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Daily excerpt from today's writing, chapter 48 of A Stain that Won't Dissolve:
‘One day you might have a family of your own,’ Jodi said quietly. ‘Not with Haley, like I thought, but maybe with someone? A nice girl, and your own kids, and you won’t have to worry about who you’re spending festivals with. But until then, you can always come to ours.’ From not caring about it, to feeling actively hurt by it, Alex hated when people assumed he was straight now. It was just so wrong. He didn’t know how – after all this time – people didn’t see what was so fucking obvious to him. And it wouldn’t matter at all, except people made it their business, made it about a family with a girl, and having kids, and doing stuff in a way that wasn’t really…Alex’s style. He took a breath and ran his finger along the windowsill in Vincent’s room – he was out at the cinema with Sam – and considered his clean fingertip. He was done dusting. He only had to vacuum and then he’d be done. Was he really going to say something? Did it hurt that much? He’d grown up with so much worse. But he felt like he was choking on lies he didn’t want to keep anymore. ‘Actually…’ Alex said, and then cleared his throat. ‘Can I tell you something?’
#daily excerpt#a stain that won't dissolve#thespectaclesofthor#mm romance#queer romance#hurt/comfort#angst with a happy ending#sdv fic#sdv fanfic#sdv alex#sdv jodi#this chapter made me cry#and i think it will make a few other people cry sdlfkasj
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Updated for chapter 13!!
Hide & Seek references compendium
I put so many little easter eggs and hidden things in my Hide and Seek fic, so here is my little ongoing list of references I purposefully put in the fic for those of you who like this kind of thing idk man
Chapter 1, Disney's Hercules: "Hey, Mack! Ya wanna buy a sundial?" Disney's Jungle Cruise: “Trader Sam’s! Come shop at Trader Sam’s! He’ll give you a great deal on shrunken heads! Two of his heads for one of yours!” the Holmes Hotel, Hugh's Pies is a reference to Nickelodeon's Jimmy Neutron series, Lilo's Stitches and Embroidery is a nod to Disney's Lilo and Stitch, "Crusty the Crab" is a nod to Spongebob Squarepants, Chell's Portal Stop is a reference to the game series Portal, and the final scene is from the ROTTMNT episode "Hidden City's Most Wanted".
Though this is not technically a reference or Easter egg, I wanted to add this note… I made a point of referring to Splinter as Lou Jitsu when he was mad or angry or selfish, and as Hamato Yoshi when he was scared or sad.
Chapter 2, Leo's determination to have Raph call him "the world's greatest ninja" is a reference to the film, Leo's quote "Land safely!" is taken from the episode "Mystic Mayhem" as well as the episode "The Evil League of Mutants", Leo's complaining to be leader is a nod to his future role, Raph referring to his father as a "sewer monster" is a reference to the episode "Man vs. Sewer", Splinter has a flashback from the episode "Goyles, Goyles, Goyles" and the line "OW! Why, you little--!" is also taken from that same episode.
Chapter 3, Mikey's dream is obviously a nod to all that he will do in the future.
Chapter 4, The origin of Lace Face from the episode "Man vs. Sewer".
Chapter 5, Phineas and Ferb "Escape from Phineas Tower": "That's some mole!" The line "Raph! Your enormous body is crushing me!!” is a reference to Disney's Lilo and Stitch, "sweater town" is a reference to the Gravity Falls episode "The Hand that Rocks the Mabel", the line "I didn't want to believe it, but... *sigh* science." is taken directly from the ROTTMNT film as well as a moment when Leo mentions that Donnie was wrong, Donnie uses two really's, a reference from the episode "Breaking Purple", Donnie gives Leo the comic seen in the episode "Jupiter Jim Ahoy!"
