#this got sad i am sorry

[moonchild-in-blue]

36, 79, 101? Hope you're doing well, hun. 💙

Hello Satie!!! I hope you're feeling better as well!! 🦉🌷☁️

36 - What’s your favorite book?

I never know how to answer this one, I feel like such a fake ~bookworm~. I think I'm more into authors/themes than books per se, if that makes sense?

The Chronicles of Narnia and The Picture of Dorian Gray (if you saw that typo, no you didn't) are my usual go-to answers. It's Kind Of A Funny Story is very, very dear to me. Beautiful Creatures is probably my favourite non-problematic YA read (big Twilight fan but yikes). Wuthering Heights is depressing and fantastic!

Oyasumi Punpun is forever and always my most favourite manga! Kafka On The Shore was pretty great - I can never remember any of Haruki Murakami's books after I'm done, but the vibes are vibing.

What Matters Most Is How Well You Walk Through The Fire by Bukowski is always always with me and I re-read it at least once a year. His poetry has a lot of ~questionable~ stuff, but also just really beautiful and heartbreaking sentiments. I like the way he writes, he was such a weird man.

79 - What’s your most prized possession?

Good question! I would say my journals/sketchbooks maybe? Or my books?

I have a few pieces of jewellery that I love and would be devastated to part with, like my moon/sun necklace.

OH! I have two Memphis May Fire albums signed by Matty Mullins, and Cory's bass pick, that he handed TO ME. PERSONALLY. IN THE BARRICADE. So definitely that !!!

101 - What’s been going through your mind lately?

How fast time is passing, and how I feel like I'm wasting my time. I'm at that point where, I didn't really think I'd get this far, so now I have no idea where to go. Unfortunately, I let those feelings get to me, and everyone around has to suffer from it in one way or another.

I have been avoiding a lot of people lately because I know they will ask questions that I really don't know how to answer. Which sucks, cus I know they mean well, and would help me if I actually asked. I'm trying to find the strength to reach out - it's been a while since I've seen some friends and I know I will feel better when I do.

Just feeling like a little sea turtle lost in the great ocean, I suppose. (back at it again with the Turtle Feelings).

[choccymilllk]

is that a bird is that a plane WRONG. BIG SUBSCRIBE BUTTON GO

^this is from technos enderchest.. number one sellout foreber i care him so much

[starscream-is-my-wife]

Sometimes a day makes you want a Starscream to bite and squeeze

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[teshiee]

i did not think this out much...at all, but drawing it was a lotta fun!

also i almost made lloyd veronica but i changed it to nya before i even started working on the. actual heather trio so yay!!

[skrs-cats]

rut was really good im such a sucker for anything that just wants to be uplifting and genuine. so, here is them :3

[sad-leon]

"So why am I so tiny, and why am I so mad?"

KoFi || Patreon

[ganondoodle]

tried to doodle these two again and failed miserably (measured on my expectation to draw his face right at least)

[kelin-is-writing]

Fuck you Endeavor. Fuck you All For One. Fuck you to all the Pro-Heroes. Fuck the Hero Society and FUCK YOU HORIKOSHI too 🥰

[astriiformes]

Not saying that people with more obvious physical limitations have it any easier, but if you're going to have a disability that gets in the way of schoolwork and class attendance, you are absolutely screwed if it happens to be "totally invisible and mostly unheard of 'can't wake up and get to morning classes on time' syndrome"

[toastytrusty]

i really hate the idea that hickey is perfectly at peace with himself and his environment and has no qualms about any of the things he does because he's just so nonchalant about it all. that boy is not nonchalant. he is fighting DEMONS. he is not only constantly lying to everyone around him (and even then it's not like he's Allergic to Not Lying) but he's also lying to Himself. because he is sensitive and effected and hates how bothered he is by it all. he finds ways to justify his actions to himself out of desperation, because he Needs to believe it's okay. he needs to convince Himself it's okay. but it's not okay and he is not okay!!! he is afraid!!! which is why i think his relationship with goodsir is one of the most interesting he has, because through goodsir we see all his little weaknesses and insecurities. goodsir tells him to mind his lashing wounds, because they Are still bothering him, and hickey acts like he's unaffected but he isn't. goodsir doesn't answer hickey's questions and just asks him if his manipulation ever works, because it's all an act and it Doesn't always work and he's scrambling because he has nothing else. goodsir refuses to cut up billy because he knows hickey Does know how, he just doesn't want to, and goodsir doesn't let him hide inside that. he drags out all of hickey's fears and weaknesses and lays them out for both the audience and hickey himself. we see hickey playing his role around guys like tozer or gibson or hodgson but around goodsir he is laid bare and you can Seeee how frantic he really is and how little control he really feels like he has

[min-xie]

help i cant stop drawing fem neuvillette

[bonefall]

Maybe I'll make a post on this at some point but like, something deeply fucked up about TNP and Po3 that people have totally forgotten about is how badly they try to whine that "Tigerstar Had Good Traits :("

Firestar does it, Brambleclaw does it, and they keep doing this after it becomes this GRAND irony that Firestar almost gets Tiger'd to death in a fox trap because he was too trusting. Bramble gets his pity award of keeping deputyship and then cries to his son about how No One Saw The Good In Tigerstar :(

And it's wiiiiild that no one else in this fandom has done anything with the fact that Leopardstar broke the Warrior Code to appoint Hawkfrost, who had no apprentice, an extremely aggressive and warmongering Tigerclone who says things like "Tigerstar wasn't the worst cat to look up to." ONLY qualifying trait was being kinda like Tigerstar.

And she practically did that the SECOND Mistyfoot went missing. And then Leopardstar continued to be one of the most violent and xenophobic leaders through Po3, joining with WindClan to attack ThunderClan.

What I'm getting at is that like, a few years ago, with books like "Blackfoot's Reckoning" and "Shadow in RiverClan" it's like they suddenly decided to retcon in a bunch of "redemption arcs" in hindsight. They just pretended like there was this grand high reckoning with TigerClan, when there literally wasn't, and if anything that caused SERIOUS problems for the cast that the authors didn't fully acknowledge as such.

And now ppl haven't actually read the main series and are just working with their recent memory of all these retcon books.

But TNP and PO3 are still there, and you can go and see the ACTUAL timeline where Leopardstar is really not apologetic at all, and Blackstar is a useful stooge for the very next wannabe dictator that strolls in, in spite of the new side content that COMPLETELY mischaracterized them for their plots to work.

[bugeyedfreaks]

I still haven’t been able to pick up a copy of the new PPG comic but you know what? I saw this panel online from it and…

…if this is like a Super Zeroes-esque comic where the girls are envisioning alternate versions of themselves with different destinies and if Blossom wants to be a detective GOD! BLESS! whoever wrote this ‘cause it’s perfect.

Bubbles as a bunny and Buttercup as a wrestler are also both perfect but that goes without saying. 🙏

[notannascribbles]

i sort of feel like the longer this show goes on the more i will grow in indifference toward it and then at some point things will shift and i’ll be able to enjoy it again but from like a detached horror-appreciating perspective because i don’t love the characters how i used to anymore and i no longer feel invested in them being good and okay

[absterstuff]

real image of me thinking about jerma’s halloween vampire rp stream that was cancelled hours it was supposed to happen for the millionth time. it’s been months. I will never get over this I fear