggybich

[twilghtkoo]

hiiiiii <33

hehe im here sending you a love letter cuz i right away think of you when this tiktok passed my tl since you always do bf!hyuck based on tiktok vid sometimes yes. so i dont want to be crazy alone while imagining that hyuck definitely do that to his gf 🥺🥺🥺

pairings. haechan x reader (f)

genre. fluff :'), established relationship

warnings. haechan is just the sweetest and most loving boyfriend

notes. thank u for the love letter ilysm :( <333 and it's ok bc every couple shit i see on tiktok my brain routes to being delusional @.@ ALSO i had a draft for this?? i was almost done w it but then tumblr deleted it????? or made it disappear???? 😭😭 like that shit was so well written i was up til 4 writing this shit and i had to rewrite this so i’m sorry if it’s kinda :/

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spring is here, the days are getting longer and the nights are getting shorter, temperature is getting warmer, and flowers are beginning to bloom. a season you always despised because you hate how the sun’s beams get stronger and hotter, and you’re not much of a morning bird but a night owl. your sleep patterns have always been inconsistent but you always got a sudden burst of motivation to do random things late at night.

you remember a metaphor about spring your teacher had told you when you were younger; spring is a breath of fresh air. spring is an opportunity to turn over a new leaf. all the springs you’ve spent living in a continuous cycle, and suffering the loss of the cold spell of autumn and winter.

changes have always been hard for you to accept and hard to come to face with. so why was it so different with him? why were you easily soaking in his sunshine and warmth?

you can call haechan a book worm when it comes to you. you are his favorite book on his shelf and the only one. he memorizes every little detail about you, bookmarking a certain page of you to go back and relive the memory in his sleep. easily reading you by how you act and behave.

he would love to spend every spring the universe brings, if you allow him.

a funky, red, plaid pattern blanket you had bought recently specifically for this picnic date lies neatly under a huge, green sapling, hiding from the sun's rays.

you are going off about a certain topic you had learned in your psych class and how you were a little scared to do an experimental test with your class, but it was interesting to see the psychological tests can be used to improve your understanding of certain behaviors. he loves hearing you talk about your classes, as if with his difficult career, he can be a student with you.

an hour or two passes and the sun moved, the rays of sunlight seeping through the branches of the tree above you is hitting your skin and your bare legs that are uncovered from your short floral dress. you looked beautiful under the spring's sunlight. he makes sure to tell you every day, even if he doesn't see you in person. a simple text sent to you around the early afternoon, saying 'you are looking so pretty today sunshine'.

he wouldn't mind if each spring was like this. he'd wait til the next spring to be able to taste your sweet lips, the delightful smell of fruit, being strawberry. your favorite lip balm (and fruit) that you have expressed to him before and being shy after. he likes strawberries too, but he has a theory they would taste better from you. nonetheless, he'll wait. and when the time comes he'll bookmark that chapter from his favorite book and adding his thoughts and emotions from the events with you into a piece of text.

and if you both end up spending one hundred springs together, at the last spring you two share, he hopes to gift you the sincerity of his love with the thousands of pages written and printed about you.

he hopes spring has another meaning for you with him in it.

[miimo96]

Thoughts on Re:Zero S3 episode 4

Oh so that's how we're starting this off, already with the Scuffed shit huh, also what do you mean we won't be able to handle them, they look LITERALLY like minions, Not final bosses

I've only seen this guy twice, and I already HATE his ass, Definitely becoming one of the worst fathers in anime history

I swear the more we see Satella the More I wanna know about her, like she is So intriguing to me, and her whole connection with Subaru is 1 of the greatest mysteries to me, because what is it with her and him, Why did she curse HIM of all people and basically make him I think into her archbishop, also why does she want him to kill her?🤔

Oh No. No no no no this cant be happening, Please don't tell me mimi's going to die, PLEASE! Poor Garf's already been through enough 😭😭

So lemme get this straight, you can't exactly move the Witches remains otherwise if you do the whole town will be destroyed, because the witches remains house a special power that could wind up destroying the entire city? Just WHO EXACTLY DID YOU KILL!?

IT'S TYPHON'S REMAINS!? as in the Witch of PRIDE? It's been a while so I can't exactly remember if that's her but if so, you're telling me you guys killed a KID!? 😨 What is wrong with y'all! Also why hasn't Subaru tried offing himself yet, if shit is this Bad, why hasn't he tried going back to fix everything since he knows he'd be expecting it, he seemed pretty eager to that last season when he found out Rem lost her memories, only for it to not work because his Save file got updated, but if his Save file hasn't gotten updated yet he could still do it

Oh my boy Garf going THROUGH IT, also SHE'S ALIVE!? HOW? no like seriously how with a wound like that, that Definitely looks fatal, unless you're Zoro I don't think anyone can survive that, anyway I'm glad she's alive tho 😔

Yo Garfield has to Lock in because this shit with him seeing her makes absolutely No sense, like he should be fighting with the intent to kill, not hesitat, like wtf is up with him, why does THIS bother him so much

NOOOOO! Even though we've already seen the aftermath, it still hits Hard like DAMN IT! Also I wanna throughly apologize for clowning those guys, I was unaware they were Like That...

Uh DUH! I'm not leaving her in his hands, that dude got me effed up if he thinks he's getting away with taking her, as soon as he's done with this little side Quest, He is going to DIE

Look at my boy Subaru getting the RESPECT he deserves ^^

also this little moment between him and Julius was so sweet, like even tho he's a Smug cocky bastard, he's still a pretty good guy, glad to see them finally getting along ^w^

A F*cking DRAGON!? Nah they wilding now

I don't think I've talked about it before, but Subaru actually doing shit is CRAZY, like the character development this season is insane, I have not seen him act like this before, Normally he usually just relies on others and plays support, but the fact that he's actually playing a part during the fight is crazy! The character development for this man ^^

Oh We caught your ass with a set up, now my boy's about to slide you like a baseball game, in simple terms: this is GG's

I've said it before and I'll say it again, Regerntion powers are scary as Hell when YOU'RE the one without them

OMFG! Do you know the amount of PAIN you would be in after landing on a Busted up leg, not only did he land on it, but the fact that he's also still STANDING is amazing, nah Subaru's an absolute G at this point

Hold up he wasn't wearing green before...(processing) What did you do to Otto you bastard? 😡

Hold up that wasn't his name before, also why is he saying "We" all of a sudden, wtf is going on, seriously 😕

Let's go Subaruuu!!! Time to avenge Rem bitch! ^^ Next episode's about to go crazy, and I'm totally here for it >_<

BONUS:

Who the eff starts a conversation like that, Buddy She JUST woke up

[rocketyship]

That poll is so hard to vote for cause on one hand, it feels like Tiff would fit the best because of her incredibly unreliable narration matching Ted's while it would still be a subversion of the original because of the reason why she's unreliable(rose tinted glasses and extreme devotion to BE as opposed to the stuff Ted's got going on) and her pov on and relationship with BE would just be so fun to see explored and the horror of the situation being a subtle thing thats swept under the rug could be so cool.

But on the other, Evan would also kinda match with the original due to his open emotional distance and disconnect from the girls, AND it would bring a lot of fun, fresh stuff! Seems like Evan is the one who pays most attention to AM, and seeing what's happening there from his pov would be so interesting! He, just like Ellen if she would've narrated could bring up how things like being the only one of the opposite sex and gender in the group and (from what we know from the short story at least) only dark skinned person would like.. idk change perspectives on things?? I'd also love to find out more about him!

