#this feels so rushed wtf??
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What in the actual... That's it? No mention of how the rest of the group faired? All that team building and it's just you and your LI of choice, completely ignoring the platonic bonds that formed in that ship???! No rewards from Danu? NOTHING???
#this feels so rushed wtf??#i'm nosy! i wanna know what happens to gray abby leslie el noah glashtyn dr lee the advisor fagin etch!!!#what is with this loose threads????#it's feels very abrupt!!!#personal rant#spoiler#romance club#screenshots#screenshots spoiler#romance club your story interactive#screenshot#rc sol#rc sins of london#does the king of the hills not suffer consequences for siding with the bird???#do the fomorians become spirits???#what is this???!!#rc sherlock#rc irene
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sitting in the parking lot thinking i might vom
#it's a chain place and ive been on the other side of places like this#(i wasnt an interviewer but i was friends with them)#and there at least people would show up late + in sweats for the interview and they'd get it!#they would show up with 'oh yeah interview today almost forgot' and they'd get it!#meanwhile im having a breakdown trying to do everything right and perfect#making sure i look nice but not too nice bc again its a chain fast food place and i cant try Too Hard#also these pants dont have belt loops and they tend to shift#AND my right hand is swollen from the wasp sting yesterday so im worried its gonna be 'wtf is wrong with you'#but also shouldn't it say something that im here anyway even though i could have rescheduled#but then its like... im not gonna kill myself for this place like i did at mcd and does it give that impression?#or should i have rescheduled bc they'll think it's bad decision making to come anyway with my hand swollen#also worried that i should have parked nearby and come over closer to the time bc am i the freak sitting in the parking lot#but at least im early! but am i too early? but im out here not rushing them. but should i be so they know I Am Interested#not to even mention wtf im gonna say to them to explain my employment gap#and im so paranoid that im gonna go in and say im there for an interview and they're gonna be like ???#bc it was through an automatic text/email thing when i applied#which was how my last job happened but idk. maybe im an idiot and it's all fake so they can point and laugh#and i KNOW thats ridiculous. but that's how it feels rn.#also im worried they'll ask if i want something to eat/drink and i dont know the right answer#like i feel like i should say yes bc what do you mean you wont eat here? but the wrong thing means im taking advantage#and how will i be if im actually working there?#and its all so dumb bc#AGAIN people roll out of bed confident and they're fine. meander their way through and theyre fine. theres no reason to think i wont be#but ANXIETY#its gonna be an out of body experience no matter what and later I'll wonder about all the things i dont remember#if i fucked up or not#and now i have to go in bc it's 7 minutes until my time and i want to be a little early but not too much#fuck#wish me luck#ks talks
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Can't let gang know the ending of TVD physically and emotionally destroyed me
#just watched it a few hours ago omg#binged the last five episodes on the afternoon-night#it was so so rushed#wtf happened with damon and stefan#why did the narrative basically switch their places lmao#and my girl bonnie#my poor baby is left alone#she brought enzo back to life idc there's even the deleted scene#i actually felt so bad for caroline#the whole losing her husband and how she believed damon meant more to him :(#i actually believe it's more bc of the whole spending centuries together but anyway š#and my poor tyler#ughh forever bitter#i actually feel proud of matt lmao#stefan salvatore#damon salvatore#caroline forbes#bonnie bennett#tyler lockwood#elena gilbert#matt donovan#enzo st. john#the vampire diaries
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This is better(?) than the minimalism plague infecting modern web design, but not by much!
I do not like the mobile appification of web sites either! Looking at you as well, tumblr! By all means, get experimental with it (please do), but don't make everything look & function like a mobile app!
Hey, all supposed 34,175+ followers...
Can you do me a favor & go @ (or tag) Neal Mohan on twitter & tell him to have the YouTube video page layout changed back? I'm so serious, go bother him about it. If enough people do this & this gets around enough, resulting in more people to asking it be rolled back, it should at least get him to ask it to be changed!