Chapter 6, Splinter's tv flips through several channels which include clips from media. These include a Thomas Sanders vine with "Weatherman Al", the quote "My leg!" from Spongebob Squarepants, part of the Fairly Odd Parents' theme song, Mrs. Cuddles' catchphrase "Let's be friends forever!", "I've got bad feeling about this" is a quote from Star Wars, the fake show about "Goosey" is an easter egg to @gooeseyleo and her Gooseyleo series. When Leo goes onstage, he does "a few improvised dance moves", which is a nod to Ben Schwartz and some dance moves he did in the Netflix improv comedy special "Middleditch and Schwartz”. The Lou Jitsu play the boys perform is a parody of the Godzilla franchise and the Pacific Rim films. Donnie's line "I strive for accuracy" is a reference to @sleepis4theweak 's comic (which I think about every gosh darn day), Horsebot-3000 and Splinter's line "I liked Horsebot-3000" are references to the show Community, season 3 episode 7: "Studies in Modern Movement".
Chapter 7, in the illustration Leo and Donnie are wearing Transformer and Decepticon t-shirts, respectively, and in the background you can see spray paint that spells out "Atomic Lass", as well as a drawing of the turtles' weapons.
Chapter 8, a young BEBOP AND ROCKSTEADY make an appearance, as does a very young Harvey Hokum from the ROTTMNT comics. When Bebop tries to sell Leo, he calls him “Shelly”, a reference to my pet turtle of the same name. In the illustration you can see a goldfish on the shelf, which is meant to be Piebald.
Chapter 9, How It's Made, APRIL O'NEIIIIILLLL, Harvey Hokum, Warren Stone and Kendra are referenced, "Operation Blue Suede Shoes" contains the title of a song, a reference to how in the show there are several similar code-names used for the characters ("Purple Rain" for Donnie, "Yellow Submarine" for April, etc.) Leo says that Mikey has empathy amplified, a reference to the fanfiction of the same name written by @filsa-mek on AO3.
Chapter 10, the boys watch "Wallace and Gromit: Curse of the Were-Rabbit". Leo promises to never leave Raphael alone and to always find him. Raph offers several scenarios that actually happen in the future where Leo searches for Raph - sewer monsters (a reference to the episode Man Vs. Sewer), getting captured by bad guys (the episode Bug Busters), and aliens attacking (the events of the film). The chapter as a whole is also based off of a few sketches I made - one of which shows the boys watching the film with Splinter, and one where Raph has a bad dream and wakes up to seeing he hurt Leo, who offers to help and gets the bros together for a turtle pile.
Chapter 11, the episode is heavily inspired by an episode of the audio drama series Adventures in Odyssey, specifically the episode "Mandy's Debut". The line "Wow, the shortcake of death" is a reference taken from said same episode! During Leo's flashback, a reference to the meme "She knocked that smug look off my face, but fourtunately I had a smaller smug look underneath" when Leo takes off his sunglasses to reveal a cooler pair of sunglasses underneath. Leo and Raph make a note to the fact that Leo is not the eldest in this universe.
Chapter 12, Raph, Leo, and Mikey teach April a game they play in the episode "Late Fee". When using sign language, Donnie tells Leo to "Stop yelling at me", which is inspired by a moment in Spy Kids 4. April introduces Raph to Ghostbear's starting career. Mikey repeats a line from the episode "Bug Busters", which is "Remind me not to ask questions anymore." Mikey uses the phrase "hydrate or die-drate", which is taken from a meme but is also something I say constantly as well. When in the Hidden City, Splinter hears people calling out to customers, one uses the lyrics to the Fairly Odd Parents' theme song, another is selling Mary Poppins' umbrella, a third is selling the three mystery journals from Gravity Falls, the fourth is selling Cinderella's glass slippers, and the last one is selling the Stanley Parable bucket of reassurance. Ochimizu is a Japanese mythical elixir of eternal life. The introduction and origins of Loathsome Leonard and the Mud Dogs. Malicious Mickey uses the "creepy doctor" line from "Stuck on You".