Oh, not to mention Naomi!! Having narration that is pretty damn reliable would make worldbuilding and exploration much easier and she's also got that disconnect due to her age and crystal clear memory, being able to see things as they are and were could be really refreshing in a ihnmaims universe and i really want to know what her whole deal is! Being born toward the end of the war must've made quite a difference to how a person would process everything, Ted's whole "I'm youngest so my experience is different because i barely had time to live as an adult before the nukes" wouldn't have shit on someone who wasn't even like... done w puberty.

Ooooh they'd all make for such fun narrators 😭 It's really too bad that writing takes so much time and effort or it would've been amazing to see all three's povs! I still don't know what to vote for or how the results are looking so far but im really looking forward to seeing what the results will lead to!

Maybe you have a character you have the most ideas for or would like to write most? Cause if so, that'd def help me choose what to vote.

Sorry for the wall of text(would you believe me if i said i wanted to write more? This is me trying to show restraint, didn't even write about the potential AM could have as a narrator), and i hope you have a good day!

Okay so first off, I love-love-love this response. You have such fun perspectives on these silly little au characters of mine and it makes me a little sad that you didn’t write anymore cause I definitely would have read it, especially what you were thinking about what an interesting narrator AM could be.

As to which character I have the most ideas for, is such a difficult thing to answer cause well I have so-so many. But I do want to put them out there for you so here they are:

Tiffany: narration wise, I imagine the stuff she says can and does come across as nonsensical and border line trigger happy, however sometimes she occasionally lets something slip that clues into her true feelings and that a part of her may indeed be aware of the gravity of the groups situation, however she shuts it down as she has severe attachment issues and cannot fathom how she could possibly survive without BE. Another thing I pictured is that she very often quotes the bible and other religious texts, as BE doesn’t present herself as machine and genuinely as a divine entity. I also have been toying with a scene similar to the one in the radio drama, where AM is talking to Ted about bumblebees and getting high r something. Where it is set up as the reverse. BE showing Tiff the horrors of what the radiation and world has come to (in a way that is seriously deceptive) and claiming that all she has to do is snap her fingers for it to return. It would definitely read as a story where there is total tonal whiplash from one scene to the next, so that is something to consider.

Evan: I have come up with so many pasts for all these survivors before they were “rescued” by BE, however one thing to note is that I don’t really think of these characters as just “genderbent versions of the originals”. Evan is one of the key examples of this, as in this au he is technically the original Ellen’s older brother, however he left home when she was around 12-13ish, as he didn’t like the life, college and job his family set out and tried to push him into. Unlike Ellen who was a successful engineer, who may have been a hopeless romantic based on the original text. Evan was and very much still is kind of a massive party animal. I picture him very punk but like the old kind of punk. Like he was the kind of guy to go motorcycling around the country (even into war-devastated bits, cause it was a thrill), he went to underground clubs and concerts, and sure as heck slept around and had no shame in it (both women and men if you are curious). He doesn’t want to get sentimental, he wants to live his life on the edge and BE doesn’t allow that. He constantly tries to upset her, get some kind of intense reaction from her. He tries to escape, he kicks and tries to tear open parts of her internal network. This man has tried to kill Gloria (Gloria kind of deserves it thou) and the only reactions he gets from BE is her finding him cute, amusing, or as if he just needs to be put in a corner to calm down for a bit. Truthfully he is someone who just wants to go back and experience life again, recognising that BE’s utopia isn’t living and refusing to buy into it.

Naomi: I won’t lie, Nimdok is so boring in the og story, and they definitely tried to do “something” with him in the game. I don’t like it, again different ramble. So like Evan, she is a different person. Like you said she has barely started puberty and because of BE neither her body or even her mind has really aged in anyway and she is horribly aware of this. Due to the war she has had her childhood taken from her, but now because of BE she shall never experience adulthood or growing up. Her memory hardly anything particularly helpful. She remembers exactly what BE did to the others when they first got brought to the compound, she has seen what goes down in the labs, she knows what pills are and aren’t sleeping pills, developing a habit where she will pretend to take one and spit it out if she is able to. As stated in the survivors master post, she knows BE’s blind spots and will often go there on her own. Not really to do anything, just kind of sit around. Further more, she and Evan have a way of communicating, number of blinks, which fingers moved when you spoke to them, that kind of stuff. Still she doesn’t want to escape, she knows she’ll die if she does, generally she acts more like a mediator in the group. As a narrator, I did have this idea for a few odd habits she has learned over the years. Example is that she constantly counting, time and routine is import to her, as she notices when something is wrong and that freaks her out. She also has this habit of just staring at the others for very long periods of time, especially Gloria. She clearly remembers seeing her on tv during her old life, and also remembers how she attacked her when Naomi attempted to mention it to Gloria.

Writing does take so much effort, especially for me, cause truthfully I’m always jumping back and forth on what I’m working on. On top of this au and the fic, I’m also in the process of finishing the final script and sketches for a different web comic I’ve been planning for a while, as well as a completely unrelated world building project that I’ve been at for two years now. Anyhow!! Tell me more please

[starcrossedjedis]

in the most polite way possible i would like to say that i am in love with Sun already 😭 her story sounds so cool and her x Shanks/Sanji have that delicious angst i love. would there be any facts about Sun you’d be okay with sharing plss??

Aaaaaaaah!!! Thank you!!! 😭❤️

(You don't have to be polite at all tbh I aim for feral, yelling and frothing at the mouth 😆)

And oh my beloved "love triangle" where two points are in love, just not with each other and the third one doesn’t even know he's in there 😅🥰

(I do feel so bad for Sanji though, he is my sunshine baby boy who could definitely have been the endgame in a world where the bitch in charge wasn't such a whore for Peter Gadiot 🤣)

Also I am harassing so many ppl with my Sun Brainrot at this point, that I am not even sure what about her I have already shared and what not 😂

Soooooo...

- she barely remembers her life before she was thirteen years old and the last six months, before Shanks and crew find her alone on a boat drifting somewhere in the East Blue, are missing completely

- she probably only sees Shanks a total of six, maybe seven times (?) before he leaves for good to search for the One Piece (because he only ever comes to Windmill Village when it suits him and the crew in terms of pause and provision)

- but he is her first ever real and true and firm memory and when they first meet heis kind and funny and 23 yo with pretty eyes and a soft smile and this is what makes him such an important figure in her life and that feels a lot like love for a girl her age (and hurts just like love to lose it)

- after he loses his arm, Shanks savely returns Luffy to the village, but then goes into shock. Sun refuses to leave his side for two days (this will be recounted in flashbacks after Zoro gets injured in the duel)

- she actually misses the whole duel drama because she spends the night with Sanji - it leads to (another) big fight with Nami

- she technically has no interest whatsoever to help Nami, she just comes with so that Luffy - whom she is very protective over - doesn't get himself killed, but she's basically like "fine, we'll get her back on your crew, but when that's done, so am I"

- she's not done, ofc

- she can't barrel pledge a dream, because dreaming was sth she didn't allow herself to do, but she vows to eventually find one

- she will eventually find the whole truth about her past, including why her memories are so fuzzy, what happened during the missing six months and who forced her to eat the (Mythical Zoan) Sairen Sairen No Mi

- we will also eventually learn her full name

- I have two possible ideas of how I could see her meeting Shanks again

- the first is not that canon compliant (because it would require the whole crew to be together, his promise to Luffy be damned cause I cannot wait until the smol bean is king of the pirates for them to reunite and finally get their shit together!!!1!)

