#this blog is me screaming into the void

[kabachon724]

I trained my eyes to blink one at a time as a child to freak people out you know for fun and after a bunch of seizures I had last my brain just forgot and for the first time in almost a decade my eyes blinked for the first time and I legit look at the light in my kitchen and went wtf and it happened a couple (way to many) times for me to realize oh I’m blinking…

Stupid sauce swap lol

[shinesurge]

are people like Aware that christianity considers basically all forms of fantasy to be inherently evil, is that common knowledge or is that more lore i am only privy to because of the pentecostal cult shit lmao

edit because i love kicking beehives and I do not want any misunderstandings of my position going on here: "lore i am only privy to" doesn't mean the lore doesn't exist for every kind of christian, we're all reading the same book aren't we. the pentecostal flavor of christianity being more obviously a textbook cult does not mean the more lukewarm versions of this belief system aren't also inherently damaging to the human psyche, mine was just more up front about it lol

[aristocrating]

hey girl have you seen that canon kentparse timeline post? I swear I saw it floating around but now I can’t find it

this is the old guide we usually refer to but kvp90 did a recent version here:

[kabachon724]

My nostalgia is taking over I swear if my Star Vs. phase gets revived I’m rewriting season 4 and y’all mother fucks can’t stop me y’all saw me rewrite tadc for me now and I’ll do it again with Star just fuckin watch me!

A nostalgia post. It's been a long time since I've drawn Meteora, and for much longer I've had an old idea related to her, namely, a decoration for tails. A long time ago, I often came across "chapters in the book of spells" that various authors did on behalf of their OCs in the SVTFOE au’s. I wanted to try it too, but nothing really worked. The title picture, poem, spells and wands did not give me much in terms of inspiration and only when I came across the idea of a diary and monsters’ tails did I strike gold.

Sadly, in another fit of self-criticism, I abandoned this project half-way through and only recently found the strength to return to it again.

Anyway, here I have several pages of Meteora's diary, in which she showcases various types of jewelry for different types of tails. I think some of the enthusiasm in the description that I have tried to convey here must belong to the ghost of Heinous (the part of her that she has been suppressing for so long). Of course, most of the decorations here would hardly work as intended (the laws of physics and high mobility of the limb will obviously be a big obstacle), but no one pretends to be realistic here.

... and at the end there is also a small gif with a ghost appearance (even two – because I still haven't decided which transition turned out better) >w<

[daydreamoftheendless]

being on my first watch of the mighty nein and meeting essek like a celebrity just showed up. like oh my god everyone stop it’s happening hot boi is here stay calm

[anontransman]

So. A arguement I've seen a lot when it comes to describing transmasc issues (specifically by people who. Arent transmasc) is that transandrophoia (and other variants) is a inherently misogynistic term and we should all use anti-transmasculinity instead just feels. Odd to me. Like yes I do believe that anti-transmasculinity is useful but also. Why cant we have any words to describe our experiences. Why are we being told to just use anti-transmasculinity (I also personally feel as though transandrophobia is more inclusive of people outside of just transmasc than anti-transmasculinity is personally? Like people who are in someway genderqueer but dont personality identity as transmasc.)

Like anti-transmasculinity is a aspect of transandrophobia but I feel like transandrophobia is a lot more complex than just that.

[splinkoop]

the female gaze is a powerful thing.

that area where his chest meets his shoulders, just above the collarbones, and the thighs...

i am brittany broski and he is my ghost

sns for the horny post, that second picture is my fucking kryptonite

[babygirlwolverine]

happiness is having someone comment that your writing is beautiful when you’ve been insecure to get back to writing again

[burningsolarsystem]

Kinda love the fact that this blog gets an average of about 10 notes per post. Like, my highest is currently 15, and most get only 5-10.

Why do I love that?

Because I can shout whatever I want, and no one will see it. :3

I can say about how yesterday I has like 3 mini panic attacks and danced on the edge of a breakdown before suddenly painting my nails and no one will know.

Also, I discovered that the reason I paint my nails when on the verge of a breakdown is most likely because of my one headmate. Which is cool to know.

Anyways, go ahead and keep ignoring me. The longer this blog goes unnoticed, the more wild I'll probably end up going on my posts.

I have been given too much power.

