#this book is so. Ough
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I’m like half way through the first vampire chronicles book interview with the vampire. I think I love this around just as much as the show. Highly recommend if you are okay with the stains gothic horror has often with race and shit methinks. Probably one of my favorite things I’ve read
#Iwtv#tvc#this book is so. Ough#people complain about how Louis narrates too much. Yes I get lost in his beautiful purple prose too much but also it adds so much#Im on part three of the book if it isn’t obvious by me being halfway through the book#the vampire chronicles#interview with the vampire
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making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!
#mine#original#ough. hello.#happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!!#also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome#i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece...#im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward#also . gradient maps my beloved#why have i always refused ur warm embrace.......#dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once#i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive#its a bowl w a hole in it. relax#ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible#like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!!#i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway#rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene#i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed#next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd#my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd#someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books#okay good evening. i leave u w love
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Dad always said I was like him
Meijack and Chilchuck Tims Dungeon Meshi, Ryoko Kui
^ 1: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 2: Bug like an angel, Mitski / 3: Woodtangle, Mary Ruefle / 4: The Third Hour of the Night, Frank Bidart / 5 & 6: FROM THE MAKERS OF "TWO-MOM ENERGY DRINK," IT'S "LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK,", Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 7: Batman: Year Three (1989) / 8 & 9 : FROM THE MAKERS OF […], Daniel Lavery & Cecilia Corrigan / 10: Wilt, CJ the X / 11: How Do We Forgive Our Fathers, Dick Lourie / 12: Milk and honey, Rupi Kaur / 13: And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will, Amatullah Bourdon / 14: Moony moonless sky, Fatima Aamer Bilal / 15: Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong / 16: untitled, Joan Tierney v 17: Drunk, The Living Tombstone / 18: unknown
When your father tried his best to provide for you but he worked all the time and even when he was home he was either tired or stressed and he’s always liked to get drunk to relax and cheer up. When you know he values work ethics and respectability so you grew up to be capable and quiet. And when he says you’re like him you’re sort of puzzled, does he really know you so little, or does he know himself so little? But you like the feeling of your father ruffling your hair so you accept it, and still you stand next to your mother just as silent and just as stoic as her during family gatherings. He leaves again and again and when your mother leaves him nothing changes, really. You wonder if it’s more telling that you know him better than he seems to himself or that you don’t know him as much as you wish you did, or that you don’t think about him all that much these days. Out of sight, out of mind. And he’s never really been there, even when he was there, after all.
#It’s ok they do get in touch again and he prob at least lives to 40#Alright I’m ready to be normal about chilchuck again#Spoilers#I guess?#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#meijack#chilchuck’s family#meijack chils#Web weaving#alcoholism#cw alcohol#webweave#A couple more i liked are like a rearview mirror we’re not as close as we appear line and this french one from#Kristina Gauthier-Landry that goes like hands full of trout running up to you / look what i caught look / how much you love me#And this other one about chocolate coins that a dad arriving from work in middle of the night gives the happy little daughter running up#And it’s so anticlimatic and about transactional relationships and oughh ough it’s a good book#I am Chil is a complex absentee father truther sorry. Idc go see my analyses if you want don’t argue w me here#posts for which i am the target audience#Oh oh another one : So were we close? Or was it just the big things that held us together and the small things that let us fall apart?#The word father rotted in my mouth#Bc it’s left there to rot get it get it………..#Sigh. Like father alike daughter#I’m a truther that she’s more like her mom demeanor wise
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i just read Neverwhere and oh my gosh i love it so much i love books with a magical underground world and there was this cool eldritch angel and mushroom people and magic doors and and and
#it was Very Much My Kind of Book#i love itttt#neverwhere#neil gaiman#and the cover was so pretty#this really cool painting of Door standing on the corner of this gothic building#ough#and the size and feel of it made it feel more 90s as well#i love books *gnashing teeth*#there's a good fic that could be written with the angel islington and the good omens angels & aziraphale but i'm not sure what yet
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I just can't stop thinking about pony's emotional state and his relationship with darry post canon. bc they made up when soda had his whole convo with them and they swore to never fight again, but they obviously still had their moments. but all I can think about is how after everything, when darry yells at pony, or even raises his voice a little bit, pony just doesn't have it in him to fight back. I can just imagine their first fight post canon, sitting at the dinner table arguing back and forth, but when darry starts to yell at pony expecting pony to yell back, pony just sits there staring at his plate and bursts in to tears. not saying a word, not getting up and leaving the table, not even crying quietly, just crying without being able to lift his head to look at soda or darry, who are both staring at him in complete shock, darry feeling like the biggest jerk in the world because he made his little brother cry, and over what? something as stupid as math homework? forgetting to bring his sneakers to track? not cleaning his room? and poor soda is thinking that somehow, this is so much worse than the yelling back and forth. so yeah, any arguments that lead to darry snapping end in pony crying his eyes out for anyone around them to see
#this has just been playing constantly in my mind for so long ough#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#the outsiders book#ponyboy curtis#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#the outsiders ponyboy#the outsiders darry#the outsiders sodapop#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders hcs#this may just have to go on the to-be-written fic list as well
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fanart for @astronomodome's hermitcraft warriors au because their ideas are So good and i fell a little bit in love with the concept! i'm gonna be so honest i haven't properly drawn any cats in like a year but i still think this turned out super cool !!!
