#thinkin about him all day
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Smallfry doodles from work
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everytime i think about ex!bakugo, i get so emotional thinking about how he carries on with his day-to-day like the breakup didn’t happen.
he doesn’t even give himself time to mourn the relationship, to process the loss of you. he throws himself into work, practically drowning in it because he can’t bear staying idle.
you’re everywhere, still—
in the picture frames scattered around his home, in the decorative pieces that each hold their own memory. some of the clothes you returned to him smell like you.
when kirishima asks him how he is, he never answers, always redirecting the subject back to work. deku notices longer bouts of silence during joint patrols, and when he pries, bakugo’s only reply is, “s’not a concern.”
it’s unusual, because bakugo is loud and rough, he barks and barks and barks, but with this, he stays quiet.
#i think about ex bakugo so much if i spent the same amount of time thinkin abt him as writing him i would have finished the fic by now#JOSNXKSJXKSKXJDK#you’re still friends bc same circles and work#but because he throws himself so much into work you don’t really see eachother much a few months after the breakup#you worry for him still because you know his tendencies#you know he’ll push this to the side and keep it to himself until it all spills over one day#you find out he’s been staying completely quiet about it when mitsuki texts you and asks when you and katsuki will come for the holidays :(#he doesnt delete your photos HE DOESNT DELETE THEM. i dont think he has the heart to#bakugo x reader#shotorus.bubble#sigh
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Day 6: Glow
BONUS COLOR:
Link to the design lol:
#October drawing challenge#day 6#batman#red hood#jason todd#dpxdc#dcxdp#halfa jason#dies irae au#jason adopts the fenton siblings au#art#sketch#ibispaintx#almost drew him with the all-blades lol#but i've been thinkin about this au so
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yeah i bet kevins into exhibition ,, knows if he gets caught his career will be fucked and he wants it anyways
#thinkin about him gettin fucked after a game#tryin to be quiet droolin on fingers#aftg#all for the game#kevin day
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well i just had an older!eddie idea that is going to haunt me.
#eddie munson#stranger things#ghost talks too much#and thinks too much#just hear me out#older!eddie and older!reader#you dye your hair to cover your greys cause society fuckin whatever and yeah yeah he's against it yes he's adorable and sweet about it all#the greys are just proof y'all are growing old together#but then one day the younger kids (who aren't very young anymore) made a joke that got him thinkin#and so he asks you to dye and help him cover *his* grey hairs#and suddenly the roles are reversed#and there's something something about worshiping him and just reminding him how you love the streaks in his hair#you love the wrinkles that show when he smiles beside his mouth and eyes#you love those subtle symptoms of aging that you've witnessed come around#it means you've loved him for many years#you get to love him for many more#idkidkidkd#i will not write this but i'm thinking about it#i wanna grow old with him and shit that's sort of gross right#booooooo#alright im done back into the abyss of trying to write#just eddie getting self concious about growing old and you reminding him how fucking metal it is i guess ALRIGHT IM REALLY DONE
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world's most special-est little princess
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#not dark but dark @ daisuke#so whbat if dai only thinks himself as a loser. lame ass village princess wearin sweatpants under the dress#the evil goth ojou-sama says everybody better clap for him or Else#jawlkjalkdjgkj ok ill b back. waiting on noel to play games.... playing digimon in the meantime....#ill write some later im not very alert rn anyhow#i typed out a bigass ramble/meta about distances n how the series was all about them but then#got embarassed nhit backspace. but just kno im thinkin abt those too#so glad dark in official art is always all over daisuke's space. shaves off the pain peko of the reality#that bein dark can't hug or physically comfort/assure dai for Anything#his hands r dai's....
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GOOD MORNING FRIENDZ ! and happy thursday ^_^ it’s a beautiful day to spread some love ! i hope you all have a magnificent day ! <3
#back to work today sob sob#v glad things are back to normal-ish though 🙂↕️#had a silly lil dream with sanemi and now i will be thinkin about him all day. yeahhhh#i think it’s supposed to storm all day and it’s a little rude that i have to go into the office and not be cozy in bed ! !#it’s so overcast and the world looks so soft n fuzzy i love it :( !#hoping some of the rain returns tonight once i’m home ! !#anywhosies#sending out lots of love !!!!#have a great day & make fun choices !!!!!!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#🗣️ the daily yap .
