#this has been rattling in my brain all day
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Sooo...would it be possible for you to do some Pureshadow fics,or have the brainworms for that ship not settled in yet?
Fic example if you do wanna do one:Shadow Milk's thoughts at the creation of Truthless Recluse(Like that one fic you wrote called "This Hurtson AO3).
Oh trust me, the brain worms are rattling around in there lol. I have ideas, sfw and... not so much lol. I haven't gotten to them yet bc:
First and foremost, I really want to update my most recent BurningCheese fic. Two weeks with no chapter 2, even though the outline has been done for way longer than that. Annoys the hell out of me personally
My vacation is over, gotta go back to my normal life again. Which includes going out and working lol. Don't have much time to write anyway (or I guess that's where my insomnia might help me 😅😅😅)
I kind of hate saying this, but I'm a little worried/afraid that I won't do Shadow Milk justice. Like I'll write him "wrong". I've read a few PureShadow fics already (been loving the PureShadow content explosion recently lol, BeastAncient shippers stay winning) and they're fantastic. But they make me think "ah shit, I can't compete with that" lol. But I'll get over it and write something eventually
But rest assured, citizen, I DO have fics planned and they WILL see the light of day! Just need time and preparation, that's all. Promise
#i will say that I'm considering a different approach to PureShadow than I've had w BurningCheese#won't say what but you'll see it when it shows up. Hopefully I do a good job lol#seriously though. Believe me. You will see PureShadow fics from me. They exist#the brainworms aren't as violent or impatient as the BurningCheese ones but they're there lol#cookie run kingdom#pureshadow#shadowvanilla#merchant asks
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you're the only one I trust with hardcoreduo. Tell me your thoughts
So at some point phil told lullah and chay a story about him fighting the ender dragon but hid the fact that he killed it I remembered that and it got me thinking.
So phil has done alot for gods including their dirty work and there happens to be these creatures that while not being gods have power similar to gods. But what if these creatures turned on the gods think of what could happen. So phil goes out to slay all these monsters who just happen to be dragons. Along the way of killing dragons, he learns that the end is guarded by one supposably this dragon is not to be messed with and holds great power over the end and its inhabitants. Phil comes to the conclusion that this dragon must be holding the end hostage so after he has slain all the other dragons he must free the end.
Eventually, he makes it to the end to kill the final dragon. It's a hell of a fight but eventually, phil is about to win when the dragon asks that before he kills it, It has one request which is to spare its child and raise it since it will never survive without its parent, it needs one of it's own kind to protect it. Phil thinks it's a bluff since he's an angel blessed by death, not a dragon and kills the dragon freeing the end. But when he goes into the dragon's den all he finds is a nest with a baby sleeping in the center a baby who happens to be a cross between a dragon and an angel. Phil panics when he can't bring himself to kill his own kind and brings it to the overworld to the outskirts of a town on an island in the middle of nowhere.
Years later phil reunites with the living proof of what he's done when tubbo's set free from the ice prison. The issue is phil's memory is hazy and doesn't recognize tubbo or realize he's a dragon all he knows is something about tubbo is wrong
#qsmp#tubbo#q!tubbo#philza#q!philza#hardcoreduo#this has been rattling in my brain all day#tubbo is the embodiment of phil's hypocrisy and need to be a hero even at the cost of others#there's also alot to say about how phil is raising the kids of a species he whipped out too#also he freed the ender king when killing the dragon <3#also q!tubbo's parents are captain sparkles and iskall as is with most of my aus#phil killed captian sparkles </3#i would love to do more with this#also tubbo's fucking ancient#shut up rory#rory shut up#one dy i will remember which is my rambaling tag
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Sometimes fucking nasty style isn't sex, and sometimes being fully clothed and not touching is sex. Do you Understand? This is important and will be on the test.
#this has been rattling in my brain all day#releasing it into its natural ecosystem so I can finally know peace
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So if you follow me (and aren't just stopping by because you saw one of my funney viralposts), you probably know that I've been writing a bunch of fanfiction for Stranger Things, which is set in rural Indiana in the early- to mid-eighties. I've been working on an AU where (among other things) Robin, a character confirmed queer in canon, gets integrated into a friend group made up of a number of main characters. And I got a comment that has been following me around in the back of my mind for a while. Amidst fairly usual talk about the show and the AU and what happens next, the commenter asked, apparently in genuine confusion, "why wouldn't Robin just come out to the rest of the group yet? They would be okay with it."