Chapter 13, Donnie delirium is directly based off of my own experiences with delirium, as well as his and Leo's conversation about whether or not Leo would miss him when he dies (which was an actual conversation I had with my mother when I was sick with croup as a little girl). The second half of that conversation was adapted from a scrapped fic called "The Kids Are All Dying". Donnie references the song "Big Yellow Taxi". The seven-tailed fox comes from Japanese folklore, but specifically this one was a reference to Naruto! Mikey sings the first line of the "Wonderfilled" song by Owl City. The secret ingredient being a discontinued soda was inspired by the ending of the musical "Be More Chill". The toad yokai becomes Heinous Green.
I will update more when I post new chapters... ;)
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Papercraft Tohru - and Yuki, and Kyo! And some little fruit details, because, after all... Fruits Basket! 🍎
I got pretty emotional making this one! Fruits Basket had a huge, profound effect on me in my teens, and I often curled up with it for comfort and a sense of companionship during hard times. Now as an adult, it's been a while since I've read the whole series through, but I pick up random volumes fairly often and skim through them to get that familiar rush of warmth. It's still such a lovely series!
#fruits basket#tohru honda#yuki sohma#kyo sohma#papercraft#papercutting#paper art#traditional art#my art#it was interesting to grow with the series#as a teen the first half resonated with me most#and while I enjoyed the second half I didn't love it quite the same way#as a young adult rereading the series I enjoyed the first half but didn't feel that same resonance#whereas when I hit the second half THERE was the jolt of Oh! It's me!!#as a full-on adult human I always get nostalgic and happy when rereading old volumes#but while I can remember identifying with the characters with my ENTIRE VIBRATING SOUL the feeling is less intense nowadays#then the sequel came out and I figured Heck yeah time to check in on the old faves. Nostalgia time#half a chapter in and BAM! sitting on the floor full-on crying!!!#they made it! these characters I loved and grew with made it!!#they reached adulthood and created families and found their happinesses and loved and loved and loved!!!#and so have I!!!!!!#the takeaway is that fruits basket is VERY powerful and I will be in its gentle grip forever apparently
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do you ever like wanna make something cool but you dont know how so you just sit around like a moron for 5 hours straight pretending you know how
me neither
on a more serious note i know ad astra as a whole isnt over but i still want to thank daybreaker for their fics. what friends are for was the very first md fic i ever stumbled upon when trying out ao3 for the first time, and prior to joining the server i was checking it near daily for uploads. god knows if i'd be as deep in ao3 as i am now if it werent for this story and convenient timing. Thanks for the story.
#so What Friends Are For is over.#i did nOT CRY. i DO NOT CRY.#the lyrics incorporating the lyrics into the final chapter. daybreaker i HATE YOU#i still get GOOSEBUMPS just THINKING about the lyrics and then you FORCE ME to READ THEM#i thought it would be cool for the lyrics to be from different characters so i just picked kinda at random maybe#would i consider this a long post#gonna say no cause its more grid. be happy i didnt spread them out like i usually do#just pretend all the frames are in a consistent style and also better in every way also#oh i could probably tag daybreaker here but i dont remember their tag#its probably @lady-daybreaker or something but im too deep in this to check now#im not that deep im just lazy#i made uzis beanie look good for ONE PANEL. a SINGLE PANEL#and it was the VERY FIRST ONE#this post sucks im going to sleep#art#murder drones#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones uzi#not tagging the lyrics or nori. figure them out yourself bozos#for that one guy who liked how i made the limbs bend in the last one. sorry i got lazy#is there a picture limit
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FINE, I’ll acknowledge the chapter but that doesn’t mean I’m still not in denial.
