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My commissions are open!!
I really hate pulling out the labels card for help; but if you could help at least spread this so two transwomen and a disabled transmasc (me) can afford rent, food, gas, and to pay off whatever extra nonsense a few ER visits this past 1-2months has stacked up because one of our insurances is acting dumb. One is between jobs, another is trying to find a better paying one that will give her more hours, and I'm too disabled to work. We're doing all we can, but we need a bit of help.
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#artdemra#commissions are open#even just rbing will help a ton#i know the image is =w=;;; pathetic#i tried for several hours to do those nice spreadsheets people do with the prices on them with the images next to them#but everything i did looked bad or was just an absolute mess#id comm someone to do a nice formatting/layout for me but uH AHAHA B R O K E#ive also got some other things coming up but i didnt list them out bc i hate listing every tiny detail online ;n;#but stuff is rough rn and were just trying to live. i know our electricity is gonna be high bc its been 85-90 F out AGAIN#for several weeks and we are on the third floor so we literally cannot live without the ac running all day
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Have you had any ✨Ghost Experiences✨ in Scotland yet? Meet any new ghosts???
Ohhhh plenty, but far too many to list without going off on a ramble haha
We’ve done many overnights in castles and old buildings up and down the UK with a team of investigators which has led to really neat experiences, some of them absolutely poignant. I think my favourite interaction has been with a sweetheart of a young seaman called William aboard the RRS Discovery docked in Dundee, also the best K2 session I’ve ever had was there. But yeah, various castles, historic buildings, manors, prisons, etc with some really fascinating results.
I do like how it’s also putting the mediumship to the test which is something I still don’t really like bringing up in general to people but I have apparently shocked investigators/employees at these places with describing events, people, and other things with detail that is not even public or only known privately by people who frequent that location. Nearly all locations I’ve never been to and make a point not to read up on them before I go, which makes these instances more compelling? I often don’t even know the significance of what I’m (sheepishly) describing only to be told I just described a specific thing that happened in a room when there’s no way I could know about said thing. One of the best instances of this was on the RRS Discovery when trailing behind the group in the lower decks, I stopped suddenly. It felt as though something SMACKED very hard and very sudden right where I was standing, someone had lost their life in this very spot. I thought with the boilers around perhaps someone had been hit somehow and died or maybe fallen from the above platform and hit their head on the metal below but was told there were no known records of someone dying in that room and that the platforms didn’t exist at the time. I was perplexed by this as I was 100% sure something had happened there but I just ignored it, maybe I was wrong. We get up to the top deck finally and are told about a boy who, in 1901, tragically fell from the crows nest and died. The investigator and I suddenly realised I had been standing directly below the spot he would have hit on the upper deck when he fell. Another would be a nice young man I’d encountered at a private castle who seemed to be wearing some sort of chainmail and white tunic, followed me around for most of the night, and at one point I picked up on a story about a strange looking gold disc with all these markings on it on the alter in the chapel which he immediately told me not to ask about and refused to elaborate more, I had no idea why he was so adamant about this. I later learned after enquiry the castle historians have documented the place being used by the Templars and it’s a private fact at this location that the Templars have buried artefacts beneath the castle they are working to recover… most notably, beneath the chapel. I’d be talking for ages if I described the other occurrences, but that’s one I’ll always remember!
All and all, I do actually recommend doing it, even if you don’t believe in the stuff, because you get entire historic locations basically all to yourself, at night, which is cooler. I once sat for nearly an hour in a 200 year old jail on the floor, in the dark, at 2 AM, just chilling. On free roam while everyone is usually at base, I’ve been able to explore places by myself, in the dark, opening doors to rooms not even shown to us, panning my torch to old paintings and artefacts in basements to attics and bedrooms and so much more. I’ve sat alone in century old ships and played sea shanties which echoed hauntingly down the passageways. Sprawled out in the pews of medieval chapels in the pitch dark, wandered dark castle corridors alone, sometimes I’ll sing out old songs and just listen to it drift out through the halls and rooms. You feel like some character in a novel, it’s quite a liminal space! Like all these places where so many other people came before you, where people lived and died, sometimes even right where you’re sitting, and you’re able to lay out on the stones in the dark with it all and just feel connected to it yk?