(totally gonna draw more btw this is just the first batch :P)
#hermitcraft#falsesymmetry#geminitay#grian#pearlescentmoon#i changed pearl's coloring here just bc i thought this'd be more fun to draw hope that's okay !!#also op i actually adore this concept if you have more ideas i would love to hear them........#drawing this made me realize i forgot so much abt warriors though. have not read any of the books in a While. ough#aurie's art
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CRIES at richas’ letter to q!bad
and his to pomme!
#a star in the sky for you :’)#qsmp#liveblogging#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp richarlyson#qsmp pomme#qsmp books#‘pomme and dapper are one of the reasons I’m so happy to be here still’ is kinda messing me up#‘this place would be dead without you’#calling qbad the most loved person they can always count on#and calling pomme his best friend sister and savior ough
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(spoilers for spook street) I cannot believe they didn’t fucking throw him in the river!!!! waited all season for one of my favorite moments and for nought 😭😭😭
#i say things#not whump#tragically!!!!#it’s such a fucking good scene. one of the best. and they didn’t do it.#I was so sure. they were even by the river#and they didn’t fucking do it come on man!!!!#slow horses#slough house#argh ough angy#sometimes I fear I like the books too much to be fully satisfied with the show and this is one of them times 😭
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OB Malleus thoughts ‼️🥀
So…there are still people saying that Malleus makes the dreams apparently?? I just really don’t see how one could think this. Idia said it himself this update that the dreams are based off the dreamers conscience 😭 it is quite literally the dreamer who is making their own dream. My take on how it actually works is that the blot, or whatever dark magic is produced by fae of maleficence, warps itself to fit the dreamer’s desires.
(To be honest I think his UM itself was just a product of overblotting considering what it does and how quickly he overblotted, but there’s not really much to go off of that since the whole “oh someone’s somehow manipulating and artificially inducing the overblots” plot point just got shoved to the side 😭)
Malleus’s UM is more scary because he isn’t the one making the dreams. like.
the blot just does that stuff on its own.
Even though he doesn’t have the possessed OB voice yet, the whole point of overblots is that the mage is a vessel for the corruptive blot that will eventually take over their body. despite him sounding normal he IS losing himself to it.
I know Mr. Shroud and the people at STYX said his magic pool is basically infinite because he’s pulling from nature, but he can’t be that OP, right? I mean, Maleanor overblotted and died. (so they say. i feel like it isn’t exactly clear, but hey, i wasn’t there. who am i to distrust silver and sebek’s words 🤷♀️ also the death part was mostly if not all due to *cough* the dawn knight and the human armies. *cough* I guess that’s why they specified they’d have kill Malleus to stop his overblot)
Regardless, even if he did have a literal infinite amount of magic, I think he’d still fall victim to his blot and his own magic.
I think once everyone wakes up from their dreams, it’ll be Malleus who’s still caught in it, because these dreams were ultimately made to fit his delusion of eternal happiness, and he’ll be the one most fooled by it.
He’d be trapped in his own dream where everyone is happy and won’t outlive him. He won’t ever be lonely. And maybe his phantom will feed into that even more specifically because he can’t run out of magic and get taken over.
#i’m so scared for what they’ll do to malleus i’m going to be so real with you#if they don’t treat his story right. ough#whenever something happens with malleus and other characters i start shaking in my seat and gripping my legs#his dorm uniform vignette had me SO wrecked#diasomnia brainrot#twst posting#twst book 7#I don’t think there’s really any spoilers in here so i’ll leave it at that#malleus draconia#twisted wonderland
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heyyyy you should draw book Simon :3
What a little freak
#i struggled finding smth to draw him with for 2 days so i just....did doodles 👀#havent drawn him for awhile ough#my art#book simon#cry of fear#tw scopophobia
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Doodles based on the scene where Spock melds with Saavik to get more info on where she saw the things and when they finish Saavik looks into Spock’s face and sees her own terror mirrored back. Yippee!