#Neal Mohan wtf are you doing bro; whose idea was this?#why do the video recs & comments use the same scroll?? wtf? change it back youtube#the new youtube layout is trash & whoever asked for this from higher up at google should feel bad#why is everything so obnoxiously big; I mean that would be more okay if I could look through comments & recommendations separately#this is bad web design & whoever oversaw this should be ashamed of themselves & their poor design choices#I literally don't know anyone who prefers the new layout so far; which is very telling#obnoxious user interface choice; we now are forced onto just one scroll; this is literally a downgrade#mun heila & I who aren't āindustry professionalā web programmers could make a better layout than whoever requested this#I'm so serious; we absolutely could given the time & resources; this was probably rushed too or it looks rushed anyway; maybe I'm wrong#bothering Susan Wojcicki enough used to work; especially if popular people did it#mine#op#youtube
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I know they all dressed up and everything for the final battle but I truly think if they'd ended this episode when TBK arrived in the red crystal realm, and then started the next episode (ep 21) getting deeper into TBK's rage reflections, and then we'd had like a whole episode of wrap-up after that, the ending would have been sooo much more satisfying to me. I know that isn't how it works with filming schedules and budgets and stuff but. let me dream
#i feel like theres so many things i was waiting on that just. werent addressed ykwim.#wtf were kalinas motivations thru this season. what of kipperlillys family. why didnt we catch up w bucky in the epilogue.#all this plus i would really really really have liked a LOT more time paying tribute to Fig's friendship with TBK if this is it for her#not to complain! it was a good season but with the ally portals opening and brennan giving SO MANY CHANCES for divine intervention#it was fairly clear that the finale was rushed by time constraints (they said in adventuring party that they went over time filming & such)#and i get that. but to me that just means they shouldve done one more episode yk. ESPECIALLYYY if this is Figs sendoff.#sophomore year's epilogue was rushed as well i will admit but i feel there were less loose ends to tie up there and again#it wasnt the send-off of one of the party members either so. it didnt need that much of an epilogue imo#ahh whatever. ignore me#junior year spoilers
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me every time i kind of forget and leave something to the last minute: what if i gave up. what then.
#frankie yells#like. i don't forget but i don't idk internalize? that the deadline is fast approaching?#im just like yeah i've got time i'll get around to it! and then i start 1 day before the deadline#and i don't have energy to finish it in one sitting and i don't have the focus to finish it in one day#so then i have this harried rush to finish it the day of. like.#damn bitch you live like this???#like oh wow your time management is terrible actually?? and that makes you feel bad about yourself???#it almost like??? you have untreated diagnosed adhd????#crazyyyy who would have thought it would negatively impact you in like all aspects of your life#not your mother obviously hahahahahaha#idk it's just like i can't not leave things until the last minute and i am fucking myself over constantly and chronically behind on work#what if i gave up??? š¤Øš§#what then?????#like dawg idk if i have another 2 weeks of school in me :(( and club obligations on top of that...#i just want to party w/ my friends before i move away for a year and figure out wtf im doing š i don't wanna have stuff to doooo ughhhh
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not to regurgitate something obvious as if itās a special theory i came up with but Iāve always thought the boysā weaknesses are tied entirely to their emotions and itās just easier to exploit with them because their chemical makeup isnāt as stable + they are also very intense and mood swingy in general because they never anticipate being challenged. so just literally and figuratively being a bit volatile
#like that first kiss was a rush of very intense and confusing things all at once for them out of nowhere so they exploded about it#and the actual effect of the cootie shot was to force mature their mindsets just a little bit#enough to view a kiss from a girl as a mark of pride instead of being like. wtf!!!! about it#in that sense imo all theyād really need to do is grow out of their weaknesses eventually#again iām sure this is all very obvious and very likely The Point to an extent#but i keep seeing peopleās theories about it and my brain itched to see it put a certain way#bubble journal#iāve seen their weaknesses being described as weird or arbitrary#but itās pretty consistently just them experiencing weird big feelings and getting really scared about it cause theyāre babies
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i know this may have just been a matter of budget and not having all the voice actors and maybe getting overwhelmed with all the pokemon goh caught and whatnot but man. itās sad how jn is seen as a last roundup for ashās journey and it brought back most of his companions and all, and thatās cool, but it completely failed ashās pokemon roster back at oakās lab and kukuiās house by going out of its way to justify using only pikachu and mr mime i guess over them in these earlier episodes and refusing to touch on them throughout the series until near the end