Anyway, did this during my classes and finished it while studying. A small doodle
#poppy playtime#chapter 3#poppy playtime chapter 3#smiling critters#catnap#dogday#drawing#I hate this!#art#the game made me cry#Im so pathetic 😭
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Hotarubi's my fav house now, I'll fight the entire institution or whatever for their happiness
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it's about...longevity? stability? it's about natsume believing he'll be somewhere long enough to plant flowers and see them bloom. it's about him taking touko seriously when she asks him to tell her what flowers he wants to plant. it's about making something with his own hands, building a future with the fujiwaras. it's about him repairing a rundown home for someone else, restoring it because it's beloved to them, because it's the home of someone they love. it's about him seeing touko's joy and thinking about the youkai saying we'd like to look upon her happy face forever. it's about the box garden making him think of the fujiwaras' garden and his parents' garden, about the flowers being both the memory of flowers that bloomed there before, and the flowers that he and the youkai planted earlier that day. it's about him waking up in both worlds with sensei. it's about touko finding the petal in his hair. it's about him feeling how he falls short and the youkai saying, but you have such gentle hands...
#watch this right after the ephemeral ones to die instantly. i assume. i haven't tried it#i feel like so many of the emotional beats that destroy me in this story come down to impermanence#accepting loss and change. finding the beauty in transience. treating every encounter as something precious‚ knowing it's ephemeral#and this chapter is about...also accepting renewal? allowing oneself to think about the possibility of love lasting#allowing oneself to put down roots. nurturing what is there. building foundations. doing it for and with people#god you know what else you shouldn't watch this after if you don't want to keel over dead probably. the childhood home arc#natsume can now think of the memory of sitting with his father looking at his mother's garden#and associate it with warmth instead of pain. because he's no longer afraid of losing it. because of the trust he has built#because he knows he can build something. the people here have made it safe for him and he has and he is and he will#i am crying so hard i should be collecting my tears for water reclamation purposes#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#natsuyuu meta#my posts#f
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Hhhhhgghh
Redrew this one cg of them cause I really like both of them okay
I ALSO really like ishimondo if you didn’t notice…
#danganronpa#peko pekoyama#kiyotaka ishimaru#mondo owada#ishimondo#im losing it im losing it.#guys please dont throw rocks at me boohoo#replaying goodbye despair made me remember how much i love peko#chapter 2 makes me ugly cry#OH I HATE BRAIDS BTW THEY MAKE ME MAAADDD
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chapter 14, Leap of Faith (Catch Me, if You Can) art under the cut!! (minor spoilers)
#this scene is the one that made me cry#like a lot#they're so much alike it HURTS#erinwantstowrite#ao3#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#leap of faith catch me if you can#peter parker#dick grayson#chapter 14
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forcing a friend to read inuyasha, which is causing me to backtrack through several parts, and I think i just found the best inuyasha panel ever.
kagome, the ultimate girlboss.
#this was like#chapter 16#jaken really is just a goomba#too many panels of this damn comic make me cry#here's one that made me laugh my ass off.#inuyasha#inuyasha fandom#inuyasha manga
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like you're telling me that dragon actually does care about luffy and would watch him whenever he passed by????? and the reason why he left luffy is so that he doesn't get caught up in his fights or be used as a weakness against dragon?????? LUFFY GREW UP WITHOUT A FATHER BECAUSE DRAGON DIDN'T WANT TO PUT HIS ONLY SON IN DANGER????
#shut up bc i just made myself cry right now#like i had no feelings for dragon before this i just thought he was a deadbeat dad like all the others#BUT YOU'RE TELLING ME HE DID IT ON PURPOSE TO PROTECT LUFFY???#im probably reading into this too much#im feeling too much today after this last chapter#one piece spoilers#one piece 1101#op spoilers#monkey d luffy#monkey d dragon#luffy#dragon#oda when i catch you oda i swear#one piece
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"Who's your friend, MK?"
INSPIRED BY THE FIC: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46162438/chapters/116212117
Which, if you 'haven't read yet- why not?? go read it now!! It's literally so good, its so good- had me crying- LIKE. I WANNA FIGHT WUKONG FROM THIS FIC SOOOO BAD but at the same time,,, i wanna hug him and bring him nice things and make sure he's safe and happy! The author writes so amazingly and aaaah! the pain!!!!