- the second would be set during and after Marinefold (😭), so definitely more canon compliant (it comes with a lot of delicious drama and is probably the "sexier", more adult one, but she would be alone/ without the straw hats for an extended period of time)

This reply is getting out of hand, but PLEASE feel free to drop any and all questions you want answered/ things you wanna know in my DMs because rn I live and breathe to talk about Sun (and Shanks) 🙈❤️

[boghermit]

Edgy OC ask meme for Salem and your new blue Tiefling.

1.What memory would your OC rather just forget?

4.When scared, does your OC fight, flee, freeze or fawn?

9. Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

12. Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?

16. What is your OC's pain tolerance like?

21. Does your OC have any illnesses or disorders? How do they handle it

23. What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?

25. What is your favorite thing about your OC?

Thank you for posting the questions, I probably shoulda done that for yours. 😭

Under cut for long post and spoilers.

For Salem

What memory would your OC rather just forget?

Waking up in the middle of Kressa Bonedaughter's vivisection, and all fragmented memories surrounding that incident. Then the whole thing with his parents. And he wishes he didn't have any fond memories with Gortash. It's weird because he'll be like "I wish I could remember everything," but every time he remembers something, it fucking sucks.

4. When scared, does your OC fight, flee, freeze or fawn?

Fight or freeze.

9. Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

"I won't bring no materials to the afterlife Take no possessions, I would rather travel light I'm of this kind that kills all day But I don't know yet how to die"

From Gojira's The Art of Dying

12. Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?

Yes. Has purposefully injured and poisoned himself in the past and after the Nautiloid, he has to be careful around alcohol, or he develops a habit. He also doesn't take good care of himself (remembering to eat, groom) but that's not necessarily on purpose.

16. What's your OC's pain tolerance like?

Very high.

21. Does your OC have any illnesses or disorders? How do they handle it?

He has the partial amnesia and migraines, caused by the Dark Urge events before the Nautiloid. He makes a lot of potions, teas, and herbal remedies for himself. After being attacked by Orin, he started going blind in the left eye - hence why he let Ethel go ahead and take it. He handles it pretty well all things considering, but bumps into things a lot.

I'm not sure what mental disorders he has, but I know he at least has CPTSD. Possibly OCD too. I'm not sure.

23. What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?

Has trouble processing grief. Has trouble expressing sympathy even though he feels it. Definitely the guy who says shit like "that's rough buddy :( " after you tell him your girlfriend turned into the moon.

25. What is your favorite thing about your OC?

His whole "cursed mushroom druid who smells like petrichor and metal" vibe.

For Tanngrisnir (the tief)

What memory would your OC rather just forget?

Not sure about her earlier years but right now she's not fond of the whole Breaking Her Oath moment. She thought she was doing the right thing freeing Sazza! No tieflings got hurt! She snuck out of there and everything!

4. When scared, does your OC fight, flee, freeze or fawn?

Freeze. Very much a "wants to be tough but turns to ice when she's terrified" character.

9. Do you have a specific lyric or quote which you associate with your OC?

Hmmm, not yet! But the character creation theme music has been floating around in my head while I play her.

12. Is your OC self-destructive? In what ways?

She's a total perfectionist, overthinks everything involving cases of "right" or "wrong," and in spite of her fairly calm and cheery demeanor, broods a lot.

16. What is your OC's pain tolerance like?

Above average, maybe even higher than Salem's pain tolerance, which is pretty high.

21. Does your OC have any illnesses or disorders? How do they handle it?

As I answer these I'm starting to get OCD vibes from her (speaking as someone with OCD). She has a lot of body aches from spending so much of her life roughing it and fighting in heavy armor wielding heavy weapons and shields.

23. What emotion is the hardest for your OC to process? How about express?

Anger (both)

25. What is your favorite thing about your OC?

I really like her design! Tall, big horns, cool color palette contrasting with warm. I could see myself having fun with drawing her.

[moon-ursidae]

it’s time for session #2!

THERE WILL BE SPOILERS FOR BOTH OF THE LAST OF US GAMES UNDER THE CUT!!!!

these notes are so scattered if you read them without context and i am SO SORRY lmao. i’m typing them so fast trying to keep up with my brain that’s going 700 mph and the game. ANYWAY, we’re getting a very late start tonight bc i was helping my friend learn guitar for a few hours haha

total play time: about 2 hrs and 40 min (there’s not much story progression here just exploring seattle!)

okay so we last left off with ellie and dina in the woods on horseback post joel’s house. i have not gotten farther than the woods bc i was super ultra mega tired. so let us continue!

okay sooooo this section is called the gate cool cool cool

this is fucking gorgeouuusssssss

omg dina listing off all the people that joel crossed

i’m sure there’s more before that bro

oh my god the LIGHTINGGGGG in the woods so so good

we’re so close to seattle i’m scared

so much happens here man

map acquired✅

CARD BABYYYYYY

jesus christ i L O V E the aesthetic of nature reclaiming land and man made structures. it’s sooooooo pretty

oh shit QZ!

i’m looking through ur journal ellie hope you don’t mind haha

dina seems to be sick? well. i know why but ellie doesn’t yet so shhhhhh

it’s so sad to me that every drawing of joel so far that ellie’s done, she hasn’t been able to draw his eyes. that was the last thing she saw of him while he was alive. like she wants to get them just right but everytime she draws it that means she has to look him in the eye again. and maybe she’s feeling too guilty to do that rn. ugh idk i know neil always does shit like that but maybe i’m reading too much into it haha. ANYWAY that is one of the most heartbreaking parts about her journal dude. UUUUGGHHHHH 😭

“i really love her.” 😭😭😭😭 ELLIE TELL HER PLEASE

we just got a letter, wonder who it’s from🕺🏻

kieran?? kieran duffy??????

haha wrong game

also lemme just say, i fucking love dina

she’s so sweet and empathetic, but will cut the fuck out of a bitch when needed

I HAVE TO PARKOUR?? UP HIGH?? IN THE LAST OF US?? OVER A GATE??

this is some nathan drake shit bro where’s nolan north

FUUUUUCK I THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA FALL BRO OH MY GOD

hoooooollllyyyyyy fuuuuuuck this is a big city jesus christ

LMAO her wobble before she fell down to the platform below

this game is so gorgeous. holy fuckin shit i’m gonna say that a lot huh?

THE SOUND DESIGN??? WHEN GOING DOWN THE LOOKOUT TOWER AT THE GATE OF THE QZ??? WHEN SHE FALLS AND IT ECHOES?? THAT SHIT WAS CRAZYYYY

guys i’m gonna be honest. i’m team brick.

i LOVE being able to break windows this is so fun

oh god i have a horrible memory plz don’t make me memorize these gate codes

side note: i love ellie’s hair here. i’m gonna have to try a lil half up half down situation

i saw someone on twitter point out that it looks a lot like tess’s hair🥺

“well, we believe in you” shimmer and dina? or baby and dina? hmmm things to consider

totally unrelated, but i can’t not hear ashley johnson going “babyyyyyyyyy” with an s.o. since the mighty nein reunion lmao

ellie seeing dina and going “babyyyyyyyy” like yasha LMAO

ANYWAY

fuck i hope i can pull out that page of codes dude

THANK GOD

oh shit another hotel

i’m traumatized after the last on dude you can’t make me go back

H O L Y. S H I T.