#ok im sorry ill shut up soon fjfjfjjfjfjfjg its just. its SO glaring in this first batch of episodes#no ash why cant you use pokemon besides mimey and pikachu. why is that#we dont see any of those guys until over 60 episodes into the show and even then its a small cameo#and his infernape gets a cool moment but its immediately overshadowed by gary#and then yeah theres the episode where it shows all of them but it feels so rushed and clunky and weird in a lot of areas#like they had to cram all of em in there and didnt know what to do with them all#which wouldnt be so annoying if theyd had some show up throughout the series#and the miniseries shot them in the foot cause really it just shows that ash couldve had a rotation team the whole time and justā¦. didnt#For Reasons.#like. in the other regions it made sense. they were isolated and self contained#but if you werent gonna give him an actual galar team then literally why NOT have ash use his reserves#hes traveling the whole world doesnt it make more sense for him to have oak on call?#oh and then the miniseries didnt even show all of themā¦. he didnt even have a full team most of the time#and i love the oshawott episode but other eps felt so disrespectful to his pokemon#like when his swellow got turned to stone and ash barely looked twice. wtf#echoed voice
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#ay ay ay. i dont wanna do my job so bad. it makes me so unhappy also i fucked up a thing by letting someone take part of a culture when i#shouldnt have. it happened so many months ago that i fucking forgot abt it and then the person emailed me abt when we received the stain and#i thought it was someone from another project so i cc'd my boss who was like. wait. what the fuck is this? and now its like oops sorry but#like wtf am i supposed to do abt it now? she askrd me to take some when i was rushing out of someone else's lab and i was like what? sure.#whatever i dont give a fuck i feel like im dying every second i stand in this room. i didnt even think to ask to share it which is what i#should have done. oops. cant do anything abt it now other than feel abt abt causing drama between labs. ugh.#i just wanna cut all ties with my old work. theres no joy there. only pain and anger. which makes it hard to work with it but the sooner i#do. the sooner i dont have to fucking deal with it anymore. ugh. also i really need to find a therapist but my insurance changes in like 18#days so i might as well wait for the semester to start. ugh. like i can feel the pull of my bad habits trying to drag me down and i dont kno#how to stop them. like its weird. i noticed while my parents were here. they can just do things and enjoy stuff. and everytime i do#something i feel like im holding my breath the entrie time waiting for it to be over and for what? its not like i had other stuff to do#i just needed to kno when things were gonna end and i dont deal well with flexible situations. which makes it hard to do things. so its#like do i succumb to my control freak lil bubble of not doing anything and being miserable or do things outside my comfort zone and be#miserable? one of those things is way easier. plus i dont even kno anyone here so its like wtf do i do?#try to make friends with my sometimes roommate maybe. i just need to corner her and be like hey i need to establish a dialog with u so i can#tell u that if i seem like a weird hermit im not trying to b standoffish i just dont kno how to do human interaction well. can we b friends?#id like to b friends but if i dont talk now then ill get stuck not talking ever. which is whats happened with past roommates... god my 1st#roommate must have thought i was so fucking weird. ugh. point is. these bad habits must stop. and i really need to get work done so i can#never think abt that shit ever again. at least now that ive moved i can run up the side of a mountain when im frustrated#unrelated
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i didnāt get to do my yearly valentineās tradition last year, breaking a what would-be 5 year streak now, so i had to make up for my sins and at least get some out this year
learned abt the concept of mean & bitter vinegar valentines in one of my classes, so i took the chance to roast these bitches lmaoooo
#my art lol#my ocs#vinegar valentines#blood tw#lucian#spencer#aurelio#chamomile#legato#moira#valentine's day#valentines#this post is queued in advance i NEEDED to make sure i didnt miss the day so. ya#these took much longer than expected wtf. and theyre not as grand as they could be. kinda rushed actually#as much as i have mixed feelings on the past and my present state; these def prove i have improved if you compare to the very first ones#not gonna say much else before i get really sad again; my emotional state hasnt been great for a lot of different reasons#but despite being aroace i really love the aesthetic of valentine's day and everything... idk i like pink and hearts? and discount candy LOL#im still so so mad abt never getting that giant caterpillar plush years back >:'(
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the urge to give parkour habit to neets despite i have roy for that but neets a runner in some verses so im like........... i guess..... i will give them a treat of being a freerunner-
#oc: anita lee#i GUESS!!!#guess its applied to all universes now-#dorkous ramblings#it does meant that i might have a excuse to draw neets do parkour DJKGHJSDHG#....jules voice: 'oh are u going to climb me up?'#anita voice: ....sure.#julia voice: what#anita: you hear me-#anyway ive been watching freerunning videos AND playing dying light#inhales the main story is so rushed in terms of like.... characters.... the lack of development between sonic#i meant crane and the main cast is....................inhales. i dont even feel like it doesnt resonate with me at all!!!#im almost done with the main story and just want it done sndGSGB#this is probably one of the few games where im like i enjoy the gameplay moer than the main plot sndgnsdg#the side quests are more fun like wtf!!!
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umm my sister is talking about getting married this october???
