#this has been on my mind for months
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gehenna by wotaku gives me babeway damage so i made a quick line distribution thing to inflict it on everyone (below cut ->)
bold: babe / italics: way / underline: both
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im pretty sure this is not a popular opinion which is why i havent said it, but its been on my mind for months now so fuck it, i guess.
you know that post, the one about the barbie movie and margot robbie talking about barbie being a doll with no reproductive organs and sexual desire, and a lot of tumblr users just like, celebrating this as a win for asexuality?
i hate that post. a lot. like a lot a lot.
because while i dont think margot robbies conclusion is wrong (shes a doll), i think calling barbie asexual is inaccurate and it makes me, an ace person, uncomfortable.
like i dont think its a purposeful link, but that comparison very much implies that sexuality and sexual desire is tied to having reproductive organs, which uh no, thats not how that works and i really dislike that implication. idk about you, but i dont like tying my queerness to my biology.
that link is also one that rings of those who presume that there is a universal normative experience, which is also true of the movie itself, see jessie genders video on that. there are many people in the world who have what would be considered atypical reproductive organs and plenty whose reproductive organs can be considered not-working like those who have gone through the menopause, and they are not all ace.
its also just reductive as to what asexuality in general. margot robbies quote was specifically that barbie didnt feel sexual desire, and funnily enough, sexual desire =/= sexual attraction. while i, myself, be a sex-repulsed ace, there are plenty of horny aces who do the fuck. ive already mentioned the fact that im opposed to linking my queerness to biology, and honestly that part only made me more uncomfortable after the movie ended on "im here to see my gynecologist".
also just, barbie is a plastic doll. like thats how she starts in the movie itself. shes not asexual, shes a doll. and idk dude, theres just a part of me that is deeply uncomfortable with tying asexuality with a doll.
like imo, this just isnt the win for asexuality people were treating it as. we can do better than this.
especially considering the way queerness was handled in the film, but again, go watch jessie genders video on it, its better presented than my rambling post
#kai rambles#this has been on my mind for months#everytime i saw that post#i stayed quiet#i didnt say anything#i didnt want to ruin people's fun#which is how i treated all of the barbie movies because people were having fun i didnt want to ruin the fun#or come across as a contrarian#or put myself on the same side of all the sad men complaining about it being about men being evil#because like thats not my opinion but when those are the loudest voices criticising the film#you dont want to join in yourself because i also think their criticisms are dumb and bigoted#but i also think the movie was a vehicle for capitalism and that people are hailing greta gerwig for a middling film that is also an#advert for matel#and that its social commentary is woefully lacking because its just so fucking white#it is a white feminist movie#it is a cishet feminist movie#it does not address or even acknowledge intersectionality#and it is randomly (?) racist towards native americans#like the smallpox line and the uh funny haha barbie version of mount rushmore joke are uh#theyre unnecessary inclusions that show at the very least an ignorance towards native issues and experiences#also like its hard to make your fuck the patriarchy movie when capitalism is a fundamental part of the patriarchy and your movie is also an#also the movie itself links gender with reproductive organs which is not only cisnormative and like fucking#radfem bullshit#but also completely ignores the fact that intersex people exist#...i did not mean to go on a rant#i didnt even like particularly dislike the film i just fucking hated how it was being discussed
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I love Luke "Priorities" Carder
This is how the scene went right? Anyways go read @sleepless-in-starbucks's lucky jumbo series
Bonus the og draft bc its very funny
#Whispers#Lucky jumbo#homemade trinkets#my art#This has been on my mind for MONTHS#And art fight gave me the motivation to make it#Which I should make a post for but eh#Anyways. Him. Them. Friends.
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WAIT.
would y’all hate me if i did a little Bela/Reader one shot thing (idk how long) of kinda like… if the reader was an intruder in the castle similarly to how Ethan was but wasn’t outwardly hostile and was just like… lost and confused… doesn’t understand a word that’s being said to them… and instead of that scene/fight with Bela, the homie just… scrambles to leave because oh my god she is very angry and very dangerous??? the FEELINGS it has plagued my noggin
#not set in tptm’s universe#somewhere else#but just#this has been on my mind for MONTHS#MONTHS I TELL YOU#that specific scene of the reader or oc or whatever looking up at her all angry and they’re just#they run#they’re so scared#and bela’s just ‘hold on… what.’#imagine the feelings from her pov omg#nothing happens ofc but like…………
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STOP!!!
Hear me out, hear me out—
Prince Sidon = Miles Edgeworth Fishsona (? is that a thing??)
that is all.