THIS IS SO OPEN I’M GONNA SPEND SOOOOOOOO MUCH TIME HERE

FUCK DUDE

this is fucking crazy

there’s so much small shit everywhere oh my fucking G O D

omg joel was definitely reading that space book for ellie she just talked about an early moon mission at this tank

DINA’S JOKE “she’s sounding a bit hoarse” they’re literally made for each other

OH MY GOD I JUST FOUND THE DR. UCKMANN CARD NO FUCKING SHOT

damn is this his way of addressing the crunch work hours at naughty dog?

“once a well respected researcher… questionable experiments in the realm of pushing human limits saw him ostracized from the scientific community… Laurent Foucault of SPARK Laboratories found his work dubious…”

the music is hauntingly beautiful in this area oh my god

OH MY GOD THE SCANNERS THAT DETECT THE VIRUS FROM THE BOSTON QZ IN THE FIRST GAME

i miss the first game LMAO even though i JUST finished that

THERE’S A FUCKING PEARL JAM POSTER IN THE MUSIC SHOP😭

IF I EVER WERE TO LOSE YOU, I’D SURELY LOSE MYSELF😭

i feel like this is supposed to be hank williams which would be fucking sick bc “alone and forsaken” and all that jazz haha

“guitars starting at $49.99” BRO SINCE WHEN I FUCKING WIIISH DUDE😭

as a drummer, i can confirm dina is a fucking natural

“i love you?” A H H H H H

ANUTHA CARD WOOO

Das Wort is my favorite card so far. he just like me fr

WAIT THIS IS THE TAKE ON ME SCENE

i will cry

SHE’S PLAYING FUTURE DAYS😭😭😭😭

BARRE CHORDS??? ellie i could literally never wtf

the chords are all accurate too holy fuck naughty dog

ashley has such a nice voice oh my god

i’m gonna fucking cry bc they put this in the hbo trailer

AAAAHHHHHHH😭😭

this is why i fucking love music dude. it transcends everything and always will. it’s the one thing that connects everyone. and it’s connecting people in this game too and i UGGHHH i love music holy fuck

the way dina looks at her🥹

and also knowing that joel was the one that showed her all of these songs and artists bc ellie wasn’t even alive to hear take on me and future days, and literally everything else. GOOOOODDDDDDDD😭😭

“you should have kissed me then.” “i wanted to.”

god i love dina and ellie they sound like an old married couple already

first dawn of the wolf poster i’ve seen!!! WOOOOO

i’m gonna come back to the nutrition distribution center bc i feel like that shit is gonna be bad news bears

“wasn’t joel all about coffee?” as he should. i’d be all about coffee too if i didn’t have it for years

ANUTHA CAAAARD

i really like the Big Blue card too

THAT FUCKING INFECTED IN THE BATHROOM SCARED THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF ME MY SOUL LEFT MY BODY OH MY GOD

so many fucking side quests oml what do you mean “barko’s”

oh my god there are so many fucking alleyways to go down

THERE’S SO MUCH TO DO I AM SO BUSY FINDING SECRETS AND STUFFS

BARKO’S LOCATED

it’s too dark in here i don’t like it

“they think we’re sheep! BARE YOUR FANGS.” what in the fuckin trump train “sHeEpLe” is goin on in here

i feel like i’m gonna get fucking jumped by infected again in here

THIGH HOLSTER ACQUIRED

omg plz “we can get a little creature to take care of” AND THEN THEY HAVE A FARM AT THE END😭😭😭

STUN BOMB ACQUIRED

i have already spent 2 hours in this fucking QZ holy shit

i just wanna explore rn i don’t wanna progress story atm

i am secret hunting

ANUTHA CARD BABYYY WEST GATE 2

it doesn’t even look like i’ve done that much😭

i also have a bad feeling about this bank

oh fuck this shit. it goes underground

they are ALWAYS underground bro

dina this is not cool, this is scary

i don’t fucking trust this shit

HOW DID I FUCKING KNOW

infected or whateva🙄

SHOTGUN ACQUIRED

FUCK this bank dude i’m GONE

dina said she’d get a farmhouse with the money😭😭

okay i think i’m gonna stop here bc it is literally 5am and i am sleepy haha. no story! but got some goodies and secrets out of the way! i will continue maybe tomorrow? not sure bc i am quite busy but we’ll see!

having a really good time so far and i love watching ellie and dina’s dynamic! still lots of buildings and secrets to loot! i’m excited >:)

[chonidale]

Thanks for answering my question about watching S1-6 for choni. I started but couldn't stand the cringe that is watching Archie and Veronica together so I ended up just watching compilations on yt and bits of certain episodes.

IMO they get less scenes/development for a 19+ episode show than I was expecting but I love their chemistry. The reason for their break up in S5 so out of the blue and that key party scene was brutal. Mad they never got back together as adults. But you're right the context of their S6 storyline especially has put a new perspective on them in S7 😭 (the journey i went on to figure out who that guy Toni was singing to at the end of S6 was lmao) S6E4 is great! Also, adult Cheryl is the best dressed character on TV period.

More ppl should've been talking about that abigail/thomasina scene last year than Cheryl fighting the comet bc jfc 🥵

Love your page, your gifs of them at the sock-hop are the reason I started watching so thank you! ❤️

they definitely had less than most supporting series regulars would get on other shows (probably on par for other wlw ships tho lbr), but they got much more than any other non core four ship got on the show, though it was definitely in and out. they'd go half seasons with nothing, and then have pretty consistent focus for the next half. but i'm glad they've finally found the balance for the final season and are going out on the highest note for them possible, something that is easier to appreciate when you know how bad we were in the trenches before.

the break up definitely came out of nowhere and was fairly nonsensical, but considering how they set up the core four break ups for the time jump (cheating), i didn't mind the contrived family issues, it saved their relationship from being tainted like the others. i also kinda liked that they brought their long standing, established family feud back and made them kinda star crossed lovers, even if they never did anything with it post time jump because they're hacks. adds a little something to the soulmate reveal later.

the key party scene is by far chonis lowest moment, oof. so brutal, especially considering they started the time jump off so well. they had such delicious angst in those first few episodes and then the writers just took a complete 180 and shit all over them for no reason :/ do feel a little vindication that cheryl ended up being like 95% right in her assurance that it was a mistake to have a kid with kevin and fangs, even if she went about it the wrong way.

but yes! s6 was hard to sit through with how little scenes they got, but it was all worth it in the end. well, not the wedding, that was unnecessarily cruel, since the writers knew they were going back to choni, but whatever. 6x04 and 6x22 are two of the best episodes of the show imo, and changed the trajectory of their story so much and salvaged the damaged they'd done pretty well. also really makes their storyline this season hit so much more than any other and feel so much more relevant and connected to the past than the other characters too. i just need the writers to bring it all together in those last two episodes by having them get their memories back, at least briefly, so toni can find out and finally admit what she always felt. and lmao, the way the show just had toni age that kid up for nothing and not care that she was missing out on his entire childhood, before seemingly erasing him from existence will never not be funny. that kid ruined my life but i got the last laugh.