Anyway that still ended up being a ramble HAHA so yeah! I recommend it for both believers and those less inclined because at the end of the day, you’ve basically got several hours of private access to historical locations, at night, no tourists, and sometimes to places the public isn’t allowed at all, and hey maybe something Strange will happen while you’re alone in the darkness.
#can I just say too there is something so hauntingly beautiful about the alone time on my free roams#like usually these places get locked up at night or you’re limited by opening hours and tight your schedules and roped off areas#but when I’m alone on these things you get near unrestricted access in some of these places#and you’re just alone in the quiet where some people used to laugh or lost their lives#like I cannot explain how—even in a non paranormal way—you feel a new connection to the past#without the distractions of the day and ropes and time and tourists and noise#it’s just you and everything that has come before you#and you’re like wow we are all humans in this together huh#asks#paranormal#long post
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in brief, I'm so upset. I wish people understood. Jinx and Vi mean so much to me, I feel I know them and am intertwined with them at a personal level. they are my world because no other media has captured such deep and relatable siblinghood like this before. they are intrinsically intertwined and no one seems to understand that they never, ever, truly hated each other at their cores. all they want is the best for each other. but that feeling is shrouded in hatred by the actions the other took to survive, and do what they thought they could do help. Vi wanted to believe that her sister was dead because she couldn't accept the reality that her absence is what caused the sister she loved so much to spiral completely out of control. Jinx wanted to believe that her sister had completely abandoned her and wasn't worth reaching out towards, because if she haphazardly cauterized the wound then she'd never have to deal with it again. but the thing is that they can never get out of each other's minds, and lives. Vi is her protector, that is what she vowed. Jinx wants to do the same for her, but can never find just the right way. they are bound, forever. nothing and no one could truly tear them apart, no matter how awful things become. their hearts are magnetized, always drawn to the other, knowing that is where they belong. sisters until the end.
#leechies rambles#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane jinx#arcane vi#sorry for getting emotional on main but i seriously cannot stress enough how deep these two are in my psyche#i love my sibling so much. beyond words. and i know that we've had our rough spots but we will always come together in the end#they are my protector. and i will do everything in my power to return that love in equal measure#they're hands on#and I'm more crafty#its always how things have been. how things will always go#i was lost without them. and i miss them every day (they live far away from me)
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“Mom, can we have Guiding Star?”
“We have Guiding Star at home”
Guiding Star at home:
#it’s that season again! I had so much fun actually#starting with the green suit I cannot believe they just made the sunflower suit AGAIN#the winter suit was hard mainly bc the big brooch item actually carries the entire thing. and without it you can see how mine falls flat#the ink tiger suit is nice but so over the place color wise so I tried my best#bride suit is the first one I went for in the event but I’ll be honest she isn’t all that…we have plenty of big bridal gowns#ranking by uniqueness; winter-ink-bride-green#I tried my best with the 2D live and I think the only thing I got right was the color of the eyes and the hand pose#she is very gorgeous but 30k for her? never#love nikki#hell event at home#budget styling#love nikki dress up queen#lnduq#vee styles
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**Today, both this account and my alt will be joining Global Strike Week (from January 21st to January 28th) to show support of Palestine.
I will only be sharing and posting information related to/about Palestine and other countries who need their voices uplifted.
We need to show that business will not be going as usual while people (women, men, children, babies) are dying and their lives are being ruined.
For more information on Palestine and the strike I strongly suggest for you to browse the Palestine, Gaza, and Global Strike tags!
SHOW YOUR SUPPORT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN!!
BE DISRUPTIVE, PROTEST and BOYCOTT.
#palestine#free palestine#global strike#global strike week#free gaza#important#even if your account is mainly about things like qsmp. we must show our support#we can live without posting about mcyts for a week PALESTINE cannot.#ceasefire#if any of the information I have posted in correct please tell me!