#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#sleep deprived thoughts#for real though#i’ll probably make a follow-up post#fishies#fishsona#loz sidon#prince sidon#botw#zelda totk#zelda breath of the wild#zelda tears of the kingdom#this has been on my mind for months#possible shitpost
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Phoenix Rising
How many of my followers know about this story? I believe it had been my very (?) first published fic on FF.net a crossover between DP and Arrow.
My writing has definitely evolved from back then, even I have reread my own works and holy moly does it need an upgrade.
Fun Fact: I’ve wrote this BEFORE I’ve had a tumblr account, and oh boy that rabbit hole had a wild slide.
Now, I’m deep in the dpxdc side of things.
My followers who have already read this bloody thing, would you like to read an updated version? Little more fleshed out, less confusion, ideas added, deleted or just glossed over?
Those who are finding about it now, feel free to read it, just know that it’s only available on FF.
I don’t entirely remember every detail, Ghost King Danny is there...eventually. It’s one of those stories of partially planned out and spontaneous ‘sure lets go with that’ moments.
In one week I’ll be on a 2 week vacation, I’ll be working on this plus multiple other stories both fics and original, cause my brain knows no chill.
Leave your thoughts below.
#dpxdc#look i was young#and in school#i still know no chill#but at least its contained#fic needs such an update#as i'm literally working on an entire other crossover fandom#i'm trying to come off of hiatus#i just realized the dp fixation#and how extensive it is#this has been on my mind for MONTHS#i should be leaving for work#bye
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having RSD in your mid-twenties is so embarrassing. "Oooaaaghguauah somebody send me a DM with no punctuation they must want me to kill myself" no they don't fucking grow up oh my god. Except its You and You Can't
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In my eyes Grace using her powers to make James and Matthew kiss her, and generally controlling men (Charles being among them but above all James) was always the bigger offence than her interfering with James & Cordelia’s relationship. Like, it’s literally SA by magic (and in Matthew’s case it wasn’t even addressed plus she gaslit him into thinking that he’d done sth wrong and used it to keep him in check), and James was clearly traumatised by the experience. Not saying that Grace deserves eternal punishing for it because it’s def more nuanced than that. But people need to start calling it what it was instead of playing up the romance drama 😭
#yes yes i know i spend too much time on tiktok#and lots of people ARE straightforward about it#but i can’t not bring it up#this has been on my mind for months#chain of iron spoilers
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that detranstioner on tiktok whos like "this is what happens when you give a woman testosterone for 5 years" like im sorry but there are trans woman who have had testosterone for 30+ years that have made it work so stop complaining and just buy a wig ffs
#theres a clearer way to phrase this but i cant think of one#this has been on my mind for months#transgender#detransitioners
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desperately trying to formulate a "everything reminds me of him" type post of the narrator tsp and the diagnostic section for npd in the dsm-5 but i'm struggling to find a way to make it explicitly clear in a non clunky way that the post would be about the narrator and not like. not like an actual guy. anyway. he married stanley on my legal tomodachi life save look at them. well. i'd say that. if tor were in the fucking house but he's not. it's 12am why is he not at his house
#this has been on my mind for months#the tomodachi life thing is a recent development though#also i've read that part of the dsm 5. just so you know for certain. i need a psych test
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#i speak the truth#this has been sitting in my mind for months and i finally got the urge to make it today#ds9#voy#star trek#tng#star trek tos
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babygirl i will invent stages of grief you have never seen before
#good omens#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#so that ending huh!#this has been sitting in my drafts for months#i’ve been waiting for something to emotionally devastate me enough to post this and!! yeah!!!!!! this applies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#losing my mind#i was stunned i was at a loss for words#need season 3 on a flash drive and plugged into my brain STAT I CANT DO THIS#AUUUGGGGGHHH#good omens s2#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#ineffable partners#time to open ao3 and pretend everything is fine!
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#felt like i needed to make this after some interactions today#i did this with burning text generator!#my overall tumblr experience has been amazing after 6 months of radio silence#this is directed at everyone who's mutuals with me. even if we are not in the same fandoms anymore or have anything in common#i still love you and get happy when i see you post/ramble about topics that are interesting to you#just fyi if we are mutuals i actively think about you with your pfp and username in mind at least once a day#<<< past rice being based with this tag#mutual appreciation#:-)
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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Shuake to me
#headcanon#shuake#akeshu#p5r#persona 5 royal#goro akechi#akechi goro#persona 5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#this has been weighing on my mind for months
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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