[gamora-borealis]

I thought I was the only one who wanted a compilation video of all the guardians appearances minus Gamora's death scene. I always have to fast forward past her death and then I pause and replay the scene where Peter hits Thanos in the face. Thanos getting wacked in the face repeatedly is incredibly soothing to me. I'm not sure I'll ever look back on parts of Infinity War with fondness. The movie started out as if I was eating one of the best meals I've ever had and then suddenly someone peed on my plate, dumbed it on my head and stabbed me with my fork. My whole appetite was just gone. I'd pay good money for one long gotg movie with the murder and abuser is so sad bits edited out.

Yess I feel this so much 😭. I remember that I was trying not to spoil myself before going into IW but inevitably caved and checked some document or something of spoilers I saw being shared on twitter and I remember being like... this has to be fake. Why would Gamora die??? And I was going to see the earliest possible showtime in my area so low-key I was like maybe this person is lying. But at the very least the idea had been introduced so by the time they finally got to it I was like oh it's happening. And I kinda could tell because they were giving us such good Starmora content too. But I still couldn't believe how bad it was. I had been struggling really bad with my depression at the time and had just started taking antidepressants but wasn't used to them yet and I literally went home and cried and cried and my mom was like, really concerned about me actually. The Guardians, especially Gamora, had recently become my really strong comfort characters so it was such a hard shock. I can't imagine having zero warning going in. And the image of it is still seared in my brain too 😕. I remember being so mad when people were making fun of Peter afterwards for fucking stuff up and I'm like... okay but that's how I feel too!!! And that part felt pretty genuine to me!!! And Doctor Strange said it was the only way it could have happened!!!

No and then Endgame killing Nat in the exact same way was so awful too. I really liked Nat when I first saw the Avengers when I was like 12 because I was like "heck yeah girlboss," and to kill her in the same exact traumatic way, that for any character is just like, disgustingly brutal (especially with what they show), was like what the fuck is wrong with these writers!!! And like I was mostly expecting a resurrection of Gamora and to see them be like, no, and we're gonna do a repeat with Nat was just sooo disappointing. Especially when they were the ones making up the logic of how this shit all works!

I remember during the height of the pandemic (I think, who knows what time is anymore lol) I went back and rewatched the parts with the Guardians and was like, this stuff is actually pretty good. Like especially the stuff with Gamora and Nebula in Endgame was actually pretty cool too. But it really was unsatisfying considering to have it all end with Gamora being like "who is Peter" and them trying to make it funny. Because the situation was not funny to me!!! I mean maybe with better timing it would have been funny idk. But maybe watching it without her death makes it a little better, ya know?

But god the way everyone was like not even sure if Gamora was still around afterwards because they didn't even show her going off on her own... They absolutely should have done at least that. At the very least, the ending being so dumb with all the Captain America time travel stuff was like, yeah okay I can officially say these movies are a literal joke. And upon rewatch they really made Thanos so overpowered for no reason too!!! Don't even get me started lol.

I definitely feel much better about all of this after Vol. 3 because even though they didn't end up like, restoring her memories/old self or something through the soul world like I wanted, I think it was still handled pretty well. And I can see now that James Gunn probably saw Gamora's arc as over with Vol. 2 because in this movie she went in such a different direction and he said in the first draft of Vol. 2 she was going to sacrifice herself. So at the very least I don't feel as robbed or anything about where her story was going, except wanting more focus on her in Vol. 3 because I love her and of course I wanted them to more fully address her and what happened. And maybe more of her was scrapped for time with everything going on, but at the very least it's easy to imagine what was left out (with her but also how the Guardians were dealing with her being gone). My totally alternate version of what really should have happened in Vol. 3 will always live in my head though, because I spent like, four years thinking about it lol.

I'm still salty that she ever died though of course, don't get me wrong. Especially in the way that she did. Maybe if it was like, oh she sacrificed herself it would have felt better (which is why I would just cut her death scene at the part where she tries to if I were to include it at all in said compilation). Luckily I'm coping with it better now.

I really want to rewatch Vol. 1 & 2 before going to see Vol. 3 again, and that's why I especially want a version of IW/EG with all the other shit cut out lol. It's what we deserve!!!

[neighborhood-houseplant]

I JUST READ YOUR KILLUA RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS AND I AM SCREAMING. I was wondering if you could please do some domestic Killua headcanons, they don't have to be married headcanons because i know some people aren't comfortable with it. Thank you, take care!

Domestic Killua Zoldyck Relationship Headcanons

Author's note: Hi anon! I'm so glad that you liked my other headcanons so i give you these!

❥ He's used to waking up early for training and stuff, because he always had to for training when he was younger but now that you've gotten him addicted to sleepy morning cuddles and now he complains to no end whenever either you or him have to get out of bed

❥ Like the poor boy will so firmly in denial

❥ "Killua, Love, we have to get going, it's 6am."

❥ "No, it's not, go back to bed, baby."

❥ He has great memory and is always double or triple checking his bag or pockets to make sure he hasn't forgotten anything, so he almost never forgets anything and this helps you out too because he likes to check you're things and packs anything you've forgotten for you along with a little note wishing you a good day.

❥ THIS MAN CAN COOK

❥ I know people may think this is kind of a stretch but I headcanon that before he ran away, he learned a lot from the cooks working at his family mansion.

❥ It also really feeds his ego when you compliment his cooking skills lmao. Also he 110% uses his claws to cut up food.

❥ "Hey, pretty face, get me a knife, please?"

❥ "They're all dirty, hold on, let me wash one for yo- okay then."

❥ He still trains pretty often like around 4/7 days a week, so not as much as he used to but he's still staying on top of his game, more so out of habit than him wanting to but he does still enjoy it. 

❥ But lets remember that he has a very, very, very large amount of stamina so he can train for a long time.

❥ So more often than not, you get tired before him so you go to get a drink or eat and just watch him workout, you know, for ideas for things to next time, definitely not check him out, no sir 😭

❥ Going grocery shopping with him will go one of two ways. Either, he has a list, he’s a man on a mission, he’s determined to stick to the list, he’s a man with a vision, nothing shall sway him.

❥ Until he enters the store and sees some new chocolate or candy that he hasn’t tried. All that resolve? Gone.

❥ You end up getting things that you guys actually need and he’s just standing there with like 50 packs of whatever it is that he bought lmao 😭

❥ He likes to take you on at least one date every week. But he’s started avoiding parks, (unless you want to go ofc) because once a little kid called him an old man because of his white hair and poor Killua practically died.

❥ When you two were decorating your shared home, he wanted pretty neutral oe dark colours but he caved when asked for a brighter colour scheme but he, to this day, still says it looks like a Teletubbie threw up in there, but he loves it.

❥ Movie nights happen often but he didn’t want to watch titanic at first because he said, “It’s going to be so boring and lame.” but cue him at the movie literally a sobbing mess😭

❥ He never recovered lmao

❥ He tried to start a flower garden and just forgot about it for a week and all the flowers died. He restarted it but you take care of it for him because he’s still pretty forgetful about it but he’s convinced he’s done it all himself because you decided not to tell him.

❥ You know that one meme that’s like, “You’ve been home for an hour and a half and not even once, not one time have you tried to cuddle me and it’s pissing me the fuck off, I want my fucking cuddles.”? Yeah that’s him, he gets so moody without physical contact from you, it’s hillarious.

❥ He likes to make fun of people who can’t do basic house chores but then you walk in on him wrestling a fitted sheet and swearing like a sailor😭

❥ He can cook, as I’ve mentioned before, but he also like junk food and it won’t do shit to him because of his fast metabolism.

❥ You guys have a cat named flip-flop (thank killua for that) and he SPOILS it so much.