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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW
#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does#like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful#while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child#like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child#only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you#his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you#agree deep down#and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept#but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide#and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke#and you discarded it and got a new one#and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow#and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it#until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly#and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different#and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child#and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da#and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand#but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee#his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing#and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love#or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do#with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like
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obsessing about michael holing up in a body that is not his own in a dark church and dean folding in on himself every time and neither of them doing anything until prompted with a way for revenge or to get them back
#when sam shuts down in mystery spot about dean its an immediate 'im going to find the trickster and gut him and I'll kill anything along the#way that i have to' and dean does this about him and everyone else who dies#but when cas dies dean just stops#one of these things is not platonic and im not talking about w*ncest#LOOK AT THEM IT'S THE SAME THING#thinkin thoughts during my weekly 3x11 watch#im probably being incoherent but hopefully at least the main post makes sense#ahhhhhhhhhhhhh#my friend is only on s5 so i cant tell her any of this but its been RATTLING AROUND IN MY BRAIN ALL DAY AND I MUST GET IT OUT#spn watch#supernatural#spn#midam#michael spn#adam milligan#destiel#deancas#dean winchester#castiel#i am oh so very normal#srry i get the vibe that midam girlies dont like when people talk about midam and destiel in the same sentence but it's my post#i can do what i want please don't be mad
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do u think mines feelings are reciprocated? idk from how they handled mine and daigos relationship in y3 it felt as if they were hinting that they had some under the radar relationship going on or smtging
im not sure really. i do think daigo loved mine though, at the very least cherished him immensely.
#snap chats#hang on im rambling about rggo for the ninety millionth time#cause i was gonna initially say 'i dont think his feelings were as intense as mine's but he did love him'#but then i remember daigo shilled out a billion and got shot Day Five into knowing the dude#that could just be daigo's character and he's just. Ride Or Die like that for ANYONE close to him#he was happy to give shinada all the money he lost even though the two were mostly just schoolmates#which is. The Funniest thing to me still but anyway#but isn't mine like that too? the circumstances are different of course though ..#theres the angle that its as exactly daigo says: the tojo are his family and he wants to protect them#but then that bar fuckery ...... everything homosexual happens at that bar i stg#im crying now cause first theres the obvious You Single line#but then the bartender fuckin snitchin on daigo to mine bein all#'oh yeah no daigo talks about you a lot and says youre one of the most reliable guys in the tojo#and he's afraid you're not being yourself around him and he hopes your relationship with money is ok' LKE YOU SNITCH#i still think of daigo calling mine 'stupid' at the end of that story though. lke girl .... girl i know why yu sayin that ...#my sons pissed mine threw himself away thinkin he wasnt worthy to daigo when it was the exact opposite ..#im gonnna thrw up now bye
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bro wants me to give him the sloppiest turbo spin cycle pre rinse wash and repeat top that has ever been known to mankind ill set a world record if necessary…….,,.,,..,,,,….
#he wants me in the hospital jaw wired shut left to drink pasta smoothies after bc of how bad imma sprain that shit#those glasses ??? the backwards snapback ??????????#fucking kick me in throat it’ll actually hurt less like#also i don’t wanna talk about his hand but i am also asking desperately how much for that necklace#hahahahhhahahhahhhhhahHHSHDHAHHHHAHAHHAHHHHAHH#i think i might#actually be losing it#i hate irl men so fucking bad bc ur telling me imma have to settle for a mf#who doesn’t have a CRUMBST of what this man’s got goin on#like i’m actually in deep physical pain rn and it’s EMBARRASSING#chose this man w my pussy all of two days into getting into skz#what a fucking joke when i was thinkin like hyunjin was gonna be my bias#who do i think i AM#i need him not even biblically but in a far more devious and maybe even downright despicable way.#christopher bang when i catch u whEN I FUCKING CATCHU MANN#…………………..who am i rn#– stray kids#– bang chan
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It's been a long, hard day thinking long and hard about Astarion being long and... ahem... well
#astarion#dumb shit#but its true#all day at work thats all im thinkin about#that and cuddling him#im okay right im not crazy??#ok fine im crazy
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God having a boyfriend is incredible
#im so happy all the goddamn time my face still hurts from all the grinning i do even just thinkin about him#i love waking up early to talk to him before he heads to bed.... it just always starts my day off right 💕❤️#i wish he could be here already or i could be there i wanna spend time with him so badly#ausgshgshagh so many things im feeling n i cant put them all into words#i feel so fucking lucky to have a boyfriend like this#personal stuff#i feel so gushy all the time augh
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GOD I wish we had like. Any canon content of Nishiki bearing witness to Kiryu and Majima's whole Thing
Like, in yakuza 1 it seemed like Majima knew Kiryu before he went to prison, and not just cause he learned his name in yakuza 0. They seemed to have had a rapport and Majima knew that Kiryu was "rusty" from his time in jail. So they clearly were doing their psychosexual fight shenanigans back in the 90s. And Nishiki HAD to have witnessed or at least known about it
No this doesn't keep me up at night I'm normal
SO true bestie I CONSTANTLY wonder what the hell was going on in that 89-95’ window with them,,, and the completely unexplored dynamic with nishiki as part of that especially– I mean, nishiki’s the one who initially says he’s gonna make it his duty to welcome kiryu back from prison with open arms and all that, and when that falls through majima swoops in without anyone asking (quite the opposite- he definitely isn’t supposed to be welcoming back The Guy Convicted Of Killing Dojima) and becomes somewhat of a replacement pillar in kiryu’s life where nishiki used to be. which is a pretty huge hole to fill. and suggests their relationship had to have not totally come out of nowhere.