#N E WAY#i wanted to do it in a sorta crayon style#so it had a sort of 'through the lenses of a child' kind of look - idk if it came out well#but i do like the style! i saw an artist at comic con + it looked like they went over their art with a crayon effect which i really liked#but i got a bit of the way through and went 'hm. what if i just did it all crayon.' whICH I ENJOYED SO SHRUGS#i haven't read the newest chapter yet! but as soon as i post this im going to#and then prolly slide into Smiles dm's and cry - ive been told it has angst!#its such a good fic tho#100% recommend it#along with their other fic - Taken#which is also really good i have a lil drawing planned for that oneee#hint hint its about the name line - 'A name is the first gift you are given' cause it made me cry a little#shadowpeach#MK#macaque#six eared macaque#sun wukong#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#the day the world eclipsed#fic inspired#my art#smudged art#artist on tumblr#SWK#qi xiaotian#lmk fanart#lmk shadowpeach
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physically im here but mentally im in declan's kitchen looking into his vacant eyes as he drinks coffee just because matthew said the kitchen smells like coffee in the morning
#i knew matthew wasn't dead#but those chapters still made me cry#oh god#the way declan tried so hard to ignore it#but everytime his mind went into a spiral about how Matthew's dead hes dead hes never coming back hes dead#ykw i think j might re read it just to feel something again#trc#ronan lynch#the raven cycle#adam parrish#gansey#the dreamer trilogy#blue#henry cheng#maggie stiefvater#declan lynch#matthew lynch
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JUST CAME BY TO ANNOUNCE THAT DESPITE ALL THE ODDS AND HARDSHIP DURING THE WORST YEARS OF MY LIFE THIS TWINK IS ACTUALLY GRADUATING IN MAY
SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
#THE WAAAAAR IS OOOOOVEEEEEERRRRRR#THIS FEELS TOO SURREAL#DESPITE ALL THE HARDSHIP AND ENDLESS STRUGGLE AND HEALTH PROBLEMS I MADE IT WORK#I FINALLY GOT THE OFFICIAL GREEN LIGHT FROM MY SCHOOL#IM AN ACTUAL AND OFFICIAL PROFESSIONAL GRAPHIC DESIGNER AND MEDIA PRODUCER IN FOUR MONTHS#MUM LOOK!!!! I MADE IT!!!!!#AND ON TIME ON TOP OF EVERYTHING#IM GOING INSANE FROM HAPPINESS#FOUR MONTHS LEFT OF THIS CHAPTER OF MY LIFE#THEN ITS OVER FOR GOOD#AND I GET TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE#IM JUST CRYING AND SHAKING HERE#THIS MEANS THE WORLD TO ME#vee talks#VEE GRADUATES MORE LIKE#!!!!!!!
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He's such a sweet dad 🥺❤️
#his tears made me cry like crazy 😭😭😭😭😭#i would die for you kuma 😭❤️#one piece#one piece spoilers#op spoilers#one piece 1098#one piece ch 1098#one piece unreleased#one piece chapter 1098#op 1098#bartholomew kuma#jewelry bonney#guya reads one piece#guya posts
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OH!!!!! HAVE YOU CHECKED THE CYBER CAFÉ DUMPSTER by any chance? there HAS to be some leftover cake there!!!! i heard there was an event recently!!
#Sorry if its a little choppy i was starting to feel really guilty LMAOO#and im short on time a bit#BUT#its done and i cant even bare to look AHA#maybe i enjoy being evil.. a little..#BTW THIS IS NOT A BAD REACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARENT BEING PUNISHED!!#i mean besides this being crushing but ill elaborate give me a little#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy#hes grateful. he really is. um. but theres a mix of emotions that was just maybe a lot.#I feel like he needs this a bit#sorry but not sorry him CRYING in front of you means a lot if you decide you want to pick it apart and understand it a bit more aha#i havent really made him like cry or anything because he REALLY hates it especially infront of other people and it just wasnt enough yet#uh and i was a little nervous about doing it until someone else did it and it was like a 'ohh okay... so i CAN do that...' moment and i#gave myself permission
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