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There are definitely worse people you could be interested in, that’s for sure haha. Though Ben, there’s something you should seriously think about before you do anything else that might help clear things up. Unfortunately, it requires you to think about *shudders* The Future
Picture yourself down the line. How do you feel if you imagine yourself married/otherwise committed (romo or QPR), in general or to Fannie? What does that look like? Do you want kids or not? How would you feel if Fannie said she did or didn’t want kids? If you do, they’ll likely be Force Sensitive like you two — would you want them to train to be Jedi or not? Her being a Jedi and someone who does social work — it isn’t necessarily always safe. How do you feel about the thought of her getting hurt? How about her traveling for work, potentially leaving you at home, or you traveling with her? What about her connection with the Force? Not to sound like your mother, but Snoke used the Force to groom you essentially — what if he tries to get to you through her? What about family — if both of you keep contact with your families, she’ll be involved in Organa-Solo-Skywalker drama and politics and tabloids, and you’ll have slaves as sisters-in-law and a slaver as a father-in-law. Both of you have trauma and hard pasts — how do you feel about letting her really see yours? How do you feel about really seeing hers?
And what about the boring stuff? How do you feel about doing taxes together, drying dishes, washing the farts out of the bedsheets five, ten, twenty years down the line?
Think about it, man. If you don’t hate the answers to whatever questions you ask yourself, if you think you’ll be happier with the mess than without? Well why not give it a try?
(And again, trust me dude, literally flying solo is great, but if you’re gonna date, dating her would probably work out a LOT better for you than if you date someone else)
Listen. I’m not advocating for pre-alcoholic coping behaviors. All I’m saying is…staring down THIS particular krayt dragon of an ask? Got a WHOLE LOT easier after two shots of the finest Corellian brandy. And when I say “the finest,” I am of course speaking facetiously, because I’m referring to whatever swill that was that Treeso left in the pantry when he moved out. My dad would be so disappointed—but whatever, he ain’t here. Help me, cheap liquor. You’re my only hope.
Mmkay. Come here, Future. Look me in the eyes. I’m not frickin’ scared. TAKE ME.
How do I feel when I imagine myself married? Previously, I felt terrified beyond all belief, but now that I’ve had some time to let the concept marinate—weird, but not bad. Married in general? Neutral. Married to Fannie specifically? Mildly positive. What’s it look like? Similar to our June on Naboo, I guess. Being a team and doing stuff together around the house and hanging out. Probably fighting too apparently, but I mean…have you witnessed the parents who have borne and raised me?
Do I want kids? Currently: no. But, hey. When I was a kid I was terrified of moving out of my parents’ house and I did that and I was scared to get a job and I did that and I never thought I’d start working out but I do that and I NEVER thought I’d date but now I just might, so who the heck knows? Maybe I’ll be a dad someday and my kids will be only slightly less messed up than I am. As for Fannie I already know she wants kids because she’s my friend and I know that about her so I guess if she wanted kids we’d have kids and if the kids were Force-sensitive I’d let the kids decide whether or not they wanted to be Jedi because I grew up under an expectation that I would become one and that wasn’t a good experience and if Fannie was like, “No, they have to be Jedi” I’d…well, we’d have to have a Discussion about that.
How do I feel about Fannie getting hurt? Bad. What if she had to relocate? Guess I'd go with her. What if Snoke tries to get to me through her? I said it before and I'll say it again, I don't think I have any use to him anymore so I'm confident he'll be leaving me the heck alone.
Fannie getting involved in our family drama—I think she can handle that. She doesn't really seem to follow galactic gossip or stuff that happens on the holonet. Could I handle her family—I think so? I've never met them I guess we'd just have to see. Yeah I think we could handle each other's trauma. We've been friends for a long time and I think we already know most things about each other at this point anyway. She was the one who told my parents about Snoke, even though I didn't want her to at the time, and she's told me a lot about her family back on Ryloth even if I've never met them.
Doing chores together sounds...nice.
You really think she's that special, huh? I mean...yeah, she kinda is. She's really sweet. And kind. The first friend I made at Luke's school. She's been through fire but it turned her into one of the bravest, wisest people I know. She cares so much about people. She's gentle and quiet but the first one to look you in the eyes with a smile and a hello if you don't know anyone around, and she will always fight for what's right, and she has this habit of apologizing for things you were never even bothered by but she'll say she felt the need to apologize because she recognized her heart wasn't in the right place. She loves her family so much in a way that puts me to shame, and she can always find hope and joy and goodness in the worst of times...