#help??? she's not even engaged yet but she probably will be soon her bf is taking her ring shopping this weekend#so i was thinking probably next year then but no??? apparently my family wants to do everything this year she's saying october??#which sounds like a long time but for an asian wedding absolutely not?? im gonna have to get outfits and do dances and stuff wtf#um anyway i think it's so soon and she's just going along with it to please my parents but i wish she would actually think for a second#about what she wants like i get that they want to do the nikkah earlier and stuff her bf wants that but the actual shaadi doesn't need to b#rushed and i feel like she's not taking it seriously like this is the one time she gets to get married (hopefully) it should be a special#day that goes the way her and her bf want it to.....#.txt
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its hitting real "i want a damn suit" and "i want a damn corset" hours around here folks
#but when ISNT it lmao. also i want ones i can wear at the same time. also i want so many harnesses. also#i have found THEE COOLEST underbust corset on etsy. it has the fallen angel by alexandre cabanel on it WHICH. FUCKS. SEVERELY#buuuuut i can tell from the product pics that it looks a lil cheap ((says handmade but... hm. if it IS theeen it was. def a bit rushed.))#and i can Also tell it wouldnt fit great. aaand its 65$ that i rly shouldnt spend on that#and ive been looking for a good harness for FOREVER but again. expensive:( and so the one i wound up buying was cheap+fake+doesnt fit right#((ive still worn it a few times but i spend FOREVER fidgeting with it before i give up & move on with my life lmao))#and theres no way in hell im finding a good suit online:/#with my measurements its gonna need to be in-person with a tailor who REALLY knows wtf theyre doing#so i dont wind up looking like a terrible lady politician in an ill-fitting pantsuitš#& all my corsets are still back at my parents house (+ most of them were for reenacting so theyre def not ones id wear Over my clothes) :[#anyway. ive been workin for a While to make my closet feel like Mine & fill it with things that feel Good to wear but. for some reason#recently it hasnt been doing the trick?? idk. cant tell if its just bc ive been feelin real brainweird + dysphoria/dysmorphia kickin my ass#but. eh. ill get over it#just gotta stare at a buncha product pages i wont buy anything from first ig lmao#bee speaks
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Amount of books my school thinks a person can't just read but analyze and memorize in the span of 1-2 months:
Six???
#besties i can so 1 maybe#i don't have time for this bullshit its not like they take any time off for this or something im just expected to squeeze this in??#im convinced teachers have never talked to eachother cus wtf#and btw its only 2 months if you start on time obv#woch nobody has done ever#but like#i feel like this is not a reasonable timeframe#like yeah maybe they know we'll rush through in 3-4days and read 3 summaries#but thats still 18-24 days assuming we'll read all the books back to back never taking a day off or doing anything else with our free time#idk maybe this is actually a reasonable timeframe#maybe other people just read faster#i really just cant tell
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Mark also uploaded his own vision for The Edge of Sleep trailer so now we have 3 trailers! (I personally think the New Regency site link unlisted official trailer and the Markiplier Youtube unofficial ones are better than the 2nd official trailer, but maybe thatās just me)
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Fuck it, here is the full The Edge Of Sleep trailer what got leaked back in February. If they don't post it, then leaked it is. If they do, great, late but great. And yes, this is legit one. This was also New Regency website before they took it down. Also 7 days until The Edge Of sleep release.
#the sound design of the new regency trailer definitely compels me the most but Iām also biased because itās all we had for a while#I feel like the āleakedā trailer captures that horror feeling better than the new one thatās out officially yknow?? feels like a downgrade#in regards to sound design at least; visuals are updated to take out scenes that didnāt exist in the final show#except for the moving body bag; that never made the cut but is shown in all 3 trailer versions#the Qcode trailer as Iāll call it so they all have different names feels like they just wanted to insert some kind of pop song and rushed#it out with new visuals so that the old ones wouldnāt be present and didnāt have the rights to use the songs from the first iteration for#some reason??? like... wtf is going on with that?? just strikes me as odd#anyway yeah between the first 2 trailer I also prefer the first one ngl#itās also clear that whoever is running things had different visions for the trailer compared to Mark which I find interesting#my reblogs#the edge of sleep#teos#teos spoilers#blood#gore#body horror#flashing lights#glitch warning#flashing images#Youtube
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i havent done more bUT at the very least i finally started dusting off my resume so i am more prepared to actually change my life than before
fucking terrifying at every step and this hellscape of a life may never end but change doesnt come from doing the same shit over and over so smths gotta give
#txts#i am basically trying to push myself off a cliff#its not helping that my friend is currently v afk due to health reasons and my mind is just like#well if they dont care (they do bitch wtf) i have no reason to go there and do smth new either#as if i didnt have multiple other reasons besides moving closer to someone i care about#brains...are weird and often exhausting#like damn i love myself but get your shit together#no rush but it does feel weird to ask for a trainee position when i imagine it at age like 30#so....better do it now#me turning 26 next year: omg i am a haggard old witch how will i ever achive anything i want in life#.....like chill.....pls chill
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