I did kind of assume, for a second or two, that this was a classic case of somebody confusing what the character knows with what the author/audience knows. But the more I think about it, the more I feel like it embodies a real generational shift in thinking that I hadn't even managed to fully comprehend until this comment threw it into sharp perspective.
Because, my knee-jerk reaction was to reply to the comment, "She hasn't come out to these people she's only sort-of known for less than a year because it's rural Indiana. In the nineteen-eighties." and let that speak for itself. Because for me and my peers, that would speak for itself. That would be an easy and obvious leap of logic. Because I grew up in a world where you assumed, until proven otherwise, that the general society and everyone around you was homophobic. That it was unsafe to be known to be queer, and to deliberately out yourself required intention and forethought and courage, because you would get negative reactions and you had to be prepared for the fallout. Not from everybody! There were always exceptions! But they were exceptions. And this wasn't something you consciously decided, it wasn't an individual choice, it wasn't an individual response to trauma, it wasn't individual. It was everybody. It was baked in, and you didn't question it because it was so inherently, demonstrably obvious. It was Just The Way The World Is. Everybody can safely be assumed to be homophobic until proven otherwise.
And what this comment really clarified for me, but I've seen in a million tiny clashing assumptions and disconnects and confusions I've run into with The Kids These Days, is that a lot of them have grown up into a world that is...the opposite. There are a lot of queer kids out there who are assuming, by default, that everybody is not homophobic, until proven otherwise. And by and large, the world is not punishing them harshly for making that assumption, the way it once would have.
The whole entire world I knew changed, somehow, very slowly and then all at once. And yes, it does make me feel like a complete space alien just arrived to Earth some days. But also, it makes me feel very hopeful. This is what we wanted for ourselves when we were young and raw and angrily shoving ourselves in everyone's faces to dare them to prove themselves the exception, and this is what I want for The Kids These Days.
(But also please, please, Kids These Days, do try to remember that it has only been this way since extremely recently, and no it is not crazy or pathetic or irrational or whatever to still want to protect yourself and be choosy about who you share important parts of yourself with.)
#also Kids These Days please if nobody's told you: you can't send cheques through email#and if somebody sends you one through email They Are A Scammer and Yes They Are Scamming You#that's not related I just am constantly tearing my hair out about how many people of ALL AGES don't know that#something something something invoking the fuck word in the hopes it will keep this poast from search#i love how the internet has created Magic Words Of Power#unfortunately most of those words perform the action of 'summon jackass idiots to comment on your post'#i am paraphrasing the comment that was left on my AU fic because I am too lazy to go looking for it right now but#it was very similar to that wording#this is just a thing that has been rattling around in my brain and it was finally smoothed out and polished enough to come out
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i blame @crazy-valley for this :P
i expect you to portal 2. or something. au ideas under the cut
Phoenix is a test subject in the extremely questionable and very abandoned Zoraxis Laboratories. Reginald is the core that woke them up and guides them through the beginning of the game, though they take a detour in order to pick up another core named Juniper since Reginald INSISTS that they’ll need his help. while trying to get out they accidentally wake up the boss of the facility: PHANToM (do NOT ask me what it stands for) and thus Phoenix gets trapped once again.
i’d imagine that in this au, Juniper takes PHANToM’s place as boss and promptly goes mad with power and turns on Phoenix, Reggie, and PHANToM, leading to Phoenix and PHANToM being stuck in the dark, ancient underbelly of Zoraxis. they hear a lot of audio tapes from a Doctor Zor, who used to be CEO before they died from moon rock poisoning or something. they yell about how they’re going to get Solaris to make a combustible lemon that’ll burn your house down.
i don’t have any specific ideas for the end of the game but i would imagine that it ends with Juniper either electrocuted out of PHANToM’s body or lost in the void of space.
other random bits: instead of Space Core, that’s Hivemind and he just shouts “bees?! bees!!! bees!!!” nonstop when you’re holding him. i think Prism mighttttt take the place of Ratman but idk. lmk if you have any ideas to add!