And she's beautiful, the way she smiles, the way her nose crinkles when I make a bad joke, the way her big brown eyes hold a mirror to the stars, the way her lekku hang when she stands at the stove with her back to me, how incredibly stupid she looked when she was dancing and didn't know I was there...
And the way she looks at me. Like I'm someone. Not because of who my parents are or because I run a galaxy-famous blog (just kidding) or because I'm a hot gym boi now. Nah, she just likes me. For some reason. And the way I feel when she looks at me like that, I wish I could put it in a bottle and hold onto it for those nights when everything is way too quiet and I'm losing my mind...
...Maybe the third shot of brandy was a mistake. I didn't think I liked her this much.
…Like her? Nah, I love her.
Yeah��I love her.
And I’m starting to think…that you don’t figure out whether you’re in love with someone. You…decide whether you’re in love with someone.
Well…I’ve decided that I am.
#askbensolo#written#fannie#story event: an awkward situation 2#an ask so nice it gets answered twice! lol#omg guys i’m finally gonna be employed again sooooon#yay for my bank account. not as yay for the absolute TEENAGER levels of time i had on hand to work on this blog the past couple months#man those were the days. coming home from school at 4pm and neglecting my homework to draw ben solo over and over.#I’ll still be here tho :)#this blog is special to me.#thanks for reminding me about it :’) I’m glad i came back
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S T U R G E O N S T A M P S ! !
#i hope that as a post on my blog this reads like the video of a neon sign quoting the bible and then randomly saying 6$ SHRIMP SPECIAL#me posting#bogposting#stamps#sturgeon#fishes#fish#marine life
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all awkward angles
#this is an outtake sorry#i was striving for an angle i did not find#but i keep trying i dont usually give up#we will get there#until then enjoy me being awkward as fuck#if i had a special friend i could send them these as jokes and we could giggle but alas#i risk public mockery posting them on my blog instead#the awkwardness at the end was my bending over pose lmao its very funny#sorry#anyway titsday#personal :')#oh and just scroll if you need to#no worries on bringing hate to my inbox i am all the way good
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chilchuck.
#doodle#crappy art#comic#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#there is a 100% chance someone has already drawn this#but it wouldn't leave me#and it's MY blog so#ilu chilchuck#my special little middle-aged father of three chilchuck
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happy new year Ego!!! Just wanted to let you know that I absolutely adore your twst fanart and the tags are just an absolute pleasure to read! You are my greatest inspiration for my personal twst art and I just wanted to thank you for your wonderful masterpieces <333 if possible, may I ask what are some of your headcanons for the diasomnia family? If not for diasomnia then any other characters are fine as well!
thank you, and happy new year! 💚💜💚 that is amazing to hear; it's always a little bewildering but super flattering that other people like my silly little doodles so much!
I don't think I really have any really solid headcanons and also canon keeps validating me left and right (FLUFFY DOMESTIC DIAFAM IS REAL). mostly just kind of...impressions and general thoughts, if that makes sense! lately though I've been kind of obsessed with thinking about Lilia's hair, and specifically when/why he ended up cutting it. (l-look, we're bouncing around the timeline and I gotta make decisions about these things when I draw, it's relevant) (I mean I would probably be weirdly fixated on this anyway, but.)
I think I've settled on the idea that he kept it long until he went to NRC, partly because 1) I like drawing The Ponytail, and 2) I think he thought of NRC as a chance to reinvent himself a bit! he gets to go and be a wacky carefree teenager for a few years and have fun! (officially he's there to keep an eye on Son #1, but how much trouble could he get into, really.) so he gave himself a Cool Teen Haircut to go with his fresh new Cool Teen Persona!
also maybe he had some reflection on his hair's troubled past with three kids...