[littlcdarlin]

One more news article and I’m writing some shit like dbf!joel comforts reader after Donald Trump and his advisers keep spewing bullshit out of their mouths

[ticklygiggles]

In this household we love stoic, blushy men 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[porcelaincvnt666]

🫀 intro ⊹⋆.ೃ࿔*

hi <3 welcome 2 my blog , i'll post here like a journal, i'm just looking for somewhere to drop random thoughts and girlblogs i make. i'm veryvery not used 2 tumblr but i'm an avid pinterest user and i'll try 2 figure out things here

basic introductory details ﾟ+*:ꔫ:*﹤

my name is porcelain, but u can also call me pj [she/her] . not actually my real name but it's my online persona name since my name's unique and i have the largest irrational fear of any1 finding me on here. i just rlly love the word and the metaphors that can derive from it and its connections to art. i like the nickname because of its other owners, pj harvey and pj from bottoms (2023)!

teenage grrrl

lesbian? idfk anymore it's complicated but I love love women very much and i can find men pretty but i don't know if I actually want to be with 1

cancer sun, scorpio moon & rising (i'm not a hardcore believer in astrology but i just think it's cool)

interestsﾟ+*:ꔫ:*﹤

in general, i just love art and creation like ur telling me we have access to all these beautiful forms of expression that show who u are as a human being that'll last longer than your own soul?? the three most important things to me are film, writing and music, but i also love visual art things like painting and drawing, as well as literature, fashion and sewing, makeup, and theatre.

some music artists i love;

hole, fiona apple, mitski, jack off jill, bikini kill, pj harvey, mazzy star, bratmobile, dazey and the scouts, amy winehouse, veruca salt, cocteau twins, lana del rey, radiohead, katie jane garside, nirvana, caviar noir, nicole dollaganger, strawberry switchblade, fleetwood mac, the cranberries, kate bush, tori amos, the smiths, björk, slowdive, my bloody valentine, the breeders, poison girlfriend, lesley gore, lunachicks, lebanon hanover, jeff buckley, garbage, janis joplin, ethel cain, babes in toyland, japanese breakfast, the dresden dolls, strange boutique, scary bitches, the cure, siouxsie and the banshees, and black box recorder

movies i like; welcome to the dollhouse, but i'm a cheerleader, girl, interrupted, ghost world, may, amelie, carrie (1976) ,the addams family (1995), the royal tenenbaums, buffalo '66, eeaao, smiley face, little miss sunshine

[ i don't claim to be a cinephile!! also even though i will dedicate my life to film i haven't watched nearly as many as i want to so here are some on my watchlist!!! ]

possesion, perfect blue, tvs, women on the verge of a nervous breakdown, the young girls of rocheport, the belladonna of sadness, snakes and earrings, audition, daisies, mysterious skin, the cook, the thief, his wife & her lover

misc interests; sylvia plath, lipstick shades & eyeshadow palettes, anything red, human organs, calico critters, porcelain dolls, the nineties, alternative fashion + fashion from 20s-90s, aya takano, japanese literature, religious imagery, cannibalism, witchcraft, christina ricci, pen15, poetry, riot grrrl feminism, mark ryden, the sims, weird girl and manic pixie dream girl tropes, glee (embarassing), stardew valley, clone high (also embarassing), the moon, electric guitar, and niche weird accesories (jewelry and tights and shit like that)

hobbiesﾟ+*:ꔫ:*﹤

i like reading books, watching movies and listening to music. those are my main three of media consumption. i'm learning 2 play electric guitar ( i have a sick red one). i love to paint and i journal a lot. i want to get into jewelry making and sewing. i take walks for reconnecting with nature. i collect a lot of childish shit and also things related to my interests. i write poetry and i'm working on a book. i may or may not post about any of these.

other little thingies about me that i felt needed to be included.

red + black is my personal dear favorite color combo

i like overusing little emojis and symbols because they feel like doodling in your journal

i have to elaborate on everything possible for some reason so i'm sorry for the big blocks of text

weird girl 4ever, manic pixie nightmare grrrl official title

very passionate feminist!!!!!!!!!!!

https://linktr.ee/porcelaincvnt666

started a blog because of depression, bpd, and maladaptive daydreaming killing me slowly, tired of everyone i know, and no place to share my thoughts with the world 2 find like-minded people and also to feel famous and universally loved by my target audience

looking 4 moots!

🫀🫀🫀

[sn0w-o]

this christmas i give to you

this image

awwww thanks i will treasure it 🥹🥹🥹

[rabbitsonthemoon]

Sometimes I can't believe Sonic Prime was real. A whole show with Sonic and Shadow interactions, and good characterization, and voices, and animation, and fight scenes, and angst and- urgh, my inner child is healing so peacefully with this one. It's everything she would've wanted. 💖

Thanks for such a great show, even if I loved it so much that thinking about it makes me question the reality of its existence.

[corpsecoochie]

Can’t a bitch have a mental health day without someone immediately trying to make it theirs instead!

[fancyfearful]

If this post gets at least one (1) note, I'll do something writing related for the first time in ages. Sure, it'll probably be rushed, cringey, and short, but it'll be SOMETHING new at least.