❥ “Come on, Y/n, Flip-flop would never scratch the curtains. Isn’t that right Flip-flop?” And it meows like it’s agreeing.

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[pikahlua]

I really like your character analysis of bakugo which lead me think, what do you think could his reaction be should Izuku either die or become a villain? Hypothetically speaking, since I dont think that could ever happen unless there is some third party in the mix. I still wanna know your thoughts tho. Thank you!

I love questions like these that are fishing for long responses because I can like...actually give one. BUT I ALSO HATE SUCH QUESTIONS FOR THAT SAME REASON because I don't always have time and energy to answer! I have so many questions in my inbox like this. 😭

So I’m gonna try to give a normal-sized response and see how this goes.

First of all, in either case, Katsuki’s reaction could depend on where he is in his character development at the time. I’m gonna go with where he is currently because I think these what-ifs have been done to death otherwise (not that I necessarily agree with those other takes, but I think things will be more interesting this way regardless).

I do think that a good place to start with Katsuki’s reactions to anything Izuku does (and vice versa) is to see if there is already something similar in canon where the victim is All Might. Start there, then make it grittier and waaaaay more personal. Because they both admire each other in similar ways as they do All Might; they just also take shit personally when it comes to each other.

Dead Izuku scenario

I’d start with Katsuki’s reactions from Kamino through DvK2 and ramp it up to 11 at light-speed. Initial shock and denial, torpedoing directly into isolation as he processes whatever happened. Katsuki would then over-analyze his own part (or lack thereof) in Izuku’s death, come to some hypercritical conclusion of himself (particularly his hero cred), and then seek validation. Only this time there’s no Izuku to lead to Ground Beta for venting. I genuinely think Shouto and Tenya would step up here and try to play the part to whatever degree they can. Of course it wouldn’t be the same, but Katsuki is an adapting survivor, so he’ll come to recognize he needs to find some new way to deal with these emotions and strive towards that. It’ll take a while for him to figure it out, but he’ll do it, particularly because at some point he’ll reconcile with whatever Izuku’s perspective was right before he died. Katsuki will find some value in that epiphany and let Izuku’s memory continue to build him up to be a better hero, because that’s what they’ve always done for each other. And everyone will support him and he’ll support everyone back in his own way. Yeah, things’ll probably never be the same, but change is inevitable and life goes on; Katsuki would absolutely carry on as he always has for the sake of Izuku’s memory. That’s what heroes do.

Villain Izuku scenario

Katsuki would definitely find some way to take this personally lol. First of all, if Izuku was acting straight-up evil, Katsuki would suspect foul play without a doubt. He’d probably go full introverted detective mode and figure out what’s up ASAP. He’d have to rule out coercion and, like, brainwashing or something first. If it turns out Izuku really is in his right mind, I can’t see this scenario happening unless Izuku has a very good motivation, something that Katsuki would be interested in finding out so he could pass judgment. For Izuku, it’d probably end up being some anti-establishment “the government is actually evil” reason that forced him into vigilantism. But then, after Katsuki has all the facts, it doesn’t matter if it turns out Izuku’s reasons are coercion, or brainwashing, or vigilantism, or evil for evil’s sake; Katsuki’s next move is to beat him up good. He’ll have some sort of curt, vulgar speech to go along with it, the contents of which depend on what he believes Izuku’s motivations are. This will either shake up Izuku’s resolve or result in Katsuki joining up with Izuku with or without an invitation (but like, he’s doing things HIS way, you damn nerd); it all depends on the situation. Hell, Katsuki could even go double-agent in some of these scenarios at this point. He likes his squeaky-clean letter-of-the-law-not-the-spirit-of-it record and he’ll keep it that way...as he exploits the hell out of it. But only if he feels like it.

[clocks in] Yeah, okay that’s pushing the limits of a normal-length response. I’m calling it here. Thanks for the question!

[wannabevampire]

sappy new years post!!!

first of all THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 670 FOLLOWERS????? this is so insane 🥺 i started this accounts a few months ago and i’m so so glad i decided to do that! this has been such an amazing outlet to not only explore my sexuality, but also share my writing (which i have literally NEVER done before)

<3

i mean..no one irl knows I write at all? like my biggest secret is that i’m literally writing a book and have a manuscript for a book of short stories I wrote. This account has literally helped me grow so much, which i know sounds kinda crazy? and i totally didn’t see it coming! but it’s true :))

☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

so i wanted to say some quick thank you’s to the wonderful people who have helped me along the way!

@becca-e-barnes / @you-expect-too-much : Becca!!

you’re the first person I ever showed my writing too. it was literally just me being horny in your ask box, but regardless you were so supportive and sweet! thank you for encouraging me to write and thank you for being such a lovely presence on this app! you are such a kind and talented writer and i honestly look up you so much🥺

<3

@bucksfucks : Nora!

I know I have literally never spoken to you before and we’ve never interacted. But i just wanted to say that your account was the first fan-fic blog on tumblr I followed! I had no idea fics were a thing on tumblr (i was much more of an ao3 girlie teehee) but goodness am I glad i discovered this! You’ve inspired me so much, and you’re writing is genuinely incredible! Everyone should definitely go follow this wonderful creator because DAMN she writes some the hottest Bucky fics🥵

<3

@waspswidows @eviewritessometimes @druigsluvbot

there is so much i could say to you guys ilysm, thank you for being my friends! and thank you for supporting my horny druig posts (and my sad ones…)

you are all such incredible writers and i’m so happy we’re mutuals 🤧 literally you guys are the best

we really gotta figure out how to coordinate time zones, cuz my adhd ass will forget about the knife fic and we can’t let that happen 😭

<3

@mothdruid @mushroomlupin @starbuckie @serendipityrogers @greenorangevioletgrass @agentofbarnes @hungryyeyes

some more mutuals who i think are just THE COOLEST and i would love to interact more because you guys are all such great writers!

<3

and of course, any mutuals I forgot to tag you guys are so sweet and ilysm i just have a bad memory😭 i would tag all the amazing talented people on this app but i think i might surpass the word limit because everyone here is so cool 🤧

<3

and of course…my wonder amazing beautiful little vampires (aka my followers hehe) your support means everything and i love talking to guys! whether that’s through dm’s or anon asks, it means a lot!

<3

Hopefully 2022 will treat us better! Wishing you all the best of luck this year<3 keep writing your little hearts out cuz I will eat that shit up until the day i die! that’s a promise, and i don’t break promises!!🤺

sending so many hugs and kisses!!

xoxo,

allie🕊

[tedturneriscrazy]

Tick tock, it's Lore O'Clock! Time (ha!) for Elsewhere and Elsewhen!

(I swear to the Titan I'm gonna try to make this shorter)

Ah, I see we're starting with a good old fashioned conspiracy board! Last time I saw one of those was during an 8 hour Victorious retrospective (you know the one)

And Luz continuing to be smart and studious

Don't be too hard on yourself, Luz, a door capable of interdimensional travel isn't exactly the sort of thing you get right the first time around

Ayyy it's Steve! He even has the shirt lmao

Ah, so it's a celebration of a new museum position! So much for a birthday

Lulu seems less than thrilled...