...and had to weigh his vanity versus the fact that he was going off to be around hundreds of kids on a daily basis, and. the choice suddenly seemed obvious.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#this is my blog and i'm going to write a million words about lilia and you can't stop me#but anyway i do genuinely get the impression that he's using Pretending to Be a Teenager as a chance to be even sillier than usual#he's a very silly man he's just being EXTRA silly#supported by his recent birthday card where he says he was specifically trying to cast himself as an adorable little brother-type#because he wanted the other students to give him free shit and save him seats and things like that#it worked for about a week before he turned out to be way too good at stuff and everyone just kind of ended up in awe of him instead#and he was like DANGIT. I'VE RUINED IT FOR MYSELF.#(then he and epel went on to talk about their hypothetical vtubersonas because the birthday cards are INSANE but anyway)#i'm bad at headcanons :( sorry!#unless it's dumb things like...what pokemon they would have or whatever#(malleus would have some kind of special fancy-colored dragapult) (but i digress)#i have a hard time putting things into words. just know that i love the grampa bat and his weird kids very much.#my brain is also still kind of fried from the last couple of weeks#i am however starting 2024 off the way i intend to continue it: in deep contemplation of anime hair#(sorry if these look weirdly aliased) (i realized about 3/4 of the way through i was using the wrong brush and i didn't want to restart :U)
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MY IMMORTAL COMPANION IS CLAUDIA...MY COVEN IS CLAUDIA
Interview With the Vampire 2.06 Delainey Hayles as Claudia; Roxane Duran as Madeleine Eparvier
#interview with the vampire#claudia x madeleine#claudeleine#wlwsource#iwtvedit#my girls :(((( they are so special to me#claudia having some who will ACTIVELY choose her and actively express her desire to be with her is so special#after she has had to defend herself alone for DECADES#i know this episode came out weeks ago and this particular scene has probably been giffed to death#but i made a header gif for my blog of this scene and i already figured out the coloring so i figured why not#i havent giffed anything in like 6 months whewwwww#it's grainy as fuck and i give up. i turned claudia's little bow red though :)#ghostlygifs#also ignore how repetitive these tags are srry im tireddd
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i wish i had even half the swag of a pokespe villain
#pokemon#pokespe#pokemon adventures#pokemon special#lance pokemon#sabrina pokemon#cyrus pokemon#team galactic#team magma#magma admin courtney#magma admin blaise#my art#i was only gonan draw lance and then it got away from me........pokespe designs r so chefs kiss#also. pokemon debut on the tumblr blog🥳🥳hii
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im So Normal about this game
#splatoon#i dont want to admit how long this took me.#at one point krita crashed and i was moments away from going apeshit (but luckily autosave saved my ass and was only about 5 minutes gone)#i <3 salmon run#if i get another glowflies and i dont have inkjet or wavebreaker as a special im going to go insane#you can tell im Mentally Eel over this game bc im actually Making Posts On My Blog. Woag
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The holy grail of m/f shipping is a pairing who crucially DO NOT kiss in canon but regardless plan their lives around each other in a way that walks the line between conventional ideas of romantic and platonic
#doctor who special fucked me UP man#doctordonna forever#also thinking about fakiru princess tutu hence being on this blog#and Eiffel and Hera wolf 359#go listen to wolf 359 do it for me their relationship is everything#lea talks
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a jester is a jester right……..don’t kill me
#u might be wondering if— as a shadow milk themed blog— i’ve considered drawing them together!#DONT FUCK WITH ME#IT WAS THE FIRST THING I DID#NFHDBBDBDJFJJFHFBVDVDV#rhey r so special 2 me.#mannn.#MAAANNNNNN#i prommy we’ll get back to the smilk posting soon… just have been preoccupied#and should be studYING RN FUCK BYEEE E EE EE#A JESTR IS A JESTER THOUGH. SO TAKE UR SLOP!!!!!!!!!#dimentio#super paper mario#gijinka#mystuff#not smc
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people will hate on female writers and then praise the middest thing a man has ever shat on paper
#is williams powergirl mid? yes#but so are so many other current comics being written by male writers yet i see them get way less hate#except in special curated places for hating (me and my friends blogs)
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10.000!!! 🥳🎉
😱 Omg, I'm freaking ecstatic! I just reached a huge milestone on both my Tumblr & Patreon pages! Thank you, thank you, thank you a million times!! 🎊
#i gotta share some special gift for this moment#i never thought i can get this far#mom is very proud of me#i still remember when i saw that someone has 3000 followers and i thought 'wow that's a big blog'#now i can say stupid hot takes & ppl will believe me??#10000 followers