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when i think about the fact that dazai was the one who chose the location of the safe house for oda’s orphans i feel the need to walk into traffic
and then this was just straight up AURA. not to mention that mori is witnessing dazai experience the emotion he needed him to in order to fully calculate his potential as his successor. it’s a no brainer that dazai can lead an organisation but before oda i don’t think mori ever witnessed dazai serve to protect something or do something that didn’t benefit him (mori is a slave to the organisation as much as he is its figurehead as he explains, this shows him that dazai has the full potential he needs him to have. and hence why he keeps his executive seat open without replacement because dazai joining the agency to protect people and thus, the city, only furthers this point for him)
#he was so angry here and that’s what gets me is that we see in the day i picked up dazai side b#what anger is like for him. we see in dark era the depth of his sadness and his detachment to living#and we see here how his anger manifests after learning he’s been betrayed by someone that he trusted and that that betrayal#hurt someone he cares about and has put them in danger. dazai’s friendship with oda was exploited without him even realising it#dazai was exploited many many times at mori’s hands but more on that another time im just. god#it’s too much#it hurts so bad to think about him like this#he’s so angry and so upset that he physically cannot articulate it how he normally would without a doubt#and i’m 🫵‼️ FUCK OUGAI MORI ALL MY HOMIES HATE OUGAI MORI#anyway sorry.#tbd.#should point out TRUST is a long way to go for dazai n mori but to some extent this is a betrayal of his trust#this is the one thing mori didn’t include him on and worked it under his nose for 2 years#like not only has ango betrayed him here but so has mori and that IS trust#anyways#⸌ ⋆ ooc.
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if i think too long about the ending making lloyd leave the home he worked so hard to save behind along with the new found family he sacrificed his life for so he can move to a place he has no emotional connection to where he only knows two people (one of which is actually following him from the aforementioned home) in order to make him get a standard "have a wife and children" 'happy' ending i start wanting to bite people not gonna lie
#i talk a lot <3#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#it is. such a sucky ending i hate it i'm sorry i cannot stand it#i love charlotte with all my heart and i truly do like alicia#but jesus fuck that ending#the one thing lloyd wants is to have an easy relaxed life surrounded by the people he loves#and then the ending has him become the royal consort to someone we know likes to use people to their best potential#and living permanently away from his parents and all the people he came to care about#except for javier and alicia. and javier is only there because of lloyd anyway.#i just. i hate heteronormative endings so much man.#he didn't need to marry! he could've found his happy ending without having to be romantically involved with anyone!!#there's this whole thing about lloyd thinking to himself that his happy ending will be settling down with a wife and have kids#and then there is this one moment. where he talks about what he really wants. his one true wish.#and he talks about how he just wants a family. a normal family. a family that welcomes him after a day's work. a family that lives a normal#life without worrying about nothing much. he doesn't want big territories or power or an army. he just wants to have a family that loves hi#and enough to keep them safe.#AND FUCKING GUESS WHAT HE GAINS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE NOVEL#GUESS WHAT THE EMOTIONAL CORE OF THE ENTIRE THING WAS#A FAMILY. PARENTS AND A BROTHER AND A BEST FRIEND THAT CARE FOR HIM AND WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY AND HIM DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO KEEP#THEM SAFE. AND HE DOES. EVERYTHING HE DOES WAS TOO KEEP THEM SAFE AND SOUND AND HE GETS HIS WISH.#DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!!#HE DIDN'T NEED TO MARRY BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAD HIS WISH. HE ALREADY HAD HIS HAPPY ENDING. I'M SO MAD KASHDKA#tged
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i cant wait to spend the next three years in the fucking trenches because dawntrail is just stormblood 2
#AND I SAY IT WITH SO MUCH FUCKING LOVE#i love love love stormblood#i really really love dawntrail#and the very blatant themes of it putting the ideals proposed by venat and emet-selch into practice are going to go over peoples heads#the first half is very much examines and responds to venats whole. “there cannot be joy without sorrow” thing#second half examines and responds to “remember us. remember that we once lived.”#ITS SO FUCKING GOOD.#dawntrail spoilers#just in case my tags arent vauge enough#listen. people completely misunderstood hermes. they are not going to understand dawntrail#i do though. i understand. i see. and i am EATING IT UP
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"Money can't buy happiness" OK perhaps but it can for SURE buy all the shit you need to complete the bottom two tiers of Maslows Hierarchy of Needs so