it makes me seriously wonder like. what kind of relationship did majima have with kiryu prior to prison in which majima could become so attached to him that he goes out of his way to help or save him whenever possible? or did it become that way more delayed, ramping up the moment nishiki was out of the picture so to speak? like you said, they were already seemingly pretty well acquainted before shit went down, but with nishiki still around… hm. it’s an important factor to consider for sure.
my thought is that nishiki would’ve been protective over kiryu and would try, to the best of his ability, to keep him at a distance from The Mad Dog of Shimano (understandable, honestly), half out of genuine concern and half out of the fear of someone attempting to lure kiryu away from him and leave him alone and, by consequentially, worthless– considering he’s a very insecure guy and he and kiryu were quite codependent at the time. and knowing majima, he likely would’ve gotten the message loud and clear and perhaps kept his distance emotionally speaking (to the best of his ability, but let’s be real i think majima caught feelings for kiryu pretty early and wouldn’t be able to TOTALLY stop them from manifesting in one way or another), but I don’t doubt kiryu still ended up in various ordeals and play-fights with him– maybe even a bit more than that. I can see majima getting a kick out of annoying nishiki and by no means would majima be intimidated by him whatsoever (he can’t beat the shit out of nishiki and nishiki knows that from experience)– but majima’s, secretly, a very selfless, oddly self-disciplined person and I doubt he’d purposefully take his teasing too far. in fact, I think he’d try pretty actively to avoid approaching kiryu if nishiki’s around, knowing nishiki’s not a fan of him, not wanting to create any distance between the two, and not wanting to inject himself too deep into kiryu’s life to turn back when he needs to.
I feel like nishiki wouldn’t genuinely feel threatened by majima’s mad dog reputation; he’d feel threatened by whatever enigmatic thing majima is beneath the mad dog persona. whatever he is that allowed him to run the most prestigious cabaret in sotembori (and probably one of the best in all of Japan) and get it to such a status in only two years, all while only 22-24 years old, and all while recovering from an entire year in the hole (which, as we know, nishiki has been informed about the horrors of). so, while he’d be insecure and concerned about kiryu getting drawn away from him by someone more competent than himself, he’d also be distrusting due to the lingering feeling that whatever majima’s interests were with kiryu, they’d have an ulterior motive or two that could get kiryu hurt or worse. majima was shimano’s dog at the time, after all– who knows what he could’ve been ordered to do with kiryu in the long run? what kind of guy would voluntarily pledge his allegiance to shimano after being tortured by him for so long? you get the picture.
side note: interesting to consider that he would’ve been right to be threatened by majima’s competence to some degree, considering majima’s the one who jumps in to fill the gap nishiki leaves in kiryu’s life after he’s released, AND he ends up taking nishiki’s place as top earner in the tojo clan only a year after his downfall. where he’d be wrong is that any of that was malicious.
#long post#nishiki#kazumaji#kiryu#majima#anon you really got me thinkin here hsgsgsghhhh#this time period is gonna be lingering in my brain the rest of the day#all the hypotheticals and shit………ough#rambling#imma be real. and maybe I’ll make a separate post about it but. I definitely feel like kiryu and majima drunk made out in an alley or#something at least once. at LEAST.#tbh before knowing all that much about kiryu and by association his closeness with nishiki and all that I can see them getting close enough#to almost have a much-less-convoluted romantic thing going on but. realizing kiryu’s got people who care about him already and not wanting#to get another person he likes get hurt because of him or whatever. he’d get emotionally distant/emotionally spontaneous and confusing#thus the dance begins
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I slept for about 15 hours, it was great, I feel great
#I even feel.. sort of awake now? not completely tired. that's crazy#I might not need a nap until this evening!#it's weird but nice to wake up when it's not nighttime.#:') hopefully it'll stick this time and I won't stay up all night tonight...#(context: I didn't sleep last night and was awake for 24 hours to fix my sleep schedule)#personal#I woke up a few times and to be honest I probably could have gotten up about three hours earlier... buuut every time I just started thinkin#about eliot again and then fell asleep again :')#and honestly I would have preferred to just stay in bed and think about him all day :')
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good morning friendz and happy tuesday !! i hope everyone has a wonderful day ^_^ sending out lots of lil smooches !!
#woke up feelin rdy for the day so let’s do this ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝#going to work but gonna be thinkin about the zoro fic i’m working on all day T^T#need him bad .#i pushed away all WIPs for this one bc i want it to be done by my bday teehee >:3 !!!!#prob gonna write some during lunch 😓#anyway !!#sending out lots of loooove !!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims
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