#my art#described#star trek: tos#the pandora principle#saavik#s'chn t'gai saavik#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#and then spock attempting to comfort her by telling her she was only a child and did nothing wrong… OUGH#I just wanna draw this whole book. it’s so good I can’t believe this is the author’s only Star Trek book#if paramount loved me they’d make a saavik miniseries based on the events of the pandora principle just sayin#sighhhh except do I want them to potentially butcher saaviks character… hhhhhhhhh
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WOOHOO!! sassy shirt bill stickers are BACK ONCE MORE!! PLUS i’ve got a couple pyramid steve stickers up to grab as well!! 🔗 on my site in my bio! :]
shares are always appreciated!!
#szfworks#bill cipher#pyramid steve#gravity falls#tbob#the book of bill#bill cipher art#gravity falls art#pyramid steve art#etsy#etsyseller#WOOHOO#so glad my stickers got here#and i had time#to take pictures too#OUGH OMG#tfw the fire alarm went off#and i couldnt GET MY#STICKERS >:(((((#but its okay#fanart#2d art
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there he is......the man of the house
#mine#ough hello not posted in a while!!#im busy doin portfolio stuff so . not much cat drawinign going on THO i will. hopefully do one tomorrow hehe#i was gna get stickers for my next shop update but its hurting me head so. gna order new prints hopefully!! this week and then#do stickers n postcards next time. i am so low on stock sihfdkggwe#need 2 buy envelopes also....my least favourite thing 2 spend money on#what hve i been up to ....i made a blanket!! maybe i will post picture. it was gna b a cardigan i started it like last year#n then i went 2 sew it together n was like. this pattern is insane also this wool is too thick so. blanky :)#its very good. good lap blanket!!#what else what else....been re reading lotr. im reading it on ebook i lov ebook sm. i love printed books but i jus absolutely cannot#read them. dyslexia gang rise up !!!!#im reading it so much quicker tho n also actually remembering it ....would die for gimli#also started rewatching cr2 >:) i dont . actually like th new campaign so KSDFKJDN rewatch it is#even tho i dont like molly. not that thats gna b an issue for long sifubshbhebwj#im so seepy...so cold.....gna rest now probably n play skyrim hehe#cat drawings tomorrow >:)#okay bye
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if spottedleaf’s love for firestar was intended as a “retcon” and firestar’s crush was meant to be a one sided unserious thing that the fandom read too much into, then why was it a) not treated like that whatsoever in tpb (fireheart is consistently portrayed as a mourning lover and he never reconciles with that) and b) why didnt the narrative make it explicitly clear that spottedleaf didnt love him back? these books are for 13 year olds, they dont really have “lol subtle storytelling!” as an excuse for something as serious as this, especially when warriors is notoriously unsubtle about its themes and its characters. especially when tpb also has examples of uncomfortable age gaps that ARE glorified and accepted as normal. also why would the crush being a retcon in the first place mean that fans are being unreasonable when theyre uncomfortable?
at the very least, even if the “retcon” argument is true, the whole plotline is an extremely irresponsible thing to put in a childrens book completely unchallenged and i dont think the fans are being unreasonable when theyre criticizing that
#like cmon dont pretend we dont have mainstream examples of kids with crushes on adults that arent taken seriously whatsoever#imagine if in gravity falls dippers crush on wendy was taken COMPLETELY seriously without any humor whatsoever#and wendy had hints of liking him back ‘’but ough we arent gonna confirm either wayyyyy lol!’’#and then in later installments theyre like ‘’wow wendy was in love with dipper the whooole time! we are retroactively confirming that!’’#like. youd think thats irresponsible as fuck to put unchallenge in a kids show#so why are we acting like the fandom is overreacting in this case#i think the reason why i hate this argument is that it presents the fans as being unreasonable and misogynistic#its like im being gaslit in real time. ‘’that was never canon it was just a retcon!!’’#and then you read the books and authors statements and its blatantly clear that we’re meant to read it that way
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Just finished rebellion!!! Hahahahahaha I’m SO normal right now!!!
#ough. OUGH.#kind of mixed rn. but. I’m gonna let it settle#honestly in my book a movie is a good movie if it can make you feel anything#and the amount of genuine tears I shed watching this thing proves that#like. genuine tears. not exaggerating#the pure emotion I feel for these characters and this series is crazy I was sobbing on the floor#anyway. super excited for walpurgis rising#I NEED a conclusion to this arc right fucking now#you can’t just leave it like that and they’re not going to and I’m so happy#pmmm#madoka magica#puella magi madoka magica#pmmm rebellion
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i can't think about hazel infinity train too long(read: like 30 seconds) without getting emotional. Do you think she blames herself for tuba, even a little, since she convinced her to go w them,
#PPL ON MY DASH TALKING ABOUT INFINITY TRAIN......OUGH.#i havent watched book 3 since it came out so forgive me if this is inaccurate at all but also FUCKKKK
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