#who made up that stupid fucking saying?#we live in a society#where money is a necessity for all things#stupid ahh#anti capitalism#capitalist hellscape#you cannot buy food without money#and you cannot have the means to create your own food because you first need to buy land#dont get me started on health
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I just. I love my dad so much guys
#MAN OF ALL TIME he's so fuckin rad#he came over to help me set up my desktop (got a pc btw) and funniest man in existence here he touched my desk saw it wobble and went ''NO'#came back with his tools and an office chair for me because he saw the chair I was gonna use and went :/#this man brought over an ENTIRE TOOLBOX just for me because I cannot for the life of me find where the old one went and just. fixed the des#that I had been struggling with for about eight months at this point. in like twenty minutes. and then set up my desktop for me#he also brought over a webcam and microphone without any sort of promoting just because he knows I do discord calls with my friends and gf#also I dug out the instructions for the desk and before I could even hand him the paper he was like ''so this is how we fix this''#and then fixed it and was like ''yeah you did that wrong but you were close''#and then was like ''dont buy furniture and stuff without letting me know first what you want I'll keep an eye out''#and I was laughing being like ''I didn't want to come to you every time I need something because I want you to see me as independent''#and he went ''you live by yourself of course I see you as independent'' and my bitches the way I almost cried right there#just. idk something something the way my families love languages have always been acts of service and gift giving#and my dad insisting I should rely on him more and giving me stuff I wanted but don't have without EVER TELLING HIM I wanted said things#just. my dad is so cool guys#sorry I saw my computer set up vibing on my desk and got completely overwhelmed#ignore me#not marvel related
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How Can You Find Happiness In Your Life
Happiness is a universal desire that transcends culture, age, and background. We all seek that elusive feeling of contentment and fulfillment in our lives. While happiness may seem intangible and subjective, it is within reach for everyone. By embracing certain principles and adopting positive habits, you can embark on a journey towards a happier and more fulfilling existence. In this post , there are some tips for how can you find happiness in your life
Cultivate Gratitude: Gratitude is a powerful catalyst for happiness. Change your emphasis from what is missing in your life to what is present. You may build a more positive view and increase your overall feeling of satisfaction by recognizing the benefits, relationships, and possibilities that surround you.
Nurture Positive Relationships: Human connections are fundamental to our happiness. Make an effort to develop deep bonds with family, friends, and loved ones. Surround yourself with individuals who uplift and support you. Engage in meaningful conversations, show empathy, and foster deep connections. The bonds you form will not only provide you joy, but they will also offer you a sense of belonging and purpose in your life.
Practice Mindfulness: In today's fast-paced world, pausing to be present and enjoy the beauty of the present moment is crucial. Mindfulness includes paying attention to your thoughts, feelings, and experiences without judgement. Participate in mindfulness-promoting activities such as meditation, yoga, or simply going for a walk in the woods. By focusing on the present moment and letting go of worries about the past or future, you may cultivate a stronger sense of inner peace and satisfaction.
Pursue Passions and Meaningful Goals: Discovering and pursuing your passions and goals can infuse your life with purpose and fulfillment. Identify activities or causes that ignite your enthusiasm and bring you joy. Participate in things that make you feel alive and connected to your true self, whether it's a creative hobby, a career path that matches with your views, or volunteering for a cause close to your heart. You may get a deep sense of fulfilment and contentment by matching your activities with your passions.
Maintain Your Physical and Mental Health: Your overall well-being has a significant influence on your happiness. Prioritize self-care by adopting healthy lifestyle habits. Engage in regular exercise, eat nutritious foods, and get sufficient restful sleep. Prioritise your mental health as well by managing stress, getting help when necessary, and engaging in activities that encourage relaxation and self-reflection. A healthy mind and body create a solid foundation for happiness to flourish.
Embrace Positivity and Optimism: Your mindset has a profound impact on your overall happiness. Cultivate positivity and practice optimism by focusing on solutions rather than dwelling on problems. Challenge negative thoughts and reframe them into more positive and empowering perspectives. Surround yourself with uplifting influences, such as inspirational books, motivational quotes, or positive affirmations. By cultivating a positive mindset, you can create a happier and more fulfilling life.