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GUYS WAIT GUYS GUYS GUYS. IT'S TEDDYBEARTOJI'S ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TODAY. IT'S TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM ONE YEAR OLD NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH FOR BEING HERE WITH ME AND LOVING ME AND SUPPORTING ME AND READING MY SILLY SILLY THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS REALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE-CHANGING THING FOR ME AND YES I'VE SAID THAT BEFORE BUT I DON'T THINK YOU GUYS REALIZE HOW REAL THAT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO AGAIN. THANK YOU SOOO SO FUCKING MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO SO DEARLY AND I AM NOW GOING TO KISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU ONE BY ONE SO PLEASE LINE UP AND GET READY FOR YOUR SMOOCH:333333333333333333333333333333
#IS THIS LOUD ENOUGH#CAN YOU HEAR MY LOVE#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#AND SPECIAL LITTLE THANK YOU TO ALL MY MUTUALS#I'VE MADE SO SO MANY GREAT FRIENDS HERE I GENUINELY DON'T KNOW WHERE I'D BE WITHOUT YOU GUYS:((((((((((((((((#SO THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#PLEASE STAY WITH ME FOR A HUNDRED MORE YEARS!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#THIS IS SO CRAZY ACTUALLY WAHHHHHHHHHHH#I WOULD'VE NEVER IMAGINED HOW MUCH JOY MAKING A SILLY LITTLE BLOG CAN BRING ME:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((#MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I PROMISE TO GIVE YOU ALL MANY MANY TREATS#PLEASE KEEP LOVING ME#mayor of loserville
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Rhett & Link's Wonderhole
#okay so this is like my sum up of the whole season post#it's my tribute to wonderhole#this whole blog kinda is but ya know#I will probably make more gifs of the last ep but as this is the last ep of the season I thought I would do a gif round up#and making all these gifs kinda took it out of me#fun fact this is very close to the gif limit on here#it is a very long post but you know wonderhole deserves it#I have really enjoyed the season#from watching that first ep on my birthday til now#it has been a fun Saturday thing for me to watch in the morning and make gifs of for the rest of the day#I love that it all came back to the beginning with it all being what they filmed on the coconut while they were stranded on the island#I do love when stuff loops like that#Especially looping back to that beach scene which was the scene that made me make this blog#because it was so pretty I was like oh I need to make gifs and now here we are#my favourite ep is still the second one mainly because of the colours and future aesthetic it had#I think it was fun and it was fun to see them letting their creativity flow through the episodes#it kind of hits you with the comedy but it also makes you feel a lot of emotions which I have loved#so thanks wonderhole you have been a beautiful thing and I hope there will be more in the future ily#thanks to Rhett and Link for making this because I have loved it#it was a special thing#also shout out to everyone who has interacted with any of my posts on here I did not expect anyone to so thanks :))#these tags really just turned into me rambling so hi if you made it this far#rhett and link#rhett and link's wonderhole#rhett and link gifs#rhett mclaughlin#link neal#my gifs#wonderhole spoilers
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TRANSLATION
Steve: Hi! Danny: Wow! Hey, how- how- how handsome, he, in his suit. Steve: It's for you. I wore it for you. Danny: Thank you. Steve: You're welcome.
Steve: Hey, what are you doing?
Danny: Is that a clip-on?
Steve: It's not a clip-on. What did I say?!
Danny: Your tie is crooked. Can I fix it, love?
Danny: Darling, come here.
Steve: Thank you.
Danny: I thought they didn't wear ties in Hawaii.
Steve: They don't, but it's a special day. So I wore it.
LatAm dub once again killing me here, with cuteness.
#mcdanno#Danny Williams#steve mcgarrett#H50#hawaii five 0#LatAm dub#Danny: te la arreglo amor?#Steve: *mirando pa todos lados como que ay mamita que me llamaste en frente de todos?**danny no es momento de blanquear lo nuestro*#Danny's besotted look at the end *sigh*#to think my introduction to this show was scrolling down someone's blog and seeing#news of PL being fired for being a garbage human to people he worked with then kept scrolling i saw q-bait discussions#from different shows that mentioned mcdanno from h50 and PL#then I saw some gifs and some quotes - thought 'hmm' and then I watched the first ep and then I was a goner#the fanvid 'you're mine' deserves special mention bc I love it#video#I do remember someone saying the French dub had Steve referring to Danny as his wife to an EMT need to find that one
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As an adhd person I just want to say that I love every autistic person on this website.
You guys are literally the best fandom archivers out there. I’m so serious.
If you are new in just about any fandom search for the one autistic person whose special interest your newfound fandom is and it’ll be like you just met god at a nightclub.
You guys are too powerful and I thank you for your service from the bottom of my heart.
#autism#autistic community#special interest#neurodivergent#neurodivergency#adhd autism solidarity#adhd#fandoms#new to fandom#tumblr guide#advice#i‘m so serious though… I used to be part of a tiny fandom and there was one lady who had archived everything about the people in question#it has been her special interest for 16 years - she‘s in her late 30s now#and that woman is on such a different level of obsession and I love her so much for it#don‘t care for that fandom anymore but I still sometimes read her blog because she inspires me#never stop being yourself
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