#this au has been rattling around in my head for months but the whiteboard inspired me to actually draw some of it out#i think that these two games play very nicely together they’re similar in a lotttt of ways#portal 2 is DEF up there for my favorite game of all time. it makes the top five easily#wheatley changed my brain chemistry in a way that i can feel affect everything i make to this DAY. i forgive him idc#ieytd#i expect you to die#agent phoenix#reginald crane#the handler#john juniper#wait. what is the phantom’s tag#phantom ieytd#whatever#ieytd au#portal 2 au#my art
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So I've been rewatching the Tolkien trilogy's recently and I finished Return of the King today and don't get me wrong, I love these movies but like.......Why was Minas Tirith so poorly defended? I don't mean by the men, honestly the Gondorian soldiers all proved to be pretty amazing fighting for as long as they did against overwhelming forces. What I mean by poorly defended is...where are the built in defenses? They have trebuchets sure but like, the Orcs had catapults, and using trebuchets just feels like the Gondorians and the Orcs playing hot potato with broken pieces of Minas Tirith architecture.
Where were the archers loops that would've kept their archers more protected? Where were the holes along the castle ramparts that could've allowed for boiling water / oil to be poured on the attacking forces?
Where was the fucking MOAT??? Or at least a couple massive ditches???? Those things existed!! And they existed for good reason! Namely - to keep siege towers / battering rams from being able to easily reach your castle walls!
And I don't even think Denethor is to blame for this, cause like, there were many stewards before him, and before the stewards there were kings, and especially after they lost Minas Ithil to Mordor, I feel like they could have done something to make Minas Tirith a bit more protected against sieges.
I just....why no moat? Please....give them a moat, it could've even made Grond possibly less effectively (possible, depends on how wide the moat would've been and how far Grond could swing)
Also there's a criminal lack of ballistas present, which makes me sad because they're frankly very cool
#boo talks#lotr#tolkien#lord of the rings#i just.... i love ballistas and moats yall#why did minas tirith not be built to defend against sieges when they were the first and arguably last line of defense against mordor??#this has been rattling around in my brain all day and for no good reason really lol
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i feel that, as a fandom, we are so deprived of kevneil content.
#where are the fics#where are the hcs#where are the snippets#where are the fanarts#i've been thinking about them lately#the mental image of neil straddling kevin's lap has been rattling around in my brain#i need it viscerally#their dynamic fascinates me#zoe yaps#kevneil#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#kevin day
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louise miller // jenny holzer
#this has been rattling around my brain all day#louise miller#jenny holzer#lucy.txt#web weaving#i guess idk
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so i've been playing modded minecraft with some friends recently
#madness combat#barely#madcom tricky#'are you gonna come back to the fandom?' possibly. I've still got my concepts rattling around in my brain.#I've just also been dealing with shit (/retail)(/grief)(/burnout)(/brain's a fuck) and am not good at juggling.#though now that I'm changing jobs maybe I'll be able to work on stuff again#cause now i won't just be thinking clown thoughts while pushing around carts all day#my art#my post#...i am aware of the irony of THIS being my newest madcom art piece given one of the last art pieces.#it has not been minecraft for THAT long. i just swung back round to it
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This is the creature currently rattling the bars of my mental enclosure (my Digital Circus hyperfixation has been using an expert attack pattern for the last 3 days)
EPISODE 4 IS COMING OUT TOMORROW AND I AM FINE. I AM PERFECTLY SANE! I TOTALLY HAVEN’T BEEN WATCHING AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF TADC VIDEOS ALL WEEK! MY BRAIN DEFINITELY HASN’T BEEN INVADED BY RAGAPOM THOUGHTS! (If it’s not clear, I am not sane, I have been watching an unhealthy amount of TADC videos all week, and I have been having a lot of Ragapom thoughts lately). I LOVE THIS SJIW SO MUCH, AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH-
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#the anticipation is killing me#gremlin hours#rattling the bars of my enclosure#I AM PERFECTLY SANE#I AM SANE#DEFINITELY NOT LOSING MY MIND AS WE SPEAK#I LOVE THIS SHOW SO FUCKING MUCH YOU GUYS YOU HAVE NO IDEA#You will inevitably be hearing so much more of my circus ramblings tomorrow night after the episode#I am so EXCITED! It looks so good!#And you know damn well I’m going to be savoring any and all Ragapom crumbs like they’re nectar. Like a Michelin star gourmet feast!#And like GUMMIGOO? If he comes back I will be ECSTATIC! Actually ecstatic doesn’t even cut it!#I will be bouncing off the goddamn walls!#Okay I’m gonna stop now because I need to save at least a portion of my sanity and brain power for tomorrow#But yeah bottom line Pomni has been running throughout my mind for the last few days trying to find the exit#Safe to say there isn’t one. Sorry Pomni!