Conclusion:
Happiness is not an elusive destination but a journey that unfolds with intention and conscious choices. By embracing gratitude, nurturing relationships, practicing mindfulness, pursuing passions, caring for your well-being, and adopting a positive mindset, you can find happiness in your life. Remember that happiness is a personal feeling that is unique to each person. Accept the journey, savour the current moment, and allow joy to pervade all aspects of your life. With StyLish, embark on a path towards happiness, where self-expression and inner fulfillment merge harmoniously.
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okay, so i believe it's time to talk about what kind of powers misao possesses. let me start off by saying that she is by no means invincible and/or invulnerable: so, she can be defeated in combat, of course. i just wanted to affirm that with y'all because she does have an enhanced healing factor. but unlike a regenerative healing factor, which heals a lot of things pretty much automatically, it does still take a good amount of time for her to heal. i'd say it's just a bit faster than a human's ability to heal, and so she can not do things like regrow limbs / reattach her head.
BUT to counteract her lack of a more proficient healing ability... misao and all jorōgumo can produce very sharp, silk-like threads and manipulate them to their liking to attack other's + create constructs out of these silk threads that can be used as weapons. and thus, one could argue that she has a certain 'advantage' over humans since this is a long-range attack, which would mean only they would have to get closer to her in combat if they didn't have any long-range weapons themselves. being a spider in actuality, misao can also make webbing that comes from within her. also, because of her true nature as a spider, misao can control diminutive spiders or just regularly sized spiders at will.
another, and her last ability, is that she has venom available at her disposal much like a real spider that targets the central nervous system / is a potent neurotoxin ( in which she would transfer directly into someone through a bite ) buttt the thing is is that she will often not use this method of killing, and/or seriously harming someone because of how long it takes for her body to regenerate the venom. thus, most of the time, misao will only use it if she is in a very dire situation where she has to defend herself or someone she cares about.
and as a result, those who are in combat with her don't really have to worry about her using this ability unless she's genuinely on death's door or something of that nature. so yeah; i hoped this gave you all a little more insight as to what exactly she can do with her powers as a jorōgumo.
#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.#ALL POWER DEMANDS SACRIFICE AND PAIN: musings.#SOMETIMES AGAINST ALL LOGIC WE HOPE: headcanons.#also... she can bite people without injecting venom but most of the time that just isn't a very efficient way for her to fight-#since that would mean that she would have to get up close and personal with them which she really only prefers doing if she absolutely has-#to. so like... you could definitely say that i picture misao as being a very methodical / practical opponet-#unless she REALLY doesn’t like you. then misao will probably elect to ' play with her food ' and make thing's a littleee bit more-#complicated to say the least. and by that i mean misao is going to make sure you're in pain before you die sooo JSJSJ#she really isn't a good person y'all ☠️ though one COULD make the argument that she is merely trying to survive since she cannot digest-#almost anything else but human fl*sh and insects properly + have it give her the nutrition she needs to live...#but NAHHH. I ain't about that life LOLLL
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I have finished The M/entalist, a tv show that ended 10 years ago, a show that I'm sure no one else cares about, but that I am about to make my whole personality for at least 2 weeks as I have hyperfixated on it so hard I can barely breathe
so uhhhhhhhh anyways if anyone knows this show take this as an open invitation, or if not then consider this a formal warning that i may be reblogging things and screaming "P/ATRICK J/ANE" in the tags <3
#waterfalltalks#hi i am in LOVE with this man even tho hes like idk 30 years my senior#hes also fictional so <3 its fine <3 is what i tell myself <3 and its true <3 so its okay that i tell myself this <3#what can i say okay he hits EVERY one of my boxes and has a charming smile while he does it#literal sunshine but clouded with the most beautiful darkness like hello sir#also one canon and it wasnt the best and it wasnt a lot and it was from the back but you know what sometimes we starve#so the fact im not going completely without is good enough for me and i will live nicely in this world#i do not know if i will write for him but i cannot find ANYTHING for this man so i might have to just do it myself#will anyone else care? no. does that matter to me? nope hes my beloved and i want c o n t e n t#only thing stopping me rn is free time and confidence that i have his mannerisms down#maybe after i rewatch it <3 again <3 and watch many edits <3 and maybe make a few edits <3#anyways if you bothered to read this far uh- thank you? im sorry? dont mind me just losing it over my newest guy <3 you get how it is <3#(i hope <3) anyways yes thank you!! bye!! i will go sit in a corner and think about my man <3#not snz