Hooty continues to be gross and upsetting. Wouldn't have him any other way♥

She must be Flora Desplora

Yup, I was right

Hmm, not getting into any trouble? The music cue tells me I should be uneasy about this, so I'm going to oblige

I don't think I like her, especially with what she did to that poor griffin :(

"I have questions about that name" LA;FKHJD;OSHFAP LUZ KNOWS LMFAOOOO

Lilith having yet another existential crisis

Also, that "Snorses" moment, besides being yet another Luz being cute moment, had real "Snadger" vibes

Well, that's one way of getting around changing the title card yet (probably ran short on time for the episode)

Ah, Philip has metioned the Collector👀

Eda gets it (I might not have mentioned my leg hair, but still)

Here we go, time for the time travel method in this show

People will probably pay more attention to "Lender Man," but I'm just amused that possums are considered a cryptid in the Boiling Isles

Time travel method mixed with fond childhood memories! Well done

I know balusters are supposed to be a prime example of a dry topic, but considering Demon Realm architecture, I think it could actually be genuinely interesting...

Luz is so encouraging to Lilith 😭😭 (I didn't actually mean to put two emoji there, but fuck it)

Thus, the adventure begins!

Everyone wanting more of nerdy Lilith is getting fed today

Oop, Luz found something magical! She's gonna put her face in it!

Side note: that's the exact same sound the pictures in Willow's mind made when entering those, too

Lilith telling her reflections "In your face!" 😂

"I shall revel mineself to death!" And he did, the end

Lmao Lilith tripped over her own head

"And yes, I am a crab maiden!" Flashbacks to The Time Traveler's Pig, anyone?

"Bloody fly effect" I once again have to mention how the wordplay in this show is top tier

It's so adorable how Luz genuinely thinks Lilith is cool despite how impossibly lame she acts

"I get to meet my Grandpa?!"

Eda panicking juuust a little bit...

So that's where they got the hats

Also, I get the feeling that's more of Belos' propaganda talking through Lilith

Luz looking at Lilith like "I don't get it, but you're clearly having fun"

The man himself! Philip!

Oh, Eda's definitely gonna try to bounce to avoid seeing Dell

I would make a "cockblocking" joke here, but I'm above that😤

A terrible impersonation, but not inaccurate

Oh, we gonna have a fight?...Guess not

And Philip's a dick. I expected better from a 17th century English settler! /s

"Luzura and Dirtrude" loooool

...Luz totally cribbed that backstory from Good Witch Azura, didn't she?

So Philip also knows how to use glyphs...

"Almost as if the world wanted to hide them from me" Hmm....

Lilith seems suspicious...

That's quite an elaborate glyph combo

Yes, Eda, Gwen will surely be fooled by that

C'mon, Eda, she might have been duped by Wartlop, but that's just pathetic

Yo, there he is!

The way he talks, you can definitely tell running away is something she's done many times before, and it's goddamn heartbreaking💔

Head of the Titan, huh? A shortcut, indeed

I'm starting to get the impression our dear friend Philip is taking Luz and Lilith for a ride, and not in a fun way

"This feels uncomfortably familiar" Uh oh

Whatcha doing with that palisman, Phil?

Oh, you motherfucker

You slimy piece of shit

Oh, she's gonna scratch that thing in the place Lilith mentioned, isn't she?

YUP

Of course Luz could make a giant stone monster dinosaur thing cute

GET HIM LULU FUCK YEAH

That's what you get, you fuck

"Stay mad" Cool aunt indeed

And the smack on the way out lmao

Luz is so sweet and supportive of Lilith in this episode😭😭😭

Here comes the long-awaited heart to heart with dad

Wait, that was his tower all along?!

God, I already love Dell, what a sweet man

"Grandson" I need another moment

Wow, looks like Owl Beast Eda got more than just his eye...And the shaking...

She carved Owlbert with Dell I-

I do hope we see more of Dell, he's the best

The exchanging of finger guns so great

Oh FUCK his arm

OH SHIT THOSE "PHILIP IS BELOS" PEOPLE WERE RIGHT ALL ALONG!!!

(The episode did hint at this heavily, but now it's outright confirmed, goddamn!)

And there's even the Belos voice mixing with Philip's!

Seems like he's concerned with more than just getting home...

Well, what a doozy that was! Plenty of lore and worldbuilding, plus the big reveal that most of the fandom totally guessed! That said, it's about the journey, not the destination, and the way this was told and built up was quite well done! Also, the interaction with Eda and Dell...I want more, dammit!

Now we know what kind of person Philip was/Belos is, and that he truly does not give a shit about anyone in this realm. And next week we're gonna have to see Hunter try once again to earn his approval, knowing full well he'll never get it...

This show continues to be great!

[jayflrt]

akka <3 thank you so much but it's still 22 nd in here, but for the early wish, i appreciate it!! my weekend was the worst and my day was too. i got my vaccine today and my hand hurts, jsjsjdj. did you know that i like jaywon or you just yk like guessed or simply put them, but i love them tho-

i opened tumblr today and i went through your blog and didn't expect a birthday wish 😭😭😭 really thank you saur much T_T i have nothing to say but this weekend i'll write my college admission exam and i hope i'll do good!! also do you have any study tips, these days my motivation for studying is decreasing and i'm procrastinating a lot :(

and the jay tiktok, oh my god! the guitar he had it since highschool 😔 he is so precious :( he's good at keeping gifts. jay is so cute and the en-o clock episode, jay was the mafia and he's like 🤫 i'm the mafia, hahahsh.

yea- tamil, telugu, kanada and malyalam have similar words and tone, so it is easy for me to understand tamil, hehe. my dad knows how to speak like the basic and my mom too, so i visited kanchipuram when i was young, yea- that was the only time i went to tamil nadu, lmao.

most of the girls take medical more than engineering and boys take engineering the most. it's like the majority, right? medical is like, my mom said no because she knows that i can't take much stress and i won't study properly so i'm sticking with engeneering but i'd also study bio just 4 fun, haha.

also please wish your friend a happy birthday too, on my behalf and tell them to have a good day too <3

i was an infp-t but it changed into entj-t lmao and my enneagram type is 5, 9 and 4— 5 is like investigator?? and 9 is accommodator?? 4 is romanti(s)c, tell me what they mean akka...

and i felt so happy yesterday, idk the reason but i was just happy and then fucking sad all of a sudden,😂😂😔 and i always keep seeing this time 11:11, what does it mean? whne i googled it, it said my ancestors are giving me signs or some shit and another one said- it'll make my wish come true!!

also what is your opinion on nmixx debut, i'm disappointed and the music taste isn't mine and i didn't like lily's high notes, it didn't suit in the music, here voice is way more better if she sings alone :) i'm like really disappointed. this is my opinion and i'm not hating them.

how was your trip, weekend and day btw?? hope you have a good day/night!! i have a lot to say but i don't really have the energy to write lmao, it pains (≧﹏ ≦)

bye q(≧▽≦q) *muah*

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heyhey !! omg sorry i didn’t realize i was too early 🤧 but i’m glad i got to wish you regardless !! how was your birthday love? 🌷 omg yes my arm was a little sore after the booster !! i think it was definitely better than the first two rounds tho :’’) and you’ve talked about jaywon before and talked about watching compilations of them on youtube so i thought i’d add them to your little bday post 🥰 

good luck on your college admissions essay !! :o i hope everything goes well with it 💗 also as for study tips, i would recommend writing out your notes so you retain the information better (i type my notes because of time but writing is very useful), and i do active recall by using flashcards to test my memory !! <3 if you’re doing math or science or smthn tho, it’s useful to practice problems until you understand the concept ♡ also make sure you take breaks and put your phone away when you study !! i used to be terrible at procrastinating in high school and then my mom took my phone away LOL and i got so much more done 🤩 