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i very much believe that boothill would be a (self-proclaimed) connoisseur of silly nicknames and i very much believe he’d call me his ‘lil clari berry’ and ‘freckle-faced fairy’ (*ノωノ)
sinks his spiky teeth into the curve of my neck, or latches them over the dip of my collarbone, and bites down hard, mumbling against my skin, ‘mmm, clari berry, my favourite’ like the goofball he is,,, tongue laving over the twin crescents of tiny pinpricks now etched into my flesh n then sealing it with a spit-slicked kiss, breathing out that i’m the sweetest thing he’s ever tasted, he swears to the stars,,, chuckling dark n low when i shiver, his words cool against damp skin,, (ㅅ´ ˘ `)
#this has been rattling around in my brain for several days now#it’s all i can hear#‘hey my lil clari berry!!!’#‘oh look; it’s my sweet lil clari berry’#‘gone out to pick me the cutest lil clari berry’ etc#he’s so !!!!!!!!!! SILLY#inky.boothill#hillari
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i’m staring desolately at a wall right now. why are minecraft men so sad and wet and cat
#having more c!jack manifold thoughts#this one has actually been rattling around in my brain for a little bit lmao#like. I wonder if he got a level of care he’d never gotten before when he died to techno#it wasn’t anything. they had duelled and techno at least respected him facing death for his cause#(I know jack tries to escape in canon. I do not use canon a day in my life 🩷)#techno probably didn’t even remember how jack’s face twisted in pain before his expression dropped in realization#he had an opponent who wasn’t his target and they were currently weighing down his sword by having it through their stomach#techno had paused and grabbed Jack’s shoulders. it was more of a push than setting him down on the newly unearthed cobblestone#(jack remembered how hot it was. the ground had already felt like a memory of the explosion)#that was all that happened. the sword was swiftly pulled out. the light left Jack’s eyes. techno continued on his way#but Jack always remembers the hands bringing his pale body to the ground#he never knew that the hand over his heart was an accidental placement while the sword was removed#eventually he doesn’t know where the warmth came from. he just knows there was warmth in that moment#when he dies clinging to netherrack that singes his hands and he feels seconds away from melting#the feeling of the burns against his skin on november 16th fade away#it’s only warmth. and when he gets desperate to get rid of everything in manifold land#and the flames dance too close to his arms. he feels warm. and he’ll never escape that feeling#c!jack manifold#maniposting
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Thinking about them (qianxiu) again
#yams thought#in all honesty I think about lang qiqnqiu and pei xiu on a daily basis#i just be throwing them into situations in the mind palace all day long#peipei has been rattling around in my brain a lot more lately though so that’s been fun
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i've said it before and i'll say it again, good omens's god may be heaven's boss but she's crowley's mom. and that's what the issue is.
#nat.txt#crowley is the universe's original nepo baby. just god's special little snake and he hates every second of it#good omens lb#i'm not actually watching this thought has just been rattling around my brain all day
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Top 10 clots that'll have you thinking: "Wow! That Sure Was The Lining Of An Organ!"
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Dial tone but roz and larkren send tweet
#larkren#listen this has been rattling around in my brain all day it wont leave me ALONE.#a lumen league of their own/blaseball au isnt anything but its something. to me#the shitty older sibling who leaves you behind dynamic.
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