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I aspire to be a lover not a hater. but
#long heavy exasperated siiiiiggghhh#I love seeing ongoing discussions around my blorbos#except for the fact that people canNOT stop being little haters#people talk about your favorite stan twin without bashing the other one challenge (failed. SO many times failed)#I get it people have favorites#but I think everybody should just stop. stop trying to compare the shit they've been through and arguing who had it worse#please I beg of you#first of all we don't have the full story for either of them and we never will#second of all. while their external experiences are very much important and some were very damaging#it's ultimately INTERNAL conflict that drives them both#and guess what sometimes internally you can be doing shitty even if everything seems fine on the outside#hell brain chemicals can go haywire literally because of bad luck and no other fucking reason#'oh Ford got everything he wanted out of college despite going to BMU he has no right to complain'#'oh Stan had somewhere to live for those thirty years and people who liked him for some of them'#okay maybe those periods of their lives were more stable than their respective drifter years#doesn't mean everything was automatically peachy#hell we don't know that Stan didn't occasionally secure a better job/place to stay at some point between pines pawns and gravity falls#we don't know if some of the dimensions Ford visited were more peaceful and hospitable#I'm not necessarily saying either of these things are true I'm saying WE DON'T KNOW#ugh I was going somewhere with this and then I got lost in a rant#ultimately neither of them would have settled if given a chance because they were after something more#I do think there's potential in exploring the moments of good that happened in the bad times and the moments of bad that happened in the#good times and I think that's actually way more compelling than 'everything sucked all the time for X twin for Y years'#nope still haven't quite gotten back to my original point#which is STOP IT WITH THE OPPRESSION OLYMPICS. STOP STOP STOP STOP#okay rant over
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idk how to even like. put this pain into words and i would normally vent about this shit on twitter, but the person its about follows me on there so like. anybody have skills for coping with the crushing realization that the person u love most in this world and have built ur life around sees ur current situation together as a temporary hurdle that's preventing them from their truest and happiest self which. is separate from u entirely? anyone know how to deal with this?
#live with my best friend in the whole entire world who. honest to god makes me the happiest person alive.#like im always waxing poetic about her in the tags on posts about platonic love#and i talk about her like she put the stars in the skies because for real it feels like she did for me#she is. the most important person in my life#and every day i feel grateful just to come home and sit with her#like honest to god i cannot imagine a future that is better than this#if i have a bad day i get to come home and my best friend in the world will make me laugh#what more could i ever ask for#but tonight we talked and she made it abundantly clear that. even if i do everything right#even if i'm the perfect roommate and the best friend i can be#in just over a year#when she's making enough money for it#she plans on moving into a place of her own#which like. makes sense for her. of course we were going to get to this point.#but i just. don't know what i'm going to do.#and it kills me that we're on different pages because for some reason i thought this was a long term thing#i thought we were going to move into a house together#i was just telling my coworker this week that we need to move into our forever home soon which was partially a joke#but also. even if i was making a million dollars a year.#i would still want to be here. with her.#or somewhere else. with her.#like it's so hard to imagine a future without her. it breaks my heart and scares the shit out of me.#and i know i can't afford it here. and i can't move in with strangers. and i'm working my dream job but i'm scared that i'm going to have t#give it all up and move back east because. i can't do this alone. and she's all i have. and all i ever wanted.#and she's leaving.#she doesn't want to be with me.#sry this is so fucking. ugh. idk. i just don't know what to do.#for real might just drop everything and move to chicago if it comes down to it ksdkfljdfs#its what sufjan would have wanted#fucked up terrible no good week
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