AHHH GUITARIST JAY HAS BEEN HAUNTING ME 🤧💕 I REWATCH IT EVERY DAY BECAUSE HE’S JUST THE SWEETEST EVER D; i haven't watched any en’oclock since college started tho sobsob i have to wait until i’m on a break again !! ♡  

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omg rlly ?? 🤧 i used to live in kanchipuram for a little but im a chennai city girl 🤩 yeah usually engineering is very male-dominated but it’s still v difficult so good luck !!! i don’t know how it works over there but here we have to take bio anyway for our GE (general education) courses :’)

ooh entjs have the extroverted, intuitive, thinking, and judging personality types :’)) this is what the website says about it !! <3 omg haknyeon from tbz is also entj 🤧 

i’m enfp-a so we literally only have the extroverted part in common HAHAH but the -t stands for turbulent and the -a stands for assertive and it has to do with how people cope with stressful situations, i believe. the -t refers to being more swayed with decisions and being turbulent under stress, while the -a is more set on goals and deals with stress better i think. and for a little breakdown on the rest of the letters:

i-e - the introvert-extrovert divide determines if your dominant function is introverted or extroverted. (where you focus your attention)

s-n - the sensing-intuition divide determines if the perceiving function, (either sensing or intuition) in your top two functions is a sensing function or an intuition function. (the way you take in information)

t-f - the thinking-feeling divide determines if the judging function, (either thinking or feeling) in your top two functions is a thinking or feeling function. (how you make decisions)

j-p - the judging-perceiving divide determines if your stronger judging function is introverted or extroverted. judging types have an extroverted judging function, and perceiving types have an introverted judging function. (how you deal with the world)

i did this mbti compatibility thing with enha and im not compatible with any of them with the mbti except sunjay HAHAH

i don’t know much about enneagram types but i’ll send what i read on it 🤧 maybe you should take the quiz again tho ?? :o i think people just get one or two types 

type 4 (the individualist) - fours want to be unique and to experience deep, authentic emotions. type fours fear they are flawed and are overly focused on how they are different from other people. 

type 5 (the investigator) - fives seek understanding and knowledge, and are more comfortable with data than other people. the biggest fear of the type five is being overwhelmed by their own needs or the needs of other people.

type 9 (the peacemaker) - nines like to go with the flow and let the people around them set the agenda. type nines fear pushing people away by prioritizing their own needs, and they tend to be passive.

enneagrams are also grouped into head, heart, and body types, and type 4 (heart), 5 (head), and 9 (body) are actually in each of those categories 

heart types - heart types react with emotions first. they connect with other people on an empathetic level, and make sense of the world by understanding their feelings about it. these types are guided by the feelings connected to their emotional relationships with other people. they value things such as emotional support, recognition, and inclusion.

head types - head types react with analysis first. they connect with other people on an intellectual level, and make sense of the world by understanding the systems and theories that underlie what they observe. these types are primarily focused on control, which they gain by maintaining stability, security, and competence.

body types - body types react with an instinctive, gut feeling. they connect with other people based on their physical sense of comfort, and make sense of the world by sensing their body's reaction to what is happening. the primary drive for this triad is to maintain their independence and limit control from outside influences. they respond by being either overly controlling, overly passive, or overly perfectionistic.

omg i experience mood swings sometimes as well love 🤧 it’s okay it’s perfectly normal !! :’)) also 11:11 is kind of a meaning in numerology that’s linked to chance and luck. so that’s why people go “11:11 make a wish” because it’s said you can manifest ✨ at that exact time 

oh goddd i think the girls of nmixx are definitely very talented but that debut song was a little disappointing 😭 the song just seemed all over the place but wow they’re definitely all strong dancers !! :o i just dont know what jype was thinking with that song <//3 i actually had no idea they were a group debuting until i saw that song all over my tiktok HAHAH omg these idol groups are getting younger and younger 🤧 i feel so old sometimes 

also my trip was so so fun tysm for asking !!! 🥰💖 we ate out for every single meal tho so my wallet was dying LOLL and i had kbbq for the first time :o i think all of our meals were in little tokyo or ktown as well so it was v good asian food for once all weekend ♡ we got these really good korean corn dogs omggg i was in love <33 i felt so much closer with my friends after that weekend so i hope we can do something like that again soon :’) 💕 but tonight my roommates and i are gonna get kbbq so it’ll be nice to spend time with them as well !! :’) we’re all tired from midterms so it’ll be good to unwind HAHAH 

how was your week love ?? :o i hope you’re having a great day/night right now and have a great weekend ahead 🥰🌷 take care and i hope your arm isn't sore anymore !! ♡ 

[hinderr]

ahaha……..crying anon is back after chapter 15…..

and so my theory was right!!!! very happy but also Terrified bc of that! i wish we could put images in asks bc i have so many reaction images from this fic 😭😭

now for the gritty shit! holy FUCK that chapter HURRRRRT!!!!! pissbaby my beloved :(( i’m glad she survived :’))

the crow…..squints. kristen could save pissbaby but not tubbo /lh

AND THE FUCKIN VIDEO???? EXCUSE ME???????? I!!!!!!!! IVE NEVER SEEN SOMETHING LIKE THAT DONE BEFORE AJD IM BEYOND IMPRESSED HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!! i like to think the small white text was tubbo telling ranboo not to go to the end and the large white text was ??? i’m not sure yet but MANNNNN!!!!!!!! you continue to impress and amaze me with ur storytelling skills holy FUCK!!!!!! genuinely started tearing up at the end with ranboo and phil’s moment :(( not excited to see the family’s reaction when yet another member is gone 😀 (that is….if we even SEE their reactions…..)

lord i’m worried about mr boo :( maybe. maybe he and tubbo will be reunited :’)) or ranboo will just stay in the end, locking himself away for eternity :’))

anyway i’m just!!!! MAN this fic is so good!!!!!!! i could ramble for AGES on the entire set up!!!!! i’m realizing now that you literally foreshadowed tubbo’s death??? when they were talking about birthdays and how tubbo and tommy would no longer be respawners….can’t remember which chapter but i do remember tubbo’s b-day came first 🥲 unless i’ve briefly become ranboo and my memory has gone to shit LMFAOOOO (i need to reread the fic tbh i miss the happy moments :’) plus it’s just. a banger fic in general)

i’ve rambled enough so i’m just gonna sign off with this!! very good chapter and i’m excited to see how the story continues!!!! :D

-🐝

// notus, notus spoilers

CRYING ANON MY BELOVED (/p) HELLOOOO!!! HELLO!!!!

AHAHAH PISSBABY SURVIVED!! That's not like, a metaphor or anything. The crow?? Kristin?? Oh yea definitely-

I'M SO EXCITED YOU LIKED THE VIDEO!! Sometime during writing I decided to take a break and put that together for....reasons I'm not too sure of myself, but it was so much fun!! I was so excited to post the chapter just because I wanted to do that video bit!! Love the music choice, too :)

oh yeah, now's definitely a good time to worry about Mr Boo...

AAAAA!! IM SO GLAD YOU'VE BEEN ENJOYING NOTUS!! EASHUIASHWI IT'S SO INCREDIBLY NICE TO HEAR AAAAA!!! :D!!! /POS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

One funny thing about writing that chapter was the sheer amount of times I'd be writing something emotional, only to have to write "Pissbaby" right after. Love that moobloom